#yea yea something something mental illness | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

the-home-of-innovation · 5 months ago

Text

Yogscast art?? In this economy???

#yea yea something something mental illness #showing a buddy of mine jaffa factory cause I am plagued with thoughts #jaydraws #digital art #yogscast #lalna #xephos #ridgedog

49 notes · View notes

p4rty4nim4l · 5 months ago

Text

a weird little creature to show how I’m feeling…

#creature #original character #my art #oc #mental illness #honestly I haven’t been diagnosed with anything (I think besides anxiety)#but there is something #I swear I’m not trying to fake or do it for attention or whatever #there is really something wrong #I may see a psychiatrist soon tho so 🗣️🗣️#i suspect there’s a high possibility I have BPD #but im not 18 so i cant get the diagnosis #it’s very hard to diagnose #maybe bipolar aswell?#I don’t know all I know is there is something clearly wrong and I want to fix it #yea #:]

14 notes · View notes

smoreboi · 4 months ago

Text

im considering going back to making shitty youtube videos edited on imovie again just to try and feel some sense of purpose. dont have brawl stars downloaded rn because i kinda fell off on it, but i could to twst vids or something. record my dot connection game dailies or something, idk, just something to do.

#im in a rut of rewatching and rewatching old content and doing nothing all day #and im technically hired rn. but theyre running background checks and then ill have to do a physical and a drug test and whatever #ill probably not even be on the schedule til august. and even then. i could only find a part time position. 30 hrs every two weeks.#im actually starting to feel excited for school to come up just to give me something to throw myself into #so i can ignore my constantly depleting mental health and maybe even find someone else to talk to. in person #i only ever consistently talk to three people outside my family and all communication is on discord. nothing irl. which sucks.#it sucks that i don’t like going outside and meeting people. it sucks that i don’t get to hang out with friends irl. everything sucks.#so yeah. might just start recording dailies for games or something. just to have something im doing.#yea. youtube same name. there’ll probably be a video there tomorrow.

6 notes · View notes

sovawife · 15 days ago

Text

kinda had a 1 am big brain moment but what if neurodivergent sova with bipolar I....

#i think im catching onto something #esp with the highs being rlly productive and like forgetting to take care of yourself. and he does that #if i have to suffer thorugh this dumb stupid mental illness he does too #/lh #anyways #um. yea i think i big brained #LMAO #ky shut up #my post #ship: walk on memories

4 notes · View notes

kyuala · 1 year ago

Text

SOOOOOO hard to go through everyday life trying to ignore the never-ending feeling that im just irreparably fucked up and therefore should just give up on everything

#this aint exactly s******* but it aint exactly not s******* either #anyways it gets even harder when i have to live under the same roof as my brother who is so much better than me in every single conceivable #and imaginable way possible like #and i knowwww a LOT of it comes down to us having relatively similar yet wildly different lives despite being 1.5y apart and having the sam #family our entire lives like he has gone through NOTHING and i mean not a single societal issue ive had to face and endure my entire life #he's a man im a woman. he's white im black. he's straight im gay. he's skinny ive always been 'overweight'. he's always been the good #christian kid ive always had issues w faith and religion. he's never been mentally ill i was clinically depressed for nearly 8yrs of my lif #we both lost the same parent and im the only one who got pathological grief and a personality disorder out of it. he's had a great job for #the last 7yrs that now pays him 20k+ every month ive only had 3 odd jobs my entire life and 2 of those my MOTHER had to give me so i would #have SOMETHING and ive never made over 1.6k monthly n my last job was minimum wage only #he's had like 4 relationships and is nearly engaged im so traumatized + emotionally unavailable ive only ever been on 1 date my entire life #he has a good relationship w every family member we have i have Issues w like half the family. he's always been an active member of our #church i can barely listen to like 4 traditional hymns before i start losing my mind and spiraling. i think the only two ways we're pretty #much equal like socially is that we're both able bodied cis and christians but still the cis and christian thing is debatable for previousl #stated reasons so like. do yall see how much better he is doing than me in every little last area in life and how he's always gotten the #long straw when it comes to Not having to deal w certain obstacles in life. n i know its like yea idk what it actually is like to be him an #he could not be doing all that well first of all shut up. second of all if it was 1 or 2 things i'd get it but it's literally EVERYTHING #and i know bc of said things n our v different lives it's unfair to me to compare the two of us but then it begs the question: WHY #WHY did i have to go through these things. WHY do i have to deal w this. WHY did i get the short straw literally every goddamn time #WHY did i have to get THIS life like WHYYYYY why ME GOD. why have I had to put up w all this bullshit for 24 fucking years!!!!!!!!! im TIRE #and this is not me hating or resenting him i know it's not his fault and he is so good to me #but still. why was i left with these things? to live like this?#so yes i guess i do envy him a little bit. who wouldn't #mari.txt #personal #tw negative #dl #btw i do NOT mean some identities are better than others. i mean he is better and is doing better than me in life partially bc he's never #had to deal w certain social issues and obstacles that come w oppressed identities.

