#vent(

[chappydev]

ok but this is so real. first in november my power went out. and the day it came back was family visiting for a week for thanksgiving. then right after i had huge bowel issues i mistook for normal (this will return later!). then my opa on his birthday had to get apacemaker installed. and a week after that my oma had a mini stroke. and then, my stomach started feeling bad. and it turns out my gallbladder had been doing its gallstone thing, and it had already fucking DIED during the previous bowel issues, so I had to have surgery. then i had a week of basically being immobile. and then was christmas. and NOW I HAVE IN LAWS VISITING. and after this is, you know, US bullshit. AAAA MAKE IT STOP

i think im getting better! :) [another event occurs]

[emerald-jade-tears]

i’m copying someone else because i can.

if this gets 1,000 notes (it won’t happen i am doing this to prove my point to myself) i will possibly talk to my mom or someone about getting help/push harder to get therapy

i just saw someone else do this and i am curious what will happen if i do this

[funnyscienceman]

every time i look at caitlyn now i just get sad.

we know the gray is why viktor's sick and dying young

we know that caitlyn knows very well what the gray does to people

we know that the gray is a gas and gas cannot be controlled, we literally see it spill out of a building

and

and nothing comes out of it

nothing comes out of cait releasing a deadly toxin that has caused the suffering and death of generations of zaunites

one of whom she literally asks after because she did know him in some level and was concerned for, and/or because jayce is close to him and she knows that

cait who hugged a victim of drug addiction with no hint of hesitation or disgust, just grateful that he helped out, immediately suggesting that he meet vi because her new friend might be happy to see a familiar face

what

what the fuck

what the fuck???

like i know i know, smth abt grief and how it can turn you into a monster, yeah sure but like

are you. gonna do anything about that?

Oh

No

You're just

"angry oil slick" and "mongoose" and marvel quips and "im here to save my dad" and oh she's betraying ambessa now i guess. "why is peace always the excuse for violence," dude, you. brought back. deadly gas. that has killed generations of zaunites. this gas that is killing viktor. like 1/2 the reason why the world nearly ends at the finale because piltover's capitalism forced this guy's hand. i. i just.

what the fuck???

[clownerius]

im so convinced i was some kind of really bad person in my past life and my current life is my punishment for what ive done

[viaticpancakes]

This is all you get. And when it's gone, it's gone.

bitch this is all you’re gonna get. this life, this face, this body. you better not ‘maybe in another universe’ your way out of everything. sit your ass down and face this. go make tea and have a picnic and read a goddamn book. kiss your loved ones, send that damn text, and hug your siblings. this is all you’re gonna get.

[midnight-roses-candy]

Really hate the way certain people have responded to transmisogyny by saying “trans women aren’t dangerous because we’re all bottoms with low sex drives and erectile dysfunction.” What about the trans women who aren’t bottoms, or have higher sex drives, or don’t have erectile dysfunction? Are we dangerous? It seems to be implying that. By tying danger to a bunch of physical traits like that, you’re not actually refuting bioessentialism, you’re just reinforcing the idea that penis = danger and also making false and harmful generalizations about trans women, while throwing any trans women who don’t match under the bus.

[foldingfittedsheets]

My manager was supposed to do evaluations with all of us in December. Technically I think he’s supposed to do them like. Once a month.

But *shocked pikachu face* it’s been six months and I haven’t had one. Didn’t get the December one. Never see him. Just work in the tiny store and get ignored.

[viviaaan]

"If men could get pregnant, abortions wouldn't be a problem!"

"If men could get periods, all period products would be free and accessible!"

SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP.

‼️‼️‼️ STOP IGNORING AND EXCLUDING TRANS MEN‼️‼️‼️

[petra-creat0r]

you know i reblogged this and started following it before even reading the whole thing, until I got to the creating account for the job site and cover letter bit (god fucking damn it do I hate cover letters) and read further, only to be disappointed by the last section because god fucking damn it how much that's true.

