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youngpettyqueen · 5 months ago

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went to my first ever physio appointment today and let me say. physio will humble you

#im not like. the hulk or anything but im pretty strong #and im in good shape #but the assessment I had today made me go 'oh holy shit these joints ARE weak'#which. man who started physio to strengthen his weak joints realizes he has weak joints. shocking #but still #I didnt realize it was THAT BAD #gonna be following this new exercise routine religiously #and I think im gonna start doing daily walks #which will also help me get used to my cane #which im hopefully getting tomorrow #physiotherapist thinks I have EDS which is what I think I have #I still need to get in with a geneticist to confirm that #this is a whole journey #but im feeling better about where im at with it now that im taking these steps

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moeblob · 14 days ago

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@crazify linked me in a "spell your URL out with songs" post and I was like hmmmm probably not. I'm pretty shy with my music tastes. Then I did this anyway and not only picked song titles but also the specific OC from OIFIL that I would associate it with.

Yes, B is just the same song. I didn't really have many B titles that could fit Rick..... so I just slam dunked him like a leech onto Karen's B song. It actually still works for him so its fine.

#moe talks a lot #my characters #oops i fell in love #i mean like yeah sure i spent most of the day thinking about songs rather than drawing but #my brain is also stuck on i am very stressed and incapable of functioning due to stress #but i do not work tomorrow and hopefully I can rest up #paul is such a funny lil guy who somehow gets pop songs sung by girls and im like yeah thats him #thats my weird little bisexual freak of a guy #I HOPE ITS OKAY I TAGGED YOU BTW IM SORRY IF IT SEEMS WEIRD BUT IT was inspired by your tagging me #so yeah uhhhhhhh cheers and RIP that none of these are by set it off which is one of my current fixations #also fun fact of nearly every song i could think of is right or brent coded #right even HAS a playlist - he is my only oc with his own playlist #also i debated between rick and evelyn but evelyn isnt as developed as a character #so song association was harder

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deklo · 13 days ago

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the cat i’m supposed to be watching has not left her hiding place literally all day :( i don’t have cats so i don’t really know what to do (ive talked to her owner and he doesn’t seem concerned but i feel bad for her at this point 😭) she only eats once a day but she didn’t eat until i was out of the house for a few hours yesterday but im not leaving tonight so i hope she still eats with me here :(

#i have work tomorrow which is good hopefully she’ll feel comfortable leaving then but :(#also i’m not necessarily asking for advice im more venting a bit because ive done what the owner has suggested to me #i just feel bad that she literally hasn’t moved…#and this is a studio apartment so i can’t even give her space if i wanted to 😭#i might go sit in the lobby of the apartment if i feel like it’s getting too late and she doesn’t eat

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lesbianralzarek · 7 months ago

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i got 99% on an exam i was dreading and i was sooo brave and i only threw up a little bit :) unfortunately i had to take 2 tabs of adderall at 4pm and subsequently i will not be escaping my dogshit sleep schedule tonight :( but i got 99% :)

#the one i missed was bullshit. normally all questions are formatted with the generic names so thats the direction i studied #this exam was backwards #if you asked me what classification irbesartan was i obviously wouldve known it was an angiotensin ii receptor blocker. duh.#but avapro? how do you get avapro from irbesartan?#it was multiple choice so i just went. 'okay. all i gotta do is recall all the generics for these 4 classifications and #from there i can hopefully remember all of the brands for each of them!'#reader. i did not do that.#avapro is not adalat. adalat is fucking nifedipine. unfortunately 'anti-hypertensive calcium channel blocker' was an option #ugh.#so close to 100%#whatever. the point is i dont have to retake it tomorrow. which is nice because tomorrow is for studying for #my institutional pharmacy final. which i CANNOT fail because then i would have to retake it on THE SAME DAY as my math final #i cant study on thursday (the day of my institutional final) because if all goes well im starting my externship that day #and finishing my shift one hour before class #so. again. i am VERY glad i passed this test #god ive got so. much. homework. to catch up with. and studying. fuck.#wont have much time to study for my math final because i took fri-sun shifts too and the math final is on monday #but thats fine because i am good at math. hashtag girl #no one will read all these tags but im journaling

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volfoss · 3 months ago

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Everyone loves me and I'm so so so employable<- affirmations

