#tried to only talk about this stuff with people i already kinda know on here
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
every time a new season of a Popular Show⢠that I actually follow drops i'm newly reminded of how god awful 90% of the discourse on this site is
#feel like the succ stuff wasn't as bad but that might just be selective memory. that's the only exception i can maybe think of#it's not like i usually post about niche shit it's just either not at the same scale of popularity or it's popular but not trending#or whatever so it's not that bad and i get lulled into a false sense of security#but like the second the b ear and h o t d picked back up again it was like. oh. now i remember why i stopped looking at tags and#tried to only talk about this stuff with people i already kinda know on here#it's just an endless torrent of the worst takes you've ever seen interspaced with self insert f ics and you can't even avoid it by#not going to the tag bc it floods every available 'recommended posts!' slot#and i don't want to block all the tags entirely bc i do occasionally see someone say something interesting#the struggle of having good opinions /s
7 notes
¡
View notes
Text
i love finding out how big this world is. my girlfriend has only visited boston a handful of times, but i grew up here. i told her we'd be going to do the tourist traps in salem, and she said - which salem?
to be fair to her, there are a lot of other states that have a town named "salem." and i think there's some evidence that the witch trials actually happened in what is now called Danvers. but the thing is - she thought "salem" was like, a made-up thing. there wasn't actually a salem, massachusetts - like there isn't a gotham city.
they don't talk about it that much where she grew up, is the thing! and this made me laugh. a week ago she was talking about her hometown and said something akin to "well the museum's kinda like the one in richmond," and i had to explain i still had no frame of reference for what the hell this museum was like.
i love finding out what knowledge i take for granted. i used to live with 5 other women. 3 of them were from south korea. they had to take, like, a solid fifteen minutes to explain their birthday system to my gay math-blind ass, laughing as they did.
that same month, our roommate from denmark taught me the danish word for wreath by accident - she'd been talking about decorations, used krans, and i'd been able to figure it out through context. i just picked it up and kept talking. our entire house used krans as the word. she came home and slammed the door one evening, mock-angry, shouting: you motherfuckers! it's a - a wreath!
and how often do you use certain words, anyway! i am cuban, so i was raised with certain spanish words sort of sprinkled in there; but never how you'd think. in middle school i asked someone to pass me the recogedor - in a completely american accent, like i was speaking english. i hadn't registered it as a spanish word. i mean, how often in school do you actually use the word "dustpan" - i'd only ever heard it in the context of cleaning my house.
there are places that you grew up that you, just, like, know. that you assume everyone knows. there are things and people and "common knowledge" that you have that, just, like. doesn't exist for me. i don't know what you call your public transportation system, but in boston we call it "the T". our train cards are called charlie cards because of a song where a father accidentally abandons his family, which was written because our system of transportation. in boston, most people would snort and say everyone knows that, kid.
i think you and i should go on a long walk - it's getting dark early these days and we need any sun we can manage. tell me about the first time you saw snow. tell me about the stuff everyone knows about your home. tell me about the cities "everyone's been to," about the food "everyone's already tried." who knows. maybe it will feel nice to you - watching someone learn about it for the very first time.
15K notes
¡
View notes
Text
HAZBIN HOTEL X CAELUS! READER
prompt: you were found digging in their trash and they took you in
(I got covidđ so me posting xreader will be kinda slow)
You were digging for some food ever since you fell from heaven because you kept fighting people over trashâŚI mean damn readerâŚ
You fell with a blank look as you had a rotten banana in your mouth as you looked down to see pentagram cityâŚso what did you do? You pulled out your fire sword and slash the ground to soften your fall which worked. You changed it to a bat for protection as you found a dumpster!
CHA-CHING⨠MORE TRASHHHH
You dig in the dumpster not hearing a person whistling. The person dropped the garbage bag shocked to see aâŚ.? Whatever you are digging in the dumpster. Your face was completely dirty as you lift it up to show you found a cool old watch.
Charlie didnât know what to do. Are you homeless? Is what she thought as she takes you out the garbage as you blankly stare at her ââ˘_â˘â âuhm sweetie are you okay?â ââŚâŚâ ânot much of a talker huhâŚâ you just stayed quiet as Charlie introduced herself and shook your hand bringing you to the hotel so you can have a place to stay.
I feel like you were a new angel and only stayed for like 1 monthâŚ(free trial ass shitâŚ) and so when you didnât act holy and proper. Thatâs why you mostly got kicked out
Vaggie will know you are an angel because of your angelic look and golden eyes as you just stand there minding your business. You tell her you fell because you fought over your treasureâŚ.your trash practically. So Vaggie tells you what happened to her and you hugged her making her feel safe about herself a bit.
You two have matching bracelets you made from an exercise Charlie did.
Okay I headcannon that Lucifer is already in the hotel living with his daughter. And he felt your presence and he would be like. âFuck are you doing hereâ𤨠âI fought for my life.â
Vox one time put you on air with him because of your golden shining eyesâŚ.i think he was flirting with you as you ate some gift cookies he made for youâŚ
Velvette tried to make you a model, but you kept wandering off somehow. Literally she got tired of you but never of your face as she at least posted you wearing some nice 2000 makeup
Carmilla had a gut feeling about you being an angel. She wanted to kill you but then you gave her a ring you found in a dumpster because you said she reminded you of your earth mother/parent. Yeah she wanted to adopt you
You help sir Pentious, or who you call penny for his project builds. You dig in dumpsterâs, trash bins, and garbage dumps
Angel dust and you sometimes just be on your phones all the time which is obnoxious. But hey, I donât make the rules. Being on your phone makes it seem like you donât want to be talked to which is true.
Lucifer made you a duck as he notciced how lonely you areâŚ.(you donât give a fuck, you only need trash as your friends) so Lucifer made you 20 ducks that are based on your favorite things or like idk just ducks
The egg boiz follow you around as you literally calling you the, âTRASH BOSS!â Not in a bad way more like in admiration as you give them stuff from the garbage.
Your golden eyes shining in the night scaring husk as he didnât even see you in his hind sight. Like he is a cat, but he didnât even see you?!
You and alastorâs both eat weird things, like he is a cannibalâŚ.and for you..either trash or just normal weird food combos
Alastor would definitely try to get you to eat cannibal meat, but to be honest you can tell the difference between human and regular meat. You always know.
Niffty is the kind of person who would give you a trash flower crown, kinda like how she made a crown for Alastor â¨đŚ
I headcannon your angelic/demon form to be a raccoon đ
You send dumbass memes in the hazbin hotel gcâŚ
You are quite the feral person tbh, but who didnât know when you literally fought people for your damn trash.
You definitely had bit Valentino once as Angel dust brought you to a club and you were digging in trash to find something cool. But Valentino found you adorable in the face and wanted to make you a sex worker. And what did you do when he tried to hurt Angel?
YOU BIT HIS FUCKIN HAND ALMOST OFF AS ANGEL WAS TRYING TO PULL YOU OFFđ
Yeah..you definitely had blood dripping from your mouth when Angel dragged you out of the club
#caelus x reader#caelus#Caelus! reader#raccoon! reader#hazbin#hazbin hotel adam x reader#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel headcanons#hazbin hotel imagine#hazbin hotel lucifer x reader#hazbin hotel x male reader#hazbin hotel x platonic!reader#hazbin hotel x gn reader#hazbin alastor#hazbin hotel x reader#hazbin hotel x you#hazbin angel dust#hazbin vaggie#hazbin husk#hazbin lucifer#hazbin charlie#hazbin x you#crossover#honkai star rail x reader#hsr caelus
840 notes
¡
View notes
Text
Vaggie: âCharlie. You know I love you, right?â
Charlie: ââŚ.â
Charlie: ââŚbefore I answer, can I ask YOU a question?â
Vaggie: âSure, babe. Fire away.â
Charlie: âOkay.â
Charlie: âIs this about the singing cannibal quartet love song turned massacre in the hotel lobby?â
Vaggie: âNo.â
Charlie: âIs it about the supposedly non-man eating flowers that tried eating Angel Dust, which Niffty wonât let us get rid of now because she wants to train them to hunt cockroaches with her?â
Vaggie: âNo.â
Charlie: âIs it about the alleged cookies Husk is still in bed recovering from taste testing?â
Vaggie: âThose were cookies?â
Charlie: âAllegedly. In a previous life maybe.â
Vaggie: âHuh. They werenât bad.â
Charlie: âThey- Vaggie, you didnât actually EAT-â
Vaggie: âAfter wrestling Angel Dust out of the third flower in a row? I was hungry. The kitchen was on fire earlier so I knew youâd made something. And they were sitting in a common area, unclaimed and unlabeled.â
Charlie: âI put CAUTION TAPE around them!!â
Vaggie: âWe donât have anyone staying here named Caution or Hazardous Waste. Not yet, anyway.â
Charlie: âARE YOU FEELING OKAY!?â
Vaggie: âFine. This isnât about the uh, âalleged cookiesâ.â
Charlie: âWell then what is it about? Am I forgetting something else?â
Vaggie: âMaybe. Are you gonna answer my question now?â
Charlie: âOf course I know you love me, Vaggie. Absolutely."
Vaggie: "Then-"
Charlie: "A dangerous amount, even- you sure youâre feeling alright? Those cookies... poor HuskâŚâ
Vaggie: âHusk is on average 40% alcohol and not used to solid foods. This was a good learning experience for him, trust me.â
Charlie: âI do! I do I do, I just, also really hope Angel Dust knows how to BE an actual bedside nurse as well as DRESS like one. A. Sexy one.â
Vaggie: âWeâll save Husk from medical malpractice in a minute. Right now thoughâŚâ
Vaggie: (smooch the tol gf)
Charlie: â?â
Vaggie: âYou donât have to do extra things like this, sweetie.â
Charlie: âOh.â
Vaggie: âNot that I didnât love the thought behind it.â
Charlie: âThere were no thoughts. Just, wow I love my girlfriend, wow I really hope she knows I love her.â
Vaggie: âI do. Youâre amazing, and doing normal hotel crisis things with you is already amazing enough.â
Charlie: (droops) âI know, I knowâŚâ
Vaggie: âSo?â
Charlie: âWell thatâs the THING though! Weâve only been doing hotel stuff!â
Vaggie: âItâs a pretty wide range of activities you gotta admit.â
Charlie: âOh sure right, sooo varied- stop a murder, fight to stop a murder, try not to do a murder, replace THIS fix THAT organize another group talk and go into red alert whenever the things get suspiciously quiet- go collect the bodies, probably reassemble them, pay the bills, supervised arts and crafts and Cherri still makes a BOMB somehow-â
Vaggie: âEveryone getting together to blow it up outside was kinda sweet.â
Charlie: âAnd thatâs great! Weâre doing great, things are going good, itâs just- WE donât do anything thatâs just for US.â
Vaggie: âThat whatâs bothering you?â
Charlie: âBothering me? BOTHERING ME?? Vaggie our last outing together was dragging you back up to HEAVEN where the people who left you in hell also BLAKMAILED YOU!"
Vaggie: "Could've been worse."
Charlie: "IT WAS HORRIBLE! A NEGATIVE TIME TOGTHER! Iâm gonna explode- I havenât taken you on an actual date in MONTHS!!!â
Vaggie: âSo letâs go then.â
Charlie: âI know we canât just leave the hotel, but that doesnât stop-â
Charlie: ââŚâ
Charlie: âHuh?â
Vaggie: âLetâs go. We can take the rest of the night off.â
Charlie: ââŚ.can we?â
Vaggie: âSure. Nifftyâs busy with her new murder plant buddies, Huskâs busy being sick, Angel Dustâs busy with Husk, and Cherri Bomb⌠well. If the singing cannibal duo wants to keep playing exploding volleyball with her out back then thatâs their problem, not ours.â
Charlie: âItâll be our problem REAL quick if anyone spikes the bomb at the hotel!â
Vaggie: âItâll be just another Tuesday, another hole in the wall, and a chance for Cherri to learn about the wonders of vacuum cleaners and wall plaster.â
Charlie: âWhich you wonât be able to sleep knowing about until youâve redone the whole thing yourself.â
Vaggie: âThatâs still just another Tuesday.â
Charlie: âWhat about Husk being sick? AND suffering under Angel Dustâs dubiously sexy medical care?â
Vaggie: âIf theyâre bothering each other they canât be getting into trouble with anyone else. Win-win.â
Charlie: âNiffty is building an army.â
Vaggie: âGood for her.â
Charlie: âShe might be planning on wiping out all life in the hotel???â
Vaggie: âHell forbid the cleaning ladies do anything.â
Charlie: âWhy are you suddenly so okay with mess and chaos? You HATE messes and chaos! You patrol the hotel just to check everyoneâs doing what you thought theyâd be doing, based on all the little schedules you keep making on them!â
Vaggie: âWhich they didnât need to hear you yelling about but sure.â
Charlie: âYou refold all my laundry so the creases line up just right! Why- oh no.â
Charlie: (gasp) âVaggie, donât panic, but I think the evil fail cookies are affecting you-â
Vaggie: âCharlie-â (laughing) â-no, theyâre not. Maybe Iâm fine with a little extra mess and chaos, if it means spending time with you.â
Charlie: ââŚ.â
Charlie: âHow many fingers am I holding up?â
Vaggie: âTriangle. Wanna go on a date with me?â
Charlie: âYE- wait, youâre sure though?â
Vaggie: âIâm sure.â
Charlie: âReally sure?â
Vaggie: âVery.â
Charlie: âItâs not a fun date if it makes you super stressed afterwards.â
Vaggie: âIâm always stressed. Itâd be nice if I could at least get some uninterrupted âstare at my beautiful girlfriendâ time while Iâm at it.â
Charlie: âThe hotelâs gonna be in RUINS when we get back. Our friends might be on fire by then.â
Vaggie: âCâmon, theyâre not our kids. Theyâre all responsible adultsâŚ.â
Chaggie: ââŚ..â
Vaggie: ââŚ.theyâre all adultsâŚâ
Charlie: âWho weâre kinda responsible forâŚ?â
Vaggie: âNot for tonight.â
Charlie: (sighing) âThat WOULD be nice.â
Vaggie: âSo letâs make it happen. Date night?â
Charlie: â-ES YES YES YES YES-â
Vaggie: âThat a yes?â
Charlie: âYES!!! I- Hold on, wait wait, Iâve got-â
Charlie: (pulls out several papers covered in writing and diagrams)
Charlie: ââŚIâve got, letâs see here-â
Vaggie: âNotes?â
Charlie: â-seven quick pick up date ideas that donât need ANY preparation-â
Vaggie: âYou made plans for dates you didnât even think weâd go on?â
Charlie: âWell it never hurts to dream about something, right? That way you get to have fun either way, and youâll be ready if it does happen!â
Vaggie: âI love you.â
Charlie: (grinning) âYou love that youâve infected me with note cards and organizing thoughts and things~â
Vaggie: âThat too.â
Charlie: âWell according to my wonderful notes, the least stressful date option isâŚ. Cannibal Town!â
Vaggie: âThey have that dress code donât they.â
Charlie: âUnless you wanna get your cute butt chased for all the wrong reasons, yep! They do!â
Vaggie: âIs this you wanting to see me in a fancy-ass dress?â
Charlie: âAnd to stroll down the nicely kept streets arm-in-arm with you, enjoyed the quiet atmosphere not filled with random agonized screams, stopping to admire the beautiful and very well composted flower bedsâŚâ
Vaggie: âIâd stroll with you anywhere, so count me in.â
Charlie: âYES! Oh I already LOVE THIS- and Vaggie?â
Vaggie: âYeah?â
Charlie: âI love you too.â
Vaggie: âWow really. Had no idea.â
Charlie: âHeheh.â
Vaggie: âHonestly thereâve been like, zero hints about that all day.â
Charlie: âI promise I really was trying to be subtle.â
Vaggie: âThereâs a lot of words for you, but subtleâs probably not one of them.â
Charlie: âI tried. I tried for youuuuuuu~ For the sake of my girlfriend, I was willing to go against my baser and more dramatic nature!â
Vaggie: âWhatâs more dramatic than man eating flowers, thatâs what Iâd like to know.â
Charlie: âA garden.â
Vaggie: âA g- a whole garden?â
Charlie: (shrug) âWeâve got plenty of empty roomsâŚâ
Vaggie: âA garden, sweetie.â
Charlie: âI was thinking of putting a lot of trees and bushes in. Lots of stuff to hide behind.â
Vaggie: âOur own little patch of private picnic paradise, huh?â
Charlie: âHm-hmm! Or for makeouts. Or both?â
Vaggie: (chuckling) âNot to spoil the mood but⌠speaking of plants and compost, on our date, should we bring the other half of the cannibal quartet over to Rosieâs while weâre headed there? Or, whatâs left of them?â
Charlie: âMmmmm NAAAH. I wanna have all hands free on the way over.â
Vaggie: âHands free for what?â
Charlie: âNothing~â
Vaggie: âYour hands are already on my ass, Charlie.â
Charlie: âOh whoops!â
Vaggie: âI didnât say you could move them.â
Charlie: âThatâs why Iâm not~â
Vaggie: âYouâre in a mood tonight, arenât you.â (muttering) âIâm not even the one off playing with carnivorous plants, so why's it suddenly feel like Iâm in danger...â
Charlie: âBeecaaaause you look dangerously cute in a fancy dress.â
Vaggie: âSays the woman walking around in THAT suit.â
Charlie: âI have to dress sharp! I need to match with my girlfriend!â
Vaggie: âYouâve been wearing that exact same kind of suit since long before you even met me.â
Charlie: âOnly through YEARS of unfulfilled potential!â
Vaggie: âUh huh.â
Charlie: âTragic, wasted beauty!â
Vaggie: âHardly wasted with you in it.â
Charlie: âBut it was! A jacket crying out for the one woman whoâll finally borrow and wear it the way it was always meant to be worn!â
Vaggie: âWith the sleeves falling over my hands?â
Charlie: âWith that adorable little blush when you snuggle down into it⌠Also, the way it falls to almost mid-thigh on you, and how you like wearing it with nothing el-â
Vaggie: âIs this a date night or a do not disturb night?â
Charlie: âDate night!â
Vaggie: âThen stop biting your lip at me.â
Charlie: âAww.â
Vaggie: âAnd come help me pick out a fancy dress.â
Charlie: â!!! THE ONE FROM THE COMMERCIAL MAYBE???â
Vaggie: âOh you liked that look, huh?â (snickering) âAw babe- is THAT why you stay up replaying the commercial some nights?â
Charlie: âThatâs⌠public image analysisâŚâ
Vaggie: âWhatever you say. Now you now know how I feel every day.â
Charlie: (muttering) âlucky you.â
Vaggie: âYou wanna switch things up for the date, or keep the suit?â
Charlie: âKeep, probably..? You like me in the suit~â
Vaggie: âI like you in a lot of things.â
Charlie: âR-right.â
Vaggie: âAnd nothing.â
Charlie: âI- same.â (horns start popping out) âUm.â (pushes them back in) âCould we also. Wear matching hats?â
Vaggie: âOf course weâre wearing matching hats. This is supposed to be a fancy date right?â
Charlie: âVery. Very fancy.â
Vaggie: âWell nothingâs fancier than hats."
Charlie: "WHEEE! With flowers on them, yeah!?"
Vaggie: "Have I ever let you down?â
Charlie: âNever.â
Vaggie: âAnd do you promise not to bring me anymore demonic flowers or singing quartets?â
Charlie: â⌠Iâll do my best.â
Vaggie: âPerfect.â
Vaggie: ââŚâ
Vaggie: âI wouldnât say no to a few more of those cookies though-â
Charlie: âNO.â
Vaggie: âSweetie, they were good.â
Charlie: âNo. Absolutely no, I am NOT poisoning you on purpose. Not even if you ask me nicely and pout about it like that.â
Vaggie: âYou deny the cookies?â
Charlie: âDonât even start-â
Vaggie: âGirlfriend abuse. Toxic relationship alert.â
Charlie: âThose 'cookies' were the MOST TOXIC THING that our relationship has EVER seen!â
Vaggie: âThey were made with love.â
Charlie: âAnd likely heavy metals? The fact that you willingly ate them is maybe the most WORRYING thing our relationship has ever seenâŚâ
Vaggie: âCough exorcist lie cough cough.â
Charlie: âTotally different. That didnât put you in active danger-â
Niffty: âSPEAKING OF DANGER!â
Chaggie: (screaming)
Niffty: âMy murder plant babies are in danger.â
Vaggie: âHOW can- how can those things BE in danger?â
Charlie: âNIFFTY PLEASE! The knocking?? The not dropping from air vents???â
Niffty: âOnly in emergencies, I remember! This is an emergency. Husk is feeding himself to my murder plan babies.â
Vaggie: âWhy.â
Niffty: âEscaping nurse Angel Dust and unnecessary CPR.â
Charlie: âOh for-â
Vaggie: âLet him. They wonât kill him. Permanently, anyway.â
Charlie: ââŚ. Hm.â
Niffty: âWhat if my murder babies get food poisoning from second hand bad cookies?â
Vaggie: âSeek revenge for them or something?â
Niffty: âOoooOOOH!â
Niffty: (scuttles away cackling)
Charlie: âOh noooo, youâve given her an idea-â
Vaggie: âToo late to stop her now. Câmon.â (grabbing charlieâs hand) âMake a break for our room before anyone else-â
Cherri Bomb: âHey girls! Uh, you were planning on making a pit for a hotel swimming pool, right? Like, one already kinda full of blood? Right out back? Right???â
Chaggie: ââŚ.â
Charlie: â⌠Hello~! Charlie and Vaggie canât be reached at the moment!â
Vaggie: âWeâll be out all night.â
Cherri Bomb: âAnd the pool of blood-?â
Charlie: âSo please leave a message at the sound of the beep!â
Vaggie: âBeeeeep.â (at charlie) âRun.â Â
Charlie: (scooping up vaggie) âMy legs are longer-â
Vaggie: âBrilliant thinking sweetie now GO GO GO!!!â
Chaggie: (flees)
Cherri Bomb: ââŚ..â
Cherri Bomb: âThey take the u-haul thing seriously, huh.â
-their room-
Charlie: ââŚ.Vaggie.â
Vaggie: âYeah?â
Charlie: âStop it.â
Vaggie: âStop what?â
Charlie: âVaggie.â
Vaggie: âMmm?â
Charlie: ââŚ..â
Charlie: ââŚ..fine, FINE!â (groaning) âIâll see about salvaging the burnt remains of the evil cursed cookie recipe when we get back. Now will you PLEASE stop messing with your flawless hair and put the dress on? Or anything!? Anything being put on would be good now too!â
Vaggie: (smiling) âNo idea what you mean babe, but alright.â (quietly to herself) âMission success.â
Charlie: âI heard that.â
-exiting hotel-
Vaggie: âAlmost there.â
Charlie: âOh please my dad whoâs probably in a pile of duckies, please just let us make it out the d-â
(horrific screaming from deeper inside hotel)
Charlie: ââŚ..â
Vaggie: ââŚ.â
Charlie: âWe didnât hear that.â
Vaggie: âWe kinda already did, sweetie.â
Charlie: âNo.â (pouting) âNo. We can hear it when we get back.â
Vaggie: âFine by me.â
Charlie: (SIGHING) âEven though weâre gonna hear allllll about not hearing it when we get back...â
Vaggie: âWorth it.â
Charlie: (grinning) âThink so?â
Vaggie: âDo you?â
Charlie: (already tugging them out the door by their entwined hands) âMore than worth it.â (lifts and twirls vaggie down the hotel steps) âWhooosh!â
Vaggie: âOh is THIS why you really wanted me in a fancy dress? For the âwhooshâ?â
Charlie: âThat, and for the way you smile when I whoosh you~â
#hazbin hotel#charlie morningstar#vaggie#chaggie#incorrect quotes#silly ridiculous fluff#they need a date night i swear they need at least ONE
457 notes
¡
View notes
Text
⥠good one | thomas hewitt x reader
⥠fandoms; Texas Chainsaw Massacre (2003 + 2006)
⥠characters; Thomas Brown Hewitt
⥠reader; gender neutral
⥠cw; references to extreme violence, stockholm syndrome i suppose?, kidnapping
⥠notes; this was literally supposed to be porn but instead hereâs some weird sappy stuff lol
anyways hopefully more fics soon, writers block and rehearsals have been a bitch and a half
â˘ââ˘â˘âŚ ⤠âŚâ˘â˘ââ˘
It was a wonder you were still alive. Thatâs what you thought about, sitting and fidgeting in the strange bedroom with your ankle shackled. Was shackled the right word if it was tied with rope? Whatever. It didnât matter. You were fairly certain youâd fall prey to the crazy folks running around the place soon enough. The group youâd hitched a ride with was already long gone- one youâd watched get shot point blank by the bullshit sheriff. The othersâŚ.well, you heard the chainsaw and the screaming. It was an easy conclusion to come to, especially after you saw the bloody smears on the hardwood downstairs.
You werenât sure why you hadnât been hacked into bits yet. Youâd been indistinguishable from the others- just another wandering twenty-something with tight clothes and next to no money. The only thing you could think of was that gas station. Your companions had been such dicks to the lady at the counter- of course you apologized to her. Sheâd been just as kind in return, she even snuck a candy into your bag of sodas and snacks. She was the one whoâd sent you that way, towards the farm house.
You stilled, train of thought lost as you heard footsteps. Heavy and slow- they were somehow more intimidating than any angry stomping could have been. You curled your legs up defensively, eyes trained on the door. The person stood there more than a second, silent and just as still as you were holding. If you hadnât been listening so intently, you would have thought they turned and walked away. But then there was some quiet mumbling- a womanâs voice, maybe?- and the door creaked open.
âGo on Tommy dear- I found a good one for you.â
Youâd never seen a man so tall- with shoulders so broad or arms and torso so solid. He was massive. He was terrifying. And he was attractive. Once your eyes unglued themselves from his figure you finally took in the rest. Dark, thick shoulder-length waves. A mask that seemed useless as any sort of medical device thanks to the open mouth. Eyes that were dark but not brown. Maybe blue, maybe gray..maybe just pure black. Like a sharkâs. In other circumstances you'd be reduced to a puddle on floor over him. But the bloodstains on his shirt didnât go unnoticed.
You watched him closely, and he watched you just as alertly, stalking forward like some jungle catâŚNo. Wait. That wasnât right. He didnât look scared, but he was cautious, keeping some distance. Maybe a better allegory would be he looked like he was trying to corner a feral kitten- not wanting you to swipe or dart away. As if doing either was possible. You were frozen with fear, though found the courage to lean back a bit as he stepped forward. He grunted softly and persisted, nearly trembling as he brushed a strand of hair from your face.
Love at first sight was a stupid fucking concept. That youâd always believe. Maybe something in you just broke that same moment, maybe you were just too exhausted to think even close to straight. Maybe both. But when you and this massive man locked eyes, there was an instant understanding. He was already yours- and more importantly, youâd be his. He just had to stake his claim.
ââŚyouâre Tommy?â You practically whispered. He nodded quickly. You got a sense he didnât speak much, but you told him your name in return and tried to think of anything to talk about to stall the inevitable. ââŚyou killed those people?â You blurted for some godforsaken reason. He tensed, still hovering over you. âItâs okay.â You added quickly âI didnât actually know them. They were kinda mean.â
He furrowed his brow just a bit and searched your face, for any signs that you were lying. Before he came to a conclusion, you gave a soft sigh, instinctively leaning into the hand that had raised your face to him. Something immediately softened about him, and he rubbed your cheek in awe. The sleepy giggle it caused seemed almost to startle him. It was like no one had ever been that soft with him. Maybe they hadnât. ââŚ.this is your room right? Can we sleep?â
Tommy still seemed in shock but carefully nodded, undoing his apron and seeming at a loss of what to do next. He frowned a bit as he noticed your bindings and quickly undid the knot that kept you stuck there. His guard was down- you could try to run. But you didnât want to. Doing so would only be tiring. You wanted to let go. So instead you smiled softly and simply opened your arms, letting him cuddle up with you. It took him a minute to get settled, and all the while treating you so delicately⌠like you were made of glass. He looked up at you, again searching your face in near confusion. He grunted in surprise as you pecked his forehead. His mama really did find him a good one.
