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chaoswithcausation · 1 year ago

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How Donnie found out he’s trans

#I drew this over a month ago and I’m just forcing myself to post it now or else I never will #I can already see some stylistic differences between my art then vs. now #which is good! growth is great!#but also nyehhhhhhhhhhhhh <-inner perfectionist whom I have to drop kick on a daily basis #transmasc donnie #tmnt #tmnt donatello #tmnt donnie #trans donnie #transfem leo #tmnt 2012 au #tmnt 2012 #2012 donnie #my art #hmmmmm am I forgetting a tag #almost definitely #Edit 09/12/2024 (mm/dd/yyyy): I am officially moving this to the Everyone Is Trans au. It was already there in spirit but this is making #it official #everyone is trans au

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bctoastyyy · 11 months ago

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just in case you were wondering, the wewy disease is still very very strong. i got my very dear beloved mars into it as well and !!! heheh we are silly. WE HAVE AN ENTIRE ROADKILL AU. i have not elaborated but i can if you ask hjdkdldl

#I SWEAR THERE IS CONTEXT FOR MOST OF THESE #though if you ask i will share <3 or not <3 #i will say though that joshua owns vacation. he wont let you forget it #one of these was for the halloween gift exchange...the beat and nagi one at least #anyway here i am giving all the context anyway hdkdjg #DIDNT MEAN TO FORGET TUMBLR EXISTS MY BAD #twewy #the world ends with you #neo twewy #neo the world ends with you #twewy joshua #neku twewy #twewy beat #twewy shiki #twewy nagi #fret twewy #lol that one dream eater whom i adore <3 sudo neku

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71kedi-yip · 3 months ago

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Unexpected side effect of being Turkish:

Was daydreaming trying to visiualize a breakfast scene for a fic I will never write. A kid charachter was adding sugar to his tea thelephatically while his mom was adding cold water again telephatically and it was like oh to be raised by people whom understand our powers and nurture them. To see the effects of big things in small, natural ways.

Then I realized they are American, they wouldn't be drinking tea and the kid for sure wouldn't be drinking tea and I was left with the hole a well written meaningfull scene I cannot put in left behind.

#I am not going to tag this Turkish cause likke ı don't knoe #though #Tea #I am grapling with the realization that the hole tea would leave behind in me would be much bigger then I anticipated #Now I need to find something like that #I though of like a sandwich but like it is not the same #Cause like #Tea is shared with the whole family right #and tea with sugar and cold water is like consiously including a child in a tradition they wouldn't be able enjoy in a way they can enjoy #It wasn't just about powers #it wasn't just a mother caring for their child and helping them #it was also someone being included #I don't know okay #I just wanna write like a series with Kon getting thrown into several multiverses #and meets different versions of himself and people related to him #and through them settle parts of himself #Like a version whom uses the name luthor #A Kon after losing a lot has stoped being a superhero #A (grown) clone baby raised with his legacy #A child of his urged to show her age cause people forget you are a child when you are powerfull but you are a child #A version of him that figured out the limits of TTK can do nuclear fision and is a god in all but name #and a female version of him whom went to university got married is a mother but is still a superhero as well #a future he never imagined but now that he has seen it #he wants it #it is female Kon cause I have female!Kon brainrot #She is married to Tim btw but she doesn't tell and Kon doesn't realize

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meteorstricken · 9 months ago

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Listen. Listen. If this is one of the expressions that plays over the villain's face when telling the hero they don't need them, something significant other than pure hatred or malice is going on there. I'm just saying. Just suggesting. Just pointing a thing out.

