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Lowkey mad at myself (not really but you feel me) for scheduling my wedding date during spooky season cause it's REALLY HARD not to yeet all of my time-sensitive responsibilities and make spooky sims instead ; ;
#whyyyy did I do this#cause I'm a spooky bitch that's why#the second we were engaged I was like wHEN IS OCT 13#no regrets#but also a few regrets#lmao#only cause yall are KILLING IT with these spooky sims#and I wanna play ; ;#pretty much my entire oct is booked#I'll get back from wedding festivities on the 26th#why did we do it this way#it'll be great but#; ; damn#maybe I can sneak a spooky sim lmao here and there#👀
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ughhh i am sooo mad that this happened. i can’t believe this i feel like crying
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Nature of the Arcane- Positive and Negative Energy
(For reference, Arcane = the series; arcane = the magic) Come help me figure out how the heck the magic system of Arcane works.
What is the anomaly? Why was it born? Why is it that other mages in the series don't seem to cause anomalies, but Hextech does?
I refuse to be content with a magic=good or magic=bad explanation, and Arcane loves to play with nuance. I was trying to sort out my thoughts on why some magic has bad side effects while others don't, and this is where I'm sitting now. My (spit-balled, half-baked, and probably leaking) thesis:
The arcane/using magic has 2 separate outputs: the order you placed (Hextech) and the resulting exhaust (wild runes; the anomaly). Hextech can use runes to control magic, but there's a second output of natural, wild magical energy, that Hextech doesn't account for. Both of these energies can build up, and when they're reunited, they have explosive reactions (see: Mage Viktor's world, the final blip that takes Jayce and Viktor, and possibly various smaller explosions throughout the series).
For example, when positive and negative charges meet, lightning strikes.
Justification below the cut.
Science break! Ever been shocked by static electricity? That's because of a buildup of one charge, say positive, on you, and a buildup of negative charge on another object. Nature loves balance, so when you two touch, the charges discharge in a shock that connects the positive and negative charges and allows them to balance out. Size this idea up big enough, and you get lightning- powerful, fast, and destructive.
More importantly though, you can't just charge positive energy, without also charging negative energy at the same time- creating one by necessity creates the other, so that there's an overall balance of electricity types (hey look, a metaphor, creating one inevitably leads to the other…).
Let's carry this idea over to the arcane. What if there's a 'positive' magic and a 'negative' magic output?
(Note, I use the electricity words here intentionally- positive/negative do not mean in a cosmic/moral/ethical way, but in a scientific, 'hey we need 2 connected words to separate these concepts' sort of way.)
Positive: Hextech; runes; the intended output. Teleportation, levitation, everything we see it accomplish.
Negative: the wild rune, the anomaly; the unintended output.
And, when the two come together, lightning strikes.
Lightning 1- Viktor vs Ekko's Z-drive. Viktor spends S2 becoming a centralized conduit of 'positive' magic, via the Hexcore and top ups from the crystals under the Hexgates. As the Machine Herald, the claw is continually using runes and doing magic behind him. In short, he's been building up a lot of positive magical energy. When Ekko chucks the Z-drive at him, it's powered by an anomaly, or 'negative' magical energy. Put the two forces together, and let the fireworks happen; a part of the Machine Herald's mask gets struck off in the blast. (But the Z-drive has less negative energy than Viktor's positive, so it doesn't totally wipe him out.)
Lightning 2- Viktor and Jayce's rainbow time. Jayce's acceleration rune might be the negative magical energy in this case (since it travels with him via Mage Viktor's anomaly), paired with the anomaly that Viktor grabbed beneath the Hexgate. That works in opposition to Viktor's compiled positive magical energy via the Hexcore and similar products. With these together, the balance between positive and negative is reached, achieving net neutral magic dispersion, and of course, an implosion that sucks in (or teleports, we can be happy) Jayce and Viktor, ending the conflict.
Perhaps in Mage Viktor's timeline, a similar explosion occurs, resulting in the destruction that we see Jayce traverse in the alternate timeline. But in the main timeline, Jayce and Viktor were able to contain that explosive potential to just themselves, via Jayce's acceleration rune.
