#ruin my life

[haileys-out2]

I’ve been told to make this caption from one of my photos (yes this is me in the photo). I have no control over any of this, I’ve been told what tags to use and how long the post is to be pinned to the top of my page. 😥

The post is up for three months (until June 8) and I am scared about how long I’ll get!!

P-p-please be nice. I d-d-don’t want my life ruined!! 😭😭😭

Update. If this post hits 100 REBLOGS I have to get a larger plug and dildo.

Update 2. You are all mean (specially @count-alta with your 20-odd reblogs)😤😭😭 I now have to get a larger plug and dildo. If it gets to 300 REBLOGS then I have to make a Discord server to show that I am in fact wearing the cage and plug 😭😭😭😭 this is getting both out of control and expensive

Update 3. It hasn’t even been a week. 😢😢 I’ve been instructed to add note milestones. I’ve only been given a couple for now but more will be added if any of you suggest something my dominant likes.

Update 4. I’m back from a brief hiatus from Tumblr while I settled into a new job, and I discovered that this post really took off. I now have to make discord (coming soon) and I’ve been given a new Reblog MILESTONE. If this post reaches 500 Reblogs I will have to start HRT. If it hits 1000 Reblogs then I have to find a man to fuck me on camera 😭😭😭😭. Please be nice.

Update 5: whelp it’s done. My Discord server is live

1500 notes: I have to keep myself hairless from the nose down.

1700 notes: Make an Amazon Wishlist and add 100 toys and clothes for anyone to buy. Anyone who buys them will get a free show with what they bought

1800 notes: my hair must be grown out

2000 notes: I have to resume my BambiSleeps regimen

2500 notes: Practice deepthroating the current sized dildo twice a week

2750 notes: I now have listen to Bambi sleeps every morning, afternoon and night on my days off

3000 notes: Sit on a 7-inch dildo 2 times a week for 30 min

3250 notes: I have to start using she/her pronouns

3500 notes: I have start wearing a bra everyday

3750 notes: Use a large plug now

4000 notes: I have to start an OF (ManyVids and webcamming as well once I find a better living arrangement)

4250: I have to film myself suck cock

4500 notes: i can only ever cum from anal

5000 notes: I can only wear androgynous clothing. Nothing overtly masculine

5100 notes: Sit on an 8-inch dildo 3 times a week for 30 min

5400 notes: Listen to Bambisleep hypno every time I do anal

6000 notes: edge with a Hitachi magic wand for 30 once a week

6500 notes: start using a ball gag whenever I do anal

7100 notes: Once a week I have to film myself anal training and share it to the discord channel

8000 notes: Sit on a 9-inch dildo 4 times a week for 30 min

8500 notes: I must listen to ALL hypno that is sent to me

9000 notes: The Hitachi edging session becomes twice a week

12300 notes: Clicker train myself to get horny to the thought of cock

13200 notes: Use an XL plug now

13500 notes: Only use 10-inch toys from now on sit on it 6 times a week for 30 min, once a week use a 12+ inch toy

15000 notes: I have to get either bottom surgery or an orchiectomy

20000 notes: I have to be spit roasted

25000 notes: I have to be the center of a Blow Bang

32500 notes: I have to be the center of a Gangbang 😳😳😳

[bengals-barnesbabe]

Ruined Me

~ based on a quote i saw on here but can't find lol

joe burrow x gf!reader

TW: mentions of sex, adoration, joe being a green flag, desire, reader being his personal hype girl

“Thank You TikTok” | Main Masterlist

'•.¸♡ ♡¸.•'

~ if you're reading this, you are now an enabler of a chronic procrastinator. congratulations ♡

[makemeher]

my account is at 800 notes for the month, thank you so much for your continued support in my feminization 🥰 if it gets to 1,000 (250 notes in the next week), i’ll post pictures of my real face and officially come out as a full time girl!! pretty please make my dreams come true!!

i will be forced to come out as a girl permanently 🥹 please please please ruin my manhood and make me be 100% woman!! 💕

[respectthepetty]

Minase's friend telling him how easily he could hate him shows how superficial all of Minase's relationships are.

It's a telling moment in the episode because no matter how good he is, if he messes up just once, everything could be gone.

And he is always aware of that.

He recovers quickly, but the truth lingers. If he was himself, his true self, he would be hated by everyone.

And his mother has ingrained that into him since the very beginning. She would hate him just like she hates his father.

