#i wish i was normal

[virtualplushy]

my ability to be scared despite literally nothing happening knows no bounds

[bloodyrosesnthorns]

I'm sorry mom.

[suprrsilly]

Metalocalypse makes me so happy I lowk cry about it sometimes.

[redvelvetcult]

190705 Breakthrough

[asliv0silver]

MY FRIEND WHO DOESNT WATCH SHAMELESS SENT THIS AND I WAS LIKE “GALLAVICH REFERENCE?’ 🤯🤯🤯

[pokidot]

i miss you guys

[sweetlittlestarbursts]

Me: Ahhh, the good ole days, when i was still a female, i liked dudes, and my life was normal~

The "good ole days" in question: *internal screaming, throwing up, kicking, biting, hissing, scratching, external screaming, repeat*

[endlessmidnights]

I want to be one of two things:

normal or dead…

preferably dead, but beggars can’t be choosers

[bloodyrosesnthorns]

i want to drench my arms in blood but then i remember i have to hide them and i don’t even feel like it.

[cherisigloo]

i wish i was a normal girl

[rottedg1rl]

[crguang]

sorry if i’m slow with requests i am going through Things and it’s affecting my ability to write a lot, but know that every request i get will be done even past june 7th like every request i get before that will eventually be written and posted and im doing my best to make them nice for you all ok thank u love u

[mashedpotatosinacup]

Physically sick thinking about The Character

[ahhfyck]

this is how i cope with the death of the park bench…

[xnastkaxvv]

Odcinek

Próbowaliście kiedyś nie spać cała noc?

Kiedy jutro nigdy nie nadeszło,

A wczoraj nigdy się nie skończyło.

Tak jak by sen wyzwalał iluzje naszego życia na ciasne odcinki,

Przez co nie możemy dostrzec całości

Czy to nie jest zastanawiające?

[thepantyraids]

I can always tell when a neurotypical person knows something is off putting about me (I’m audhd) but they don’t know I am. It’s always so blatantly obvious that they know and want to get away from me but “they don’t want to be rude”. For example whenever I speak to a NT person, they will become uninterested in what I say so they will stare at everything but my face when I’m masking & making direct eye contact with them, they will speak over me, not allow me to finish my train of thought and finally they will change the conversation to something completely surface level/materialistic bc they are unable to comprehend what I just said. However if another non autistic person is in the room with us, they will not behave that way towards them. It’s so upsetting that even in adulthood I’m subtlety being bullied for being autistic. I feel like an alien in my own body and life. Everyone else got the playbook of how to follow the social rules to survive with one another and I never learned.