#I didnt realize it was THAT BAD
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went to my first ever physio appointment today and let me say. physio will humble you
#im not like. the hulk or anything but im pretty strong#and im in good shape#but the assessment I had today made me go 'oh holy shit these joints ARE weak'#which. man who started physio to strengthen his weak joints realizes he has weak joints. shocking#but still#I didnt realize it was THAT BAD#gonna be following this new exercise routine religiously#and I think im gonna start doing daily walks#which will also help me get used to my cane#which im hopefully getting tomorrow#physiotherapist thinks I have EDS which is what I think I have#I still need to get in with a geneticist to confirm that#this is a whole journey#but im feeling better about where im at with it now that im taking these steps
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i’ve blorbofied cbedwars so hard i’ve straight up forgotten what their canon skins look like. i saw yuu’s hannah-gem outfit swap and was didn’t even realize it was an outfit swap with hannah at first because i genuinely forgot hannah’s canon fit isn’t a sleeveless turtleneck. boomer has never worn a skin with overalls. we don’t have the time to start on what i’ve done to purpled.
#icarus speaks#my life is a lie#I DIDNT REALIZE IT WAS THAT BAD#like. purpled was the one i Knew i changed the most#bc obviously. that bastard is my blorbo#and a lot of it is like. pure blorbofication. in the self aware sense#i know canon purpled doesn’t have fingerless gloves and platform sneakers and gay little piercings#but canon ceo. i didn’t think i’d blorbofied them THAT much
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sometimes i randomly remember how insane maggie stiefvater was for making ronan lynch—a man that can create reality—a man of god, when he himself is a god of a man. then to take this man and have him be not only in love with, but a literal soulmate of a man named adam. parrish. adam parrish. who, mind you, lives above ronan's very own place of worship. and is the namesake of the first of mankind that the bible says god made from the literal dust of the ground (adam parrish: comes from nothing, hair "dusty" in color) and appoints him to care for the garden of eden (adam parrish: sacrifices himself to ronan's sentient forest). then has adam viewing ronan as a god and ronan saying "maybe he dreamt (created)" adam???? like who just fucking writes that and goes about their life?
#if i think about them too long i start going actually insane#maggie pay for my therapy bills please#me and my ignored religious trauma are literally have never been able to handle it#the raven cycle#pynch#ronan lynch#adam parrish#and the fact that i read the series pretty soon after i realized that pretending i believed in god was doing more harm than good and left#i was still a kid and had very bad undiagnosed ocd that made my implusive thoughts surrounding hell and eternal damnation and the end days#and it terrified me so much as a queer trans kid to realize i didnt believe but still had thoughts of that in my head and then to read this#series like a year or 2 later was brain altering for me#anyways where was i going with this#ahahahha#im having a moment#adam's last name is pretty self explanatory too like....miss girl
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hi tumblr i started reading xfactor lately and that’s literally it
#art tag#marvel comics#xmen#cyclops#scott summers#angel#warren worthington iii#marvel girl#jean grey#uhhh i like these three i didnt realize they were in love like that my bad
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portrait of the blogger as a strange and awkward woman
#yo what's up feel free to ignore me again#trying to keep my bad brain from winning and posting my fishnet friday early#blah blah great catch blah something pun sarcastic remark blah#didnt realize how terrible the angle was so i might delete but first unfortunately i might drink#see ya later i guess 🥲#personal unfortunately#A W K W A R D lol
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Miles thinks they found a variant.
Edit: follow-up
#Inspired by seeing fan art of miguel manhandling meows morales and wondering what the other way around would look like#Miles is bad at holding animals and babies#i didnt realize until later that i basically gave him garfield colors#Absolute unit of a cat#oh lawd he comin#my art#across the spiderverse#atsv fanart#miles morales#Cat#spider gwen#spider woman#gwen stacy#ultimate spider man#spider man#Meowgel o’hara#Cat miguel#miguel o'hara#atsv miguel#atsv miles#atsv gwen#spider man: across the spider verse#spider man across the spider verse#spiderman across the spiderverse#across the spider verse#spiderman 2099
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My dad got me a new lamp for my bedroom and this feels like a different place. Love being able to see things
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ok i get why ppl started unfollowing now
#i didnt realize it was THAT bad#sowwy i was in the same room as gerard way and got possessed by the spirit of the devil
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Hm?
