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Ignore the abysmal quality i drew this at 2 in the morning after finishing disconnected in a blind rush and forgot about it until now 😁
oooohhhh OHHMY GOSH!! Kiyo and his body being in shadows and blurred struck something within me that is SO perfectly unsettling ♪ヽ(´▽`)/ /pos!!! And Shuichi WATCHING FROM AFAR?? ohhh :( he looks so distraught and confused WWUAAAHH I Love this SO so much!! :{ little babey... nooo its ok youll get your body back soon i promis e
i looove how blue he looks . The angle really makes it look like Kiyo's being judged by his victim without directly lying out Shuichis true feelings and yet when you look CLOSER!! hfhfjfjfjf im so normal Im normal Im normal I LOVE THIS!! THANK YOU!! (*^▽^)/★*☆♪ 💞💞
#rexecutioner2 asks#disconnected#the word “abyssmal” made me laugh out loud#what a crazy word LMAO#shuichi saihara
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it probably is insane how much I wish I could express the thing about spones. the vibes about spones. Like there's the joking fun fandom vibes and I love them, I love to play with them, of course of course. but the THING. the CORE to me. i wish i could capture it and share it.
#like. the constancy. like the friction matters because it's hand in hand with the steadfastness you know? and it doesn't preclude tenderness#also climbing into the mind of the person you've been obsessed with understanding and being understood by.#and the fact that it's lifelong. and the teasing. and the fact that the growth is in the allowance of imperfections#allowing that imperfections exist in who you love allows you to love them allows you to love yourself#and i always love people knowing what you believe and bolstering it when you feel lost even when it's not their philosophy#(bones asking spock hope? isn't that a human failing? and him not allowing that#spock losing himself to emotion in all our yesterdays and bones reminding him how antithetical that is to him)#but even with all that seriousness - the TEASING. the plain fun. the constant reaching out regardless of their moods#the constant seeking each other out. the almost - given nature of the relationship.#it's not in some ways as dramatic as a Simple Feeling as the When I Think of You I Feel Shame.#it's bones growing into old age the human way one day at a time with spock#when people are like oh spock just put his katra in him because he was there - yeah. and he was always going to be the one who was there#this is why the earth moon sun metaphor works for the triumvirate so much better than sun moon stars imo#bones is the earth spock is the moon kirk is the sun#'the captain was indispensable'#the sun - a distant lifegiver to them and many others. they do revolve around it. have unique relationships to it#the earth revolutes the sun which brings it life. the moon has a face it only shows the sun#and the moon revolutes the earth. their gravity shapes each other. they reach out to each other. they formed in a collision outward#in some ways are entirely different but have the same stuff in them. spin the same.#idk it just makes so much sense for them all.#but even just getting back to them. again just the obsession with each others mind.#'i will never understand the medical mind' 'mathematically perfect brainwaves'#and then complimenting each other always so startlingly out of the blue with their own fields -#'you have a good bedside manner spock' 'perhaps if they had your ingenuity they would have'#the seeking each other's advice out even if it's just to argue with it lmao. the motif of their last words always going to each other#even wrath of khan - we know spock was talking to bones in his head. i do always wonder what was in their tsfs reunion scene#that shatner didn't want to happen.#I don't know and even this isn't the heart of it.#there's the families and the way they fit into each other's conception and value and weight of family#do i even tag this spones. this is just crazy rambling.
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Goofy - 83
so give me all your poison / and give me all your pills / and give me all your hopeless hearts and make me ill / you’re running after something that you’ll never kill / if this is what you want then fire at will - thank you for the venom by my chemical romance
send me a number + a character & i’ll draw the character w/ the corresponding song on my spotify wrapped! (requests open until the new year)
#words cannot describe how delighted i was to get him as a character. i love channeling karina drawfee.#those of you who are fans of silly character + mcr lyrics look out cause that’s what the next one is too lmao#crazwaz posted#audience participation#crazy’s art#goofy#disney#goofy goof#i’m also using these as a thinly veiled excuse to experiment with color in case nobody’s noticed so far lmao#i’m getting better at it i think! goofy’s hat is yellow and his pants are red but they still look like how they should!!!
