#y’all i can’t process this
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as someone who does not do well with change, hobi enlistment followed almost immediately by jk deleting his instagram is testing my sanity
#🥲#y’all i can’t process this#what a way to wake up on a tuesday morning#it’s even yoongi tour presale code day#goodbye 🫡#bts#jeon jungkook#jungkook#jung hoseok#hobi#jhope
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shout out to all the demons (dyslexic people) who are having the time of their lives trying to spell “ineffable” or “bureaucracy” correctly post good omens 2
#neil says demons can’t spell guess i’m a resident of hell#y’all wouldn’t believe it but I spelled ineffable wrong twice just trying to make this post#don’t even get my started on bureaucracy and i’m a french minor#i simply cannot process writing it seems#good omens#good omens 2#good omens spoilers#good omens season 2#good ineffable omens#ineffable husbands#ineffable partners#ineffable fandom#ineffable idiots#ineffable bureaucracy#ineffable wives#ineffable lovers#ineffable divorce#ineffable spouses#crowley x aziraphale#aziracrow#gabriel x beelzebub#americanbi’s posts
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I’ll always be there to point and laugh when people act like it’s impossible to depict black and poc in their art especially the damn sims
#🫵🏽 aha you can’t or won’t perceive non white people which will always limit you and your art#to the point where you can’t process a non white person’s face so you make them white clearly there’s something to address there no? lmao#it’s really treated like an unachievable obstacle#for years I’ve seen people be like#‘this my interpretation of these black characters I made them white because it’s my interpre-‘#or ‘it’s just hard for me to depict them because I’m white’#LMAO BITCH SHUT UP#there are so many other excuses that are exactly just that excuses educate yourself and do some soul searching ig idk#acting like we’re some mythical creatures you can only see if you do a blood ritual on the night full moon#like what’s genuinely wrong with sum of y’all#mr.txt
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x reader fiction can be so healing, actually.
#just binged a fic which spoke to all my deep contradiction & complication & confusion re: parenthood and when I tell you I fuckin sobbed#x reader#it’s just that yes sometimes seeing a story unfold through “your” eyes can hit differently#and when you find that sweet spot of emotional catharsis and fulfillment it really can have a profound impact#idc how “cringe” the modality is#thank you to all the content creators who have helped me process trauma and feelings I sometimes can’t even put voice to#y’all the real mvps#everything I’ve ever cried about in therapy I’ve also cried about in an x reader fic I’m not even joking#thank you for coming to my tag talk
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#ofmd spoilers#ofmd s2#ofmd s2 spoilers#spoilers#I can’t participate in the discourse rn cus I need to process and cry#but I’ll be here in the morning#for now here are my live thoughts#a girl is confused#I am thrilled and sad and elated and turned on#y’all better not be fuckos about anything#I have NO notes#I’m sure I’ll have notes later#but rn?#none notes#ofmd#our flag means death#edward teach#stede bonnet#blackbonnet#izzy hands#the revenge#my babies
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random - idk what’s going on but the past few days really weird shit keeps happening…like saturday night i was just out dancing and a literal fight broke out right next to me that somehow got so bad so fast that i got beer thrown at me and proceeded to be flat against a wall while my friend’s guy that she’s been seeing was trying to block us; and even once i got outside onto the patio i still managed to get barreled over by a security guard hauling one of the guys in the fight out so i like fell over a column down a step and ended up with this like huge bruise on my thigh 😭 and then just now today i was driving home and two different cars, a big SUV and a like white van both like started swerving wildly right next to me and istg i saw my life flash before my eyes.
so in summary i think the universe might be out to get me and i’m not sure why
#femmeofhearts yaps#i froze like a deer in headlights when the fight broke out too like i need to work on my reaction time#literally came from nowhere and went from 0 to 100 faster than i could process#top 10 stupidest moments of my life#GIRL MOVE DO SOMETHING#anyways that’s my rant for today#can’t a girl just dance in peace#or drive home just listening to music in the evening like cmon now y’all#if some shit like this happens again i am going to become so paranoid#lesbian
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@absentviolet @kyloreno-911 @scarlet-and-ultraviolet
Small knitting update. It’s been so long since ive done one of these, oof.
