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#it.. can’t be dying right?#I just got here#I want to share splattertale here#this is where UTMV was BORN#I have other social media but….#I… don’t think I can use them for the same kind of posting#textpost#venting?#tw vent#?#tumblr#skeleton crew thing#I’ll still be posting stuff until it finally dies but#I’m scared
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the hardest thing in this world is to live in it. be brave. live. is so beautiful and such a heart wrenching moment between buffy and dawn but it’s also the saddest thing I have ever heard. this is coming from buffy summers, who ever since she was called has had to fight every day of her life to survive. coming from a girl who was murdered when she was sixteen years old, who didn’t want to die. this is coming from a girl who had to kill the person she was in love with to save the world. someone who has seen classmates slaughtered on a regular basis. a girl who found her mother dead on their living room couch from a brain tumour. a girl who fought tooth and nail to survive every battle, every single apocalypse. who despite every effort to live is sacrificing her life all over again at twenty.
the hardest thing in this world is to live in it. buffy summers knows better than anyone just how hard that is.
#she’s UNREAL#truly can’t understand how some people wish the show had ended at s5#buffy DESERVED to live#I know she found peace in the afterlife and in no way am I saying pulling her out of heaven was the right thing to do#but ending the show with buffy dying to perform her duty would have destroyed everything it stood for#buffy deserves to be more than a lamb raised for slaughter#buffy summers i love you#buffy summers#buffy meta#btvs#btvs meta#buffy the vampire slayer
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ended up being 11 hours at the emergency clinic. I have a pro strat of biting the inside of my mouth to stop myself from crying, but 11 hours straight of that has left it a bit shredded
#It just took so long before pangur got treatment#bc she wasnt immediately dying so she got put as low priority#and then the vet tech gave me a speech about how they can’t guarantee she’ll recover when they finally saw us#I’m a wreck right now#this is the third time in her life she’s been hospitalized for pancreatitis and she’s always pulled through before#but she’s so old and fragile now
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kinda long homura rant/analysis
“homura doesn’t care about anybody but madoka !!!!”
literally homura:
originally tried to save all of the girls before she eventually gave up bc it was literally impossible,
literally ran like hell to get sayaka’s soul gem back after madoka chucked it off the bridge and even closely inspected it w such care to make sure it wasn’t damaged at all,
admitted that she has hurt people (most likely the magica quartet, aka all of her friends, bc who else?) and feels immense guilt abt it and wishes she could erase it all (she literally says that hurting mami hurt HER),
can’t bare to kill mami (she looks so conflicted and sad when pointing the gun at her) and can’t even look at her when she shoots her in the leg bc she rly doesn’t want to hurt her,
subconsciously created a desired reality that she brought all of her friends (even kyosuke and hitomi, implying that she even cares for them as well) into where alive, happy, and together (ppl seem to forget that homura’s labyrinth was literally what she’s wanted deep down before it started to fall apart as she realized it was fake; sayaka literally points out how a witch who just wants to keep everyone happy and out of harm can’t be that bad, and kyuubey points out how homura would have most likely preferred to stay in this fake, happy world instead of realizing the horrible truth),
apologizes to kyoko for “getting her involved in this” after she realizes that she herself is the witch, aka most likely apologizing for wasting kyoko’s time when she asked her to go to kazamino city w her and for calling her,
rewrote reality in order to bring sayaka and bebe back to life and give everyone the happy life they always desired and deserved (she is literally willing to proclaim herself as “evil” and “the devil” and be unhappy if it means that madoka and everyone else gets to be happy and alive, safe from all the pain and the incubators who are still trying to prey on them and all magical girls)
… but she only cares abt madoka?
