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Week one of keenswimmers2023
Prompt: Dystopia/Utopia.
I personally decided to do Dystopia and I know I am late but I can explain-
No actually I can't...dosen't matter, It's there.
I uhm decided to do a world were Gunmar broke free in season one and actually killed Jim. Strickler obviously was shocked but we all know that season one him is a ...well...kind of a dick, wich means he "got over it"...until he realized how fucked up this actually is.
He did keep his promise tho, he protects Barbara. He eventually tells her that he is a changeling but he bends the truth how he needs it to be. Strickler leaves Gunmar after finding out that he will kill every human and he decided (after veeeeery looooong thoughts) that Barbara is more worth than his selfish plans.
Barb would eventually find out the truth after Strickler left Gunmar for her and he tries to survive or at least he is trying to keep her alive. Barb can't forgive him. She wonât forgive him.
How does it end...? They both probably die...
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Anyways have fun with this :D
Close up from them just bc:
And yes...Barb has a stick...she couldnât find her broom.
Ohhh and did Strickler broke off one of his horns? Yes he did. Wanna know how? Gunmar did it after Strickler refused to tell him were he hides Barbara.
Barb's scars are easier to see but Walt tends to jump infront of her. He fights for her as long as his body works.
He gives her food and water as much as she needs and takes what's left or eats trash. He refuses to sleep, to watch over her. He holds himself awake as long as nessecary until his body can't take it.
:D
#trollhunters#walter strickler#toa strickler#barbara lake#toa trollhunters#stricklake#stricklander#strickler#waltolomew stricklander#tales of arcadia#keenswimmers2023#stricklake month#week one: Dystopia or Utopia#well I guess I said everything#hope you like it tho#I put my soul into it..-#I try to be more in time next week#but anyways#luv you <3#And love them *-*#hope you like the trauma#And I mean we all love Stricklake angst/trauma and suffer#Oh and Barb falls in love with him and he tells her the truth right after their first kiss in troll form#He slaps him and basically tells him to fuck off#Strickler trys to explain himself but how could he ever explain that he was actively at fault for her sons death#well and the rest is on you ;)#adds to this story line are appreciateed#give me the whole trauma#come on make me cry with all the dark adds to the story that you come up with
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what kind of underwear do you think Erik and Charles wear (i'm not asking this to see them half naked) ((please believe me)) (((PLEASE)))
My Personal Belief is charles is a briefs guy while erik's a trunks guy. trunks/briefs kinda couple because i can
and idk just a lil bonus or somethin. as i do.
#nsft#probably. again A Promotion Would Be In Order From Me Personally but WHATEVER.#cherik#im too tired to tag everything ok this post'll find its people#snap sketches#not too tired for a tag ramble tho eUUGGHHH#i HAVE to post the second bit now or ill be editing it all night and for what. i will live#and my silly ass said i wouldnt draw that reading idea. well guess what im a LIAR who LIES.#i do wanna revisit that proper tho .. at least draw em by the fireplace someday but anyway#i think the funny thing is i had like. plans to draw charles in purple briefs just cause he wore them once and i chortled Unreasonably#so here we are. youll have to forgive me my friend i have a condition called If I Get An Excuse To Draw I Will#it is a very serious condition cause i need to SLEEEEPP truly and honestly locking in later i HAVE to#leaving all of you with this for the next idk twelve hours thats crazy#all i want to do is draw but i feel my eyes . Getting Weird and i have exams so i guess i should be a responsible person and sleep#i actually have a lot i need to catch up on so like. i prob wont be back on until this weekend when im Hopefully more free#'snap didnt you say that last night' I HAVE TO BE SERIOUS THIS TIME i got a lot. so i will see everyone saturday Hopefully#please give me the strength to focus for once thank you#for now good night everyone !!! please enjoy my doodlings from today. yesterday. i must not make any more for now
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Hiiiiii your chara & frisk are two of my favorites, 10/10 very blorbo of them to be rendered in your art style
If that made any sense, I really like your art! Okay byee, have a nice day/afternoon/night!!
Ahh wow, thank you so much!! I'm really glad you like them!! :D This made me realize I haven't drawn them in a bit so here's a little sketch I did!
Well um. It was supposed to be a sketch but then I liked it and wanted to color it. You know how it is. They're reading together, but Chara can't stop complaining about how poorly-written the characters are or something, and Frisk can barely hold in their laughter, either because of how bad the book is, or the fact that Chara's so passionate about bashing it.