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Jasper jerks out of his lap and scrambles to his feet, clearly intent on making a run for it. His left leg, however, sinks halfway down into the floor below — a thankfully vacant apartment. He hits carpet with a yelp, solid leg crumpling, and yells when Danny takes advantage to slam him with the pillow once, twice, thrice —
#dp x dc#dpxdc#litu au#dpxdc art#batpoopart#cujooo my pubbbyyy i loooveee uuu#lmao git gud jasper#i almost dont know what to do with myself... obvs wokr on next part in series but... 120k+ words!!!! crazy!!!#maybe i should write a book /shot
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you think latinos who voted for trump should be deported? you think trump supporting women should die during forced child birth? you think its funny to drink starbucks now? you think the south deserves natural disasters? do you people fucking hear yourselves
#its just poorly disguised fascism#if you believe these things i am simply begging you to look inward and understand what those words actually mean#the sentiment behind these beliefs is not productive and it is not progressive#you can be angry without spewing juvinile opinions that are usually just racism#crazy to blame minorities to otherise poc when the highest % of trump voters are white lmao#im just going crazy im pulling my hair out liberals shut the fuck up challenge#tw: politics
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thinking abt when i was kinda rude to someone on the phone at my fast food job an he called back an told the next person who answered that i "sounded fat". like how did he know
#this isnt a vent story i thought it was hilarious when it happened and still do#he was gonna cuss me out when he called back but i wasnt the one who answered so he told my coworker to cuss me out for him#an she jus stayed on the phone an i was like “girl why didnt u jus hang up” an she was like oh yea..... LIKE LMAO WHAT??#oh my god i totally forgot he like threatened to fight me an shit too it was crazy#he was like “tell him im gonna meet him outside after yall close!” an ofc when we closed he wasnt there an my (other) coworker was like#“charlie lets call him back up an tell him hes a pussy ass bitch!”#it was so fucking funny like all that over a burger. an then u dont even pull up#this all may sound very dramatic to some of u but its jus a very funny story to me#u must understand a lotta ppl were doin drugs in my hometown. this guy is probably pretty normal when hes sober#charlie words
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Hey so uhh about the Kawacy vampire comic my friend apparently is a fan and they said that it isn't grooming because the usual "He only loves her when she's an adult" and say that he also protect her from "actual predators"
#not to @ your friend because i don't know their life#if they like the comic then that's them#but a vampire raising a person from childhood and then dating her and marrying her is straight up yikes#and the fact that people (including the creator) have to come up with flimsy justifications for it with shit like “well TECHNICALLY-”#it just isn't helping their case at all LMAO#there's even a drawing of them about to have sex called 'deflowering' like hello ???#that word is VERY old and often used to describe young maidens having their 'innocence' taken from them through sex#like please be fr#and him “protecting her” from “other predators” is so typical LMAO#wanna know why he's so quick to jump on “actual predators”??#because he is LITERALLY A PREDATOR HIMSELF#THE CALLS ARE COMING FROM INSIDE THE HOUSE-#it's like how partners who are serial cheaters will accuse their partners of cheating#they know exactly what it looks like BECAUSE THEY DO IT so they project like crazy#“i'm DIFFERENT than those people i'm trying to protect you from >:((”#ama#ask me anything#anon ask me anything#anon ama
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the boys are packing!!!!!!!
