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IM A LITTLE WORRIED THO BC LIKE. I DONT HAVE A LOT TO TALK ABT AT ALL..
#i havent rly Done anything whatsoever. im literally the unemployed friend#HOPEFULLY NOT FOR LONG. KNOCK KNOCK (sound of me knocking on wood)#but im worried theyll be like Soooo hows washington ^-^ and ill just be like umm. well. there is a window in my room. Whichh is pretty cool#<- joke i have like. been outside of the house a couple times...#very few actually. but its okay#going to see family will FIX ME. and when i come back ill HOPEFULLY (knock knock) have a job. whichll be great#and then ill be so busy and making money that i wont even have time to be depressed anymore#bc its FULLTIME !!!#8 hour shift 5 days a week 😏 soo yeah. my bones r gonna be sore 😏😏😏#but ill get over it and cope eventually. AND ill get to be somewhere other than The house 💀#i do like our house but i think im being driven insane just being here all the time. sometimes i sit on the porch#and like once every couple of weeks i go out for whatever reason. if i didnt SLEEP IN so much maybe id be able t run errands with hal more#butterlass. no i do rly need t fix it#im hoping going back t ky for a bit will kickstart it bc likee. when i first got here i was actually sleeping like..perfect schedule mode#id go to bed around 10-12 and wake up around 7-9. which is ideal..#BUT#Even if that doesnt. the job (knock knock) will force me t keep schedule#which is great. my last job aaaabsolutely forced me t keep schedule and it was rly rly nice..#no matter how late i stayed up i ALWAYS woke up on time. which is good. and i nevee rly had 2 nap after#im so excited for my workday schedule to come back bc i miss the routine of it#even tho the routine was rly just In the morning and the rest was a free for all..#ill also. this time around. make sure t include my morning meds and brushing my TEEF... bc i need t grt better abt that#im also gonna try n shower more often.. ive been managing abt every 3 days which im rly rly proud of bc its rly hard 4 me#but hopefullyy. with my schedule 😏😏 i could do daily showers...#prolly after work showers even. bc that sounds so nice#its judt hard bc Also after work the last thinng i want 2 do is be standing. bc i get so achy.. esp after an 8 hour shift#hopefully this job will be noce though. IF I GET IT. KNOCK KNOCK#i need t not like. place all my eggs in this basket bc if i dont get it im gonna be fucking crushed#but im rly rly rly hopeful. like reaaaally hopeful...#teehee :]] basically yayyy
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The O(ccasionally)samu D(runk)azai
#drunk dazai bc hes the actual alcoholic one#also bc i wanted a very flustered chuuya#YES EVEN IF THEYRE MARRIED ALREADY BC WHY NOT#i hc drunk dazai is still pretty alert but then if he realizes its someone he someone he can trust (chuuya etc) he just goes soft boy mode#soft honest boy ehehe#also occasionally emotional and vulnerable and validation/reassurance seeking and chuuya always knows#okay i will stop rambling this was rotting my mind the past few days#playing wasia project's ur so pretty on the background when i was drawing these#behold. my therapy (real)#bsd#skk#my art#sketch#sketches#bsd dazai#bsd chuuya#established skk
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[reupload] copycat
#SORRY FOR THE REUPLOAD. I FORGOT THE CHROMATIC EFFECT. its fixed now. ^_^ rb as you please.#gonna put the og posts tags at the very end!#animator vs animation#alan becker#green ava#<- in a way.#green screen ava#greenscreen ava#||#kitkat chitchat#doodles.png#okay heres the og tags. just a ramble about my design#::#fun fact; aspects of greenscreens clothes are taken from my designs for the rest of the cg!#the pants are from red. skirt from yellow. tanktop from blue. and drawing glove from orange!#i was also gonna add green and reds friendship bracelets but i felt itd clutter the design with Too Many Colors . as if it already isnt lol#also the actual colors for the clothes are Slightly different.. i put a few overlays on this for color cohesiveness so if anything looks#wonky then that is why..... if i ever do something with flat colors then ill make sure the actual clothes colors look nice for you all :3#anyways. the influencer arc is going great so far huh!
