#tw // vent ( ?? is dis a vent )
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if i lived alone my apartment would be perfect
id have a thinspo wall and a meal plan whiteboard, id shamlessless have a 'your not hungry your bored' sign on my fridge. id be able to keep my scale in the bathroom and id keep my cw on the mirror with a chart tracking how it fluctuates. id walk on a treadmil while i watch shows instead of sit. i could keep my food scale on the counter and a 'calories in' book by its side. i could write the calories on the lid of my meal prep and keep my snacks portioned and in timed lock boxes.
#⭐️ve#tw 3d vent#tw disordered thoughts#disordered eating mention#34t1ng d1s0rd3r#light as a feather#4norexla#starv1ng#ed but not ed sheeran#tw ana rant#anamotivation#eating dis order#eating disoder trigger warning#tw eating issues#tw ana bløg#tw skipping meals#vent
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the thing about grief is everyone’s like “it’ll never get smaller but you’ll grow around it” and yeah that’s true. i definitely have grown around my grief and it’s not constantly all-consuming anymore. but it hasn’t gotten smaller, and i don’t think people realise what that means. i think people figure it’ll feel smaller because they did grow around it, but it just means that it’s on the back of your mind now instead of at the forefront. you can do things and live your life without constantly only thinking of your grief. but sometimes it will also make itself known, and the sheer enormity of your grief will overwhelm you because ultimately it’s the same size as the day it arrived
#as always with my grief posting. i’m ok. i just have a hard time around winter and february especially#today is my birthday. the day after tomorrow is when my dad died#it’s not a good combination and it makes me a bit varied emotionally#this is the first year i can’t be with my family for the anniversary of his passing so it’s just hitting extra hard right now#also his yarzheit was yesterday. so.#dead dad club#grief#vent tw#yall can rb this btw
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i’ve been blogging for 3 years n’ one picrew + katsuki texts got some attention… now m’ getting many asks about tha way i type n’ i got my first ever hate (?) ask tha other day… T^T
is tha way i act or type makin’ any of yous uncomfortable ?? pwease let me know, i didn’t know it would cause such trouble… i feel so bad :,<
#tw // vent ( ?? is dis a vent )#i jus’ wanna have fun on m’ bloggie…#i dont feel very safe on here anymore which is just…#so sad… i always want to be positive and bright#thinking about deactivating or leaving#i just dunno what to do#i just wuv my f/o’s very much :<#goodnight friends :) i wuv u all <3#₍ᐢ..ᐢ₎ — lene’s latest gossip .ᐟ
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absolute worst part of autism is the inability to fucking eat anything. it’s fine when you have a samefood, but uh-oh! you get the [x ingredient] for your samefood and it’s an off batch, and now it’s Inedible. garbage. food for the trash. nauseating.
#mim’s ramblings#tw food#actually autistic#like most things— my Autism Eating got worse after my mom died#so now it’s basically down to (1) meal. that I can cook for myself anyway#vent post
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Raggiungerò i miei obiettivi. Non c’è alternativa.
#i need to lose this weight#motivation#weight loss#th1nsp1ration#diet#dieta#dimagrire#fat loss#fitspo#i just want to be thin#perdita di peso#th1n$pø#tw thinspi#thin$po#thinspø#tw ana bløg#tw 3d vent#tw ed but not sheeran#gym body#i need to be weightless#i’m fat#i need to lose so much weight#i will lose weight#i wanna be sk1nn1#i want to lose weight#lose weight motivation#wheight loss#4n4blr#4n4rexia#4n4t1ps
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addiction sure doesn't develop overnight but no one tells you it can develop rapidly. like. try 2 weeks. would it still be the early stages? yes, hell, the early stage starts even before compulsive use does. but it's still addiction and more people need to realize how fast you can start to fall.
#i think i could really say i was an addict in august but i didnt see it At All#even though i was using drugs daily. overdosed. and began drinking frequently towards the end of the month#i swear for like half of 2023 i was tip toeing around drug use and then in july i started falling head first rapidly#and by october i was at the point where any day could be the day i died#fucking. insane#addiction#vent#drugs tw#alcohol tw#alcoholism#alcoholic#mental health
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✞ 𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑖 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑎 𝑐𝑟𝑜𝑠𝑠 𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑣𝑒𝑑 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑦 𝑠𝑘𝑖𝑛. 𝑖𝑡𝑠 𝑠𝑜 𝑏𝑒𝑎𝑢𝑡𝑖𝑓𝑢𝑙 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑚𝑦 𝐿𝑜𝑟𝑑 𝐵𝑙𝑎𝑧𝑒. ✞
#chloroformsnow#reveka wonderland#blaze my love#my god blaze#my blaze#yandere community#obsessive love di#tw obsessive behavior#obsessive gf#obsessive girl#obsessive tendencies#obsessive thinking#obsessivecore#obsessive vent#obsessive love#obsessive thoughts#obsessive yandere#actually obsessive#yanblr#yancore#yan core#yan blog#yan posting#yandere thoughts#yandere blog#yandere#yandere content#yandere coping
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i need to stop speaking forever.
