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superstar49 · 25 days ago

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cause what the fuck was that.

#today was horrible oh my god #NOBODY KNOWS HOW TO FUCKING LISTENNNNNN #i hate when i’m the only person doing my job and other people get mad at me #also i have FOOD POISONING 😭#also x2 someone apparently pulled a gun out in class at my school on thursday and the admins did nothing #it was deemed a ‘non-issue’ or something like that #that’s a child with a weapon in a neighbourhood where NOBODY needs a weapon #this is just the worst #i need a sweet treat

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zevrra · 21 days ago

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—his needs

god, it had been too damn long.

his patience for this overdrawn stakeout was wearing thin, borderline close to snapping, as his hunger for you grew more and more. joel had gone far too long without you and while he sat, hiding inside some building for days, waiting and waiting for a signal to clear out, he damn near could’ve lost his mind. watching, waiting, begging for any sign of a replacement. for all he could think about was you as he peered through a window on this foggy morning.

could only think of your pretty smile and the soft twinkle in your eye when he would walk into a room. the love you had for him, when he didn’t deserve it. the sweet smell of your hair and skin. the taste of your lips on his while his hands grabbed your waist. kneading, gripping the thick of your thighs and ass, feeling you moan into his mouth.

fuuuuuck.

joel stares at the bulge in his pants. goddammit what was he? a teenager having his first wet dream? he groans at the feeling of his cock straining against his jeans, bites his bottom lip as he’s slowly untucking his shirt.

this was one of his worst ideas yet.

didn’t stop him from grabbing a handful of the front of his jeans, squeezing his stiff cock beneath. a hiss slipping through his teeth as he’s undoing his belt as fast as he can now. and god does he have to be fast with it. even if he were hidden in the corner of this little room he’s been stuck in for days, he needed to be quick.

he’s bunching his shirt up, shrugging down his jeans and boxers to his thighs, and grabbing ahold of his twitching cock. his hand smooths across his head with a groan, using any built up precum to wet the rest of his shaft. where he then fucks into his fist and fast. the image of you, on your knees, before him with your mouth wide open is burned into the back of his eyelids. his chest heaves with every quick stroke of his calloused hand. vision of you sucking his tip with those pretty eyes looking up at him forces him to bite his bottom lip.

joel throws his head back with a deep grunt. hips snapping quickly as he tightens his grip across his throbbing cock. your name tastes sweeter than sugar on his tongue as it falls from his lips in his feverish high while he plays out this little fantasy. just as he imagines your mouth wrapping around his entire cock, all the way to his base, giving him all he needs to finish. “fuck!” he barks as he comes. his orgasm crashing through him like a hot wave. forcing himself to hold back a needy whine as he ropes out every last ounce of his climax as he can.

and as he comes down from the heat of his orgasm, his brown eyes look at the mess he’s made in his hand. panting as he stares at the sticky, white smeared cum across his palm and fingers.

dammit. he needed to clean up and get back home to you. his hand wasn’t damn near enough.

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epicfirestormer · 1 month ago

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Why did he think that was a good idea to say

#no because like what was going through eurylochus' head when he decided this #''hm my captain is quiet today which is uncharacteristic of him. we are also going through a dark mysterious possibly dangerous cave.#This is Definitely the best time for me to confess that I betrayed him and went against his direct orders.''#like oh my gOD EURYLOCHUS you have horrible timing #could he have NOT waited for them to finish going through the lair of scylla before telling odysseus that #a genuine wonder how the crew has lasted so long if it werent for odysseus #like. the first decision the crew made after committing a mutiny led them to their DOOM. after being warned by Ody that it was a bad idea.#Odysseus really is the only reasons the 600 men had survived as long as they did during the trojan war #odysseus #the odyssey #eurylochus #eurylocus epic #odysseus epic #epic the musical #the fire burns #the fire crackles with joy

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serendipitous-mage · 5 months ago

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AHAHAAHAHJAAJSBSMDJDNDKMXBWHXI???1??!?!!??

