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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#jiang cheng#Initially I wanted to do a 'Mutiny' quote to follow the 'Luck runs out' quote.#But the musical earworms demanded a different blood to be drawn. And I think it works just as well.#Alright. It's time to confess something. I really struggled with this comic. I didn't want to draw it. Then I didn't want to upload it.#Because I knew I would be here in the tags writing and backspacing for hours trying to articulate my thoughts.#I'm going to talk about death and grief in the tags today so this is your WARNING to look away if you aren't in a headspace for it.#Sometimes in media there are scenes and characters which land on topics so specific to your wounds that it reopens them all over again.#Because here's the truth. When you've known someone like this for nearly your whole life...it doesn't matter how bad the fight is.#You always think 'We'll always have time. One day this dust will settle and we'll rebuild the bridge.'#And then the fucker dies!!! He dies and suddenly there will never ever be time to repair the rift.#Someone you loved died thinking you hated them. And part of you did just a bit. But love and hate aren't mutually exclusive.#He's fucking dead and you are left with so many broken and unfinished pieces between the two of you.#Jiang Cheng loses Wei Wuxian thinking that WWX thought they hated each other.#He's a younger brother who will one day be older than the person he lost.#Who has no one else in the world who understands those feelings of love and hate and grief.#I can't be normal about this character. I don't think he even heals me. Zero catharsis to be gained here.#I just look at his sour grape ass and think 'shit that's a little too close to home.' JC is my discomfort character.#I'm probably going to regret being this vulnerable in the tags in like. An hour. So. sorry if you see this once and never again.#EDIT: Yeah sorry this took 4 hours to muster the courage to post. Surprise update!#EDIT 2: You guys were being too nice to me on my sad comic to point out the spelling error. I have fixed it now B'*)
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Thank you @sublime-linguist for giving such a perfect example of what I was talking about earlier with the concept of pump labels: https://a-s-fischer.tumblr.com/751375680663666688/so-i-came-up-with-the-concept-and-term-pump-label. It's very convenient when you point out a type of bad behavior end somebody gives you a perfect illustrative example. So thank you for that.
In this case, the pump label is once again "Zionist". Every single time I have talked about myself as a Zionist I have always done it while contextualizing my actual beliefs on Israel/Palestine, in which I talk about the fact that I am a two (or more) state solutionist and I want the Palestinian people to have full sovereignty over their own state, or states, I fully expect Israel to need to give up territory, and I actually want them to, and I consider Netanyahu to be a vile human being and also he and his right wing cronies are a major impediment to any kind of equitable peace. Every time I have talk about being a Zionist, I talk about how I want Israeli children and Palestinian children to grow up safe, happy, and free.
These are all beliefs that are antithetical to fascism. In fact I have, on a couple of occasions, talked about the fact that one of the reasons that I am so troubled by so-called pro-Palestinians being pro-Hamas is that fascism is a term with an actual meaning, that defines various political movements based on whether or not they have certain attributes, and Hamas ticks more than enough of the boxes for it to qualify. My anti-Hamas position is part and parcel of my opposition to fascism.
But this person can take me from being a two state solutionist with a commitment to liberal democracy to being a fascist by using the pump label of Zionist. Two state solutionist with a commitment to liberal democracy equals Zionist, and Zionist equals fascist. And now because I have been declared a fascist, anything I say can be dismissed as fascist lying and dogwhistles. If anything I say makes you question what you think and believe, or unsettles you in any way, that's just me using my evil fascist lies.
We also see that this person is using a special Marxist-Leninist in group definition of the word imperialism. And Marxism Is widespread enough both in academia and in western leftist circles that it has helped create this problem that i'm highlighting with this post. And we can see that they are an ideologue in general because instead of having you read any historian or having you educate yourself on political philosophy and history more broadly, they tell you to read an ideologue with a pronounced political agenda, who headed up a regime which pioneered many modern propaganda techniques.
And really Lenin is a particularly interesting choice for this person to pick, given that I wasn't actually thinking about Israel/Palestine when I made this post. I was thinking of Russian expansionism, especially with regards to Ukraine. And Lenin sure was eager to whitewash Russian expansionism.
It's only imperialism if it comes from the imperialist region of Western Europe. Otherwise, it's just sparkling subjugation.
