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"Stick a toothpick in their skull when I see them"
#half life#hl: change begins with us#oc: pete#hes so 😩😩🔥🔥#💦💦🥵🥵#having a moment#gay for my own oc moment#this turned out so nice#very proud of myself haha#this is a recreation from a scene from my fav movie 'eastern promises'
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some break/warm up drawings
#totk#fandom feels#artists on tumblr#sketchbook stuff#lmao I'm very proud of the cooking pot of all things hAHA#I love how link's hair fluffs up??#the top right is closer to the actual game model but still haha#it's nice hearing the little cooking jingle/sounds again :'D#also me trying and failing to find ref pics of the front of link's sandals LMAOO#without going to the game and taking pics myself
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another Hulkenberg
#atlus#metaphor refantazio#hulkenberg metaphor#hulkenberg#other teka art#so can you believe this piece was started right after i finished the previous one ? in fact i finished it within 2 days of the other#you can't even tell this was drawn by the same artist haha !#i'm actually very proud of myself for this one#though i still haven't got her likeness down#this time mostly because i frizzed up her hair because it was more fun and looked cool#her eyes aren't the right shape or size either#because of the hair she ends up looking a lot like yunaka fire emblem haha oops
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Ummm!! So i went on a little trip with my family to some mountains nearby, this June,,, and i took some pictures of the scenery i felt that were very aesthetic ! (Atleast to me, because i LOVE taking pictures of a beautiful sky) So, i felt it would be a waste to NOT share some of my favourites with you guys :D
Heres some of the scenery from Pakistan , brought to you by your very own Mun! :-
(This one is my ABSOLUTE favourite ajsnfikridhj because there was a sudden blackout when i snapped this, which makes it look like this came straight out of a horror movie! Haha)
(Mid-Drive smudge but atleast we captured the sunset!)
(and idk but i felt like having just the moon shining your path at night has a vibe of its own. I like that vibe, it's very nostalgic for me)
(Tumblr is making them look grainier ;_; oh)
#photography#Pakistan#Mountains#Aesthetic#photos#ooc#i was feeling very proud of these that my dad suggested i share these on the internet#therefore i am!#funfact on this trip i nearly lost my thumb#because it got struck by the spinning blades of a drone while i was trying to help land it xD haha#suffice to say some of my blood is splattered onna wooden bridge somewhere in the mountains of Pakistan because my finger was FRCKED#but luckily i pressed on it hard immediately so it recovered eventually#i think by sharing this i share a bit of myself with you guys which kinda feels really nice and i know im not the best photographer out-#-there but yeah its still special to me because i captured them :) and i lived them!#by the way i have received a rather long but SUCH. a. NICE. ask on here that i want to answer immediately but I can't :'(#i want to draw Umer thanking the asker but I can't draw it roght now as I'm busy#but if the sender is reading this please know your words have reached me and i will respond to you soon enough hopefully!! much love to u#bye bye for now~
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I unfortunately can't find the poll about locaring the US-States, but it inspired me to do a poll about locating countries in the EU. We never had to learn the US states (obviously, I guess), but we did have to learn the countries at some point, so I'm really curious.
Take this Quiz to test how fast/correctly you can locate countries in the EU.
disclaimer: this is a first attempt test with no prep, so if you do poorly, don't feel bad. I find this site is a very helpful tool when it comes to learning where countries in general (or US states) are located, and if you're interested in it, you'll get better in no time! I promise! :) Knowing where certain countries are located makes it a lot easier to understand historical events, cultural influences and contemporary politics, which makes it useful and fun. This isn't a marker for intelligence and this poll isn't intended to be condescending or mean-spirited.
