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Breaking in my shadows, using my ways through hollows.
Removing wards of odd, calling the one for all.
You me are the same yet different from the world beneath.
You answer my thoughts but I answer none at all.
My eyes are the one yet you seek the none.
Beneath down is me and above yourself is me, you look down on yourself but hide from me, who are you dear me ?
#writers and poets#my writing#poems on tumblr#poem#poetry#self poem#philosophy#pagan witch#shadow work#understanding life#spiritual awakening#witch#writing
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "đđŒđđŒâ" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) âwhy didn't he use đ«”đŒ?â didn't exist yet. âwhy didn't he use đ?â dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. đđŒ is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent đđŒđđŒ as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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thinking about harvey stardew valley and being a rural country doctor with a caseload like:
guy who wonât accept any diagnosis except âyou have consumption and need to go to the seaside for your healthâ
woman who asks what gemstone he would prescribe for her UTI
guy who spends half the day trying to give himself a concussion and the other half trying to blow out his hearing on his guitar
two people who have struggled with alcoholism for years but reject all of his resources for it UNTIL someone gifts them alcohol biweekly for a year straight and suddenly their lives turn around
guy who will not stop mailing people bombs but in a friendly way and like this just isnât on the PTSD screener??
guy who wonât stop asking him vague but increasingly bizarre questions about the safety of truffle oil
woman who EATS ROCKS
and also thereâs a fucking wizard. whatâs up with that. how often do you think the man goes âwhy did i get an MD why didnât i just train to be a wizard i didnât even know that was an optionâ while performing emergency surgery on this one farmer who wonât stop picking fights with ACTUAL MONSTERS
#stardew valley#sdv#sdv harvey#my understanding is this is basically what being a rural country doctor is like in real life
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ON LEAVING SOMETHING
There comes a time when a man feels exhausted, frustrated, and so alone. Mostly, it's because you've left behind something that made you happy and secure. Leaving a place where youâve spent most years of your life, where you enjoyed time with people youâve known since childhood, is never easy. You recall the moments when you reflect, realizing you don't find people or places like them around you. Thatâs when you understand the value of the life you once lived. Thatâs when you recognize the worth of those who made you laugh when you were sad. Life can only be fully lived when you're with your loved ones, with friends who speak their hearts to you. True love exists in our memories, where we can truly feel it from the heart. Therefore, Live to gather as much love as possible.
Separation is a part of life. It takes courage to make it happen. At the same time, It can be an opportunity to broaden your horizons, meet new people, and see the beauty of the world, all while remembering the past we once lived. O heart, itâs time to move forward with a fresh spirit, to set new goals, and to live once again.
#nostalgia#loveislove#sad note#dear diary#life quotes#reality#suffering#understanding life#foryou#letter to love#memories#memorial
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2024.09.04 | One of the first steps to understanding life is to understand your self.
#life experience#life lessons#life journey#understanding#self understanding#understanding life#self care#self improvement
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Mary Oliver, from Long Life: Essays And Other Writings originally published in 2004
#lit#mary oliver#quotes#writings#words#understanding#typography#fragments#quote#essays#long life: essays & other writings#p
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alex hirsch was really just so pissed that no one saw his epic old man yaoi that he went and wrote a whole new book and made a whole website specifically to show meticulous evidence that this weird old man fucked a triangle.
he really said what were ford and bill really doing in that pocket dimension they shared, hm? did you ever think of that? oh - you think it was just chess? hm. interesting. i dont.
the ultimate rare pair shipper. i have never seen a creator do this before. absolutely fascinating at every angle.
#and he was so fucking real for that#if i created the best old man yaoi ever and people shipped fucking BILLDIP instead??????#i would devote years of my life to remedying that as fast as possible#yall dont even understand i would be irate#imagine someone shipping ur 12yo self insert with ur uncle's weird ex from another dimension#toxic yaoi fr fr#gravity falls#billford#bill cipher#ford pines#dipper pines#alex hirsch#after the owl house cancellation too ik disneys begging him for a s3#and hes holding it over their heads while curating a gravity falls mania that hasnt been seen since the tumblr dark days#my posts#text post
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What is happiness...??
Contentment and Happiness go hand in hand. One and the same. How to go about it...
What is contentmentâŠ?? Contentment is about focusing on what you have and paying attention to its meaning. A person is content in his life by looking at himself and realizing whatever he has achieved, whether big or small. Do you have health?? Do you have friends?? Do you have a good relationship with others?? Do you have dreams and a vision to work towards them?? Have you left past pain andâŠ
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#Creating yourself#Empowering myself#Happiness that lasts#Life#The pursuit of happiness#Understanding life
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Doms can ask for attention too.
Doms can be needy for attention too.
Doms can ask for reassurance too.
Doms can be clingy too.
Doms can be not in the mood too.
Doms can get jealous and insecure too.
They're not weaker or less of a dom for any of it. They're humans, too, not just Doms. And the fact that people genuinely think otherwise is kind of weird to me.
#text#mine#d/s#important#I'll never understand people who don't consider the person outside of their agreed on role in the bedroom#or even life#take care of each other#submisive and breedable#bd/sm community#nsft concept
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Baptised as an adult? Why?
Hey! I know! it's been a while! Hope you enjoy the latest blog post. Thank you for taking the time to read it, and if you like it, please feel free to share it with someone else who may like it too!
