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Understanding Bipolar Disorder: A Rollercoaster of Emotions
Bipolar disorder, often referred to as manic depression, is a mental illness characterized by extreme shifts in mood, energy, and activity levels. It affects more than 1% of the world’s population and can have a profound impact on an individual’s life. The condition is marked by two primary phases: the manic phase, where a person experiences heightened energy, euphoria, and impulsivity, and the…
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Enhance Your Quality of Life: Managing Bipolar Disorder Symptoms Effectively - Discover Strategies for a Balanced and Fulfilling Life.
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Btw for anyone who needs to hear it: thinking that people are reading your mind/your thoughts are being heard by everyone is not normal. It's a symptom of psychosis and could be linked to a psychiatric disorder. This, too, goes with hallucinations.
This may seem like a no-brainer, but to teens who don't know what symptoms look like, they may jog it off for a number of reasons. I did, too, when I was in highschool! As a freshman I was having delusions/hallucinations and I didn't tell anyone because I thought they were cringe and weird. I chalked up my hallucinations to me being "tired". People who have psychosis often don't realize that what they're experiencing IS psychosis. This goes the same with other classmates/friends/loved ones. If someone comes to you with concerning behavior (even if they are joking about it) you should take note of it.
In highschool I remember a kid talking about how he could go into the matrix and he had a whole other world to protect/do missions in. He would also go still for long periods of time randomly. I thought he was weird and didn't think much of it, but those are symptoms of schizophrenia (delusions/catatonia).
I would appreciate it if this got a reblog so it could potentially help those recognize these symptoms in either themselves or others!
I wish I could have seen a post like this when I was younger. Then I could have avoided a lot of hardships and would have gotten treatment a lot sooner
#mental health awareness#i know if i saw a post like this on tumblr when i was a teenager it would have helped me out so bad#there are probably a lot of teenagers (and even adults) out there that dont realize what theyre experiencing#then they can get one step closer to a diagnosis and get treatment#it took 7 years for me to even suspect that i had bipolar disorder#i wish i had realized sooner than later that i was experiencing symptoms so i could have avoided a lot of bad experiences#due to episodes
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Sorry if this has already been asked before but why did the band break up? And did they break up on decent terms? Do they still talk to each other sometime?
It has been asked before, I just never answered jshfbdjcbh I'm still piecing everything together and stuff is changing or getting tweaked all the time, so I'm always super hesitant about answering these types of questions, afraid that people will take whatever I say as the final answer. So basically what I'm going to answer now will already contradict what I told some people already. And maybe in the future the story might go a little differently too (although I'm pretty satisfied with the current events)
Uhhh, get ready for a long info dump. I didn't expect I'd write this much...
Floyd basically stayed with the band for 8 years (from 14 till 22) and got pretty messed up in the process. The rest of the guys are all quite older than him so I guess I could say they were more responsible, or at least had a better understanding of their own limits (also they grew up in this kind of environment or grew up aware of it, while Floyd was oblivious and naive about all of it) and while they do get drunk and do drugs often, none of them are really dependent on them. They are also pretty good judges of character and know how to avoid trouble. Floyd on the other hand drove in with no breaks and constantly got himself in trouble that the rest (mostly Les) had to drag him out of. He also developed bipolar during this time (in my story Floyd constantly fluctuates between being saturated and being desaturated because of this) and his manic and depressive episodes started getting out of hand after his teenage years. (None of them are aware it's a mental disorder that's making him act so out of character.)
Floyd was becoming miserable because of this and all of his problems pilling up, and started blaming Les for the way he was. Les never argued this which only fueled Floyd to blame him more. In the end he was getting so frustrated and irritable that Floyd constantly tried starting arguments with him, even putting him down and getting aggressive at times because Les gets very unresponsive and closed off during personal conversations (guy is a giant onion of suppressed trauma that Floyd is hellbent on peeling open).
Eventually there was one fight too many, terrible things were said, some objects flew through the air, and Floyd walked out (or Hed kicked him out, I haven't decided yet) with the promise of going home and never seeing them again.