"Pass me a tome" Jayce's (quoting Viktor) explanation of the anomaly/wild rune (S2:E3)
Jayce says that Viktor theorized that wild runes are "patterns that would occur naturally where the border between our world and the Arcane is thin." By the theory, wild runes are expressions of magic not quantifiable by traditional runes- natural outputs of magic that are uncontrollable and untamable.
This still works with my positive vs negative theory- it's just that Hextech, and by extension the boys, are only viewing it from the perspective of positive energy (they accessed magic, but really only half of it). From that view, negative charge, which they can't interpret why it's building up or that it even is, might look pretty wild and untamable- however, we see mages control this negative magical energy. Mage Viktor uses the anomaly to send Jayce back to his timeline. The Machine Herald is able to transport it and start to destroy/convert the world.
Because it's still a useable product, so long as you understand what it actually is, I'm not fully content to say that the anomaly is an entirely wild thing, or an unpredictable force. It's possible that Mage Viktor intentionally manipulated it to send Jayce, Ekko, and Heimerdinger to their temporary alternate universes to set in motion events to save the main timeline. I think the anomaly definitely has somewhat volatile characteristics, a bit more chaotic perhaps, but it's still controllable.
(Additionally, Ekko breaks time using both hex shards (assuming they're still in the Z-drive, I'm not sure off the top of my head), and a tiny anomaly. The fact that he's able to control it to a degree also shows that the anomaly is not fully wild and untamable.)
I suppose my overarching feeling is that the anomaly is not necessarily better or worse, or more dangerous, than the 'positive' magic of Hextech- it's just a different, inevitable byproduct of magic use.
Then why don't mages cause anomalies and 'lightning strikes'?
Simple- they know how to account for both positive and negative energy in their spellwork. They know how to equate a balance, so nothing blows up in their faces.
Granted, the only mages we really see in Arcane are Mel, the Black Rose, and Mage Viktor, and the only real discussions we get about magic is from either the Hextech nerds or Heimerdinger, who may not be working with the full picture of how the arcane works. Our sources with regards to actual mage work in Arcane are pretty thin (and I probably need to rewatch Mel's S2 scenes).
But the Black Rose mentions as Mel leaves that (paraphrased) 'it's a dangerous world out there for a solitary mage.' This seems to imply that mages work best in collaboration- perhaps that allows for a balance between positive and negative energies, preventing 'lightning strikes.'
The real point- The Need for Collaboration
While the obvious theme to be drawn from this is the need for balance, another interesting one is the need for collaboration. If mages in Arcane indeed do work together to prevent destructive magical fallout, this again points back to a core element of Arcane's relationships:
Things (magic in particular) work best in collaboration.
That's how the boys crack Hextech
That's how Jinx and Vi start to bring Vander back and reconcile
That's how Viktor and Sky work in the commune
That's how Ekko, Powder, and Heimerdinger crack Hextech again
That's how Caitlyn and Ambessa start to work, and how the lack of honest collaboration exposes Ambessa's selfish gains and weakens Caitlyn emotionally and politically
That's how Mel literally does everything politically (and why her arc narratively suffers when she's on her own against the Black Rose for so long [I still love her tho])
That's how Piltover and Zaun fend off Ambessa's assault
That's how Viktor and Jayce end it- together.
More assorted thoughts on this topic:
This theory somewhat requires that the arcane is not conscious, not retaliating for Hextech using magic improperly, which is debatable. The Black Rose says "the arcane is waking up," which could imply a sentient force, or simply a natural force like how the world 'wakes up' to spring after winter. Ekko also claims that Jayce 'pissed off' the arcane, which Jayce is cutely embarrassed about, which is a possibility, but not one that I'm getting into here- it's entirely possible that Ekko is also wrong! Jayce and Viktor frequently are! (also, the hexcore being sentient does not necessarily mean that the arcane is sentient- Viktor describes it as a learning matrix, so it could very much be a Flubber situation. He done taught the rubix cube science before ethics.)