#slashers#slashers x reader#slashers x you#thomas hewitt#tcm#thomas hewitt x reader#thomas brown hewitt#tcm 2006#tcm 2003#texas chainsaw the beginning#texas chainsaw massacre#gender neutral reader#g/n reader
609 notes
¡
View notes
Text
Halloween
âNeĂąaâŚâ MapĂ whisper yelled from the opposite side of the gym
âNeĂąa!â the tattooed spaniard tried again a tiny bit louder after you didnât reacted the first time
âAy dios⌠NEĂA!!!â MapĂ swore under her breath before throwing a tennis ball at your shoulder
âJESUS FUDGING CHRIST!â you squeaked in surprise looking up from the article you just read only while you pulled your earphones out of your ear âWhat is WRONG with you??!â
âI called you trĂŠs times!!!â the blonde defended herself but still waved you over
âIâm not allowed to talk to you when none of the âresponsible onesâ are around⌠Keira says we trouble together and I will get in trouble if we get in troubleâ you said as you started to walk on but before you could go past MapĂ she already grabbed your arm pulling you along
âNo trouble⌠funâ MapĂ corrected as she pulled you out of the gym down a hallway
âWhere are you⌠heyâ you started as you suddenly got shoved into an empty room â well⌠not empty âOh fudge me⌠what are Tweedledee and Tweedledumb doing here?â
âLook NeĂąa⌠PiĂąa, Patros and I know how much you miss homeâŚâ the tattooed started
âI donât miss homeâŚâ you said just to get ignored
â⌠and since you miss it so much we thought we celebrate hollowteen with youâ MapĂ looked at you a childish happiness glinting in her eyes while Patri and PiĂąa nodded along grinning widely
âUhm⌠you what?â you asked dumbfounded
âHollowteenâ PiĂąa said like you just asked the most stupid thing in the world
âAgain⌠what?â you asked even more confused
âYou know⌠the night where you dress up as zombies and scare people and get candy for itâ Patri explained
âHALLOWEEN!!!!â you slapped your forehead finally understanding what they were talking about
âSĂ⌠hollowteenâ PiĂąa nodded happily
âHalloween you dimwits⌠HALLO-WEEN⌠not hollowteenâŚâ you said rolling your eyes â⌠and thatâs an American thingâŚ. Iâm British you jelly fishesâ
âButâŚ. You do that too right?â MapĂ looked a little defeated and you had mercy on her
âYeah kindaâŚâ you shrugged your shoulders â⌠thereâs more people doing it now than when I was younger ⌠I mean Lucy took me around the neighborhood when I was weeâ
âSo⌠thereâs this hollowteen special at the Barca Museum with Candy collecting and face painting and stuffâ PiĂąa said excited â⌠you wanna go?â
Now three pair of hopeful eyes were turned on you and you know there was only one correct answer
âEhrmâŚyeah why not?â you shrugged â⌠but Iâll blame you if we get in trouble with the hellhoundsâ
âWe just donât tell AlexiaâŚâ the tattooed spaniard smiled widely
â⌠not only talking about Putellas..â you mumbled â⌠thereâs Walsh⌠Bronze â even tho she would participate⌠Batlle⌠Engen⌠Paredes⌠did I forget someone? It feels like I forgot someoneâŚâ
âTorrejĂłn?â MapĂ helped you out
âNaah⌠I meant the other norwegian... Not princess norwegian⌠the other one⌠the scowling norwegianâ you snippet your finger trying to think about her real name
âCaro?â Patri asked carefully
âYES!!! HerâŚ!!!â you exclaimed happily
âCaro is niceâ MapĂ looked at you confused
âShe looks scaryâ you mumbled
âSo⌠you coming to hollowteen with us?â the tattooed spaniard asked hopefully
âYes⌠I told youâ you groaned as all three of the player started to give each other high fives
âWhere were you Bits?â Keira asked you the second you came through the gym door making you jump
âJesus fudgingâŚâ you exclaimed panting slightly â⌠what is WRONG with people today???!!!â
âWhy so jumpy?â the blonde raised her eyebrow
âI got lost again⌠stupid buildingâ you grumbled â⌠and you literally hid behind the door!!â
âStop bullshiting me⌠youâre here long enough to know your way aroundâ Keira warned you
âKeiraaaaaaâ you whined trying to distract her
âNo⌠I want answers⌠you were missing⌠MapĂ is missing AND PiĂąa and Patri are missing too.... answers Bitsyâ of course the blonde wouldnât fall for your change of tactics
âPromise me you wonât tellâ you said quickly lowering your voice
âOh god⌠I swear if you four are planning on doing ANYTHING that COULD mean any form of troubleâŚâ Keira started but you quickly interrupted her
â⌠MapĂ wants to propose and asked for help deciding on ring and locationâ you rambled quickly having to find something from the top of your head
âMapĂ wants what?â the blonde opposite to you asked bewildered thinking she misunderstood you
âYou know⌠ring⌠finger⌠here comes the brideâ you pressed out acting like it was the biggest secret in Club history
âI⌠didnât see that comingâ Keira said shaking her head
âReally?â you looked surprised â⌠they dating foreverâ
âNo⌠I mean yesâ the blonde quickly corrected herself â⌠I mean I didnât see it coming that MAPĂ would propose⌠that woman has the excitement level of a golden retriever but dear God she slow sometimesâ
âWhat is Maps doing?â the person in question suddenly appeared next to you her head slightly tilted
âMarĂaâŚ.â Keira said seriously as she laid a hand on Maps shoulder â⌠I approveâ
âApprove what?â the tattooed spaniard asked confused
âYour plan⌠Bitsy just told me⌠I approveâ the englishwoman said smiling slightly
âREALLY???â MapĂ asked confused
âYeah⌠I had to tell her⌠about you⌠and princess norwegian⌠you know⌠ringâ you intercepted quickly hoping MapĂ would get it and not fuck your story up ââŚ. But Keira swore to not tell a soulâ
âAh⌠okay⌠ehrm⌠yeah⌠ehrmâ MapĂ stuttered âGracias?â
âI mean I must admit I always saw Ingrid being the one proposingâŚâ Keira smiled friendly â⌠so finding out that you planning on doing it⌠color me surprisedâ
âPro⌠pose⌠proposing?â the tattooed spaniard stuttered bewildered her eyes wide as you send her a warning glare
âBitsy saidâŚâ the blonde englishwoman gestured to her ring finger
âWhat does proposing mean?â MapĂ suddenly burst out FINALLY catching on now trying to save the situation
âOhâŚ.â Keira exclaimed realizing MapĂ got âconfusedâ by the word â the spaniard knew fully well what that word meant â⌠you know⌠asking someone to marry themâ
You exhaled quietly as Keira apparently bought what Maps was dishing out â until⌠MapĂ had to overdo it
âWhat does someone mean?â the tattooed woman asked panicking
âMarĂa LeĂłnâŚâ Keira warned getting suspicious again and you slapped your forehead for the second time this day
âOh you mean âsomeoneâ as in IngridâŚâ Maps snippet her finger
âYes you Space cadetâ Keira rolled her eyes
âAh⌠sĂ⌠we married to proposeâ the spaniard nodded her head frantically smiling wide
âI give upâŚâ the englishwoman groaned turning around leaving the two of you standing there
âYou do realize now you actually have to propose to Ingrid right?â you looked expectantly at your sister
âSĂ⌠I planned on it anywayâ the spaniard shrugged her shoulders like she just told you she lost her shirt somewhere on the pitch
âWait⌠really??â you exclaimed shocked
âYou really think I could do any better than her?â MapĂ asked âShe yes⌠she can do better than me⌠but I wonât ever find anyone better than her⌠so I have to make sure to give her a reason to stay sĂ?â
âMapsâŚâ you said lost for words
âI know it⌠Iâm nit AS stupid as people thinkâŚ. Ingrid is the grand jackpot you knowâŚâ the blonde shrugged
âYou are an amazing person MapĂ⌠you have a heart of gold in the size of a lionâŚ. You are just as much of a jackpot than she isâ you said throwing her a smile
âOkay⌠where are those annoying children?â Alexia asked looking around the big table in her House were she hosted the annual Halloween dinner just to be met with shoulders being shrugged
âI KNEW they were up to somethingâ Keira grumbled staring angrily at the three empty seats opposite to hers
âI tried to call Bubs but no such luck⌠mailboxâ your sister looked at Alexia apologetic
âIâm so gonna make them pay for thatâ the blonde catalan sneered âLaps until their feet fall off⌠better⌠until their LEGS fall offâ
âEasy Capiâ Jenni grinned patting her best friends shoulder â⌠Iâm sure theyâre just late⌠or planning on a big entrance⌠itâs MapĂ after allâ
âI wouldnât be concerned if it would be JUST MapĂâŚâ Alexia snapped â⌠itâs the combination MapĂ, Patri, Pina AND CariĂąoâ
âEh⌠I can see now why they dubbed you the least fun parentâ Jenni waved off trying to grab a fried something
âI swear Hermoso if you touch any food before EVERYONE is sitting at this table I WILL cut your hand offâ the spanish captain growled
âThere was a time where you immensely enjoyed my handsâ the dark haired Madrista snorted continue to grab some food not being bothered in the slightest
âTimes changeâ Alexia huffed and took her spoon to slap Jennis hand away from the food
âAye diosâ Jenni swore shaking her hand âThat hurtâ
âGoodâŚâ the blonde spaniard smirked â⌠donât say I didnât warn you beforeâ
âIreneâ the dark haired spaniard whined to the third captain who was occupied in holding down her laughter
âWhere are you!?!â all of them suddenly heard Ingrid sneering into her phone âMarĂa LeĂłn I swear if you caused trouble againâŚâ
âGimmeâ Alexia quickly said holding out her hand and Ingrid passed her the phone
âMapĂâŚ.â Alexia started angrily but that was quickly replaced with confusion âPatri? No⌠no.. if you hang up Patri Guijarro⌠Patri!!â
âI⌠presume she hung up?â Jenni snorted as Alexia stared at the phone in her hand
âWhat gave that away?â Alexia snapped at her best friend âBut I have a rough idea where to find them⌠Keira⌠Ingrid⌠letâs go⌠Irene⌠if Hermoso tries to steal food again before weâre back â kill herâŚâ
âAye!â Jenni exclaimed but smirked nonetheless
âYou leave my hard prepared food alone HermosoâŚâ the blonde threatened the Madrista
âYeah yeahâ the dark haired spaniard waved her off popping a piece of croquet in her mouth
âUghâŚâ Alexia huffed rolling her eyes standing up being followed by Keira and Ingrid
âAre you sure?â Ingrid looked out of the window skeptical at the Camp Nuo facility where Parents with theirs children walking around participating in this years âtrick or treatâ-game Barcelona set up
âNot a 100% but I recognized the background musicâŚâ Alexia mumbled also watching all the people â it would be a nightmare to move within them without getting recognized which would mean the âfoolish fourâ would be warned about their arrival
âThereâs too many people AleâŚâ Keira now said from the backseat
âI know⌠but Iâm not leaving without⌠is that Pina?â the blonde started before she set eyes on a big Pineapple costume with a small trick-or-treat bucket in itâs hands
âIf thatâs Pina sheâs really not the best with picking a costumeâŚâ Keira snorted amused
âIt has to be⌠look..â Ingrid pointed at three more figures appearing behind the massive Pineapple
âSeriously?!â Keira looked bewildered at a Lion, a something and a Alexia Putellas Zombie
âShe went as ME??!!â Alexia exclaimed watching you move with the crowd
âZombie youâŚâ Ingrid pointed out â⌠I wonder if that outfit is bought or if she stole it from you⌠she even has an Armbandâ
âWhat is Patri trying to be?â Keira wondered out loud
âThe talking Hat from Harry Potter?â Ingrid shrugged her shoulders lost
âNo idea but if theyâre 100 meters closer we can grab them and shove them into the carâ Alexia grumbled right as you looked up locking eyes with her
âMierdaâ the blonde spaniard swore seeing how you immediately pulled on MapĂs lion costume pointing to the car
âLetâs go then..â Keira said pushing the car door open already speed walking towards you
âSplit upâ you said quickly as you recognized Alexias car
âWhat? Why? We have funâ MapĂ said confused
âThatâs whyâŚâ you pointed at the black Cupra more specific Alexias black Cupra
âUh Ohâ MapĂ said her eyes widening in shock
âWhat?â PiĂąa turned around herself in her massive Pineapple costume not catching on
âMove peopleâŚâ you stressed â⌠because they move tooâ
âWho moves?â Pina asked again
âA very angry Capiâ Patri said nervously
âMove⌠Iâll distract them⌠we meet at the Pineapples placeâ you said as you pushed Pina to move
âMay the odds be in your favorita NeĂąaâ MapĂ said pressing a quick kiss to your forehead before she started to quickly walk away
âIâm in so much troubleâ you mumbled to yourself as you locked eyes with Keira who immediately stopped just staring at you
âDonât do it Bitsyâ Keira said knowing exactly what your next move will be
âWhat?â Alexia asked confused after she came to a halt behind the blonde englishwoman
âSheâsâŚâ Keira started but right that second you made your move
âITâS ALEXIA⌠AND KEIRA⌠AND INGRID!!!â you said loud enough that the people around you looked at you confused but then followed your pointed finger
âDamnit Bitsyâ Keira swore under her breath as a group of people came towards her
You on the other hand smirked and mouthed a âSorryâ before you disappeared through the crowd in the other direction
âI canât believe she did that to usâ Alexia grumbled angrily as she opened her door
âI wouldâve been surprised if she hadnât done itâ Keira said shaking her hand to ease the tightness of her muscles from giving a million autographs
âSo can we eat⌠whereâs the PequeĂąa?â Jenni rounded the corner to the hallway happily to then look confused
âShe threw us under the bus and fucked offâ Keira said
âThen why are you here??? You need to go to a hospital!!!â the Madrista exclaimed shocked scanning Alexia for injuries
âWhat?â the blonde englishwoman looked confused
âYou were hit by a bus!â Jenni panicked
âNo⌠no JenniâŚ. Thatâs just a saying⌠we werenât near any bussesâ Keira explained quickly
âOh⌠thatâs goodâ the dark haired spaniard immediately calmed down
âSo⌠what did she do?â Lucy smirked when Keira took her place next to Lucy
âPointed out to everyone that we were thereâ the blonde huffed â⌠I had to sign a million thingsâ
âThatâs a good moveâŚâ your sister hummed
âJust because you werenât thereâ Keira grumbled
âCapi said âKeiraâ âŚ. Not âLucyâ⌠not me faultâ Lucy smirked
âLetâs eatâ Alexia interrupted rather aggressively
âFinally⌠Iâve been starvingâ Jenni exclaimed happily
âFirstly⌠youâre always starvingâŚâ Alexia said unimpressed â⌠secondly⌠Iâm far the better host⌠I offered you a drinkâ
âIâll trade my snickers for a Mars and a milky wayâ you said sitting on Pinas bed negotiating with Patri
âNo wayâŚ. Snickers and that bag of sour thingsâ Patri said
âNope⌠no deal⌠you donât even like Marsâ you looked at her lost
âBut I wonât give away two things to receive oneâŚâ the midfielder answered
âWell⌠your loss thenâ you shrugged your shoulders biting into a Chocolate Bar you traded with MapĂ earlier
âSo⌠how fucked are we tomorrow?â PiĂąa suddenly asked
âSo SO fucked⌠but it seriously was worth itâ you munched along on your Chocolate
âIt was a lot of fun until they had to ruin itâ MapĂ hummed
âI TOLD you⌠Alexia is the least fun oneâ you pointed out and suddenly all four of you bursted out laughing
327 notes
¡
View notes
Text
Fic where, in practicing to get edo tensei right, Orochimaru uses Izuna as a test subject and tries to substitute DNA to make it work, using Suigetsu's bc like it's extra flexible or whatever bc shape change
Edo tensei mermaid Izuna locked in a tube somewhere in Oro's lab,,
He's SO mad about it and has literally no information ab what's going on at all bc hes locked in a fucking tube !!
Bonus points if Orochimaru doesn't even specifically know who he is
They unearthed him w the rest of the founders on a whim but bc no one really requested him specifically, the body just kinda sat there and eventually got mixed in w the rest of the Uchiha corpses, till Orochimaru requests an Uchiha corpse and they shrug and send him over
He still has Madara's eyes too (left alone either by oversight / or bc they decided not to pull them before he got mixed in w the other bodies, who had by then already gotten scooped of their eyes so they assumed he'd already been harvested)
Ok but like. No one even tells him what happened/where he is/that madara made the village. Why would anyone?? The only one Izuna sees regularly is Orochimaru, and he doesn't know those facts would matter??
Izuna doesn't even know what Konoha IS, he isn't gonna recognize the name
From Izuna's perspective, he died in his bed and then BOOM. Tank time.
Orochimaru might tell him it's been some years since his death (thinking he died in the massacre) and even if Izuna doesn't believe him bc like, enemy, enemy territory, he sure as fuck probably won't be thinking "Ah yes it's been decades since my death and my brother went against my dying wishes to make that village"
Tho he might get nervous and start picking up those cues when he sees the tech
Oro mentions offhand that the Uchiha were all killed and Izuna immediatley assumes the Senju won the war and loses it
He'd figure it out eventually obviously (probably after being set free, most likley by Sasuke w Suigetsu) But he'd also probably keep that to himself, bc like, enemy territory n stuff
Mermaid shapeshifter Izuna terrorizes the shinobi world,, Sasuke doesn't know what he just unleashed.
Ok actually but like. Suigetsu's shape-shifting but bc Izuna has a fire chalra nature, make it liquid fire shape-shifting. Fuckin, fire mermaid Izuna. He has an awful time retaining his form and actually for the first chunk of time, him being in that tube is genuinley just for the best. He keeps turning into liquid fire with no real solid body and can't put himself back together for hours.
Izuna hears his brother is still alive and running Akatsuki and is so down to clown till he realizes THATS NOT HIS FUCKING BROTHER HOW DARE YOU USE HIS NAME
Anyways oh my god Izuna on team Taka,,
He and Sasuke would be SUCH a dynamic actually, they look alike so much?? Sasuke doesn't recognize him but he's clearly a close relation, so there's some mystery there. Sasuke is like super shaken by finding a member of his clan and Izuna, by that point aware that apparently the rest of his clan is dead, is sticking to him like GLUE. Sasuke is bitchy little brother coded and Izuna understands this is probably karma bc he is also bitchy little brother coded
They probably clash a lot, especially bc both are expecting to be in charge here, but ultimately I think they'd get along better than Sasuke does most people, and there's also that bonus vulnerability of like. Izuna is an older Uchiha boy who's trying to brother him (with a noticeably different brother-ing style to Itachi too) and Sasuke has been alone for so, so long.
Sasuke accidentally calls him nii-san then promptly has several break downs about it
Suigetsu and Izuna either get along ALARMINGLY well or they hate eachother. I think I wanna go with the first bc it sounds more fun. They couldn't talk to eachother in the tanks but they could still see eachother, so maybe they kind of developed some sort of code to communicate?
They are "cause problems on purpose" friends. They're also "wdym I can't kill him???" *looks of genuine confusion* buddies. They're giving Sasuke the biggest headache actually, someone stop them. If you leave them to "take care" of a problem, there will be carnage.
Also, like, Izuna literally has Suigetsu's DNA in him. That's a thing.
Mmm maybe some complex thoughts ab how Izuna has effectively become a bloodline thief against his will (the ULTIMATE taboo for shinobi from his era) and he's like, actually fucked up about it.
Running joke where they refer to each other as cousins, could be funny. They argue over who's the bastard child (it's Izuna obviously but he won't just take that title lying down)
Izuna is like, in his 20s, and Karin is around 16 or 17 at this time I think?? She definatley has a bit of a crush on him (which helps take the edge off Sasuke) but like, he's not acknowledging that beyond patting her on the head. She'll get over it eventually. (Sasuke hides behind Izuna when Karin is trying to flirt w him and Izuna absoloutley laughs at them both)
Izuna is actually really impressed w Karin's sensing abilities specifically. I think he'd be a bit on edge around her at first, bc Uzumaki -> Senju ally. But he'd quickly assume she's a deserter (he has no idea the Uzumaki are pretty much wiped out rip) and becomes cautiously chill after a minute or two (also when he first escapes, he REALLY doesn't have the luxury to pick and choose his allies. He's instantly attached to Sasuke and cautiously fond of Suigetsu, and Karin seems to have Sasuke's trust at least, so he'll keep an eye on it but otherwise trust Sasuke's judgment)
Izuna and Karin besties arc where they paint eachothers nails is a must. I love the take that Izuna is really into fashion n stuff and he and Karin should like, trade hair tips or smthn. Karin knows modern soap brands where as Izuna bought his soaps from clan vendors who no longer fucking exist, so like, it's definatley helpful.
Karin is the only one of them to have any real hint of where tf Izuna came from (tho even she doesn't have the full details) it'd be cool if she was the one to figure out more details ab his general mysteryâ maybe something about her chakra sensing gives her a hint as to how old he really is?? Or she finds the paper trail that hints towards the bodies being mixed up???? Idk but she deserves to have an "aha!" moment
Also Izuna's medical knowledge/standards are NOT up to modern and Karin is so mad about it, she's giving him hella lessons on first aid n shit and he's very, very interested in all this free medical knowledge
I know the least about Jugo so bear with me on this one plsâ I think Izuna would find Jugo to be pretty fascinating as a person actually. He enjoys tentatively poking him with sticks, and comes to genuinley like him as a person (when he's calm) pretty quickly
Also cats love Izuna so he gets bonus points from Jugo bc of that, they can bond while petting Izuna's contracted cats or smthn idk
Yeah I really don't know much ab Jugo so that's all I have to offer sorry
Ok let's backtrack a bit, back to Orochimaru ->
Fun scene towards the very start of the fic, where Izuna still has no fucking clue what's going on, but recognizes Orochimaru as a member of the Orochi clan. He says as much, and Orochimaru has to pause.
No one's mentioned his clan to him in years. They haven't been relevant in Konoha since Orochimaru was bornâ even before that, they were barley relevant. Izuna should not know who they are.
(The only reason he does know is bc they had a neutral to positive relationship w the Uchiha back in the warring era, and Izuna had visited them once before)
Immediatley, Orochimaru is squinting at this guy. He's giving Danzo a ring asking who exactly he got sent over, but Danzo doesn't actually have anything to offer him??? The paperwork is a mess and there were a LOT of Uchiha. He's not registered as a shinobi tho.
Hmmmm.... ok.
Orochimaru is suddenly aware there's some kind of mystery here now, which is dangerous for Izuna. Izuna is, again, in enemy territory, and he's able to pick up on the fact that Orochimaru doesn't actually know who he is. This ofc means that HE sure as hell won't be telling him.
Maybe he bares his teeth and sarcastically says he's the second coming of Uchiha Madara (not even that big of a lie when u think ab it)
Pivoting time ->
Izuna is listed in the data books as like, being equally as talented as Madara and I think we should talk ab that more actually
I love Tobirama but he really did get him by surprise
Izuna just got cocky and taken by surprise!!
HE DIDNT EVEN GET COCKY HE JUST LOGICALLY DIDNT EXPECT TOBIRAMA TO FUCKING INVENT TELEPORTATION
Then he went down in the history books both in canon and out of it as the weakest of the 4, that's so tragic
Izuna gets mermaid edo tenseid and (once people know who he is) everyone is like "Ok well at least he's uhh. The weakest of the 4 right?? I mean tobirama killed him when they were like only 19/20 so we'll probably be fine???"
Then he just fucking bodies them all bc hes a nightmare actually AND on whatever special test trial edo tensei steroids they gave him
Izuna is fueled on rage and spite and he's full up on both
Imagine he gets the full story of everything that happened while he was dead too, like.
Ok so Madara goes against his EXPRESS dying wishes and makes his village. (what the fuck!!) Then backs out (yay!!) but in an awful way that effectively fucks over the entire clan for years to come (nii-san what the FUCK)
Then gets literally backstabbed by Hashirama (HE FUCKING TOLD YOU!!! WHAT DID HE FUCKING SAY!!!!!)
Then the Uchiha seem to thrive and like. Ok. He's still mad about it, but at least something... kind of nice came out of it.
THEN BOTH THE VILLAGE AND MADARA'S(?????) SCHEMES KILL THEIR ENTIRE CLAN
Izuna is SO mad at literally everyone, holy shit. The only one safe from his rage is Hikaku, god rest his poor, poor soul
Actually, I think it'd be funny if Izuna was like, indescribably extra awful mad at everyoneâ but then is like. Normal mad amounts at Tobirama, who was a bitch but at least didn't seem to carry on a personal fucking vendetta against the Uchiha like EVERYONE ELSE INCLUDING FUCKING MADARA FOR SOME GODDAMN REASON
Izuna is going like, "FUCK you, FUCK you, OH, EXTRA FUCK YOUâ" then squints at Tobirama and goes "...fuck you." Then goes back to screaming
To be clear, Tobirama absolutely contributed to the end of the Uchiha, but like. A) it'd be funny, and B) at least his seemed slightly less on purpose than literally everyone else
There's also I think a difference of like. Izuna never expected Tobirama to suddenly turn around and be pro Uchiha
Where as everyone else (again, including his brother!!) Was like. A genuine betrayal
Tobirama fucking over the clan was never a surprise
He never pretended to be on their side (like Hashirama lowkey did)
Tobirama vs Izuna but it's them getting to relive their rivalry where as Izuna vs literally anyone else is emotionally charged as hell and filled with demented screaming
Leaving it there for now, I might actually try to write this one but who tf knows
#birds fic talk#team taka#naruto#naruto au#izuna uchiha#uchiha izuna#uchiha sasuke#sasuke uchiha#karin uzumaki#uzumaki karin#suigetsu hozuki#hozuki suigetsu#jugo#karin#sasuke#suigetsu#izuna#tobirama senju#senju tobirama#edo tensei izuna#orochimaru
356 notes
¡
View notes
Text
haikyuu!! at an american high school ŕ´Śŕľŕ´Śŕ´ż ËÍĚęłËÍĚ )â§
here are my silly headcanons on how i think the karasuno first years would act if they were american high school students teehee
pt.2 pt.3
ă˝(^â^*)/
hinata
probably runs to lunch
one of those dorky try hards in gym
wears matching neon nike shorts and tops
literally cries if he ever gets in trouble in class
water bottle flips randomly (he never lands it)
his mom drops him off at school every morning
jumps to touch the top of every doorframe
everyone judges him and thinks hes weird but hes gen the sweetest guy if you ever talk to him
he has a phone he just cant bring it to school guys
offers to do stuff first when the teacher asks (like brings attendance to the office or asks other teachers for dry erase markers)
middle school humor (hes kinda funny sometimes tho lol)
kageyama
lets you copy his homework because he knows its all wrong (or gives you wrong answers on purpose)
wears hoodies everyday even during summer
scared to put lip balm on in public because someone once asked if he was gay because of how he applied it
friends with hinata but is kind of embarrassed of him
girls actually like him but dont talk to him because hes so quiet
probably talks to girls from different schools
plays roblox with the others when they have breaks during practice (he hasnt updated his avatar since 2016)
still reads strictly picture books
also a try hard in gym
still does streaks on snapchat
tsukishima
refuses to acknowledge hinata and kageyama outside of volleyball club (he thinks theyre embarrassing)
constantly gets in trouble for having airbuds in or being on his phone
tries putting girls onto his niche music taste then its just cigarettes after sex
if you arent one of his friends or a pretty person hes probably gonna be rlly mean to you im sorry
has hot topic pins on his bag (yamaguchi forces him to shop there with him and tsuki always ends up walking out with a new pin)
dresses very basic but still nice
bros a bully
tries to correct teachers and make the teacher look dumb
if he can tell he actually hurt your feelings he'll say it was just a joke and gaslight you
him and yamaguchi just talk shit all lunch and study period
walks to like mcdonalds for lunch sometimes
yamaguchi
bully on the DL
the only reason people know hes mean is because tsuki is his best friend
always has fruit for lunch
probably in band and plays literally the biggest instrument in the world
he always smells weirdly minty
has the silliest stickers on everything, his notebooks, laptop, headphones
bought sonny angels for him and tsuki
everyone thinks hes gay
him and yachi are art class buddies
brings his switch to school sometimes
rides his bike to school
lowkey stuck in his 2020 indie phase
yachi
has the cutest stationary
takes all her notes on her ipad and has that paper texture screen protector
ali express warrior
shes the sweetest girl in school
probably a closeted lebanese
already has her drivers permit (probably gonna be the first person in her grade with a license)
packs her own lunches everyday in bento boxes
has a private instagram account with like 20 followers and declines everyone she doesnt know personally
always has lotion, gum, perfume, medicine, chargers, everything. she is not taking any chaces
shes like if the 2019 soft girl pinterest aethetic became a person
reminds teachers about the homework
secretly watches youtube during class
she does NOT play about her art projects
her and yamaguchi trade stickers
probably still uses that 2019 kanken vsco bookbag
â・â§ËĘÉËâ§ď˝Ąâ
sorry guys half of this list is just me being an extreme hater and projecting
#haikyuu#haikyuu headcanons#haikyuu imagines#haikyu fluff#haikyuu masterlist#hq#haikyu x reader#haikyuu fluff#haikyuu mlist#haikyuu smau#hinata shouyou#hinata shoyo#kageyama#kageyama tobio#kageyama x reader#tsukki#haikyuu kageyama#yachi#yamaguchi#hq art#hinata shoyuo#yamaguchi tadashi#haikyuu yamaguchi#yamaguchi x reader#hq yamaguchi#tsukishima kei#haikyuu tsukishima#tsukishima x reader#tsukishima fluff#yachi hitoka
380 notes
¡
View notes
Text
Just Relax
âłÂ Full Art
âYoongi is very hesitant about bottoming, but something about his best friend Hoseok makes him ease up. One night, he comes to his place with a very important favour to ask. A rimjob, but please be patient with him, he is very shy.â
Pairing: Yoongi x Hoseok
Genre: best friends with benefits!AU, polyamory!AU, Smut
Warnings: implications of accidental listening in on a threesome, shiest sub!Yoongi, he is scared of bottoming and needs someone to be patient with him, listen this is very difficult for him but sometimes a kitty gets horny and can't think straight anymore, patient Dom!Hoseok, praise, encouraging dirty talk, making out against a wall, shy nudity, frotting, oral sex, a rimjob in the shower, accidental face sitting, Hoseok is way too skilled with his mouth, Yoongi tries to stay quiet but fails, handjob, spontaneous anal sex, they're both very horny for each other, multiple intense orgasms (Yoongi receiving), creampie, cockwarming, a little bit of subdrop, reassuring aftercare!!, you guys must know that Yoongi never asks for stuff like this so this is a big deal for him!
