#i wish i could disappear
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my life is so easy rn why the fuck do i get so fucking depressed and relapse i hate myself
#vent#tw vent#cw vent#tw sh related#cw sh implied#might delete later#i hope u guys arent uncomfortable with my vent posts#i just i cant fucking do this#i wish i could disappear
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#i feel so. pathetic#stagnant and rotting#im..... sso tired. so so tired.#i wish i could disappear#i wish i could stop#i wish it all would just. sstop#so many people would be affected by it i know#but i just. im.....#......i still just want to die#im so tired. everything hurts. its all so fucking hard. i....#....i-i can't do it#positive thinking and all that and i shouldn't say shit like that but i. I.... I can't#I can't do it#its so hard to want to keep going for anything#no reason feels like enough#not anything or anyone#i just can't do it#there's too much. There's too much and I'm so bad at asking for help and there's too much and nobody is close enough to do anything anyway#And everybody is struggling too much to help me anyway and. And#I....#...........im so tired.........#i can't do this much longer#i can't. i can't i can't i can't
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they forgot my diet coke when I picked up food and I just cried in my car about it
#nothing bad is even happening to me I just feel so sad and lonely this week#i wish i could disappear#mine#personal
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I have wanted to disappear since elementary but not in a kms way. Just my own safe little bubble where no one can harm me, other, or even themselves. Where it could all be good and genuinely loving...a life worth living for. ( ´・・)ノ(._.`)
Anon, thus beautiful and we should all be so lucky to have the chance to disappear at times!
I dream about this, as well. But I'd disappear into the woods, a little cabin, off the grid and out of mind. Living my best life in sync with the sunlight and to the sound of birds ♡
A life worth living means something different to everyone, but I'd like to be free to chose and change my mind whenever I feel!
Thank you for this ♡
#beautiful#i wish i could disappear#just to experience being free#thank you for your secrets#answered
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I was tired all day and now I'm not at midnight AGAIN and I'm lonely and sick of fucking complaining I wish I had the balls to do smth about it
#txt#i wish i could disappear#i wish i wasnt born lol#i was born for nothing ive done nothing ive ruined all my relationships#people juat LIE#just*#whats the fucking point#this prolly sounds so naive and all that#but fuck bro#i dont want to do this#tw#idk i feel bad#i feel baaaaaddddd#but who#who can i even talk to anymore#best friend is off with the fairies and im not interested in trying anymore#ive given so many chances#to fix it#this must be how my ex felt LOL#i dont want to live without him#fr what the fuck#fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck#and i know people here may be triggered by this so im sincerely sorry#but i cant#i cant focus on anything else at night#why did my tiredness disappear#why cant i get over it#i just wanna skip tome#time*
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Please don’t get close to me when you’re just gonna leave
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Oh my god, I didn’t ask to be alive.
#shut the fuck up venus#I’m having the worst day and I just wanna get on a plane and LEAVE#i wish i could disappear
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#I wish I could disappear#just like. drop everything everyone and become unreachable#be someone else#or something
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just found out my friends are now talking crap about me behind my back because of my spongebob hyperfixation!!! wowsokind!!!
#i love spongebob#my friends hate me#this is the worst#i wish i could disappear#tumblr fyp#hyperfixation#spongebob squarepants#im done
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#i'm feeling again like no one would ever give a shit about what i have to say#i don't want to be here#i don't want to be a burden#i don't want to be anything#i wish i could disappear
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i hate everything about myself right now.
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What’s wrong?
can’t find it in me to care about anything, feel there is nothing to look forward to, a general sense of personal grief
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I hate being so irritated that I’m holding back tears, and I hate that that’s the only time I cry
#mentally drained#irritated#why am i this way#sorry for being depressing#i hate me so much#depressing shit#tw depressing stuff#tw depressing thoughts#mental problems#anxitey#mental health#tw sui ideation#might kms#i wish i could disappear#why do i exist#i can’t be helped#why do i do this to myself#i hate ppl#just fuck off#you’re on your own kid#you’re losing me#just let me go#why do you hate me#am i the only who does this?#i cant do this#i cant help it#im a loser#who does this#i wish i could cry#why am i crying
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I can't help but think that everyone would be better off without me, it's a thought I try to ignore, but it's always in the back of my mind.
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#god i wish i could talk to someone abt how i feel. but the only people i can talk to are the ones who are making me feel this way#my sister really wants me to move out and find myself but then id just be alone in this state. i dont have amy other family or friends here#and i would never want to move back to california. too many unhappy feelings and being around my mom would probably just make me feel worse#i wish i could talk to my roommates about how i feel but i think one will get mad at me and the other will shut down again#i want to feel happy and normal so bad but i just feel so sad and alone all the time#whats wrong with my brain. i wish i could just take something and make this all go away#im so tired of crying. at least my roommates cant hear me rn#if only i ciuld just disappear. i guess im not doing well if being at work makes me feel more happy and wanted than i am at home#i would actually love to work over 40 hours rn. being there at least gets my mind off things.#when im there im not sitting around all the time crying or being mute.#ash rambles#i wish i knew what to do. where to go so i can feel happy again#i should feel happy. im not struggling with money. i have friends who mostly care about me. my job isnt terrible#yet it doesnt feel good. i dont feel happy. instead i just think about all the ways im not good enough. i dont deserve any of this#i wish i could disappear#get consumed in the deep ocean or something#that would be nice.
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Nobody to talk to, nobody cares.
Todays the anniversary of my best friends death….and I’m not okay…I miss him. I don’t know if I wanna see everyone’s faces tonight.
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