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Friendly reminder that this was Dean's first smile in heaven. Not when he saw Bobby, not when he told him about his mother or father, Dean's FIRST SMILE in heaven was when he heard Cas was there. That's when he finally showed any happinessâ„¢ at all
#destiel#spn#dean winchester#cw spn finale#spn 15x20#supernatural#deancas#dean x castiel#dean winchester loves castiel#dean and cas#spn angst#friendly reminder#spn s15#screaming crying throwing up#yeeting myself off a cliff#this man had so many adventures before and after getting to that damn bridge#we just haven't seen any of it (yet?)#castiel#cas
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hi.
#i know most of you didn’t even realize i was gone#but man…#my mental health was like in a state of 📉📉📉 in the past 30 days like we love being mentally ill and fucking insane <3#it was mostly bc i panicked and started obsessing over possible water damage in my flat kind of out of nowhere#like it started when my landlord came to check my bathroom bc my downstairs neighbours had water stains on their ceiling back in july#which had been caused by their shower curtain apparently but i was already spiraling when my landlord told me so i was sure it was my fault#i was assuming it was bc of me bc i had sometimes been spilling some of my bathwater and i was like WHAT IF IT HAS GONE THROUGH THE FLOOR?#and it didn't help that it has been hot af and very humid in my apartment LIKE WELL OVER 25 DEGREES AND 60% HUMIDITY#anyways i couldn’t shake this not matter what i tried and my fucking insane brain made me think i was going to get arrested for like#flooding the whole building or for causing some sort of mold infestation#i had SO MANY panic attacks; i wasn't able to sleep; i wasn't able to eat; i was on edge and panicky basically 24/7 so fun fun fun :D#and i kept waking up in the middle of the night and HAD to go check my walls or the space below my kitchen#it was compulsory like i couldn't not get up and go check and tbh i would've thrown out all of my furniture if i could've to check for mold#(and shhhh i know how fucking insane this sounds but having a mentally ill brain that's anxious all the time does suck ass sometimes 🥲)#(the worst thing about it tho was that i was SO AWARE of how insane about this i was being and yet i couldn't stop losing my mind over it)#(also i was so ready to move tf outta here bc i couldn't handle being triggered 24/7 which is why my mom let me stay with her last week )#i was so out of it that i couldn't even let myself do the things i usually enjoy... like at all#like watching my shows or spending any ungodly amount of time on tumblr... or replying to messages i got from people who i love#ig this goes to show HOW bad this actually was for me mentally bc usually tumblr and my shows are like my safe place#anyways we finally had a leak detection dude come over today and we had him check the water levels in my walls#and he said everything is fine and he specifically told me i should stop worrying about any water damage BC THERE IS NO WATER DAMAGE#he also said that the weather has just been insanely humid this year so it's not surprising that the humidity levels are higher than usual#i’m still a bit scared about some possible mold but ig this is good enough for now#i am aware how ridiculous this must sound for anyone who's reading this now but couldn't let it go not even with meds so let me live pls :(#TLDR I WAS GOING THROUGH IT BUT I AM BACK I THINK AND I AM MOST LIKELY GOING TO START BOTHERING YOU WITH MY GIFS AGAIN <3#AND I JUST REALIZED I HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN ANY OF THE HEART KILLERS STUFF YET ASIDE FROM ONE OR TWO PICS LIKE :(#OH AND I NEED TO START WATCHING SUMMER NIGHT ;_;#sabrina talks#@AIRENYAH GIRL I AM SO SORRY I WILL PROBABLY REPLY TO YOUR MESSAGES LATER TODAY OR TOMORROW MORNING ;_;<3
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obviously in homura matoba does natori a huge favor (though it also comes with perks for himself) but there's another way to look at it. if in miharu natori was offering to help matoba bear his burdens, it doesn't seem that matoba took him up on that. he sat on the bench of i hate my life and dissociated about it, because so much would have to be different for him to accept that offer in the way it was being offered. he would have to be different. but natori coming to him in the homura arc and saying i need you, now we're talking. other than when they first met and matoba said he was looking for people he can use, since he got to know natori what he's been saying is use me use me use me. but all natori has done is reject him, even when it clearly makes natori weaker and less able to meet his goals. as the clan leader matoba has so many people he can (and does) use. and the dynamic that he has with those people is not the one he wants with natori, nor the one natori was offering in miharu. but if natori uses him? that's different. that's a reciprocation of sorts, a bid for connection. that's natori reaching out and saying, i see you, i value you, we can be equals.