So, yeah, it was very messy and Floyd was the primary asshole, even though he's not really to blame either...
But Floyd didn't make it home (was too scared to sneak through Bergen Town to get to the tree (i don't think i can judge him for that either)) and he just returned to the reckless lifestyle, this time without anyone being there to keep him safe. So if he was messed up before, this is the time period where he got absolutely fucked up. This is also when he got heavily addicted to sour worms. And when he chronically slept around (half the time just to get offered free worms or have somewhere to sleep, other times because he was having manic episodes and was feeling hypersexual). (This is also potentially the period when he had the two eggs with that techno troll, but I'm still thinking if I want that to be canon to the story or not.) During this time he also grew to become very anxious and his self-confidence went to shit when he was being himself.
Then after about three years of that, he bumped into Les at some party. He wanted to dodge him out of shame but Les grabbed his arm and manhandled him outside to talk. Floyd felt like shit about the way they had split up and tried apologizing for all the stuff he had said and done to Les, but Les wasn't having any of that because he wasn't angry at Floyd, he was just worried about him. Les is also insanely empathetic like Floyd, and he knew that Floyd never really meant any of it, and that he was just looking for an outlet when he was hurting. Also he does think he is to blame for the way Floyd ended up.
Les wanted to know why he didn't go home like he had said (because that was the only reason Les had even let him walk out in the first place). A few exchanged words later and Floyd broke down telling him all the awful things he'd done, and Les promised to help him, feeling insanely guilty. Floyd wondered if he was allowed back in the band but Les made it clear that the band wasn't good for him and that he was never taking him back. Instead Les helped him go though rehab. I don't think trolls have those institutions (or at least not many are aware of them or how they work (I'm sorry but I refuse to believe the Trolls world has internet and cellphones, Mountrageons can keep that for themselves lol)), so it was more or less just Les finding Floyd a job and his own place to stay in the middle of bumfuck nowhere where he had no option but to detox, and constantly checking up on him to make sure he was doing okay. During this time they grew pretty close again. Or maybe the better term would be that Les slowly started putting his walls down again.
Hed needed a while to warm up to Floyd again. He's almost as protective of Les as Les is of him, and he resented Floyd for the way he had treated him.
Flea is pretty phlegmatic when it comes to any sort of arguing or drama. He was casual about seeing Floyd again, they were never super close anyway.
And Liv, she left the band when she and Hed broke up (haven't decided if that happened before or after Floyd left), so Floyd didn't get to see her again after bumping into Les at the party. And I haven't thought yet if they'd ever meet again somewhere later in life. But if they did, I think they'd both be happy to see each other.
Anyway...
Floyd managed to detox and successfully kept the job for about a year, but then he became manic again and messed it all up. After that he returned to his nomadic lifestyle, but he never fell as hard as those three years again. In my story Floyd's life is a constant cycle of getting his life together and fucking it up and booking to the next place. And he and Les are trapped in a never-ending cat and mouse game where they're both trying to fix each other.
So, uh, Les and Floyd are still very close and see each other somewhat often...
(sometimes monthly, sometimes yearly)
Yeah...
