#vent /

[angeljpg]

self proclaimed n*zis will write entire manifestos about how [insert marginalized groups here] are the scum of the earth and then kill them in a mass shooting in hopes of inspiring others to do the same but won’t even be charged with a hate crime, yet luigi killed one (1) man and he’s being charged with terrorism? it’s scary how blatantly the government protects the rich and puts their interests over all else jfc. they’re making the class divide look so much more obvious.

[foldingfittedsheets]

So two coworkers called out sick- one was sick yesterday and didn’t mask despite knowing they were sick and knowing I’d be coming in.

Their only concession was staying away from the desk but I gotta say, I would have appreciated a mask more, and so would customers this person helped I’m sure.

Then I found out that our manager had told them, “Don’t tell FFS that you’re sick.” And like. First off it was 1000% obvious but also why would you ask them to lie to me when my health is a risk factor? Why hide that?

So I’m annoyed by that but I close the store alone and my sick coworker went home. Today I got my only day at the big store yanked to work the little store all alone today.

Then a tech came in to fix our speakers after I begged the manager to leave them broken until after the holidays so I would t have to listen to Christmas music. Super ironic because he didn’t even know they were broken because he never works the little store.

He’s on my fuckin’ shitlist, lemme tell ya.

[chrysalismoblivion]

@sinslythingzrambles

“you’re so chill” thanks i grew up around people that did not care about my opinion so i simply do not express it even if i am uncomfortable

[persefida]

So... yeah.

It has been really stressful for the past few months. I gained some weight because eating helps me with bearing these 8 hours.

I stopped working on my next Starbound animatic because I need way more time to rest.

I sleep less because I don't want the next working day to start.

I'm sorry that there was way less arts lately. All my time goes to keep my mental health stable.

Who wants to dance with me raise your hand!

[deadbeatfox]

Call me manipulative, but I want someone to reach their hand out to me when I start to walk away.

I want to feel like I'm worth running after. I want to feel like I'm wanted.

[theunwrittengirl]

[scarlett-autumn]

But it was nagging me

[wolfsteax]

[theheavenlybat]

If everyone always leaves what’s the point in staying.

[icyimp]

I hate how bpd makes me extremely impulsive and I act on it and think what I’m doing is what I want but then when it hits me and the impulsivity dies down.

I realise I’m not ready for whatever choice I’ve made or sure if want whatever it is.

It’s even worse if others are involved, it makes me feel like an awful person.

[manifestingmodel]

Me yesterday at my mum’s birthday.

To be fair - it’s such a skewed situation. I just wanted to be there for her and I wanted to be ignored. It seems like everybody had a problem with me keeping to myself but like…as someone who is adopted I just never fit into the family. And I’m so much older now. It’s not going to happen all of a sudden.

Watching my cousins and other relatives interact was fine - I actually preferred it. But then my father and mum made me so uncomfortable by airing out my business in front of the very people who openly judge me.

This is exhausting. I feel bad for saying this. I feel like it makes me sound so awful but…I cannot wait until I am no longer tied down to these people and I’m no longer obligated to be made a form of “entertainment” at these events.

I’m a human being. Not a prop.

I just wanted to enjoy my dinner in peace and be there for my mum. I didn’t sign up for everything else that followed.

I’m exhausted. Yes, I said it twice.

[fucktoyfelix]

Honestly my big problem with all the sex work subscription services isnt the 20% they take. (That commission is worth the service they provide hosting and managing payments imo)

Its always the damned tos! They always ban cnc, outdoor, hypnosis, etc. I understand its hard to moderate if something happening is actually legal...but they also always ban piss, scat, and blood, including menstrual blood. Which, I don't have any interest in creating...but its clear the policies are based on purintan ideas of disgust and not about safety.

So im toying with the idea of creating my own subscription service site so I can just freely post the realistic cnc, drugging and hypnosis shit that I'm actually passionate about.

[finsrcool]

they want you to “recover” but call you fat when you finally eat. What kind of logic is that?

What am I supposed to listen to?

[blaire-beast]

Sweetness, sweetness i was only joking when i said I'd like to

Smash every tooth in your head

Oh sweetness, sweetness i was only joking when i said by rights

You should be bludgeoned in your bed

[gorebonk]

Sorry but thank you tumblr for not being negative and horrible about Boq like every social media with an algorithm is doing rn. It's all fun and games until I can't find content for my favourite character anywhere without wading through 90% people saying how much they hate him or mocking him or insulting me for liking him