#twist rambles #i got... another interview lined up monday 😭 which is great other than the insane amt of stress im gonna be under for like 3 days straight #not including weekends. its gonna be soooo bad for my fibro 😭 and im getting the only non scary interview done today. or ig that was #yesterday since it was a phone call one. but today its w a optho office and hopefully will be ok .. and then tomorrow its. well sitcom level #of weird shit. so its at a hotel right. i got a call abt it and due to my auditory processing issues and general anxiety and sleepy nature #completely forgot the hotel name. could just look it up right? WRONG. hotel doing renovations so its at a separate building. when looking #that and the phone up it gave me nothing. the issue is i applied 2 3 different hotels in (town) and all of which are different positions #and times. so i have no clue what to prep for. dreading this one v much. and then the next one is an electricians office doing hr and data #entry but they have horrible reviews and apparently aren't great w safety. which is genuinely scary. tbf only 2 reviews total but still.#so needless to say i wm very anxious this morning. gotta kill like 7 hrs and also not puke.#emeto #for the tags<-

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hjemne · 6 months ago

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MOTHERFUCKERS I AM GOING TO SURVIVE THE WEEK FROM HELL 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

#officially past the half way point in exams #got rejected from the job i interviewed for on Tuesday which is a pain because ive wasted so much revision time on job applications #hmmmm #but i have my 5th exam of the week tomorrow and thank fod #its the easiest of the lot because im so tired #then 3 days to prepare for an exam on Tuesday which could be a bit of a disaster tbh but that's what these three days are for #and then nearly 2 weeks until the nightmare exam from hell which i hate but have time to sort out hopefully #oh my god i can't wait for this to be over #im at that point in a Mentor Pilot video where he goes 'and now things are going to start happening really quickly'#(about the critical moment in a plane crash where things often go wrong/ get out of control very quickly)#but the plane is still in the air i still getting it done #not fantastically but its getting done all the same #rambles

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raincandy-u · 4 months ago

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now that im off medication im starting to feel human again, today has been the best day of recovery thus far!!!

#i get this drain removed tomorrow morning too so im expecting that to feel unpleasant but then i can sleep in a bed again hopefully!!#and in abt a week i should be able to shower again which oh my god i want to shower so so so bad x __x #i caaan shower but im too chicken of fucking smthing up tbh #im 5 years old

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tenrose · 6 months ago

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I hate living in this world.

#misc #negativity tw #first off i had an argument with a colleague at work #we had to move places for the millionth time in this stupid open space #which already annoyed me #but this guy came at bargained like he always do while i said nothing because it's not like we chooae #and he always does that for actual work because and idk at first i made a snarky comment about now that he got what he wanted he better be #ready to work instead of hiding when somebody ask him to do his job #and he told me he didn't understand the remark #and my hot temper that makes me snap every five years took over #i bet he has by now complaining aboutme like he does about everything #anyway i take hours to calm down (not calm after 4 hours)#I'm also pissed at me cause i can't get emotional without shaking stupidly which makes me look like an hysterical person (i mean sadly i am)#also if there has to have an explanation once my anger is gone tomorrow i will be back on social anxiety mode which is gonna make it worse #all of this reminded me that i need to find a new job for ten thousand reasons #but unfortunately all employers are shit and actually i don't even know what i want to do #and as usual i have no energy for anything because i am still a major piece of shit #then i wanted to relax #made the mistake to open Instagram because I'm also stupid #and i know i don't often talk about politics and stuff #but it's really draining me #i barely or read news just enough to be aware #and honestly its exhausting but I dont want to complain cause Im in a privileged position where i have the chance to be able to 'shut off'#and yes my country and especially this government is sickening me #and like its people too #and also insta is full of pride posts #and i am stupid to read the homophobic and transphobic comments #and genuinely these people alongside racist and islamophobic people really scare the hell out of me #hopefully i don't engage but i shouldn't read anything at all tbh #speaking of pride im spiralling because even tho i kinda identify as aro i feel like a freak and i have nobody to tell me im not

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orcelito · 1 month ago

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Did driving practice today. Actually did parallel parking practice this time, even tho I really didn't want to still. Finally got it into my head that I can maybe do this.

SO......

I have scheduled my driving test. For November 13th, 3 weeks from today.