#btw I was incredibly bad at geography#I remember getting maybe 5 countries on that test because I hadn't been aware#that we'd be tested on them. it was awful haha. one of my core memories from school.#so trying to learn them now is really important to me to overcome that shame#BUT I still did poorly when I did it for the first time after a long break the other day. I got like 55%#the small countries by greece really did a number on me :( very shameful#BUT at this point I'm at a solid ~80%!!! I'm very proud of myself :)#edit: I did. it again just now and got 100%! :)))))) im very happy about that
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Been watching a lot of tutorials recently :))
#gravity falls#disney gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#gravity falls art#gravity falls fandom#gravity falls stanley#grunkle stan#gf stanley#stanley pines#gf art#gf tag#stanley gravity falls#stan pines#young stan pines#mullet stan#a tale of two stans#Like this took forever#very proud of myself#haha#new art style#:p <3
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End of summer 🤍
#for the mems#journals#my face#been feeling a mix of emotions lately but mostly v grateful happy & excited#being 26 has been good for me#I don’t think i’ve ever been this comfortable being by myself as I currently am#which really pinpoints how much i’ve grown in the past year (more specifically the past six months)#i’m like rediscovering who I am?? it’s so strange but also so fun#very proud of myself#so yeah—done oversharing haha
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happy birthday! I just wanted to let you know that I came across this account after seeing this sick horror piece of old time churches, decinding to follow the page, and then realising that it was the same artist who'd written that sick comic on time travelling werewolves and vampires which I'd lost. and they're both t4t too ! effervescent
thank you!
Honestly it is an extremely unfamiliar reality that someone could know me from multiple different things... Not sure what to do with that but I'm glad to have impacted you in small ways and I hope to continue to do so! So thanks for being here, I'm glad that fate brought us back together haha
#honestly I never know what to say to things like this#its so kind...#there's also some kind of. there's a lot of feelings around it#the goal of an artist is to touch peoples lives in small ways. imperceptible ways really...#and I guess I never think of myself as doing that. I just think of myself as intending to do that#because thinking of myself as someone who IS feels like a great level of responsibility that I'm not sure I'm quite ready or qualified for#but I am! I've been making comics for years and I've like indisputably influenced the lives of thousands of people#and I take that extremely seriously. even though its a silly little comic its very dear to me and I am very proud of what I do#and so. thank you for sharing this#I'm being very dramatic. I'm aware LMAO#idk! just like woag my stuff is out there...#people remember it... man... thats just unreal#dickensians#asks#just another reminder of why I work so hard to make something 'good'#to me it's about making something that is worth the love people are giving it#because you're all so so so important#and you deserve something wonderful#and so I'm just doing my best to make something that feels wonderful. as much as I'm capable of haha#so. yeah...#just reminds me how important it is and why I do what I do.#thank you
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Hello Pokémon SWSH fandom
disappears from the fandom's eyes for another undisclosed amount of time
#Pokemon#Pokemon SWSH#Pokemon Sword and Shield#Leon Pokemon#Pokemon Leon#Digital Art#My Art#Pechadoodles#I've missed drawing him (no I did not‚ he is still a pain to figure out how to draw)#I come back to the swsh tag to throw in my silly lil sketch and then I run out immediately#(maybe I'll throw in some more here and there who knows)#I never really leave a fandom- if I'm not being 'active' just assume I'm in my lurking phase-#also WOW my art progress from my last Leon drawing vs this latest one is VERY apparent#I've improved so much- I'm proud of myself-#anyways yeah haha don't mind me if I just randomly post swsh content every now and then- it's my comfort game okay-
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Half a year today!
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BADGES
i hit 5k today (20% of my personal goal of a half-nano!) and now i'm going to edit one of my fanfic projects as a treat <3
#i'm so happy haha#and i even have a very vague idea of what has to happen next!#hopefully i manage to hit that 25k#i'll be very proud of myself if i do#nanowrimo#nettle talks
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100 Days of Deathduo
Day Nine- Reverse Phasmo Au Chapter 5/The final Chapter
Tw: Past character death
The final chapter! This is so exciting.
The bottom half of the house is almost completely done. Pretty soon Clover will be able to work on the upstairs, will be able to put her own furniture and renovations in. While that does require her to visit the ghost, she doesn’t really think that will be a problem. After what happened last time, she has a feeling the ghost isn’t necessarily malicious. And they had looked so sadly at the music box, it was hard to view them as evil and harmful. Perhaps it was a naive way of thinking, but well, she just couldn’t.
That didn’t mean that Clover was particularly excited to get to cleaning out their room, but well. It had to be done, eventually. At least she had a homemade walk in freezer, now. She was still gonna save that room for last. And invest in some hand warmers. And hope that the ghost wasn’t too much of a problem.