#We're in the late night shitposting business here kids.#I mean really. Ultima barely stops short of talking about Clive (Mythos) like a jilted lover to Barnabas.#Poor blue bastard. The one human you don't detest and for whom you've yearned for centuries & that's the one who gets to put a sword in you #But we can work with this. This is the shit that deliciously cosmically horrifying yet deeply intimate fics are made of.#Let's not forget: Religious traditions and myths the world over tend to indicate that gods don't really like staying dead.#We can pull a Coffin Texts Spell 714 on this bitch no problem.#'I made my body evolve through my own effectiveness. I am the one who made me. I built myself as I wished according to my heart.'#ffxvi ultima

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imabiscuitinthousandworlds · 2 months ago

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i'm going to he so fucking insufferae about theatre btw. just started my job at the theatre, with which i'm already obsessed bc their plays and stuff are just plain brilliant i could go on rants for hours and boy am i gonna know these plays by heart once i've sat through one half a dozen times. AND i joined a theatre class at school. with four other people but. i'm so incredibly motivated. i NEED. anyway it's tumblr y'all know i regularly go full obsessed nerd on things i am a Freak when it comes to these things and BOY is it gonna be Bad with the theatre

#i hope they play shakespeare.......#i gotta write a paper in shakespeare this year anyway so like. thatd be perfect #ANY WAY THE CURRENT PLAY IS DO GOOD #ITS ALL GREY #LIKE LITERALLY THE ACTORS SKIN IS PAINTED IN SHADES OF GREY #THERE IS ZERO COLOUR #AND YOU FORGET AS U DO WITH B&W FILMS #AND THEN #AND THEN. RED MIST. THE INQUISITIR. GLOWING RED IN RED SPOTLIGHTS #U CANT EVEN SEE THE OTHER CHARACTERS ANYMORE #THE INQUISITOR IS SO PROMINENT IN RED THAT ALL GREY MELTS INTO MEANINGLESS BACKGROUND #THE VISUALS ARE SO GOOD I AM CHEWING ON DRYWALL #STUNNING #ALSO I LOVE THAT SCENE WHEN THAT GUY IS SHOT!! ITS SO GOOD!!!!!!!#AND THE ACTOR IS SUCH AN INCREDIBLE CORPSE??? LIKE LEGIT IF I DIDNT KNOW HR WAS ALIVE #I MEAN HES A FZCKIGN GREAT ACTOR THRU THE WHOLE PLAY BUT DAMNNNN #COULDNT SEE HIM BREATHE WHEN WAITING FOR IT. FOR TWENTY WHOLE MINUTES #ALSO JUST THE FACT THAT TEH CGARACTER REALISED HE WAS WRONG #AND GOES UP TO THE KING TO LIE AND TAKE THE BLAME SO HIS FRIEND HAS TIME TO FLEE #AND THE KING JUST. SHOOTS HIM JUST AS HE WANTS TO START HIS MONOLOGUE #THE TEO PEOPLE CRYING OVER THE CORPSE OF THE ONE SINGLE DECENT MAN IN THIS PLAY #(there is also once decent woman but the more i get the play the less convinced i am on her tbh. i support womens wrongs!! bht not the poin #here rn)#AND THEN ITS ALL FOR NOTHIN TOO!! HUS FRIEND WHOM HE DIED FOR WHO F I N A L L Y GOT TWO BRISNCELLS IS STILL GONNA DIE #ITS ALL SO FUTILE #ITS BEAUTIFUL #THE COLOUR CHOICES UGH #THE SCENE COMPOSITION #THE MUSIC #god the music. poor music guy tho. theres so many tricky parts they get wrong again and again

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widevibratobitch · 1 year ago

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my god. skinny people really just have like. No Idea huh just absolutely not a single clue lmao it's almost funny to watch fr but then id lie if i said i wouldn't fucking kill to be able to be that ignorant