#speculation nation #IM SO NERVOUSSSSS but i need to do it. i need to. worst case scenario i fail and have to try again another day.#i was actually gonna try to schedule for a week from today but they were full up for the next 2 weeks.#so. 3 weeks! my therapist is gonna be happy for me when i tell her haha #this is. something ive been avoiding for over 10 years now. but i decided at the start of this year that This would be my year.#Year Of Unfuck My Life. and im finally doing it. im going to finally get my license.#it's so. huge actually. a similar level of Holy Shit factor as me graduating.#which seems like an uneven comparison but honestly ive just been so so so scared of this driving test #an insurmountable obstacle bc i was stuck at school away from family to help me practice etc etc #very tied up with me being stuck at school for so long actually. the neverending purgatory of being Stuck In Place.#but my cousin lives closer to me now and hes been helping me out. and i am so very grateful.#augh augh augh augh. life is so busy and it feels like everything is happening at once AAAAAAAAAAAA #but im taking it all in stride. i am. oh god i might have to just practice and then take my audition video all on the same day.#bc i am too tired to deal with it rn and i have an exam tomorrow so idk if i can practice then. also i have to clean.#i will make it work. i will make something work. for the love of fucking god i will make it work.#no time to write barely any time to relax but thats okay i am Go Go Going and trying to keep enough time to sleep #(prior few nights being the..exception lol.)#i certainly wouldnt want to live this way for too long. but just a few more months. i can do it.#next semester hopefully wont be as busy. i'll have 3 hard classes but if im lucky they wont even have much homework.#i can do it. i can get through it. i will get my license in 3 weeks (manifesting) and i will get my own car.#i will find a new apartment to live in. i will Hopefully find a job.#within a year my life is going to be much much different.#my life is Already much much different than it was just a year ago. tho this year has been more... metamorphosis.#in a year's time. i will be 28 years old. and the pieces will Finally be falling into place (hopefully!!!!!)#for now. god i need to rest. will probably go to sleep early tonight. need to be rested for my exam tomorrow.#first tho i gotta shower and feed both me and the cats. yes.

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justxaxstrayxkid · 2 years ago

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Small and low quality Mizuchi ft smol baby Yato

It's been a while. I miss these posts :(

#noragami #mizuchi #yato #Noragami spoilers #i'm thinking of coming back to this blog #like posting frequently like i used to #not everyday but hopefully at least once a week #life has been so hectic #firstly i think last year i lost commitment for this blog cuz i was hyperfixating on a visual novel series #and that series literally took my attention away from everything i swear l #and then this year happened oh dear lord school is beating me to a pulp every damn week #started at a new school in november & it took me long to make friends #and on top of that most of my classes are ultra boring and the teachers pile on work like crazy #i have to push myself so hard and burn out at the end of every week to get every assignment turned in #only got a month left of school so yea but also nay cuz there's sm left to do #got a damn eoc exam tomorrow and then a physics exam the next day #i have a performance for my asl class which im so not prepared for in a few weeks #and then finals like the week after the performance i think?#oh and my algebra teacher said she's giving us another exam before the final #very fun!! i love being a high schooler XD

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you-are-constance · 4 days ago

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i keep thinking that im like. doing fine. but then i realize that i have about two weeks (or less) to:

fully memorize and finish prepping my concerto for string juries

memorize jazz standards and have an orchestral excerpt all the way ready for bass juries

learn and memorize my piece for my piano class

co-write a 5 page paper and give a presentation for a group project

be able to play a Mozart symphony well for orchestra

be able to play all 4 of the tunes for my jazz band (i am not good at many of them)

umm. i also probably have some assignments and an exam for my music theory class. but that is like the only class that im not actually worried about right now.

#constance speaks #look. it is a lot of things to do. for sure. luckily i will get some good practicing time in over the next couple weeks.#i am Extremely worried about juries but i know that i will do the best i am able to do so. hopefully thats good enough.#for most of these its like. yes i need to work on them and do better than im doing right now. but i will be fine.#but for piano... yeesh.#i purposefully chose a piece that has as little overlap between the hands as possible #(basically. i cannot play both hands at the same time very well.)#and so its decently well-suited to what i'm able to do but. i can play hands separate decently well at a somewhat steady tempo #thats slower than it should be but like. passably slower.#but i still cant put hands together. and i am nowhere near having it memorized.#i dunno what im gonna do for this class. honestly.#the GOOD NEWS IS that in about 2 weeks. everything except juries is done. for better or worse.#i only have class tomorrow. 2 days of classes next week.#and then one final week of classes (which is gonna be. insane i have so many concerts.)#and my juries are early on in the next week so.#i'm in the final stretch. at what cost.

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coridallasmultipass · 12 days ago

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Me, the other night: "I may be going through a fuck of a life situation, but it could always be worse if I broke a flower pot in the shower again."