Weâve all been there⊠when you come to one of those really mind blowing and life changing experiences on our own unique journeys in life. For me personally one of those times was when I took the decision to get baptised as an adult on November 21st 2021. Trust and believe! This is a big decision/moment on your journey in life when youâre an adult! I was christened as a baby, but it took me 19âŠ
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#Baptism#Christening#church#Education#Elevation Church#Freedom#God#Jesus#Life Changing Decision#Pastor Bob Beeman#Personal Relationship#Recovery#Sanctuary International#Understanding life
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*proceeds to drink the whole bottle*
Yeah Alastor you're gonna be loved and appreciated wether you want it or not :)
#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel fanart#hazbin alastor#hazbin rosie#radiorose#platonic radiorose#qpr radiorose#even tho they have no idea what label to put on their relationship at this point#hazbin comic#comic#my art#autodesk sketchbook#it probably looks ooc from alastor to react like this but poor man has only learned his whole life that relationships have a hierarchy#âmarriage > a simple friendshipâ in his brain and it's confusing for him that Rosie would put her friendship with him over that#also Rosie was pissed of how terrible her date went and as soon as she comes home Alastor sides with her ex husband#just to explain why she got angry so quickly basically they couldnt really understand each other that's why they got angry#I love cute fluffy radiorose but its good to see them argue sometimes eheh#I needed to get this idea out of my system and made it into a whole comic
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the girls, the gays, and impulsesv :D
(or pics pack. or the heartbreakers. or gaslight, gatekeep, girlboss, girldad.)
#mxmarsart#i am so unwell about this team#i am particularly fond of the girls the gays and impulse#but i understand if they donât wanna use that name#so the other three are also fun ^.^#are they gonna form a crazy unbreakable bond?#are they gonna crack under the pressure and fall apart?#who knows!#pearlescentmoon#pearlecentmoon fanart#zombiecleo#zombiecleo fanart#smajor1995#smajor fanart#impulsesv#impulsesv fanart#wild life#wild life smp#wild life fanart#trafficblr
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On the theme of continuity of consciousness
I believe that it has taken far too long for a strong distinction of this matter to be made, and I have noticed this as a fact on so many sites.
If a user creates an account on any social media platform, this inevitably becomes a source that articulates the mind's activity and as such each platform the user creates is their own intelligence having fun.
Should an individual create a locked account under their own account via twitter say for instance, and name it something other than their own name (without artistic agency) and talk bullshit on it then, and only then, it may be necessary to light a fire under your ass about it.
From twitter to tumblr to faceborg or anywhere with sound intelligence. It's called web-weaving my love, free agency and free speech- look it up.
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would you bite the hand that feeds you?
#pearlescentmoon#smajor1995#wild life smp#namemc spoilers#i hope these two never get along in the storyline i find them fascinating#OKAY SO#originally i had this sketch back in session 2 when scott manages to throw her something actually edible JUST IN TIME#and now with the namemc spoilers of pearl ACTUALLY having a yellow eye which does! kind of match scotts esp since he died for this#i figured itd be an appropriate time#i did edit it though the original was pearl eating smth#now do i think scott and pearl has had any Major (heh) interactions to warrant this fanart in WL?#frankly no LMAO theyve been very civil you go guys . but i like the dynamics between them anyway#also i finally got a piece with scott!!! hes been very hard to draw goodness#anyway long rambly tags#eydidraws#my art#mcyt#trafficblr#galaxyduo#majormoon#** i say civil because its just been more on verbal light jabs at each other rather than anything Really significant ?#and well. its obvious all 3Gs are being very careful around each other which makes me JUST A L IL SAD#id love to see them let loose and be vicious but i also understand the angle theyre coming from#anyway can you tell i like the 3g dynamics
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everyone out of the way, this is the only thing I'm going to be thinking about from now on.
(okay, there is one more thing)
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#lost in the book with nightmare before christmas#hajimari no halloween#jade is having the time of his life being a nasty little mofo and i love him for it#and gosh...leona and sally being friends is SO cute#sometimes i forget that leona is canonically a feminist#sally poisons a man and he's like 'you go girl'#they have so much in common though!#they both have eye scars and no ears on the sides of their heads!#no but they're adorable and i love it#and i suppose i have to reluctantly admit that i understand why lilia could not be in this event#he would just be stuffing frogs into his mouth left and right without even blinking#every time we get a moment of culture-clash he would just be there like 'mm-hm. yes. i do not see the problem.'#man. i do so adore any event that forces the boys to Work Together#their one weakness...not being petty dipshits who get into slapfights at the drop of a hat#absolutely nothing got done that first day and the mayor set off the emergency alarm because he was so done with them#this is perfection#anyway brb gotta go do some missions for the other jack's birthday#see you next week for more of scully becoming increasingly disillusioned with all these fake halloween fans
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I don't want much, I just want to learn how to enjoy life, even in the hardest moments.
#words#quotes#writing#feelings#thoughts#creative writing#deep thoughts#introspection#writers on tumblr#poetry#my thoughts#relatable#relatable quotes#life quotes#life cycles#life lessons#understanding#meaning#existence#life#spilled thoughts#spilled ink#spilled words#spilled poetry#spilled writing#quoteoftheday#vent#vent post#life reflections#reflections
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