#the thing is that i don't know that matoba's canon reaction to homura fits with this being HIS read on the situation#but also. we haven't seen them interact since homura have we? so maybe there's no way to know yet#we just know that natori is still accepting jobs from the clan in younger cousin and being hangdog about it#although actually maybe they interact in volume 31? but i haven't read that yet#in any case it doesn't matter if it's canon or not does it? because the world is our oyster and this is what fanfic is for lol#but i doubt i will write it. because it seems kind of ambitious and i mainly stick to stuff in the <2k range#natsume's book of friends#horrible exorcists#my posts#homura cats arc#miharu loquats arc#idk man natori is so fascinating. what is going on in that brain#his arc is to...accept matoba's methods and lean harder into being an exorcist? as a result of his friendship with natsume expanding#his capacity for compassion and understanding???? what even...
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Ohsama Sentai King-Ohger | #30
"Moffun... it's cold. But... I can feel a little bit of warmth."
#kingohger#king ohger#ohsama sentai king ohger#ohsama sentai kingohger#hymeno ran#rita kaniska#super sentai#tokusatsu#tokuedit#my gifs#my edit#hymerita nation i gotchu#oof many many thoughts here#i think the most interesting thing about hymeno and rita as a duo is that we actually haven't seen a whole lot#so to get a huge scene like this is going from basically 0 to 100 if you get what i mean#and it's not in a bad way by any means it's just very interesting#because it gives me the impression that even though they have a strong bond through the fury of the gods#hymeno hasn't quite broken through rita's armor yet but she keeps on trying anyways possibly because of that commonality#it's just very fun to look at#anyways *drowns in the power of friendship slash bug yuri*#i've also learned that i can't color outside scenes for shit ironically
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The only design detail from the upcoming Superman movie (that we know about) that I can't figure out the reason for is the main Superman logo. Why a gold Kingdom Come logo?
What we know about the film so far is that this is supposed to be a more "traditional" Superman story about Clark reconciling his Kryptonian heritage and his human upbringing. With that in mind, I can easily find plot reasoning for most of the design.
The bright colors, trunks, and shield on the back: traditional Superman and possible connection to Earth.
The space/tech lines, armor sections, high collar, and uniform-esque structure: Kryptonian military uniform.
I can easily bullshit justifications for most of the design, except the logo. In Kingdom Come, Superman wears a strange, black and red logo to show his mourning. Specifically, to show that there is still hope in death (though, it may actually be a symbol of revenge or war, but I'll explain later). If you've seen the Arrowverse crossover Crisis On Infinite Earths, you already know this. This explanation is obviously not what this film is doing. This is a young Superman, still coming to terms with his origins, so he's not mourning the loss of everyone close to him. This is why the logo is gold and not black, but why keep the rest of it? I see three, probably obvious explanations.
The first explanation is that the new film or series takes thematic or narrative elements from the comic. In Kingdom Come, Superman retires after the Joker attacks the Daily Planet, killing Lois and the rest of his supporting cast, and the public celebrates a violent vigilante killing him. After these new generation of vigilantes cause the destruction of Smallville (it might have been the entire state of Kansas, which is kind of funny, but I read this book at my local library years ago, so I'm choosing the less extreme option), he comes out of retirement with a new Justice League to reestablish the tradition notion of heroism, though Batman believes Superman is simply looking for revenge. We know that in the new film, a strange version of, what appears to be, the JLI that may be funded by Maxwell Lord is in this film and we know that an authority film is coming, so maybe this new Superman will be introducing, what we would call, a more traditional form of heroism to this already established universe. It would certainly be an interesting, bold statement to make after the last decade of "subversive" takes on Superman.