I am so fucking obsessed with them I'm gonna hurl. Please take this song before I combust:
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#btw the status of Floyd's and Les's relationship is forever set on 'complicated'#but they are as obsessed with each other as i am obsessed with them#the song is too soft and vulnerable to be something les would sing out loud but inside he does feel it#papa roach is nu metal btw. tho idk where this song stands exactly#trolls#dreamworks trolls#ex bandmates#trolls floyd#trolls oc#les#answered#my art#btw I am only self educated on the bipolar disorder from what i've read and watched on the internet so have that in mind#my intention is to be respectful but i might not understand all of it. especially not the personal experience of those who have it#i'm just some random nerd#so in a way you could say floyd was diagnosed by a nonprofessional lol#i stayed up until 3am last night writing this#today i made the sketch that is no longer a sketch#should i put this post under a cut? it is pretty long#long post
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#everyone is empty#girlblogging#feminine rage#this is what makes us girls#repressed anger#bpd rage#violent femmes#ragecore#angercore#the feminine urge#depressing shit#tumblr girls#anxi4ty#mentally fucked#anger issues#bpd vent#girlboss#mentally tired#actually bipolar#bipolar disorder#su1c1d3#bpd mood#bpd things#dark memes#su1c1d4l#anger vent#so angry#i'm angry
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what ever happened to diaries? why did everyone stop documenting their feelings? i personally think this is how everyone ended up repressing emotions and unable to process them. a diary really keeps me sane and has always been a key part of my healing process. i can write silly goofy things without feeling judged by anyone, and without having to explain it to anyone. i can keep a record of what's been going on and reflect on it later to see if anything has changed. and, every single time, something has changed. my perspective expands. my heart swells for what i felt in the past. it's like a love letter to myself. my dreams, my goals, my heartaches, my joys, it's all there in one place. highly recommend fr.
#i mean its really somethin sacred#it helps me remember what ppl have done or haven't as well so i can heal#ive always done it since a little girl and i think we need to bring that back!#but also u just have to remember to do it and that requires discipline#thoughts#mental health#actually adhd#adhd#actually bipolar#bipolar disorder
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Lights, Camera, Mouthwash! - A Mouthwashing Actor/College AU
Hi guys! I accidentally got hyperfixated on Mouthwashing after avoiding it for a few weeks... and now I present to you my Mouthwashing AU where I make Jimmy a relatively normal college film student!
College has just entered the spring semester—you know what that means! Final projects are being assigned, and luckily for Jimmy, he has a brilliant idea. Introducing: Mouthwashing- a psychological horror film written by Jimmy himself.
I hope this interests someone other than my boyfriend and I lol, enjoy!
#moutwashing game#mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#captain curly#anya mouthwashing#daisuke mouthwashing#swansea mouthwashing#ao3#archive of our own#fanfic#mouthwashing fanfic#wrong organ#mouthwashing au#fanfiction#ao3 fanfic#ao3 writer#ao3 link#ao3 author#alternate universe#everybody lives au#nobody dies trust#college au#actor au#JIMMY IS NORMAL TRUST#for the most part at least#he's just got bipolar disorder he'll be fine#ummm what else can I tag this as#Swansea is a professor#everyone else are college students
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twitter is mad at me but none of them will actually give me a legitimate reason outside of quote tweeting me on private accounts bc one person claimed my video about dutch demonized bipolar disorder but listed off a bunch of things i straight up never said or did in that video. so. that's interesting.
#im totally open to critique but like#i can't take criticism when 1. i did not do what is being critiqued and 2. it's all private quote tweets?#anyway i deleted the app for a bit to prevent rumination but like#but genuinely if anyone who's got bipolar disorder or any cluster b disorder for that matter felt i misstepped anywhere pls let me know#bc twitter is evidently not keen on doing so#thinky
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"Haha ASL Brothers haha more like American Sign Language" well, actually, YES. After the explosives that made Sabo lose his memory, he also started to have difficulties hearing and Dragon had to teach him ASL. He doesn't want to worry Luffy and Ace (he's alive. Shut up) when they meet again, so he doesn't say anything. But they start noticing he can't hear them well anymore and his fake smiles are too fake for his brothers not to notice it. So!!! Luffy tells Robin and Robin actually knows ASL?? And Marco does too, so Ace also has a teacher. Then, when they see each other again, Ace and Luffy start signing almost perfectly (almost. They're pretty clumsy and Sabo sometimes has a hard time trying to understand wtf they're trying to say). Sabo pretty much starts crying when this happens. Dumbass brothers that learned ASL for him. He loves them so much.