Wordcount: 7.3k
a/n: i'm actually fucking obsessed with shy sub Yoongi đŠ just as i'm obsessed with patient Dom Hoseok đŠ fukkc besties i might just be obsessed with this duo đŠ have fun hehe i hope you are enjoying the art to it as well hehe đ i might already be working on something else with them đđ
Hoseok opens the door to Yoongi in his biker gear.
âYoongi hey, what are you doing here?â
âCan I come in?â
âSure, always. Come inâ, Hoseok says, stepping out of the doorway, âyouâre coming at the perfect time. I was planning to pop open a blood bag and watch a show. Want one?â
âThanks, Iâll pass. Blood bags are rancid.â
âNo, hairy animals are rancid. Youâre getting fur mixed with your meal.â
âTouchĂŠâ, Yoongi says, shrugging off his leather jacket to reveal a white t-shirt. Yoongi steps out of his boots. âStill better than refrigerated blood. Thatâs like cooking your favourite meal and waiting for it to get cold before eating it.â
âYour loss thenâ, Hoseok says and abandons Yoongi in the hallway.
Not that he is alone in the kitchen for long. Mere seconds later, he can hear the distinct pitter-patter of Yoongiâs waddle walk. He only does this walk in front of people he feels comfortable with. Ever since that one fateful, drunken night, Hoseok definitely is on the list of comfortable people.Â
The latter takes out a blood bag and pierces it with a metal straw, slurping out of it. He looks at Yoongi, who is sitting by the dining table, gawking at Hoseok.Â
Hoseok scans his eyes over his torso. The shirt hugs his chest and arms, showcasing how strong Yoongi actually was. He is wearing silver jewellery on his arms and hands. Necklaces and earrings match in colour. As if he dressed up.
âEverythingâs good with you?â Hoseok asks.
Yoongi nods his head.
âIâm just asking âcause you never visit without an invite.â
âI just.â Yoongi looks away and rubs his neck nervously. âYou were on my way, yeah.â
He definitely wasnât, but Hoseok knows better than to pry.
âAh nice. Were you somewhere?â
Yoongi nods his head, now playing with his ear piercings.
âI had a few things to do in town. Iâm on my way to the estate and thought Iâll check in on you.â
âThatâs sweet of you. Thanks man.â Hoseok leans against the kitchen counter nonchalantly. He takes a sip of the blood and licks his lips. âI canât complain. The houseâs been kinda quiet ever since the others moved out, but other than that itâs good.â
Yoongi nods his head in understanding.Â
âAre you lonely?â
âLonely?â Hoseok almost chokes on the blood, catching himself at the last moment. âDude, what?âÂ
âSorry, I donât knowâ, Yoongi looks to the side. His cheeks are slightly flushed.
Hoseok finishes his meal, discarding the empty bag in his trash can. He washes the metal straw and walks to Yoongi afterwards, sitting down on the chair next to him.
âItâs not lonely now, is it?â he says, giving him a playful grin.
Yoongi glances and blushes harder.
âHm.âÂ
âYou look very nice today.â
âUhâŚI just put on stuff, yeah.â
âItâs nice. It fits you.â
Yoongi flusters, nodding his head. âThanks, uhm.â He gestures at Hoseok. âYou look nice too.â
âYou think? Thanks, itâs just an old sweat suit.â
Yoongi doesnât look at Hoseok as he speaks, âit looks good on you.â
âAw, thanks.â Hoseok gives him a smile even if he knows that Yoongi is too shy to look at him. âWhy are you really here, hyung?â
Yoongiâs entire face is bright red within a second.
âI told you. You were on my way homeâ, he whines.
âIs that why you dressed up and why you put on fresh cologne?â
âI didnât do any of these things.â
âHyung, are you here for sex?â
Yoongi widens his eyes and looks away instantly.Â
âN-no, no I, uh, I no Iâ, he stutters and stutters, âno I, I, IâŚâ He lowers his head. âMaybeâ, he whispers almost inaudibly.
Hoseok grins triumphantly.
âSee? Once you Doctor Love, you never wanna go back.â
âFuck, shut up you freak. Forget it, Iâm leaving againâ, Yoongi groans, scurrying to his feet to flee in embarrassment.
But Hoseok acts quicker, using his powers to catch up with him in the hallway.Â
âDonât run. Iâll take it seriously, promise.â
Yoongi gnaws on his own lower lip, glancing at him.
âPromise. Iâll stop the Doctor Love act. Youâre gonna get Hoseok. Promise.â
Yoongi inhales and exhales, sagging his shoulders in defeat.
âI wasnât even in town. The estate is busy. They, uhm, are having a threesomeâ, he confesses.
âUuh sexyâ, Hoseok coos, wiggling his brows.
âNo, noisy as fuck. They keep taking turns on each other and theyâre being so loud about it, itâs fucking insane.â
âItâs sounding better and better.â
âHoba.â
âSorry, couldnât help myself. When you tell me that ___, Tae and Kook are fucking, I canât help being a perv.â
âYou are, yeah.â
âBut whatâs that got to do with you?â
âI listened in.â
âHah! I knew it! You do that too!â
âNot willingly, it happenedâ, Yoongi hisses.
âSure hyungâ, Hoseok grins, earning himself a soft nudge.
âWhatever asshole, I just overheard them and they were uhm, eating each otherâs, like uhm, asses?âÂ
âHot, very hot. So you came to me âcause you wanna get your ass ate too.â
Yoongi looks to the side.
âFuck, yes basicallyâ, he babbles and turns his back to Hoseok slightly. âWhatever, itâs stupid. Just forget it.â
Hoseok stops him from leaving, holding his hand. Yoongi squeezes his hand instinctively.Â
âItâs not stupid. I can eat your ass.â
Yoongi glances, blushes and looks away. âFucking hell, what are we doing here?â
âI donât know. Flirting?â
Yoongi laughs slightly. Hoseok smiles and nudges him closer and closer to a wall.
âWanna do it now?â
âI guess we could.â Yoongi, who finally notices that Hoseok is nudging him to a wall, but canât do anything against being cornered, panics a little. âItâs not funny. This is weirdâ, Yoongi hisses.
âYouâre thinking too muchâ, Hoseok says.
âStop being cocky, I-â, his words get knocked out of him, back hitting the wall. He gasps and gasps again when Hoseok cages him in with his hands on the wall on each side of his head.Â
âYouâre thinking too muchâ, Hoseok whispers, âyou want this, donât you?â
Yoongi nods his head, switching between looking into his eyes nervously and gazing at his lips longingly.
âThen stop thinking. I donât judge, you know that Iâm not.âÂ
âI-Iâve never done this before.â
âWhat? Gotten a rimjob?âÂ
Yoongi shakes his head, âno went to, to someone for sex. E-especially not a, a man.âÂ
âAnd youâre nervous about it?â
Yoongi nods his head.
âDonât be nervous, hyung. Itâs just me.â
âYou have to keep it a secret.â
âIf I remember correctly, you were the one telling ___ all the details the last time, not me.â
Yoongi lowers his head in embarrassment, getting it tilted up again by two of Hoseokâs fingers under his chin. Hoseok laughs softly.
âIâll keep it a secret. Promiseâ, he is teasing Yoongi, who flutters his lashes vigorously. âTry to relax, okay?â
âIâm tryingâ, Yoongi gets out, gulping heavily. His entire body is tense, his breaths leave him in short, ragged huffs.
âNo, youâre not. Youâre tense.â
âIâm trying, I mean itâ, Yoongi says, huffing out air in defeat.Â
âClose your eyesâ, Hoseok orders him in a soft spoken rasp.
Yoongi flutters his eyes closed, parting his lips slightly. He parts them even more when Hoseok brushes his thumb over the shape of them.
âYouâve got such pretty lips, hyungâ, Hoseok whispers and leans down to kiss his upper lip. Just his upper lip, gently to get Yoongi wanting more.Â
Yoongi tilts his head closer excitedly, sighing against his will. Hoseok tastes sweet like the blood he drank, his lips are very soft. He keeps licking his upper lip. His tongue is so soft and wet and slightly cold. It makes Yoongi really needy because it feels like he is teasing him.
The kiss breaks, Hoseok puts enough distance so he can look at Yoongiâs flushed face. Yoongi keeps his eyes closed, breathing heavily and pressing himself against the wall. Like a nervous little kitten being cornered into a situation it has no clue whether to like or not. Hoseok wants to coo at him. His hyung can be so cute without even trying.
âOpen your eyes.â
Yoongiâs eyes open instantly, making contact at first before flitting to the side instinctively.Â
âEyes on me.â
Yoongi obeys even if the eye contact makes him really, really scared. He is scared that Hoseok can see how nervous he is, how fucking inexperienced he is in stuff like this and how, despite his inexperience and fear, he is this close to submission.
Hoseok brushes his thumbs under Yoongiâs eyes, cradling his face this way. Yoongi holds his breath. His thoughts are racing. What am I doing here? I should flee. What are the best escape routes? This is too revealing. Iâm showing myself too vulnerable. Stupid cunt, he is younger than me, I have to be a strong role model. Iâm the strongest, Iâm a Creator, I have to keep my head up. Iâll be ridiculed if Iâm vulnerable. I donât wanna be strong right now. I wanna be small. Itâs too dangerous, donât show yourself this way. Oh god why is he looking into my eyes? I want to be kissed again. No, donât think about this. Stay strong. I want to relax and kiss. Stop thinking that!
âRelax, hyung. Youâre thinking too muchâ
Yoongi freezes up. Can Hoseok read his mind? Hoseok, however, canât read his mind, he can read expressions and right now Yoongi looks at him like a frightened deer in headlights. He doesnât need to hear his thoughts to know that they are racing.
âRelax, okay?â he tells him.
âIâm trying.â
âI know you are, just try harder.â
Yoongi tenses up more, âI am.â
Hoseok laughs breathily, sliding his hands to the nape of Yoongiâs neck to rub it. Yoongi tilts his head back, leaning into the touch this way. A hint of relaxation washes over his features.
âI think Iâm doing more harm than good with thisâ, Hoseok says.
âNo, I-Iâm trying.â
âGood job, Iâm proud of you.â
Yoongiâs knees buckle, his eyes cloud over. This seems to work.
âClose your eyes again.â
Yoongi obeys, holding his breath. Hoseokâs touch is so gentle that his head feels droopy and he wants to relax his muscles.
âGood job, youâre doing goodâ, Hoseok praises, watching in delight how Yoongiâs tight body softens even more. Praise is the magic spell. Hoseok bites down on his tongue. Fuck, he wants to ruin him, but knows not to act too quickly.Â
He slides his hand to the back of Yoongiâs head, tangling his fingers in his hair. His nails scratch his scalp gently. Yoongi tingles all the way down to his toes, fighting the urge to open his eyes. It is very difficult for him to trust Hoseok to the point of blindness. Not because Hoseok is an untrustworthy person, but because Yoongi has issues with touch and trust and love. They are scary things to him. So this is difficult, but also really nice. Hoseokâs fingers are so gentle in their touch. Itâs so, so nice.Â
Hoseok closes the distance and kisses him again. Yoongi is more active this time around, tilting his head and claiming his lips wholly. Hoseok smiles, pulling back slightly so needy Yoongi wouldnât already spoil the surprise. But needy Yoongi is so needy and when he is needy he needs a proper kiss. He needs and needs and needs. He tries to chase Hoseok to which he always pulls back. He tries to tongue kiss him to which he always pulls back. He tries to peck his lips and even then he pulls back.Â
Yoongi huffs out air in frustration, opening his eyes. Hoseok, who was looking at Yoongi with half-lidded eyes, gives him a playful smirk. One which flusters him again, but which also makes him want to kiss him even harder.Â
âGood job, hyung. Keep doing so wellâ, Hoseok praises, weakening his mind with it.Â
Droopy, so droopy. Yoongi can barely form coherent thoughts by now.Â
Hoseok moves in to kiss him. Yoongi moans against his will, squeezing his eyes shut so he could enjoy the kiss fully. He kisses him back needily and quickly, taking off his hands from the wall to instead grab his waist. Hoseokâs waist is small in Yoongiâs big hands. It feels firm and sculpted like the waist of a dancer who has used it for decades. Right now, it is the only thing keeping Yoongi from running away. The kiss turns his brain into mush. The last sane part of it screams at him to flee because right now he is sober and doesnât have the excuse of intoxication to fall back on. Hoseokâs waist is the one thing which keeps Yoongi from listening to the voice. This and maybe his sweet kiss and his good touch and his scent and the way his left hand grabs his hip. Yoongi gasps, breaking the kiss with it. He can count all five fingers dimpling his hips. The grip is possessive. Yoongi dares to look up at Hoseok through his lashes. His eyes mirror the possessiveness. The rest of his face carries a mask of patience. Yoongi gulps. He is suddenly hyper aware of the throbbing of his well-kissed lips and the ache between his legs which seems to grow more and more.Â
âTurn around for meâ, Hoseok orders in a lowered, desire-soaked voice.Â
Yoongi obeys, squishing himself against the wall with squeezed shut eyes. Holy fuck, holy fuck, holy fuck. This is too vulnerable.Â
Hoseok purrs and steps closer, pressing his body against Yoongiâs while his eager hands rub his waist back and forth. They touch his tummy, his lower back and his sides over and over again. Yoongi squeezes his eyes shut even tighter, feeling dizzy.Â
âRelax, kitten. Youâre tensing up again.â
âAhmâ, Yoongi lets out, trying to stop his stomach from tensing. He exhales deeply. Hoseok takes it as his cue to move to the next step. He opens Yoongiâs belt from behind, then the button of his leather pants.Â
Yoongi balls his hands to fist on the wall, suddenly feeling his eyes burn in nervous tears.Â
The zipper next.Â
Yoongi is going to pass out.Â
A hand slips inside and grabs the hem of his shirt to pull it out of the pants. First in the front, then in the back. Hoseok has to put a little distance between him and Yoongi for the back, using the new position to check on him. His cheeks are deep red, his nose scrunched and his eyes squeezed shut. He is also barely breathing and breathing way too much at the same time. Hoseok slows down, keeping his eyes focused on Yoongiâs face as his hands work his tight pants down his hips. His breathing quickens more and more, but he stays in the position. Hoseok reaches the first hurdle, Yoongiâs big bubble butt. He works slowly, tugging the pants down inch by inch. No retaliation from Yoongi and so Hoseok manages to expose his entire ass to his eyes. Down and down and down, he tugs his pants.Â
Yoongi currently feels as if he was in the most dangerous situation he ever found himself in. He fought feral werewolves, evil witches, bloodthirsty vampires, angry humans and old demons. Nothing, truly nothing, came close to the danger than this right now. Being pressed against a wall and getting undressed so Hoseok can stick his tongue in his hole. Every single instinct and supposed rational thought tells him to run away.
Hoseok kneels down and tugs the pants down the last few inches. It pools by Yoongiâs ankles.Â
âLook at you, your legs. Damnâ, he speaks softly, running his palms up the outside of them.Â
Kill him! Yoongiâs brain is going haywire. Kill him! Kill him! Run away! Run!Â
âSo smooth and silky. Your skin is like porcelain, hyung.â
Hoseok slides his hands under the swell of Yoongiâs buttocks and runs them down the inside of his legs.Â
âWaitâ, Yoongi calls out and steps to the side. He turns around, staring down at Hoseok with widened eyes. Hoseok gazes up at him patiently, keeping his hands to himself.Â
âChanged your mind?â he asks.
âYes.â
âThatâs okay. Wanna borrow some of my sweats and then just watch a show?â
âNo, I mean, I-I didnât change my mind I just, I just need to shower first.â
Hoseok smiles. He is so smitten for Yoongi and how shy he is. His cock is so hard in his tight briefs and his body is flushed all over and here he is, thinking about showers. He is so silly sometimes.
âSure, but you donât need it you know? You smell really good.â
âNo, I stink. Iâm sorry I need to shower please.â
âOkay.â Hoseok stands up, fixing his sweats because they are pinching his boner. âYou know where the bathroom is.â
Yoongi nods his head and leaves as quickly as his weakened legs allow him to. He runs up the stairs and moments later, slams the door closed.Â
âSorry!â he calls out in apology then seconds of silence follow until the sound of running water ends the entire moment.Â
Hoseok takes a deep breath of defeat, bending down to pick up Yoongiâs leather pants. He shakes them out and folds them neatly, placing them on the dresser by the coat rack. He fixes Yoongiâs boots and his helmet then looks up the stairs.Â
Some time has passed between Yoongi fleeing and now. The water is still running and something tells Hoseok that he should go up there and check on Yoongi. Something that keeps telling him that Yoongi is currently going down a spiral of complete self despair.Â
Yoongi tries very hard not to cry in the shower. Thatâs what he gets for doing things out of his comfort zone. He gets an achy stomach and racing thoughts. He canât be a bottom. He canât do it. He wants to do it, but he canât. He needs to accept that he is supposed to be the strongest and that the strongest doesnât act like this. Yoongi doesnât know how to end this shower or how to go outside again and tell Hoseok that he wants to leave, because he doesnât actually want to leave. He wants to be pressed against a wall and have Hoseok claim his little hole. But how does he go about all of this when he has never done it before? He thought that doing it scared was already enough, but is it really? When is he enough? What does he need to do to be enough?
âDonât think so much.â
Yoongi whips around with a yelp and tries to push the intruder away. But Hoseok acts faster, catching his hands to pin them against the glass shower wall. The impact makes a shrill sound like knuckles hitting sturdy glass.
âYou, you, youâ, Yoongi stutters, staring at him in shock. He didnât hear him come in, neither did he sense him or smell him. He should have been able to, but didnât. What is wrong with him? Did Hoseok really mess with his clarity to such extend?
âRelax, hyung. I told you that you should relaxâ, Hoseok tells him, caressing his hands softly.Â
The water runs down both their bodies, soaking their dark hair and wetting their skins. Hoseok matches with Yoongi, wearing nothing more than the nudity he was put on the earth in. This is the first time that he sees Yoongi in such a state and yet, Yoongi feels as if he had done so before, as if it was okay for him to be naked in front of Hoseok.Â
Their skins are the same colour, the shade of their nipples are the same as well, even their cocks share the same nuances of pretty colours. Yoongi realises in this moment that they are so similar and he finds comfort in it. He isnât a weird looking alien, he is human.Â
His once wriggly arms stop, his wrists find comfort in being pinned by Hoseok.
âIâm scaredâ, he hears himself confess.Â
âScared of what?â
âOf this. Itâs so new, Iâm doing it scared but itâs so hard to do.â
âYou donât have to force yourself to do anything.â
âBut I want it. Why is it so hard for me to be normal like other people?â
âI think youâre pretty normal.â
âNo, Iâm not. Iâm the strongest and, and a Creator and I need to-â
Hoseok silences him with a finger against his lips. Yoongi gulps.Â
âYou need to stop thinking right now and let me do my thing.â Hoseok says, stepping closer to Yoongi until their crotches are touching. They are both soft right now, but tingle at the contact between their cocks. âYou want this, donât you?â
Yoongi nods his head.
âSee? Then stop worrying about it. Even the strongest needs a break, hyung. And deserves to have his ass ate.â
Yoongi laughs at that. Hoseok laughs with him, grinding his hips into him slowly. Just enough to give Yoongi glimpses of pleasure and to relax him with it.Â
âEspecially when that ass looks like an entire buffetâ, Hoseok adds, wiggling his brows.
Yoongi looks away, pushing at Hoseok first before pulling him closer to rest his forehead against his shoulder. He closes his eyes.
âShut up, you weirdo.â
âThen turn around and give me something to shut up with.â
Yoongi gulps.
Hoseok smiles and rubs Yoongiâs shoulder.
âWhenever youâre ready.â
âI know.â
They stay like this for a while. Hoseok has one hand against the glass and the other on Yoongiâs hip. While Yoongi grabs his waist. There is no movement at first, but then his hands get needy. The water warms Hoseokâs body and makes his skin so soft. Yoongiâs hands grow restless, finding relief by feeling up his waist and hips. Hoseok lets him ease into it, resting his forehead against Yoongiâs ear and keeping his eyes closed while the water soaks their hair.Â
Yoongi smells really good up close. Especially now that the warm water brings out the scent of his shampoo. Hoseok moves his head a little, enough to brush his lips against Yoongiâs ear. Yoongi shivers, cock throbbing against Hoseokâs. It makes Hoseokâs cock throb as well and together, they grow harder again. The small movements Hoseok makes suddenly feel electric. His instincts tell Hoseok to reach down there and jerk off their cocks, but he knows that this would scare Yoongi away again. He needs to be patient with him.Â
Lost in the slow moment, he begins kissing the parts of Yoongiâs neck which are naturally exposed by the position. Yoongi seems to like it because he moves his head to reveal more of his neck to Hoseokâs lips. The latter claims the new spots instantly, kissing and sucking the tender skin until Yoongi is shivering.
Yoongi wiggles his hips. Hoseok moans softly, forgetting all about the fact that his lips are oh so close to Yoongiâs ear right now until Yoongi tenses up and squeezes his hips.Â
âSorryâ, Hoseok breathes, âyou did something with this.â
âI did?â
âMhm yeahâ, he brushes his parted lips against his ear to which Yoongi rolls his head to the side. This is the time. âTurn for meâ, Hoseok orders and Yoongi obeys instantly.Â
He presses himself against the glass of the shower and arches his back. The water traces his spine, running down his buttocks and legs. His head is staying dry like this, now only dripping water from a past soak.Â
Hoseok knows not to waste time, falling to his knees to continue where they left off downstairs. He slides his hands to the inside of Yoongiâs legs to feel up his silken skin.Â
âI meant it when I told you that you had the sexiest legs, you know?â he says and dares to kiss the back of his thigh.Â
Yoongi tenses up but moves it closer to him. Only a small sigh escapes him.Â
Hoseok takes the cue and begins placing more kisses on Yoongiâs legs. Just the back of them at first to get him used to the sensation. All while Yoongi keeps letting out small sighs and the occasional gasp.Â
Hoseok finds himself whispering his name and then his lips are already on his lower back, kissing and exploring the silken skin. He holds his hips for it, purring happily. Yoongi has dimples on his back. Hoseok licks them slowly, soaking in the needy arching Yoongi does in reaction.Â
He glances up at him. His face is hidden from him, but he radiates a readiness to go further. Hoseok dares to slide his hands to Yoongiâs butt. A gasp, a little tense but nothing more. With his eyes still gazing up, Hoseok lowers his lips to his butt to kiss it.Â
Yoongi moves his hips from side to side, purring a nervous sound.
âThe whole buffet, Iâm telling youâ, Hoseok says, smiling brightly when it makes Yoongi chuckle.
âFuck, Hobaâ, he lets out breathily, looking over his shoulder. His cheeks are flushed, his eyes are a little glassy.
âStill down for it?â Hoseok makes sure.
Yoongi nods his head.
Hoseok rubs Yoongiâs buttocks slowly. They are really soft and squishy under his palms.
âArch your back a littleâ, he orders.
Yoongi obeys without hesitation, letting out a little sigh as he does it. He turns his head away again, feeling way too shy for eye contact.
âThere we go, good jobâ, Hoseok praises, using the new position to finally part Yoongi. He flinches at first because the newly exposed state of his hole made the warm water run over it and that felt really hot at first. He relaxes afterwards, breathing heavier than before while Hoseok takes in the view before him.
Yoongi has the pinkest hole Hoseok has ever seen. He is not exaggerating when he says that. He is so pink and so obviously tight. Not many people breach this hole, Hoseok just knows.Â
âYouâre so handsomeâ, Hoseok whispers, ghosting his thumb over his hole without touching. Yoongi, unaware of the potential touch, arches his back more.Â
Hoseok gulps hungrily. He is so pink and tight and smooth. Not even one follicle of hair is to see.Â
âHyung, did you shave before coming here?â
Yoongiâs hole clenches.
âN-no?â he stutters.
Hoseok smiles. Of course Yoongi would deny it.
âYouâre pretty, hyungâ, Hoseok says softly and lowers his lips to kiss Yoongiâs hole.
Yoongiâs reaction is expected. He tenses up, wiggles away with a shy noise leaving his constricted throat. Hoseok doesnât let it discourage him. He buries his face deeper between Yoongiâs buttocks and inhales deeply, taking in every fucking molecule of his intoxicating scent. He growls into him, dimpling his buttocks possessively.
Yoongi swears that he might throw up in embarrassment. Someone is smelling his butt. How fucking humiliating.
âYour scentâs like a drug, hyungâ, Hoseok comes up for air, voice sounding distorted in lust, âdonât ever fucking say that you stink again, got it?â
Yoongiâs brain scrambles again, every ounce of embarrassment is gone. He arches his back, presenting more of him to Hoseok.Â
âYeah, thatâs it. Let me see you. Fuck, youâre so pretty and you so smell good. Can you stop being so perfect, mhm?â
Yoongi drops his head against the shower wall, mewling shyly. His face is wet. He doesnât quite know if itâs only water. Being praised like this is a lot for him.
âOf course you canât. Shit, you drive me insaneâ, Hoseok purrs and buries himself back between Yoongiâs soft buttocks. He growls as he does it, wiggling his head from side to side so his face is grinding into his hole. His nose to be more exact. He is so rough about it that Yoongi gasps and tries to flee by getting on his tiptoes, but Hoseok merely grabs him by his hips and pulls him back down, exchanging his nose with his tongue.
âAh!â Yoongiâs loud moan bounces off the shower walls, taunting him. He throws his hand over his mouth and squeezes. Donât be loud, donât be loud, so embarrassing, donât be loud. But itâs really difficult. Hoseokâs tongue is a little cold in comparison to the warm water. The contrast between these two sensations is a lot to someone as sensitive as Yoongi.
One must know that Yoongi is very sensitive, perhaps he is even the most sensitive of the bunch. He likes to say that it is Jungkook, but that isnât the truth. Yoongi with his pretty flushed cock and his pink little hole is the most sensitive.
Especially when it comes to having a mouth (or two) on these spots. And especially when it is something he really, really wanted.
So yes, it is very difficult to stay quiet right now.
Hoseok watches Yoongiâs arm flex as he tries to silence himself, now seeing it as his goal to make him relaxed enough to forget all about it. He purrs and parts Yoongi farther, grinding the flat of his tongue against his hole. He is so soft under him, clenching and throbbing repeatedly because it feels good. Hoseok knows that it feels good. He has confidence in his mouthâs skills.
He breaks away for just a second to spit on Yoongiâs hole aggressively.
âEehâ, Yoongi squeaks and flinches, having no time to really get embarrassed about it because Hoseok slurs up the mess he made, giving Yoongi the fucking shivers as he does it. The grip around his own mouth lessens, his head feels so heavy even resting against the glass. He wonât be able to tense up for long anymore when Hoseok keeps this up.
âSo fucking deliciousâ, Hoseok lulls, digging in with an ecstatic moan. He stays at Yoongiâs rim for now, flicking his tongue up and down on the tight ring of muscle. He needs to get it relaxed. Yoongi is way too tense right now. So if he keeps flicking his tongue, applying slight pressure each time his middle is against his tongue, he will help him.
Yoongi canât do it anymore. He canât keep his muscles from relaxing. He croaks out a weakened noise behind his hand and admits defeat, relaxing his hole.
Hoseok moans deeply, gazing up at Yoongi. He did it. He relaxed. Hoseok opens his mouth hungrily, letting his tongue slip inside his relaxed hole. He furrows his brows, mewling in blissful realisation that there is no resistance. He really thought that Yoongi wouldnât let him breach him that easily but there was no resilience. There is tightness of course, but no obvious resistance. Hoseok slides his right hand to Yoongiâs lower tummy and applies pressure, resulting in his hole to slip farther onto his tongue.
Yoongi reaches behind himself, grabbing for a bundle of Hoseokâs hair. The twist stings but motivates Hoseok to keep going. He moans deeply, wiggling his tongue as quickly as Yoongiâs tight hole allows him.
âItâs deep, pleaseâ, Yoongi whines, convulsing around Hoseokâs tongue.
Hoseok purrs, pushing down on his tummy again. Deeper and deeper his flexed tongue goes, resulting in burning electricity to shoot down Yoongiâs leg. They wobble and lose strength, forcing poor Yoongi to sit down on Hoseokâs face with all his weight.
Hoseok squeaks at first, not having expected it.
âSorry!â Yoongi yelps, trying to flee instantly, but Hoseok doesnât let him.
He wraps his arms around his hips and pins him down, craning his neck as he wiggles his tongue deep in Yoongiâs hole.
Yoongi tugs on Hoseokâs hair, throwing his head back. He has to admit defeat again. There is no way in hell that he can keep quiet any longer. The first moan is taunting him, the second already feels a lot better, the third comes easy and then Yoongi stops counting because all he can concentrate on is the sloppy, fast tongue job he is getting. Holy fuck, he wonât be normal after this. Oh god, Yoongi really needs Hoseok to fuck him afterwards. He wanted nothing but a rimjob at first and now all of this just feels like one amazing, long foreplay session. He is so needy and drunk on pleasure and, and wow.Â
âOh god, wow, oh god, wow HobaâŚâ
His legs are shaking so much. Yoongi wobbles and has to admit a third defeat. He has to keep both arms on the glass otherwise he will fall. He drops to the front again, arching his back to keep Hoseok close. He drops his head against the glass, keeping his mouth parted as the noises never want to stop.