17 notes · View notes

opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year ago

Text

...

#ever sit like a corpse in your own body?#im doing a job i wasnt designed for. theres this funny thing we do in academia where we beg for money. write in consise phrasing why we #deserve funding. what it is about our project what it is about our personhood that makes us deserving. what we're doing in our present to #give back and ensure a better future. and i can pull together a description of a nervous kid who couldn't read but loved to learn anyway.#who didnt kno how to hold proper a conversation until college and so tried and got better at ppl. who wouldnt let a language problem get in #the way of information gain. who cares about making complicated info visually digestible. and that's a nice story. but it falls apart when #projected into the future. what r u doing for the future? im just trying to continue existing #dont u want to help other ppl like u? sure but i dont have anything nice to say to them. does it ever get easier? no. it probably never will #ur brain was not built for reading. sometimes things r just terrible and u have to accept that. develop a crippling mental disorder or do #something where u dont have to read. see. not helpful. bad attitude. im just too full of blood and broken glass. all my achievements r #stained red and it hurts to look at them. to get myself to function i have to squeeze so tight i can feel the strain in my head. and even #then its not enough. do u kno what its like to spend ur whole life building something only to watch it burn to ashes in front of u? just a #broken machine rotting away underground where no one will see it. but dont let things fester. speak up if somethings wrong. and say what?#lmao i wrote this last night and then today when my advisor was like: hows it going? do u feel like u have enough time to get everything #done? and i had the gall to be like *voice strained high to prevent crying* its alright i think ive got enough time. bc yea technically i #think there r enough hours in yhr day that if i really tried i could get it all done. but that doesn't count the time i spend laying with #thr absolute desolation of my mind. so no. there isnt enough time bc im not doing well. but there's nothing he can do abt it so ya kno #whats the point in talking abt it except to say ya sorry im such a wretched miserable person. i dont kno how to fix it. my enthusiasm is #hidden under layer upon layer of pain. i burnef out before even getting here and im only making it worse #but whatever ill see my therapist Tuesday #unrelated

9 notes · View notes

one-idiot-one-braincell · 10 months ago

Text

sometimes we feel like us being several people from several sources makes us less valid as a fictionkin, because we look around and see people who barely make it to double digits in theses identities. we feel like with us having so many (135 last we checked?) we're actually not fictionkin at all, we feel as if we're just faking it. But we aren't cause we know we are us, but at the same time what if we're not? we know we are us. but what if? this isn't a general fictionkin thing this is an us thing we think, we just have bad issues with trusting our own judgement because we've been told "you are not this way" most our life.