Anyway, I hope you have a nice day/afternoon/night as well!! :]
#ask#idrawgaystffs#my art#undertale#chara dreemurr#frisk dreemurr#chara#frisk#chara's corporeal here because. well. because I said so. I was gonna draw them as a ghost but I liked it better this way.#sorry for turning your ask into an art post by the way I didn't mean to do that lol. I was just like. 'oh I'll draw something for this ask'#'because I think it's cute when other people answer asks like this with little doodles'. and then I accidentally added colors and shading#and everything. ahh. such is the life of an artist I guess?#silly :3#I like the cat alarm clock thing. I think that was a very epic idea on my part.
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Starlo should be Clover's dad
Why? Because â
1) Both dress into cowboy-themed attire to feel braver/more important than they are
2) Clover, instead of a regular kid, wants to feel like a hero; Star, instead of a regular farmer, also wants to feel like a hero
In reality, Star is not the tough guy he pretends to be. His optimism, protectiveness and caring nature make him a hero though.
In reality, Clover started off as a scared kid who became more confident and skilled thanks to Flowey's resets. Their heroism comes from their forgiving and selfless nature and the hidden courage they got the chance to explore.
2) Both acted childish during a dangerous situation Clover came down the mountain with a toy gun so that it would bring them comfort/they'd feel more in control of the situation (if you remember, Frisk refused to play with Asriel's toys in UT, saying how they're "too old," and I assume Frisk and Clover are the same age).
Starlo brought a fake gun before confronting Clover in genocide, just to feel cool.
3) Both not only value justice, but base it on compassion
Clover's entire mission was to bring justice (avenge the kids), but along the way changed that mindset (in pacifist). Star says how him and his posse aren't bandits, tests Clover's sense of justice and morality with the trolley problem, and wants to give Ceroba a second chance despite her actions.
4) Starlo's got protective fatherly instincts
5) fatherly pride
8) a lot of monsters associate Clover with the Dunes/Wild East
9) oh and... Starlo referred to the Wild East as Clover's.... home. Twice.
he could have easily said 'Wild East'
... get the adoption papers.
#uty#undertale yellow#starlo uty#uty starlo#uty clover#clover uty#no i don't see him as their big brother#or cool uncle#just their dad#i'm crying#i can just hope clover got revived after the barrier was broken#and they got to live a happy life with their pa#dadlo#just look at them#JUST LOOK#I mean I can't imagine anyone else taking on this role for Clover#Dalv is responsible but I think he enjoys his solitary life too much#Martlet means we'll but she's still young and scatterbrained#As for ceroba? I don't think she's mentally ready to raise another child after...#well... everything#Plus crestina wants for star to settle down#Well guess what now you have a grandchild#I forgot about the time orion said to Clover about clover: âmust be one of those wild east folkâ#And the time star told his kid: âmake yourself at homeâ
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Iâve never said this before because I think Master of Puppets was a great song choice for the Upside Down concert, but I was really hoping that it was gonna be Rainbow in the Dark by Dio.