So under the guise of casual conversation, he confesses that he actually doesn't have friends. All of these relationships are hallow and meaningless because if he can't be his real self, then he can't have real connections. Everything is fake, like him.

And that's why Hirukawa asking him what he wants is the catalyst to his downfall.

As everyone in his life keeps pointing out, Hirukawa, with all his substance and authenticity, could ruin his perfect hallow life.

And that's something Minase is slowly realizing he wants. He is only existing as the perfect kid for everybody else, but it means nothing to him. He has nothing. This perfect life is empty and meaningless.

So he wants Hirukawa to ruin his life.

Because it was never a life worth living in the first place.

[kiinard]

come back to me…

[whiskeyandcigarsmoke]

"Ruin My Life" by Zara Larsson is a Poolverine song

[little-miss-dilf-lover]

seeing stars

paring: Matt Murdock x fem!reader

wc: 1561

summary: you and Matt share a tender night together after one of his nightly patrols

tags/ warnings: 18+ only. fluff and smut, fingering, unprotected p in v, pullout, praise, aftercare. established relationship. no use of y/n. minors DNI

feedback is always appreciated💌

rewritten 22/01/24

One of your favourite ways to end the day is on the couch with a glass in hand, curled up, reading a good book. It was something you did most nights, tonight being no exception.

Your music softly played over the hustle of Hell's Kitchen, lyrics and beats drowning out the background noise of the city around you. The honks from cars and shouts from pedestrians seamlessly mesh together, blurring behind the closed-off, cosy environment you created for yourself.

It was late. Matt was out on his nightly patrols, fighting crime as he did almost every day - protecting his city in ways only he can. And while you waited for his return home, you immersed yourself in your book, following the words, letting yourself become hooked on the story.

You hear the metal of the fire escape door creek, and your eyes immediately follow the sound, the silhouette of a man dressed in black appearing in the gap - your man dressed in black appearing in the gap.

You clutch over your chest, the action an attempt to calm its wild thumping. "God-- don't do that," you mutter, eyes following him. 

"Sorry, sweetheart," he grins, the expression cocky and amused. "Bit late to be up, hm?" he says, slowly walking down the stairs, loosening his muay thai ropes. 

You place your marker in your book and close it with a thumb. "Mhm-hm," you hum playfully. "It is. Very."

"What can I say? Busy night," he chuckles, dropping his fabric mask onto the coffee table before resuming the untangling of his robes.

Matt slumps onto the sofa beside you, throwing his head against the back, a soft groan slipping past his lips as he adjusts - getting more comfortable. His hand mindlessly slides up your leg, resting over your thigh as he gives himself a moment to settle back into your calming presence.

Copying him, you adjust, snuggling into his side and resting your head on his shoulder. "Did you get hurt?"

He removes the hand placed over your thigh and drapes it over your shoulder, pulling you into him. "No," he lazily smiles, his hand reaching down - fingers grazing at your side, the action almost teasing.

"Good," you say shortly, tone sweet and pleased. You twist your head in towards him, placing a kiss on his cheek. "I'm glad." 

Instead of pulling away, you linger there momentarily, lips brushing against his stubble before you trail a slow line of kisses along his jaw and towards his mouth - turning his face around with a palm on the opposite side of his head. 

Without breaking the kiss, Matt manoeuvres you, taking your subtle hinting into initiative by adjusting you both - pushing and laying you flat so he can slot his lower half between yours, hovering above. His weight anchored on his hands either side of you.

You bend at the knee, holding it at his side to feel him just that bit closer - feeling him grow hard against you, cock prodding at the sweet spot between your thighs. Teasing him, you roll your hips up into him, wanting to feel the friction you so desperately needed. 

You place your hands either side of his face, palms cupping his jaw as you melt into the makeout, deepening it - accepting his tongue willingly. Lips caressing one another's urgently, needy noises muffled between.

He balances his weight on one arm, slipping his other between you and down the front of your pyjama shorts, fingers leisurely toying at your pussy. Teasing and playing with your folds as he kisses along your jaw, middle finger circling your entrance - the light, delicate touch making you almost shudder against him.

He brushes his finger over your hole, his pad outlining it before easing it in, sliding in up to the last knuckle. Working you open with his hooked, thick finger, slowly pumping into you as he continues the trail of kisses along the side of your throat.

Matt drags his finger from the warmth and sits up on his knees between your spread legs, one hand snaking into the waistband of his pants, the other sliding up your stomach - groping one of your tits. He tugs on his pants, pulling the fabric over his hips, just enough space for his now exposed cock to poke through.