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Cute ideas from @hydraposeidon
#nine sols#i know i said that i want to get a few more drawings out before i post these to bundle them up#but i CHANGED MY MIND i got scared. and decided i want to beat the game before i start spinning things around too much actually#lol you can see me learn the power of a gradient overlay in real time by looking at these#its so funny to me to be swapping between 九日 and isat and sekiro fanart where like.#2 of those have very very simple clean character designs. and one of those is detail city in comparison#so like going from sekiro to one of the other two is like 'okay i have a drawing planned so im gonna set aside a couple hours- oh its done'#hence the gradient overlays. im like surely? i need to be doing more??#and going from 九日 or isat to sekiro is like getting electrocuted
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#cleffa#apparently the original also had this thing stickin out its tongue. i thought this was new#so i've left a few bonuses under the cut#muncher#even though it's technically a licker but i'm not making a new tag for pokémon with their tongues stickin out#very few of them actually have tongue models#it seems somewhat random that they do or not#since. cleffa has one#go figure#i ended up just leaving. all. the images#that were part of the poll#i just like all of them . okay#join the discord server to vote on the polls btw haha…
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guys check out my banger new playlist
#its longer than this obviously but i thought this was so funny#anyway not doing well lads! not doing very well!!!!#3rd song on the playlist is im not okay but not because im not okay (altho i am not) its actually bc of 'remember when u broke ur foot'#i do remember gerard. no need to think about the next few words in this line. thanks for asking about my foot gerard i needed that
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Look, I don't believe in preferential treatment, it's not right.... BUT ☝️ if we're gonna have changbin saying sydney is skz's second hometown I just think maybe australia could not be charged things like 60+ dollars shipping.... or 75 dollars for a normal album at the most prominent music retailer when other places pay 15-20 for the same thing.... lol
#like sometimes i think ppl think im being dramatic but over the years ive had ppl randomly look up how much we get charged for randon stuff#and every time theyre like WHYS IT 50 BUCKS MORE FOR YOU EVEN WITH EXCHANGE RATES FACTORED#and im like... idk ?#ausflation#like there are these little anime figurines my little cousin really liked and in jp yen which is equivalent to aud roundabout#theyre from about 36 to 42 dollars and in aus theyre all like 86+ dollars ? why. maybe 10 dollars more okay but why twice over ?#why#someone play why by skz#Why#like you can go online and find better deals but its sorta a hassle#and a regular old mum who has a 15 yr old who asks for a skz album for Christmas will probably just go in store and then be like why tf#lmao#we're being finagled#but also this just reminded me of last xmas when i saw a mum in the kpop section and she was so pissed off bc '#and i quote 'none of these albums have NAMES ON THEM' and then i looked and she was right#like there were numerous groups but very few had boxes that actuslly said NCT WISH or what#it was just like random graphic art or a couple were actually just plain boxes with a symbol#like if youre a kpop head you know the symbols but if you are aunty jen and you dont know this shit? fucked time really funny
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Yuma Month: Day 20: Truth
The truth…is uglier than you could have ever expected.
tw // vomit (spoilers too)
...happens only if he ate a meat bun prior to this
(all vomit in rain code is censored in pink glitter ✨)
based on this post I made long back
#Yuma Month 2024#whumpcode#rain code#rain code spoilers#master detective archives: rain code#yuma kokohead#pixeldoodles#my art#tw emeto#okay the trigger is there but it is in a way censored XD#its kinda silly too but I will leave it there just in case#I'm emetophobic myself so I'd like warnings too#anyway yeah I had to do this for the prompt#yet another moment yuma nearly sickens himself#but this moment actually made me put my game down for 3 days#and I even contemplated on finishing it at all#I do NOT like cannibalism.. x-x even if its a giant meme now#it messed me up pretty badly playing the first time#and then after 3 days and a few walks to clear my head#i finished the game and yeah it made sense lol#anyway yeah the truth is pretty horrific#had to find another excuse to put yuma through hell lol#that pose was hard so it probably doesn't look perfect orz#dw tomorrow's prompt will likely be more wholesome#what's funny about this is they do get a solution key after this#shinigami’s like ‘huh did you cough it up master? mmm nope.’#anyway I hope I didn’t scare you all w this!!#very unlike me to draw this sort of thing...xD#I wanted to try drawing it once to test the waters ig??#that scene in Ch5 was kinda bait anyway lmao
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fanfic idea. it opens with tim having to cut out a subdermal tracker in jasons skin with like an exacto knife and just graduates to more and weirder amateur surgery
#the thing about jaytim is like#very few of their kinks are my kinks#primal? i can see the appeal but i just like it cuz they like it#meanwhile medical kink i actually don't really care for HOWEVER my little princess gets everything he wants. so.#ditto predicament bondage... like you cant tell me those two freaks arent desperate for jason to put tim in situations#but for me personally i think putting your man in a saw trap is just okay,sexiness wise. its medium#jaytim