It could be because this shield is harder to read than the traditional one. If the movie is about tackling Kal-El, the Kryptonian, vs Clark, the human, and this is still the symbol of the House of El, then maybe this symbol was picked because it looks less like an "s", making it feel more alien. Maybe it is a symbol of Krypton in Earth colors.
Or maybe, just maybe, they just liked the Kingdom Come logo. Maybe they wanted to set this Superman apart from other versions and pick a logo from the comics that they liked. Superman and Lois is using the traditional logo, My Adventures with Superman is using something similar to the electric logo, and the DCEU used a variant of the 40's logo, so they looked at what was left and chose their favorite. It wouldn't be the first time they used a logo for no reason (why the fuck did the DCEU Superman use the 40's logo).
Who knows, I'm probably wrong. I just know that I'm currently mixed on the suit overall and trying to sort out my feelings on it. What ya think?
#superman legacy#superman 2025#superman#superman suit#superman logo#clark kent#kal el#character design#film theory#overall#i like how bright and colorful it is and I love the trunks#but I don't like the new 52-isms and the military structure#and the logo confuses me#but we haven't even seen a trailer yet so who knows if we will even care when we see it on screen#i'm just excited about a new version of Superman#i doubt any if these takes are original in anyway#i just know that my friends and family do not want a lecture on superhero costume design#costume design
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i don’t know what you guys are all complaining about i love that svu has vaporized olivia from woman on the verge to lady cragen
#she's behind the desk she's giving advice she's scolding the kids#she has a life we know nothing about but we know she's Seen It All and also is Lonely#i haven't been saying much about this season because here is the humiliating truth:#i am letting the cop show make me sad#(i should know better)#yes the lack of eo is a bummer but we've done it before we'll do it again#but having a season of genuinely interesting character work re olivia#to have the narrative directly engage with her as a soft furious grieving woman#to question her state of mind and what she does to herself in service of The Calling#only to not simply backtrack but neutralize her fully…#yeesh#is it a coincidence m has barely spoken a word about svu on any press appearances this season?#well no because what is there to say really#this is not a landmark season and there are zero plans to move olivia forward#she’s right where we left her tune into nbc thursdays at 8pm eastern#BUT what makes me most sad is that this shift was a demand from the viewers#(again! i should know better! and yet!)#i am just. a little heartbroken to have it confirmed that much of the audience loves olivia on the condition that she is Good#not only because she very much isn't#but also because that is boring and dangerous and speaks to our deeply warped perception of what it means to be a complete person#more specifically a complete woman#yet the audience lets out a sigh of relief! saint olivia is back! she is a Strong Woman giving Lawfully Good advice! phew!#remember when she was a little broken and volatile and seeing ghosts don’t worry she’s fixed now :)#please note my reaction is certainly tied to other real life happenings including 11/5 looming#alas it’s where i am#anyways dw you’re a loser
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is it weird to ask for trigger/content warnings on neurodivergent vent posts? like i love you guys really and i understand that posts about being invalidated and shamed especially by our parents' generation are cathartic to reblog and it's really important to share our stories. but sometimes i'm just scrolling my dash trying to wind down and it ends up being the one thing i don't want to be reminded of, just in relation to where i'm at now vs past experiences
#idk what that tag would even be#maybe like 'cw invalidation'#or something like that?#can we get this spreading?#bc i'm sure i'm not the only one who feels this way#neurodivergent#neurodivergence#actually neurodivergent#actually adhd#actually autistic#haven't seen any in the#pda profile#tag yet but. idk i just need to have boundaries sometimes
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the problem with adulthood is that I do actually really like catching up and socializing with other adults, but I still also want very badly to wander off by myself and sit on the ground and pluck grass blades and look at bugs and pet the cat, and there just simply isn't enough time for both