#this is vee speaking#but not packing heat as double barrel may suggest lol#ichiro’s coming too!!!!! ichikuu vacation lol!!!!!!!!#i’m getting nervous and excited lmao lots to do and hopes i get to lol#you know what’s crazy tho lol????? the fact we were promised guest appearances and kr hasn’t said a word about that since#whatever could be happening in this live lol????? got me anxious and hype simultaneously and it’s the best kind tbh lol
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i think one of the most disappointing things is to see that your childhood friends have grown up to represent the kind of people you're disappointed in
#had a friendship break up w like one of my entire friend groups of six ppl?#found out that one of the girls in our friend group had sent screenshots of our private conversation about smth I was hurt over#to a gc with our other friends (but not me ofc)#and they all proceeded to talk shit about me :// I swear the way my stomach dropped when the friend I was having the convo w#sent me screenshots of what our mutual friends were saying about me#she knew how much it would hurt me but still did it just to prove a point (though I'm certain she misrepresented our conversation + my word#to them considering she blocked out what she had initially said to them lol)#my stomach hasn't dropped like that since high school#which is exactly where I thought we left this kind of deceitful behaviour. like how are you guys twenty one and still sending screenshots#and talking bad behind only one (1) friend's back when you know she can't defend herself in that space#I immediately texted our collective gc to explain a text she had sent but failed to give context for#then told them if I'm as selfish as they say I will leave this friend group. and then I left that gc#I also texted two friends who I knew were talking shit and I sent them the screenshots that first “friend” sent and pointed out how#she blocked out what she said so I'm suspicious that she skewed our conversation so they (the two other “friends”) should be wary#I told them I understood it was fair game to stoop. this low considering neither of them tried to reach out to me to hear my side#or defend me + my privacy#for context: the original argument was me voicing out that I was upset bc that first “friend” had invited and planned with with our friend#group an event that landed on my birthday without checking in with me if I was planning to spend time with them that day#and she kept defending herself and saying she didn't know I'd plan smth (probably bc my bday is two months away lmao) and she said#the event they'd be attending is just as important and necessary as being there for my birthday?? it's literally just a party her brother#(who none of us are close to lol) is DJing at. and I brought up how I'm their close friend (not her brother) and it's not fair to call#it equally necessary. but I suspect she skewed what I said greatly considering all of our friends started calling me selfish and unfair#but yeah v v crazy and hurtful and just astonishing#salmaspeaks
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just wondering how writing atwmd is going atm due to the slower updates? absolutely NO pressure whatsoever write at your own pace im just wondering since ive been hurt one too many times by abandoned fics and atwmd is honestly genuinely incredible i love it sm youre so talented, again 0 pressure literally just wondering
i updated a week ago lol what is ur frame of reference for “slower updates”…like i get that i’ve been updating more slowly than when i originally started posting the fic but ive still been posting consistently 1-2 times a month for like the past 6 months and i regularly answer questions abt the fic on this blog + talk abt my plans 4 it so i’m not really sure why you’d be worried abt it getting abandoned.
#i get that u tried 2 word this nicely but like. what lol#again i work 2 jobs & am in school rn. of course i am no longer able 2 update as frequently…u do understand that like#writing a book in a year is an unusual thing to do. this fic is already 150k words#if ur worried abt getting ‘hurt’ by abandoned fics my advice is don’t read wips#ask#wfrau#sorry actually not done yet & anon this is not entirely on u but like. sometimes this fandom makes me feel crazy lmao#like am i already not updating unusually regularly & frequently?? is it normal now 4 people 2 be posting weekly or whatever??#like who is posting w such frequency & consistency that me only posting 1-2 times a month prompts questions like these. hello
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this is a test
