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So I've been suspended and brought back on a verbal but apparently the general manager is allowed to insult and bully and cast fear and me saying I don't understand what's happening while he's screaming at me for 30 mins about transferring me or firing me is ok. So yea they have issued another letter to have another hearing, atleast it's not a tribunal to fire me with no prior notice. Nothing I do let's me feel ok. I feel like screaming that's wrong. I feel like crying that's wrong. I feel suffocated that's wrong. I am heart broken over a job that hates me, that sees me as a imposition that stops them from bringing a relative in that they would rather. But would that person actually work and care for people like me?
#i'm trying#theantidepressantsmademewanttoliveagain#nerds of tumblr#witches of tumblr#work is not motivating#i just wanted to live#why is everything so complicated#why is nothing is do enough#is something wrong with me#I'm drowning#I'm on fire
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one of the biggest things I can advocate for (in academia, but also just in life) is to build credibility with yourself. It’s easy to fall into the habit of thinking of yourself as someone who does things last minute or who struggles to start tasks. people will tell you that you just need to build different habits, but I know for me at least the idea of ‘habit’ is sort of abstract and dehumanizing. Credibility is more like ‘I’ve done this before, so I know I can do it, and more importantly I trust myself to do it’. you set an assignment goal for the day and you meet it, and then you feel stronger setting one the next day. You establish a relationship with yourself that’s built on confidence and trust. That in turn starts to erode the barrier of insecurity and perfectionism and makes it easier to start and finish tasks. reframing the narrative as a process of building credibility makes it easier to celebrate each step and recognize how strong your relationship with yourself can become
#this is my experience so I know it won’t work for everyone#like all things there is no universal formula#we all have different capacities and capabilities#but I like sharing things that work for me in case they can also help someone else#studyblr#study motivation#study tips#university#academia#uni tips
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obligatory beach divorce doodling
bonus rough cover redraw of x-men #41 (1995) But Beach Divorce below cut
#mcu#marvel cinematic universe#xmen#xmen movies#xmen first class#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#professor x#magneto#snap sketches#'snap i thought you were drawing old cherik this weekend' so did i but i was inflicted with visions sorry </3#i have my lil 92 comic sketched so ill do that tomorrow. not finish it but ill work on it 💀#i wsa just gonna draw the first thing but then i figureed i might as well draw Most of the beach-divorce-related things i want to#just so i could put it all on one post. however this is a lie and i know ill wanna doodle more beach stuff#the first drawing Unsurprisingly was motivated BY the xmen 41 legion quest cover- at the very least the total blackout of erik's face#i wanna draw more of erik using his powers .. i wanna figure out how i wanna draw the effect etc etc#i was just gonna redraw the cover but i already liked the sketch i did of the first thing so. here we are#plus i figure someones already done a redraw of the cover but if anyone cares ill finish my version ig LOL#as for the comic ermmm it was just an excuse to draw erik with glowing eyes </3 and fading-glowing eyes </3#thats why i didnt draw the whole. Choking Moira bit. but i wouldve if i was redrawing the whole scene#kinda wish i did now that i think of it cause it coulda looked cooler prob but oh well maybe in like. three months when i redraw this#for exactly five cents ill redraw the whole beach divorce erlkjealkaje i can see it so clearly in my mind#what if first class was a comic drawn by a freak thatd be wild#but yeah thats why everything look rough as christ these were just supposed to be silly lil thangs#'silly things' and its beach divorce OK.#ok bye im gonna do my homework
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30 THOUGHT-PROVOKING QUESTIONS TO HELP YOU BECOME MORE SELF-AWARE
❦ how much self-control do i have with things that i know are bad for me, but tend to indulge in?
❦ how do i respond to someone who is different from me or whose ideals and beliefs i don't agree with or understand?
❦ how do i deal with being misperceived or misunderstood?
❦ how do i respond when someone judges me, makes fun of me, or calls me names?
❦ how do i deal with other people's mistakes and unpleasant behavior?
❦ how do i deal with people who have hurt me in the past?
❦ how do i spend my free time?
❦ how do i deal with negative people?
❦ how do i deal with stressful situations? do i tend to worry a lot? what else do i do?
❦ how do i deal with inconvenient life situations?
❦ how do i respond to situations that i have no control over?
❦ how do i deal with negativity in my environment?
❦ how do i deal with challenges in my life?
❦ how do i respond to situations that force me to get out of my comfort zone?
❦ how motivated am i to change my life for the better?
❦ how much do i follow through on what i preach and talk about?
❦ how do i deal with uncertainty, the unknown or a future event that i have no control over?
❦ how do i respond to obstacles, hardships, and "bad" things that happen in my life?
❦ how do i respond when i don't get what i want?
❦ how fulfilling is my everyday life?
❦ how do i respond to new ideas and new ways of thinking?
❦ how do i respond to bad or inconvenient news?
❦ how do i deal with the violence, hate, and suffering in the world?