You shimmy yourself out of your shorts and underwear, laying under him with a bare cunt on display, the soft sheen of slick going visibly unappreciated.

His fingers wrap around the base of his cock, giving himself a few short strokes as he guides his head towards you - pushing his tip through the slick of your folds, coating his cock in your wetness before sinking into you.

You take him at your own pace, walls fluttering and loosening around his shaft as he eases more of himself into you - your pussy swallowing little bits of him at a time. Your hand paws at his wrist placed on your waist, fingers enveloping around the thickness, silently pleading and begging him to get closer. Now lingering his chest above yours.

His lips skim over your jaw, trailing even more kisses down the side of your throat, giving you easing, reassuring pecks as he slips more of his cock into you - distracting you from the dull ache between your thighs. 

You bend at the knee, holding it at his side - the new angle opening your hips wider, allowing that last bit of his cock to slide in, head hitting at the hilt. You keep him snug to you, arms lazily wrapped around his neck, your other leg entangling with his as your lips shadow each other. 

His strokes remain steady, winding his hips into you, consuming you from the inside out. "Sounding so pretty, angel," he murmurs into your mouth, his voice hoarse from the way you wrap yourself around his cock.

Matt quickens the pace. That tightening sensation building within you both - that tensing feeling growing and growing. He fucks into you a little better. More forcefully, more deliberately. The perfect curve of his cock grazing against your gummy ridges in the most sinful and delicious of ways. 

He chases your release, wanting to feel you shudder and tighten around him - wanting to feel you cum on his cock. So, he parts from your lips and trails messy open kisses over your cheek, halting when he reaches under your ear.

"You feel so perfect wrapped around me—  you're so perfect," he hazily whispers, talking low. "Yeah, that's it," he nods slowly, encouraging you. "You're right there, pretty girl. I can feel it."

With his soft praise, you find yourself gripping onto his dick, tightly clamping around him as you cum. Moaning sweet cries senselessly with your head thrown back.

Your release triggers his own, pumping his thick, warm load in his hand, biting back broken groans as he milks the rest of his cum onto your jittering inner thighs. 

Heavily panting, he peels himself from above you, stuffing his dick into the tops of his pants as he extends a hand towards you, nodding for you to take. Smiling. "Let's get cleaned up."

//

After your shared shower, you and Matt both find yourselves standing in front of his open bedroom window, the sounds and smells of the 3 AM morning seeping into the apartment. 

He stands close behind you, his chin resting on your shoulder, his bare chest pressed into your back as he hugs your middle. He was appreciating you - appreciating you the way you did the stars in the sky. 

"I got an idea," you chirp, breaking the comfortable silence.

He hums softly, waiting for you to elaborate.

You step away from him, instead moving to stand behind him. "Okay, so here," you start, placing a finger on the top right of his back. "This here. Is Jupiter," you pause, lining the marking as accurately as possible, wanting to show him what you can see. "It's the brightest in the sky at night. A soft gold, white colour-- she's very pretty."

He hums again, listening to you intently - silently admiring how you're trying to include him. 

You drag your finger to the left, grazing over his scarred back. "This is Mars. She's pretty small and like an orangey-red. Then way over here," you pause, lining the placement with your view. "That's Saturn, then back over here... this here. It's my favourite star."

"What does it look like?" he asks, tone warm and curious.

You smile to yourself, wrapping your arms around his middle - hugging him the way he did to you. "Very bright. It sparkles and twinkles. Sometimes, it looks like she changes colour." 

"They sound beautiful," he murmurs, placing his hands over your arms, holding you against him. 

"I got an idea," you pause, pressing a kiss into his shoulder. "If you're interested. I can get a map of all the stars and constellations I can see around here and then raise the dots on the stars-- so it's like your braille. And you can feel what I see," you ramble, the excitement evident in your voice.

He chuckles, a warm, wide grin on his face. "I would like that," he hums, holding you tighter as you listen to the sounds of the city below.

[yesjazzywazzylove-blog]

6 pictures.

1 character.

JOEL. MOTHERFUCKING. MILLER.

🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵

[xtroublebathx-blog]

I need him to look at me like this for the rest of my life.