As Viktor brings Jayce up to the top of the Hexgate, Viktor winds the anomaly in his staff and talks about the balance between order and chaos- maybe positive magic is one and negative the other?
@avelera and @linddzz were throwing around some awesome thoughts similar to this strain, including how it looks like Mage Viktor 'cleans up' the smoke output of the spell in the snowstorm. Their theory is that what I call positive and negative energy is actually constructive vs destructive force in equal output from the Arcane, and that balance between those two types is needed (i.e. if you want magic to do what you want, you also need to let it blow up some stuff) which would also explain what I've called lightning here. Definitely worth a read!
There are so many holes in this theory, but I still wanted to organize my thoughts about the anomaly, Hextech, and how Arcane tells the audience to view magic. In S1, Hextech is all good and great, possibly dangerous, but in S2, Hextech and its byproducts are all infectious, destructive, and never productive. I found the switch a little jarring, and went searching for a deeper meaning.
Also… does this mean that Arcane is actually a big metaphor for the dangers and impacts of technological advancement on natural society and how Mother Nature will come back to bite us all in the butt? Has Arcane been a secret Ghibli film all along???
#arcane#arcane meta#viktor arcane#jayce talis#ekko arcane#I guess I'll tag#jayvik#Since I know fic writers are having the same questions as me#hextech#hextech meta#mage viktor#If you've got thoughts to expand on this please be my guest#I need not validation I just need this out of my head#I just felt so weird about the way they treated magic S1 vs S2#Like I want the magic to be fun and cool whyyyy is it moldy and infecting things! it makes me sad!#Yes I understand that it's part of a greater nuanced conversation about how progress today can mean destructive impacts on tomorrow#Because Arcane is usually good at nuance#But I want happy magic time!#And I don't dislike that Mel is a mage#it just seemed kind of sudden and very underexplained#But she did get a great fight scene as a mage tho!#Give my girl more political manipulations to be doing!
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Warning: old as f*ck art incoming
I was just digging thru my old art for funzies and came across this old thing! With my recent drive back into Thrilling Intent I’d love to actually redraw this sometime. Still a cute piece! All i see are my mistakes but that��s just cuz I’m the one who drew it haha
#beepbeepart#thrilling intent#old art#most of the characters i look at them and think ‘whyyyy did i do it like that??’ but looking at Verne and Inien..?#obviously not perfect but they still kinda hold up tbh!
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Scorpius: HEY DAD! I got a new pet
Scorpius: *walks in with a white ferret*
Draco: *leaps across the room*
Draco: *presses against the wall in terror*
Draco: gEt iT oUt
#harry potter#harry potter fandom#harry potter next generation#harry potter stuff#hp fandom#hp next gen#fandom#harry potter thoughts#funny#funny post#the malfoys#scorpius malfoy#draco lucius malfoy#draco malfoy#malfoy family#lol#poor draco#draco the ferret#Scorpius is so confused#bahahaha#traumatized characters#draco having a heart attack#bros anxiety peaked#what am i doin with my life#what is this#why am i like this#whyyyy#why did i do this#I swear I have half a brain cell#harry potter incorrect quotes
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Hehe this man is broken and severely emotionally distressed. Silly lovable guy but given self esteem issues because of the crushing weight of perfectionism. Not so funny if you think about it too long. But at least on the upside he cries pretty :))
No but seriously for all those who relate to Mr. Puzzles just want you to know your accomplishments alone do not define your value and worth as a person. Even when you’re a messy work in progress, you are loved and appreciated more than you may recognize. Thank you for being here. Don’t get me wrong it’s good to be idealistic and set goals, but don’t undermine yourself if you don’t get that perfect score….or if you start to fall behind compared to everyone else. Everyone goes through those moments of doubt or perceived failure. We need to fail every once in a while. And that’s okay
…a-anyways funny goofy dramatic TV guy we love him so much so silly so slay he lives in my head rent free yipeee. This animation is dedicated to him because if anyone in the cast deserved a feature length film it was definitely him, and he sure took up the spotlight in Puzzlevison and absolutely owned it. I’m excited for his future endeavors ✨