#girl i am SO sorry people react with surprise when you say you're studying to be an opera singer because you're #*checks notes* skinny and attractive. so so sorry that must be literal hell for you huh how will you ever recover :((((#no no please keep talking about how equally bad that is to the brutal fucking fatshaming and ED glorifying #in the industry that me and the only other fat girl in the room were talking about before you interrupted us <3 #anyway. we were talking about this one review of a quite famous professional music critic whose only comment about a fat mezzo in the cast #was 'miss xyz.... lose some weight'. not a single word about her singing/acting/whatever. but yeah no you're too sexy for an opera singer #and THAT is the real problem here girl i totally understand yeah <3 thoughts and prayers dearest.#earlier that same day this same girl was standing next to me in her bodycon dress and went #*pointing at her stomach that's so flat its almost concave* 'ughhhh what do i have to do to not look pregnant in this dress 😩😫'#and i said 'girl' and just looked at her and like the sudden horrified realisation on her face was lowkey hysterical #like omg you really did forget you're not talking to your other skinny friends with whom you can pat each other on the backs #and reassure each other that 'dw girl ur not fat at all ur so so sexy!' huh sjshsjshsjs #but yeah i dont like making people uncomfortable irl so i did reassure her she looks hot and pretty and skinny as all shit #let at least one of us have a nice evening and not feel Absolutely Fucking Disgusting ig <3 #and the day before that after i saw our (last ever btw never photographing myself with them ever again <3) picture and had a mini break down #the other even skinnier and smaller and petite-er crouched down next to me with the most guilty fucking expression and quietly asked me #if im alright and do i want her to delete those pictures (that she posted on two separate social media pages) and like #the look of immense fucking pity on her was even worse than seeing those pictures #like i know she meant well and was trying to be nice but my god. this really is how you all see me huh #like looking like me would be fate worse than death for yall #not even gonna mention the thing i just learned this friday that the retired ballerina who leads our ballet classes said about me #trying to cheer up the other fat girl who happened to have a bit of an emotional breakdown in the middle of the class :)))))))#like i am sooooooo so glad and honoured to be an inspiration to you. really. always happy to help. the exemplary Fat Girl Who Fucking Sucks #But Doesnt Let It Bother Her <333333 #like on one hand. yeah it really does make me wanna jump off a cliff. but on the other. its just hilarious sjdgsjsgsj #you sure are right miss ma'am. i sure don't let this bother me at all. i am famous for my uncanny ability to Not Be Bothered by all this <33 #but shes new. its ok. how could she know about the last two years when i was getting panic attacks and sobbing myself to sleep every tuesday #but yeah no. [lauren cooper voice] am i bovvered? am i bovvered tho? i aint even bovvered!

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sealeneee · 2 months ago

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siiiiiiigh

#i am in fact a grown adult who is still incapable of talking about their feelings and thoughts to people so I'll just rant here #my relationship with my mother is. so weird. it's not always bad but it always ends up bad for one reason or another #she can be perfectly civil and i'll still be irritated. other times i do try to tolerate it and engage and she ends up saying something #upsetting to me either way.#i don't want to keep being rude to her i don't want to get mad and annoyed all the time but i just can't stop. it's always like this #and i hate myself for it and i hate her and i hate everything about it #today i was leaving for work and she was like. i'll take the trash out of your room and i told her not to do it. she kept insisting and i #had to raise my voice at her to maybe get the point across to get her not to touch anything #and yes my room is a fucking mess and it is something to be embarrassed of. i just feel so fucking tired all time time and i keep tellin #myself that i will clean it this time for sure and then i don't. most of the time it's my mother taking care of it without my permission #and i am grateful for it bc nobody likes living in a mess... but i also fucking hate it because it makes me feel even more worthless #i just can't get rid of the feeling of shame. no matter what i do.#and back to the mother thing. i told her that if she touches anything i will go to her room and throw out anything that isn't nailed down #even though objectively i have no reason to oppose her helping me #but i also fucking hate it #maybe being rude is the only way to get it across. but also i get irritated about anything so easily #i feel shittier and shittier every day. had there been an easy and painless way of killing myself i would have done it already #and despite how much i want to blame this on a disorder or lack of access to medication. there is no magic pill that would fix me is there #i'm just a shitty person who cannot get it together despite everything being handed to me #i'm literally bad at anything and everything. i'm not even a good blogger lmao #people have it much worse in life and still do better. me? i'm useless. there's no helping it. i should have died from covid or something #nobody will save me. nobody cares enough. besides one person whom i push away because i can't stand her and i don't even know why 👍#if i stop messaging people first most of them would forget about me #i am alone. a lonely person in a messy room desperately trying to be entertaining so someone will pay a little bit of attention to me.#not to mention the geopolitics #i won't even go there. i hate the possibility that people might see it mentioned and give me shit for it #one more thing that is apparently my fault. directly or indirectly #all i want is to leave this country. spend the day with someone who cares for me like an actual friend. and then shoot myself so i don't #have to go back #sealene.txt

