#why don’t you want me
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why does nobody ever want me when i’m down i’m so sick of everybody why do you only want me when i’m happy
but when i’m happy i’m too damn much
#fuck you guys fuck everyone#fuck everybody ever#i hate everyone#i hate you especially#i would have ripped out my damn heart for you but you didn’t want it#why don’t you want me#i would do anything anything anything anything#anything#please#vent post
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Fact 1 : woke up at 7:30am with with 5 hours of sleep
Fact 2 : I need around 10hours of sleep to be at full strength
Fact 3 : I’m at a show and want to stay awake
Decision 1 : take a vodka-red bull at 9pm
Fact 4 : last time I had caffeine in my body was a week ago trough half a cup of tea
Decision 2 : dance and jump around for the entirety of the show, despite poor cardio and aching muscles
Consequence : my body is crumpling in my bed but my mind has never been more awake, I feel like a drunk guy on cocaine.
It is 4:21 am and all I want is to go make a full meal and then maybe get in a coma.
#I cannot stop thinking#just#VROOOM#mind goes broom#I’m not bi but I wonder if that’s what mania taste like#I could conquer the world#but also my body is tired and weak#so idk#I layes on the kitchen floor for a while with the cats#but then got embarassed in front of my roomates#I have been writing in bed for 3 hours straight now#omg never let me do cocain wtf#but also I get why these gay writers were doing drugs all day#FUCK#NO#not the point#can’t become a junkie#need to sleep#but sleep doesn’t want me#why don’t you want me#how long till I crash and die#I’ve finished all the fanfics I was reading#am I no state to be writing pertinent content#unless#omg#ok no I should sleep#gonna try to have a wank and fall asleep#if you’ve made it this far into the tags of this post you get the added burden of knowing this#la petite mort
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drag race in the star trek universe would be the best show ever made. some ferengi drag king confused as hell because surely having the most expensive outfit means he should have won. Garak winning every sewing challenge and side-eying the 23 year old human making outfits with a hot glue gun. 147 year old Vulcan Cher impersonator
#it's not a want it's a need#star trek#garak#pinkgrapefloyd#don’t ask me why garak is there you know he would be
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I couldn’t be a minecraft creator because if I was doing freaky gay roleplay with my friends and then got called siblings I would just end it all
#anyways mcyt fan culture makes me fucking insane I hate how it’s devolved into this#I bet nobody even cares about cc boundaries it’s just about being cool and parasocial with them#they don’t know you they don’t care. make their Minecraft characters kiss#they’re saying what you want them to say so they’ll stop being bombarded with annoying questions every day#also holy SHIT please stop making every woman have a familial dynamic#it’s ok for women to not always be the mom or the sister or whatever!!! it’s okay!!!!!!!#women can have relationships! why are you ignoring them and making everything about men!!!#I need to stop looking at the lifesteal fandom. I just get frustrated everytime I do
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I dreamt for so long
#*smacks the siblings together like dolls* woooo you guys want to dysfunctionally get along so bad#Elden ring#see I’m still in denial about Malenia being in the dlc#like she’s gonna be there#it’s just a surprise that’s why it’s not in the trailer#don’t argue with me or I’ll kms#maleniaaaa come home the kids miss youuuu
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Nobody is as excited about the preview as I am. I have paragraphs.