What was an actual problem was the growing pile of papers and mementos. It would be resolved soon, hopefully. She had found an old address book, and had managed to get in contact with one of the previous people that had lived here. Clover was pretty sure it was the brother that had shown up in the pictures, and he had agreed to come and pick up the items.
Clover knows that theres a ton more he will probably want from upstairs, too, but the pile is just too big right now. And he mentioned he was only a few hours away, so it shouldn’t be too much of a hassle to get everything else to him later.
It’s always so strange when waiting for someone to come over, Clover thinks, as she sits on the stairs. She could clean a little more, but what if she gets engrossed in her work and forgets to listen for the doorbell? She scrolls on her phone instead, making sure to occasionally look outside the window.
The man arrives shortly after, and sure enough, it is the brother from the pictures, except older, in his late twenties if she had to guess instead of a teenager. Clover smiles as she lets him in, and watches as he looks around the entranceway.
“Hello, Clover, right? We talked on the phone.” The man says, and he continues looking around. “Oh, wow. I haven’t been here since, well, I guess you probably know by now, huh?” He says, smiling wryly at Clover.
“Yeah, you would have thought the real estate agency would have mentioned it, but I had already bought the house by the time I found out, and it was cheap, and I had already imagined what I could do with the place. What can you do, you know?” Clover laughs, and then waves the man over to the neat piles she had made. “Uh, here’s the items that belong to you, I’ve tried to keep the ones that seemed important and sentimental, but there were a few that I threw away because time just got the better of them. I hope that is ok.” She says.
The man nods, and starts to rift through the papers, the pictures and memories. “I never thought I would see any of these things again, thank you so much for doing this, I um…” he trails off, staring at a picture of him and his siblings. “I really appreciate it.” He says, sounding emotional.
“Of course. It didn’t seem right to just throw them away. I don’t have anything that can carry it all, I don't think, but let me at least get a bag to make it easier to get to your car.” Clover says, leaving when she sees the man nod absently, lost in the memories he is sifting through. She grabs a trash bag from the laundry room she had been cleaning out, and brings it to the man.
When she comes back, he is crying silently, and Clover freezes. She doesn’t know what to do with a crying stranger, so she sets the trash bag down next to him as subtly as she can and backs away. It doesn’t stop the man from noticing her, though, and he just wipes his eyes. “Sorry, sorry, I just haven’t seen many pictures since it happened, I almost had forgotten what she looked like.”
Clover tenses up, because she has very clearly missed something. She wants to ask, but it is obviously a sore subject. It turns out, she doesn’t have to, as the man continues speaking anyways. “It was such a shock, when it happened, one day, she was there, and the next, she was not, and our parents deemed it too dangerous to stay here, because what if the same thing happened to my youngest sister too? I think it was partially because the memories here were too painful for them. We moved out the next day, barely had any time to get our stuff. I never thought I would see this place again.” The man says.
Clover is reeling. Did the ghost do this? Did the ghost kill someone? They hadn’t killed Clover, though, hadn’t done anything to Clover except mess with her a bit. And yet, here is this man, devastated at the death of his sister.
“I’m sorry that happened to you.” Clover says sympathetically, not knowing what else to say. What else does one say, when a stranger is in your house crying?
The man shrugs in response. “Thank you for saving all of this. It means a lot, remembering the good moments with her instead of only the sad ones. Ah, I should be the one sorry, unloading all of this onto a stranger.” He laughs wetly. “Hey, you haven’t seen a music box around, have you? It was her favorite.” He asks, and Clover tenses again, blinking at him.
“It’s um. If I had to guess, it’s either upstairs or in the spirit world.” Clover says, and the man laughs in response. She doesn’t know how to tell him it isn’t a joke. At least it seems to have distracted him from his grief.
“That’s fine, do you mind if I go look for it really quick? I would probably be able to find where it is, and it would be nice to see the rest of the house again.” The man says, and Clover doesn’t quite think that it’s the best idea to let him near the ghost that killed his sister, but she also doesn’t want to say no when its something that is obviously sentimental to him.
“I um. I don’t think that is the best idea?” She says awkwardly. “But I guess if you really wanted to…” Clover says, gesturing towards the stairs. “Just be careful, I suppose.”