âHobaâŚaha HobaâŚHo..ba..â
Hoseok swears he might have nutted already. He knew that he could get Yoongi to relax, but he didnât think that he could get him to this kind of level. The weight of him still lingers on his face like a blissful touch, his taste is coating every inch of his mouth and his hole feels as if it is actively trying to suck his tongue in. Hoseok needs to breathe, but he doesnât want to. He doesnât want to break away. Not even for air. He needs to give Yoongi what he deserves, perhaps he needs to give even more.
Yes, more sounds good.
Hoseok dances his hand down from Yoongiâs tummy to his cock, wrapping his fingers around it to jerk it off. He doesnât want to go slow at first, he needs Yoongi to shake instantly.
Yoongi doesnât disappoint, he shakes instantly, changing pitch as everything just feels way too good. He knew that his cock was sensitive because the water felt blissful on it, but he wasnât ready for how intense a real touch feels on it. Especially not a touch as Hoseok gives it. Not such an amazing, electric touch. His fingers are so long and so strong, pumping him just right. He wonât last longâŚactually he wonât last at all.
âYouâre making me cumâ, Yoongi keens and clenches around Hoseokâs tongue. He doesnât know where it starts, but he knows that it is way too intense. If Hoseok wasnât holding him up right now, he would probably collapse. It is so intense in fact that he instinctively gets on his tiptoes to escape it. Of course Hoseok chases him, moaning into him like a feral animal as he milks every last drop and shake out of him. His cum is shooting everywhere. Hoseokâs hand, the shower wall, his own stomach. It just doesnât stop as Hoseok overstimulates him in the hottest way ever.
Yoongi begins begging. He canât help it.
âStop please! Stop! Stop please!â Yoongi is panicking because the pleasure is getting too much. He wonât be able to hold himself anymore.
Hoseok growls, twisting his hand around Yoongiâs weeping cock and sealing Yoongiâs fate with it. His legs give out on him, he falls down, surprising Hoseok who ends up unable to support him any longer. Yoongi grabs the shower handle in his last attempt to catch himself, turning off the water because of it, but neither man cares.
Yoongi falls to the ground, resulting in Hoseok to instantly tower over him. His swollen cock grinds against his ass, his heated breath swirls against his neck. Yoongi shivers, lying under Hoseok on the wet tiles with a dizzy head and way too much pressure in his lower body, twitching like a fish out of water.
âHoly fuck, are you okay?â Hoseok gasps.
âNoâ, Yoongi croaks.Â
âIâm sorry, did you hurt yourself?â Hoseok asks, running his hands over Yoongiâs body in search of wounds.
âNoâ, Yoongi chokes out and whimpers when Hoseok flips him so he could check his front as well.
Yoongi follows each touch with a writhe, looking up at Hoseok with glassy, blurry eyes. He feels so good. He is so happy. He wants Hoseok to make him hisâ.
âHyung, your knees are bruised.â
âHoba.â
Hoseok looks into Yoongiâs eyes, âyes?âÂ
âPlease moreâ, Yoongi chokes out and squeezes out tears.
Hoseok kisses them away instantly, giving Yoongi a warm touch by pressing his chest against his chest, running his fingers through his wet hair. Their swollen nipples are rubbing together. It is so good for either man.Â
âYou did so well. You came like such a good boyâ, Hoseok whispers his praises, tensing up for a moment when Yoongi wraps his shaky fingers around his wrist.
âPlease moreâ, he begs quietly.
âAre you sure?â
Yoongi nods his head.
âHoly fuck. Okay, okay stay. Iâll make it more comfortable for youâ, Hoseok promises and disappears for a small moment to get lube. He returns so quickly that Yoongi wasnât even able to recover from his high and then he already feels the familiar hardness of a lube syringe up his ass. He also feels how much Hoseok loaded it with today, whining in complaint.
âSorry fuck, way too muchâ, Hoseok is dragging his words, sliding out the messy syringe to use the rest of it on his cock. He lubes it up and drops down on Yoongi again. âLift-âÂ
He gets interrupted in his orders by Yoongi lifting his legs all on his own. Hoseok meets his eyes. Utter, trusted submission.Â
âDamn you, wow, youâ, Hoseok doesnât know what to say and so he lets his body do the talking.
He sinks his cock into Yoongi, groaning his name with fluttering lashes. Yoongi is so tight, squeezing his swollen cock.
âAhâ, Yoongi lets out, clearly tensing up in discomfort. He bites down in his lower lip to the point it pales.Â
âHurts?â Hoseok asks, stilling his hips.
Yoongi nods his head.
âWant to stop?â
âNoâ, Yoongi croaks and arches his back with a whimper.
âAre you sure?â
Yoongi nods his head.
âBreathe, hyung, breathe. I know the first moments are tight. I need you to breathe.â
Yoongi obeys, relaxing instantly.
âThere we go, holy fuck. Holy fuck, you feel fucking incredibleâ, Hoseok croaks and wraps his arms around Yoongi tightly. He drops his head in the crook of his neck and moans his name, chasing the warmth of him carefully but deeply.
Yoongiâs eyes roll back and stay like this. He drops his legs around Hoseokâs waist, keeping him hostage this way.
âHobaâŚ.âÂ
âIt feels good now, doesnât it?â Hoseok gets out between heavy breaths.
âYeâŚgoodâŚâ
âYeah, good. So good. Taking me so well, feeling so good, hyung.â
âHobaâ, Yoongi moans, scratching down Hoseokâs back while his left hand grabs a bundle of his hair.
Hoseok growls, using the slight pain as motivation to go faster. Yoongiâs hole is so easy to shape. He expected more resistance from his body and he was ready to work around it until Yoongi was comfortable, but his hole is so quick to adapt. Oh so naturally tight and small and yet so easy to shape.Â
âFuck, youâre so perfect hyungâ, Hoseok speaks his thoughts, burning up in ecstasy as he drills his mouldable, wet hole.Â
âHobaâŚaah HobaâŚâ
Quite frankly, there are no words on this earth to describe how amazing it feels to both men. Truly, ink would run dry before the words could be found. This moment is beyond what either could have ever imagined this evening to become. Yoongi swears that he hasnât felt as submissive as he does right now in a long time. This is something he never thought to be possible with someone who isnât his trusted princess and it is definitely something he never thought to feel so good. Hoseok is pinning him down as much as he is cradling him. His weight and strength are making Yoongi feel so small and weak and it brings tears to his eyes. What truly makes those tears fall however is the raw, overwhelming stretch his hole currently finds itself in. He knew that it would be intense to ask for cock so soon after an orgasm and with such little preparation. But he expected pain, not blissful ecstasy. Yoongi cries because he canât believe how good it feels to let Hoseok fuck him senseless.
Hoseok swears that he has never felt like this during sex before. This is something he never thought Yoongi to be capable of and he never expected it of him. And yet here they are. Hoseok is able to hold his wet, naked body against his own. His taste still lingers on his tongue, his blissed out scent is in his nose and his hole takes him so willingly despite little preparation that Hoseok swears he might need to bite him. He never feels the desire to bite. He has perfect restraint. At least he thought that he had.
âHoseok, it feels so goodâ, Yoongi wails, sealing his fate.
âIâm gonna ruin youâ, Hoseok growls, punishing Yoongi for something he needs no punishment for. But if he didnât fuck his hole into ruin, he would actually bite him. He canât do that, so he ruins the one thing Yoongi willingly presents to him.
âHoba! Please! Please donât stop!â
âI wonât, fuck I canât stop. I, I canât get my hips to stop.â
âGoodâ, Yoongi cries, bruising Hoseokâs biceps as he clings to him. His tailbone is getting sore from the movements. The floor is so hard, but the fuck feels so good. He needs to fuck back, meet Hoseokâs movements. The friction against his rim burns, not painfully but in nothing but pleasure. His prostate feels like bursting from how much pleasure it experiences. He swears that he keeps convulsing as if Hoseok was constantly making him climax.
âI canât stop. Itâs like Iâm, urghâ, Hoseok drills his cock deeper, biting down on Yoongiâs neck as he feels how much of his warm walls he actually fills out. There is no blood drawn, no skin broken but Yoongi cries all the same, curling up under Hoseok as best as possible.
âAgain?â
Yoongi nods his head vigorously and shakes out of control, screaming his little lungs out as his orgasm overwhelms him. It feels so good that he has to reach to the side to hold something, scratching his nails down the shower wall helplessly.
âYoongiâ, Hoseok has to follow him in guttural moans of his name, holding him so tightly that he almost breaks bones. âHoly fuck, youâre such a fucking turn on, urgh cumming so fucking hardâŚâ
He keeps fucking and grinding and pounding until neither of them can go on anymore and their bodies are truly milked dry.
Only then clarity returns and their situation finally sinks into their consciousness. They fucked. This was never supposed to happen and especially not with such intensity.
âIâm sorryâ, Hoseok gets out, dropping on Yoongi. âFuck, what are we doing?â
âDo you hate me now?â Yoongi croaks.
âWhat?â Hoseok shoots up in shock, gawking at Yoongi. âWhy would you ask me that?â
âI donât knowâ, Yoongi whispers, lower lip trembling.Â
Hoseok softens his gaze and cups Yoongiâs cheek. Yoongi leans into the touch. His body twitches every now and then as it recovers from its high.
âOf course I donât hate you, hyung. You did really well, yeah? And I still like you, yeah?â
Yoongi nods his head, letting out a sigh of relief.Â
âHow are you doing?â
âVulnerable.â
âMhm, but youâre in a safe spaceâ, Hoseok hugs him, scratching his scalp slowly, âI promise, this will stay between us.âÂ
Yoongi relaxes completely, hugging him back.
âThank you.â
âOf course.âÂ
âNo. Thank you.â
âFor what? Eating your ass?â
âYeahâŚâ
âAnd then fucking it like weâre stupid animals?â
Yoongi snorts, having to laugh, âfuck, yeah.â
Hoseok chuckles, âthat wasnât part of the plan, right?â
âNo, not at all.âÂ
âBut I think it was nice. You?â
âMe too, yeah.âÂ
Hoseok snuggles closer, sighing softly with Yoongi when his cock shifts inside him.Â
âAre you still down to watch a show later?â
âYeah.â
âFunky. Maybe Iâll eat your ass again on the couch, mhm? Make you lift your legs all on your own, mhm?â Hoseok coos teasingly, following it up with obnoxious kissing noises.
âFuck, shut up you pervertâ, Yoongi whines but laughs, pushing at Hoseok softly.Â
Hoseok laughs with him. He really likes Yoongi and Yoongi really likes him. Itâs as easy as that.
#yoongi smut#hoseok smut#bts smut#bangtan smut#sope smut#yoongi fanfic#hoseok fanfic#bts fanfic#bangtan fanfic#yoongi fanfiction#hoseok fanfiction#bts fanfiction#bangtan fanfiction#yoongi scenario#hoseok scenario#bts scenario#bangtan scenario#yoongi oneshot#hoseok oneshot#bts oneshot#bangtan oneshot#yoongi x hoseok#hoseok x yoongi#sub!yoongi#dom!hoseok#vampire!yoongi#vampire!hoseok#fanfic: sanguis duology#sibis art#fanfic: art of the month
173 notes
¡
View notes
Text
Soulâs Desire [Ch. 9]
-Masterlist-
~~~|~~~
âHan, itâs been 30 minutesâ
Changbin lets out an irritated sigh as Han checks his phone for the 5th time. You were late, embarrassingly late, and hadnât even let Han know beforehand.
Chan was a little upset but chalked up your tardiness to preparing for your debut.
âSheâs about to debut, Bin, we gotta give her some graceâ
âItâs not that sheâs late, Hyung, itâs that she didnât check in first.â
Just as a back-and-forth was about to ensue, a wild knock on the door interrupted the boys.
Chan jumped up to open the door, letting you in. Han was immediately eased by your presence, missing the way his other two soulmates looked at you with a little hesitation.
âHi guys, so sorry! I was with my members and we lost track of timeâ You smile
Chan smiles back at you politely, but Changbin doesnât. He was still a little bothered by how you failed to let Han know youâd be late, but he tried shaking that feeling off.
âNo problem, itâs nice to meet you,â Chan says, âIâm Chrisâ
You bow politely while giving him a firm handshake
âIâm Changbinâ Maybe itâs because you two are bonded by now, but you can feel how heâs already a little suspicious of you.
Heâs very polite, shaking your hand and offering you his chair, but you suddenly donât think the guys like you as much as Han said they did.
You four settle into some slight banter. You and Han joke around while Chan and Changbin watch, adding little comments here and there.
After a while, you realize you havenât talked to your other soulmates, so you face Chan and put on your best smile.
âChris, Hannie told me that youâre getting into fashion nowadays. Have you figured out your style yet?â
Chan gives you a grin, âIâm not so sure. I kinda like street clothing, tighter-fitting shirts, baggy pants, beanies, and stuff like that. Iâm taking advice from Innieâ
You nod, âI follow you on Instagram and honestly, your whole aesthetic is so coolâ
You and Chanâs conversation flows naturally after that, with you complimenting him and him blushing while shaking his head.
After a few short minutes, you move on to Changbin.
âI know this is random but I always wanted to ask you, do you have a favorite verse of yours?â
He quickly shakes his head, âNo, thatâs like asking me to choose between the members. I canât have a favoriteâ
Changbin had a certain aura about him. You knew he was one of the sweetest, gentlest souls ever, but you could tell he was the type to be polite, yet cold with new people.
He still took care of you, offering to get you drinks and snacks when you mentioned you hadnât eaten yet and offered to give you his jacket when you shivered, but he couldnât be bothered to send the smallest of smiles your way.
It scared you, and you wondered what you did to deserve the stoic expression.
âY/n, tell us about youâ Chan says, almost as if he can sense the tension
âOkay! Well, I joined JYP around a year ago now, I was a trainee for six months. My favorite color is gray, my favorite food is fried shrimp, I have three cats and two dogs back home, Iâm an only child, and Iâm the Maknae of my groupâ
Han smirks once he realizes he already learned all this information about you, the other two members nod at your words.
âI have a dog too, her name is-â
âBerryâ You finish, smiling, âDid Han mention Iâm a STAY?â
Chan laughs, a blush on the tip of his ears, âHe said something about it, among other thingsâ
âHe said that you said you always felt connected to usâ Changbin starts suddenly, âCan you explain that?â
You nod with a genuine smile, âYep! I guess, as a fan, I always felt a littleâŚcloser to you guys. I chalked it up to me being delusional but after I auditioned for JYP, and moved here and everything, my palm started to itch like crazyâ
âThatâs interestingâ Changbin mumbles, âOur palms kinda tingled I guess?â
âSilly enough, you know how our symbols are kinda shaped like an infinity symbol?â Han asked, pointing at your hand.
You neglected to wear symbol blurring ointment, only because your members demanded to see what it looked like. You just wore an oversized hoodie and hid your hands in the sleeves.
âYeahâ You affirm, âItâs so cuteâ
âIt didnât always look like thatâ Changbin confessed, âFor the longest time, it wasâŚ.incomplete?â
âThen you got your symbol, and BOOMâ Han narrated with a loud clap of his hands. Chan and Changbin jumped in surprise while you let out a startled laugh
He grabbed your arm and lifted your sleeve just enough to show your hand, ânow all of ours look like thisâ he cheeses
The food came after a few more minutes of conversation. Changbin warmed up to you after you asked him about his workout regimen, finally letting his goofy and flirty nature show.
Chan led most of the conversations, and that didnât surprise you since you knew how extroverted he was.
Han was joking or laughing about something the entire time, while you sat there and thoroughly enjoyed your time with the group.
By the end of the dinner, Changbin decided to be the one to walk you to the cab he had ordered for you.
You two were in the back of the building to avoid any fans seeing you.
âSorry for being so cold earlier,â He said as you two walked (rather slowly) to the car.
âOh, um, thatâs okay!â
He sighs, âI was just a little upset you didnât check in with Han to tell him you were gonna be late. I have a thing about knowing where my members are and wanting them to be safe and whatnot so checking in with one another is a big deal to meâ
You hum, understanding his point of view. Honestly, you like that heâs that way, your members are usually like that as well but you guys having each otherâs location eliminates having to ask where you are.
You made a mental note to make it a habit to check in with your soulmates, especially Changbin.
âI understand that, and Iâll be more mindful in the futureâ
You make it to the car and he opens the back door for you to get in before reaching into his pocket and pulling out money.
âYouâre not paying for the cab Bin,â You say, crossing your arms
âI called the cab, youâre my soulmate, I payâ
âWell youâre my soulmate and I donât want you paying for meâ
âToo bad, thatâs something youâre gonna have to get used to.â
Before you could protest some more, he threw the bills in your lap before blowing you an exaggerated kiss and closing the door.
You rolled your eyes but smiled all the way home
~~~|~~~
Taglist: @chuuyaobsessed @h0rnyp0t @prttyxbby @yukichan67 @hanniemylovelyquokka @xxeiraxx @loveforlee444 @whatdoyouwanttocallmefor
#skz bang chan#skz changbin#skz felix#skz han#skz hyunjin#skz jeongin#skz lee know#skz seungmin#skz x reader#skz minho#skz#stray kids fake texts#stray kids fanfic#stray kids x reader#stray kids texts#stray kids fanfiction#stray kids scenarios#stray kids reactions#stray kids imagine#stray kids#skz poly x reader#skz angst#skz fanfic#skz fake texts#skz imagines#skz scenarios#skz stay#skz fluff#stray kids angst#stray kids smau
111 notes
¡
View notes
Text
Previous // Next
Hey Bird Boy!
I promised Iâd write didnât I? Iâm missing you already, which is kinda stupid and cheesy, but true! There arenât any other kids around now the holidays are over, so itâs just old people and super outdoorsy people who walk really fast with weird sticks and stuff, lame! Daddy lent me his crappy polaroid he uses for work so I can send you pictures and stuff so at least Iâve got something to do, they wonât be as good as yours but itâs better than nothing.
I tried to get a good picture but itâs hard to hold this huge thing with one hand and this is the best I could do but my teeth are totally starting to grow back so maybe I wonât look so dumb soon.. you canât really see em but I can feel em poking through!!! It kinda hurts but I suppose we only have to grow em once so itâs not so bad. Growing teeth as a baby doesnât count cos you canât remember it.. how many teeth does your little sister have?!
Iâm super looking forward to getting to know you properly since I can ask you stuff now! Iâll try n remember to ask you things instead of talking about myself the whole-time cos thatâd be annoying to reply to, wouldnât it?
By the way.. I took a bunch of pictures of my dad until I caught him laughing just to show you that he can be fun and nice, not always grumpy! He thinks he looks cool with his gold teeth but I think they make him look goofy, like a wannabe pirate haha!! YARRR!
I set Amber free cos I started to feel bad about keeping her cooped up in that tiny plastic box and I donât think Iâd like it if I were her, like how Iâm starting to hate this stupid tower! I miss looking at her but I decided to start collecting fancy rocks instead since theyâre not alive and donât have any feelings. Dad digs up stuff for work sometimes so it makes total sense!! He said Iâm not allowed to join him for that but we can do it on our own instead.. he bought me a big pretty one to start my collection, even though itâs kinda like cheating it still counts!
We found a birdwatching book stuffed in the back of the bookshelf looking for this notebook and dad said we should put some food out to see which ones we could spot.. they attacked him whilst he was putting the seeds out though so he said it was a stupid hobby and that he didnât want to do it anymore. GET READY FOR THIS!!!
Ahahahahaahaaa I almost dropped his camera laughing at him and he took it off me for a couple days but it was totally worth it, please please pleaaaaase keep this picture cos I almost didnât wanna send it to you so I could laugh at it forever and ever hahahaha!!!!
Oh, and I told daddy to take some pictures of me whilst I wasnât looking like you do cos I thought itâd be neat, but I forgot I asked him to do it and got mad at him cos I was in my pjâs and my hair was all crazy.. itâs kinda funny I GUESS!! Plus, he said it made us even for me sending you the picture of him with the birds so here you go BUT DONâT KEEP THIS ONE!!
I got carried away and forgot to ask you stuff so hereâs a list!
How old are you?
Whenâs your birthday?
Do you have any pets?!
Whatâs your favourite food?
Do you have all your big teeth yet? (it totally looked like it but you never know!!)
I was gonna think of more stuff to ask you and now the back of this page looks really empty but my brain farted and I really wanna send you this so you can send one back! Iâll think of more I promise!! Iâm looking forward to âtalkingâ to you so I guess you can write about whatever you want.. and I wanna see your house!! I bet your pictures will be way better than mine!
Yours excitedly, Alex :]
#ts4#sims 4#simblr#ts4 story#sims story#forever in between#fib#oscar finch#robin finch#alexandra sampson#AHHHHHHHH#â!!#having a pen-pal as a kid was so fun omg#they'd rather get to hang out in person but STILL#adorbs even when they're apart#đĽş#it's so fun writing letters from characters pov too btw cos you can say a big fu to grammar and write whatever the hell u want#10/10 would recommend#let's start a thing where our oc's pair up as pen-pals and write to each other skjdk
243 notes
¡
View notes
Text
HUSH | MYG - ONE
pairing: rockstar!yoongi x female reader | mutual disdain - lovers (but also strangers - lovers? kinda?)
premise: in which you work for your brothers band by day and accidentally anonymously sext his bandmate on the regular by night! whoops !!
wc: 17.5k
for more details, pls see the master list (x)
hush is written in two formats: messaging transcripts and my regular writing style
warnings: we're sexting, straight off the bat!! love that for our hush couple!! allusions to sending nudes, mentions of blueballing lmao, sex toys, general masturbation malarky, mentions of ass play <33, they video call during finales (back camera only!!!), yoongi has a massive cock, like im talking humongous, so BIG (and factually accurate!!) they're switchy aka he tries dom and she's too much of a brat that he folds, he is whiney and needy and obsessed, and she enjoys that! you get to fill in the gaps as if you're really sexting him, lucky you <33 there's also exactly (1) near foot job, a needy jk, (1) banana milk mention, a playfight, miscommunication, a mysterious night that will never be mentioned in conversation. oh yeah and yoongi and you don't realise you're sexting one another ! oops!!!! yoongi is uncircumcised cause ik some people care about that?? just my preference when writing, imagine what u like! no *actual* smut in this one... just... much sexting!
before you read: please read these for a little context on the story - the app (x) and the band (x)
minors dni!!!
New Hush Crush in your Secret Circle! D4m0cl3s
10:43PM
D4m0cl3s: hey, stranger
Cl3m3ntin3: well hello there how are you??
D4m0cl3s: i'm all good. yourself?
Cl3m3ntin3: yeah, yeah, im all good just tryna figure out this damn app, lmao
D4m0cl3s: you new around these parts?
Cl3m3ntin3: i am indeed you've taken my secret circle virginity lucky you x
D4m0cl3s: oh shit well, i am honoured i can be your guide to all things hush x
Cl3m3ntin3: oh, i seeeeee an expert, are we? ;)
D4m0cl3s: just realised how tragic it is to be a self-proclaimed dating app expert, so... no not an expert just.... well versed?
Cl3m3ntin3: hahaha sureeee so, tell me, mr hush expert, how do these conversations usually go
D4m0cl3s: okay, 1: not an expert and 2: just general chit chat get an idea of what you're both looking for stuff like that
Cl3m3ntin3: 1: keep telling yourself that, babe and 2: what are you looking for?
D4m0cl3s: 1: calling me babe, already? score. 2: a girl who calls me babe.
Cl3m3ntin3: looks like my work here is done, then ;) seeeeeeya x
D4m0cl3s: no don't go stay i think we'll get along tell me what you're looking for
Cl3m3ntin3: a man who begs for my attention so looks like your work here is done, too ;)
D4m0cl3s: well, aren't we just a match made in heaven?
Cl3m3ntin3: hell* definitely a match made in hell
D4m0cl3s: you a sinner?
Cl3m3ntin3: would you like me to be?
D4m0cl3s: tempting... but no
Cl3m3ntin3: shame maybe we are after different things after all
D4m0cl3s: woaaah, i never said that i was just trying to be a gentleman take things slow be respectful
Cl3m3ntin3: it's anonymous, babe i didn't sign up for hush looking to be wined and dined or to be treated like a lady quite the opposite, actually so you don't need to worry about tarnishing your reputation, or whatever your secrets are safe with me ;)
D4m0cl3s: 1. i couldn't give a shit about my reputation and 2. it's just that people are on this app for different reasons don't wanna assume everyone is after the same thing
Cl3m3ntin3: 1. untouchable, are you? and 2. well, im pretty sure you know what i'm here for and if it's not abundantly obvious: nothing serious. it's late, and i'm bored. what's a girl to do in those kinds of situations? play all alone? boringgg. my cards are on the table, damocles you're up.
D4m0cl3s: untouchable...something like that and fine if you really wanna know i'm not looking for a girl to take home to my mother
Cl3m3ntin3: good mothers don't tend to like me all that much
D4m0cl3s: no?
Cl3m3ntin3: nah fathers on the other hand? fucking love me
D4m0cl3s: and you wonder why the mothers hate you?
Cl3m3ntin3: oh, no im fully aware it's because im the only thing that can get their husbands' perpetually flaccid cocks hard :)
D4m0cl3s: jesus christ you really are built for sin, aren't you?
Cl3m3ntin3: uh-huh :) fancy a dance with the devil?
D4m0cl3s: not tonight but you've got me interested
Cl3m3ntin3: </3 can't believe you're blue balling me
D4m0cl3s: trust me im blue balling myself i've got an early schedule in the morning can't stay up all night entertaining some girl on a fucking app ;)
Cl3m3ntin3: okay 1: ouch, if anyone was doing the entertaining, it would be me and 2: prove it
D4m0cl3s: prove it?
Cl3m3ntin3: uh-huh prove that you're blue balling yourself
D4m0cl3s: again, jesus christ you are something else
Cl3m3ntin3: thank you :D now... proof
D4m0cl3s: say please
Cl3m3ntin3: you want me to get down on my knees, too?
D4m0cl3s: would be appreciated
Cl3m3ntin3: fine
D4m0cl3s: watch your attitude, clementine
Cl3m3ntin3: sighhh hate you for this already >:( pretty please could you show me your cock so i know you're hard and not just lying <;33
D4m0cl3s: see, that wasn't so hard, was it? good girl
D4m0cl3s added new media to the chat!
Cl3m3ntin3: holy shit
D4m0cl3s: i might keep secrets, but i never lie let's talk tomorrow, alright?
Cl3m3ntin3: noted and tomorrow for sure sweet dreams, damocles x
D4m0cl3s: night night, clementine x
[3 Months Later] KSPO DOME Seoul, South Korea
⪠// Hush - The MarĂas
"You'll choke if you're not careful â and how many times do I need to tell you? Put that damn phone away!"
If Park Jimin wasn't so warm in his tone with youâeffervescent in his kindness, bubbling over like lightly shaken sodaâyou'd tell him to kiss your ass.
He stands in the doorway, a pretty smile on his plump lips. There's something about himâhis eyes, you thinkâthat subvert all his softness. Makes him quite the menace. If you hadn't been there to witness his high-school bowl cut era, you never would believed it had happened. He's too cool. It transcends his current being. Is effortless.Â
In all black, a pair of Chelsea boots soundtrack his arrival no matter where he is. A little scuffed, he's in need of a new pairâbut they'll be a post-show bonus treat. From Jimin, to Jimin. Congratulations on a job well done.
With a subtle roll of your eyes, you swallow down the blueberry you'd been holding between your teeth in a dingy backroom of Seoul's KSPO Domeâthe venue of choice for The Scouts' final hometown show. The brickwork remains exposed, grey concrete blocks a dull backdrop for the catering tables.
"Sorry mum," you banter, even though you really shouldn't. There's a glint to your eyes beneath the awkward spotlighting that really isn't preferable for the buffet-style display behind you. Fruits, snacks, it's not a bad spreadâbut it's got nothing on the rider you know The Scouts ask for ahead of every show.
But why shouldn't they? What the boys want, the boys get â and they've worked damn hard to get it.
He nods towards the lanyard around your neck and reminds you of this, then holds up his.
Park Jimin, it reads. Senior Tour Manager.
"Not on the clock, trouble. I'm still your boss."
"And don't I know it," you offer him a smile, still not a huge fan of the dynamic the pair of you portray at work.
You've known Jimin since the tooth fairy was leaving coins under his pillow. It's sorta hard to take him seriously when you've experienced as much life together as you have.
The way he groans when you reach for yet another blueberry is testament to the friendship you share; the kind of found siblings written about in books but rarely found in reality. There's a sanctity there. He's got your back, and he knows you'll always pick up the slack when he needs you to.
For all your difficulties in the short-term, he knows you pull it out of the bag come the time results are needed.
Knocking the blueberry into your mouth with a grin, you use your tongue to toss it to your back teeth. It's a teeny tiny little fruit. You're pretty sure you could swallow it whole without repercussion.
In fact, the reason you were so engrossed in your phone is because you were about to start a discussion with a... friend about something else you could swallow, instead â but you won't tell Jimin that. He'd throw up, probably, and then it'd be your job to clean it up.
"Yeah, yeah," you nod, locking your phone and tucking it into your back pocket. "Sorry boss. Where do you need me?"
He narrows his eyes at your sarcastic use of formalities, but knows when to pick his battles with you. Instead, he knocks his head to the side and heads for the doorway, indicating for you to follow suit.
Just like he knows when to pick his battles with you, you also know when to pick yours with him.