I’ve frogged two projects and started over since the last update, which are the first two. I was making a different pair of socks with that sock yarn, and now I’m just doing a vanilla pair of socks cause I don’t know if I’m a ‘super cabled’ sock kinda person? But I decided to do a short cuff, with a no-wrap no-gap heel, and just a stockinette stitch foot! They are coming along really fast I think I started them Saturday night. Just wanted some simple in the round knitting to combat the sluggish feeling of the sleeves of the next project oof.
And then the middle is a Monteiro cardigan, all I have left is the sleeves but since I’m keeping track of both the decrease rounds AND the lace pattern it’s a bit…. Much?? It’s not hard it’s just kinda annoying and I don’t have the right size needles so I’m doing magic loop and that’s VERY frustrating.
The last is still the shawl I started on my birthday last year! I’m getting to the point that I should wrapping it up soon. My only goal for this year really is to complete that shawl.
#very much so#dakota knits#I hope I tagged everyone but I can’t remember if there was a fourth tag#still gonna tag Amy even if she isn’t on tumblr anymore I hope she’s ok#and if y’all don’t wanna be tagged in these anymore no problem just let me know!#sorry for low quality pics rn I’ll take better ones when they are finished#but I am working on…. just making things for the sake of making them and having the pieces when they are done#and trying not to rush the process
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#okay so I’m trying to work on the comic#and now I’m stuck with the drawing process because I can’t decide if I should change the hair or not#basically time kinda pass in the story so my sona could have her hair cut in the meantime#so if y’all could help that would be awesome#💬 chy chatter 💬#📊 polls 📊
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Hello, im wehaveagathering from my main blog, im kind of obsessed with your hockey poetry edits and I think your blog is great! I guess I kind of have a dumb question, where do you find the images you use for your edits? Did you say Getty in your tags?? I’ve gotten into making icons recently (and i have ideas for poetry edits hrrrghhh) but it’s hard to find high res images. Thanks for your time and I hope you have a nice day :)
first of all thank you so much 🥹 and second that’s absolutely not a dumb question!! i do pull a lot of images from getty and i’ll also download pictures from sports articles (i got a lot of the hugheses pictures from online access articles, for example), or sometimes from instagram/facebook/twitter if an account is public. freely admitting that i am not technologically advanced? inclined? in the slightest here, but the image editing software that you use and how you import/export photos with it makes a difference in the quality of them as well!
if you haven’t seen them yet, i would also recommend checking out @simmyfrobby @national-hockey-lesbian @hauntedppgpaints @tapedsleeves @starscelly and @captainbradmarchand’s blogs just off the top of my head!!! they might know more places to get high res images and also i love their work 💕🫶
#sorry can’t type hands all butterfly hearts i’m just out here like 🥰🥰🥰🥹🥹🥹😭😭😭💕💕💕#@ everyone i tagged ty i love you i hope you don’t mind the tag 😘 also i KNOW i am unintentionally forgetting people so tag them at will#forgive me i am eepy. we are running on <4 hours of sleep and over 18 hours awake 🫡#liv in the replies#join the club!!! join the club!!!!! we love the hockey poetry edits!!!!!! i’m so excited to see what you create!!!!! :)))))#the process of me finding images is very much like. either i have a vision in my head and i troll getty looking for it or my screenshots#if i know i have one l m a o but either way i am always 68 pages deep in a hyper specific search labeling my photos like ‘ohHHH buddy’#‘menace 1 abd 2’ ‘but he’s not a cup winner’ ‘ohhhh the nolpat media scrums are rich earth’#‘because WILLY WON’T CUT HIS HAIR’ ‘deJA FUCKIN MILK BAYBE’ ‘is it truly sn edit if u don’t find a devastating baby pic’ ‘yes MF last line’#and so forth. like. glad it’s comprehensible to ME but if anyone else ever tried to use these photos based on file name alone i am so sorry#also i forget that y’all can’t see all of the metadata notes on photos to know where they’re from :/ i gotta be better abt making it clear#also on the note about image quality i just need to state for the record i am so photoshop whatever illiterate.#i learn one (1) new trick on GIMP a year maybe two if i am lucky & no i have never figured out consistent sizing 🫡 but the one hack for res#i HAVE figured out is that when i do edits i usually make a whole doc w/the poem lined up on it (helps me keep somewhat consistent sizing)#and then i export that document as a pdf and edit the pdf in the software instead of trying to screencap or jpeg or anything. PDF quality >#that is probably so convoluted lol if anyone has tips please lmk i am always learning#ANYWAY. rambling u did not ask for but is inherent to Me.#have a great day too!!!!! you literally made mine so 💕😭#wehaveagathering#indecisor
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it’s not fair that so much of my memory and cognitive function is tied up in something I cannot control or reasonably prevent