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i feel like perhaps my own sense of morality and personhood gets a lil lost in translation when i do analysis type shit so just some things to keep in mind when reading anything from me
i dont really have an internal sense of morality, simply consequences and principles
this means i dont really care for whats "good", simply for whats logical which can sometimes be confused for/muddled with whats good cause to me whats logical is whatever causes the least problems in the long run
this also means that things like hypocricy, selfishness, deceit, etc are value neutral to me and are only really problems when they actually Cause problems so when i say someone has a trait thats commonly seen as something negative i dont necessarily see it as such
related to the above, i believe most personality traits are value neutral including things commonly seen as "good" and that on their own they dont mean much of anything, their meanings come from how the actual person uses them
its also why i dont really take much note of "negative" values until they pass a certain threshold or if im specifically talking about those traits
i react a lot more than i actually feel cause if i align with what i actually feel then yall are literally getting nothing from me ever lol
im a Lot more paranoid and emotionally & interpersonally disconnected than i let on which definitely colors how i do analysis
this especially applies to psychology things cause things related to it can be a genuine danger for me (both socially and my own psyche) so im a lot more hyperreactive of warning signs regarding that (whether perceived or true)
uhh i dont think it actually Changes what i say but it might change how yall read my posts, unless ig youre someone who already assumed i dont actually care that much lol
#mine.tks#theres very few traits i consider objectionable no matter what and its shit like being fascist; rapist; etc#and the ones i consider bad even without context can be worked on such as racism; transphobia; etc#and things both i and other ppl find bad we may find bad for different reasons#most just kinda dont matter to me until they Actually start causing unnegotiable problems#idk expecting someone to only have ''good''' traits ever is just kinda... okay idk the right word for it but like eugenicist#so yeah when i call idk zam fickle or kab hypocritical or bacon annoying or ash egotistical#and when i call minute heroic or 4c generous or branzy wise or hannah just#i dont necessarily say them as good or bad things its just how they are; whether they make it good or bad or neutral is up to them#well thats in my own personal sense of morality anyway#ive talked about it before but there Are traits i consider good or bad in a lifesteal context#but its mainly based on what is most useful to the lsers themselves rather than any moral judgement on my part#and just like the traits outside of the ls context; the lsers can flip circumstance around and use those traits to the their dis/advantage
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rook kaya :3
#im not playing her rn i just wanted to make her#i know i just used this hair for amalia but its the only kaya-esque hair okay!!!#everything else is too neat or made her forehead look like a landing zone#and i can so rarely give her the curly hair she has in canon its actually kinda perfect for her#the ponytail one thats kinda similar was a contender but she looks weird with a ponytail to me idk why#i know that once i play her im gonna get annoyed by the dialogue choices bc she's very blunt and is a woman of few words#she can be quick witted but she's generally very serious#dragon age#da:v#kaya#.gameplay
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Imagine Snape stitching that oh-so-famous thing Rishi Sunak said about having to go 'without' a Sky box because he was So Poor boo hoo, and Snape stitching that with "When I was a child I had to wear my mum's old blouse and my dad's jacket because we couldn't afford any clothes"
#severus snape#harry potter#snape would be the one teacher that unironically uses tiktok okay#in a few years Gen Z Snape will be actually very possible without de-aging him in a modern au#and honestly i love the idea of snape being gen z its so fucking hilarious
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dear God i will PAY edgar to get better clothes
#maris bsd 🗞️#no cuz yr literally a mutli millionaire...WHY are yr clothes raggedy 😭#coattails AND a coat???? of TWO DIFFERENT LENGTHS????#ykw wtv BUT the coattails arent shorter that the coat#entire outfit ruined#and then full length sleeves 😭#3/4 quaters babe THREE QUATERS PLEASEEEE#then he has on like a blazer and then a suit coat???#WAIT NO ITS A CLOAK ???#no wait its a cape#OKAY#so a cape with a blazer with coattails full length sleeves with an unbuttoned suit jacket with a suit and undershirt#with these ugly ass brown pants?????#that are just brown enough to be brown but are black enough to look black???#AND THEN BROWN BROWN BOOTS ??????#WITH BLACK EDGES ????#then the ugly ass lil kitty heel oh yr SICK edgar you can go higher than that#give me at LEAST three inches#actually maybe not ranpo alr is tiny enough compared to you 😭 (im the samw height as ranpo)#okay now for the very very few slays of his outfit#the color palette is salvageable#get rid of the awkward false black for true black and its cute#like the whole outfit is salvageable its just....#um anyways actually mayeb there are no solid slays in this one 🤕🤕#I dont count Karl as a part of his design bc Karl is Karl not Edgar Allan Poe hope this helps 🫶🏾#Karl is slaying tho. Like genuinely out slaying most of the cast 😭#Edgar doesnt comb his hair but hell be damned if he doesnt groom Karl 🫶🏾🫶🏾 (projecting)#dont get me started on the belt thats why i didnt talk abt it okay.