"You've a job that people would likely kill for," he ribs, not really minding all that much. It's downtime between the off-stage rush, so there really isn't all that much to be doingâbut you could at least pretend to make it look like you're working your ass off. "But you're too busy on your bloody phone. Head to hair and make-up. The next VCR segment is smaller so I need you in position pronto."
"Sure, sure," you nod like a bobbing head figurine, stealing a handful of blueberries from the catering table and heading on your way.
Jimin watches on with a curious sense of bewilderment. You're the best runner they have, by quite some margin, but also seemingly the one that's least eager to pleaseâand by doing so, they seem to like you even more. It's an odd paradox, but it is one that you use to your advantage. Play a little dumb; wow them all when you continually and quite impressively exceed their expectations. Work smarter, not harder.
It's a work ethic that runs in the family. They shouldn't be surprised by it, not really.
The corridor you head down is flanked by sterile white lights. The only thing that's brighter are the faux smiles of entertainment execs and slimy media men, who are all after their fifteen minutes of favourâbecause it's not fame they'll get by rubbing shoulders with the boys on stage; it's a boost up. Something to talk big about in board room meetings.Â
A humble brag; a subtle flex, that is neither humble nor subtle.
Your lanyard taps against the buckle of your belt as you jog towards the stage. A cute little pat-pat-pat and jingle of keys from your beltloop soundtracks it, which you're thankful for. It covers the heavy breathing.
Just shy of the staircase leading up to the platform, which is almost shaking from the exertion of the performers on it, you hanger left into the room beside the dressing room.
While the dressing room is a dingy, theatrical maximalist's dream, the make-up department has a shell for a room. Bright white lights are overhead, to make sure the boys look amazingâwhich they always do regardless. Personally, you think this is all overkill. Takes away some of the authenticity. People swoon for The Scouts and the fact they're walking, talking hot messes. When the 'mess' is carefully applied with tiny brushes and kept in place with setting spray, it just doesn't hit the same.
Still, the fans are none the wiser, so who cares? Let them think Jeon Jungkook has flawless skin after an all-night bender.
Annoyingly, he normally does â but that's beyond the point.
"Here she is," Jinyu grins as you walk through the door with a little huff, immediately picking up a setlist by the door to fan your face.
Ethereal as usual, hair pulled back with a claw clip and a grown-out fringe framing her delicate features, Jinyu's mask pulled down to rest beneath her chin. A make-up brush is tucked behind her ear and half a dozen hair grips are biting onto the sleeve of her shirt, ready for the rush that will come with the next VCR break.
At least one of you is, you think.
She always is, though. Best of the bunch, she's the senior make-up artist, and has an example to lead by.
The rest of the make-up artists sit together in the far corner, nattering amongst themselves with far more animation than their hushed tones should really allow for. It's not an uncommon occurrence.
They like to pretend that they don't want anyone to know their business, but you've heard it all.
You could share, in quite some detail, how Jungkook likes to look at his regular make-up artist's lips whenever she's applying balm to his.
Apparently, the tension is 'off the charts', but he's 'too shy to do anything'. Always asks for balm, even when he doesn't need it. Or so she says.
You roll your eyes whenever you hear her brag about it, 'cause you've also heard the conversations that the boys have had behind closed doors. You know that if Jungkook is gonna be after any of the make-up artists, it's Jinyuâbut the ring on her fourth finger and the toddler she sometimes brings to work on the quiet days is enough for him to stay away.
The lifestyles lived by The Scouts wouldn't allow for any of them to be playing 'Daddy'âthough the girls who've squeezed into their tour bus bunks would probably beg to differ.
It's not just Jungkook who they like to gossip aboutâalthough he is the current flavour of the month, ever since he got that bloody lip ring.
In all honesty, you've heard so much shite about all five members that it's a miracle the girls still have jobs.
A new addition to the team since the overwhelming success of the last album run, the record label are keen on The Scouts keeping up their appearances. Gone are the days of sleeping in eyeliner and waking up with panda eyesânow it's carefully placed with precision beneath their tired lashlines, bloodshot eyes still bleary from the night before.
According to the last make-up room rumour mill, Tae is the type to send a late-night text to a handful of girls at once, just to see who bites (of which they all do, of course), and Yoongi is the type to sit silently in the make-up chair, only to make some absurdly unhinged comment as he leaves for the stage.
It's what they're talking about as you and Jinyu exchange glances with comically raised brows and wide eyes.
"Like, the whole time, he must have just been sat there, thinking about it," one of them swoons. "Didn't say a single word, and then just said 'your perfume smells nice, today,' as he was leaving."
The way they giggle makes your skin crawl. It's like they're constantly trying to one-up one another, using the men they work for as tools to do so â and you can't really blame them. As much as you may hate it, it's a man's world, especially in this industry. If you've gotta climb a few greasy poles to reach the top, then more power to those who choose to do so.
"He definitely spent the whole time thinking about it."
"What perfume are you wearing? I wouldn't mind him saying that to me..."
"God, he's such a dream boat."
"Something about him lately is just... ugh, off the charts. We need to stop styling his hair like that. It's too good."
You don't mean to be so judgemental â you've got a pair of eyes. Know exactly why they insist on giggling about their delusions.
Thing is, you can deal with the Jungkook gossip. Tae, Yoongi, Namjoon â whatever.
It's when they start talking about Jin and fail to hide the fact they're doing so that you're reminded of exactly why it grinds your gears so much.
In fact, quite frankly, you've a desire to pick up one of Jinyu's rattail combs and shove it into your ear. Would hope it'd impale your brain. You're not really sure how deep you'd have to go, but it would beat hearing them fawn over your older brother.
You've heard things being said about his hands that no younger sister should ever have to. Quite repulsive, actually.
Instead, you grimace, trying to gain back your breath following your sprint (of which Jimin would call a leisurely pace) up the corridor.
"Why does catering have to be so far from the dressing room?!"
Jinyu watches on with great amusement as you rest your hands on your knees, bending as if you've just run a 10k. Dramatics run in the family, or so it would seem.
"I dunno, babe," Jinyu purrs, her smile present just like it always is, voice a little extra loud to drown out the noise of the witches gathered in the corner. "Why was my favourite runner over in catering in the first place?"
You let your eyes narrow, her teasing grin only serving as a reminder that you really should know better than to keep on going back to the blueberry stash. It's not like you aren't allowed them. They'd all go to waste otherwise, so if anything, you're snacking on behalf of the company.
"You couldda just had them call one of the other runners back," you pout, knowing that it never would have been the case. She likes to make you work a little bit harder than the others, 'cause she knows you feel like you have more to prove.
Jinyu laughs, and passes you some hair grips to hook onto your sleeves for later. "You're the one who said you wanted to establish yourself! What was it you said at the start of these shows?"
You drop down onto the sofa next to her makeup station, tucking your legs up on the seat. The vibration of the music on stage pours through the walls at such a volume you're surprised you can even sustain a conversation.
"I'm gonna show them," Jinyu imitates with far more dramatic flair than you think is really necessaryâbut it is accurate. "I'll prove to them all that nepotism had nothing to do with me getting hired. Who, me?" She gasps."The baby sister of our very own World Wide Handsome? Hired because my brother pulled some strings? Never!"
"Fuck off," you laugh, tossing one of the sofa pillows towards herâbut she catches it with ease because of course she does. Jinyu is everything you could ever aspire to be, hand-eye coordination included. The girls in the corner hush their conversation and begin to take an interest in your conversation. You ignore them, shrugging as you say, "It's not like I have a first-class degree in stage management or anything like that."
Sure, you have the qualificationsâbut you also aren't stupid. You know that the job is a favour amongst family. The job market these days is non-existent and while being Jin's sibling had afforded you a follower count worthy of an influencer, you need a purpose in life. It's no coincidence that you both showed an interest in the music industryâhe's just far better suited to the performance side of it.
It would have been foolish to turn down the opportunity when Jin had mentioned it at a family dinner.
You're low-level, just a runner for now, but it's nice to be somewhere in which people don't give a shit about your famous brother. To most people here, he's a coworker, a colleague.
Outside of work, your entire personality to anyone you first meet is apparently being related to him. In all honestly, it's the same even in a professional capacity. Had started lying on your resume about your name, just so he wasn't the topic of conversation for all of your job interviews.
Remarkably, this is the only job that hasn't cared about him being your brother.
"Whatever you say. That's our cue. Off your arse," Jinyu says, her demeanour switching as the sound of the final chorus begins to simmer down. You don't need to be told twice, getting to your feet and into position beside her. "Can you be my right hand?"
⪠// Only Angel - Harry StylesÂ
"Sure," you nod, expecting nothing less. It's not much, just putting some hair grips in place while she touches up their stage makeup, and switching out brushes as and when she needs them. Just enough to be helpful without getting in her way.
The girls in the corner follow suit, standing behind their chairs, eager to see the men in all of their sweaty, worn-out glory. They've made no secret of their admiration, which is why Jinyu is such a breath of fresh air. A fair few years older than the boys, she's happily married and doesn't care to swoon over them.
Like a force of nature, The Scouts rumble into the room - lips ajar, chest heaving, hair damp with sweat.Â
Jungkook is first, slamming his body down into one of the chairs, in dire need of something other than the piss-warm beer he's got up on stage. Tossing him a bottle of water from the countertop behind you, he catches it with ease. Smirks. Looks at you with all the adrenaline he's stolen from the eyes of the fans that adore him. Legs wide, bottle undone with one hand, there's a challenge to his gaze. Performing is a fuckin' drug to Jeon Jungkook - you just wish he didn't keep such a fucked-out look on that pretty face of his whenever he finishes.Â
So yeah, maybe you do get why the girls chitchat in the way that they do.Â
The rest of the band follow in, equally trashed, in the best possible way. Taehyung's shirt has miraculously lost all of its buttons, and Namjoon's T-shirt is now slung around his shoulders like a towel. His hair drips with sweat, arms swollen from the exertion of the last few days of shows.Â
Behind them, Yoongi strolls with an air of arrogance he carries off ever so well. Indifferent. Just as covered in sweat, but without the entire body exhaustion the other Scouts are displaying. He's too cool for his own good. Doesn't look at you. Looks right through you. Asshole.Â
And then finally, presumably because he was too busy flirting with the audience, the Scout Leader himself makes his grand entrance. Plastic cup in hand, he's nursing a Jack and Coke. Doesn't see the point in all this make-up malarky, when he knows he's just gonna sweat it off anyway. Would much rather actually take this time to recharge, even if just for a second. Thought that adding VCR's to shows would allow them more time for that, and is sorely disappointed by the reality of it.
"Fucking hell, has it been raining?" You deadpan when he slinks down into the chair opposite you and Jinyu. "Y'know, you should get some of those sweat-reduction botox injections. Would work wonders."
He looks at you with disdain that clearly tells you to fuck off. He stays silent. Kicks your shin, instead. You kick him right back.
"I swear the pair of you are worse than my two-year-old," Jinyu sighs as she drapes a towel around Jin's shoulders.
"Someone needs to humble him," you shrug.
"Someone needs to fire you," he says right back, not realising that Jinyu had passed you her hair mister, earning himself a spritz of water to the face.
Effective immediately, your hair mister privileges are taken away. Jinyu's pleasant smile looks almost stern as she takes it, putting it down on the dressing table with a thud.
"We've got three minutes," she reminds you.
"Sorry boss," you quip, not wanting her to actually get pissed off at you. There are certain liberties you can take, but you're supposed to be helping her, not a hindrance.
There's subdued energy in the room now that the boys have settled, not wanting to waste their fuel anywhere other than the stage. As you push grips into Jin's hair, ready for hairspray, you watch the room in the mirror view.
Taehyung is on his phone, not paying any attention to what's going on, his makeup artist working silently. Jungkook is patting down his own face with powder while his stylist teases his hair just right.
You look at him for a little too long, his eyes coming to meet yours in the mirror. Despite the pitch-black darkness of his irises, there's a lightness in his gazeâone that has your skin feeling all prickly and hot, eyes darting back down to Jin's hair.
You think you can hear him laughing to himself.
It's confirmed when Jimin waltzes into the room, clipboard in hand and asks, "What's got you giggling, Kook?"
He lies, and says he's thinking about his dog, Bam, just to save you from embarrassment.
You glance back up to where his eyes are already waiting for yours, brows lifted as he smirks. You make vague shapes with your mouth as if you're telling him to 'fuck off,' which only serves to make him laugh again, a little harder this time. He keeps it quiet, shoulders bobbing up and down, his smile magnetic.
It's all in good fun. There's been a running joke for years now that you'll date Jungkook just to piss off Jin.
You already know his make-up artist will twist that moment to her own liking, making up some bullshit about him laughing with her, but it's barely worth your energy.
Beside him, Jimin vies for attention from Yoongi, who looks like he's in need of a good nap.Â
There's a sheen to his skin, sweat dripping down his neck thanks to his make-up artists failing to grab him a towel. You call for Jimin's attention, and once you have it, you chuck him one of the spare towels over your shoulder. He tilts his head in confusion, but when you nod towards Yoongi, he understands.
The towel is passed along, a simple 'hm?' from Yoongi to question where it came from. Jimin nods towards you, and Yoongi takes a second to observe what you're doing. You're not looking at him, because quite frankly, he intimidates you.
He never used to.
In fact, you used to get along quite wellâbut you're vaguely aware of the fact he doesn't approve of nepotism, and knows that the only reason you secured this job is because of Jin.
It makes you feel a little embarrassed. A little ashamed. None of the other boys seem to care, but it puts you on edge with Yoongi. You try extra hardâbe extra diligentâwith him. He seems to be the one you seek validation from the most, despite him being the one you interact with the least.
In the corner of the room, Taehyung and Namjoon discuss the next song. A change from yesterday's set, they've been switching up songs so that no one really knows what to expect next. Have to keep things fresh. Keep their names trending. Get those streams. Meet industry targets set by suits with no real understanding of what it means to make art.
It's admirable how much they cram into such little time. Masters of their craft, it's an honour to see them work. It's without a doubt that they've earned their success.
You kind of get why Yoongi is hesitant of you. You feel underqualified, as if you haven't worked hard enough to earn the role you've been givenâbut you have. You have the credentials. Jin opened the door for you, yes, but you're the one who had the key in the first place.
You're distracted by your thoughts when your phone buzzes in your back pocket. The vibration hums just a little bit longer than any of your other app notifications, so you know exactly what it is. Know who it is.
Kind of.
There's a little bit of bashful shame that washes over your features, fearful someone will hear the buzz and recognise its lengthânot that anyone would notice the soft purr in the back pocket of your jeans, cushioned by your ass. It's just as incognito as the man who's sending you a message is.
Your phone buzzes a few times. Seven, to be precise.
Needy, you think to yourselfâbut it pleases you. He never fails to disappoint.
Well, rarely. You've been waiting half an hour for a message from him, and it's so bloody typical that it would come through when you're finally busy.
"Positions!" Jimin calls from the corridor, letting the boys know their rest time is up.
Jinyu casts an authoritative eye over the boys, checking to make sure they all look okay before sending them on their way.
"Hair grip," she reminds Jungkook's stylist, who had left a tiny little clip in his fringe. She flusters, embarrassed at missing such a detail, but Jungkook just pulls it from his fringe without much care as he puts his phone back on its wireless charging port.
Namjoon follows suit, reminded that his phone was in his back pocket, tossing it on one of the dressing room tables. Yoongi tucks his phone into a bag by the sofa, and Tae does the same.
They file out in good spirits, hyping one another up for the final part of the show, staff patting their backs and cheering on words of encouragement. It's always bittersweet for them; their final performances are their favourites, but they're also the ones in which they know they'll be saying farewellâand no one likes goodbyes.
You watch with fondness as the stage-cam plays on the TV in the corner of the room. There's something about the five of them together, on stage, surrounded by an ocean of unadulterated love and affection, that feels like watching magic. It's the kind of thing that only happens once in a lifetime. You're thankful you get to witness it in all its glory. You'll probably watch the final few songs from the side of the stage, just to feel even an ounce of what the boys do.
Sinking back into the sofa, the scent of hot, sweaty men clouding the air, you pull your phone from your pocketâand sure enough, you're met with the notifications you've been hoping for.
New Secret from D4m0cl3s D4m0cl3s: late shift tonight, sorry one of the girls on my team made a joke about how tense i seem to be said i need to get laid... i told her she needs to mind her own fucking business but... it also got me thinking about you i finish in an hour give me a reason not to go out and get laid
You smile, as the heat that pricked at your skin when Jungkook caught your eye earlier that evening returns.
Part of you toys with the idea of 'what if it's him?' His phone is face down on its charger, all of his secrets hidden from the world.
Part of you hopes it is, just for the knowledge of it irritating the fuck out of Jin and the girls who are sat in the corner, gossiping about his giggling earlier.
Realistically, you know it's not. It's impossible.
You've been sent enough pictures from your Damocles boy of his hands doing unthinkable things to know it can't be Jungkook. They're free of ink, pristine and pale, a little pink in their tone, and the only clue you have of who the fuck you spend so much time talking to.
"Where are you off to now?!" Jinyu asks as you head for the door, somehow surprised that you're dipping again.
"Catering," you lie, knowing full well you're going to find somewhere private enough to give your Damocles boy exactly what he's after.
"You'll turn into a blueberry," she warns you. You hold back a laugh, and resist the urge to tell her that what you're actually about to turn into is a clementine.
There are half a dozen doors down the corridor, but you slide into the first storage cupboard you come across. It's empty, and there's a lock on it, which is all you really need.
If you'd have stayed in the dressing room, it would have been a tomato you turned into, instead. Your cheeks would flush scarlet red, just like they did when the familiar purr of a Hush notification chimed far too loudly for something that's supposed to be all about keeping secrets.
You'd take a second. Wouldn't want to check your own phone, 'cause then all the girls would know you'd received a message from a hook-up app.
But you're not in the room. Nor is your phone.
And they all hear it regardless.
The girls who gossip pause, wondering if they've all heard the same thing. Jinyu is oblivious, happily married and unaware of what Hush even really is, let alone the vibrate tone.
One, two, three messages ping their way from your phone to his, but you're none the wiser. Haven't got a clue.
It's been three months, and neither one of you has any desire to disclose your identity to the other. You're serving a purpose; fulfilling a need.
Why ruin a good thing?
You aren't 'good', nor opposed to being ruinedâbut that's neither really here nor there. You've got a system that works, and it would be foolish to change things now.
You return to the dressing room, unaware that your phone isn't the only device within those four walls littered with pictures of your bare chest. In fact, everyone is unaware. It's your own little secret that you don't even realise you're keeping, and one that you intend on taking to the grave.
"No blueberries?" Jinyu asks as you return empty-handed.
"Got distracted," you lie, as you settle back into the sofa, a pleasant air surrounding you. On the screen, the boys are laughing, indulging in the energy of their fans for the final time that evening.
"By?" she presses, curious as to why you're looking all smitten as you watch the screen.
It's got nothing to do with any of them.
Or so you think.
It's actually got a whole lot to do with one of them.
You just don't realise it yet.
And so you simply shrug, and say, "Secret."
"C'mon,"Â Jungkook grins, eyes still swathed by the glow of mobile phone flashlights held up during the encore, even a whole thirty minutes after the show is over. He tugs on your arm, but you remain fixed in place, shaking your head. "We're all going, aren't we?"
The question is addressed to the boys, but he's still looking at you. You wish he wouldn't. Not when he looks like that.
His lips are wet, freshly licked, glistening like his silver lip ring, and his hair is still a little damp around the nape of his neck. There's something about him that looks a lot like magic. It's a wonder you haven't fallen under his spell.
"Uh-huh," Jin nods, tossing back the dregs of his final jack and coke. He's not yet run the rider dry, but it doesn't matter. He'll take the bottle with him, and wherever they end up won't turn them away, for they know he'll buy more â though the bar will likely comp it through. "You can ride with me."
Jungkook's grin widens. He loves it when a plan comes together.
⪠// No Shame - Five Seconds of Summer
"C'mon," Jungkook says again. Is quiet in his tone. Persuasive. "I'll miss you if you're not there."
"Is that supposed to make me feel a certain type of way?" You deadpan. "Try it on one of the makeup girlies. They'll eat it right up."
"Don't wanna try it on one of them," he whines a little, nudging his shoulder against yours. "It's our final show. We're celebrating."
"Your final show," you remind him. "I've got a gig next week. Some European group-"
"Don't care," he says. "You're ours for the night. Come party."
You roll your eyes back so hard it feels like you might have just seen your frontal lobe, but there's a smile on your lips, too. It's nice to feel wanted; appreciated.Â
The invite isn't extended to the make-up artists, who are busy packing away, hoping that Jungkook's neediness will shift to them instead. It won't, but they can keep dreaming.
"If I come - and it's a strong if - you're paying," you bargain.
All you really want is to get home as quickly as you possibly can. Had even considered ordering a taxi before the boys had finished their set, but knew Jimin would have a field day with that one. Might even dock your pay just to be a little git.
You've a date with your phone, but the draw of real life is just too tempting.
It's difficult, because you know that you should want to go out, want to celebrate the fact you can actually go out now that the shows are done... but a random dude sending dick pics somehow seems to be more appealing.Â
It's tragic, really. Something that you never wanna have to explain. You think you'd rather die. Are shameful of your shamelessness. Ironic.
And right on time, a buzz in your back pocket rumbles through you like a crack of lightning; burns your cheeks a pretty posy pink.Â
Jungkook's ignorance of your reaction is a blessing. You're not sure how you would've explained it away - though knowing Jungkook, he'd have used your blush to wind Jin up. Attribute it to himself. Play into the idea of you hooking up with him.
It's not like you've never considered it â but lately, it's been hard to 'consider' anyone other than your Damocles boy.
You're reminded of him now â his thick, pink knuckles, and his notably thicker, marginally less pink cock- and how he said that someone on his team told him he needed to get laid. You can't help but think the same for yourself.Â
It's not healthy, the way you're so drawn to the excitement a few pixels can give you. Is stopping you from living your real life.
There's an unease in your stomach; guilt, almost.
So you groan, knock your head back, and concede. "Fine!"
"Attagirl!" Jungkook beams as he pulls his phone from his pocket, checking the time and pushing it back into his jeans again. He reaches over for his bag, the scent of his aftershave catching you off guard. There's something about him... Something you know you should ignore, but are finding harder and harder to do so with each and every passing day. "We good to go?"
"Who else is coming?" You hum, heading to the coat rack to pick up your jacket. Tae is leaning against the door frame, shaking his head.
"Not me. Got a date with my bed," he says, ending his sentence with a yawn. He covers it with the back of his hand, but it's so loud you almost find yourself yawning too.
"Pussy," Jungkook scoffs. "Final show and-"
"Me either," Yoongi says as he walks past, not looking in your direction. The jacket that hangs around his broad shoulders is dark, just like his mood always seems these days.
You're not exactly sure when he decided that you weren't worthy of his time, but you're used to it now. Sucks, but such is life. He's always been a little like this, but it's your first time being on the receiving end of his coldness.
"Hot date with your bed?" You tease, hoping to get a little bit of warmth from him.
As he reaches the door, it surprises you both when he turns to look at you. There's a stillness to him; the slow evaporation of cloudy breaths in sub-zero temperatures. His eyes meet yours, and drop down your body. Pause when they land on your palms, and the phone that's being held in them.
His gaze returns to your eyes, fast quicker this time, and then he shrugs. "Yeah, something like that."
He doesn't wait for a reply. You don't intend on giving him one, either.
"And then there were 5," Jungkook sighs. "Fuck it, let's go."
STAIRWAY BAR Itaewon-ro, Yongsan-Gu
⪠// Heaven and Back - Chase Atlantic
There's something sordid about the place you're in. Could be the neon lights on the walls, could be the walls lined with stacks upon stacks of old vinyl records. Could be the birdcages where lampshades should be, or it could be the worn-out leather sofas you're on in the corner of the room. Could be the punters, and how they're all wrapped in their own personal brand of sin, too busy to notice the living legends walking amongst them.
Truthfully, it's why the boys like places like this. They become one with the shadows. Can hide. Do things in secret that other people do in public. It's not like they're actively looking for trouble, but they can't help but seem to find it. Whether it be women, drugs, booze, it doesn't matter â they've each got a kryptonite.
Regretfully, you know Jin's: women who are no good for him. Blonde, brunette, foreign, local, he doesn't give a shit. All that matters is they know who he is, and they want him in inexplicable ways.
Credit where it's due, they all have conviction. All get exactly what they want â but he's easy. Sluts himself out for the fun of it; for the novelty of being a 'rockstar'.
It's gotten worse since their last big award show win. He's getting careless. Has never been one to hand out NDAs, but the kind of people he's attracting now really should have gag orders â issue is, Jin's always far more focused on finding out how sensitive their gag reflex is.
Namjoon's is his inability to say 'no'. Afterparty? He's there. Toke on a joint that has no business being in the hands of such a high-profile man? Go on, then. An upper before a show? Don't mind if I do.
It's a disaster waiting to happen. Anywhere else and you wouldn't worry. In the States, it'd be a non-issue. Expected, even.
The laws aren't so forgiving, here. One bad decision and that's it. Jail time. But sir, I'm a rockstar, pwetty pwease let me go, won't work on a court judge, and even if it did, the court of public opinion and trial by social media would run him into the ground regardless.
Unfair? You think so, yes. Just how life goes? Also yes.
Though they all push the limits to a certain extent, it's Jungkook that's the biggest risk of all. He's the youngest. Got girls lining around the block just to have a look at him. Is bad in a way that girls convince themselves is good. I can fix him. All starry-eyed and sex appeal, there's nothing innocent about him. Nothing.
S'why you know better than to indulge in his flirt â because that's all it ever is. A limit to push. A boundary to break. A challenge he wants to win.
In quite the contrast, Taehyung keeps his boundaries watertight. Doesn't stray, doesn't overindulge. Goes home to a partner who'd give him the world, if he asked â but he won't. See, Kim Taehyung already has the world. Not his career (though it could be argued), not his money, not his fame. They're perks, sure â but his world waits up for him with his favourite snacks on the kitchen counter, ready to hear all about the show.
It's only the close circle that knows. The make-up girls don't have a clue. Jinyu is well aware, but not because it's ever been discussed. She just knows. Is intuitive, like that. Probably knows more about the boys' business than even Jimin does â and it's his job to know their business.
Though the boys would argue that Yoongi has no weakness, you believe otherwise.
His Achilles heal is found in his solitude. His laissez-faire attitude to the world around him stunts his enjoyment of it, you think. He's never gonna be in his twenties in the biggest band in the world ever again. These days will pass him by, and he's wasting them.
If he were to know you felt this way, he wouldn't dignify you with a response; he'd just show up to even fewer events to spite you. Has no interest in your unsolicited opinions of him.
Because you're wrong about his weaknesses.
While yes, his solitude exacerbates them, it's the silence that nurtures his weaknesses: his regrets. His inability to forget. Forgive. Let things go. He fixates, and it frustrates him to the point of fury.
His kryptonite is not how little he cares. Quite contrary. It's how violently he does care. That's what ties his shoelaces together and trips him up. Gives him a bloody nose. Scrapes his knees. Leaves him bloodied and bruised; pink in his pain.
But that's your kryptonite: your cocksure arrogance in thinking you know everything.
Or at least, that's what Yoongi would tell you, if he were ever to get into this debate with you.
He won't.
Again, you'll think it's because he's laissez-faire. That he doesn't care.
Regretfully, you'll be wrong â but he's the one who simmers over regrets, not you.
"Alright, alright!" You laugh, a little unsteady on your feet as you stand up after god-knows how many shots. Namjoon reaches out to steady you. Glances at Jin as if to say, 'kids, eh?'
You're all fucked. Have had far too much, but you figure that's what nights like these are for â who cares? You're celebrating.
Jin just smiles. Rolls his eyes, then averts his attention to the blonde by the bar who's gonna take your seat as soon as you leave.
Jungkook doesn't notice, cause he's too busy laughing at you.
"Just gonna run to the bathroom," you declare, as if they need to know such details. "Need to pee."
"Bathrooms just round the other side of the projector screen," Jimin tells you, nodding in its direction, 'cause even though it's after hours and he's far too heavily intoxicated, he can't help but be resourceful. That's his kryptonite. Can never switch off. "Just up the stairs."
It's not even like you need direction. Have been to this bar more times than you've had hot dinners.
Jungkook laughs. Thinks you're full of shit.Â
"Your tolerance is going down in your old age," he teases, as if you're not the same age. "Tactical chunders are for the weak."
You tell him to go fuck himself, and he laughs, all hearty and warm. "Gladly."
Their chatter continues without you. The blonde joins, and so does her friend. Someone's getting lucky tonight, and you're pretty sure it'll be all four of them. Thoughts you'd rather not think, honestly.
Teeny tiny is the bathroom. Cramped. A single cubicle is in working order and the hot tap has been broken for as long as you've been visiting this place. It definitely violates some health and safety codes, but who really gives enough of a shit to report it?
Holding your fingers beneath the already running tap, you check the temperature â as if the hot tap even works â and wait for a moment just to be sure. Icy cold, as always.
Lost in the sensation of the water, you forget for a moment why you're there.
While yeah, you could have a drink from the tap, you could have just gotten water at the bar.
Brain all fuzzy, you can't put your finger on it - until your phone vibrates in your back pocket.
And then suddenly, you remember exactly why you're in the bathroom.