#vent#tw suicide#i said ‘no one likes me’ as a joke/dramatics because no one wanted to do this dumb game with me#and my ‘friend’ said i was right#i know she doesn’t like me because shes said it but does she have to repeat it#you dont have to say that. i know. youve mentioned.#and my sister (whos her gf) said it was a bit rude and she just said shes not responsible for other peoples feelings#YES YOU ARE#YOU ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR OTHER PEOPLES FEELINGS WHEN YOU ACTIVELY TRY TO MAKE THEM FEEL BAD YOU ARE#i hate her i hope she died i hipe she kills herself i hope shes smashed between two cars in a horrible crash#sorry#im not a horrible person please i promise#i might be#i dont think im that bad but#i just dont get how bad of a person i must be for someone to tell me they dont like me straight to my face no shame teo times now#in fromt of my friends and siblings and no one cares#im sure everyone else thinks it too but theyre nice so they dont say their opinion because thats rude and shes a bitch so she doesnt care#but like#i didnt think i was that bad i dont want to be that bad ive tried i am trying to be likeable#i wish i wasnt so affected by it because i dont even like her#i wish i could fucking kill myself#i actually might be a horrible person
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i rly cannot catch a break guys lol
#death tw /#vent tw /#my mom just called me suddenly out of nowhere no warning n told me my dad died#head in hands#yall#year after year since 2020 it just doesn't stop#it don't stop coming and it don't stop coming as wise guru all star smash mouth once said#gotta make myself laugh or i'm just gonna cry 24/7#the horrors persist but unfortunately i must also persist idk how to even begin coping but alas#bear w me i know i'm already rly bad at like. responding to things and answering dms and etc#but life is relentless jfc
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Feel free to ignore because I’m just complaining about something I have very little control over but! How am i supposed to stay happy when the world sucks !! So much !! Everything and everyone is terrible to each other !!! I love being alive and witnessing how our entire society strays further from being livable !!
#cw vent#tw vent#anyways i just. i keep seeing news about conflicts in the workd and how many more have died and im so#so tired of the world being a terrible place to be#i just want everyone to be happy and safe for a day.#is that too much to ask of a workd that is supposed to be a home?
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I need to be at 49 or less by the end of the month.
(My pic)
#i need to lose this weight#motivation#weight loss#diet#dieta#dimagrire#fat loss#fitspo#i just want to be thin#i need to be weightless#tw ed but not sheeran#ed dieta#tw ed ana#ed but not ed sheeran#tw 3d vent#tw b1nge#b0dy check#b0dy ch3ck#4n4blr#4n0r3x!4#tw ana bløg#anadiet#low cal restriction#tw restriction#tw b0dy ch3ck#b0dych3x#b1ng3#b3d#low cal diet#perdita di peso
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2days moooooddd
#vent art#in a way#tw sui#tw sui talk#tw suicide#tw sui ideation#uhhhhtheres way too many tag variations of dis man
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Hey can I just
I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm so freaking sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm so sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry
Why do people follow me
Why do people talk to me
I suck I'm such a jerk I'm so freaking childish
Just unfollow me
I promise you'll be better off without me
Please if you're reading this and you genuinely don't enjoy talking to me this is your way out. Please leave if I'm too much of a jerk I promise I won't mind or blame you
I should just shut up
I'll shut up now
#Eda thoughts#tw vent#?#I'm sorry#I'm so sorry#I'm so so sorry#On another note I think a part of me died and honestly I don't care anymore
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guess who learned about what just happened with tumblr 🤚
#it.. can’t be dying right?#I just got here#I want to share splattertale here#this is where UTMV was BORN#I have other social media but….#I… don’t think I can use them for the same kind of posting#textpost#venting?#tw vent#?#tumblr#skeleton crew thing#I’ll still be posting stuff until it finally dies but#I’m scared
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#i wish it was possible to die in a way that didnt just continue to make you a burden to those around you#like. if i could just die and know that everyone who knew me would feel nothing about it and wouldn't have to worry about shit like#paying off my student loans or paying for the funeral or whatever. that would be great.#it's like#i'm nothing but a burden and a chore if i live#but then i'm nothing but a burden and a chore if i die#why can't there be a way out that just. doesn't cause any damage to anyone or anything else.#like yeah maybe there are good reasons to live but#the financial and emotional burden of my existence outweighs my desire to keep going#statistically by the numbers i would absolutely be better off dead and should've died a long time ago#but then i'm still a financial and emotional burden if i die anyways. so. the problem remains.#the world never wanted me but here i am anyways. i wish i never revived when my heart stopped while i was being born.#my life continues to amount to nothing positive.#just an accumulation of trauma and grief and debt for myself and for everyone with the misfortune of knowing me.#just give me a way out. please.#i'm tired of being trapped here.#vent#tw sui ideation#tw sui vent#tw sui talk
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Tw vent in tags uh ed
Sobbing to this uh
#vent tw uwu#i haye myself so much lalala#i cant even fucking just starve myself cuz my parents have to give me food and now they want me ro eat onfront of them so i cant just throw#it out#im tryinf to eat 500 cals a daybut it keeps being 800#im literally fucking discusting bro#its so hard to hide my eating disorder when i had this SAME ed when i was 7 ans now if i dont eat one meal my parents are concerned#ive just been feelinf like shit the past like#4 fucking months#im going to school in September and im tryinf to starve myself as much as possible before then so i dont look like a ugly shit#but im just fuckinf failing#im suposed to be eating 300 or500#but instead im eatinf like800 to 1000 on some days#some days i atleast get to 600#ive bren doinf tgis shit for a month and.ive only lost.like 4 pounds#sometimes i just feel likr laying in my room all day and fuckinf rotting#eating only fucking gum and drinking monster or smth#i hate this and i know its stupid and i know i dont want to die but i KNOW this kills#i almost died when j was 7 from it#and i dont want to die#but i dont want to get better#anyway the main person keeping me alive in this shit is my poopir#egg 🐻#Spotify
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