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final results in case anyone is curious. big-brained smut is the winner with self-serving smut and blorbo-serving smut coming in second and third, respectively. 🫡

because i am curious…

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once i beat the depression and the burnout and the anxiety and the loneliness and the exhaustion and the guilt and the awkwardness and the apathy and the low income and the chronic illness and the impatience and the vulnerability and the creative block and the capitalism and the cruelty THEN you'll see

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i know he is just lines on a paper but i hope he feels my love every day amen

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Kakashi redraw + date night outfit ☺️

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Commissions open for a limited time!

One of my medical/assistive devices is kicking the bucket, so I am opening commissions to help me afford the replacement!

Base prices:

$30+/- sketch

$50+ clean lineart

$80+ flat colours

$100+ full colour/render

Prices are subject to change depending on subject matter, number of characters, background, props, nsfw, etc! Unsure how much something would be? Send me a message!

What I draw: Characters! (canon and/or OC), soft nsfw (nudity, adult themes)

What I don’t draw: Anthro, animals, mecha (not in my skill set, sorry!)

Payment: PayPal only

Est. delivery timeline: 1-7+ months. I have an energy-limiting disability which causes me to need extra time to finish illustrations. I am unfortunately unable to do rush orders for gifts/special occasions/dates. Please be patient when messaging me, it may take me a couple days but I will reply!

You can find my other artworks under the tag #sheepe art!

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anemoia.

the melancholia of things which will never be. times in my life i yearn for but are now behind me, unrealized.

the fabulous, artistic life i hoped for. the dream of having a small group of consistent, loving friends who wanted to see a show with me, grab brunch with me, go on vacation with me. love me, support me, be in my presence.

the allure i will never possess; ability to drop jaws or turn heads in a room. to be as beautiful as i always hoped i would one day be. the kind of beauty that inspires awe and eventually lust. to have someone so head over heels in love with me they learn to play my body like a violin and luxuriate in the ability to make me feel.

to be uninhibited by fear, anxiety. to be self-possessed and assured.

travelling abroad, building a life in a country not my own. learning languages, assimilating into a world so unlike the one i grew up with but so perfectly right for the vibrant person i have become.

the thank you speech i have rehearsed since i was fourteen, updating periodically to better reflect the person i am. it's a speech for a person i will never be.

the ache of empty arms, knowing that for the rest of my life i will have to be happy for others who have what i can never know. that devastating vacancy; a dagger.

it's cruel, time. the way it steals from you in simply passing.

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Come back, I have to tell you the plot of a fic I’ll never write and get you excited about it so we can all be disappointed with me later

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Hello, Kaz! CONGRATULATIONS on your follower milestone! I am hoping you might bless us with some KamiKashi??? And if you wanted to make it a little 🌶️🌶️🌶️ I don't think anyone would mind (but only if you want!)

I hope you get some fun requests and don't worry if you don't feel up for doing this one. Have a great day!

Thank you for feeding my delusions nonnie <33

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𝐴 𝑠𝑝𝑒𝑐𝑖𝑎𝑙 𝑑𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢 @lemony-snickers

𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒇𝒍𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒍𝒆𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒆 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒅 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒗𝒂𝒍𝒖𝒆𝒅! 💐

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hey sexy what time do you plan on being done grieving

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insane that some people are born sooooo talented and I was born with an anxiety disorder

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THIS

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Fic writers— do you use honorifics?

No— use English terms (ex: Mr./Ms. for -san) and leave off ones with no equivalent

No— use English terms and invent workarounds (ex: sweetie for -chan)

Sometimes— only for honorifics with no equivalent, like -kun

Yes— in all instances where an honorific would be used in Japanese

Other/Nuance

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@obito-week 2025 𖣘 gaze + monster + split identies 𖣘

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because i am curious…

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Horror is a love story.