11:37PM
D4m0cl3s: fuck, you look so good such a tease i'll be home as soon as i can be been thinking about you all night
11:58PM
i'm home let me know when you're free
00:16AM
you're taking your precious time tonight
00:21AM
what's the deal, huh? tryna get me all frustrated?
00:23AM
it's working
00:39AM
damn maybe that girl on my team was right maybe i should have just gone out and got laid tonight
01:05AM
really? even me being an asshole isn't working? is it compliments you want? you know i'll give you them
01:28AM
okay so i actually am a bit worried now, let me know when you're home safe, m'kay?
Cl3m3ntin3: you know what they say treat 'em mean, keep 'em keen
D4m0cl3s: FINALLY
Cl3m3ntin3: damn, you really are keen aren't you
D4m0cl3s: you were gone so long i was thinking about watching porn PORN you know how long it's been since i watched porn?
Cl3m3ntin3: if my calculations are correct, about 3 months?
D4m0cl3s: ... you're smart, clem but also so mean, my god got me all riled up and kept me waiting HOURS
Cl3m3ntin3: i'm sorry i'm here now and i'm thinking about you, too
D4m0cl3s: are you still out? at work?
Cl3m3ntin3: uh-huh out not at work, tho
Cl3m3ntin3Â added new media to the chat!
D4m0cl3s: fucking hell, clem your tits look so good come here wanna hold them
Cl3m3ntin3: give me an address and i'll get in a taxi right now we can keep the lights off, never have to see each other keep things anon but i gottaaaa feel your hands on my chest
D4m0cl3s: i wish i could wish i could just fuck you like we both know you deserved to be fucked
Cl3m3ntin3: i'm not stopping you
D4m0cl3s: we both know that isn't entirely true
Cl3m3ntin3: do we? give me an address doesn't have to be yours hotel sex is always fun
D4m0cl3s: i have a feeling all sex with you will be fun location is irrelevant
Cl3m3ntin3: well i'm currently in a bathroom stall hiding from my friends just so i can reply to you you reckon a bathroom stall would be fun?
D4m0cl3s: i reckon i love a challenge
Cl3m3ntin3: well i mean i could always send you my current location...
D4m0cl3s: tempting... but no.
Cl3m3ntin3: you're your own worst cock block, damocles boy
D4m0cl3s: it's called deprivation, baby yanno, kind of like what you did when you kept me waiting for hours gonna make you want me so badly it hurts
Cl3m3ntin3: i already do which is why you should come and put me out of my misery
D4m0cl3s: you're with your friends, you're fine ;) actually you drinking?
Cl3m3ntin3: a little
D4m0cl3s: a little?
Cl3m3ntin3: ...a lottle?
D4m0cl3s: the fact you just said lottle tells me all i need to know lmao you know the drill, clem
Cl3m3ntin3: :((((( noooooo
D4m0cl3s: stop pouting
Cl3m3ntin3: i can't :(((
D4m0cl3s: you can i meant what i said about no drunk messages only want you doing this when your head is clear
Cl3m3ntin3: my head is clear and my head thinks you should stop thinking with yours actually start thinking with your dick instead :)
D4m0cl3s: fine then let's see how clear your head is send me a video of you walking in a straight line
Cl3m3ntin3: you just wanna see my feet perv
D4m0cl3s: video
Cl3m3ntin3: fineeee, fucking fine!
Cl3m3ntin3Â added new media to the chat!
D4m0cl3s: oh yeah fuck that clem, you're pissed as a fart hahaha i'm not even sure you tried to walk in a straight line, you wobbly mess cute laugh tho get some water in you go back to your friends we can talk in the morning
Cl3m3ntin3: but i wanna talk now :( missed u today
D4m0cl3s: missed u too will miss you tonight but i'll wait
Cl3m3ntin3: :( whyyy do you have to be so good all the time :(
D4m0cl3s: because we both know that the second you send me a picture of your perfect little pussy, i won't be good
Cl3m3ntin3: now?
D4m0cl3s: no, baby in the morning, okay? drink some water.
Cl3m3ntin3: fine
D4m0cl3s: watch your attitude
Cl3m3ntin3: sighhh :((
D4m0cl3s: don't you'll make me feel bad just get yourself home and to bed and you can wake up to this tomorrow...
D4m0cl3s added new media to the chat!
Cl3m3ntin3: BRB, sprinting home
D4m0cl3s: shut up idiot enjoy your night lemme know when ur home
Cl3m3ntin3: okay :( sweet dreams, damocles boy x
D4m0cl3s: speak soon, clemmie x
D4m0cl3s is offline
08:58AM
D4m0cl3s: morning clemmie
Cl3m3ntin3: hereee he is was wondering when you'd be up
D4m0cl3s: been up ages was wondering if today would finally be the day you message me first ;)
Cl3m3ntin3: why would i ever do that? we both know you can't bear to be away from this chat thread for more than a few hours
D4m0cl3s: your ego never fails to amaze me
Cl3m3ntin3: i'm a product of your creation, damocles boy you told me last week that i'm the only thing that gets you hard these days and you expect me not to get an ego?
D4m0cl3s: hope you know that when i actually get to fuck you, there's no room in my bed for your ego
Cl3m3ntin3: oh bite me you're gonna be putty in my hands
D4m0cl3s: i'm really gonna have to fuck the ego out of you, aren't i? get your little attitude problem in check and biting? you into that?
Cl3m3ntin3: i'd like to see you try like i said, this is aaaaall your fault if you can't control yourself over a message thread, how the fuck will you cope when I'm in front of you? and pls i'm gonna be the one fucking you it's cute that you think otherwise stupid <33 but cute :)
D4m0cl3s: i literally hate you
Cl3m3ntin3: you gonna hate me when im on my knees between your legs?
D4m0cl3s: yep
Cl3m3ntin3: gonna hate me when i run my tongue up and down that pretty cock of yours?
D4m0cl3s: yep
Cl3m3ntin3: gonna hate me when i wrap my lips around your tip? when i take your hard cock in my warm, wet mouth?
D4m0cl3s: yep and yep
Cl3m3ntin3: gonna hate me when i take you so deep my eyes start watering?
D4m0cl3s: uh-huh
Cl3m3ntin3: you're a tough bargainer :(
D4m0cl3s: just means im gonna fuck you like i hate you
Cl3m3ntin3: no you're not :) you're gonna be soooo shy so timid so scared of fucking up because of how badly you want me
D4m0cl3s: the way you're gonna eat your fucking words actually makes me laugh
Cl3m3ntin3: i wanna hear your laugh
D4m0cl3s: you can hear it when you finally fuck me
Cl3m3ntin3: i could have fucked you last night you said no <//3
D4m0cl3s: incorrect i said not when you're drunk
Cl3m3ntin3: i'm a good fuck when im drunk
D4m0cl3s: i'm pretty sure you're a good fuck regardless of your blood alcohol concentration i've seen how you fuck your toys i know you're a good fuck
Cl3m3ntin3: like this?
Cl3m3ntin3Â added new media to the chat!
D4m0cl3s: just like that fuck that's it, baby i like that toy what is it? glass? always looks so good when you sink it into your pussy so so wet, fucking hell
Cl3m3ntin3: glass, uh-huh you should get one for yourself
D4m0cl3s: myself?
Cl3m3ntin3: yourself
D4m0cl3s: i'm not sure that's my kinda thing, clemmie
Cl3m3ntin3: only one way to find out plus i remember how hard you came that time i got you to play with your ass a little
D4m0cl3s: shut up omg
Cl3m3ntin3: seeeeee, i'm totally gonna be the one doing the fucking :D
D4m0cl3s: you're not touching my ass
Cl3m3ntin3: i'm gonna eat it :)
D4m0cl3s: you're gonna do no such thing
Cl3m3ntin3: hehe okay whatever you say :D can't wait to say i told you so when you're face down ass up whining about how good my tongue feels :D
D4m0cl3s: and this is exactly why you need the ego fucked out of you never gonna happen
Cl3m3ntin3: you'll be begging for it one day but fineeeee, if u say so tell me how you'd do it, then? how would you fuck the ego (that you gave me!!!) outta me? tell me how you'd ruin me, damocles boy
D4m0cl3s: show me your pussy first let me look at how wet you are right now
Cl3m3ntin3Â added new media to the chat!
D4m0cl3s: god, look at you if this is how wet you get thinking about eating my ass... we can put it on the maybe list but you'd be on your back, like you are now exactly like that, perfect and spread for me i'd start with my fingers
D4m0cl3s added new media to the chat!
these two i'll push them into you so slowly that you'll be begging for more you'll be all whiney (so no change to normal lmao) but i'll curl them a little, just like you said you like it, and use my thumb to toy with your clit
Cl3m3ntin3Â added new media to the chat!
D4m0cl3s: fuck i love it when you send videos i could watch that forever literal cinema the way your pussy leaks for me, christ i wouldn't be able to watch your pussy leak like that without licking it up i'd keep my thumb on your clit, gently circling it as my tongue began to toy with your entrance you'd be so leaky on my tongue wouldn't you? so so fuckin' wet for me
D4m0cl3s added new media to the chat!
it's mutual, just so you know
Cl3m3ntin3: god i fucking love it when your tip gets all wet like that you are soooooo needy you wanna fuck me soooooo bad he he i stay winning!!!
D4m0cl3s: CLEM. CONTROL. YOUR. EGO!!
Cl3m3ntin3: FUCK. IT. OUT. OF. ME!!!!
D4m0cl3s: your ego is so big i think i'll just have to fuck you for hours at this point :/
Cl3m3ntin3: oh no :( such a shame !!! :(
D4m0cl3s added new media to the chat!
D4m0cl3s: just imagine this stretching your tight little pussy open my cock is so much bigger than that dildo
Cl3m3ntin3: can't wait to feel you inside me i know it's gonna hurt but in like... the best possible way you're so big and thick such a nice cock âĄâĄ
D4m0cl3s: i'll go slow with you baby ease you into it
Cl3m3ntin3Â added new media to the chat!
Cl3m3ntin3: you've got me soooo wet i think it'll be easy to push into me fill me up
D4m0cl3s: my needy girl look at you my cock belongs inside you your pussy already belongs to me
Cl3m3ntin3: come and claim it
D4m0cl3s: you're making it harder and harder to say no fuck im close
Cl3m3ntin3: same i wanna watch you cum
D4m0cl3s: fuck it i'll call? we can finish together?
Cl3m3ntin3: please
Incoming call from D4m0cl3s Accept | Decline (03 minutes : 14 seconds)
Call ended.
Cl3m3ntin3: nice work
D4m0cl3s: pleasure doing business
Cl3m3ntin3: as always i totally heard that little giggle tho ;)
D4m0cl3s: fuck off what giggle
Cl3m3ntin3: the one you did after you came all over your tummy :)âĄâĄ
D4m0cl3s: never giggled in my life ever
Cl3m3ntin3: liar x
D4m0cl3s: i only laughed cause you did too >:(
Cl3m3ntin3: and i only laughed cause of how hard you made me cum you've got a gift, damocles boy
D4m0cl3s: and you've got the nicest pussy i've ever seen in my whole entire life
Cl3m3ntin3: you have to use a dating app to get your rocks off deffo a virgin :/ never seen a pussy before in your life :/ not much competition to compare me to, is there? :/
D4m0cl3s: i really do mean it when i say i hate you :) x
Cl3m3ntin3: i know you do babe
D4m0cl3s: wish we were never matched, actually
Cl3m3ntin3: same might just block you actually
D4m0cl3s: PLEASE put me out of my misery
Cl3m3ntin3: okay :D bye forever :D
D4m0cl3s: wait no don't :(
Cl3m3ntin3: you're a bloody seesaw boy always up and down either hate me or love me make up your mind !!
D4m0cl3s: lmao you've no idea but where's the fun in that? i like keeping you on your toes
Cl3m3ntin3: true i gotta run tho got a date with a real boy seeyaaaa x
D4m0cl3s: wooooah wait wait a date?
Cl3m3ntin3: yeah with someone in like.. real life... problem?
D4m0cl3s: no problem just surprised that's all
Cl3m3ntin3: that someone would want to date me?
D4m0cl3s: no that you'd want to date someone else
Cl3m3ntin3: breaking news: girl in her early twenties wants more than nudes from a stranger on the internet
D4m0cl3s: fair enough probably shouldn't continue this, then a heads up would have been nice
Cl3m3ntin3: you wanna stop?
D4m0cl3s: no no, i really don't, clem but you're right you do deserve more
Cl3m3ntin3: yeah i do
D4m0cl3s: i actually hate this wtf like i know you can do what you like and i can do what i like but i thought we had something good going?
Cl3m3ntin3: we do thank god i'm just lying about a date for attention :) <3
D4m0cl3s: what the fuck clem
Cl3m3ntin3: made you shit your pants didn't i
D4m0cl3s: CLEM.
Cl3m3ntin3: DAMOCLES BOY.
D4m0cl3s: so you're not going on a date?
Cl3m3ntin3: no you idiot you think i have enough time to be meeting new people when i spend all my free time sending you nudes? was just fucking with you wanted to see if you cared
D4m0cl3s: you could have just asked
Cl3m3ntin3: you'd have told me you hate me
D4m0cl3s: BECAUSE I DO you're actually mental
Cl3m3ntin3: he he u luv it
D4m0cl3s: i don't
Cl3m3ntin3: do basically started crying when you thought someone else might take your place
D4m0cl3s: you didn't even give me a chance to clean myself up you fucking menace !! just made me cum and then did a 180 what did you expect me to do?! you know how sad my dick looks right now?
Cl3m3ntin3: no show me
D4m0cl3s: get fucked you little cretin
Cl3m3ntin3: let me see your sad cock :(
D4m0cl3s: you're never seeing it again you don't deserve it after that little stunt
Cl3m3ntin3: so... ill see it tonight?
D4m0cl3s: .... .......... ............... probably now fuck off i've got a day to get on with might even go on a date
Cl3m3ntin3: no you won't :D
D4m0cl3s: i hate you x
Cl3m3ntin3: denial x
D4m0cl3s is offline
"Jesus Christ,"Â you say, tone full of surprise when you walk into your living room. It's just gone midday, and you've finally risen from your hangover pit of despair.
Following the conversation with your Damocles boy, you had decided a nap was in order, but it only served to make your headache even worse. Turns out, the orgasm had just been a temporary solution. You need paracetemol, and you need it now.
"Jimin, actually," an equally hungover mess groans from your sofa. He's bundled in blankets, a pouty chin hooked over the armrest to look at you with puppy dog eyes. His expression screams 'water pls'.
"And Jungkook," a second voice whines from behind the sofa. A hand rises from the direction of the voice, covered in thick black inkings, before falling with a thud.
Your lips hang ajar as you look at them both, far more confused than you should be. When you glance over to the kitchen counter, you're greeted with the sight of what must have been a rager. There are bottles everywhere - mainly soju and beer - and there's a sticky sheen pooling around their bases. A packet of crisps is open on the hob, but most of the actual crisps are scattered on the floor. You're willing to bet good money on Jungkook being responsible for those.
"The fuck happened last night?" You ask, though you're able to pick up enough context clues from the photobooth pictures that are on your fridge door. They're stuck in place with washi tape, of which you don't remember buying.
"You didn't buy it," Jungkook says when you ask about it. "Stole it from the photobooth place. Little klepto."
"Brilliant," you grimace. The last thing you need is a scandal going around about Kim Seokjin's troublesome younger sister and her thieving ways. The media love a scandal, and Jin has been able to avoid them for the most part. "Joon and Jin?"
"Headed home before us," Jimin tells you. "Really don't remember a thing, do you?"
The last thing you remember is messaging your Damocles boy in the bathroom stall. You don't even really remember how the conversation ended. The rest of the night? Never happened, in your mind.
Still reeling, the day wastes away from you all.
It's spent huddled up on your sofa, Jungkook's Spotify connected to your speaker, as you try and decipher exactly what happened the night before. It's like you're the cast of a shitty Hollywood movie from 10 years ago - nothing makes sense, but it also kind of all does. Jungkook's got the least patchy memories. Remembers how you got home, at least.
There's only one thing he doesn't mention - partially because it happened this morning, not last night, but also because he wants to spare your dignity.
He's a light sleeper. Especially the mornings after a few too many drinks. As soon as the alcohol flushes his body, he has to get up, get water, go to the bathroom. Set his world to rights. This morning had been no exception.
Just a shame he happened to wake a mere matter of moments before your Damocles boy had called you.
No words had been spoken, no conversation took place - but with your phone angled awkwardly for prime shots of your most intimate areas, you had moaned a little louder than usual to make sure the mic picked it up.
And so Jungkook had heard it all - and had recognised the click of a Hush call coming to an end. He's had more than enough himself to know the tone by now.
Watching on as you laugh with Jimin about something nonsensical, mid-afternoon sun pouring through the cracks in your curtains, Jungkook is curious.
You don't notice the way he's studying you, nibbling on his lip ring as he does so.
The running joke between the pair of you about dating to piss off Jin has always been exactly that - a joke - but the idea of you dating someone else in the industry makes him feel a little... off.
He doesn't question it, though. Doesn't really know what to make of it. Doesn't like it, mind you.
As the evening begins to draw in, Jimin leaves first, with Jungkook set to follow suit half an hour later. He tells you he'll leave at 6, but he's still on your sofa when it hits 7:05PM.
"There's something about you lately," he says, scheming, dark eyes narrow. You narrow yours back right back.
"How so?"
"Dunno," he smiles. He wants to ask who you're fucking about with, but it seems too forward. You're close, and have been for years, but not as close as you used to be. His fault, really. He's the one who ditched you when he started dating some songwriter a few years back. "You just seem... preoccupied. What's going on with you, fizz?"
The nickname is so natural that it rolls off Jungkook's tongue as if he hadn't stopped calling you it around the same time he got that girlfriend. She didn't last long, but the slight chill to your friendship had.
"Haven't heard that in a while," you smile right back, as you take a sip on the fizzy orangade that you adore so much it had become a bloody nickname.
"Still suits you," he says, and he's right. Fizzy by name, fizzy by nature. "So you gonna tell me?"
You're not really sure what he wants you to say, so just shrug. "I'm fine, buddy. Are you okay?"
"I'm cool," he nods, aware of the fact you definitely don't want to talk about whatever it is going on with you - so he changes topic. "Nervous about tour, if I'm being honest. You're coming, right? Been contracted on?"
"Uh-huh," you nod. "For the European leg, at least. They haven't sent out contracts yet for the US leg."
"You'll be on it," he says with absolute certainty. He can't see any reason why you wouldn't be. They all like having you around. It's nice having a familiar face backstage. Nice having a friend.
"Hopefully," you agree, very aware that your job is incredibly sought after. You're not the only nepotism baby around, and know that the US leg will be a lot more... political, as it were. Record label execs will all be fighting for attention from the boys, and that could mean putting overqualified suits in job positions like yours, just for a little bit of Scout exposure.
"You really think they're gonna kick you off the roster?" he smiles, nudging you with his foot from across the sofa. "We'd all riot. Even Yoongi."
Now that is something you doubt.
"He'd probably be leading the counter-riot to have me kicked off," you roll your eyes.
"He's just pissy that he can't be annoyed with you," Jungkook laughs. "He wants to hate how you got hired, but he knows you're good at what you do. Knows that you'd have got the job with or without your bloodline."
"Or," you counter. "He really does just hate me."
Jungkook shakes his head. He's noticed Yoongi's coldness recently, too. Puts it down to stress from touring so intensely. Things were definitely different than they used to be - not necessarily any better, nor worse. Just different.
"It's understandable," Jungkook taunts you. "You are pretty unbearable."
He catches your foot as you go to kick him, surprised by how strong your legs actually are - but you're no match for his upper body strength. Not even when you try and use your other leg, as well.
"Some boys actually enjoy my company," you protest, still struggling a little.
"Uh-huh," Jungkook nods, biting down on his bottom lip. His eyes are sparkling in the same way they did after last night's concert. He's just messing, flirting with you for the fun of it, but he knows he shouldn't. Knows he's only doing it cause he knows you're talking to someone else. He's lost your affections before, and while you're just friends, he still doesn't like the idea of it happening again. He likes being number one. Likes being top of the food chain. "Sure they do."
He thinks he has the upper hand here, but he hasn't realised you've stopped fighting against his grip. You're gentle in the way you move your legs, lowering them just a little until they're on his lap. He lets them be. Pays no notice to the fact he's not entirely soft beneath his sweats.
You ignore it, too. Kind of. Press down a little, just to let him know you know. He doesn't react. Just cocks one of his brows, as if to say, 'so?'
And then he figures that throwing caution to the wind is the best option here. He doesn't want to let things get out of hand, and he's sure you don't either.
"So are you gonna tell me about your Hush boy now or later?"
The way your jaw drops is almost comical. The pressure of your feet eases, and Jungkook is sad to lose it, but he doesn't resist as you pull your legs up to your chest in panic. He's still got that cocksure grin on his face, amused by your reaction.
"What?" He smirks, reclining back into the corner of the sofa. His legs spread a little, and the bulge is even more noticeable. He's doing it to fuck with you, now. You don't even look in its direction, but he still has the nerve to say, "Eyes up here, fizz."
"My eyes are up," you almost gasp. "And so are you, apparently."
Jungkook knocks his head to the side, and scrunches his nose a little. Being called out for it makes him a little awkward, even when he's the most confident guy you've ever known.
"I'm just hungover-"
"Yeah, yeah," you roll your eyes, before reciting the same bullshit he always says. "I'm always more horny when I'm hungover."
The way you say it is so whiney that Jungkook can't help but laugh. "I don't sound like that you prick - and stop deflecting. I heard you this morning. Sounds like I'm not the only one who suffers from horny hangovers."
It's about now that your face blossoms with the most delightful shade of red. Your cheeks are hot, and Jungkook can see how mortified you are. He finds it fucking hilarious.
"You didn't."
"Oh," he sings. "But IÂ did."
"I'm gonna throw up," you grimace. Flirting with Jungkook is all well and good, but the idea of him hearing you get yourself off is shameful. Truly horrific.
"You didn't remember that me and Jimin had crashed here, did you?" He teases, knowing that you'd have never done it had you known they were in the next room over - or maybe you would have done. You just would have been a little more discreet.
"Didn't have a clue," you confirm, before burying your head in a sofa cushion. This is probably the most tragic conversation you've ever had with Jungkook.
He just laughs. Finds it hilarious.
"You didn't hear anything," you tell him. "Forget it ever happened."
"Was kinda hot," he shrugs - but fails to tell you that his current semi isn't the first time he's been hard in your apartment today. "Doesn't answer my question, though. Who's your Hush guy?"
Your face screws up like a paper napkin. This is not a conversation you want to be having, nor one you thought you'd be having a few minutes ago when your feet were on his cock.
In fact, your eyes are still closed, face all cute and regretful when you say, "How the fuck am I supposed to know? Doesn't that defeat the object of Hush?"
Jungkook laughs. "Give over. Who is he?"
"I'm being serious," you say, and notice the way Jungkook's smile shifts. He looks a little concerned, now, brows hard. "I don't know."
"Fizz," he says, too shocked to address you by anything but a dumb nickname. His brows are furrowed, and it's his jaw gaping now, not yours. "How do you not know?"
And now you're confused, because you thought that anonymity was the whole point of Hush.
"We just... never disclosed it, I guess?"
"So, what?" Jungkook's tone changes. It sounds like he's accusing you now, berating you a little. You both look as bewildered as one another. "You just matched with some dude this morning and got straight to it?"
That's the only plausibility, Jungkook thinks.
He knows Hush, knows what it's like, but knows that the stakes are too high to keep the anon act up. If he isn't comfortable enough to share his identity within a day or two, he unmatches.
Sure, he's gotten himself in pretty risky conversations straight off the bat before, and has had his fair share of casual encounters thanks to the app - but he doesn't love the idea of you doing it, too. It's because he knows that he doesn't care for the girls he uses in those situations, and dislikes the idea of someone else using you like that.
"No?" You reply, a little offended. "We've been talking for like... a few months?"
Jungkook almost shrieks. "A few months?! And you don't know who he is?!"
You stay silent for a moment. You're reflecting his confusion back at him. He can't understand for the life of him why you don't see a problem with this - but you haven't worked your way through the Hush circles like he has. Your Damocles boy has been the only person you've ever given the time of day on there.
"That's the whole point?" You say, but it's really a question because you can't understand why he's so horrified.
"He could be anyone," Jungkook whispers, as if he's trying to keep your secret for you. "Anyone!"
"He's alright," you promise. "He's nice."
"You don't even know his name!"
"I'm pretty sure you can only name a handful of the girls you've fucked in the last couple of years," you scoff at his hypocrisy.
Jungkook got eyes like a hopeless romantic, all shiny and bright. People don't seem to realise such appeal affords him endless opportunities for casual encounters - of which he thinks it would be rude to turn down. Or at least that's what he tells you.
Realistically, you know he just likes fucking about.
"That's not the point here, fizz, and you know it," he scolds.
"Who I may or may not send nudes to is really none of your concern, Jungkook," you tell him.
"I know that," he insists. "But if this has been going on for months..."
"Then it's still none of your concern."
He holds up his hands, eyes wide. He's waving a white flag, even if he thinks you're a walking, talking red one. "I'm not attacking you, here. I just think you need to be careful."
"I'm fine," you tell him softly, and he's pleased when you smile at him in that fond way he's so used to. It feels a lot safer than the confusion on your face a moment ago. You know his concern comes from a good place. "It's just what works for us. It's as much my choice as it is his."
Jungkook nods, and lets it go, but not before warning you, "I'm not the only one of the guys on there. Tae and Jin, we both know they're not, but the rest of them? I dread to think of what Jin would do if he found out Joon was phone fucking his little sister."
You laugh now. Really laugh.
"I'm not kidding!" Jungkook protests.
"I'd recognise any of you in an instant," you tell him, and you really believe it.
You have no doubt in your mind that you'd be able to sense any of them off from miles away. They're too familiar.
"I fucking hope so," he laughs, and while you're laughing too, you feel a little uneasy.
Maybe he has a point. Maybe you do need to dig a little deeper.
But as Jungkook leaves, and you check your phone only to find a new message waiting from your Damocles boy, you can't help but feel a little out of your depth already.
21:43PM
D4m0cl3s: whyyyy am i so obsessed with u
22:10PM
leaving me on read? that's a new one (plus will probably only make me a little more obsessed (something about toxic girls that just really gets to me))
22:32PM
i lied i don't like toxic girls pls don't ignore me clem :(
Cl3m3ntin3: hey sorry was just a little busy
D4m0cl3s: it's cool you okay?
Cl3m3ntin3: yeah yeah, im all good you?
D4m0cl3s: im okay you seem a little... i dunno. off?
Cl3m3ntin3: sorry i'm fine really
D4m0cl3s: yanno, you say one thing but the way you're writing sends a whole entire different message it's v confusing, clem
Cl3m3ntin3: sorry i don't mean to be im all good, honest
D4m0cl3s: stop saying sorry
22:54PM
clem whats up you're never like this, you got me worried
Cl3m3ntin3: you sat at home worrying over a girl you can't even imagine?
D4m0cl3s: wdym?
Cl3m3ntin3: it's not like you can picture me not like you can think of my face so what are you thinking about when you're worrying? some pixels? your phone?
D4m0cl3s: right. where has all this come from? please know my face is very confused right now so whatever you imagine when you think of me - 'cause let's remember that you don't have a fuckin' clue what i look like either - add a little confusion to it that should do the job.
Cl3m3ntin3: i'm gonna add a little anger to it 'cause you seem pissed off
D4m0cl3s: well, yeah? i kind of am i don't get why you're, like, attacking me? like im the only one keeping a secret? it's you and me both, clem.
00:06AM
you can't just ignore me whenever i say something you don't like
Cl3m3ntin3: no? i think i can. goes with the territory of you not knowing who the fuck i am. no repercussions.
D4m0cl3s: where the fuck has all this come from? were we not good this morning?
00:13AM
and there you go again, leaving me on read.
Cl3m3ntin3: don't act like you actually give a fuck been 3 months if you cared, surely i'd know who you are by now?
D4m0cl3s: pot, kettle, black, clem it's a two-way street and fuck you if i didn't care, i'd just be leaving your shitty attitude on read, too.
Cl3m3ntin3: how can you care about someone you don't know? really? how can you?
D4m0cl3s: are you telling me you don't care about me?
00:17AM
if this is you leaving me on read again then you can go fuck yourself. like literally just unmatch me.
Cl3m3ntin3: im not leaving you on read im trying to figure out what the fuck i want to say just give me a moment, okay?
D4m0cl3s: m'kay.
Cl3m3ntin3: i care that's, like the most important thing here. i really care. i just i had someone irl questioning me about you today and it kind of left me stumped. why don't you want to know who i am?
D4m0cl3s: i kinda hate that an outsider has swayed your opinion on me so much don't get me wrong, i love that your friends care about you just hate that it makes you think i don't
Cl3m3ntin3: that's not an answer
D4m0cl3s: patience is a virtue, clem i was getting there my line of work... i cant commit to anything. it isn't fair. it isn't fair to let someone get invested in me. the moment you know who i am, everything changes it's far easier for you to be detached if i'm just a few pixels if this isn't physical
Cl3m3ntin3: you've spent 3 months getting yourself off to me and me alone that's commitment, isn't it?
D4m0cl3s: that's conditioning, clem you've made everything else so incredibly boring you're the only thing that excites me
Cl3m3ntin3: and yet...