#I thought it fit with the theme of the show#but I also thought that Will was going to play a bigger role in the finale and that everything would tie back to him#so maybe it doesnât fit the themes as well as I thought it did#also I had three guesses prior to the episode of what the song was gonna be and my Metallica pick was for whom the bell tolls#also Iâm not a big Metallica fan so I was kinda hoping theyâd go with something else#but like I said. good song choice. no complains about it
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Wip
#wip#I finished the panels and speech bubbles so Iâm taking a break to get an ice cream sandwich then coming back to do lineart#Honestly the worst thing about making these comics is that I canât depict some of the stuff I really want to depict#Bc decent storytelling requires restraint#But I think a lot about everything and so I put an unnecessary amount of thought into this shit that I canât reasonably add to the comic#Without making it feel out of character or just sorta tonally weird (admittedly I feel like I stretch it too thin as it is)#The reason I do these besides just bc I like making them and itâs fun is bc I am fascinated with Chilchuck as a character#And I have a very specific idea of his life based on the crumbs Ryoko Kui leaves us#Which I wanna. Like. Force other ppl to witness I guess đ#But character exploration without any proper storytelling to frame it is boring to me#like I might as well just write it all out in an essay at that point#Anyways all that to say that I am annoyed that my comic about what Chilchuck saw when he said he saw his dad on the other side#Doesnât leave room for me to show that I think his dads death indirectly led to Meijack being born and clarify why and how I think that hap#And that the whole sequence of events there is too long and unrelated to reasonably fit into those little extras I do sometimes
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do you think the reason agathaâs trial felt weird is because she was the only one who did not actually buy into the mythos of the road since she knew the truth? like that was why no perspective change and all the other reasons why people thought it was a fake trial
#agatha all along#aaa spoilers#txt#i really liked the idea behind how the witches road came to be#like showing her and nicky coming up with the lyrics and everything#but i felt like there was a lot of these last two episodes that felt weird or jarring#i think thatâs partly the fault of it being such a short run time for the whole show in general (tbh thatâs probably like most of it)#but there were just also weird choices? idk#like jenâs big declaration about protecting them in honor of Lilia or w.e and then just.. flying off to nowhere??#or the way Both billy and agatha kept switching how they felt about each other with like every sentence#I did really like her thing where she helped him get tommy a body though#and her and rios vibes were off too. like it felt like there should have been a little more build up before they fought after the road?#like when they were still talking on the road it felt like they could have done more with it#just like jen getting her powers back could have been more#or billy standing up for agatha could have been more#billyâs homecoming and attempting to banish agatha too#I liked that his parents were there but it was so quick and then he just.. leaves again?? no problem?? and I guess theyâre fine with it now#like it felt like the things they did well. they did really well#while everything else felt.. idk.. kinda flat?#which honestly was the same feeling I had after watching agathaâs trial episode#honestly this show need at least another 3 or 4 episodes if not more#and I know people are going to make this all about agatha and rio but i really donât think thatâs the issue#i do think the story could have benefited more from showing more of their actual backstory or a few more interactions with them or just#like i said earlier done more with what they had. again that scene on the road before rio dips could have been used way more effectively#and I donât mean in like having them be soft or lovey like I know a lot of people wanted (never be against that) but I donât think it was#needed.. but Something was??#i feel like overall what everyone went through on the road didnât actually truly effect them or change them?#like jen left. agatha and rio were like back to liek the road never happened. everyone else but billy is dead#i think the only person who was truly changed was maybe billy?#which makes the whole journey feel so unsatisfying? like things could still have ended the same while still showing them changed? idk
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I can't believe people give advice that's basically "be less stressed". How can I explain to you that I've been scared of walking down the stairs since I learned to walk and I get an intrusive thought every time I cross a road. And then I have a lot more, actually real and important stuff to be anxious about!!
#like 90% of my intrusive thoughts are about me being harmed instead of the other way around#which i guess can be better than the alternative cause i question my morality less and stuff#like i went through the harmful yo others intrusive thoughts most of my childhood and it's kind of switched at some point#but now i am. unimaginably stressed by. everything#like sometimes i feel like im actually going crazy because how many times can you#live out your own death or have thoughts of great harm being donw to you. its just an insane feeling#whatever i was just thinking about a talk i had with one doctor#who asked me if i have a lot of stress in my life and when i said yes#she said âwell you should become less stressedâ#thanks girlie#ok sorry for using this post to vent about my intrusive thoughts but they suck ass and i can#never talk to anyone about them#god if i ever said more than a sentence about them I would feel so crazy
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when i was in high school, a split second seeing one of my classmates do a warm up stretch before a dance performance kickstarted my queer awakening. i think it fits for azul with jamil, too đ
#twisted wonderland#jamiazu#cereal tries to draw#azul ashengrotto#jamil viper#ashenviper#twst#i think i said this the other day but. i needed to doodle it#it's. i should be asleep. but i'm not . â¨â¨â¨#i still remember lol it was like#very quick. and like a very generic stretch#but it was finally that moment that clicked in my brain like#'woah wait okay hang on i think. that feeling i had was maybe not so heterosexual O-O'#and then i had to just have that in my head the rest of the day while we were all out on like#an arts performance day lol#like HANG ON AM I EXPERIENCING SAME SEX ATTRACTION well anyway time to go sing w/the chorus đś#azul canonically can sing i guess. jamil dances and also sings. art imitates life đ#i dont want to connect with azul đ but i do like making everything about jamiazu teehee!!!