Oh! Look! We have a new member of the resistance! ... And yeah, Mikey's still bald at the age of 19
#my art#sketch#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#bad future rottmnt#rise usagi#rottmnt usagi#leonardo hamato#future leo#future usagi#i think that Leo didnt liked Usagi at first#he's quite suspicious and defensive towards newcomers#...#especially if they've been messing with him in his teenage years#(Usagi doesn't even realize he did that)
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it as onion headlines
#it#it chapter 1#it chapter 2#it 2017#it 2019#eddie kaspbrak#richie tozier#beverly marsh#ben hanscom#stanley uris#didnt even realize until right now how bad i neglected bill and mike im so sorry#reddie
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let's fall down together
#married in red#da jeong choi#bok su go#art#HOLYYY SHIITTT i actually finished something 😭 i abandoned this for a bit and had a strong urge to#but i was finally motivated . my god#hope the motivation conts. tomorrow#anyway i played 2 investigrave games hahahaha how did u know thags ctazy ... i watched playthroughs of their other games thi#hmm. was just feeling particularly inspired when i drew this back then. etc etc their former selves being on the cake knife indicative of#what was killed when da jeong betrayed bok su... etc etc its all very straightforward i just wanted to yap yeasss#also there are a lot of inconsistencies design wise. i never realized da jeong had a flower w her veil My Bad Guys#i worked on this very sporadically throughout periods of time where i didnt touch it or draw at all even#so its jusy that. Also sadge wasnr able to make a bday post. I made tuna pesto pasta for it lol#enough yapping now. hopefully more carefree art i dont want to render anymoree
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they should get to kill each other at least twice .i think
#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#lg doodles#i drew this a few days ago but im so tired after work ngl . sittingnin bed like =__= ..#and im visiting family this weekend so idek if ill get to it until next weekend#but ya i love them i loge them so much#i love the tension in atots right after stanford comes back#and hes like writing sll this shit ab stan in the journal#while learning that he stole his identity and so on and stans like hey so i did this rly selfless thing for u can you at least#acknowledge it and they r just stewing in their own anger 😭#actually i love their dynamic so much . the arguing as they mimic each other 1:1 and rhe animosity and#ykw im gna make another post but the grammar stanley scene is my favorite#magbe its not post worthy nvm idc but thats probably one of my fav interactions in the whole series#its so stupid that u know its real HELPPlike yeah that rly isnjust how it is . in fact ive done more over less 🫶#HAHAHAHAH#ugh.love . lovee i wish#i dont think gf needs a continuation im totally in the 2 season boat here#but if they ever did a post series stan and ford exploration ohhh believe . trust tht i would not shut up ab it ever#i want to see them talk so bad . im so greedy bc i feel like they didnt talk enough in the series bc im partial 2 them i just want them in#everything .#i think their personalities are so fun esp bc ford isnt the annoying nerd archetype i like that hes a cocky bitch#and i like that stan is an equally cocky bitch and they both have too much pride that they butt heads over literally everythjng#but they also recognize how ridiculous it all is like 😭. even when theyre fighting over the journal they both r like ok pause r u ok#hmm.. so many ppl here capture their dynamic well too.😭at least the people who dont generalize either into a single personality trait yk#imso tired im tired#but guys i love talking ab ford and stan theybr so everything to me in ways i dnt think incould ever articulate like u see them and u just g#get it . ugh. turning my head and passing out . ford is so funny hes so stupid i love him i cant bekieve i was a ford hater im sorry ive#atoned im changed im a changed oerson i didnt realize the magnitude of his serve .but stanley as my day 1 will never change . just know .(k#idk if anyonf ever reads this fsr down but if u r here say cheesee📸📸
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all i got from this is that kaito's pick-up lines would totally work on shinichi lmaoooo
#LOOK AT HIM ALL BLUSHY AND SCANDALIZED#lmfaoooo#he got rizzed up by kaito and he didnt even realize 😭😭😭😭😭#OKAY BUT SHINICHI AND KAITO IN ONE MANGA PANEL OH MY GOOOOOF#ALSO AOKO PRETTY GIRL!!!!!!!! SHE'S SO CUTIEPIEEEEE UEEEE 🥺🥺🥺#kaito treat her better pls 😭 she deserves sm better 😭#okay so back to kaishin#LMFAO#Sorry my brain is rotten for them i fear#look gosho already got the canin pairing handled!!! whether he's handling it good or not is debatable lol but he's got that handled!!!!#we on the other hand need to speak up for gay detective and thief duo alongside the detco staf who keeps making gay merch#and op/ed scenes of them!!!!#LOL#so anyway yeah shinichi totally falls for kaito's pick-up lines lol#even more so if kaito tailor makes it for him oh he's GONE#lol#dc prattles#kaishin#rereading the tags and my GOD the misspellings are horrendous lmfaooooo#too bad i cant edit shit on mobile rip
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listen im ace and im pro kink at pride and whatever, but the way some of yall are wording your posts in response to the backlash against it is uh. really taking me back to the ace shitcourse era.
