#wishing i had friends

[wxvzkk]

it feels so lonely to just sit around and have nothing. no messages, no notifications, no people around me, no noise, like the lack of these things show how sad and it lowk has me wishing i had someone, not like a romantic way, but like, someone who is there yk? thats texts me and we call and play roblox or just talk, i just wish i wasnt how i am, cause ultimately i am the problem, no one else. i'm the one who takes hours to respond, im the one who doesnt know how to continue a conversation and i'm the one who doesn't know how to interact with people i care about and i'm the one who can barely make eye contact or even communicate with people. why am i lowkey tweaking rn. i wish i felt loved, by like literally anyone actually?? idk maybe cause its christmas so im tweaking. i say i dont celebrate christmas and my birthday but its just because they bring a dreaded feeling and i've never REALLY had presents (unless the occasional socks and hygiene products count) and it crashes with my religion, but it still hurts to see people opening theirs? idk like im literally the one who tells everyone not to get me anything but i get a little sad when i dont get anything and i see everyone else with these extravagant gifts but i think i'd kms if i got something that was more expensive than $15. oh my god i hate when people spend money on me because i feel like im wasting it and like they have so many better uses for it but i appreciate it so much i just dont know how anyone could find me worthy of a gift? idk wait chat this is so weird im just yappint about all my problems #yikes!! i dont care that much tho, anyone irl who sees this wont say anything or even acknowledge it? idk no one ever does so im not scared of the fact people will see this but actually processing my emotions rn is a little weird anyways!! merry christmas!! cant wait until new year, final days are 01/25/25!! see you then

[crumb-crumblet-s-crumbington]

whens megatron coming back

[scurviesdisneyblog]

Early visual development for Wish (2023) by Griselda Sastrawinata-Lemay and Brittney Lee.

An earlier version of the film saw Star take on a human form as a magical, glowing character inspired by Peter Pan. Ultimately, the creative team reconceptualized Star as an ethereal, playful entity resembling Mickey Mouse. "Now Star and Asha have an emotional journey. They are soulmates." -Allison Moore.

[ilovelifee]

Gravity falls as onion headlines part II part I part III

[sangthael]

progression of events

[monochromeia]

Reading The Way of Kings is really funny so far because you go from reading about Kaladin and the Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Day(s) to Shallan and her sailor buddy Yalb's wacky book-buying adventure back to Kaladin about to fucking kill himself.

[fairycosmos]

i just feel like friendship is one of the most expansive and beautiful forms of love you can ever experience and i wish we gave it more credit

[floccinaucinihilipilificationa]

[letsplaythermalnuclearwar]

Homer!Odysseus and Epic!Odysseus would try to kill each other if they ever met

[assassin-artist]

[ar-mage-ddon]

pursuing the unknown

( EPHEMERWEEK 2: curiosity )

[qualityrain]

why are they batshit insane

[petrichara]

Trying to remember the last time I played hide and seek. The last time I said hi to everyone on the street or saw the girls I spent every day of six years with. The last time my dad picked me up, or my mum brushed my hair. When was the last time I dressed without consideration? There is so much to think about now. I remember falling on the grass at school and making stories with the clouds. Hanging upside down from the swing and realising how big the world was. I wonder on the path of growing when we stop feeling big. I am taller now, smaller still.

[muzsmocsing]

Being friends with Xie Lian would be so weird because this man peppers in bits of his insane life ruining trauma randomly mid sentence. You'd like accidentally step on his toes and he'd go "ah don't worry about it, that foot's been cut off and eaten before anyways" smile, and then never elaborate.

[sammjammin]

Kills 99.9% of all germs!

[greghatecrimes]

We always want to give our children what we never got for ourselves.