#WHEEZING #I CANT YALL IM DYING #YOU CAN DO MANY THINGS WITH THE BUTT-BOUNCE #omfg #im losing it. i am Losing it #pacman #pacman world 2 #this would prime streaming material im talking to myself a lot as play but to do that id have to sit in chair and then id have to shower #and i dont wana ;u;#anyway i remembered that the flinstones bowling game exists yesterday #and found it today - it was on ps1 not on computer as i feared #so i found it!!!!#and remembered WAY more of the dialogue/sound queues than i thought i did-which was already a lot #i got all da pins (ง•̀_•́)ง #other than 2 in the final bonus stage cos oH MY GOD????#THE *CAMERA* THE *BULL* THE FUCKING *SNAKES* NOT WORKING TO GET YOU ONTO LEDGES LIKE THEYRE SPOSED TO HALF THE TIME #when i unlocked the first bonus and saw the map/title card screen i was like 'ohno...oh i remember being horrible at this..'#but then it wasnt that bad #cos i was thinking of yOU final bonus rounnd FUCK YOU #EUARGH #its fine im fine im chill im normal #also this is my post so i can ramble in the tags all i want ha #ive always been So so enamoured with old games #that load in chunks and have horrible misaligned textures that are a little blurry cos theyre scaled up #the bowling game is a Prime example of that cos the map is constantly moving forward lMAO so its like .. half a screen of map #and then just VOID that will eventually load in another chunk of half a map as it gets closer but always the Void #stupidass little seagulls too i love them #gop think drag queens are radicalizing us? no...no the capitalistic asshole boss in the flinstones bedrock bowling circa 2000 radicalized m #anyway pacman is FAR too fucking agile in this game its offputting #and the SLIDEY back and forth he does everywhere ooooh my lorde

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swagging-back-to · 7 days ago

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the way literally every fucking person has been REPULSIVE about euthanasia lately.

#they just crawl out of the woodwork #'oh spiralingbackto is grieving? time to get all the way on my bullshit and make her life literally horrible'#i cant count on one hand the maount of people who have sneered and said gross when i said im putting my mouse down.#i cant count how many people told me to just give them rat poison; to drown them; or to give them antifreeze.#'im not trying to be rude but why not just give them rat poison' ok well youre being extremely fucking rude. shut your goddamn mouth.#'im not trying to be rude but have you considered giving your infant with pneumonia bleach? yknow.. just end it?' that's what you sound lik #i cant count how many people have laughed.#even at the fucking vets office i could hear through the door a bunch of vet techs go up and say 'oh ew! even looking at it is grossing me #out! oh my god is that a mouse! gross!'#and my personal favorite i heard while i was sitting there crying over my mouse dying was 'im so sick of this seriously this is my third #today. im so about to just say screw it and not taking anyone else in today. had two #euths before lunch and now this? im so over it'#while literally laughing.#which was incredible to know that was the people surrounding my mouse as she died.#those are the people she was with in her last minutes.#and then they handed her to me wrapped in a fucking puppy pad.#(im already looking into different exotic vets to go to next time bc im not going back there)#but it isnt even just about my mice because when i put my cat down suddenly #one of my roommates was saying such dsgusting things.#i dont even remmeber what exactly because it was too distressing #most ive gotten is a 'ohhh how sad' this entire time !! :)#or people telling me about how they put their animals down and how im being a burden by causing them to remember it #:)#it would be nice to have even a single person in my real life who gives half a shit about me