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mfs start crushing on a matsuno and begin to lose itâ
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#i did not feel well yesterday so i just finished this since it's been sitting in my wips for a hot minute#kuroba only realizes they have a crush on kara after he comes back from hell and then gets hit w/ the whole ->#'' we went to hs together and he was my crush in 2nd year '' thing right after that so. they're really going through it.#note about the '' confession '' : it takes place after kara finally remembers who kuroba is and they finally talk shit out#at the end of it kuro's still berating themself a bit for being kinda childish about everything and says that offhandedly#it was not an intentional confession. they don't even realize what they actually said until they get back to the shop#meanwhile kara's left going whaa???? huuuh????? for the next 48 hours#they do give him an actual straight forward confession after they go on a date together. guess where they go. đ#god i need to write the kurokara lore out already i have so much of it just chilling in my head#osmt#osomatsu-san oc#yumematsu#mj ocs#oc : kuroba#ship : kurokara#đ°ď¸ : scheduled
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what is his deal ???
#p4g#persona#art tag#unfortunately i have no new meme material as i havent played in months#still stuck at the end of may i think#but like... i have so little motivation to play#persona writing and mystery solving doesnt really mesh well lmao#idk maybe this guy is nothing but like#i laughed so damn hard when he said that line#like who do you think you are mate a velvet room attendant??#also the fact that the game tells you to solve a mystery so im paying extra attention to everything#only to find bits of writing REALLY stupid#like it's trying too hard to throw you a red herring or sth#i cant just sit back and watch the characters solve the mystery if they're being so blatantly stupid about it#i have half a mind to draw out all the bit i hate#like why tf did this guy have a voiced intro when this is clearly an old game where they probs only did the necessary stuff#it's probs unfair that im reading the meta as well but like... it's just right in my face i cant ignore it!!#anyway my yu has to take matters into his own hands#but can he even trust himself??? WHAT IF IT'S ME#lmao ded anyway idk guys guess i just have to play it out
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This is going to sound so stupid but I only today realised that a significant number of people like....look down on retail & service industry work.
#Nothing like happened i'm just listening to Debt by David Graeber & thinking about things#Remembering when my coworkers wife was working in a cafe while she finished her masters#And I was like - ah I like that cafe! Does she like the work?#& he scathingly said#'well. its cafe work'#I feel stupid! This should be obvious!! I know people treat service industry workers like shit!#I guess my mammy - who raised me on her wages from 5 jobs at a time including everything from#Cross border peace development work to cleaning bedrooms in a b&b -#Simply did too good a job teaching me that any job worth doing is worth doing well. Has inherent dignity. Etc.#Also I have many friends who prefer being baristas to like. High paid lab work#Also i'm from a rural area where farm work is considered the Real Work& everything else is just filling in the gaps#And I grew up surrounded by teachers & civil servants & nurses who would pull a few shifts at a bar or hotel to make ends meet#So. I never really computed that some of this work is considered lesser.#tthat the people who do it are consdjered lesser by some.#And not just by outrageous snobs. By like. Average ppl with jobs that they can sit down in#This is blowing my mind I need a minute#Me Fein
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âhikaruâ & yoshiki but theyre nennetti
cishet boy best friends behavior nothing to see here đ
#tshd#the summer hikaru died#hikaru ga shinda natsu#yoshiki tsujinaka#hikaru indou#yoshiki x hikaru#sardigna#idk if i should translate it#i feel like itd ruin the joke#oh well !#âyo bro you lowkey stink like shitâ âwhat the fuck r u talking abtâ âyes dude u smell like u havent washed in agesâ#âoh gtfo. like what can i do abt that now ?â âidk. btw not to be like gay or anything but ur literally cool (handsome) af broâ#this made me realize how many concepts n phrases can be reduced to a single word in sardinian. damn#btw. ânenniâ r like. the gangster wannabes of sardinia or wtvr. specifically of cagliari#idk how to translate âcessâ its like âjeezâ i guess but not really. most of these words cant really be translated accurately#im gnna try 2 translate them#oja = hey / ouch / ow / aw; nenno = i said it earlier but also technically it just means dude / bro; fraghi = you stink (frago = stink);#tagazzu ses narendi = what the fuck are you saying; eja = yes; lillo = nenno slang for dude / bro; caddozzo = someone whos unclean / unkept#bairindi = get out; intzĂ = various meanings but generally its âand now ?â or âso what ?â; abboh = a variation of âbohâ so it means âidkâ;#cess = cant really be translated ? most similar to jeez but not really ? variation of âcessuâ which is the exclamation âjesus !â;#âcaghineryâ = đŹ /đŹgotry ; togo = cool / handsome & its mostly used for guys but also js in general for things#also keep in mind that i dont rlly speak a singular dialect due to my family n friends but i think everythings in cagliaritan dialect here#also bairindi can be used as a variation of âwtf r u sayingâ n âgo fuck urselfâ ig#and eja is also just in general an affirmation. like someone could tell u âim gonna go nowâ and u could reply âejaâ to mean âgot itâ
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You know... it's okay to trust your body. If you are separated from your body to such an extent you feel you cannot trust it, I truly from the bottom of my heart empathize and feel grief for you, but you can trust your body.