[haileys-out2]

😭😭😭😭😭s-s-stop r-r-ruining m-m-meeeee

As of right now I’m

A)plugged for 19 years, 4 months, 1 week, and 5 days

B) locked in chastity for 14 years, 9 months, and 4 weeks

C) I have to start an OF

D) film myself being fucked by a man

E) have to buy new bigger toys to stretch myself

F) overwhelm myself in BambiSleep Hypno every day and three times a day on my days off

G) film myself suck a man off

H) model any clothes and film myself playing with any toys purchased from my wishlist and film myself doing any demand made from the purchaser and post the proof to my discord

I) Start HRT in May

J) there are others but the BambiSleep is working and I’m fuzzy so check the original post by following the link below.

It’s only been a month 😭😭😭😭😫 and there are still 2 months to go. I’m ruuuuuiiinnned!!!

[tazapomnianadziewczyna]

• 𝕃𝕖𝕫̇𝕒𝕝𝕒𝕞 𝕥𝕒𝕜 𝕔𝕒𝕝𝕒̨ 𝕟𝕠𝕔 𝕚 𝕥𝕠𝕟𝕖̨𝕝𝕒𝕞 𝕨 𝕞𝕪𝕤́𝕝𝕒𝕔𝕙 , 𝕜𝕥𝕠́𝕣𝕖 𝕟𝕚𝕖 𝕕𝕒𝕨𝕒𝕝𝕪 𝕞𝕚 𝕒𝕟𝕚 𝕔𝕙𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕚 𝕤𝕡𝕠𝕜𝕠𝕛𝕦 •

[unownedsissy]

Will lock final results in 4 month 4.5.2024

will starto by argonymy cloth from every 200 notes.

also have to follow these listed rules every time I hit the following number of notes.

50 notes: start looking and doing skincare rutine

55 notes: will add 3 days for every reblog fot both chastity and plucked

60 notes: get whore outfit

70 notes: add/extent 2 month to this post lock date

100 notes: will make wishlist

150 notes:Wear panties 24/7 from now on

300 notes: Use feminen exercices

600 notes: Spend $20 on sissy clothes (must be pink)

1200 notes: Spend $40 on sissy clothes (must be pink)

1500 notes: Sit on a 6-inch dildo once week for 30 min

1800 notes: Listen to 1 audio file of sissy hypno before bed

2100 notes: Wear androgynous or feminine clothes at home from now on

2250 notes: start whoring to get money

2400 notes: Practice deepthroating the current sized dildo twice a week

2700 notes: I can cum only via anal or vibrator

3000 notes: Sit on a 7-inch dildo 2 times a week for 30 min

3300 notes: Wear androgynous or feminine clothing in public from now on

3600 notes: Wear only slutty or pink sissy clothing at home

3900 notes: I have to wear a corset under my clothes everyday

4200 notes: Use a large plug now or dildo

4500 notes: Use a smaller cage

4800 notes: I can only watch/listen to girly media, anything masculine or geared towards males is banned

Update over 1month in chastity and the Friday shaving and back to chastity I go

End result locked at 89.

[claireborowski]

Man last night was so great, got so wasted and drank soooo much. Wish I could do this all the time. But now I'm starving..and food is a bit slim around my house..hmm...what to do.

And was kind of convinced, fuck that dumb voice of reason hehehe. Time to get turned into a stupid fat hog for everyone to tease and humiliate. I want to be a piggy so bad. Want to become so massive and huge that even moving limbs is a chore in itself. So why don't you all help me out hmm? I know it'll be worth your time~

You'd just love to ruin a perfectly fit cutie like me and turn me into something massive. Unable to be recognized by anyone. Just a pile of fat lard. I want my body ruined. So why don't you all help me? I'll make sure it's worth your labor and efforts. I'll be your perfect piggy. You wanna see me struggle to do anything, having to stay at home and be lazy, dumb, and pathetic. My brain turned to mush hundreds of pounds ago.

Only think I can say is oinks and squeals. Or moos if you prefer. Killing my brain with weed and alcohol and all that beautiful mind corruption. Drunk almost all the time, borderline briming to explode from how full I'll be. I know you want this, don't be shy to indulge into a project of a piggy. I promise to make it worth it.

So come on..hit me up. I've been waiting for you.

[nope-nora]

Ruin me, ruin us, and I’ll let you

Taylor Swift, “illicit affairs” | R. F. Kuang, The Burning God | Zara Larsson, “Ruin My Life” | 5 Seconds of Summer, “Bad Omens” | audrey emmett | Lorde, “Writer in the Dark” | Richard Siken, “Scheherazade” | Oscar Wilde, in a letter to Leonard Smithers

[classycookiexo]

[teathattast]

i hope i don't crash my car

cause i can't keep my eyes on anything but you

run away with no regard for the rest of the world

cause the rest of the world isn't you