#they make me really sad#they deserve to be happy let them be happy#i keep just making sabo suffer but istg he has to have so many issues#hearing difficulties and also his scar hurts like hell sometimes and he still has burns all over his body#he def has a personality disorder (bipolar imo) and still struggles with memory loss#and you know what? i fucking love him and i can't stop talking about him#the first thing ace wants to learn to sign are insults and cursing because he's 5 years old#luffy knows how to sign meat and food and he's the happiest guy ever#one piece#monkey d. luffy#portgas d. ace#revolutionary sabo#asl brothers
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hiiiiiii friendly reminder to not go knocking on strangers doors and running away :)) or just doing that at all :) some of us have sheer paranoia that can render us stressed for time long after the action is done :) because you don’t experience consequences doesn’t mean you’re free to go around doing this like a fucking asshole. :). I know most people who’d listen to this don’t go around doing it but I hope that at least one person reconsiders doing this just to look cool in front of their friends. You don’t seem awesome, you just make it clear your an uncaring asshole and nobody will come to you. I hope karma does its thing. :)
#No because my fucking heart sank when some dumb ass kid just approached my home then harshly knocked#They ran away. Of course they did. I’d fucking deal with them should they have not. What cowards.#But fuck. I don’t like when my hands shake to the point of not even being able to properly hold a phone.#I still am thinking about it today#even tho it happened a day ago#paranoia isn’t a fucking fun thing#psychosis#schizoaffective#actually psychotic#schizo spectrum#actually schizospec#schizophrenia#ehhhhh just for the tags I’m unsure if I have schizo but like yk#paranoia#bipolar disorder#venting#mental illness#high school#college#student#dumbasses#schizoposting#reminder
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bipolar gang rise up!
and down, and up, and down, and up, and down, and-
#bipolar#i keep wanting to tag bipolar disorder as bpd but bpd is something else. what do you shorten bipolar to
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I know someone on here posted Lindsay’s reel/clip from yesterday talking about their recent mental health diagnosis and the way that vtubing as RWBY has helped them deal with it and like. I have a lot of emotions about that as I’m sure we all do (and I’ll find it to rb on here later) but. for me personally this is extraordinarily impactful because there are so few people that are known creatives that are open about being bipolar that for them to just come out and say it absolutely floored me. bipolar disorder is probably one of The most stigmatized and demonized mental illnesses out there and it is so hard to come to terms with that diagnosis, even if getting the diagnosis means you can struggle less in your daily life thanks to medication and therapy, so I don’t blame anyone for hiding it or keeping private about it, but as someone who has made a point of being pretty open about being bipolar as part of my creative…mission statement, I guess, it’s deeply meaningful and impactful to me to have someone like Lindsay Jones be open about being bipolar as well. the only way we can reduce stigma is to keep talking about it, so I genuinely hope this can help reduce the stigma of bipolar disorder in the small corner of the world that watches Lindsay/RWBY because even that little bit can make a huge difference.
happy mental health awareness month!
support Lindsay, support anyone else in your life who is struggling with mental health especially bipolar disorder (I, II, or cyclothymia), and if you have any (respectful) questions about what it’s like to live with bipolar disorder my askbox is open with no judgement 💙
#I mean. caveat I have bipolar ii and I’ve been on mood stabilizers for six years but I want to be open abt it it’s very important to me so!#anyway. I’m so proud of them and I feel for them so hard and I’m glad they’re getting the support they need#also like. god. they’re what…10 or 11 years older than me and just got diagnosed last year???#I figured out I was bipolar 10 years ago and then fought for another 4 years to actually get diagnosed so I can’t imagine going that long#and then getting the diagnosis. god. …also part of me wonders if they have i or ii but i imagine i?? idk realistically its probably ii#at least imo but most people talk about bipolar i when they talk about bipolar disorder so. hm#anyway. lotta thoughts#original