It's okay to listen to your body and to heed what it is telling you. I wish you (and your body) well wherever you go. You deserve the peace of mind to feel able to do what you want.
#positivity#mental health#mental health support#gentle reminders#this is something i struggle with myself so that's why i said i empathize (well... i guess as much as you CAN empathize)#(because even if you have gone through the same thing... it's not going to look the same as somebody else going through that)#(and while it can be valuable to express empathy it doesn't mean you truly 'get it' from the other person's point of view)#i struggle sometimes not to feel like my body is fucking with me because sometimes i expect it to function at bare minimum#or i just assume that when it is in debilitating pain that it's just... somehow to fuck with me and i am cognizant that this isn't true#i am cognitively aware that the body isn't Specifically Designed to have a Fuck With You mode even if it feels like it#but my experiences with disabilities and general unwellness made it easy for me to alienate myself from my body#in order to preserve myself i felt the need to separate myself from every flaw (or 'flaw') i have#so when people are confused about why you could mistrust your /own body/ it's stuff like this that can somewhat illustrate it#i think we don't really talk about this but i think it's more common than i would assume#(mostly based on the There Are Eight Billion People principle)#hm making this also makes me realize that abuse absolutely plays into how i mistrust my body. hm.#mistrust in your body feels like self-protection and self-preservation in this weird and almost twisted way (at least in my experience)#but then you start mistrusting *everything* and nothing feels... GOOD or NORMAL anymore#i'm going to play mahjong about this đŤĄđ
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he's so pretty
#i wonder who this is about#def not suna that's fs#(it's abt suna)#the only thing getting me thru this nyc trip is thinking abt him#my no. 1 tip is when u feel anxious just think abt ur cc being there w u#works everytime#getting my blood drawn? definitely saw haji/oikawa there w me#real men suck!!!#suna nendoroid please save me#i will buy him all the chuupets#new motivation unlocked#work to get money 2 buy suna chuupets#i've never abbreviated sm in my life i'm so tired but i must profess my love to the world#i don't even know how i end up in the tags it's like i'm hiding from the my actual post on the tag screen yk LMAO#i love suna#the longest contract was so cute omg#ALSO LMK SAY THIS HERE đđ PROBABLY LIKE 3 PEOPLE SAID NO TO A WRITING PROMPT EVEN WHICH IS SUCH A MINORITY#but my head really goes âwell then i guess no one would care u should not do a prompt eventâ#no i'm def going to i'm already thinking out prompts LMAOO#spilling out all my thoughts rn#ALSO IT'S OK TO SAY NO I JUST OVERTHINK EVERYTHING I TOTALLY GET IT#ness' brainvomit <3
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as much as i dislike a lot of the backstory re-writes in darkest dungeon 2, i still think it's cute that plague doctor loses stress when she sees her professor cough up blood. you can take the freak actions away from the scientist but you cannot take away the freak behaviour.
#to head this off at the curve. 'pd frankensteins her professor in dd2 how is that not freak action' well you see#the original comic heavily implies she tested poisons on him and then dissected his body once he died to check the results#and i miss that version of her so much#anyways. enabled cheats on my game file so i could increase the anim speed by 1.5x and it's now way more bearable to sit through#i hear that the game is a lot more fun once you unlock everything so. im brute-forcing it#that said. i will never forgive red hook for. so many of these writing choices. and honestly also the game design choices#not even going to get the dlc. the hasty add-in crusader is nothing to me. red hook you should AT LEAST stick to your guns and keep him MIA#BUT LIKE WHATEVER. good for the crusader fans i guess#i get to see jester do his gay little poses whenever he gets buffed so i guess we all have our own wins#beepbeep.txt#darkest dungeon
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