#fictionkin #vent #tw vent #vent post #fictionkin vent #it's so hard sometimes to feel like we're valid because of everyone around us when we say we're something #people say 'no you are not that thing. you're just mentally ill' or something along those lines #like yea i am mentally ill but that has nothing to do with anything about my gender sexuality or fictionkin/therian identity

2 notes · View notes

waywardsalt · 2 years ago

Note

Linebeck is the Maui to Link's Moana. Or more accurately the Peter B Parker to Link's Miles Morales. He could have the most interesting and heroic past, but he has the vibes of Just Some Guy. I'd kill for a game set after Phantom Hourglass (but before Spirit Tracks) where we learn more about Linebeck's history, and how it plays into his newfound parental relationship with Link

Linebeck being more or less Just Some Guy compared to Link being this weirdly competent pre-teen is a fun part of their dynamic a lot of the time. There is a lot of time between PH and ST and that obviously is an opportunity for more storytelling between those characters, plus considering that we have very limited information on Linebeck's history or... anything, exploring him further is always a lot of fun, and could make for an interesting subject for anything before or after PH (or during), and further going into his relationship and dynamic with Link has a lot of potential for... a lot of different stuff!

#asks #anon #aaaa idk what to say here but yeah linebeck is such an enigma since he doesnt really have a backstory or any supplemental info #as the local ph fandom blasphemer however i dont actually like father/son linebeck and link any more so i got nothing on that #i lean into like. weird brothers or something akin to that?#not to be a jojo fan here but ive compared it a little more to the deal between kishibe rohan and koichi hirose in diu #but ive been making it more of its own complicated thing. leaning into weird brothers or something with similar vibes #and since i like to play with au stuff ive found out that they are really fun to put in different roles and dynamics #they have great base chemistry and it really allows for some cool stuff to be done with them #part of me does want to see like. a post ph pre st game but i also kind of like having that time being blank #so we can decide for ourselves what can happen in that time #ive got my own ideas for a post ph concept/story and i do have more or less a full backstory for my interpretation of linebeck #but uh yea. i can't really say much about linebeck being parental w/ link bc i dont. actually view it that way #to me its like. linebeck is dependent on link for mental illness reasons and link made the executive decision that theyre brothers #its messy but the bottom line is that they rely on each other and do make a good team #so yeah sorry i cant say a whole lot on the topic of them having a father/son relationship thing #loz #legend of zelda #phantom hourglass #linebeck #link #also very little on the character comparisons you made sorry abt that. you're right tho #salty talks

15 notes · View notes

the-best-bagel · 1 year ago

Text

ok final verdict tiger and bunny 2 is really good and a huge improvement on the og HOWEVER. lunatic's ending was bizzare rushed depressing and went against everything his arc was pointing to. like it felt like some hayes code contrived bullshit

#he did not have to die and thematically should not have died #like his whole arc was changing his view on heroism so why was the ending just his og stance taken to its logical conclusion #also i keep refering to lunatic w fem pronouns in my head lol girlie looks eggy #but yea her ending should have been changing to heroism for the sake of saving ppl rather than punishing them #and not punishing herself #like who thought having her kill herself bc the ghost of her abusive dead dad told her to was a good idea #also she should have transitioned and started going by luna bc thats fucking cute ty kotetsu #tbh i think her arc was planned to be longer but the writers realized they didnt have time for it so. sorry mentally ill abused girlie #ur killing urself #OUTSIDE of that though i liked everything else #could have used an extra episode or two though #suicide mention #i got emotional at the taibani end but my brain was chewing too hard on the lunatic stuff for it to actually hit #they shoulda been a trio #ACTUALLY one more thing kotetsu barely ever used his power he could absolutely keep being a hero without it #and we should have like had an afterwards where he like advocates for useless NEXT rights #or something #once again it feels like this show was made to explore way different things than it does #like its not built for the racism allegory sorry it just doesnt work well #theres an argument for it being disability/ neurodivergence but it really just felt like a race thing #also rip fire emblem lmao she got hit w every kind of discrimination in that universe #sucks shes an oil baron #tiger and bunny spoilers

3 notes · View notes

mossymeep · 2 years ago

Photo

wip / I promise I have not forgotten about them

#so hopefully I'll have something to post later today #though I'm already annoyed it is not turning out the way I want to as most things I do with backgrounds do #but no one but me knows what it was SUPPOSED to look like so. it's fine #anyway yea even my temporary distractions cannot give me as much mental illness as they do so #now octo is close because originally this was an octo blog and the new game is destroying me #but I can multitask #and so much of my art style came from drawing art of deadprem in particular I cannot get away from it

8 notes · View notes

orcelito · 2 years ago

Text

Mental illness canceled 👍

Unfortunately I have to write a program today :| or at least however much to get my presentation for tomorrow ready.