D4m0cl3s: and yet. clem, we both know the second this becomes more than what it already is, there's no taking it back. i don't wanna lose this don't wanna lose you.
Cl3m3ntin3: i think it's really sad that you think being honest will result in losing me
D4m0cl3s: just how the cookie crumbles, clem i've seen it happen with my friends you were right when you said you deserve more than dick pics from some rando on the internet but even if you knew who i was, that's all i'd be able to give you i like you too much to cope with knowing how disappointed you'd be by the outcome of my grand reveal a few pixels can only disappoint you so much a real, tangible human? so much more.
Cl3m3ntin3: just a rando on the internet who sends me dick pics and yet you've got me feeling all kinds of fucked up
D4m0cl3s: it's mutual, if it helps really did mean it when i said i was obsessed with u earlier and for the record i don't really imagine a person when i think of you more of like.. i dunno. an aura? i guess. peachy. orange. a little green. very clementine inspired maybe that's it maybe i imagine clementines my teeny tiny clementine
Cl3m3ntin3: you make my heart hurt
D4m0cl3s: you make my heart hurt, too
Cl3m3ntin3: i'm sorry for... like going off at you
D4m0cl3s: it's cool kind of nice to see this side of you, i guess ur ego isn't always big shock
Cl3m3ntin3: oh no it is this is all the result of a bruised ego was very offended that you didn't wanna know i am i'll have you know one of my friends got a semi just looking at me earlier and yet the guy who makes me cum doesn't even wanna know me <///333
D4m0cl3s: firstly lets stop with this nonsense, okay? i would kill to know who you are and as soon as we're both in situations where it's fair i'm booking you a taxi and routing it straight for my place also fuck ur friend (not literally pls)
Cl3m3ntin3: oh? not gonna wine and dine me first? (i wont)
D4m0cl3s: absolutely not first thing im doing is checking to see if your head can fit through doors, you egomaniac
Cl3m3ntin3: and the second thing?
D4m0cl3s: fucking the rest of that ego out of you âĄâĄ
Cl3m3ntin3: and they say romance is dead
D4m0cl3s: im not the most romantic of guys
Cl3m3ntin3: i'll pretend im shocked
D4m0cl3s: are we good, clem?
Cl3m3ntin3: yeah we're good im sorry for getting so in my head about things don't even know why i got so pissed about you not being able to imagine me when i literally can't imagine you either lmao
D4m0cl3s: what do you think of when you think of me?
Cl3m3ntin3: honestly?
D4m0cl3s: honestly...
Cl3m3ntin3: your cock lmao i wish i could say something cute like your aura, but i'd simply be lying
D4m0cl3s: for fucks sake haha
Cl3m3ntin3: good cock, at least great cock, some would say
D4m0cl3s: some?
Cl3m3ntin3: yeah not me i'd say average :)
D4m0cl3s: average? AVERAGE?
Cl3m3ntin3: yeah :D
D4m0cl3s: i... do you need reminding or something?
Cl3m3ntin3: no? it's average :) !
D4m0cl3s: the man was too stunned to speak
Cl3m3ntin3: maybe i do need reminding then? could have sworn it was average? maybe even a little smaller?
D4m0cl3s: you are rubbing salt in a wound, miss teeny tiny clementine i've never been more offended
Cl3m3ntin3: hmm... prove me wrong?
D4m0cl3s: i want it on record that i hate you
Cl3m3ntin3: sure you do, baby
D4m0cl3s added new media to the chat!
D4m0cl3s: does this help?
Cl3m3ntin3: a little? not much, though maybe it would help if I had some more context? maybe you should play with it for me a little bit?
D4m0cl3s added new media to the chat!
D4m0cl3s: like this?
Cl3m3ntin3: ooo that's a little better only a little, though maybe more?
D4m0cl3s added new media to the chat!
D4m0cl3s: what about now?
Cl3m3ntin3: maybe you should play with your balls a little? for like... spacial awareness?
D4m0cl3s added new media to the chat!
yeah, that helps that really helps
D4m0cl3s: still average? or does it look like we both know it does?
Cl3m3ntin3: how do we both know it looks?
D4m0cl3s: like it would ruin your tight little cunt
Cl3m3ntin3: damn, damocles you're really coming for me now, aren't you? what happened to my pretty little pussy you love so much? it's cunt now?
D4m0cl3s: you don't want me playing nice right now you wouldn't be telling me i'm below average if you did you want me fucking you like i have a point to prove
Cl3m3ntin3: and what point would that be?
D4m0cl3s: that once i finally get to fuck your (pretty, perfect, fucking incredible) cunt, it's mine mine, and no one else's especially not that friend of yours who got hard looking at you
Cl3m3ntin3: i spy with my little eye something that begins with J (it ends in 'ealousy', suga) sugar** lmao typo
D4m0cl3s: suga on the brain? you a scouts fan?
Cl3m3ntin3: they're fine not what i want to be thinking of right now, tho
D4m0cl3s: my bad well, no, your bad actually who's your favourite member?
Cl3m3ntin3: shuuuuush time and place, babe also i have an idea
D4m0cl3s: go on?
Cl3m3ntin3: you got a bottle close by?
D4m0cl3s: ermmm like water bottle?
Cl3m3ntin3: yeah
D4m0cl3s: i've a chilsung?
Cl3m3ntin3: perfect me too wanna see your hand wrapped around it
D4m0cl3s: .... i have a cock right here and hard for you .... and you wanna see my hand around a bottle?
Cl3m3ntin3: just do it baby
D4m0cl3s added new media to the chat!
oh my fucking god
D4m0cl3s: what?
Cl3m3ntin3Â added new media to the chat!
oh holy shit why is your hand so small it doesn't even get around the bottle?????!! i'd literally like... eclipse it
Cl3m3ntin3: uh huh now wrap your hand around your cock you know the size difference now you know exactly what it'd look like
D4m0cl3s: god i'm gonna fucking destroy you arent i
Cl3m3ntin3: uh huh i think so jesus christ i haven't even been touching myself and look at the state of me
Cl3m3ntin3Â added new media to the chat!
you did this this is all you
D4m0cl3s: all mine i'm never gonna share you god i gotta fuck you
Cl3m3ntin3: we've literally just had a full entire fuck off conversation as to why you cant
D4m0cl3s: im a boy im stupid i cant be trusted to make such decisions let me fuck you please
Cl3m3ntin3: no, baby you know you can't you gotta be patient
Cl3m3ntin3Â added new media to the chat!
think of how well you'll be rewarded
D4m0cl3s: no i gotta fuck you i need to i think i might die if i can't
D4m0cl3s added new media to the chat!
so hard that death is the only option
Cl3m3ntin3: the way you hold it around the base always gets me so fucked up all i can think about is the fact it will look just like that when you guide it into me
Cl3m3ntin3Â added new media to the chat!
reckon im wet enough for you?
D4m0cl3s: i think you're wet enough that i'll never need to drink water again so fucking hot literally how the fuck do you even get that wet
Cl3m3ntin3: wish i could tell you truth is you're the only one who's ever got me like that
D4m0cl3s: fuck don't say shit like that, clem im too close
Cl3m3ntin3: you can cum, baby i wanna see it
D4m0cl3s: can i call? i wanna watch you too
Cl3m3ntin3: yes please pretty please
D4m0cl3s: always so good for me, clem ain't no fuckin' way im ever losing this
Cl3m3ntin3: just call me you sentimental prick ;)
Incoming call from D4m0cl3s Accept | Decline (01 minute : 37 seconds) Call ended.
Cl3m3ntin3: im so furious that was a call and not a video you fucking whined WHINED jesus i might cum again just thinking about it
D4m0cl3s: and they say men are easy
Cl3m3ntin3: fuck you, you know you're hot
D4m0cl3s: do i?
Cl3m3ntin3: yeah yeah you fucking do give me all this shit for my ego, but jesus christ you know exactly what you do to me
D4m0cl3s: and you know it's mutual the whine... yeah that wasn't intentional you're just??? unreal????
Cl3m3ntin3: probably a good idea that we don't ever fuck i think i'd stop being able to function like a useful member of society would just want to spend all day in bed with you
D4m0cl3s: you say that as we don't spend a fair amount of our free time doing exactly that just... not together but still together kinda i guess? does that make sense?
Cl3m3ntin3: it makes sense i'm sorry about earlier, still
D4m0cl3s: im sorry, too i know that this isn't like... conventional
Cl3m3ntin3: conventional is boring im gonna go get a shower quickly talk later?
D4m0cl3s: talk later miss u already x
D4m0cl3s is offline
BIG HIT ENT OFFICES Yongsan-gu, Seoul
"You can stop avoiding me, yanno,"Â Jungkook mumbles as he comes to stand beside you.
The grey corridors of Big Hit all look the same, but this one's a little different. It's The Scouts stomping ground; space reluctantly given to them after the success of the last album. Told management they needed studios to work in underdisturbed. Three of them. Tae and Jin didn't care for one - are happy doing their own shit in the dingy old practise room in the basement - but Yoongi, Namjoon and Jungkook all threw tantrums.
Well, less-so trantrums and more-so well put together business plans an ROI graphs for some of the senior bosses. Hoseok was in charge of overseeing it all, and blew far too much budget on it - something of which has bitten them all in the arse, and keeps them tied to their label for longer, but they have freedoms, at least. More than most bands in their field. Oppotunities. Visibility.
At the far end of the corridor, closest to the snack machine, is Jungkook's studio.
There's silence as you watch the packet of chips you just chose drop into the vending chute, with little care for the fact he sounds stroppy. Though you don't look at him, you know he's pouting. Can hear it in his voice.
It's been a few days since he left your apartment and you haven't really spoken since. It's not like it's totally uncommon for you to go a while without chatting, but you are aware that you left a couple memes sent to you on read.
You weren't trying to be a bitch, he just sent them at bad times, and you forgot to reply. Seems as if your lack of consideration has left him overthinking, and you feel a little bad.
You crouch, knees cracking as you do, stuffing your arm into the machine and retrieving your purchases -Â plural. A packet of chips for you, and banana milk for him. He narrows his eyes as you hold it towards him. You're still crouched, eyes a little wide but impatient.
"Take it or I'll drink it myself, you big baby."
He wants to resist, but he can't. Something just so tempting about banana milk. Gets him every time.
"Was coming to see you, actually," you say as you return to your full posture, knocking your head to the side to indicate you want to walk. He follows your lead like he always does. It explains the banana milk, at least, and makes him feel a little easier. "Just been busy, haven't been avoiding you. Stupid. Anyways, had a meeting today about the next run of shows so thought I'd pop up and say hi before I left."
He hums to let you know he's listening, encouraging you to keep on talking as he reaches the door to his studio. It's pin-protected, so you wait till he's typed in the code to continue - though realistically, you both know you could have just typed it in yourself.
"How'd it go?" He asks, both out of politeness and general curiosity. He's always keen to hear about your life; what's going on with it.
"Yeah, yeah," you nod, entering first and taking a seat in his favourite desk chair as soon as you're inside. You drape your overshirt across the back of it, and ignore the way Jungkook's eyes briefly flitter towards your chest. His gaze doesn't linger, so you don't bother teasing him about it. "All good. Just going over some health and safety stuff."
He pops his banana milk down on the desk. Frowns. Sighs. "Up."
Every single time. Him and his bloody chair.
"But there's another chair right there!" You protest, knowing full well you're in Jungkook's ridiculously overpriced gaming chair, which really has no business being in a music studio - but dear lord if it isn't the comfiest thing you've ever sat on.
"Exactly!" He wails in return. "You, there. Me, here."
The way he gestures his hands makes him look like a flight attendant, all poised and direct, but you don't budge.
"Mhmm-mm," you mumble, trying to eat a chip as Jungkook tugs on your arm. "Me, here. You there!"
"You're gonna get crumbs all over it," he says with such a pout that you can't help but laugh. You know he's got a mini vacuum in his desk drawer precisely for times like these. You know because you're the one who bought it, after the fifth time you'd argued over something as trivial as a few crumbs.
"I won't," you pout right back, then promise, "I'll wipe my fingers."
He's about to say something back, before he realises that you are wiping your fingers - right along the hem of his shirt.
"For fucks sake, you little shit," he moans, wrapping his arm around your head to get you in a headlock. Should have just done this earlier, he thinks. The pair of you struggle for a moment, but he's too bloody strong. You squeal as he drags you off the chair and plonks you down in the spare seat. "Much better."
"You suck," you huff as you kick out at him, but miss as he sits himself down and rolls away with a cheeky little grin on his face.
He's about to reply all rather childishly, but a knock at his door breaks the contact of his eyes on yours.
You're thankful for the interruption. You don't like the way it feels when you look at Jungkook these days. It's a bit... too much.
"Who is it?" Jungkook calls, the frosted glass hiding the intruder, but not really. Even you can make out who it is.
"Yoongi," he calls through, to which Jungkook tells him that he can let himself in. He's one of the chosen few; the secret circle. In all reality, every single one of the boys knows Jungkook's passwords, but he tells himself otherwise. Somehow likes the idea of exclusivity.
"Hey, I- oh," Yoongi begins as he enters the room, stopping as he realises you're there. He's dressed down, a pair of black slacks and a white shirt a fair few sizes too large draped over his shoulders.
Dressed quite a lot like you, actually, though your slacks are fitted and high-waisted, and the white shirt you're in is tight. It clings to your skin, and now that your overshirt is hooked over the back of Jungkook's chair, there's not much hiding your silhouette.
They've both seen you in far less - there's a mutual agreement to never speak of your twenty-third birthday party and the bath debacle - but it's not often you're in anything that doesn't hide you up a little. It's just professionalism, and considering you're mostly around them at work, it makes sense.
But your shirt had ridden up a little from the struggle with Jungkook, and your midriff is distracting for Yoongi, apparently. He stays silent. Looks at you. Looks at Jungkook. Looks at your shirt, which is crumpled by Jungkook. Looks at the mess your hair is in following the headlock. Is unaware of the headlock ever taking place. Adds 2 and 2 and gets 5.
"Didn't realise you had company," Yoongi musters. "My bad."
"Don't mind me," you smile. "I can get gone, if you need time with Jungkook?"
"No, no," Yoongi insists, before turning to focus on Jungkook. The way he cuts the conversation short with you weighs on you. You and Yoongi had never been close, not in the same way you were with Jungkook, but there was a time when you would have been invited along with whatever he needed Jungkook for. Hasn't been that way for a while now, but it still makes you sad. "Just running through that demo you sent over, I've got some notes. I'll be in the studio all evening, so just come by whenever you're... done."
It dawns on you pretty quickly that Yoongi's jumping to conclusions. Your cheeks begin to flame, and you have to stop yourself from awkwardly laughing.
"I'm actually heading off now," you mumble, getting to your feet. The last thing you need is yet another thing for Yoongi to hold against you.
You like to tell yourself it's the whole nepotism thing - and honestly, it's an undeniable part of his disdain for you lately.
But you also know it's something more.
See, there are two things you and Yoongi will never speak of.
The first is your twenty-third birthday party, and the bath debacle that came with it. It was harmless, and he wasn't the only one there - Jimin and Jungkook played their part too - but it's an avoided topic to preserve your dignity more than anything else.
The second thing you will never discuss is the night that never was. The one you both agreed never happened.
When he looks at you, you know he's thinking about it.
But it's your best-kept secret, and you'd quite like to keep it that way, so you make your excuses and leave. Jungkook says bye, and that he'll text later. Yoongi doesn't even really look at you as you leave.
There's a momentum to your heartbeat as you leave the building, your staff pass beeping like a hospital monitor as you go through security. There's a buzz in your back pocket as soon as you're through the doors - not the kind you long for from your Damocles boy, but a just regular kakaotalk message.
When you pull up your phone and see his name, you're surprised, but also a little concerned. You wait until you're at the bus stop to check his messages - and when you do, you wish you never did.
Yoongi (personal): I've said the same to Jungkook as I'm gonna say to you. Think about it from Jin's perspective.
You can't help but laugh at his sheer audacity. Of all people, Yoongi has absolutely no right to berate you, nor your choices. He's completely missed the mark of the relationship between you and Jungkook - and he's really in no place to judge. No place at all.
And so you tell him as such.
You: Not really sure what you're getting at But tell me, Yoongi, did you think about it from Jin's perspective?
You know better than to mention the night that never was. Neither of you have spoken about it for months - a full year, almost - but he deserves to think about it if he's going to be a prick. Deserves to remember. Deserves to have it linger.
You watch as your messages are marked as 'read', and then you mute your notifications from him. How he thinks he has any right to police what you do - and who you do it with - infuriates you. Why waste your time, though? He's been nothing but an absolute arse to you over the past couple of months. Nothing will change it.
The frustration in your mind has you wanting to watch the world roll by. You let the bus you usually board roll on by, opting for the longer route instead. It won't come for another few minutes, but it's not so bad out today. The weather is bearable.
It's as you're waiting - a face of thunder and scowl foul enough to rival even Yoongi's on a bad day - that your phone buzzes. The corner of your lips curl. Cheeks turn pink. It vibrates again. And a third time.
So even though you mentally scold yourself for not waiting until you get home, you find yourself unlocking your phone and heading to Hush.
And sure enough, there he is.
D4m0cl3s: working late tonight
The second message is a picture. Has you gasping. It's a pair of dark trousers, unbuckled, zip down, but still in place - pushed open enough for you to see the thick outline of a bulge in white Calvins.
D4m0cl3s: thinking about you x
A soft laugh escapes your lips, and you forget all about your bad mood.
You reply, a grin on your face so large that you think it could rival a Cheshire cat.
Cl3m3ntin3: and they say romance is dead?? âĄâĄ
He replies instantly.
D4m0cl3s: i'm not trying to romance you, clem i'm trying to seduce you :) is it working? Cl3m3ntin3: no x D4m0cl3s: what about now??
The picture he sends through is obscene. Belongs in the centrefold of a top shelf magazine. Has you fucking drooling, a light whimper escaping your lips. The harsh wind of a taxi storming by reminds you that you're in public. You look over your shoulder to make sure there's no one walking by - not because you don't want to get caught looking at it, but so you can oogle at it for a little bit longer.
His fingers are wrapped around his thick cock, his grip tight. Like, real fucking tight. His foreskin is pulled down, and there's a small pool of thick precum glistening on his tip. It's so minimal, but so central to the photo that you know it's the main focus. He's letting you know just how horny he is, just how ready he is to fuck himself into you - and he's hoping that your pussy will be leaking like that, too.
Cl3m3ntin3: i'm on my way home can you wait for like 20 minutes? D4m0cl3s: i've got all night, clem take your time i'll be waiting for you Cl3m3ntin3: be home soooooon D4m0cl3s: travel safe, clemmie x Cl3m3ntin3: simp.
#yoongi fanfic#yoongi smut#yoongi angst#rockstar!yoongi#yoongi fluff#bangtan ff#bts x reader#yoongi masterlist#yoongi x reader#yoongi ff#rockstar!bts#dappleddaisies#byholly#dating app au#rockstar au#myg x reader
634 notes
¡
View notes
Note
Steve Harrington having a stutter? maybe Eddie and Steve are in an interview after revealing their relationship to the public (kinda ties with ur rockstar eddie drabbles?) and people make fun of his stutter. Hes always had it, he just doesn't talk in public so its a surprise to everyone that he has a stutter and that they actually get to hear his voice
So I know the request said he always had the stutter, but I wanted to do something head trauma related for this because Eddie is gonna get a little overprotective and says some stuff about his very amazing husband to be. I've never written a character having a stutter before, so I hopefully made it realistic. In my head, he struggled with some hard consonants and 'th', 'ch', and 'sh' sounds. - Mickala â¤ď¸
------------------------------------------------------
âEveryone please give your warmest welcome to Eddie Munson and Steve Harrington!â
They walked onto the stage with smiles and waves, hands clasped between them as they walked to the couch theyâd be sitting on for their interview.
They chose this talk show host, Hannah, because she wasnât pushy, asked heartfelt questions, and wanted to get the genuine stories out there.
Steve had been nervous to be on any talk show, so he was the one who made the decision to be on this one and Eddie was happy to oblige.
Her viewers may not have been his usual crowd, but if it made Steve more comfortable, he didnât really care.
âWow, that was a warm welcome!â Eddie exclaimed.
He wanted to keep it light; Steveâs hand in his was sweaty and shaking, and he knew Hannah could see his nerves.
âI think everyone is just so excited to have you here! Youâre not our usual guest, Iâll be honest, so youâre shaking things up for all of us.â She smiled before looking at Steve. âNow, letâs get the elephant in the room out of the way first. Steve, that ring on your finger sure is a beauty!â
He glanced down at it for a moment, smiling to himself.
Eddie proposed a month ago, on their week-long getaway to Greece, and as much as they tried to hide it, it was on the cover of every tabloid and online news article within 24 hours.
They hadnât even come out officially yet.
It caused Steve to panic, and then Eddie panicked, and then they both decided to take control of their own narrative and do this interview.
âTh-thank you,â Steve replied. âEddie did g-good, didnât he?â
Steveâs stutter was barely noticeable when they were in a comfortable environment, especially since theyâd been together for so long. But when they were in a stressful situation, or around new people, or both, it became more obvious.
Steve had already spoken to Hannah about it beforehand, said he wouldnât mind talking about it as long as it wasnât the focus of the interview. She agreed and said that she would follow his lead on everything, and Eddie warned her he wouldnât hesitate to walk them both off the stage if Steve got uncomfortable.
âHe did great! Honestly, Iâll have to get you to show my husband how to pick an engagement ring. Bless his heart, he tried. Luckily, we married for love and not his ability to know what I want in a ring.â
The audience laughed, and Steve couldnât help letting out a small giggle.
âSooooâŚtell us how he did it!â Hannah continued, eyes glimmering under the stage lights.
âUm.â Steve took in a shaky breath. âWe were at a p-priv-vate d-dinner on the beach-ch.â Eddie squeezed his hand once, smiling over at him as he let him lead. âHe s-sang me a s-song and th-then proposed.â
âHow romantic,â Hannah rested her head in her hands and sighed. âEveryone in the audience is going to show this to their significant others for them to take notes, Iâm sure.â
âHe left out the part where I also bought him the fancy wine he wanted only for it to be the worst thing weâve ever tasted and we ended up giving it to a couple further down the beach,â Eddie added, playfully nudging Steveâs shoulder.
âYeah, w-well,â Steve shrugged, blushing profusely.
âWhat a letdown! Hopefully the other couple liked it,â Hannah laughed.
âThey didnât complain, but honestly we didnât stick around for too long. We were freshly engaged and had much better things to be doing,â Eddie winked at the audience.
âOh, I bet you did!â Hannah smiled before getting more serious. âSo youâve been together for a while?â
âWe were friends when we were really young, and it grew into more when Steve was supporting me and my band in the local bar scene. Weâve dated for almost four years now.â
âAwww. And youâll be getting married pretty soon, right?â Hannah asked.
âYes, we d-decided on next March-ch,â Steve added. âSpring is when w-we met-t.â
âLovely! Iâm sure the wedding will be quite the party.â
âWeâre keeping it pretty small, just family and our circle of friends. My bandmates will be there. Just us back at home with the people who love us,â Eddie smiled.
âI think that sounds wonderful.â Hannah clapped her hands. âSo, Eddie, with all this excitement in your personal life, whatâs it look like for the band?â
âIâll be on tour with them for August and September, and then weâll be working hard on recording the next album in October and November so we can have it out next year. I wonât be doing anything else until after the wedding, though. I promised Stevie Iâd help him plan everything.â
The crowd cheered, and Steve spoke up.
âHe also p-promised t-to visit the loc-cation with me in Novemb-ber so weâll see,â Steve teased, seeming to relax quite a bit more.
The interview carried on, mostly focusing on Eddieâs band and some more casual talk of the wedding and future plans.
Steve never completely relaxed, but he seemed much more at ease as Hannah focused more on Eddie for a few minutes, smiling at Steve when he decided to add something.
âAlright, thatâs all the time we have boys! It was lovely to have you and weâre so looking forward to your future together!â
The audience cheered, the boys waved goodbye, and they walked back to the green room to grab some water before going back to their hotel.
Eddie stopped Steve in the hall, ignoring the people passing by, and pulled Steve against him.
âIâm so proud of you, sweetheart,â he whispered against his lips before pressing a soft kiss there. âYouâre amazing.â
âEds, st-stop,â Steve blushed.
âNope, wanna tell you all the time. Youâre incredible.â
âF-fine.â
â--------------------
Steve is a lovely person, and I will not tolerate hate comments on anything related to the interview I did with him and Eddie. My team always does the best with reporting hate comments, so keep that in mind before posting something you may regret later. Any Eddie Munson fan should know that Eddie wouldnât accept this disgusting behavior towards his fiance.
Steve could feel tears welling in his eyes as he read Hannahâs lovely public comment about some of the hate sheâd been receiving in regards to their interview.
One comment in particular had hurt to see: a fan claiming that Eddie just felt bad for him and didnât want to break up with him because Steve would run to the press with negative stories about him.
Eddie was still asleep, hadnât seen most of what was being posted since the interview aired first thing that morning, but Steve did.
He liked Hannahâs statement and posted it to his Instagram story with a heart emoji.
He went through some responses from Eddieâs bandmates and liked them, too.
Steve is probably the best thing thatâs happened to all of us, so any âfanâ of ours who doesnât see how awesome he is, consider yourself uninvited to any show. Gareth posted.
You guys better hope Eddie doesnât hop on here and see all this or heâll end up hunting you for sport. Jeff joked, though Steve knew that he may be more right than not.
Imagine being so jealous of someone that you decide to make fun of the one thing theyâre self-conscious about. Couldnât be me. Grant posted on all his social media profiles.
Then he saw Robinâs post and his heart stopped for a moment.
My best friend is the bravest person I know. He only has a stutter because he risked his life to protect me. If head trauma is a joke to you, then I hope you find new material soon. When Eddie sees this, heâs gonna lose his shit.
Steve let out a mix of a sob and a laugh, startling Eddie awake.
âWhat is it, sweetheart? Whatâs wrong?â he asked as he sat up in their bed.
âI g-guess p-people arenât a b-big fan of me,â he said as he held his phone out towards Eddie to show him what was going on.
Eddieâs face flushed red with anger before he calmly handed Steve his phone back.
âEds?â
Eddie silently reached for his own phone and pulled up his notes app.
Steve watched him type furiously for a few minutes, then screenshot a couple of times, and open Instagram.
âEdsâŚitâs fine. Not w-worth it.â
But it was too late, and Steveâs phone went off with a notification that heâd been tagged in Eddieâs post.
It was a series of pictures, the first being a picture taken of them shortly after Steveâs worst head injury, when he barely could speak at all.
The next few images were the screenshots from Eddieâs phone.
I canât believe I have to say this, but here goes. Steve Harrington, soon-to-be Munson, is the best person I know. I am lucky to be able to wake up next to him, to call him mine, to be his. He is incredibly brave, incredibly loving, and much too forgiving. He will be much nicer than I will. He is not defined by his stutter, but it is a part of his life, and it does impact him much more than he should ever have to worry about. But that picture you just saw? That was a man who could barely even say my name. I thought I would never hear him even say my name again. Iâve seen comments making fun of how he talks, how long it takes him to say some things, his intelligence. And I wonât tolerate it. If you have anything negative to say about him, unfollow me before I block you myself. Fame means absolutely nothing to me compared to this man, and I wonât let him suffer through the bullying just so I can make some fucking music. See yourself out or see us be happy. Up to you.
The last image was a picture of them the night before, cozy in their bed, Steve looking into the camera while Eddie looked at him, so much love passing from him it was almost a physical presence.
âEds-â Steve started.
âI love you. I wonât let anyone let you think for a second that I donât,â Eddie said fiercely.
âI know. I l-love you, t-too.â
They both shut off their phones for the rest of the day, didnât care much for anything outside of their bed.
Steve called Hannah to thank her for everything the next day, and she was grateful to hear from him. He explained that he wouldnât be doing any more interviews, but was glad heâd had a positive experience with her.
âDo you think Eddie will come back to the show someday to talk about you?â she asked.
âI th-think youâll reg-gret asking him back. He wonât sh-shut up about me,â Steve smirked to himself.
âHe shouldnât. Youâre both so lucky to have each other.â
âYeah. W-we are.â
#steddie#steve harrington#eddie munson#stranger things#ficlet#request#rock star eddie munson#modern au#established relationship
643 notes
¡
View notes
Note
hihihihihihihihihi HOW r uUUuUuuu,u think u could take this request?đ itâs about Sae, idkâŚimagine Y/N being flirted by her co-worker? Like he starts sending her gifts and all. How Sae would react?
if his s/o was flirted with - i.sae
m.list || rules
note: hiii thank you so much for your request <3 here's a little hc for you !