❦ how do i recharge, rejuvenate, and replenish my energy?
❦ how much do i prioritize spending time and energy on myself and on my passions?
❦ how do i deal with change? new job, new house, new lifestyle, new people, new rules, new technology...do i tend to avoid it, welcome it, fear it, like it, complain about it, stress out about it, worry about it?
❦ how do i deal with emotional pain?
❦ how do i respond when plans change or plans get cancelled without my say so?
❦ how do i respond when i make a mistake or when i fail at something?
❦ how do i deal with rejection?
#mental health#self esteem#psychology#studyblr#studyspo#university#philosophy#study blog#college#study#study motivation#studyinspo#student#self awareness#shadow work#that girl#self love#self improvement#self worth#leveling up#spirituality#journaling#self growth#self confidence#glow up#self development#self care#it girl#quotes
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There's a version of the "don't go grocery shopping while hungry" rule specifically for writers where you should never under any circumstances be allowed to touch your draft within 3 hours of reading a really good story. Because sometimes when you read something great your head goes "fuck this is so much better than my stuff I should make that more like THIS instead!" Look at me. That's the devil talking and you should close the document NOW.
#you will make superficial edits that do not gell well with the rest of your work#and won't actually capture what you thought was so good about that story#close the doc. sit down. think about it for a while. inspiration is fine. getting a 'eureka' moment from another story is fine#but if you find yourself comparing your work one to one with someone else's and taking any differences to be flaws on your part then STOP#you will never write good stuff by trying to make it look less like you wrote it#writing#writing advice#guess who just had to go into her google doc history and undo a bunch of panic-induced edits#because she read a fic about the same characters she's writing for?#meeee. they aged badly within just a few hours of hindsight. learn from my mistakes#self-hatred is not a good motivation for creation#fic writing
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Second Place episode of Gamechanger feat the Aguefort staff aka Aguefort heaven is Porter hell. It’s a very efficient system
Bonus:
#aka this is Porter’s motivation for Jace [spoiler spoiler spoiler]#porter cliffbreaker#jace stardiamond#eugenia shadow#arthur aguefort#fantasy high#dimension 20#fhjy spoilers#dropout#game changer#brennan lee mulligan#sam reich#this has been in my head since before my finals and before the season ended… SAD#tbh I also think Jace could be gilear instead that would also work#jan arts#Jan.art#jan.mine#I do think Aguefort would subject his staff to game shows for personal enrichment#I did 100% draw this for the punchline of Jace undercutting Porter. I did do that#I don’t wanna talk abt the heights. I forgot to accommodate the heights. oh well#fhjy#fantasy high junior year#d20#game changer au#1k#2k
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comfort food.
(greyscale below!)
aaaaa. iii needed to make something self indulgent!!!! and for me that means drawing Bonnie and also putting a frankly stupid amount of work into rendering food!! outside of the onigiri and spaghetti (kind of), most of these were firsts for me and GOD im so happy with the results. i’ve seen a few people say that my art makes them hungry teehee. i hope this illicits the same reaction! please enjoy :3
here’s the greyscale version!! iii don’t think it’s As Appetizing as the colored version and the values are a little messy but! it exist !
#marshdoodles#isat#in stars and time#aaaaa. something something making art to spite it all#i got. weirdly motivated? i literally started working on this Today and it’s done already! woah!#sorry again for being so inactive this past month? kinda just been getting hit with a Mountain of Life Events. alas!#but hey! now i have a lovingly rendered salmon steak#<- sorry isa used that phrasing for it and i cant get over it#said in the same cadence as lightly fried fish fillet#there isn’t really a lot of thought put into this? i honest to god just wanted an excuse to draw food. because its comforting 🩶
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TRAIN YOUR IMAGINATION
By taking time to imagine the life you want, you will come more familiar with it. Making shifting and manifesting more natural.
Training your imagination is so simple and easy yet so powerful.
SO EASY I CAN GIVE YOU A STEP BY STEP.
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HOW TO TRAIN YOUR IMAGINATION:
1: IMAGINE THE LIFE YOU WANT
(SIMPLE. YOU DO THAT ALL THE TIME.)
2: Immerse yourself imagining
(Let yourself forget about this reality temporary. Think about the little details of that life. Details in the things around you. Are you in a room? Who’s room? What is outside of the room? What can you hear?)
3: Feel the feelings you would feel while being present in that life
(Again, immersing yourself. Use your imagination to your advantage. Feel the shift in mindset.)
4: Do something mindless.
(Imagine yourself walking around or doing something that’s natural for you to do in that life. Something that doesn’t require much thought.)
5: THATS IT.
You just shifted and/or trained your mind to become familiar with your desired life.
#sorry for not posting for like a month btw#shift#reality shifting#reality shift#shifters#shiftinconsciousness#shifting#shiftblr#shifting community#shifting motivation#shifting blog#everything works out for me#manifesation#manifesting#meditate#manifest#void state#loa blog#loa tumblr#loassumption#law of assumption#loablr#loa success#i am so lucky#meditation
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recently played skyward sword and OOF it's so damn good
prints | also playthrough on my gaming channel!!