#like 'you're not really socially Allowed to act like that once you're a Grownup™' is the obvious problem#but also there JUST isn't enough time 😔#I've often said that the one big problem with wedding was that there wasn't enough of it#and mostly that means 'I barely got to fucking talk to ANY of my family and friends whom I haven't seen in years and years'#but it does also mean that 'wandering off by myself to look for frogs' was never going to be remotely possible#the closest I got was being able to go ':D!!!!!' at a dragonfly when we were getting evening photos by the lakeside#but I never even got to go back down there at all the whole day or into the night#because I was BUSY and then also DESPERATELY GRASPING AT ANY TIME I HAD WITH OTHER PEOPLE WHO HADN'T LEFT YET#cruel and not fair. outdoor events should last longer so I can socialize at them and then also wander off and be seven#about me
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my names lightbulb i was bit by a radioactive spider yadda yadda yadda
i rewatched across the spiderverse yesterday and i was like "ykw. lightbulb spiderperson." so i made this
#inanimate insanity#ii lightbulb#ii paintbrush#lightbrush#HONESTLY IM SO SMART#im probably not the only person to think of this buuut#any excuse to drop in gay ppl is a great escuse#i messed up lb's mask in the first image but im too lazy to fix it#shhhh nobody will notice#for all we know lb spiderman is canon and we just haven't seen her around yet
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Stellaron Hunters micro-crumbs in Acheron's trailer thank you Mihoyo.
#people WILL use this to make the most annoying memes conceivable but i'm just happy to see them#even if it's just another installment of 'sparkle does a little trolling'#i support her always and here especially#though it was just the usual 3#no sam#rational explanation is we really haven't seen sam enough yet so we keep him out of it to preserve his mystery a bit longer#funnier explanation is sparkle made the illusion so of course she didn't include sam she's specist#i love my awful funky girl#micro crumbs of the tiniest kind but any day i can hear liu yijia indulge in maniacal laughter is a good day#Thank You Mihoyo#god i miss my wife#hsr#ray's records
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I need to think out loud - feel free to ignore
#I really want to quit the event for trans day of visibility#I just don't see what I can give to the conversation#and I haven't for a while now#there is already a person that does all the posters#when I did the budget it was all wrong#half the ideas I've come up with has been having big holes#and honestly I don't think that comfortable in the group#I feel like I am back at school or university being put in a group for a project that I cannot pull out of because it will affect my grade#or the rest of the group's performance#but there's no grades#there is a performance of sort being the event#and that could still be great#but I don't feel like I have the spoons or the experience for this#I am just smiling (barely) and nodding along#yet a part of me are also scared of dropping out now#there is not a lot of time left#and so it wouldn't be fair on the other people to ditch this last minute#but would it be more fair to let me just tag along not doing anything of value?#and I should probably decide soon since we are getting closer#it is this big dark cloud over my thought rn#I am trying to concentrate on my drawing challenge yet I don't have any joy in it#because all my thoughts go to this event#I don't know what to do#I really don't want to do this#but I did say yes#and I hate tapping out and be seen as untrustworthy as well#micahs thoughts
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I will never be tired of talking about the strawhats dynamic. Not only as a group, but as individuals. Like you could literally take any duo or trio or whatever among them and you would still have the most stupidest dumbest funniest endearing group dynamic ever. Luffy, Usopp and Chopper ? The stupidest trio of besties you've ever seen. Zoro and Nami ? The most sibling-like duo I've ever seen. Zoro and Chopper ? Robin and Chopper ? Literally 2 parents taking care and being protective af over their child, who admires them so much. Zoro and Sanji ? Do I even need to explain it. Luffy with literally any strawhat. Usopp with Sanji. Robin or Nami with any of the stupidest of the crew. Brook or Franky with Usopp or Chopper. And the list goes on.