#💀💀💀#like c’mon guys…#it’s right in front of ur face…#we can’t be THAT media illiterate 😭#akemi homura#homura akemi#madoka magica#madoka magica homura#mahou shoujo madoka magica#pmmm homura#puella magi madoka magica#akemi homura rebellion#akuma homura#devil homura#homura akemi my beloved#mahou shoujo madoka magica rebellion#puella magi madoka magica rebellion#madoka magica rebellion#media literacy#common sense#media literacy is dying#media literacy is dead#character analysis#analysis#meta analysis#show analysis#media analysis#fandom critical#fandom critique#fandom criticism
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Annual art vs artist recycling of content
#my art#my face#art vs artist#the photo is a year old because i am only capable of taking a selfie i don’t hate once every 17 business months#my hair is a bit longer and dyed dark brown right now but otherwise i look the same#scrolled through everything i posted here for this this year#i drew a lot of shit#most of it bad#picked ones i like for this#artvsartist#i believe all the paintings in this are still available for sale. possibly except the eye one. i can’t remember whether that one fell throug
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you can kind of tell who was bullied in the yj fandom and how resolved their trauma is by how much empathy they have for the characters
#yellowjackets#“jackie was a bitch who deserved to die!1!1!1!” she was a little bitch max 7 times the whole show. and she was in a plane crash. try again#“mari was dumb she literally fell in the pit before!1!1!1” it has snowed. she was panicked. she was injured. lottie was cheering on the hunt#she had no reason to trust her.#“shauna has always been a bad person” no she hasn’t. back at home she wanted the best for everyone. in the wilderness pre s3 and most of 2#she was pregnant if she was mean you should excuse her because she was pregnant and in a plane crash. hope this helps#“tai was a mean girl” she did not mean to break allies leg. she was trying to push her harder and her foot slipped.#she rightfully got defensive when accused of otherwise. hope this helps#“van has no empathy” van was adjusting to her circumstances. she had just watched a small child die and was trying to keep his brother from#from dying in vain. she wanted his brother to save him. she wanted travis to eat.#hope this helps#“lottie is a bad person!1!1!1” lottie is mentally ill in 1996. she is unmedicated. she is schizophrenic. i think she has a right to act the#way she does since she can’t really help it. hope this helps#i could go on#yj#taissa turner#van palmer#shauna shipman#jackie taylor#mari ibarra#lottie matthews
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Chilchuck analysis speedrun: As a hardworking half-foot who grew up poor and discriminated against and had his gullibility taken advantage of multiple times in his early adventuring days, Chilchuck thinks optimism is a dangerous flaw. He’s stressed and strict all the time because his job is noticing details like traps that could get everyone killed before anyone knows it, he takes the lives of everyone to be on his shoulders, and with the way he speaks about it that probably partly reflects how he felt about taking it upon himself to provide for his family too. His life’s always been pretty centered around work and has become even moreso now that his wife left and everyone is independent, and due to past events he’s very iffy with bonding with coworkers. He thinks feelings and job are a disaster mix. Like with his wife or with parties hiring him as sacrifice, being open or having good faith is vulnerability which can get you hurt, so he processes and shows all his stress as anger instead of worry. Doing strict dieting probably isn’t helping the irritability what with hunger, and on top of being a hunger suppressant alcohol might be the main stress reliever he has.
His grey hairs are so earned

#Chilchuck tims#dungeon meshi#analysis#HAPPY CHILCHUCK DAY#You know what yeah understandable have a good day#Alcohol be a ticket straight to chilling out town I suppose#Spoilers#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#Thinking on if I should split my family masterpost into diff posts for max reach hmm#I’m def editing in the second page into that post that “I’ve got three people to think of here” sounds sooo much like that’s#how he’d think about it in a family setting as well. He works so hard for them 🥺#I could have put 100 pics on this post to justify everything I mentioned but this is a speedrun for a reason. I’m planning so many#compilations rn i need a break from rereading lol#He’s just here to do his work!! He just wanna do his work!!!#I’m always rotating him in my brain like rotisserie chicken :( Hopefully this doesn’t sound disjointed or insane to average readers#He’s always on his guard so he has a short fuse and his type of humor & liking for snarky remarks doesn’t help#Also bc he knows nothing lasts he has a very work hard play hard mentality where ‘dying doing something you love. Like drinking’#is nice in his opinion#This post makes it all sound so dry. Chilchuck is so messy thinking about him is thrilling I swear. This is concise but at what cost…#OH ALSO he has weird self-hate issues where he really values his skills but devalues himself on a personal level.#‘I am a coward. I only care about myself. I cheated on my wife (lying for no reason)’ etc etc#Can’t disappoint people and make them leave you if they already have no expectations and esteem of you 😏💡#Laws are important to him bc he knows how bad punishment is if you break them and how they’re the key to getting better rights
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i think part of my problem is i lived with my best friend for two years of my life and have been searching for the same feeling of joy & acceptance & support ever since
#like I’ve sat down and had a think about it and the times I’ve felt the least lonely in the last 5+ years are when my roommates were close#friends I could pray with/laugh with/cry with/unmask with#something something you can’t keep trying to go back somewhere that doesn’t exist anymore you need to go forward#but the only way I can see myself thriving is if I can live with people/someone who feel(s) like home#and I know that can come with time and you meet new people and make new friends and settle down somewhere and slowly build yourself a life#but how do you do that without dying along the way#and I’m here in this new state and I’m trying to be content but there’s the very real possibility everything is going to change *again*#later this year and I just. I’m done I want it all to be over I want to get to find someone and commit my life to them and get to know we’r#we’re gonna figure it out together#and bitterness is so tempting right now bc unless God heals & transforms & really really surprises me#(all of which He CAN do but I just have never thought that was His desire for me); unless that happens I will probably be alone for the#rest of my life#and I can write essays on the importance of platonic friendships and how good and beautiful it is to value them but that grows weaker and#weaker the older you get the more all your friends seek marriage and find their other halves and you’re still. just. There#it’s nearly midnight and I should write a poem instead of processing in the tags of a post but really I may just go to bed#I’m so glad I have a phone call and prayer group to look forward to tomorrow#and the Bible study tonight was good <3 some things were hard about it but my soul was comforted#and I may have even more questions but at the very least right now I know God is Love#and that is the bottom line of any answer that I seek#….which I guess maybe loops back to the processing too. I know He is love I know He’s supposed to be sufficient#so what do you do when that doesn’t FEEL like enough#God I believe help my unbelief. please#elle rambles#[y]#/p
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So has anyone combined the Poseidon blinds Telemachus Au with a prophet Telemachus Au yet? Because they should.
