#599 days fuckin gone love myself so much.
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really need new internet friends who would love to trauma dump with me.
i also really feel like i need to talk to someone to get clean and i don’t know if ill actually follow through
or might just end it all.
my birthday is literally this saturday. But i don’t even feel like i deserve any sort of happiness since i keep lying about my recovery.
Also i haven’t eaten a meal since friday. lost 7 pounds since then. i’ve always wanted to lose weight. i just didn’t expect it to be a very dangerous way.
#need friends#trauma dump#addiction#using tumblr as my diary again#Please don’t ever start doing drugs.#it will literally ruin you and everything around you.#paranoia is my bestest friend right now#But i just want the trees to stop trying to eat me.#or the non-existent bugs crawling all over me#I wish i stayed clean.#599 days fuckin gone love myself so much.
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