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kaisollisto · 1 month ago

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#tko_art #hahah wrong eye shape #hers is more droopy and less awakey #wow colors suck #really hard #but i've noticed it doesn't feel like my brain is going to explode everytime I try to determine color and values #i kind of got too tired and wanted to giv eup so no tear drop #which made me sad because i did want to try that #but back hurts #gotta go to bed to fight god tomorrow/today #i love rendering skin tones #they're so much fun #lovely love #I have accidentally locked in #suddenly every single moment of time that i'm not spending to do art is unappealing and so damaging #i'm psyching myself out of doing things I know will give me instant gratification and will make me pretty happy for whattttttttt #it's kinda depressing #If i think about it too hard it's just a constant cycle of oh god this is it for the rest of my life #so no thinking it is!#blegh this seems so silly and trivial #i hope nobody reads this shit #i'd have to kill myself or something #im never gonna stop thinking about how i didnt say i loved you back #and it haunts me #and i cant stop thinking about what u said to me #and even tho u didnt say it harshly i cant stop my mind from running away from me #and theres something horribly wrong with me that i need to gouge out #i hope u never read this #i didnt want to be (x) how fucked up is that #i wish i wasnt like this i wish i didnt have to learn how to live with trauma i wish i was normal

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sandpapersnowman · 14 days ago

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I had been worried that cutting my dad off and distancing myself from him would put me in a difficult position with his side of the family but I've actually reconnected with a couple family members over how shitty he's been and it turns out I'm not the first one to stop talking to him, he's been blocked by like two of my aunts And my cousin

#my cousin texted me out of nowhere yesterday and we've been chatting which has been really nice #and I asked her like btw did my dad send you to talk to me and shes like oh God no I haven't talked to him since he got drunk and rampaged #and I was like oh which time and she's like the one a couple months ago and I was like ayy me too lmao #so! turns out the only person who is straining and breaking familial relationships is him 🤔#not that he'll ever see the pattern that his sister and aunt and two of his nieces AND his ex wife/baby mama AND his own kid #have told him to get his shit together and stop being an asshole to everyone #but yknow #if he stopped drinking it'd solve 25% of his problems and therapy would solve another 50%#but he refuses to stop drinking or listen to anyone but other brainwashed trumpheads so! fuck 'im #dad mention #alcohol mentioned #anyway. feeling better about my choice to stop talking to him #he went off on my mom today and called her a lot of horrible things and accused her of leading him on #when she has actively been telling him since they got divorced TEN YEARS AGO that nothing is ever happening w them again #but since he doesn't listen to her he didn't hear it and just dug his pity party hole deeper #anyway. back to my night having a nice time and having a good relationship with basically everyone else in my family #unlike some people 🍵 🐸

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mulders-too-large-shirt · 2 months ago

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just finished el mundo gira and i thought it was like. comically bad. sorry to any el mundo gira stans, but tomorrow's writeup will have some hater energy.

#sometimes we need to let ourselves be haters. it is a truth rarely acknowledged. but you know it to be true.#just sitting here wondering wtf i watched #their weird fucking heads 😭😭😭#usually when i see a bad episode i try to find an angle to enjoy it from but today we've got nothing #but the sheer absurdity of which was daring bold and camp in concept and a bummer in execution #there are three main kinds of bad txf episode #the first is “oh my god why did no one tell them this was a terribly offensive thing to put on TV” (genderbender or excelsis dei)#or “oh my god this is horrifically out of character” (3 or certain episodes from late s2 where they are always arguing)#and the 3rd kind are the just boring episodes #here we got offensive while trying to deliver some sort of message (i think?) AND boring!#a unique and unprecedented combo!#lmao man. lmfao even #it was just. not good.#usually with the horribly offensive ones i am at least invested in the plot in a sort of “can't look away from a train wreck” sense #but here i was just like. okay. what do you want me to say.#LMAO it was just not very good!! i am a lover enough to hate the things i love sometimes.#it is not my least fave of all time tho... perhaps i shall make a ranking on those. the ones i will never ever watch again.#but i would say it places into my worst 10... maybe? i think so. yeah. at least my worst 15.