#very bad doodle I just need to get this out there#don’t look at it too hard I’m begging#someone please talk to me about the blood rush breakup before the world explodes#it is not that serious but I will do anything for twenty seconds of them arguing#the episode hasn’t come out but I am shaking#every time they talk I become a little more evil and fucked up#genuinely though aside from the silliness of the conversation being about sports I have some very strong feelings about the little bits we-#-got to see in the preview#like I will inevitably talk about it but just because I know people are gonna beat me to it I just want to express how excited I am#fantasy high#d20#d20 fantasy high#dimension 20#gorgug thistlespring#fabian seacaster#thistlecaster#<- yeah fuck it why not#for my one mutual who likes them#this is for you and you only#fhjy spoilers#my art
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if you expect a driver to be world champion material (ruthless, ravenously ambitious, selfish, psychologically manipulative, killer instinct, able to be cold hearted to hypothermic extremes, competitive to the point of aggression, values winning more than anything and anyone in their lives) and also be a completely likeable person that is entirely a you problem
#f1#formula 1#reality check#it’s not that fucking complicated#this isn’t fiction#this is NOT FICTION#i hate to break it to you but real people are not designed for your perception#REAL PEOPLE ARE NOT DESIGNED FOR YOUR PERCEPTION#fucking hell#don’t like don’t watch#double standards#this is not an excuse for anyone’s behavior#it’s a reminder to lower your expectations#or set realistic expectations in the first place#how can you be a sore loser you’re not even the one losing#why is being a hater such a necessary part of being a fan#unfollow if you wish#this is about lando norris today#and max versrappen in 2021#and nico rosberg in 2016#and sebastian vettel in 2013#do you want me to keep going
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LAMB
Full comic under the cut (it’s a bit low quality on here tho lol)(crunchyyyyyy)
#silly#art#digital art#artists on tumblr#mini comic#cotl#cotl lamb#I noticed that when people draw the lamb whether it’s an au#or just their interpretation#they’ll give them a name#and some are just lamb like mine is#but some are more unique#and it’s just so cool to me :o#that you can see the lamb from cotl#and even if the name is different#you still know who that is#because even if it’s just lamb#there’s no other lambs in that universe#there’s no one else#and idk I thought it’d be interesting if the lamb just stuck with it because#why not?#anyone else who’d go by lamb is dead#and maybe they’d want to continue that name#as long as they could preserve it#idk#I also wanted to try making a comic!#sorry if it’s phrased poorly/written#I don’t do this like ever lmao#and I really enjoy reading lil comics like this#enjoy!
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so @potatoobsessed999 and i finished our reread of the hobbit last night and i’m now fully and completely convinced that
arkenstone’s a silmaril
arkenstone is maedhros’ silmaril specifically
and this COULD be a post about how the arkenstone is described exactly the same as the silmarils are, or how thorin talks about it in the exact same way that the feanorians do, but for the moment i am skipping all of that because listen to me. just for a second here accept this as canon into your hearts because if this is so then that would mean.
that bard, a king who had his home destroyed by a great evil from the north and was willing to hold the glowing beautiful stone ransom to protect his people, willingly laid maedhros’ silmaril to rest with thorin, a king who had his home destroyed by a great evil from the north and who sought to retrieve the glowing beautiful stone that was the last remaining thing he had of his father.
and i just think that’s such a potent ending for the damn thing. there is the peace that was never achieved in the silmarillion. there is the sympathy that was never achieved in the silmarillion. the silmarils cannot come home to the feanorians, but they can come home to durin’s folk. they can find their home with a different people of aule. with a different people who have faced horror and death in their own home. with a different son who has lost his father who had lost his father, left to hold his people together. and it can do that because instead of being fought over, it was in the end given up freely.
and i just think that’s nice, actually.