#it only makes sense#*Ody and Tel meeting for the first real time*#Odysseus: My son my darling boy sweetest joy I’ve ever known- Your eyes#Telemachus: Oh yeah Poseidon is quite the petty god isn’t he?#Telemachus: But hey at least my appearance fits the role of a prophet much more now right? ^~^#Odysseus: …I am going to stab him six million more times- Prophet?!#Telemachus: please don’t I don’t want any more visions of you nearly dying I’ve been getting those since the war :(#*I can’t help but wonder & would you fall in love with me again continue mostly as normal*#*later* Odysseus: So… you’ve been seeing me in visions since the war?#Telemachus: oh yeah I used to go to Apollos temple and write down all the names of the fallen to inform their loved ones.#: I wrote down all five hundred before I went to wait for Poseidon on the beach.#Odysseus: To wait for- You went and waited for him!?#Telemachus: No use fighting it that’s not how prophecy’s work Mister Man Who is Haunting!#Odysseus: Okay alright I walked right into that But you were TEN?!#Telemachus: Yeah! I was ten! and I didn’t wanna worry mom!!#Odysseus: *sigh* you take too much after me#Telemachus: O-O#epic the musical#epic musical#odysseus#odysseus of ithaca#telemachus#telemachus of ithaca
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Modern Azris getting isekaid (a-la-teen beach movie) into acotar with a west side story/romeo and Juliet plot
The plot of the ‘movie’ is Rhys and Feyre falling in love but being kept apart.
Azriel and Eris are on opposite sides, accidentally alter the story so they then have to work discreetly to fix everything
Azriel has several college finals in a few days along with a choir concert, so he’s freaking out. Eris, who loves the Romeo and Juliet-star crossed lovers plot, is elated and takes great joy in being messy.
They have to adjust to being
1. Fae
2. Enemies
3. Not in modern day
#Eris thinks it is so fun#azriel hates Romeo and Juliet so he can’t stand any of this#Eris is so captivated by his role and loves that they get to do this#meanwhile azriel is dealing with a group of absolute ASSHOLES#they get invested and have to figure out how to subvert the plot enough to save feysand from dying#somnas.rambles#somnas.writes#acotar#a court of thorns and roses#azriel shadowsinger#acotar azriel#azriel acotar#eris vanserra#eris acotar#acotar eris#feyre archeron#rhysand#azriel is constantly crashing out cause stupid things keep happing and he’s like ‘Eris I have FIVE EXAMS and A CONCERT IN TWO DAYS.’#‘I NEED TO GET HOME’#meanwhile Eris is like ‘babe pretend it’s a vacation. babe please this can be so fun’#‘er there is a grown man GROWLING AT BITCHES. I CANT HANDLE THIS RIGHT NOW’#IDEA#ITS A MUSICAL#azriel loves music and everything but when they break into song he ends up sitting in the corner hyperventilating and laughing in disbelief#a man with purple eyes who has a country to run is singing about this girl he saw ONCE and fell in love with#Eris thinks it’s hilarious and when he gets a moment alone he cracks and laughs his ass off#ok I wrote this June 7th 2024 and it’s April 2025 and I realized this is a banger post
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Mike is cursed to live the same thing over and over again. Watching, supporting, and even helping someone commit crimes while telling them it’s okay and it doesn’t make them a bad person, and all they have to do is this one thing, and then they can stop and live whatever kind of life they want only for that person to die and for Mike to be somewhat responsible.
This post is brought to you by I bet on losing dogs by Mitski.
