#tumblr is just my diary now

[agentemo]

maybe only when i finish processing my mom calling me crazy whenever i got the slightest bit emotional only to deny me access to mental health care when other adults in my life recommended it because i was having mental fucking breakdowns in the middle of my high school hallway [inhale] will i stop being such a sensitive little shit about all these shitty little labels

[midnightclover]

Summon Night: Swordcraft Story (ATLUS, 2003)

[philyuri]

was reading my diary from 2016 and girl tell me why phil calling dan "d-slice" and dan calling phil an angel bean was making us freak out. we really were in the fucking trenches we have it so good nowadays

[animalsandskyyy]

so like what does it mean when the girl you’ve been talking to met up with her ex boyfriend last night and didn’t interact with you after that until almost noon the next day and just said “i’m so sorry I got all busy” when she’s just been at home but like still valid, but when you ask how the night went she hasn’t responded even tho she read the message 3 hours ago?

asking for a friend😭

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

ah yes! the joys of executive dysfunction and something being Fundamentally Broken In Your Braincase!

[alicenpai]

what is this april fools boop thing.. it feels like i got blasted back to 2010 deviantart wahaha

[k-martins]

I don't think I've commented on this until now, but I have a feeling that Gojo has been trying to talk to Megumi since the beginning.

When he got out of the prison realm the first thing Gojo did was go after Kenjaku and Sukuna (though I'm wondering how he knew their whereabouts, but that doesn't matter), and as soon as he saw them, Gojo said something like "You've changed a lot, MEGUMI." Are you getting my point?

The outfit similar to Toji's, the way he said Megumi looked like her father (something he must have said at some point in Megumi's life), the way he throws references to past chapters… It all seems be a way to connect with Megumi without Sukuna noticing. A way of showing that he is there to save him, that he knows that Megumi is still alive and is fighting for him.

Gojo cares for Megumi, if not as a son, then as a student. Just think of how tempted he was to kill his superiors when Yuji, a boy he barely knew, died. In jujutsu Kaisen 0 Gojo said that youth cannot be stolen from youth (something like that, I looked in my language dubbing). He wouldn't leave Megumi for dead, and as good as the memes were, GG wouldn't have put Gojo in Toji's outfit simply because he's cute.

If there was ever a moment that Megumi felt something, it was here… This koala hug took even the king of curses by surprise LMAO

[love-me-satoru]

really need new internet friends who would love to trauma dump with me.

i also really feel like i need to talk to someone to get clean and i don’t know if ill actually follow through

or might just end it all.

my birthday is literally this saturday. But i don’t even feel like i deserve any sort of happiness since i keep lying about my recovery.

Also i haven’t eaten a meal since friday. lost 7 pounds since then. i’ve always wanted to lose weight. i just didn’t expect it to be a very dangerous way.

[metrohearts]

challengers but it’s me and 1970s roger waters and david gilmour idk i haven’t seen the movie

[scrumptious-shit]

oh you think you’re tough ? try being a lesbian

[urimaginarygirlfriend]

your favorite internet girlfriend has successfully flown across the atlantic and is now posing inconspicuously as queen ayo edebiri 🇮🇪

[vegaseatsass]

Every time I see another theory that puts Perth on Non's side as his witness protector or his mafia escape artist or his BROTHER !!! or his boyfriend (no one has this theory. This is an agenda of me myself and I) I go a little more feral. Honestly I'm just a teething snuffling raccoon creature at this point

[auriidae]

my brother and i went on a 4-hour walk to a different town and back today and recited, like, the entirety of the steven universe movie from memory (complete with songs!)... both of us have only seen it twice but we are both Insane 👍 it was very fun!

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

damn... kinda mad i didn't die in my dream last night... could've added another method to the list

[suffercerebral]

me having gone to bed at 6 am every day for the past week and generally spiraling mentally while rotting in bed waking up this morning: a 4 mile hike in the heat is a really good idea right now, and while we're at it let's start like 3 art projects

[bepbopbepbop]

I read a review about “Wonder Boys,” in which the reviewer suggests that the main character finds it impossible to finish his book due to his inability to make decisions in his real life. This indecisiveness reflects in his book, which, like his life, is complicated and tangled, dictated by desires—desires to be bigger, better, to have it all. But how many of these desires are truly his, and how many come from outside? And can you even have it all? (No.) When you have everything but you’re still not satisfied, maybe you don’t have anything at all. Only after losing the book does he realize this. His life is not meaningful if he is just drifting in the wind, and his book is not meaningful if every idea is in it. ( also funny how the book just got drifted in the wind, which set him free, but even that wasn’t his choice)

This got me wondering: what does my inability to write say about my life? I want to write with my whole being, but I can’t bring myself to do so. I can only write when I am bursting with feelings, and that doesn’t happen much anymore. I have ideas, but they don’t seem as good when I lay them on paper. Or perhaps I’m just not talented enough to convey my thoughts into my words. Even when I force myself to write, I start to hate it afterward. So what does this say about me? Now I wonder.