#someone please how did I make this in two days wh-#wow wow wow what’s going on here how did I do that this is scary super powers being unlocked right now#Mr. Puzzles hyperfixation give me strength and motivation to get shit done I guess??? yay???#like holy shit I’m so productive in my art all the sudden whats this feeling of dopamine and happiness-#WHAT HAPPENED TO MY DEPRESSION WHERE’D IT GO#sir really stepped into my brain and yeeted my depression saying ‘looks like you won’t be needing that anymore’#and now he things he can just puppeteer me around to make countless art pieces in his image and honor??#he’s using me as his pawn to spread his glorious face around the internet HELP jksjksp#no actally don’t it’s very comfortable and freeing here I love letting my silly fixations go rampant <3#I don’t even need to think about what I want to do art stuff just happens naturally#CHEERS TO FICTIONAL MEN YIPEEE#wow he’s so mentally ill just like me fr /j#also now I’m staring to guilt trip myself because I feel bad watching him cry even though I’M THE ONE WHO ANIMATED IT WHYYYY#hplonesome art#mr. puzzles animation#smg4 mr puzzles animation#mr puzzles smg4 animation#sad mr puzzles#mr. puzzles crying animation#smg4 mr puzzles#mr. puzzles smg4
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pokeani where everything is the exact same but Zoey was allowed to be even more butch
#my pokeani thoughts lack relevance or meaningful insight#but they're correct. to me personally. and that's what matters#i mean idk. some of them aren't. i don't stand by some old posts but so it goes.#i still get notes on 2+ year old posts and it's like whyyyy are you here and howwww did you find this#but if people are still finding and enjoying old shit i've said then sure. go off. have fun. i'll just die mad about it ddfjhdsksf (joking)#if I deleted and ran from the concept of ever having been cringe then i would have nothing to my name and that feels worse than being cring#e.#i have confidently said some very silly things in my life. just in general. and I will continue to do so. and it'll be fine.#my own brain cares more about that than my friends do so it's a me problem to be honest. and that's comforting.#ok we've gone from butch zoey to 'here's how to comfort your brain during an RSD episode' so i guess we're done here.
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Please don’t ever become a stranger who’s laugh I could recognize anywhere
Please don’t ever become a stranger who’s laugh I could recognize anywhere
Please don’t ever become a stranger who’s laugh I could recognize anywhere
Please don’t ever become a stranger who’s laugh I could recognize anywhere
Please don’t ever become a stranger who’s laugh I could recognize anywhere
Please don’t ever become a stranger who’s laugh I could recognize anywhere
Please don’t ever become a stranger who’s laugh I could recognize anywhere
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Why did you ..
#sadnees#can you hear me#you broke my heart#this is a cry for help#heart been broke so many times#i still love you#the day i loved you#i loved you#i am in pain#heart break#you broke my fucking heart#heartbreak#heartbroken#please#please please please#please help#denial#hopelessly devoted to you#greif#you’re losing me#losing myself#did you miss me?#i miss him#did you go and make promises you can't keep?#how could i do this to myself#don’t let me down#just why#whyyyy#emotional wounds#spilled emotions
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good morning. hey hey hey rhys stans, imma need y’all to shut the fuck up. idk what happened at y’all’s last meeting to decide what bs to spread across the fandom, but landing on “nesta sa’d cassian” is laughable at best and evident of brain damage at worst, like did y’all stretch before reaching to the fucking stars for that one??? wouldn’t want you to pull a muscle. nesta was a prisoner, and cassian was her warden, yea?? you get that 😀😀😀😀 and to make it worse, y’all are STILL denying that rhys sa’d feyre, so i wish you a very happy shut. the. fuck. up.
#not even gonna bother to find the chapter they’re using for this claim#acting like cassian wasn’t the one lusting after her#whyyyy did i have to wake up to this omg#my day is ruined actually#tw sa#tw sa mention#tw: sa#tw: sa mention#acotar#anti rhysand#pro nesta#anti nessian#anti cassian#DIE YOU FUCKING RED BAT LOOK AT WHAT THEY’RE DOING TO MY GIRL CUZ OF YOU‼️
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Hey Terrence, do you want me? Do you love me?