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angelstrawbabie420 · 2 months ago

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grief will have you saying shit like goddamn and fuck maybe the abuse was worth it

#ive made this post before i just cant find it and it’s all im feeling rn #god i miss my parents so fucking much even though they were the cause of SO MANY of my problems that idk if i’ll ever heal from #but navigating life w this grief and without their support- however little it was- feels like hell #but the abuse felt like hell too.#ive said it before but i was JUST getting to a place where i felt i could stand up for myself and knock down thwir shit a few pegs. or at #least become more resistant to it #i saw a future with them in it for the first time in my LIFE #and it was bc i’d done SO MUCH FUCKING WORK. and now i feel like it was all so fucking useless #it’d be easier if i was still in the phase of anger i was at like 19 #but i’d processed that quite a bit and was trying to move on #FUCK. i had made SO much goddamn progress right before my mom got sick #then everything went down the toilet cus i cannot fucking have anything #it’s so unfair. i wish i could at least redo the last 3 years of my life #i would’ve done things so much different but i was so traumatized and still so angry and bitter and trying to preserve myself #ive come to the realization tjat the person i am today did not exist back then and therefore i shouldnt beat myself up bc it literally wasnt #available to me. i couldnt have done anythimg different bc i was in such a state of survival #and truthfully ive grown a lot since then even if im still in the trenches #the timeline of my entire life has been so fucking unfair #and i dont know how to reconcile any of it i dont know how to cope with my worst fears coming true #and i mean worst fears. even the way they passed. spot on to my worst fears #i despised what they did to me but i still didnt see life without them until i was at least 30 #it was all so sudden and quick and shocking #yeah they were horrible parents but i was a horrible kid too. maybe i straight up just deserved that shit #and i’d go back to that and seeing a future with them in an instant #over this bullshit #it’s so hard. and then losing all my pets too at the SAME TIME. all my babies #everything that i loved ripped away from me in the span of MONTHS #it’s all too much. l oh fucking l. no wonder im 3 shots deep at fucking 3 pm #it just hurts so bad. so fucking bad.

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stemacademics · 2 months ago

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small update

ok so um I got my number theory paper today, and the TA had cut marks for me because i left the answer at 66^2 and not 4356 (fermat's little theorem) 😔 I even wrote the full proof

my friend told me I should mail the TA about this, I got 14/20 and should be getting 17or18/20 😔

scores aside, number theory is so much fun, so much fun. the only good thing here is that I know the concepts well, and I fully knew the paper (still fucked it up, because I'm so frickin slow while writing and time). and it hurts worse because there's not enough proof that validates my knowledge. which in turn makes me question if i actually do have any.

I am, in general, a person who does well in concepts but screws up the exams (70% of the time) and I'm trying, I'm trying to get myself out of this "exam paniK" that I often spiral into, just minutes before the exam. I hope I change and grow; I hope, I hope.

#im so sorry for this meltdown once again #so sorry #and for the paper - many people got 20 #it was actually a very easy paper and yes 20 was doable #even i could've gotten a 20 had i not screwed up the way i did #and i feel so bad to even say “had i not screwed up...” the excuse sounds horrible to my ears #well what is done is done #i can only try better next time #this course might just end up being the easiest to get an A #let's hope that I don't fuck up this one too #after seeing my paper i just returned it and came back #and my friend was like “ok. why did u not ask them why you've lost so much when the concepts are all right there on your paper?”#and i was like “um so should i ask them?” she went “YES.”#but by the time i went back to the hall the TAs had left so i have to mail mine now #and im very worried that she wouldn't change the current grading #last time i missed an A in math by 1/2 marks and i don't want the same thing to happen this time 😔😔#oh god ONE good thing can help me right now please #ru's trying #JUST 1 good thing #just give me ONE #i was so out of sorts today i slept for ~5 hours during the day and missed my calc class #i deliberately missed it though bc i wasn't feeling up to mark #i regret not going but my brain simply said no we're not there atm so maybe it was for the better #once again im so so SO sorry for the meltdowns lately #it's been bad rains and cloudy days in my head for a while now #i hope for the sun soon

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vettelcore · 9 months ago

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people with outdoor cats be like: yes my cat came back home half dead, caught hiv, is full of parasites and sometimes has gone missing for weeks but i don't care bc at least the cat is free and not locked inside like selfish people do!!!