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i cant rant abt this on tiktok they want tof ucking kill me but holy shit is anyone else fucking tired of how many people behave as if ian being bipolar is the end of the fucking world? like there are so many fucking edits where its ian exhibiting BD traits with mickeys reactions and shit and its so fucking annoying as if mickey didnt STAY WITH HIM? not just that, fucker, he dealt with ALL of that and found out why and he did his fucking DAMNEDEST to help EVERY FUCKING WAY HE COULD hello what is wrong with you why are you using the stupid fucking "i dont recognize you anymore" sound SHUT THE FUCK UP ‼️ FUCK. mickey CHOSE ian WITH all of his symptoms FUCK you guys FUCK off jesus CHRIST
#''he doesnt recognize ian anymore...'' YOU ARE STUPID GOODBYE#fuck off#yknow what he is? WORRIED#thats his fucking boyfriend thats his FUTURE HUSBAND thats like half his fucking world#of course hes fucking worried but hes not like fucking? betrayed? or some shit? its upsetting because he wants ian to be OKAY#he JUST wants ian to be okay and safe and happy thats fucking it shut the fuck up shut UP god fFUCK#sorry this is like#very#rant#vent#-y#im angry mostly because its my fucking source#and also our boyfriend is bipolar and im just fucking sick of it#ugh#shameless#shameless us#ian gallagher#mickey milkovich#gallavich#bipolar disorder
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the feminine urge to leave and go living in a snowy forest in the north
#actually mentally ill#tw depressing thoughts#depressive episode#bipolar disorder#actually bipolar#actually bpd#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#bdp#girls problems#just girly things#feminine urge#just girly thoughts#girlblogging#girl core#girl blog#im just a girl#girl problems#girlhood#this is what makes us girls#this is a girlblog#living with borderline#being borderline#actually borderline#borderline things#borderline problems#borderline culture is#borderline pd#borderline thoughts#borderline blog
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#everyone is empty#girlblogging#su1c1d3#mentally fucked#im dying#bpd mood#this is what makes us girls#anxi4ty#femcel#girlboss#tumblr girls#mentally tired#actually bipolar#depressing shit#the feminine urge#bpd things#bipolar disorder#su1c1d4l#alternative girl#bipolar depression#pretty girls#drugcore#bpd vent#disorganized attachment#dying inside#anxitey#stressed and tired#this is a cry for help#it girl#i hate it here
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okay since my last post about The Passenger 2023 got “hype” and people wanted me write fics for it I’ve been thinking about the small town location-
One of my favorite aspects of the southern gothic sub genre is how it plays with atmosphere. The south is such a visceral experience and feeling, the small town locations, the surrounding houses and worn down grocery marts, the isolated community and the people with their tangible loneliness. Its got this sense of being cut off from the rest of the world that I myself experienced growing up in a rural town. The environment both physical and socially cultural become a character in themselves and this is very tangible throughout The Passenger 2023
But I also love how this experience extends to Benson and Randy. How it sculpts who they are as individuals and how they’ve (very differently) dealt with traumatic events. It’s in the way Randy’s coworkers don’t take his masculinity seriously, targeting him as an outlier. It’s in the way Benson has a shotgun in his trunk and a cabinet full of guns back at his house. It’s in the way Benson calls his mom ‘ma’ and how in those seven or more hours Randy and Benson circle home because they’ve never experienced anywhere else. Wouldn’t really know how to. It’s where they experienced everything bad and good in life. To leave it without a glance back? Well that’s just impossible. Especially considering where Randy and Benson are at in regards to their mental health/over all mentality. Both having not been able to move on or heal from damage caused during childhood, both having been hurt in a space meant to be safe for children.
They each carry this immense amount of guilt for very different reasons and rural town America knows how to nourish shame like none else.
#the passenger 2023#randy bradley#benson#benson the passenger#benson x randy#southern gothic#horror#horror movies#randy the passenger#ranson#i have so many thoughts#very excited to write something for them#character exploration#benson my love#benson has done no wrong in his life ever#murder? what murder??#murder husbands#small town gothic#randy and benson are queer losers just like me#just so you know if I do end up writing a passenger fix it will be VERY unhinged#but I think that’s legally obligated bcuz how could you not write an unhinged passenger fic#mentally unwell characters my beloved#benson is bipolar bcuz I also have a bipolar disorder and I say so#randy has OCD bcuz I also have OCD and I say so#okay i need to stop#must save brain energy for the fic
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