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anqelbean · 4 months ago

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I love love love reading fics from older fandoms because WOW these fandom elders knew their shit!! Weird shit, fun shit, crack shit, disgusting shit, yum yum yum, you guys were fed so well

#anqels ramblings #eva.txt #it is the kind of fandom weirdness that I miss #i miss times when people called smut lemon and i miss the goddamn citrus scale #we could still use it!! it's still a working concept!! i don't understand why people stopped using it #it is also the feeling of being so connected with people. like. you loved this thing years ago now *I* love this thing years after.#the love lasts so long!! long after you leave that fandom!! long after you forget you ever wrote that!! because there's people that remembe #people that to this day still read that crack fic you wrote for fun at 17. people whom that fic helped get through something.#even if you think it was just a silly thing that meant nothing to people it mattered to someone!!!!!#that silly fic you wrote at 14 might be on someone's bookshelf because they loved it so much they had to print it to have it forever #ANYWAY I AM HAVING MANY FANDOM FEELS RN I THINK I MIGHT BE CRYING #this is most definitely because of the fact i'm rereading a fic I loved at 14 4 years later.#i have rediscovered true whimsy. no one is gonna ruin it for me #it feels like i'm reliving all the feelings I had when I first read it. it feels like i'm 14 again (pos)

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iniziare · 5 months ago

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Tag drop: Solas

#solas. [ what would you have had me say? that i was the great adversary in your people's mythology? ]#solas: ic. [ the dread wolf inspired hope in my friends and fear in my enemies. not unlike “inquisitor” i suppose. ]#solas: inquiries. [ let me help you. / you cannot. there is no glory here. only a price that i alone will pay. ]#solas: countenance. [ i was solas first. “fen'harel” came later. an insult i took as as a badge of honor. ]#solas: introspection. [ war breeds fear. fear breeds a desire for simplicity. good and evil. right or wrong. chains of command. ]#solas: meta. [ just remember; an enemy can attack but only an ally can betray you. betrayal is always worse. ]#solas: little notes. [ but nature is and always has been; grey. a spirit is a purpose. a demon is that purpose perverted. ]#solas: wishes. [ i walk the din'anshiral. there is only death on this journey. i would not have you see what i become. ]#solas: etc. [ i have people; seeker. the greatest triumphs and tragedies this world has known can all be traced to people. ]#solas: mythal. [ they killed her. a crime for which an eternity of torment is the only fitting punishment. ]#solas: elvhenan. [ imagine beings who lived forever for whom magic was as natural as breathing. that is what was lost. ]#solas: fade. [ everything is a memory; they are easily muddied. they contain truths but reason and sense are required to extract it. ]#solas: skyhold. [ there is a place that waits for a force to hold it. there is a place where the inquisition can build… grow. ]#solas: inquisition. [ you created a powerful organization. and now it suffers the inevitable fate of such; betrayal and corruption. ]#solas: inquisitor. [ you would risk everything you have in the hope that the future is better? what if it isn't? ]#solas: vhenan. [ what is the old dalish curse? “may the dread wolf take you”? ]#solas: dorian. [ is that a problem for you? / no. no. you're a special and unique snowflake. live the dream. ]#solas: varric. [ you know what i like about you? your boundless optimism. / it's comforting that what qualities i lack; you invent. ]#solas: cassandra. [ i am impressed by your honesty and faith. it is a difficult path; but if anyone can walk it honourably. you can. ]#solas: cole. [ never forget your purpose; cole. it is a noble one. even if this world does not understand. ]#solas: vivienne. [ i leave you with the greatest curse of my people. dirthara ma. / what rustic curse is that? / 'may you learn.' ]#solas: blackwall. [ you have seen a great deal of battle. / we all have. / not like you. you live and breathe war. it's home to you. ]#solas: sera. [ i suppose now you’ll switch to how i’m the same but different? / you are the furthest from what you were meant to be. ]#solas: bull. [ what you think is what you say and do. / even peasants may find freedom in the safety of thought; you take even that. ]

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yappacadaver · 6 months ago

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when i have money again im commissioning so much rayumi