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im curious
#i am simply very curious becasue i know its popular but ive encountered So Few actual enjoyers of it#like . there are so many but so few . how#IF MORE THAN FOUR PEOPLE VOTE ITS COMPLICTED IM GONA BEAT YOU UP#Anyway.#tell me pleaes#blah blah!#i dont wanna tag this as omegaverse or a/b/o because i feel like people who follow the tag are gonna see this and get mad that its not ACtu#actual content u know what i mean#as you can tell i do very well in unfamiliar spaces (lie)#anyway OKay please answer or im gonna cry
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the overturning of the law of daynos was kind of overshadowed by the complete clusterfuck (positive) that was book 3's ending, but can we back it up a second. they overturned the law of daynos. they didn't even really believe in overturning it, they just needed it to work one specific personal thing out. but that has massive ramifications. they showed up, decimated the current vané social structure and then left. can you imagine all the problems they left behind my god
#a chorus of dragons#mutuals I was gonna try to explain the law of daynos to you in the tags but I don't know if I have the space. i'll try to be brief#(it's imperfect the vané are complicated okay I'm fudging a few things)#law of daynos basically says once you die you are no longer legally responsible for the actions of your past life.#even once your soul gets transfered to a new body (VERY common. like everyone does it. its like faux immortality)#so any responsibilities agreements (like marriages) are void#but they overturned this law in book 3#meaning that now like their entire population's past lives are suddenly legally considered alive and valid#marriages are valid again. debts you owed are valid again. etc#because in this world dying is very different. and you can die and still be the same person#therefore death actually /shouldn't/ automatically invalidate marriages debts responsibilities etc#and the main characters didn't actually really beleive in overturning the law#they just needed to reinstate this one person to the throne via overturning it#so they did that. and completely fucked SO many lives in the process#and we simply. never see the consequences#the main characters have too much else going on that this clusterfuck doesn't come close to making the cut#but I keep thinking about it...
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The whole world is watching in silent horror. At first I thought it was silent indifference but look: all you have to do is say the word "Gaza" and it's like the entire room you're in is plunged under water. Everyone drops their gazes and looks sick, silence settles like a dust carpet.
But this is good, see, because most people only need a kick up the ass to turn their silent horror into loud horror. The outrage and disgust is THERE. This is why it's so important to act, to speak out. If every person who felt horrified about this was to act we could see so much change. It starts with you, though. Lead by example
#if i hadn't paid attention to this and completely disengaged the outcome would he exactly the same#the same amount of people would die and the same amount of lives would be destroyed#but if every single person like me had stayed quiet then yeah fuck knows how this would be#stop thinking of yourself as an individual with individual power and start thinking of us as a collective#what we (the people the proletariat the masses whatever you want to call us) can do#i'm so sick of people going omg its so horrible i wish i could do something but i can't 😔🥺#yeah you can we all can and the sooner people do that the better#you can't have the crowds without the individuals#idk. im just frustrated because everyone i know is horrified and everything but only very very few are actually speaking up#honestly in this case id say there's no such thing as performative activism#any activism and awareness helps okay?#palestine#gaza#israel#free palestine
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