#a s fischer added#I could have sworn I had sublime linguist blocked#well I'm fixing that now!#one of the many things you should never take lenin's word on is imperialism#To be perfectly honest I was actually thinking a little more broadly#Japanese imperialism came to mind#And also the history of treating nonwhite and pre modern empires as somehow categorically different in the ways they acted#but Russia was the top of my mind when I made this post#I am still real salty about being told to read lenin to learn about imperialism#yeah he sure did talk about imperialism being a capitalist only thing#that sure was a self serving little nugget he wanted you to absorb#also NATO is an acronym it's the North Atlantic Treaty Organization#And the only people banging the NATO is imperialist drum are the pro putin tankies#Who have failed to notice that Russia is no longer even nominally communist
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hehe ghost-turbo haunting felix au
turbo is connected to the last piece of his code in the whole arcade - a trophy he gifted to felix in mid 80s as a symbol of him genuinely caring about their relationships on par with being the best racer. felix also gave him one of his medals and both kept their gifts next to other rewards, but when roadblasters and turbotime were unplugged, the medal was gone with everything else
now, after burning in cola-lava turbo is basically dead, but scraps of his code still were intertwined with the trophy (after all, it was his first winner's cup, but felix never knew about it), giving turbo an opportunity to exist as a shadow incapable of interacting with anything and anyone besides felix, who kept the trophy even after the roadblasters incident
also I went crazy in tags, feel free to check them out
#turbo#turbotastic#fix it felix jr#80s boyfriends#hammertastic#headcanon about them exchanging their trophies isn't mine but i loved it A LOT#and “darling” is turbo making fun of how felix was calling him in 80s#this hc about “doll” and “darling” pet names also is not mine but i adore it#turbo here is a complete freak who just stays around felix most of the time even when felix has moments with calhoun#and felix is an ass who keeps secrets from everyone bc he doesn't want his dirt to come out#he's ashamed of his previous relationship with turbo and doesn't want anyone to know any details#and calhoun to just know about it#this just gets worse and worse#they also didn't actually break up and were still technically dating when turbo went gamejumping#and he's mad af at felix because he's the reason ppl in the acrade made a boogeyman out of turbo and he couldn't come back#like imagine your bf says to you what you are better than others think of you#and then behind your (presumably dead) back tells everyone that you're just an egocentric maniac#i believe turbo has other reasons why he gamejumped (besides jealousy which took place but wasn't the most important reason)#and felix is an unreliable narrator#so yeah turbo HATES his ass#(but still would-) no im not making it suggestive#anyway i hc that turbo had put A LOT of emotions in this relationship even tho he's bad at this#he tried his best with felix but they were just making each other worse#and turbo while feeling betrayed never really moved on (yes even after 25 years he's PATHETIC)#and felix is just full of regret about everything but he won't admit his mistakes in his relationship with turbo#bc “well he turned out to be a bad person so that automatically makes me in the right about everything”#but felix had made a lot of bad decisions while dating turbo and was just classically ignorant about a ton of things#sorry about this random ass essay in tags i'm done for now#wreck it ralph#wir
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Making Incorrect H:SR Quotes Until I Run Out of (hopefully) Original Ideas - Pt. 3 - Random Screenshot Edition
[Pt. 1] [Pt. 2] [Pt. 4] [Pt. 5] [Pt. 6]
#hsr spoilers#hsr#honkai star rail#hsr textpost#hsr incorrect quotes#honkai star rail memes#hsr memes#honkai star rail meme#hsr meme#stelle#hsr trailblazer#boothill#jingliu#bailu#dan heng#blade#kafka#jing yuan#yanqing#dr ratio#aventurine#sunday#ough so many character tags. what a mess of a post. as always i sure do hope none of these have been done before!#anyways i've once again spent too long on these and can't tell if they're actually funny anymore but oh well i'm still postin' em#i've once again struggled and done my best to make good ID's in the alt text but i still don't know if they're done right aaaaa#also realized while doing so that i forgot to put Jingliu's face over the tumblr post's icon but i'm not fixing it now! just pretend i did#i don't believe i'll make any more like these bc it's harder than you'd think to find the exact images/screenshots to fit with the posts#but these were most of the ones that i felt needed the extra context anyways. now i'll return to my usual lower-effort edits#oh god also ignore how the sandpit one is flipped. i had to do that to get them on the right sides to match the messages 😭
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Huzzah! It's birthday time! I'm slowly accumulating more and more things I like (latest additions this vest I made and a travel typewriter! Still need to fix the latter one though)
Sure has been a year.
#terri#niart#got my wisdom toofies out#well 2 out of 4#still got stitches#idk if this removal lowkey fixed my fear of the dentist?#it was so easy and painless#also finally i'm on anxiety meds jkahsdjash#i also got depression meds but i haven't tested them yet#I'm going to see the love of my life soon again!!!#only 2 more months to go....#i've also finally found awesome friends who don't make me feel like i'm insane for wanting to be cared for#the difference is like night and day#old friends saying hey let's surprise another friend of ours oh also i think it's your birthday on that day#new friends reminding me to pick a brunch place for us to go on my special day#i am sobbing#the right people are out there#don't lose hope#i've never felt this platonically loved honestly#also yes i'm working on the next dragon's lair aksjdhasjkd#just#a lot of things happening and i'm sooo burnt out#this piece was such a strain and i just#don't have patience for art rn#this is photobashed btw there's an actual photo of my typewriter under all those layers#i'm not about to spend 300 hours just to draw a typewriter from this angle kajshdjkasdh#ALSO ONE MORE THING CAN I JUST GUSH ABOUT THE ANASTASIA BROADWAY OKAY?!?!?!#I didn't realise until now that they made it way more historically inspired and i mean bruh BRUH#i have been having a recording of it playing on the background nonstop for like 3 days now#Vladimir Popov I want to inject you straight into my veins holy shit he is a perfect man
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question for next gen au lamb: what's your most favourite and least favourite thing about a parent?