Ugh

#speculation nation #mental illness canceled bc i have now received enough attention that i am no longer doom refreshing my stats page #i had to force myself into bed to get myself to Stop Doing That. give the ppl time to read! geeze #but yea my presentation is tomorrow and im covering two hours today (today was supposed to be my day OFF)#i covered two hours on sunday too and.i have tomorrow off too but im gonna be coming in to do the tips distribution #aka no true days off for meeeeee (sobbing)#this is just what happens tho. i knew dealing with The Situation at work would suck #and i still stick to my dedication to make sure those poor girls dont have to work. but #ugh. i still hate sacrificing my days off.#at least shorter work days r Basically like days off. if i go in for only 2 hours it's like i havent worked at all!#(there is something wrong with me)#anywaaaays im alive im okay and im.gonna eat. corn fogs #DOGS god. corn dogs.#i remembered i bought some with last groceries. man it sure would be nice if i had clean dishes tho.#i'll figure smth out. im gonna get myself to do them soon.

1 note · View note

deacf-coffee-is-a-sin · 2 years ago

Text

no ok but i hate how sometimes steven will like hold himself a certain way when he walks or like talks with a certain inflection/enthusiasm and i get hit with this wave of Self-Recognition

like i do not need to feel this way and know what other ppl see when they interact with me

#deacf talks #bro the feeling he gives me is so uncanny lmaoo #like damn i really fucking act like that huh😭😭#i came here to have fun and now im forced to recognize myself thru the other and self reflect on why i am the way i am #hell get so happy abt something and im like 'yea buddy i know the feeling! :D......yea i really know the feeling... :|'#or like when he holds his arms up to his chest when layla sets him up in the harness?? bitch i do that too #he makes me want to get tested for mental illness (somewhat affectionate)#moon knight

2 notes · View notes

bedrotboy · 9 months ago

Text

thomas szasz writing a whole fucking thing about how the term mental illness is used to increase power of the state/medical system by miscategorizing many different issues under one inaccurate label as well as pathologizing inherent human suffering he terms "problems of living":

not catchy, gets mostly ignored by general public for 60 years, might have a point but doesn't fit well in a meme format

memers putting an image of hamster in a barbie car with captions about "the Horrors":

gives a shared language to talk about how sometimes shit is just shit, catchy, includes all kinds of suffering, vague but in a sexy way, accidentally captures what some big brain dude (szasz) was trying to say but does it *better*, has a point and is fun to say, memeable as fuck

score:

thomas szasz: 0

memers: 1

people vaguely saying 'the horrors' as shorthand for 'life problems, don't worry about it' in conversations where the problems are not going to be delved into has got to be one of my favorite new Ways Of Speaking that has emerged. like it's polite and vague and succinct enough for impersonal conversation but also extremely honest. it's very funny. The Horrors. we all know of them.

#i actually like thomas szaszs work but cmon problems of living????#when u could have called it the Horrors??#wheres ur creativity my dude. where's the meme potential #im not going to be like yea dude sorry been dealing with problems of living lately 😔😔😔#like living sure does have a lot of problems but like #the horrors is just catchier sorry dude #thomas szasz #referencing the myth of mental illness btw which like pls dont be put off by the title its not like antivaxxer vibes or something #its basically just predicting the shit that is happening rn where all suffering gets labelled mental illness for prisons and profit purposes #at least in europe us canada etc i dont think this is universal yet and we still have time to stop it hopefullly #anyway sorry thats my infodump google the article its p solid #like ive got my qualms w it but its good to read first then qualm #mad liberation #also sorry op this is prob kinda annoying and irrelevant pls ignore

102K notes · View notes

n3k0gutzz · 14 hours ago

Text

hi guess who's incredibly mentally unstable right now (ft. some random images from my hoard)