#i cannot fucking stress this enough PLEASE do not let your cats roam outside freely if you care about them #if they're used to going outside leash them!!!!#the amount of cats we get at the clinic who come almost dead/with horrible wounds bc they're allowed to be outside is insane #not to mention how many run over cats i see where i live #they could get attacked by other animals too #like its just not worth it #we had to put down a cat today after the owners found her almost dead with an INSANE infection bc she had ruptured her intestines #her hip was shattered too #looked like probably some asshole kicked her #and the owners were like oh we had just buried one of our other cats the other day after she got attacked by another animal #and im just standing there like ?????? and that's normal to you??????#oh but at least the cats can climb trees though 🤪#remember the dude i talked about a while ago who brought his cat in honestly the worst condition I've ever seen?#covered in poop vomit piss and fuck knows what else?#that had a colony of cats all infected with FelV bc he refuses to vax them?#yeah this woman was a family member btw #thank FUCK he didn't come today because that would've been a shitshow #all things considered at least this woman seems to be... not absolutely fucking insane? i guess?#but anyway she kept saying how it was sudden! and how the cat was perfectly fine last night!#oh my gOD that cat had maggots eating her from the inside that doesn't happen overnight #cats are tough and will hide a lot of pain but can't you just tell the truth???#you either didn't care enough to bring this poor baby earlier or you just noticed now what had happened to her

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gothoevsky · 2 months ago

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fellas is it ok to cry over having to take ur pronouns out of ur bio on discord cause u gave it to an irl friend and aren’t out of the closet irl and never ever will be

#aka college friend and it’s a christian campus #and i’ve spent my entire life pretending except online but now i get to pretend online also and it’s kinda sort of really depressing me :)#today was pretty not great and this really topped it off sorry if this is oh so dramatic but god #im really tired and just. done. i think i wanna die lol!#it would be better than doing a cishet cosplay all my life #in order to keep the people around me Tolerating me #it’s like my hashtag safe space has been breached yknow i can’t retreat anywhere #the shame and hatred is never ending #aaaand. off to church tn. to a horribly homophobic church on campus.#not to vent on main but i’ve hated myself to incredibly much lately and this really made it worse ngl #vent /

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truecorvid · 3 months ago

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nooooooo i have work tomorrow cries and cries and cries and cries and cries forever

#teeth.txt #i over extended myself last week and have been feeling like a horrible beaft ever since #my bf has been very kind and patient as i refuse to leave the apartment or use any coping skills #i did both of those things today but it took some work lol #anyways i think probably going out an doing something all day even if it is working #probably good for me right now #oh god i haven't made egg salad for my lunches #ok dragging myself out of bed to do that in a few minutes i guess #anyways i kind of hate my job but it does pay me a cool $19 an hour which is nice #scared a little bit of getting stuck there forever but also i'm thinking abt going to trade school next year so u know. probably i will not #ugh graduating college kind of sucks. wdym everything is different now? wdym i have to think about my future?#anyways. just trying to save money rn i guess. i have more in my savings than i ever have before which is kind of nice #ugh also i have to think abt transition related things -_- that's soooo complicated and lame

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crimeronan · 2 years ago

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ooh girl when the hunter n princess luz codependency turns awful and fraught....

#OOH GIRL WHEN THEY BOTH SAY THINGS. OOH GOD. CRAB BUCKET ANTICS ARE HAPPENING #this particular thing wasn't in my outline but it hurts so bad it's. it's gotta stay. oh god.#almost certainly not finishing the chapter today but may reblog this with a snippet in a bit. ooh god.#toh #horrible mindscape trauma pals #princess luz AU

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