#and just. thorin and bard and feanor pretty much all!! have the EXACT SAME MOTIVATION#they’re all so similar!!!#they all give me the same *i am intensely sympathetic to you but also want to strangle you* feeling#because I GET IT I GET WHY THEYRE DOING WHAT THEYRE DOING#THE ACTIONS ARE NOT REASONABLE BUT THE MOTIVATIONS ARE!! INTENSELY SO!!#and maybe feanor and thorin don’t survive to the end of their stories#but thorin lives long enough to understand#and bard does survive to the end of the story. and brings it full circle.#help i’m unhinged#hobbit#silm#nelyo originals
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WE ARE | EP16
#we are#we are the series#we are series#tanfang#aou thanaboon#aouboom#boom tharatorn#my edits#weareedit#AOUBOOM MAIN LEADS WHEN???#i do appreciate them and the way they’ve been portraying tanfang#i know tan was a bit over the top 99% of the time#but every scene and touch felt so genuine#and i’m not gonna credit that to new#bc he wasn’t able to direct ppw in a way that didn’t make their kisses look a bit awkward#i know scenes have to look aesthetically pleasing in some way#and that’s why we keep having to deal the ‘no one would kiss with this much space for jesus between each other’ complaints#but like look at aouboom here#this is mostly them and their acting choices in my humble opinion#and don’t get me started on the pecks#ppw BARELY touched the other one’s lips when they had to do a peck kiss#like cmon the difference between ppw and aouboom pecks is insane#i’m sorry for picking on ppw but i’m a bit sad that some of their romantic scenes were a bit lackluster#especially that very last kiss which tbh i rather wouldn’t have seen bc it felt a bit awkward to me#but that may be just me#i need new to get a bit more frisky with kiss scenes when it comes to his directing#bc i feel like friskier kiss scenes only happen when the actors mostly do their thing after finding out what the director wants#(maybe i’m completely wrong about new but tkdkfdkddkdk)#and don’t get me wrong idgaf if there are kisses or not but if there’s a kiss scene you should commit instead of holding yourself back idk#and ppw definitely need a better director to help them achieve that bc jojo was definitely better at directing them
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Ugh everyone thirsting over the wrong characters from war of the rohirrim that’s FINE I’ll do it myself


Olwyn my love they don’t deserve you
#the war of the rohirrim#lotr#olwyn#she is perfect and I want her to save me#and I don’t see anyone talking about her#even finding stills of her was hard 😭#why must I be cursed with good taste#unlike the rest of you heathens#falling for the blonde twink of course 🙄
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How to say “I love you” in Blue Lock
I don’t really want to play soccer, but being with you isn’t a pain, so it’s fine.
Now that I can fight without you, being with you is even more fun
And then there’s this asshole...



I made it this far because of you. Since you allowed me to play soccer freely, I’ve grown this strong on Bastard München. But I can’t climb any higher that way. I figured that out in this match, I no longer need the freedom you give me. Forget about me, Ness. Find yourself a new king. It’s easier for me to live in restriction.
#come to blue lock#we have all kinds of couples here#the pair from the classic misunderstanding soap opera#the sweet best friends to lovers#and now the doomed “I want to be loved but I don’t think I deserve it coz I’m a piece of shit and I only know how to be a piece of shit…#...and your loves makes me feel things I don’t know how to feel and it’s fucking me up so I’m letting you go” asshole#and his confused ex-boyfriend who doesn’t understand why they broke up#i hate them#they make me so ill#but to be honest I’m seeing a pattern in these love confessions#and so I still have hope for kainess#kainess#nesskai#nagireo#reonagi#bachisagi#isabachi#nagi seishiro#mikage reo#bachira meguru#isagi yoichi#michael kaiser#alexis ness#episode nagi#blue lock love#miyamiwu.src#blue lock
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if the only time you bring up A Secret Third Thing is when someone has suggested generally celebrating or uplifting platonic/queerplatonic fictional relationships in spaces that ordinarily obsess about romantic ones to the exclusion of all else perhaps consider why you’re doing that and also stop.
#gav gab#im tired lmao#‘i think platonic relationships are worthy of celebration too’#‘BUT WHAT IF THE NATURE OF THE RELATIONSHIP DIDNT MATTER IT WAS JUST THE DEVOTION WHAT ABOUT A SECRET THIRD THING!!!’#cant help notice you never do this when romance is being discussed#:)#cant help notice you only bring this up when people want to be specific about enjoying SPECIFICALLY platonic or queerplatonic dynamics#wonder why that is :)#wonder what you actually mean is you want to change nothing about how you prioritize relationships#and also escape any kind of challenge to that#rather than just owning that you don’t fucking care about platonic or queerplatonic dynamics#which is whatever just please be straight up about it#let’s not do this wink wink theatre please#TO BE CLEAR this is not about any time anyone uses the phrase ever#please don’t come at me for that im not saying The Whole Phrase is inherently bad#just that ive noticed some patterns in when people use it and what brings it up
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What have you seen in the difference in 5-on-5 year over year? What’s up? 5-on-5, year over year, what do you see different? I don’t know, I mean - what do you mean? I don’t know.