The man tilts his head at her, and then starts to go up. “If I would guess, it is probably in her room, or the room attached to her room. She used to call it her secret hideout, but it was really just a glorified storage room our parents allowed her to make forts in.” The man says, and Clover can only feel dread as he goes toward the ghost room, which was apparently his dead sister’s room. She doesn’t want to interrupt his stories, though, and so he continues on into the room. The door to the storage room is open, and she can see things have been moved around.
“You really should get a heater for this room, it’s always been one of the coldest in the house.” The man says, as he turns and looks around in the dresser in the room. And then Clover sees the ghost. Outside of the room, which she didn’t even know they could do. The man hasn’t noticed them yet, and Clover tries to gesture to the ghost to stop, to go bac. The man is continuing to ramble on about stories from the past.
The ghost doesn’t listen to her. She doesn’t know why she expected them to. They are just standing there, silent, staring at the man, with wide eyes. Clover isn’t an expert in ghost facial expressions, but she can tell that something is wrong. They are looking at the man with the same expression as they looked at the music box.
The man turns around then, presumably to ask Clover something, but he catches sight of the ghost and yells, scrambling backwards, and Clover winces. She remembers when that was her. The man looks terrified, and then confused as he stares at the ghost that is staring back. And then Clover, watches, bewildered, as his expression turns hopeful.
“Icee?” He asks, and Clover feels a shock go through her at the words. The ghost slowly, slowly nods, and the man reaches out to touch her shoulder. His hand passes right through and he shivers, looking disappointed. He turns to Clover. “This is real, right?”
All Clover can do is nod, and the man looks like he is about to start crying again. She leaves the room. This doesn’t seem to be a moment she should be a part of.
Instead, Clover heads back downstairs, to the pile of pictures. She looks closer at the middle child. Now that she is looking, she doesn’t know how she didn’t pick up on it before. The ghost looks different from the person in the picture, of course, and they look younger in the picture, with skin that wasn’t frostbitten and brown hair instead of silver, but the eyes are the same shape, although the picture shows them as a vibrant purple instead of the the silvery gray Clover remembers of the ghost.
She stays down there while the man converses with his dead sister upstairs, and she doesn’t say anything when he comes back down with red rimmed eyes. She simply helps him pack the rest of the photographs and load it into his car. On the way back from it, he speaks up for the first time since going upstairs. “Uh, if it’s not too much to ask, can I come visit them, sometime?”
Clover blinks in response. “I don’t see why not. I doubt they are going anywhere.” She says, and then pauses. “Um, by the way, what is your name? I forgot to ask it earlier, you were too busy looking through the photographs.”
The man laughs a bit before responding. “You can call me Slushee. And uh, my sister is Icee. Our parents thought it was funny.” He says. Then, he becomes somber once more. “Take care of them, ok?” Clover doesn’t have to ask who he is talking about. She just nods, and waves as he gets in his car and drives off.
Clover goes up the creaky stairs and through the room into the storage area. “So. Icee, is it?”
The breaker is off. Again. And Clover smiles as she goes upstairs, the stairs that she fixed a few weeks ago. They no longer squeak, and the wood shines with the sunlight streaming in the widows, which have new curtains.
She goes into a room that no one stays in, at least no one living, but she has decorated the bed with a new bedsheet and has put pictures on the walls. The frames may be new, but the memories shown are old and well loved, from what she can tell. Her breath freezes in here, and she lets out an involuntary shiver. That was a newer development, as the ghost occupying the house had moved when this one was cleaned up. Not that it is that clean now. Clover can see shoes thrown across the room. It's a way to keep in contact with the living world, from what she can tell, and she isn’t going to make Icee stop even if it means waking in the middle of the night from hearing a thump.
Not that she could stop Icee if she tried.
The music box is in the cabinet, and Clover very pointedly does not touch it. She has learned her mistake on that one, and it is obviously very sentimental to Icee. Clover walks through the room to the storage room, which has also been cleaned up. It has a pillow fort in it, and sometimes Clover will go in there and watch a movie or read a book, just relaxing. Oftentimes she feels a ghostly presence next to her.
A ghostly face pops up before she can get to the breaker arms held up and a terrifying expression on their face as they breath out cold air, and Clover pretends that she didn’t jump as she holds a hand to her heart and laughs. “Icee. Why would you do that.” She says to the ghost, who also laughs before disappearing again.