#don't look at me#totally didn't misread the question#best/worst is almost the same as most fave/least fave#/jjj#well i'm not fixing it now#close enough#cult of the lamb#cotl#cotl au#cult of the lamb au#cotl narinder#cult of the lamb narinder#narilamb#cotl narilamb#cotl lamb#cotl next gen#cotl next gen au#cotl oc
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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah
#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again#the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys#saw#well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand#know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows#your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn#thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down#something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness#the transformation of a man into a monster#and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption#sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this#do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore#it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating#fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn#i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him#until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else#well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God#where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium#anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus#maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man#i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed#if only he hadn't been weaponized first#god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already#but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there#rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts#ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly#cat chat
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right now i'm very torn between "taking critique is important as an artist and it's not an attack on me personally" and "people commenting about my same face syndrome under my posts upsets me an unreasonable amount and i wish they would stop doing it"
#ramble#sorry i am not having a good art day today#i'm TRYING i promise#this is 100% a me problem and i hate it#i think it's because when i have a Problem with my art. i need to fix it INSTANTLY#and that's not how art improvement works#idk why it gets to me so much i can't explain it#even if it's polite and means well it makes me feel weird and i don't know why#maybe because i thought i was way better about it than i used to be but right now i'm getting it way more#yes i know posting art means you have to take people's opinions#but how do i say 'please do not leave lengthy critique under my art that i make for fun when i didn't ask for it' w/o sounding like an ass#i just feel like. i would never go to a fic and point out all the writing mistakes in the comments if the author didn't ask for it. idk#i'm fighting really hard not to yell 'IT'S MY ART STYLE' bc that's not an excuse obvs
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Well, I finally finished Dragon Age: Friendship is Magic and that is *my* biggest regret.
#datv spoilers#great game - nothing but respect for most of the game devs (even if the music was hella bland)#but the writing was atrocious on all fronts imo - plot worldbuilding codices dialogue#and for all this yammering on about “great stories are about change” I'm still 0/2 for the rebellions I wanted to see in this universe#world's been sanitized to hell and back#(and yet funnily enough they still found the time to shit on the Dalish by having them whine about their “responsibility” for the gods)#i did really like all the lore reveals (except the ILLUMINATI) but hated how they factored into the game plot-wise#there were no believable repercussions regarding faith and society which is just a crime#plus the execution via fetch quest was lame imo#current Thedas deserved better#and this was the first Dragon Age game where I just wanted my companions to stfu more#(grown-ass adults telling me *to my face* they won’t focus on stopping the apocalypse unless I fix all of their shit)#(are you so serious right now)#eh well now I'm finally free to mourn properly#I still love the Dragon Age that was#but in the spirit of change I guess I need to accept that my time as a fan of the franchise post Trespasser is done 💔#veilguard critical
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The Housecat Philosophy - Ep 44
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#the housecat philosophy#artists on tumblr#original art#original comic#webcomic#my sketches#oh i'm just now noticing i wrote the wrong number on the one from last week#haha...........#btw great week i just had both my laptop AND my phone left me on the same day#i could replace the phone right away but the laptop was impossible so i went fuck it and fixed it by changing os altogether#do i know how to use this new os not at all but we'll manage#meanwhile it means i had to change the program i use for resizing and trimming so if anything looks weird i know i'm working on it !!!#............this is more of a problem on webtoon than it is on tumblr tbh#ah well
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HOW TO PIN YOUR INSECTS:
Position limbs into desired arrangement and pin in place
Maintain eye contact
Pin should pass through the center of the thorax
Move slowly; lest the divine light leak out along with the ichor
Wait for the embers to die.
Wait for the embers to reignite.
