#transmasculine goth

[nugothrhythms]

Trevor Pink, one of the guitarists of New Orleans goth rock band Missing, is getting top surgery and if you want to donate to his GoFundMe, here you go.

[morbidcrow24]

crazy how people assume trans guys dont know if we had short naturally coloured hair and a basic style we'd "pass better." "you want tips on how to pass? no more fun piercings, jewelry, anything feminine, dyed hair, nail polish or nice things for you!" thanks but I choose joy and whimsy x

[genderqueerdykes]

disabled trans lesbian artist needs to pay internet bill & rent!

new items added to our ko-fi shop! my name is equinox, i'm a disabled trans lesbian dealing with schizophrenia, psoriatic arthritis, hypermobile ehlers danlos syndrome, degenerative disc disease and other health issues. i am stabilizing after being homeless for 6 months. i am severely disabled and my shop is my only form of earned income. right now i need to pay my internet bill, which is required for my income, as well as save up for my rent, which is $178.

if you're interested in helping, you can find these pieces here:

[dragoncuspid]

Spring is coming I can feel it !!!

[gor3sigil]

About being a freak, queer, trans etc.

In all the years I've spent going back and forth with my gender, being sure one day and unsure the next about how I wanted to present, if I wanted to be more fem or masc, if I wanted to be neither of them, there's one thing that I never wished: I never wished to be born cis.

There's something so magical in being trans. To me it's like a never ending childlike wonder of myself and others. I see my body as a white canvas I can do anything with and as a playground for me to explore and find secrets at every turn. It's shedding so many times that I had hundreds of silhouettes and I'm not even 30. It's seeing the most deepest and honest smiles when you hang out with your peers, and they're fully themselves and you are fully yourself even if it's just for one moment.

Being trans is being more naked than ever. My understanding of my own flesh at its core like I'm dissecting it once a year is so whole and complete. Noticing the patterns, the intricate map of my skin, how it grows and stretch with every change even well before HRT as I was practicing new poses and expressions and clothes.

I don't see myself as a flower, I see myself as a whole garden, with bees and critters everywhere, bursting with life in the warmth of the sun under a sky as blue as the cleanest seas.

Regarding the way others see me, mind you, I always was, and I mean ALWAYS, all my life, seen as a freak.

Try to picture this, even tnough you maybe can because this is the story of a whole bunch of us: growing up as a goth, queer and undiagnosed autistic girl, in a little shitty town, the last child of a family of disabled and neurodivergent folks that everyone saw as a family of, well, freaks. The teachers at school knew your brother who was bullied, and your sister who always caused troubles. They don’t know which of these paths you’re going to take but they sure as hell don’t like you. And the only other queer kids you know are a couple of girls who’d chugg down vodka before class in middle school because they were not accepted at home and bullied during recess.

My first queer relationship, also in middle school, was the typical “I loved her to the moon and back but she only wanted to experiment” and it tore down my soul. It took me years to recover from this. I think that, apart from my longest relationship to date, I never put that much of myself into someone I loved. But she was just goofing around and I mean, fair, we were kids, but man did it hurt. I resented her for years after. Now I just hope she’s happy and doing the job she always dreamed of doing.

Anyways, all that to say that I was used to being seen as an outcast. I hated that for years and tried and tried again and again to fit in. It doesn’t work. Because this in not the answer. Remember when I said that my family members were always all disabled ? My father espacially was physically disabled (and probably also autistic but undiagnosed), and he’s still to this day one of the most ableist person I’ve ever met. He knew his kids weren’t “normal”. He fought tooth and nails for us to fit in. Because that’s how he survived. But despite it all, it never worked. Because you can’t force your way into society’s standards.

I never felt more free than when I just gave up trying to. If I was going to be seen as weird anyways, might as well go all the way. Dress as I please, date who I wanted (another story for another time but it didn’t go as planned), enjoy the shit I enjoyed, unapologetically. And guess what ? It stopped the bullying. Because I gained confidence in myself and most of all, pride. I grew proud of being an outcast, so much so that people just started to be like “well, they’re like that anyways” and left me the fuck alone.

I’m rambling lmao but I think it’s important to be aware that nobody will live your life for you. Being your weird self, it’s so hard, butn so rewarding. More rewarding than anything. You’ll start making new relationships based on you TRUE self, you’ll go all the way for your passions, and trust me, you’ll be more free than anyone who bent themselves to fit in the mold and still need to painfully stretch their limbs everyday to keep the act on.

I know that sometimes it’s something you have to do to survive, and that’s perfectly okay. But don’t forget to keep your true self close and to let them out from time to time, okay ? Water down your inner garden. That’s the only way you will truly live.

[barbedwirechain]

did anyone request uh fire eating dyke? 🔥

[raging-guanche]

i love trans metalheads

i love trans goths

i love trans emos

i love trans scene kids

i love trans punks

i love trans alternative people

[xenogender-klown-goblin]

Goth trans combination flags <3

Goth transmasc(uline)

Goth transfem(inine)

Goth transneu(tral)

[dogboyklug]

Hot lines under a rain of drum Cigarette props in action Dialogue dub, now here's the rub

She's acting her reaction

this was pretty damn fun to make honestly and im very proud of myself

check out the sketch and some hidden backstory for free on my patreon! [link]

paid members get access to behind the scenes lore, as well as a full-length video that's just me drawing this with no background noise for two hours! if you're a patron, you can see that here [link]

[malicious-code-103]

Going out out outfit 😜

He/they/it/she only by lesbians

[gobl1nqueen]

Fuck you

[keikaitheenbyguy]

Sad about the fact that I can't find many Masculine Yamikawaii/Gurokawaii clothes/merchandise. As a transmasc goth dipshit, I would love to go around dressed in over-the-top gothic/gore/bloodsoaked styled masculine clothes, but all I'm finding is femme clothes, and when I do find examples of yamikawaii/gurokawaii dudes, they're almost always more femme-dressing than I'd like to be.

Send me some links to places that have scary gothic shit for masc-leaning people? Please, somewhere that isn't problematic asf tho~

[morbidcrow24]

trying to explain alt subcultures to a teenage boy makes me want to throw hands

[dragoncuspid]

F word

[romanticfatale]

Shaved eyebrows.

The outfit was nice but my room is a disaster, as of current, thus no fullbody. I’m redecorating and moving furniture around.

[barbedwirechain]

light studies