#i’m bored i just wanna see how many words i can put in the tags like will it just keep going on forever or will they stop me like i know th#the tag limit is 30 ok so the iindividual tag limit is 140 characters that’s actually so rude i wanted to keep going forever and see how lo#g this could be but i guess we can do this 30 times ok what the flip should i talk about hm i was playing the guitar today but i rage quit#ause the song was hard and hurting my fingers! ermmmmm it was sunny ok this is boring let’s think of more exciting things to type hmmm acco#ding to all known laws of aviation- jk i’m not doing the bee movie script but can you imagine i think that would be funny hmmmmm words i lo#e podcasts so bad that’s a fact no one has ever know before my blog definitely isn’t all about audio dramas the people are definitely not a#ready aware of this jesus christ this is only the seventh one of these this is actually quite a lot of space i underestimated how much i ha#e to type btw there’s probably spelling mistakes in here somewhere or autocorrect has been annoying but i cba to retype anything so i don’t#care lolllllllllllll how do you feel about oscar malevolent i feel a normal amount actually (lie) yk what i really miss sam and colin alrea#y like i’m actually not okay i really hope we hear from sam again in s2 and also colin ngl i hope ur in the computers soz or not dead miss#im like a bastard my paranoid it king ok erm im running out of things to say um heartstopper s3 was crazy good i cried lmao i love gay peop#e so much it’s crazy i hope it gets renewed for s4 i need to reread the comics lowkey and the books they’re all so talented for being so yo#ng it scares me ngl !!!!!! the tmagp hiatus is getting to me slightly like february in reality is soon and not that far away for how podcas#ts go but seriously how am i supposed to live until then without knowing what happened. please colin be alive. ive only just realised i can#use fills stops. sorry that’s made everything a bit messy. i should’ve been doing this before. whoops. anyways. hi mutuals i love you all s#much i hope you enjoy my rambles and shitposts cause i enjoy yours very much! never think you’re being annoying i literally don’t care be a#annoying as you want posts as much as you want i am ur biggest fan <3 im getting a bit fatigued from typing like my mind is blank basically#now it’s just turned into a. stream of consciousness but i don’t really have any thoughts to put here idk if we’re halfway ermmmm omg it’s#lmost halloween how crazy is that time is flying by i kinda forgot it was october lmao. it’s wild how it’s basically almost christmas. like#what. that’s illegal. how is it wintertime again. what the flip. i miss summer already take me backkkkkkk. i hope my phone doesn’t crash or#smth cause i’ve not saved this as a draft and i cba to do any of this again. maybe i should save it. ok i will when i reach the next tag bc#ok it stopped me but i’ve saved it and holy jesus it’s a lot of text im just sat here giggling there’s really no point to any of this other#than me being bored sooooooooooooooooo (imagine if i just did the letter o for every character wouldn’t that be crazy) so wait there’s 140#haracters and 30 tags so what’s 30 x 140. someone hurry. i haven’t done maths lessons in two and a half years i’ve forgotten everything wai#let me get the calculator app ok im back it said 4100 characters so. i dont know how many words that roughly is but its. a decent amount. o#what the flip why am i wasting tag space with maths. i hate maths. my screen time has been actually soooooooooo bad recently like damn some#one put my phone in a block of ice please joshua gillespie style. my mind is running out of things to say. do i talk about myself. im james#im 18 which is weird cause wdym im an adult go away. ive run out of facts. i love podcasts and procedural dramas that stupid firefighter sh#w is my life unfortunately. i think chappell roan should be the queen of england instead of king charles. i dont like having a king cause#ho needs men in power not me. ok um this is the last tag equal rights for all. yolo. the time will pass anyways! thank u boredom ok bye gn:
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Okay so I got invited to go out to eat ice cream by this guy, and I assumed he meant with other friends too but now I'm not too sure anymore help
#cause he didnt mention anyone else and asked me what time i could go#and i was told by other friends they think we would be great together#he's That One Classmate's bestfriend 😭#i dont like him that way lmao#cause i like them nerdy but also fucking crazy. hes shy#usually he invites me and also invites other ppl separately thats how we always do it but the way he worded it has me a bit 🤠
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once thancred recovers enough to do his job again and they get over that First Time Back, post-ARR wolcred is just them hooking up whenever they're in the same place at the same time. which i'd assume is not that often, what with alphinaud dragging misha around for the crystal braves, and the newly summoned primals, and coils! and whatever else...