I donât think heâs the type to get jealous easily bc damn the man that he is but he would be pissed off easily
you didnât really mention it at first because you thought your colleague was only being nice
but he overheard a conversation on the phone with one of your friend and colleague and he didnât hesitate to ask about it
âyou were hiding it from me ?â yes you were because he would get salty but now you had to deal with it â and you canât say that
you lose count how many time he rolled his eyes
âheâs just being niceâ is your favorite answer even if you had to tell him how he brings you foods sometimes, to thank you
heâs suspicious, picture him lifting his eyebrows in a âare you for realâ way, but you know what, thatâs fine, youâre amazing itâs normal that people wants to be around you
but he still prepares your meal EVERYDAY since he heard about it. even if he has to stay up later than he should to do so and messed up his sleep schedules that is so dear to himÂ
sae does got a little more clingy in a way
heâs kinda trying harder as if, first, he needed too when he already does a lot for you, and second as if your colleague even had a chance with you
heâs less annoying, he jokes around less and is more cuddlyÂ
he tries to spend more time with you even if he already does his best with his schedulesÂ
he had take you to way too many date since you mention it, but you try to not bring it up because you know he would be sulky and never admit itÂ
but deep down youâre reallyyyy amused by the fact that he still tries to win you over someone you already doesnât stand a chance
anyway, he tolerates it for a while, not that he asks much about nor do you talk about it, itâs not important for you either and heâs not being pushy
but if he does, thatâs another story
iâm not saying he comes at work to blow that poor manâs face, but nearly
if heâs really not smart and send you a gift to your place and Sae falls on it at the entrance just know it ruined his day and that heâs now ready to make that poor manâs life feels like hell itselfÂ
he would waits for you to come home before throwing it away, to say that heâs pissed is an understatementÂ
donât mention it if he ever bringed you gifts or flowers at work âcause Sae would do his best to get him fired in one way or anotherÂ
he knows his worth and that being that angry at someone hitting on you means nothing compare to your relationshipÂ
honestly be prepare to see him at your work to make things clear when heâs free because he will not let that pass like you do, heâs too prideful for thatÂ
heâs not grabbing him by his shirt because heâs a respectful man but he will say the worse things heard on earth to that guys
youâre not flirting with his s/oÂ
âKnow your place. Do that one more time and I wonât be that kind.âÂ
heâs acting up but the same night heâs all clingy and stuff, he wonât let you go even if he just cleared the situationÂ
heâs rather confident that he wonât happen again, yet heâs still a little bother in a corner of his mind, but you brush it off easily with a thank you and few kisses hihiÂ
he makes sure to ask about it as days pass to be sure that he doesnât happen again but also make sure that your honest with himÂ
I hope you liked it! âĄ
#blue lock x reader#blue lock headcanons#blue lock hc#bllk x reader#bllk headcanons#sae itoshi x reader#sae x reader#sae headcanons#sae hc#sae itoshi
268 notes
¡
View notes
Note
Could I request a Valentino x Fem! Reader? I know not a lot of people like him because of yk ಼_಼
But basically the hazbin hotel crew are looking for ways to break Angel out of his contract with Valentino and ended up going to the reader because Angel said she was the most tolerable vee-
So reader is one of the vees and is a dance choreographer and owns the souls of her dancer
Anyways the hazbin hotel crew arrived at her studio not knowing the other vees were there. Angel dust noticed them and the crew tried to become unnoticed and eventually saw the reader dancing and dancers watching her steps
The crew get closer to the vees and overhears their conversation, basically Valentino worshipping the reader and the crew is shocked of Valentino's relationship with the reader
Little note; The reader and Valentino are in a relationship ;p
Thank you! đ
So, first can I say I loved this prompt idea and it was so interesting! Like seriously love this idea.
I can understand why people are wary to write for him and why thereâs not a lot of Valentino stuff out there. To be quite honest, I probably wonât write for Val on like my own posting, like the fics/headcannons I create just because and post, but I know there are people who do like him and want to see content so I keep Val as a writing option open in the requests.
All that said, I do LOVE the dynamic you gave here though, so i made the reader a little bit more assertive and definitely gives the vibes she wears the pants in the relationship kinda thing. I think for a healthy relationship, or at least as close to one as possible, who ever is involved with Val has to push back and he has to allow it. Is that respect on his part to allow it or love idk.
This was definitely a challenge for me, but we got it done! I do apologize for this long intro and response, I do really hope you enjoy and thank you for the request!
rating: PG
genre: fluffy/slight angst
characters: Valentino x reader (Val is somewhat OOC)
warnings: talk of how Val treats people, soul owning
âOkay, so, we need a plan!â Charlie said, looking determined standing in front of Angel, Vaggie, Husk, Nifty, Cherri and Alastor. After learning that Sir Pentious was redeemed, Angel wanted to turn over a new leaf and was more serious about redemption. The only thing holding him back, was that Val owned his soul.
âI donât know if ya goinâ ta be able to pull this off Charlie.â Angel said, looking skeptical.
âThat is not the spirit we need! We can do this, we just have to think of a way.â Charlie looked at the group and her eyes fell on Alastor. âAlastor, youâre an overlord. How do we get Angelâs soul back?â
âI could go eat Valentino.â Alastor said, his smile widening.
âNo. I donât want turf war or any war involving us and the Vees.â Vaggie said. Charlie nodded.
âThatâs true.â Charlie agreed.
âIt would have been more fun.â Alastor said with a shrug.
âFor who?â Husk asked, looking at Alastor.
âFor me, of course Husker!â Alastor laughed. âThough there is something you can tryâŚâ Alastor trailed off.
Everyone looked at him expectantly. âOh, I figured you all had thought about this already. The moth has a special little toy that does all the media dance choreography, she also owns a studio too. Sweet little thing. Met her in cannibal town a few times as she was passing through.â Alastor mentioned.
âThatâs right.â Angel murmured. âI had heard rumors that she was the fourth Vee. Sheâs an overlord and owns all her dancers souls. Sheâs crazy powerful.â Angel added.
âThen letâs go talk to her!â Charlie said!
âYou talking to people doesnât always go well.â Nifty popped into the conversation before running off.
âShe has a point.â Husk said as Charlie deflated.
âWhy donât we infiltrate one of her classes? Can anyone pull up the schedule, they have to have a class schedule right?â Vaggie looked around as Angel grabbed his phone.
âThereâs a class tonight in just a few hours. And sheâs leading it.â Angel whispered.
âOkay, so we get in the class. We stay after and we talk to her.â Vaggie planned out. Everyone nodded.
âOkay, letâs get changed and ready for a dance class!â Charlie exclaimed.
ââââââââââââââââââ
It was soon decided after, that Charlie, Vaggie and Angel would be going. Alastor would be close by in case anything was needed, leaving Nifty and Husk at the hotel.
Getting into the dance class was easy. No one recognized them, until they all three stepped into the class and realized that all the Vees were there. Val, Vox and Velvette, all present for this class and Y/N, the fourth Vee, was just standing there chatting away, saying something that the Vees genuinely laughed at. Thankfully, Vox and Velvette left, stating they were going shopping and then would save a seat at some restaurant. Valentino on the other hand sat down near the back, just watching.
You commanded the dancers and the presence of the room effortlessly as she taught new choreography. By the end, even Charlie was impressed as she had learned a lot. Angel on the other hand had never looked happier. This was all he ever wanted to do. Dance and sing, perform. He sighed as class wrapped up and he drank some water, trying to blend in. He happened to hear Valentino and you talking, so he motioned Charlie and Vaggie over to listen.
âYou were so fluid baby, and the way that you commanded the room. You showed all those little sluts exactly whoâs in charge.â He praised you, and you smiled at him.
âVal, what did we say about not calling my dancers sluts or whores?â You said.
âUh, not to?â Val asked. You nodded.
âJust because I own their souls or will own their souls doesnât mean it canât be respectful.â You responded cleaning up, and picking up on three figures still lingering and doing a pretty shitty job at hiding they were.
âBut you own their souls baby. You have to show them whoâs boss! And look sexy while doing it!â Val exclaimed.
âDidnât I show them whose boss, pretty?â You ask Val and cross over to him. âDidnât you see the way they listened and followed every step of mine?â
âI-uh-yes.â Val stammered out his cheeks aflame.
âThen donât worry.â You said and cupped his cheek.
âI know, mi amor. Iâm just-â Val starts.
âI know. Youâre scared of one of them loosing it on me? Like what happened to you?â You ask and watch Val nod, his eyes closed. âIâve told you that I think you pushed them too far. Your mind comes up with some of the most interesting yet perverse ideas.â You sigh and grab his hand. âIâm fine. Iâve been an overlord longer than Iâve been with the Vees.â Val nods and kisses your forehead.
âGo on and catch up with Vel and Vox, Iâll be right there.â You say cleaning up.
âBut amor, I want to spend more time with you-â Val protests.
âNo, go on, I know youâre hungry and I need to make sure the space is ready for tomorrow. Vel wants to practice that main number.â You say pushing him out. âI wonât be long darlinâ. Then we can spend all night together.â You grin at Val.
âYou always know just the right thing to say, beautiful. Iâll be timing how long youâre gone.â Val jokes and you roll your eyes.
âMmmhmmm, go on lover boy.â You wave and watch him leave and wait until heâs out of eye sight.
âYou three are bold to come here.â You say still cleaning up. You see the three people stiffen who were waiting around. âYou didnât think Iâd notice you?â You ask, flicking your wrist and dropping the curtains and making the video feed loop so Vox couldnât watch.
âWhat are you doing here Angel?â You ask walking up to them. His eyes widen and you see two other women with him.
âHow do you know who I am?â Angel asks, suspicious.
âBecause, you have caused the most fights in mine and Valâs relationship. We almost broke up over you one time.â You say, leaning against the mirrors in the back, all three of their eyes widening. âNot because of his connection to you either doll. Because I donât like the way he treats you.â Angel looked at you, eyes still wide, almost like he wasnât believing.
âWeâre trying to get Angelâs soul back.â Charlie mentioned.
âAnd you want that contract from Valentio?â You ask, laughing. âIt would take almost prying it out of his cold, dead hands. I donât know what youâve done, but you are his favorite.â You shake your head and look at Angel who looks ready to cry. Your eyebrows raise.
âI know. I know I am and I donât know why. Iâve tried-Iâve tried not to be. When I started this he said I could perform and I wanted to perform. Not like now but sing, ya know. Dance?â Angelâs tears fall over and you nod.
âIs there anything you can do?â Vaggie asks.
âWell I was watching you during class, youâre naturally talented. I could start breaking down Valâs resolve and have him transfer the contract to me, so you could be one of my dancers. My performers. If you worked at it, I could easily put you in my elite group.â You offered. Angelâs eyes widened with hope.
âBut it will take some time and you must NOT say a word unless I direct you to. I mean it. Otherwise it will end badly for both of us.â Angel nods and you start walking them out. Alastor appearing in front of you at the door.
âOh my goodness! Alastor! What are you doing here? Are you finally going to take a class to learn some more modern moves?â You joke and he laughs.
âNo, my dancing is just fine dear. I see you found our little infiltrators.â He chuckles.
âI did. You were not kidding when you said Angel was a natural.â You smiled.
âYou contacted her before?â Charlie asked.
âOf course! I wanted her to see Angel and how he performs. Heâs quite the natural?â Alastor asks.
âSmiles, you didnât have taâŚâ Angel trails off.
âI know I donât have to do anything. I was paying back a favor to a friend of mine who needs some good talent in her group.â Alastor said looking at you. You sigh and half nod.
âThe numbers dwindle each year and the talent get halved each year. At try outs Iâm lucky if I can get 5 talented new people.â Alastor hums in sympathy as you look outside.
âYou all need to get back though. Alastor can you shadow travel them at least out of the area? I fear Vox will be watching to see where Iâm at.â You explain and magically draw the curtains getting everything ready for lock up.
âOf course.â Alastor says, looking at the three. They step closer and before anyone can do anything Angel runs to you and hugs you. You stiffen for a moment and the laugh.
âItâs all right honey. Weâll figure it out, just be strong until then all right? Iâll harp on Val to be nicer.â Angel nods and then goes back to the group.
âPleasure meeting you Princess, Vaggie! Iâll see you around Angel and always good talking to you Alastor!â They wave and are submerged in darkness and gone from your shop. You walk out and lock the front door, seeing the security camera turn to you. You wave and send a text telling the crew youâre on your way. Helping Angel would certainly be a benefit to your dancers when he joined you, and join you he would.
#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel x reader#hazbin hotel imagine#hazbin hotel valentino#valentino x reader#hazbin hotel valentino x reader#the vees#vees x reader#hazbin valentino#valentino
345 notes
¡
View notes
Text
cold nights // part sixteen
summary: you showed him colours he knows he can't see with anyone else.
pairing: coriolanus snow x fem!reader
wc: 3.3k
masterlists / nav / requests
tags/warnings: tribute!reader and mentor!coriolanus, r is very sweet (too kind for this world. literally.), sunshine x grumpy trope kinda, he falls first, violence typical for the source material, r is very smart (as she should), district twelve!reader.
a/n: i am so excited for you guys to see everything I've got coming up for this series- ah!! also, should i post the masterlist for requiem soon?? i can't post the first part just yet, but i'm excited ab it so let me know if you guys want to see that to be able to get the vibes and stuff!
my asks are also open to talk about this series! (i do have emoji anons open now too!)
send me any and all of your thoughts! here!
series masterlist // playlist
"Hello there, Miss." Coryo grins at you, extending his arm to you to hold as you step out of your house and close the door behind you.
You pretend not to see, reaching down to retie your shoe which was already laced up perfectly. "Hi." You reply quietly, and his smile fades. You already seem in weaker spirits than you were this afternoon.
"Did you enjoy your nap?" He asks as you stand up straight again, making your way down the front path of your house to the street and he follows like a stray dog.
You turn when you reach the road, looking at him only briefly. "I did. Thank you." You mumble, unable to make extended eye contact without your heart beating out of your chest. It was hard to tell if you were awake or asleep when he was around.
"That's good." He nods, joining your side. He's there to walk you to The Hob, but he honestly was relying more on you to guide the way.
You don't say anything, walking with your arms crossed carefully, protectively across your midsection.
Coryo is worried, but he does know that you don't want to walk alone at night, so he tries to convince himself it's just that. Not him.
"You, uhm, you look nice." He tells you, taking notice of your change of clothes. It was refreshing to see you in something other than that short dress with the sewn-in shorts, though with the longer skirts you had worn today, it covered much more of your skin. Part of him missed the short dress that was now most definitely unwearable. It was your favourite, he remembered.
"Thank you." You say back, the hair on your arms pricking up from the chill that was starting to settle in. It wasn't a cold night, you didn't think, but colder than Twelve often saw in mid-August. Maybe it was just you. "You do, as well."
He laughs, and you look at him for the first time tonight. His blue eyes shine with the reflection of the sunset, and you're no longer cursing yourself for trusting him to walk you this afternoon. He wouldn't hurt you, and you knew that. Stupid dreams. Stupid nightmares. He saved you- he's the only reason you're alive today, you're certain.
"We're trying to blend in, Sejanus thought we were scaring people." He explains, laughter subsiding.
You smile at him. "I was going to say, that style doesn't feel like your own." You giggle. "But I like it."
"Why, thank you." He grins, tugging on the front of his white t-shirt as if he was adjusting a suit jacket.
Your dreams were just dreams. If he had that evil in him, could you live with it? That was what you had to figure out. Right now, though, with you, that darkness was nowhere to be seen. You were awake. You must be.
"How has Twelve been treating you so far?" You ask, suddenly self-conscious of his impression of your home as your feet crunch over the gravel path beneath you.
"Okay." Coryo shrugs, shoving his hands into his pockets. "It was hard to find someone to talk to us long enough to get a lead on where to find you."
"People tend to keep to themselves." You explain. "Also looking for me is an odd request."
"Why?"
Now it was your turn to shrug. "No one really wants to talk to me now, either." The stares you got were seemingly endless. People would stare, point, whisper, and it didn't particularly bother you, but you hated that maybe people were afraid. You feared that everyone thought the games turned you into something fragile, and they were scared of upsetting you with the wrong words or the alternative; you were a weapon ready to explode at any moment.
"That's because people are careless and cruel." Coryo replies, no hesitation behind his tone. "And they have no way of understanding... you."
"They're good people, honestly, I just-"
"I know that." He assures you, sensing your panic. "But it's not your place to prove to them who you are. Changed or not."
"Do you think I have changed?" You ask, genuinely curious despite the softness of your voice.
Coryo is quiet for a moment. "I would say no," He looks at you as you walk alongside him. "but you have, I think. There's more to you, now."
You chew on your lip, watching your steps as you pass under the streetlights.
He watches your reaction, nervous when you don't respond. "I don't mean that in a bad way." He clarifies. "To me, you're still you." He wants to tell you you're less naive, more experienced, that it will keep you safe, but he feels as though that wouldn't be the right thing to say. "But it's impossible to walk out of that arena the same person. We have that in common."
The flickering street lamps illuminate the blush on your cheeks for just a moment. "Thank you, Coryo. That means a great deal."Â
"Of course." He hums, walking close enough now to just brush your arm with his own.
Your heart leaps in your chest, from fear or excitement you aren't sure- but you're grateful to be able to finally hear the music coming from The Hob as you approach the rundown building.
There's nowhere else you would want to be any less than The Hob during one of Lucy Gray's shows. You loved her, The Covey, the beautiful and fun music they made together, but since you'd been home, it had been impossible to enjoy yourself there.
You didn't even try until tonight.
Your fears came true. Almost as soon as you and Coriolanus walked in, scattered eyes were on you. You could feel it like pricks in your skin. It didn't help that you were with a stranger. People were dancing, drinking, laughing, but you couldn't help but feel like the laughs were directed at you. Certainly, some staring was.
Coryo looks down at you, seeing your hands still gripped onto your own arms, holding yourself together. He wasn't great with crowds, and seemingly neither were you. His urge was to retreat to the nearest wall, and so was yours. "Let's see if we can track down Sejanus." He offers, holding his arm out behind you while he looks around.
He doesn't want to touch you for fear of making things weird, but god, would it just be so easy to slip his arm around your waist and guide you more effectively.Â
"There." He almost doesn't hear you over the music and the shouting surrounding you both, but he follows your finger as you point over to the bar, leaning down closer in case you speak again.
Sure enough, Sejanus is there chatting with some local guy. Coryo sighs. "I leave him for twenty minutes..." He chuckles, shaking his head. "I'll get him, are you okay to wait here?" He asks and you nod, giving him that smile of yours that he hasn't seen all night.
"Good. I'll be right back." He promises, stepping away and through the crowd to go get your friend.
You watch him go, but your attention is drawn when someone pushes past you rather abruptly which makes you jump. The girl looks at you like you're crazy, as you expected she would, so pulling yourself together again, you find an empty table by the side wall and go to sit down. This was too much for you already; you knew that before you even walked in the door, but you were just here to see your friends. Coryo would come back, Sejanus would be with him, and Lucy Gray would sing her songs while you laughed and talked like normal people do. As soon as they returned, it would be okay.
You keep your head down until you hear them bickering over the normal sounds of the bar.
"We're not here to make friends, Sejanus, we're here to-"
"No, no, I get that, but what's the harm?"
You smile at them, taking a shaky breath. "Welcome back."
"Y/N!" Sejanus grins, looking at Coryo briefly before taking the seat across from you. "Glad you could make it."
"Me too." You nod, avoiding looking at Coryo as he takes the spot standing next to you, considering there wasn't another seat.
"Here," He says, voice low in your ear as he holds a glass out to you. "Got you a drink."
"Oh, thank you." You mumble, blushing as you take it from his hand. You can't think of anything worse than being intoxicated and vulnerable in this environment, but the gesture was nice. You wouldn't deny him that.
He rests his arm on the back of your chair, leaning on it and you rest your arms on the table so you can place the glass down as you look at Sejanus. "Tell me more, what have you been up to?" You ask, desperate for some conversation to distract yourself.
"Well, we graduated." Sejanus answers, nodding toward the boy standing beside you.
"Oh, gosh, congratulations!" You smile, looking between the two of them. Coryo is stone-faced.
"I sent you an invitation." He says into the rim of his glass, looking down at you.
"Oh?" You ask, and Sejanus nods in confirmation.
"We were hoping you'd be able to make it. We were going to come get you." He explains, and Coryo lets the glass scrape against his teeth. It was his invitation that he sent, and he was the one who offered to come get you. Sejanus had nothing to do with it besides encouraging him to actually send the letter.
"I didn't- I didn't get it." You tell them honestly, brow furrowed. "I don't know if I could have... gone back, you know, but I would have at least sent a gift, or something. I am so sorry."
Coryo raises an eyebrow. "You didn't get it?" He asks, almost relieved by the idea.
"No, nothing."
"Oh. Well, nothing could be done then, I suppose." He shrugs it off. Maybe if you truly hadn't received the invite, you haven't received any of the letters he sent. Someone along the route to the address he used decided you weren't worth looking for, and that wasn't your fault. Lucy Gray had told him as much, but he trusted it more falling from your lips.
"Truly, though, I am so sorry I couldn't be there." You say, looking between the two of them with a newfound urgency. You didn't want them to resent you, especially if they thought they had been ignored. "I didn't know, honest."
"Don't worry about it." Sejanus assures you. "We didn't want to be there either."
"But I did, I would have loved to but it's just hard to get out of Twelve and I wouldn't have anywhere to stay and like I said I'm just not ready to go back but I really would have loved to be able to be there for you."
"Y/N, hey..." Coryo chuckles, leaning down again to be face-to-face with you. "We get it. We're not upset with you, I promise."
Promise. The two of you were always making promises to each other, apparently. It made you feel better and he knew that.
"O-okay..." You nod slowly, deciding now is as good a time as any to try your drink. You turn your face from him, having been just inches apart to take a sip. Beer was far from your favourite, but you were never much of a drinker anyway. You place the glass back down and smooth out your skirt over your lap, regaining your normal grin. "Well, Fortune is merry, and in this mood will give us anything."
"Very good point." Coriolanus agrees quickly, tapping his hand on the back of your chair. The smile that crosses your face when you look up at him, thinking he understood and cared to respond makes him want to collapse in on himself and sink into the floor. You deserved so much more than being elated when someone understood you, and he could give you everything if you would just trust him.
"Y/L/N, how dare you show your face here!" A voice calls you by your last name and you snap your head in their direction.
Coryo furrows his brow, watching warily as a boy about his age walks up to your table. He's ready to step in, maybe this is why you hadn't been coming- because people, boys had been harassing you. He should have seen that coming. You were beautiful, every time he looked at you it was hard to look away again- obviously, this kind of attention would be a common occurrence. He lifts his shoulders and puts down his drink, but he looks at you and you're smiling.
"Hi." You giggle, actually giggle- and it makes Coryo almost just as angry as if this random guy had just threatened you.
He leans his elbows against the table. "Been a long time since I seen you. How you been?" He asks, sipping his beer as he makes dead eye contact with you.
"Only a couple of days, River." You grin.
"Oh yeah, that's right..." He hums. "Been real interested in that book you let me borrow, you know."
"Have you?" You smile, leaning in with excitement, ready to discuss it.
Who was this guy? A friend? Something more? The way you were looking at him, the fact that you let him borrow one of your books made envy swirl in Coryo's stomach. He hated it. He clears his throat to remind you they were there before you got sucked into talking about whatever book you gave the boy.
"Oh." You look up at him. "River, this is-"
"Yeah, who are these clowns? Botherin' you?" He interrupts you, and Coryo is more peeved about that than the fact that he was just referred to as a clown.
"Not in the slightest." You hum. "These are my friends, Sejanus and Coryo. They came all the way from the Capitol just to visit me, isn't that sweet?"
"Ah..." The boy hums, standing back up and holding a hand out for Sejanus to shake before turning to Coryo as he keeps his grip on the back of your chair. "Nice to meet you both, then."
"It's Coriolanus." He corrects you as he shakes the boy's hand, squeezing it probably more than what is polite.
"Oh wow." River's eyes widen and he chuckles, looking down at you again. "You're not really the friendly type I guess. Y/N here can make friends with just about anyone, I suppose."
"River..." You frown, shaking your head at him. Coryo clenches his jaw.
"I'm sorry! Sorry, I'm not great with new people either. That's my bad." He laughs it off, patting Coryo's shoulder as he drops his hand. "Anyway, Y/N, I didn't expect to see you out and about. Holdin' up okay?"
"I'm well. Thank you." You nod, taking another sip of your drink. River was a good friend, maybe even a great one. He works with your father in the mines, he started as soon as he turned eighteen a few months before you. You've become closer since then.
"Glad to hear it." He nods at you, looking around the crowded room. He bottoms his drink, shaking it in your face. "Time for a refill so I'm gonna leave ya be, but shout if you need anything, alright sweetheart?"
"Thank you!" You call after him as he turns to walk off, winking at you.
"Sweetheart." Coryo mumbles into his glass with a slight shake of his head as he watches the boy walk away. You didn't hear him, and he wasn't sure he wanted you to.
"Who's that?" Sejanus asks. "He seems nice."
"We went to school together, now he works with my father," You explain. "but I've known him most of my life. He's very kind, just a little... outspoken. He'll always tell you what he's thinking." You chuckle, and Coryo bites his tongue.
You catch his expression of disapproval. "He didn't mean any harm, just trying to be welcoming. He was nervous, I could tell." Returning your gaze to Lucy Gray up on the stage, you smile and give her a quick wave. She smiles back, nodding at you.
"You never mentioned him." Coryo comments.
"Well, I..." You stop yourself, staring down at your lap. "I had a lot on my mind..."
"Do you know anyone else? Give us the tour." Sejanus suggests quickly, pointing around the room.
You smile, forcing yourself to ignore your worries about how Coryo is feeling. "Almost everyone, yes." You giggle, covering your mouth with your hand as you speak.
"Is that why you didn't want to come?" Coryo asks you and you look up at him again, smile faltering.
"I- It's not that I didn't want to." You answer, fidgeting now with the fabric in your lap. "I just... I don't know. It's hard to... I don't know. Everything feels so difficult these days..." You laugh nervously.
There's that word he was so afraid of. Hard. In reference to something as simple as going out and spending time with your peers- people you had clearly considered friends before the games. It seemed like another lifetime to you, he could see it in the way you so intensely watched yourself pick at your own fingernails. He wished while laying in his bed at night that you were happy here, that your life was normal, even if he couldn't be a part of it; but that was unrealistic and part of him knew that.
"It's okay." Coryo reminds you quickly. "You don't have to explain yourself to us." He smiles, trying to be reassuring. "If you want to leave we can go. Just say the word, Y/N/N."
You shake your head, looking back up at him with that same glowing smile that subtly begs him not to worry about you- but he has to. "It's completely okay." You assure him with a quick wave of your hand. "Okay, so..." You drum your fingers on the tabletop, looking around and attaching names to faces.
"That's Sienna, I went to school with her sister." You point over to a girl in a group of a few others. "And she's with Fern and Hazel, Hazel's the one with the light hair." The boy's eyes follow where you're pointing as you look over at another group. "Oh, and over with River, the taller boy next to him is Rowan." You explain. "His little brother is friends with mine. Then over there, by the stage is Billy Taupe- that's Lucy Gray's boyfriend. Kind of, they're on and off these days."
Coryo nods, trying to commit these names to memory. He didn't plan on speaking to any of them, but if you wanted to, which he doubted, he would try.Â
"And that's-" Your voice cuts out so quick it's as if someone had slapped a hand over your mouth when another boy walked up to join the two standing by the bar. Quickly Coryo is looking down at you again as the blood drains steadily from your face. You cough, shaking your head. "Uh, I don't really know anyone else's names." You lie.
"You okay?" Sejanus asks you and you nod, quickly grabbing your glass and taking a few large gulps, the foul taste of beer forcing its way down your throat.Â
"Yeah, just, I haven't seen these people in a while."
Coryo watches, jaw clenched tight as River converses with the blonde boy who just walked up to him and your other friend whose name he's already forgotten. River takes a swig from his drink, laughs as he puts the glass down on the bar, and then points over to the three of you. He was telling whoever the hell that was that you were there- and clearly you weren't keen on him.
"Let's go, yeah?" Coryo suggests quickly, abandoning his drink on the table to step in front of you. He extends his hand to help you up which you gratefully take. He could feel your hand trembling in his.Â
He squeezes your hand gently, still shielding you from the group of boys. You didn't need to say a word. "Sejanus, I'm going to take Y/N home, are you okay here?"
"For sure." He nods, looking worried now at the very sudden shift in your energy and Coryo's clear protectiveness. "Do you want me to come?"
"No, no. It's okay." You smile, comforted by Coryo's presence behind you. "You stay and have fun."
"Alright, well, I'll see you soon?" He smiles and you nod, but Coryo is already guiding you away.
taglist: @soulessjourney , @that-veela-girl ,  @dreamyysouls, @rockstarbfs , @maysileeewrites , @baybieruth , @kitscutie ,  @fratboyharrysgf0201 , @totallynotkaibiased , @stelleduarte , @secretsicanthideanymore , @bejeweledreverie , @drewsandsebastianswife , @niicole-87 , @queenofshinigamis , @innercreationflower , @nallasstuff , @scorpiolystoned , @iovemoonyy , @thatmarvelchick19 , @wearemadeofstardust0 , @regulusblackcore , @puredreamagination , @fantasticchaosthing , @becauseseaotters , @secretsicanthideanymore
okay suddenly tumblr isn't letting me tag more people than this so i just made some cuts unfortunately :') i just left the max amount of people i could whose users i recognized and see in my notifs all the time :) if you're not on here and you should be i'm so sorry!
also this taglist is closed now!! if youâd like to get a notification when i update, turn on my post notifications!! i promise i wonât spam y'all :,)
#tbosas#tbosas x reader#tbosas fic#tbosas fanfiction#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#thg#thg series#thg fanfiction#the hunger games#hunger games#coriolanus snow#coriolanus fanfiction#coriolanus snow x reader#coriolanus x reader#coriolanus x you#coryo x reader#coryo x you#coryo snow#president snow#snow x reader#snow lands on top
268 notes
¡
View notes