The reason I've had such a hard time job hunting since last semester is because of the rejection. I felt so close to having my almost dream job (a little anime inspired cafe near a game store for crying out loud, not my dream dream job, cough cough, cartoon show runner, cough cough but god damn it did it feel like a job I would've enjoyed.) only to get through two, I repeat TWO trial shifts, the second of which I already thought I GOT THE FUCKING JOB ALREADY, only to be told they were going with another hire.

Even without writing cover letters and doing all the shit on the post above, it's felt pointless. When I do hear back from any job I apply to, it's a rejection months later. I already struggle with finding the motivation to want to apply to jobs I feel like I'm going to hate that I'm just gonna be working at to get enough money for next semester's tuition before I can quit. I hate this, I fucking hate this!

And the fact that even if I AM doing all the things they want me to do, if I have all the qualifications and I do everything right, they STILL won't give me a shot and just reject me again and again and again!? WHAT'S THE FUCKING POINT ANYMORE!?!?!?!?!?!?

... That said. At least this post got me to open up Indeed again and start actually trying to job hunt for the first time in months, so... there's that.

Hey kid you want a job?

Great get online and go to a job board. Indeed, Linkedin whatever. Now you're gonna search for a role that's in your city, fits your qualifications, and doesn't seem like a bad time.

See that easy apply button? Don't hit it they just throw those in the trash. Now you're gonna want to go to the company's website and check their careers page.

Oh? That job doesn't exist anymore. Cool go back to the job board and find another one.

Great you found another job, you're on the company's career page and the job exists!! So you're going to need to make an account on the career page website. They're using Workday, the same site as the last job you applied for? Who cares? You need to make another account for THIS job's workday page.

Now you're going to upload your resume. That'll autopopulate about 15 boxes with everything on your resume, except formatted wrong and with tons of errors. So just go through and painstakingly check the dates on all of that and rewrite everything you already laid out in an aesthetically pleasing format on your resume.

Ok time for the cover letter, explain why this specific job and company are deeply important to you. You love their mission statement and wouldn't even laugh if their ceo was gunned down in the street. You'll really want to reiterate the things you just spent the last 20 minutes filling out on the resume section

(Remember to include language from the job description, people who work in HR are lower than dogs and they need patterns or they get confused.) Write about a page, but hey don't sound too desperate or robotic this is where they judge your character!

Maybe add your portfolio site at the end here, who knows if that helps no one has ever clicked mine haha.

Anywayyy time to hit apply! Congrats! You'll see that confirmation email come in and you should be getting the rejection letter in about 2 weeks. Unfortunately your resume didn't have the right buzzwords and the AI auto rejected you :(

Time to start again and try not to kill yourself!

[nofuckingideawho]

someone hug me and tell me I'm worth it

[traumatizedd-bunnyangel]

[aromanticofficial]

hi. im angry, aro, and exhausted. sorry in advance for the yap.

alloro queers gotta stfu sometimes like sorry my heterosexual 40yr mother understands the fact I'd rather die than date better than my alloace bestie. One of them can not randomly pipe up with "Ah..I remember thinking I wouldn't date anymore" whenever I mention the concept of not dating and SOMEHOW ITS NOT THE OLD WOMAN WHOS MORE LIKELY TO REMINISCE ON HER PAST RELATIONSHIPS????????

also my alloace bestie's (alloallo) bf is convinced im into them (alloace bestie) romantically. telling him i was aro wasn't the thing to calm him down it was MY FRIEND LYING AND SAYING I WAS DATING SOMEONE.

romance controls allo queers like they're a chess pawn and until they realize that I think hanging with hets might be the only way I can even live. You did it queers. You knocked someone out of your community again.

HOLY FUCK GETTING THIS ALL OUT FELT FREEING.

feel free to delete I only needed to scream into the void so I'm not expecting any answers

there's so much focus in the queer community on having a queer-presenting relationship it's sickening, even as an aro in a romo relationship. I'm not sure allo hets will understand, but it's worth a try

[wastingx]

I need to get tf out of this place seriously if I don't make it to uni I'm actually gonna die

i'm really fucking scared this is all i will ever be

[noir-v3nt]

This is not who I am,

but I don't even remember who I should be in the first place.

[foxlungz]

I’m so drained that no amount of asleep can fix