Me, today, waking up with a swollen and painful mouth infection:

#im in too much pain to find a better react #im so fucking tired #when will life stop throwing me multiple curveballs?? i dont even know how to juggle!!#im just getting hit in the face with each curveball. and it feels like it today too holy shit #im in the middle of teeth alignments for treating my tmj pain idk how im gonna go thru another root canal #my first root canal was only preceeded by hot/cold sensitivity. it never got swollen or hot #im so exhausted man. at least the regular dentist can see me today and hopefully give me antibiotics #im on immunosuppressants so i was crying this morning like damn im gonna have to go to the er for this i wont survive the weekend #im so upset tho it took me forever to fill my last prescription. so dont jinx it but i might still need to keep that er plan on hold #the good thing ab that tho is my back mri is tomorrow which is at the local er so i can do the mri and walk right over if needed #i just dont understand how this could happen i brush and floss after everything i eat or drink (so at least 3 times a day. thoroughly.)#bad genetics and stress strikes again i guess #vent #Cori.exe #Post.exe #god and i spent the last 2 days stress picking my face too so i look ROUGH right now #everything sucks lol #its right over where my wisdom tooth would have been too so like. way back there. im gonna be drinking soup for weeks #rip coris jaw. never had a chance

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iknowwhereyousleepatnight · 2 months ago

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yell at me if u see me on here now goodbye FOREVER (for the rest of the day)

#i am finishing this fic TODAY #tumblr is a distraction so im undownloading it from my phone and using ublock to hide it away from me so i can focus for real and #Hopefully tonight i will get to post my fic. or maybe i'll wait for tomorrow so i can do an extra editing round. unless someone wants to #beta read it in which case hmu. it is B x L and there's blood and some (teeth-related) gore. and strangulation. thumbs up emoji #actually not 100% sure i can finish it tonight but if not i need to make enough progress that it can be done before sunday at least #oh but i might need to push it bc i wanted to finish some art to pair w it. wait no i can just post that later whatever whatever GOODBYE

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piesa2 · 2 months ago

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first real day of work today and i slept so bad lol

#i was scheduled to start tomorrow but yesterday they asked me if i was free today #which is nice cause more days means more money and also instead of working with my friend for the first time on friday it will be today but #im so tireed ough. but ok at least my friend and i will commute together so hopefully i can get a bit energized there

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six-of-ravens · 2 months ago

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my main goal for tomorrow is to recover some mana points bc im pretty sure im having such a Bad Mental Health Time and also Doing Stupid Things because im stressed about this trip but my brain knows I won't respond to it saying "I'm stressed" so it's being passive aggressive (see also, feeling like I have to pee badly about every 5 minutes at night).

just need to like. a) get my work tasks done but also b) get my ducks in a row vis a vis things I have to do before leaving and c) try to relax for real and do a hobby.

#tfw you think you're managing your anxiety but then you realize your brain just went underground #hopefully the shower will be fixed and the paving done and my air filter will arrive tomorrow so that'd be 3 problems down #then i just have the play Thursday night #and then packing and leaving which will be. fine #i have a fairly detailed list i just can't do anything with it until Friday #also tomorrow im going to cook and freeze 3 portions of something so i have lunches for when i get back

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opens-up-4-nobody · 10 months ago

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#man i was like y tf am i so tried i didnt do shit today but no i got like 5hrs sleep. walked to the store in thr 12F weather. carried back #all my groceries. walked to the police station to get keys to the autoclave. read 40 slides abt anime. started redoing a tutorial #and spent 45 min on the phone giving my intake info for a new therapist. everytime i give the spiel it gets more exhausting #it feels so dramatic like whatever ill b fine but no im seeking help for a reason bleh #but now im tired and worried abt the semester bc itll b a lot. many plates to juggle with a fragile mind #my old boss was like u have an ambitious plan for the semester and im like oh boy well see how this goes #hopefully itll b fine once i get in the groove. just go one step at a time #currently i just wanna redraw 4lways sunny screenshots but idk what ones to draw #but should sleep. i gotta write a long email tomorrow morning for a class intro bc look at me im a professional who def #does not have underlying emotional problems. ugh. idk if i described my mood stuff right to the lady on the phone but like i got diagnosed #as b1polar for a reason idk i just still feel like its fake. like ill look at the checklists and get mad when i get a positive result #which is weird bc its like. u went to 3 doctors and they said the same thing shut up. ugh whatever. i need to sleepy #unrelated

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