#better call saul#breaking bad#mike erhmantraut#Mike has always been one of the most interesting characters to me#I love him so much#the way he breaks the curse is by dying#honestly one of the reasons Jesse lived imo#so sad I could cry right now#the only people that made were Jesse and Pryce#it’s three am and I’m so tired but I can’t stop thinking about Mike and his criminal sons and his german wife#breaking bad spoilers#better call saul spoilers#tagging that so my sister doesn’t see this
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How do I keep making AUs if my AUs WHAT ARE YOU DOING BRAIN
#Hey does anybody wanna see an AU where Ganondorf resurrects Power and they have to work through their garbage and—#But Power’s still actively dying from what killed him and—#Gan’s like “y-you’re all grown up” because Power is 35 years old#But he also never grew up right so he’s still Gan’s baby#But he’s dying and knows it and is trying to spare Gan’s feelings after they start getting along#WHY IS THIS SO DETAILED I AK MEVER WRITING THIS#JUST SCENES IN MY HEAD HELP#SOMEONE SEND A RESCUE TEAM#good ganondorf#hero of power#I can’t even elaborate because I can barely string a sentence together tgodhalwjvwrjf
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so “greatest stroke of unluck in history”
do we think that’s enough to kill andy and they go out together in a blaze of glory, destroying sun and securing the negators’ futures in one go?
#king’s court#undead unluck#uu spoilers#anfuu#I mean we’d really be coming full circle#this is the story of their quest for the greatest death ever right?#andy + fuuko dying together. so they’re never separated again#Andy’s dream didn’t really change I mean he wants to be able to die#WITH FUUKO#like of course ideally he dies of old age with her#but this would technically fulfill his originally request/intentions with fuuko#I don’t actually think either of them would STAY dead#I can’t see Tozuka pulling something like that when the message of uu is so unfailingly hopeful#however#if fuuko does have to die like. it needs to be in a way that takes andy out too#otherwise I’m rioting
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HOW DO YOU WRITE CHARACTER SUMMARIES

#dying over this I need to just go to sleep uurrghh#genuinely if anyone knows TELL ME because I am. not good at this#I want to have lil summaries on my lil site yeah? but I can’t figure out how to format it all#like ok it’s from domitones perspective! easy enough! but how many details do I include#that’s my problem right there. I have no idea how much or how little to write#if it were up to me I’d include every last detail but I know that wouldn’t be fun/easy to read#what is that magic number of details??#because in my eyes every little detail matters. pdbc is just a culmination of nonsense and leaving out one detail feels heartbreaking#no….I can’t leave out the part about wii sports surgery that’s so important….#for the minor characters I can almost figure it out but for the main characters? no way I can do that#I also don’t know if I should avoid spoilers. what even counts as spoilers. I don’t bother not spoiling things ever#like hell yeah these characters die 🦅🦅🦅💥💥💥I will explain it all in great detail. what the hell is keeping the plot a mystery#m sooo tired someone better have an answer for me when I wake up /j
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I can’t explain why, but this is my favorite hilson edit ever and I can/will watch it on loop for an uncountable amount of times
#hilson#house md#gregory house#james wilson#im very bummed about my laptop dying on me and possibly having to replace the motherboard#or put money aside to buy a new one in…who knows how long 🙃#so i was looking through my tiktok playlists since i can’t do my usual late night genealogy#and i saw my house folder and got hit with a burst of nostalgia#i had already saved this edit to my phone bc i loved it so much and would be devastated if it was deleted#idk maybe it’s the lake scene in the middle that pushes the brain buttons just right#but the whole vibe i get from it is immaculate and i wanted to share in an attempt to cheer myself up lol#maybe i’ll make a mega post of my fave fics too bc why not#it’s not like i can do my genealogy work 😞#hasan't#personal#video#not my video#tiktok#not my tiktok
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Manorian core because Dorian INSISTS on calling Manon short because she’s under 5’9 so this is how she takes revenge while being silly
#booklr#books and reading#manon blackbeak#throne of glass#tog#dorian havilliard#manon x dorian#manorian#like Dorian is absolutely that guy#and like it’s misleading because whenever he describes Manon as short people assume she’s really short#but when they see her she’s like far from that???#like literally everyone knows that 5’7 is NOT short by any means yet there is Dorian#and yeah I know this is totally a thing for them because in the books Manon was so weak at the knees bc Dorian is ‘much taller than her#like it’s legit a weakness she LOVES how he towers over her canonically????#no one of the other girls in the books paid that much attention to height except for Manon because she just can’t resist Dorian and his#height is one of those things like girly why are you thinking of this people are literally dying all around you the whole city is getting#destroyed right at this moment??? but girly has her priorities we gotta respect that#so this height difference thing is definitely something they have TRUST Dorian is relentlessly teasing#idk they’re just weird in their own way???
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