#gonna have to find artists for whom this isn't like dni material though LMAO #SHE'S 27 AND HE'S A ZYGOTE IT'S FINE #please interact #lmao #im always forgetting im only 27 i keep telling myself im practically 28 which is basically 30 and then i forget how old i actually am lolol

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pepprs · 1 year ago

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genuinely so angry and scared im shaking. how many other times this week this month this year have i been exposed without knowing it. do people even tell each other anymore. it’s just so grim. it’s so fucking grim

#purrs #delete later #covid19 #i am fighting for my fucking life every day to stay safe and to keep the people around me some of whom are disabled / chronically ill /#immunocompromised / medically vulnerable safe. i am fucking fighting for my life. it’s already hard that i am usually one of two people in #any given room still wearing a mask let alone an n95 mask. hard and bad enough that we get looks for wearing masks and people think im crazy #for my life still being on hold and for my family still basically never going anywhere. ITS FUCKING WORSE that we are still very much in the #throes of all of it and we are in constant physical and quite frankly EXISTENTIAL danger not only of getting sick / becoming (more)#disabled / literally fucking dying but also returning to the absolute hell of lockdown which while important was psychologically damaging in #ways that are difficult to even articulate. like not only have we as a society decided to not give a shit about unpacking all of that and #healing from the trauma and assuming everyone went through the same thing when we very much did not and to just send everybody back to #school and work because 🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑capitalism🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑 but we have ALSO decided to pretend like the freakish unceasing danger just doesn’t exist #anymore and to get rid of every tool we had available to keep us safe or at minimum make people have to pay exorbitant amounts of money to #access them because 🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑capitalism🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑 !!!!!!! im TIRED. im so fucking tired of it. i am so fucking exhausted and angry and scared. and i #HAVE the luxury and privilege of being able to afford n95 masks and covid tests and to be able to work a job that i can do remotely if i #need to and to not be disabled or immunocompromised. what makes me fucking furious is we decided to throw all the people who don’t have #that access or privilege under the fucking bus and forget about them lol. but what do you expect from a country rotten to its core the way #it is lol. im fucking despondent. why are we living in an incinerator.#* the lockdown(s) werent just important they were necessary. and arguably we should have another one even though if we do i genuinely fear #for my mental health both during and afterwards and quite frankly before. im tired. i am grateful for the life i live which has resulted in #part from the different things that have happened because of the pandemic but i also so desperately wish this never happened and every day I #think about what life would be like if it hadn’t happened. the grief of it all is unspeakably big.

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thelibraryiscool · 1 year ago

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sometimes i forget that i am just. really pretty lucky in my male friends. who don't interrupt me when i'm talking, don't act like they know everything, don't start pointless arguments, don't twist my words, etc etc

#this brought to you by a conversation with a friend of my parents'#whom I did not want to be arguing with because. there would be no point #and who nevertheless really tried to have an argument anyway #and did all of those things #honestly I'm kind of spoiled bc i am friends with so many people that actually let me forget men can be like that #not men too ofc but. yk #allie talks #really it's silly to complain bc in fact as i say #i actually am very fortunate in my own circle

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katyspersonal · 7 months ago

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I really should stop beating myself up on being slow to finish art works I guess. My brain is so rotted with permanent depression that it struggles to produce enough chemicals to make me want to eat and shower, let alone creative labor! I think it's healthier to embrace the limitations and just go slowly at my own pace at this rate, especially since I won't even have any means to get bare minimum help for mental health in God knows how much longer

#personal #/vent #just recently been feeling inadequate seeing how often other people post finished art-#- compared to me for whom it is a miracle if there is a finished art once per half a year #:pensive:#I just keep forgetting that I am battling against *biology* and not just 'laziness'

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light-koe-pinsky · 2 years ago

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Thinking it through, an actual emotional looney tunes project has the power to kill us all

Like can you imagine Bugs Bunny, Daffy Duck and the Warner brothers being genuily sad about something with actual plot relevance ?