The breaker is turned on once more, and Clover speaks again to the air around her. “Your dad called. He may come over tomorrow if that is alright with you.” She feels a cold puff of air on her wrist. Once, for yes. “Alright then. It’s settled. Are you up to watch a few episodes of atla?” There is another puff of air, and Clover smiles.
“Alright. Let me just get my laptop.” She says. The air around her turns cold, a sure sign that her friend is here. The experience is definitely not one she would have expected to have, but it is the one she got, and she wouldn’t have it any other way.
#deathduo#deathduo my beloved#rat server <3#100 days of deathduo#not beta-ed we die like Icee#reverse phasmo au is completed!#i very rarely complete my stories but this was a short one#im proud of myself haha
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three silly little pieces for the past 3 inktober prompts
minecraft parrot for exotic, b&w hat man for binoculars and a quick furry guy on some landscape for trek
#inktober#heartdroplily#inktober 2024#minecraft#black and white#i had very little time and energy to finish them so i pushed myself to just finish WHATEVER to keep the streak#i feel like it’s more important that doing something great or even perfect especially i had very hard time coming back to drawing#after such a long time of artblock and life being life haha#anyway i’m not very happy about these but i’m proud i did them 🫶
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first time drawing The Boy Himself <3
(not snz, and not perfect, but I'm pretty proud of it so I'm putting it here! Didn't use references, though I did use the popular headcanons about what he looks like <3 not spoiler in my mind so I'm not gonna stick it behind a cut, but I did tag it <3)
#waterfallart#vaguely spoilerish but generally its pretty well known kind of things so aghgh- please forgive me if it should be more spoilered!!#I don't think it's spoilery enough to put behind a cut but i will tag it as such!#and feel free to tell me and i'll stick it behind a cut <3#first time drawing this boy <3#i subscribe to the common headcannons of him but uh#didnt use references aside from clothing ideas for this!!! and im kinda proud of myself for that#its not amazing- im not that good yet but i am so excited to get more into sketching/drawing just because i WANT to#not a snz piece but maybe one day (eyes eyes eyes haha get it)#been so hyperfixated and having a character i cant actually be WRONG about is so comforting#relistening with friends and i think im gonna start doodling/drawing him (and TIM my beloved <3) whenever i have the motivation#but anyways! posting here bc im proud of myself for it <3#even if its not very good or not snz- im still happi about my first jon <3#magnus archive spoilers#m/agnus a/rchives spoilers#not snz
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nanowrimo day thirty: i fucking hate nanowrimo numbers but here we go! wrote ~700 words of sad gay dialogue and met my own little goal of 10k. overall, I used the word "you" 286 times, "and" - 275 times, AND "the" - 266 times. 29/30 days because fuck that one day, I have no idea where it went. anyway. I think my relationship with this wip is kind of healthy now! (watch me return to the madness the following day, as usual)
#i hate nanowrimo numbers but I think these are nice numbers#anyway I'm very proud of myself#rip scrivener free trial you will be missed#till next year#when I say “unhealthy relationship” I fucking mean it#everytime I see someone talking about their story I'm like wow!! you aren't completely consumed by it??#you can tell the difference between your feelings and your MC's feelings????#you don't feel like you share a body with another person?????#and you actually feel like you see yourself when you look at the mirror#and you're not scared that people will notice that you're a depressed 27yo english lit major living in a body of a 22yo english major#that's just a MAJOR flex I think#good for you! good for you#in today's episode of casey is oversharing in the tags#there's more haha#anyway#nanowrimo#nanowrimo 2023
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actually attempting to paint my (other) Hunter girl, Freya
#i don't paint very often so when i tELL YOU HOW PROUD I AM OF MYSELF WAHH#IT'S ACTUALLY LOOKING REALLY GOOD SO FAR AND I'M RLY HAPPY#also this is another oc girl o mine#her name is Freya Helvig! and she rezzed during the Dark Ages haha#also she's making out with Andal#hehe#freya#freya helvig#oc#original character#hunter#destiny hunter#gunslinger#destiny gunslinger#guardians#destiny guardians#guardian#destiny oc#destiny#destiny 2#destiny the game#destiny 2 the game#bungie#echosong971#art#digital art#fanart#destiny art#destiny fanart#painting
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