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who let them work a case. who did that

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Something I've been thinking about lately is how Dean canonically wasn't an angry child/young adult. The show makes it very clear that Sam was the angry one, not Dean. Sam is completely thrown when Dean reacts aggressively to him after his comment about Mary in the pilot. Sam doesn't recognize Dean and his anger after John's death in season two. I don't know what I'm trying to say; it's just interesting that we see Dean at the cusp of his anger from the beginning of the series. We only get snapshots of him as a child: cocky, yeah, but not explosive. Overall, he's gentle, almost reserved as a kid. John's disappearance/abandonment in season one and his death in season two really is the trigger for Dean’s unraveling. He's been holding back his emotions for so long to protect the people he loves, but he just can't take it anymore. The series really is just Dean’s tighter and tighter spiral toward becoming the angry man.

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Dean

anfjsjdj twink dean <333

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July 2002— 31 days left. But who’s counting?

Substack Link // AO3 Link

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shirt that says my childhood drags behind me like a dead body

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dean was leaving sam drunk voicemails like this when he went to stanford

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what if sam just thinks that salt burns everyone a little bit

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supernatural summer camp slasher

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Alright was no one going to tell me that in the middle of the Nevada desert is an old cemetery that contains the bodies of a bunch of miners who died in a fire and next door is a haunted clown motel

Why are we still setting horror movies in generic Victorian houses in the woods when this is a real place in the world

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AO3 LINK:

"Happy graduation, douchebag," I said, opening the fridge for a beer. Dad got another few six packs yesterday, and I plan on going through one tonight. "Would've been nice if you bothered to show up, but I get it. Mr. Joe College has more important things to do."

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A poem about Dean's...let's say complicated relationship with his dad. SO fucked up that he knew his dad was possessed bc he said he was proud of him!!!

Transcribed below the cut:

I HAVE FAITH IN YOU.

is a manipulation

an attempt to denigrate

my free will.

I HAVE NO FAITH IN YOU.

is a measure of trust

that I will remain

through the challenge 

of loving you.

I am held to a standard

that I cannot understand

and you cannot explain:

What is a man?

Where is the world?

Who is father, is brother,

is mother, is son?

You had faith 

that I would not trust,

but I’m sorry, father,

I did.

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i think if stanford era dean had one wish it wouldn’t be to get out of the life. i think that’d be a foregone conclusion in his mind already. i think he’d wish not to die alone

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stanford era dean in little fuzzy socks and his boxers stretching in the morning and eating a bowl of cereal and genuinely feeling so many things about it because it's nice to be able to eat his own lucky charms but also sam's not there to ask for his bowl and dad's not there to tell him no and it's just him and his wonky reflection in the silver of his spoon

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Something I've been thinking about lately is how Dean canonically wasn't an angry child/young adult. The show makes it very clear that Sam was the angry one, not Dean. Sam is completely thrown when Dean reacts aggressively to him after his comment about Mary in the pilot. Sam doesn't recognize Dean and his anger after John's death in season two. I don't know what I'm trying to say; it's just interesting that we see Dean at the cusp of his anger from the beginning of the series. We only get snapshots of him as a child: cocky, yeah, but not explosive. Overall, he's gentle, almost reserved as a kid. John's disappearance/abandonment in season one and his death in season two really is the trigger for Dean’s unraveling. He's been holding back his emotions for so long to protect the people he loves, but he just can't take it anymore. The series really is just Dean’s tighter and tighter spiral toward becoming the angry man.

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Dark Angel 2x11 The Berrisford Agenda