misha would take a lapse in action as an excuse to "go for a walk and get some air" (read as: teleport to ul'dah/revenant's toll and harass thancred for a night)
#nekh draws#ffxiv#art#nekh plays ffxiv#thancred waters#misha llied#wolcred#ffxiv wol#viera#slowly slowly getting through my sketch pile...#i haven't started 3.2 yet because i just have SO much art sketched and i know it'll do crazy things to me#i'm scared of it a little lmao#i don't even really care if these scenarios make sense as much anymore. i just want to draw them#do i fucking remember what thancred was doing in patches?#absolutely not. im making shit up#i'll catch myself getting too caught up in like. would thancred say this phrase with these exact words#i don't know this guy like that. who gives a fuck#if he's slightly out of character then that's just because he's my oc now /j#mishacred
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making friends is so hard why why why
#i really try so hard to put myself out there#my brain just doesn't function in a way that will let me be my full self around other people off the bat#i know most people aren't like that but#it just seems like it's so much easier for other people to even start and i'm like. 3 trillion steps behind#how do people know what to say and when to say it.#i always feel like i'm doing either too much#or not enough. no in between. and if i mess up or say the wrong words i feel like i've just ruined a potential friendship forever#i just feel like people think i'm crazy when i talk to them lmao#like. am i weird#maybe i am weird and they can see me pretending not to be#man idk#♡ dear diary…
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i like how barton went from being like... a hippie in terms of how he viewed sex in his early twenties, then kind of abstained from it for a few years / became sexually repressed, which... definitely isn't such a good thing. BUT then he became even more of a freak (and i do mean that in the good way this time LOL) around the time he started residency because WOW is that shit stressful. though that was also unfortunately around the time when he really started to spiral as well 😬 but we don't need to talk about that ahahhh
like the way this man learned how to express his sexuality REALLY came full circle in the end considering he was like 'yeah, back in the early days that i was in college, i was a freak. but now i'm not anymore... though do you want to see me do it again anyway?' like 💀 JSJSJ if he weren't so demented, i'd almost be inclined to say good for him, y'all LMAO feeling comfortable with your sexuality and perhaps even having a bit of fun with it (though maybe too much in barton's case, because he literally weaponizes it in order to lure in his victims. BUT once again, we don't need to talk about that right now psshhh. i actually fully intend on talking about that in the tags NGL) is more often than not a good thing after all
#OF MONSTERS AND MEN: musings.#nah but although i haven't really mentioned this before... when i first developed barton he had ALWAYS been kind of sexually repressed-#because he was sort of brought up by wesley to believe that it was one of those 'taboo' topics to the point where he had to get the talk-#from winslow and i'm not gonna lie i kind of find that WILD now LMAO because i mean like i said here a big part of how barton lures-#people in to eventually become his victims is through flirting with them and going on dates with them.#so like whenever i think about it now it didn't really make sense for barton to view sex as this 'hush-hush' topic bc he quite literally-#uses his sexuality to his advantage as i said here / weaponizes it. though expressing your sexuality isn't bad in and of itself OFC#the way in which he goes about doing it personally is just. Wellll not so good for lack of better words JSJSJ because barton is-#a serial killer whom has actually been sensationalized in the news (bc y'all know how terrible the news is when it comes to this stuff)-#into being called the 'heartbreak killer' because barton manipulates people and basically says exactly what they want to hear as well-#as makes himself as physically attractive as possible to voluntarily get his victims to come with him which is. yeahhh YIKES#but i can imagine that as soon as the news found out for the first time that his victim had last been reported to be going on a date-#with someone that they latched onto that and made it into a story that lacks the seriousness that something like that should-#always be treated with TBH because although they are just characters whenever it comes to the scope of their world they aren't and-#are living people so??? it's TOTALLY wack to be exploiting people like that to get views especially in a place like gotham where-#there's already enough craziness as it is without giving a serial killer a name that basically equates the murders to 'heartbreaks'-#which are definitely not on the same level at ALL but anyhow. i'm rambling now SKSKS#this isn't to say that barton always uses his sexuality to fulfill bad objectives bc like i said it isn't bad in and of itself -#though the fact that he does says something about him as a person since it's a rather sensitive thing for a lot of people you know?#and making people feel like they're wanted? when in actuality you just?? want to kill them??? it is severely messed up so yeahhh#tw: manipulation#tw: sex mention#tw: barton just being an asshole tbh
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if someone told me 5 years ago that i would be crying regularly because of a musical artist i would’ve thought they were insane
#guess who watched the 5.18 我以渺小爱你 fancams again 😭#its wild bc like. his singing is always so emotional and evocative right??#like no doubt he feels every word but its also highly related to his sheer skill/musicality#so when u actually see him *emotional* to the point where he has to stop singing for a moment…… 😭😭😭😭😭#ramble tag#i feel like i need to defend my honour here a little??? like ive never cared about an artist or celebrity on a personal level before#like i cannot emphasize enough how little i cared about celebrities/actors/artists/whatever#like?? okay theyre talented theyre doing their job theyre probably very privileged whats the fuss lol#and while i do understand it now i do still kinda feel the same way to an extent#so like???? how did i become a crazy fangirl now LMAO#4 years and more obsessed by the day ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ#zhou shen is just extremely extremely special#like??? i wouldnt even know where to begin
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