yall know theres nothing wrong with being a "virgin", right? that its not inherently shameful to have not had sex, to never have sex, even if youre not ace, even if you do want to have sex someday, like, its fine that you haven't had sex?
maybe if your problem is that theyre trying to police your behavior and shame you for expressing your sexuality, you can say that? instead of resorting to "haha stupid virgin gets no bitches" like my god. do you not hear how fucking regressive that attitude is? i know, i know, youre "joking".
get a better joke
#toy txt post#god im going to regret this post im gonna regret it so much i can feel it in my bones#let it flop..........pls#internalize my message let it sink in and understand what i am saying and then let the post flop#i say. knowing the ppl who need to see such a message are the ones who will make me regret this post and regrwt not having#1 million bajillion disclaimers#virgin is in quotes bc its a bullshit made up stupid purity culture concept anyway and quite frankly i hate even seeing the word#disclaimer: the previous sentence is not me saying that it is a slur for asexuals. it is me a single individual saying this specific word#grosses me out to read and see everywhere when its a stupid bullshit binary made up or at least historically largely used#to shame largely women and i dont know why we're still using it in 2023#and ive just been. seeing such an uptick in this whole like. attitude? lately and like#im ace im minorly sex repulsed. mostly about anything sex at me bad. other adults sex at each other consensually? go wild#i like to think im pretty chill about it. i try to be. i think its fine ig to be like 'my meat is huge i fuck so much so good'#like okay not my thing but good for you. love that for you#but then some of yall have started turning it back around back to. 'haha your meat so small and shriveled you get no bitches'#'haha stupid incel virgin' like okay. didnt realize we all went back to fucking. middle school but okay#god im gonna run out of tine to get ready for my thing writing this stupid post UGH evil#but like idk we've kinda circled back to being like haha being a virgin still is stupid and silly and shameful#and if im quite honest. i do think the acecourse played a part in that bc i felt like we were making good progress in like#hey guys is fine to not have sex ever if you dont want to its fine to not want sex its fine#and then aphobes went fucking rabid on us and splintered and destroyed online communities all over but especially on tumblr#and so many aces went back in the closet we stopped talking about it we stopped spreading awareness and now this stupid goddamn like#and now this stupid bullshit attitude is back where its like funny to call someone a virgin as an insult but like no bro trust me its okay#its okay for me to do it bc im a hot queer person with huge meat instead of a cisstraight frat bro with huge meat#? like you know the issue was the behavior right? not the fact that it was straight dudes saying it? its bc the thing being said was shitty?#you know you can dunk on the puritan bitches trying to police your behavior at pride without getting us as collateral damage right#stop making me read that stupid ugly ass word ur not cool or funny#whatever#if you come on to this post to start shit i will not only block you but as many of your mutuals and followers as i can find. i will scroll#i will block this entire fucking website if i need to do not test me. i am exhausted and the acecourse ate up all my tolerance in 2015.
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An almost Valentine
#gordon freeman#barney calhoun#freehoun#half life#half life 2#ponderingradioactivedecay#idoindeeddraw#damn near missed valentines day#i fuckign didnt realize it was today until the day was more than half way over smhhhhh#had to rush this shit out man lmao#i missed a whoel ass event for today as well so i gotta make it tmr and post it late which mega sucks..#so damn bad at remembering dates bruh major skill issue on my part
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prev reblog reminded me of this but it wasnt related enough to put into the tags so
hc that siffrin spent the first week or so of travelling with the party not actually knowing what they were doing / what the quest was for. he was just happy to help :)
#radio rambles#inspired by me on my first isat playthrough where it took me the entirety of act 2 to actually. understand what was going on#theres… a king? freezing people? like.. ice?? and. and the house. th. this is the house everyone was mentioning?? oh that makes sense#so like. freezing people. wh- wait freezing everything? huh?#i remember trying to talk to that one npcs wife and not realizing she was frozen 😭😭 i was making fun of her and everything too#my bad maam… sorry maam…..#in stars and time#also if u saw me reblog that jerma video and then delete it dw about it. it didnt happen#i realized it would be weird to refer to ‘prev reblog’ when the prev reblog was technically. a jerma video
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