Like even strength. Yeah, what about it?
#this is one of my FAVE post games ever.#like why are they interviewing him while he’s still actively undressing?? ripping off tape and removing his hockey socks and shin guards#the way he pauses and puts thought into a couple of the questions instead of a quick rote answer#but then he haaaates the vibe of this one guy lmao. zero patience for him. snippy passive aggressive!#‘what’s up?’ = enunciate and project your voice better if you want me to answer#‘I don’t even know what that means’ = I think you have a stupid question#‘yeah what about it?’ = my patience is wearing thin and you’re just saying words right now#and then randomly they start shining a BRIGHT LIGHT DIRECTLY ONTO HIS FACE#genuinely insane#jack hughes
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wow i love disappearing in the art community for weeks and coming back with a couple of silly doodles


physically unable to settle on a gilly design akfkjgjfjd
#OH and you get a silly fnc hug in there too cause why not#i don’t think i have ever drawn gill any two times with the same design#i can’t decide aaaa there’s too many epic designs#and I want him to be creeture#but also I like the more humanoid style of him#and I love dark hair gilly#but also yellow/green hair gilly#and don’t even get me STARTED on the markings on his skin#artists on tumblr#digital artist#just roll with it#jrwi#gillion jrwi#jrwi gillion#riptide#jrwi riptide#fnc jrwi#fnc#chip jrwi#chip bastard
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(Killie the jockey OC and his coworkers)





(Killie is absurdly strong! but also - this is important, listen up, Rossa - the instructions are written on the cap)
(As a dual champion flat and jump jockey, Killie is capable of opening jars and also immune to the lure of the single grape)
#Killie#jockeyposting 🏇#pippa knows his first name of course. they actually dated for a bit. it wasn’t super successful and it was making their parents#way too happy.#and apart from the job and the horse obsessions and sharing the same shoe size they didn’t have much to say to each other.#well. Killie doesn’t say much generally. but they both deserved better. and the forward momentum was definitely pushing them rapidly towards#Marriage and Kids (two to four exquisitely tiny jockey babies)#Killie thinks Pippa’s probably mad at him for the breakup#but actually she has a lot of respect and affection for him which is good because he broke up with her by going#HI. CAN WE BREAK UP PLEASE. and she asked why and he just 😟 at her with absolutely no answer at all while she got stressed#and then recalibrated to Planet Killie and asked Do You Want To Break Up Killie? and he said YES in tremendous relief#Any Particular Reason Killie? NO#SORRY#Don’t Worry About It. Thank You For Telling Me.#in another world Cillian and Philippa have a princess/knight dynamic but the roles of who is princess and who is knight#are extremely unclear. also both of them are the horse.#Pippa is annoyed by the Pip nickname but Rossa (Irish pronunciation a bit like ROE-sha) prefers Ross as a nickname because it’s less rosy#and while its traditional for male jockeys to have diminutive names like Ruby and Franny and so on#Rossa feels he has troubles enough.#maybe when he’s a champion.#Rossa and Pippa are hurtling towards dating and both are annoyed by this.#and both of them like Killie a lot#and Killie suspects they are hunting him for sport 😌#other details: Pippa and Rossa are wearing the large unisex colours that are kept for whatever jockey is riding for whatever owner#while Rossa is tall he’s narrow and Pippa is a small woman so the unisex one-size-fits-all silks are a bit big on them and are tucked in#and have hair elastics at the wrists to stop them being#too baggy and Pippa’s folded the sleeves back before securing them. but Killie#as we know is the prince of a rotten little dynasty and special pet of a mad billionaire owner#and he belongs to that stable and has his own silks which fit him. god bless.
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