#blue chatter#EMDR therapy is genuinely helpful#but I’m starting to hate how much it impacts my ability to function afterwards#I don’t wanna feel like my consciousness is detaching from reality like a moist sticky note after every session#I don’t want to have gaps in my memory for hours afterward#it’s not fair that other people inflicted all these traumatic experiences onto me#and now I have to process them and suffer the consequences#I told my therapist today that I’m angry at myself for not being able to spin enough plates#that if I had just been more attentive and had more energy and worked on my homework like I should have#I wouldn’t have suffered nearly as much from the deep distrust and constant surveillance academically#and if I hadn’t been so easy to manipulate and groom#my parents wouldn’t have had a good reason to violate my privacy and read all my text messages and browser history#I’m angry that I never earned my right to privacy#and I’m angry at my brain now (even though I know it’s unfair)#why can’t I just process this like a normal person#why do I have to have all these new scary symptoms I’m not used to#why can’t I just get therapy and face my traumas and anxieties and get over it quickly#and I know that’s unfair. and I’d never say that to somebody else.#I just want this all to be over with. I want a life where I don’t just stop functioning once a week.#I hate having to write off the rest of the day after a session because nothing gets done#and my brain turns into goo and I feel floaty and spacey and strangely unable to move or think#it’s not usually like I can’t respond at all. or pay attention. it just takes so much effort. and my body and brain feel strangely heavy#and clumsy. like I’m walking in a mech suit or something.#I want my brain back.#but I know that getting it back means doing this work now#which sucks and I don’t like it. esp since I don’t know for sure that this will ever go away.#it’s scary to lose memories of important events and lose chunks of time and feel like I can’t trust my own version of events#how can I know if I’m being gaslit if I cant trust my memory already? it terrifies me that I’m so vulnerable#anyway. rant over. sorry y’all.
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“Dean still isn’t Jacks dad” “which brother is more misogynistic” “name [character] transgression” do you people ever talk about anything remotely interesting or is it a constant miserable pissing contest to see whose baby wins the pageant
#watch 14x07 and grow the fuck up already oh my god#how are you gonna be a supernatural fan and whine about them doing bad things THATS THE WHOLE FUCKING POINT OF THE SHOW#this isn’t even a media literacy problem you people are just fucking insufferable#and can’t do anything except try and one up your favs all the time#holy shit#every day I become more grateful to be in my own little corner with ppl who actually understand shit#god#cal.txt#spn#spn fandom#jack kline#dean winchester#sam winchester#castiel#tfw2.0#being a jackgirl is terrible enough but being a jackgirl who understands dean is a fate worse than death#you people are so incorrect all the time ❤️#dean crits when a traumatized man acts traumatized 😲😲😲😲#dean crits when people change for the better and try to break their personal cycle 😲😲😲😲#half of this fucking fandom when the process of breaking abusive cycles isn’t linear or domestic and angsty#I am so TIRED#I’m not in a bad mood but I’m annoyed and have a headache from the movies sooo idk . fuck y’all
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Once again it’s been too long since I’ve drawn them
Ko-fi
#gabentine#clementine#gabe garcia#twdg#the walking dead game#telltale games#mcart#I can’t explain it but whenever I draw them#my way of drawing changes#like usually I have a specific process in drawing but with them I like forget a step or something#anyway holy shit it’s been nearly a year since I drew them#this cannot continue if y’all have gabentine requests I’ll draw them
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two friends always talking about how bad they want to fuck you together and making eachother horny over you, losing our minds any time you post a new picture? 😇
No | rather not | I dunno | I guess | Sure | Yes | FUCK yes | Oh god you don’t even know |
Send me a kink and I’ll rate it 😝
#is this even a kink????#cause if it is it’s very highhhhhhhhh up on my fav kinks list#I’m sorry I suck at replying to you guys#but I still can’t believe you guys talk about me so much??????#let me tell y’all when this dude told me he talks to his friend about ME?!?!?#I flipped SHIT#excuse me?#you talk about ME?#and how badly you want to touch and fuck me???#how badly you want to share me?#I’m just imagining you guys hanging out and pulling up a picture of me and telling each other all the fun things you wish you could do to me#dodbkdndkxndksnkdnfks#genuinely can’t process that someone would be talking about ME like that#but OH BOY#yeah it turns me on a looooooot#I’m sorry I stuck at replying to your guys DMs just know every time you send something it turns me on 🫣 (even if I don’t reply)#just watched the video one of you sent (the one I was talking about in my last ask)#and uhhhhh 😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫#all I can think about is how badly I want that to be me in the middle 🫠#also you guys are way too hot to be talking about me???????????#dead just thinking about you guys touching me for the first time#d e a d#🫠😵💫🤤🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵#ask#anon#ask game
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sneak peek friday!!!