#one piece#one piece strawhats#also we haven't seen a lot of Jinbei as a strawhat yet but he'll have a hard time dealing with these dorks#i just literally can't think of any duo that wouldn't be entertaining or endearing
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the original series gets a bad rap but it really understood compelling storytelling. like yeah man, what if a woman wore a short skirt and reminded you of your ex girlfriend. and that’s the whole episode
#TOS#star trek#the original series#we back#the man trap#I just got a TV and now all that's on at any time are the Pluto TV channels#the names of the channels are Star Trek#and More Star Trek#I haven't seen any voyager yet#just TOS TNG and DS9#but still#we are so fucking back
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The Doctor gets Othered in his own regeneration story?
Idk, I've just watched the special and when the bi-generation thing happened, I just got annoyed. Like, RTD, Let It Go already.
There was already so much Tennant Doctor content while Whittaker's run was on, and now the white guy gets to actually hang around in Gatwa's run. Hopefully very very very rarely.
Absolutely nothing against Tennant's Doctor, I think he's great, but let's respectfully move on for the 15th Doctor in his own right without the audience hand-holding. Maybe I'll feel much better once Gatwa's run proper starts.
#doctor who#dw spoilers#the giggle#literally just finished watching The Giggle#haven't seen any fan reactions yet#still processing#so tired of the careful optics game#and also from a narrative perspective we already got double tennant Doctor
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I just fucking love it when someone has dogs that are too strong for them and one of them is dog aggressive and not wearing a muzzle. Just love it. And don't get angry when I need to physically kick your dog away after it bit both me and my dog, be happy my almost 40 kilo dog listened to me and did not bite back. Fucking hell.
#good morning!#I didn't even have my coffee yet#Roef is too riled up for me to check him properly for bites#he looks tough but he's easily scared and he's pretty shaken#even after we walked off the tension somewhat by walking for an extra 30 minutes#there was some blood on my hand when I felt his leg but I can't see anything#will check again when he's calmed down#haven't seen any more blood so I think it's not that bad luckily#I have a bruise on my leg and a little superficial hole so it's not that bad#that dog wasn't there to make friends#I'm ashamed to say I kind of lost it#I yelled like a fishwife and cursed like a sailor#pretty sure everyone in my street is awake now#I do feel bad about kicking a dog though but I think the kick was nicer than having Roef actually getting angry and biting#I don't think I really hurt the dog that bad and he did back off long enough for his owner to fetch him so it is what it is#I could have been kinder to the lady because I'm sure she didn't want this either but I was so fucking pissed and just went off#maybe I'll have a talk with her once things have cooled down she only lives a block away so I know where to find her#liedeke talks#dogs#animals#roef#my pets#my dogs
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One aspect that bothers me about Blades 2 is how a significant part of Imtura's character has been left unexplored. Despite being a pirate and expressing her love for the sea, she is also a captain.
When the party was on the verge of parting ways before everything went downhill, she mentioned that she couldn't leave her ship without a captain for too long. However, she abandoned it when the MC was kidnapped. I'm not criticizing this; we know she was barely holding it together (if at all), so she was clearly not in a state to be a proper captain. What bothers me is that this hasn't been mentioned at all. Who is taking charge now that their captain is gone? Are her crew members okay with her just abandoning them? Is she still the captain of The Wraith after almost two years?
Additionally, there's the situation with her mother, Ventra. We know Ventra didn't want Imtura wandering around like any other pirate; she wanted her to prepare to be her heir, to be the next queen. While she can't control what Imtura does in the end, that surely won't stop her from trying.
Furthermore, Imtura is a creature of the sea; she loves and reveres it in everything she does, it's like Light to Nia. Yet, she has been away for a long time.
#i know theyve been busy with mote important things#but it the fact that it hasn't been mentioned at all what i don't like#i know this book is also centering it showing different parts of the light and shadow realm we haven't seen#and i understand#but maybe when they have to go to one of the yet to know city they can get there in immy's ship?#dont pay me any attention i just like to overthink everything#imtura tal kaelen#blades of light and shadow#playchoices#choices stories you play
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