#zelda#skyward sword#art#artists on tumblr#digital art#been a hot second since I drew something outside of work#I love when you get so obsessed with media that it rekindles your motivation to do stuff again#also I haven't even uttered a sentence in the tags for like#eons#hope y'all are doing well!!#elgatoiberico#also who is gaming channel#if you do happen to venture there I hope you enjoy bread and cheese dfghgd
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may I have this dance?
#figuring out (not for the first time) that I can't draw backgrounds and it's destroying me#also absolute minimum doing lineart for once???? it's less likely than you think#i was gonna do highlights n shit but then I remembered I can't do backgrounds and that destroyed my motivation for this piece#6 hours is my max to work on a digital piece I can't finish to my satisfaction#maccadam#transformers#my art#tf jazz#tf prowl#prowljazz#jazzprowl#prowl/jazz#jazz/prowl
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pre senior prom (1/5)
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#stranger things#byler#will byers#dustin henderson#lucas sinclair#el hopper#max mayfield#the party#artovna#I’ll post the comic one page at a time so it keeps me motivated to work on it!#prom byler#promic
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rise leo does know whats going on with his brothers, dont you worry
previous part | all comics in this crossover (chrono) | tip jar (kofi)
#tmnt#rottmnt#tmnt crossover#rise of the tmnt#tmnt 87#tmnt 1987#rise leo#rise donnie#rise raph#87 leo#87 donnie#87 raph#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt leonardo#tmnt donatello#tmnt raphael#bulbasturtlesforever2#art#my art#lemme be honest i was working on this the day before my cat died and uhhhhhhhhhhhhh#then my dog 2 weeks later and motivation and drive drained out of me n uh yeah couldnt do art for a while!#and i can no longer tell how funny this is or isnt#but i wanted to push myself into trying to finish it cuz it was an idea i had before i got toooooo sad to think of bits!#and at the time i remember thinking aw yeah this is something#sorry if the quality since the last one has gone down i was gonna try and do more but i didnt wanna be more bad and then more mad ahhhhh#<--- ignoring that sad shit 87 raph is a the most little brother coded little shit and he knows it
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✨Them✨
Sooo... It's my birthday today. Heh.
I wanted to thank every one of you who likes my work, shares it or leaves such heartwarming comments I nearly cry. It's the best gift for me. Your support makes me so very happy!
Thank you!
#my art#art#the owl house#wip#toh#toh fanart#eda clawthorne#raine whispers#raeda#toh raeda#i wanna do merch with them so much#but i don't have a lot of time lately#and i get reeeally tired at work so it's hard to get motivated to draw again#but it's okay
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note thing because I need motivation
5 notes: I'll find a place to put all my pins
10 notes: I'll try to get more sleep
20 notes: I'll clean/organize my room
30 notes: I'll try to work out more
40 notes: I'll save up for my own flute
50 notes: I'll work on my fanfics
60 notes: I'll work on my gl2 animations
70 notes: I'll organize my phone
80 notes: I'll work on my therian gear
90 notes: I'll find things to draw
100 notes: I'll finalize oc lore
300 notes: I'll save up for a new packer (my last one fell in the toliet—you can laugh it's funny as hell)
500 notes: I'll come out as trans to my mom
900 notes: I'll throw away all my razors
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20 NIGHT JOURNAL PROMPTS TO CLEAR YOUR MIND BEFORE BEDTIME
1. what's on my mind right now?
2. how am i feeling right now?
3. write down one word to describe my day (calm or hectic, productive or unproductive, etc.) and write a sentence about it (today was calm because i did my morning routine and that helped me stay in the present moment)
4. what am i grateful for today?
5. emotions i felt today include...
6. what did i do today to make myself proud?
7. what did i learn about myself today?
8. what is something I accomplished today, big or small, and how did it make me feel?
9. something that bothered me today was...
10. how did I handle any stress or anxiety that came up today?
11. have i done anything to make someone else happy today?
12. write one thing that made me feel loved today.
13. what do i want to take from today into tomorrow?
14. what's my word for tomorrow?
15. what would i like tomorrow to bring me?
16. if i could change one thing about my behavior today, what would it be?
17. what is a meaningful conversation I had today and why did it stand out?
18. what are my top three priorities for tomorrow?
19. what's one thing I can do to improve tomorrow based on today's experiences?
20. how do i want to feel when i wake up tomorrow morning?
#studyblr#studyspo#self improvement#it girl#mental health#psychology#self care#self esteem#self love#college#undergrad student#undergraduate#university#personal growth#personal development#self awareness#self help#self worth#self growth#journaling#it girl energy#quotes#night journal#night journaling#shadow work#medblr#med student#med school#study motivation#studying
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