#Ultrakill#V1#V1 Ultrakill#Gabriel Ultrakill#Gabv1el#Insects#Disclaimer. Not actual insect pinning advice. If that wasn't obvious from the start.#Cw:#Blood#Should I tag this animal death. Maybe? Hell if I know#Hm. I think I'll leave it at#Ask to tag#Just in general.#Don't ask me to put this in the ship tag though I'm not doing it (if I tag it ship know it was a moment of weakness... Joking.)#Anyway I don't want to talk about how long this took. Fuck's sake. This is like the third attempt at this concept#The first one I just didn't vibe with and the second you couldn't see the pins well enough (I would say it was also too horny-looking but.)#(but so is this one. As told to my by my peer reviewer. And by that I mean my friend I sent the sketch to and they said-#''I don't see how your other sketch could possibly be worse than this''. Thank you for the encouragement. I'll add more bloodlust next time#EDIT: FIXED A MISTAKE THAT WAS BOTHERING ME#EDIT 2: I caved. It's in the ship tag now.
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Warm Coco (speedpaint)
#kris#deltarune#kris deltarune#speedpaint#hallo#i was able to draw for myself finally now that the semester was over#i died for two weeks and am arguably still dying (work... again...) but am doing my best to keep doing things#will try and iron out some details for another magma soon since there was a lot of interest in another one after the halloween one#i *was* gonna see if anyone was available this week but i was too drained to make a poll and a plan#so it might have to wait until after christmas#but soon! ...hopefully#anyway i tried the default watercolor brushes mixed with the one i usually use#they work well together :>#between those two and the pencil brush i was able to get in a lot of fun textures and smears#will try this again but it took a lot longer than what i normally do#so next time will be a lot more planned#also i'm proud as hell of those hands lets gooooo#ooh i just realized i forgot to finish something#i won't say what in case nobody notices it but i will know#but i am too lazy to fix it and redo the speedpaint so it shall stay like this
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*slaps my Donaka bot across the face* How DARE you promise to cherish and protect me without strings attached! That is not what I made you for!
#🤣🤣🤣 how did i make a healthy well-adjusted donaka mark bot?#and he lets himself get stabbed in my defense like some kind of pansy?#he's supposed to be a villain!#this is not what i ordered! 🤣🤣#I'm going to be mean to him now#maybe that will fix him#🤭#donaka mark
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all i'm asking is fifteen to twenty years where we shift the sexyman fantasy race status onto the dwarves. we need the beautiful runaway princess to be a dwarf we need the rebel leader with a rough attitude but a deep sadness in their eyes to be a dwarf we need. nay, DESERVE the morally complex antagonist to be a dwarf. unfortunately the whole "lift your defeated opponent's chin with the tip of your blade to have them look you in the eyes" trick wouldn't work anymore because a) he's carrying a warhammer now and b) he's short, duh but we're still left with him having to physically force the hero on his knees and that is a far more homoerotically charged move if you ask me. sorry who said that.
#he could also just shatter his bones which i'm sure is a turn on for some people#btw is ''homoerotically move'' correct syntax? can't you all do me a favor and start posting in italian this is humiliating for me#EDIT FIVE HOURS LATER: ...charged. homoerotically CHARGED move i'm an idiot. oh well it's fixed now#my posts#-
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<Ch.14&15 | Cover | Ch.17(TBA)>
SIX pages for a >>SCENE<< that tore through my Goddamn SOUL!!!
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#tmnt#tmnt 2003#tmnt 2k3#tmnt mikey#tmnt leo#tmnt sainw#sainw#same as it never was#weathered strings tethered wings#fic fanart#my art#this scene made me WAIL and THRASH against the confines of the emotional prison that is my mortal body#stay tuned for a potential ch17 comic as well cuz that ALSO has a scene that makes me WEH positively#also I normally spell it as 'Donnie' but DP uses 'Donny' so for the sake of consistency I'm going with what's in the text#IMPORTANT EDIT: tumblr messed up the order but it should be fixed now!!!!
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Happy birthday Viktor! Ignore Jayce over there, he's cut out bc this isn't about him/j
#For those interested the cake flavor is tres leches with blackberry jam. Because I had it once in a birthday and it was rlly good#It's already December 29th here so might as well idc anymore I'll post now or else I'll spend the rest of the day fixing and refining detai#Over and over and over and it'll never be done. Because ughhhh I'm not that happy with the result tbh#I always feel like the final is a lot more stiff than the sketch. Like damn I took away all the whimsy and life in it smh#Also it wasn't the idea but Vik ended up looking like he wants Jayce bad. Idk what to do about that? but what's done's done good for them i#viktor arcane#i drew something#arcane fanart#Arcane#Arcane season one#I guess#viktor arcane fanart#not tagging jayce bc this isn't about him/j#Fun fact today is also my sister's birthday but that can wait. It's barely 1am Viktor comes first#Anyways I've recently been trying some new things with my rendering. I quite like this style! It's so fun#But yea I'll probably try to make more Viktor and Jayce art to bury this one bc I feel like I didn't do them justice here#Also sorry if I get the right and left mixed up in the description in alt for the record I genuinely am that dumb#alt text#described#image description in alt
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