a look into chapter 2 of perfect paradise (go read it if you haven’t yet!!!!)
top gun | icemav | wip - perfect paradise ch.2
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Ice rolls the coiled cable around his finger as he waits for the call to connect.
Unrolls. Paces, stretches the cable, goes back, paces again from left to right, and then right to left. The room’s already tiny as it is, especially for someone like Tom, who’s build every bit like one would imagine a naval aviator to be — tall and broad, and with too little patience for waiting games.
For the first time since setting foot in a carrier, he feels bothered by the enclosed space. Feels like everything’s too small, too cramped — like the walls are closing in on him at every slight rocking of the ship.
He breathes in. Panicking won’t help him, won’t help Mav, won’t help anyone—
“Wells speaking.”
Ice scrambles closer to the phone, grips the doorframe until his knuckles turn white. “Merlin? It’s Iceman.”
Merlin groans. “Ice?” His voice sounds rough with sleep, and there’s some shuffling in the background. “Dude, do you even know how late it is?”
Ice knows, but he doesn’t give a shit.
“You’re stateside, right? At Miramar?”
“What—“ Merlin interrupts himself, yawning. “Sorry about that, man. It is real late, y’know.”
“Merls, this is important. Are you at Miramar?”
“Yeah, yeah— Just got here a couple days ago,” Merlin says, suddenly growing serious. “What’s going on, Kazansky?”
Ice feels sick. The room is tiny and hot and Tom feels like his heart’s gonna beat out of his rib cage.
“Merlin, it’s Mav. I need you to go to him.”
#top gun#icemav#fic: perfect paradise#tom iceman kazansky#sam merlin wells#pete maverick mitchell#sneak peek friday#i am loving the writing process for this fic#literally can’t wait to be done with this chapter and share it with y’all#i love me some whump 😌#zas writes
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qBad this, qForever that, when did everyone forget about unreliable narrators?
#like listen. alright. bbh I get it. but the feeling he’s feeling of being soooo targeted and that the system is already corrupt is like#he’s taking it incredibly personal yknow? and I respect it. I also agree with his general view of not wanting leadership w federation backin#In the first place yknow? but like everyone look at me and level with me. qBbh is such a hypocrite and I won’t hear another word of it ofjsj#qBad apologists I see it I get it but like. to say everyone has had this coming and bad is treated so poorly on the server like??#have any of you seen half the stuff bad pulls? have any of you met foolish even entirely unrelated to bad??? y’all are acting like bads -#- getting the foolish treatment rn. which is how qBad is feeling! but guys! unreliable narrator come on now!!!#and the thing about qBad is that he is all about pushing other people’s buttons but when it comes to him? he can’t always handle it. there#are exceptions to this rule ofc but he can be quick to react. if this was a rule specific about say foolish?#or Roier even? Cellbit? bad would jump on the chance for the ‘meme’#he’s aggravated about the presidential position in the first place and is feeling targeted and is going 0-100#which is the classic qBad and I respect that! it makes him a fun character! hes just an unreliable narrator and we all gotta remember that#idk man#Cellbit’s convo with him about the electoral process really shows that if you were watching one of their POV’s#the chair bit was salt in the wound to be clear and funny as hell but everything else#I dunno I just have been seeing a bunch of takes that are like I get it I see your passion. but qBad isn’t this saint you make him out to be#anyways I cannot wait to see what comes of this ✌️#edit: forever isn’t immune to this either btw! but he’s trying at least#mcyt#qsmp#bbh#q!forever#z speaks
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y’all I just realized today that I’m literally going to college in ten fucking days what the fuck
#y’all I haven’t bought ANYTHING for school I’m so fucked 😭😭#I am excited tho. just stressed ab dorm prep#and nervous ofc but mostly happy#mostly I just can’t process it so I don’t rlly feel anything other than like. vague disbelief.#it still isn’t real yet
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