#girlblogger#lana del ray aesthetic#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana del rey#lizzy grant#coquette#girl interrupted#girlblogging#girlhood#this is what makes us girls#ave maria#terrence#tropico#esoteric#is this too niche#religion#religious art#religious imagery#whyyyy#why is he like this#what did i do to deserve this#do you love me#SoundCloud
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I just rewatched the bit from TLJ where Ben and Rey have their first accidental Zoom call and Rey sees him and immediately starts making threats on his life and bro is just looking around like “Can you see my surroundings? I can’t see yours. Do you have a background turned on?”
I haven’t actually watched the sequels since the years they came out so. Sometimes I forget that canon Ben Solo is actually just as much of an idiot as I imagine him to be
#the last jedi#ben solo#rewatched the scene where Snoke verbally abused ben too#tlj did luke so dirty but it also did ben so GOOD#the bit where Kylo chokes Hux and goes ‘bruh I’M the supreme leader now’#UGH I love Kylo he’s a baby and a dork and also insane and dangerous#and also? not a real threat. but also he IS.#like he’s a threat not because he knows what he’s doing but because he’s UNHINGED#kylo ren#I also rewatched the scene from TROS where han speaks to ben#I expected it to hit me harder but it. really didn’t hit at all. and idk why.#I guess most of TROS feels like a game of bingo like. you can just see all the checkboxes they were trying to hit#ANYWAY list of things that are soooo ben solo:#when he did that sock slide on the floor#when he told lor san tekka ‘you’re old lmao’#when he did the Solo Shrug#when he said ‘han solo feels like the father you never had. hewouldhavedisappointedyou’#when he couldn’t kill his mom#when he commanded every gun they had to fire on that man (bruh)#when he told Snoke ‘I’ve given everything I have to you. to the dark side.’#when he immediately died after having his first kiss#(yes that was his first kiss he has no rizz the man is rizzless)#UGHHHH HE’S MY FAV AND I DON’T KNOW WHYYYY
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me staring into the mirror while thinking about those times i ate when i wasn't even hungry
#starv1ng#calories#ana twt#tw ana bløg#light as a feather#wl#tw ana rant#3ating d1sorder#weight loss#rant post#whyyyy#why am i like this#why did i do this#i need to be weightless#i need to lose this weight#im fat and ugly#im fat lol#just girly thoughts
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guilty pleasure🌧️
#brokeback mountain#jake gyllenhaal#heath ledger#anne hathaway#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana del rey#lana unreleased#girlblogging#this is a girlblog#this is what makes us girls#lana stan#lizzy grant#i’m just a girl#girlhood#i’m going insane#whyyyy#why am i like this#why do i do this to myself#why did i do this#im just a girl#i’m crying#living legend#60s#movies#2000s movies#donnie darko#ennis del mar#jack twist#may jailer#jake gylenhall
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Behold, the conquerors of the void, tyrant slayers, guardians of the Koronus Expanse, glorious, powerful and sexswapped rogue traders!✧*。٩(ˊωˋ*)✧*。
#calligos winterscale#rogue trader#warhammer 40k: rogue trader#incendia chorda#von valancius#sex swap#what did I do#whyyyy#idk why
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Sry if followers saw me deleting/reposting my sketches earlier. Tumblr did the thing where it said "Lol, you're not getting this into tags." I guess the link did it.
Anyway, I'll try posting again later when it hopefully decides to not jail me. Here's a bonus Jon as an apology, idc if it doesn't work in tags. Oki love you
#the magnus archives#jonathan sims#Tumblr whyyyy#cw partial nudity#lol this one did work in tags - Tumblr what must I do to appease you?#hemidemi art
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This little animation of the little turtle babi and the little view (but it's just her hand lol) of my oc Vanessa i still can't animate perfectly and yet here we go
#tmnt#rottmnt#animation#teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise leo x oc#rise leo#oc x canon#little animation#why did i do this#whyyyy#this little baby
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