That would be fucked up man

#they bring smiles to people not frowns #like daffy grasping to his natural cheerfulness to stick to the same jerk who keeps refusing to take whatever they have seriously #and try to make it work with all his might bc is the most stable thing hes ever had besides the fact that yeah hes still pretty much down #the street with no breaks in love with the guy #like the warners aknowledging his increase of age and realizing that they are in fact getting older knowing for a fact that is a sign #that people are starting to forget about them and are forced to work in the same place they watch their peers dissapeared #like bugs having an identity crisis bc despite having memorized the script and the ability to manipulate the plot to his advantage his #character bible says hes not supposed to start a fight and is forced not to care about anything else until that very point #when provoked being deemed as a selfish trickster jerk despite the fact he does very much care about the people around him #whom he considers family #like...noo #that would be sad #the warners and the looneys #bugs bunny #daffy duck #the warners #am I kicking a dead horse?#nah its still alive

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homielander · 2 years ago

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every once in a while i remember that nobody in season 3, not even annie or MM, ever bothered to bring up the very valid point that maybe the boys shouldn't be hunting and killing supes who haven't actually done anything wrong (at least to their knowledge), and i am filled with rage all over again

#when annie and mm at herogasm were like. 'u cant blow up the house! theres human s*x workers there!'#i THINK ur forgetting some people idk....#unless they had proof that each of these supes was a deplorable murderer i am not interested in hearing excuses #like did the tnt twins even do anything other than enjoy weird s*x parties?#and weirdly hughie's conscience kicked in for mindstorm but not the herogasm supes who were. as far as he knew. just as innocent #i guess atp ever non-7 supe is written like a cartoon villain and mindstorm was only needed to wake billy so y would the audience even care #also only used the * because i know the tumblr tags are funky and hide posts #the boys #also like idk. maybe all of s3 was a pov trap and later audiences will recognize the gruesome reality of what they were cheering for #and btw some of you WERE cheering like weirdos #'to stop the unstable supervillain they should work with the other unstable supervillain! the second of whom is actively blowing ppl up!' 🤨📸#and i STILL think annie's resistance was dumb because they tied it around toxic masculinity for hughie 'benchpress me' campbell #and annie failed to bring up the much more devastating impacts of what he and butcher were doing #it's just as much as i want to think this is deliberate on the writers' part. why WOULDN'T they have their moral beacon raise #the most pressing issue at hand? not her being undermined or working with someone bad but lives being lost? idk.#especially considering annie's arc is not one of corruption or even overcoming corruption. she's just the total good guy #point is it just makes me worry for what's next #(also me complaining abt the boys s3... it feels like old times <3)

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lizardthelizard · 1 year ago

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Hi Libby 👋🏽! For the ask game, 👻🚀💘 :D?

Becky hi!!!!! <3 Thank you so much for the ask 🥺

fanfic ask game

👻 What is your wildest headcanon?

Not sure if this counts as a 'headcanon', per se, but urr............

The ship of dreams...the pairing that almost was.....nottingham/bo peep 😞😌 I don't have much of an explanation for this outside of 'fuck it, bo peep nottingham love affair'. I think that Nottingham is too much of a misogynist to tolerate anything serious between them, but I think that a morally corrupt sherrif and a small time warlord could mesh really well for a fleeting moment in time

🚀 Do you like to outline your fic first or create as you go?

Oh I LOVE a good outline. At least, I like to have a rough idea of where I'm going and then outline the scenes in each chapter before I write it. I don't always follow the guide (sometimes scenes get changed or scrapped) but it's still really useful.

All that said...I never could have predicted the plot of fake/real. I like planning overarching plots/arcs/themes in that fic, and I like to plan individual chapters in detail before I write them, but the rest is...unpredictable :')

💘 Is it easier to write angst or fluff?

ANGST. Angst is just so much easier and more entertaining to write. I know that fluff doesn't have to mean strictly romantic but generally it tends to be and I really hate writing romance. I struggle with it so much. Fluff absolutely can be fun, but I personally find that it's not always easy to get on paper idk

#TBH I've probably mentioned the 'headcanon' in the past. I apologise if I'm just repeating myself here #but I forget what I've mentioned where and to whom #asks #I AM sorry about the bo peep thing btw #literally cannot stop laughing about it but idk i think nottingham would be into it #SORRY SORRY SORRY #JHSDGFHJSDJFHSJDFG

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