#i wish i could disappear

[endlessmidnights]

I walk into a room and immediately think of all the potential ways to kill myself that exist there

[ossydrawsthingz335]

my life is so easy rn why the fuck do i get so fucking depressed and relapse i hate myself

[lucyvaleheart]

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[snixx]

I can't do this anymore:)

[vampiradyke]

they forgot my diet coke when I picked up food and I just cried in my car about it

[hersurvival]

I have wanted to disappear since elementary but not in a kms way. Just my own safe little bubble where no one can harm me, other, or even themselves. Where it could all be good and genuinely loving...a life worth living for. ( ´･･)ﾉ(._.`)

Anon, thus beautiful and we should all be so lucky to have the chance to disappear at times!

I dream about this, as well. But I'd disappear into the woods, a little cabin, off the grid and out of mind. Living my best life in sync with the sunlight and to the sound of birds ♡

A life worth living means something different to everyone, but I'd like to be free to chose and change my mind whenever I feel!

Thank you for this ♡

[clits-and-clips]

I was tired all day and now I'm not at midnight AGAIN and I'm lonely and sick of fucking complaining I wish I had the balls to do smth about it

[travel-to-my-daydreams]

Sometimes I just don't care anymore. The thing is, is that I do care but it hurts too much because I do. It hurts to care about things. The world, its people, not all but a good amount can so easily make me feel like nothing. That everything I care about is nothing. They make me feel hopeless. My family makes me feel hopeless too sometimes. I just don't want to care anymore. I just want to disappear and never be found.

caring is important, but why does it have to hurt so much?

[belle-theuglybeauty]

Please don’t get close to me when you’re just gonna leave

[endlessmidnights]

I have no reason to live but no energy to kill myself

[hiddles-in-the-dark]

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[localcryptideli]

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[lucckitty-333]

never feeling like i belong anywhere

never feeling like im enough

im always an extra

someone that doesnt matter whether or not theyre there

the puzzle is complete and im an extra piece that has no place

[maryreadings]

i hate everything about myself right now.

[a-realm-of-thoughts]

Vent from 10-31-23

"I see my failures in your eyes"

A lyric from “Masterpiece” by Motionless In White

Failure...A feeling that can tear one down with no remorse...

A feeling I feel towards myself and others, something within me I can visualize even by staring into a mirror. It sucks but there's so much shit in my mind I want to say towards others and how I've felt for so long.

I don't know how to feel about anything anymore, what to do. Its just a mix of anxiety, anger and negative thoughts filling my mind on a daily basis, tearing me down with the little support that's there but even then its stressful on that side as well...making me feel worse for putting others in that situation..

If only I could just tell others how I truly feel about this wave of fucking pressure so it could get off my shoulder's and give me some sort of hope..

Would it truly though, give hope..? What if everything goes wrong yet again and I fall back to how it all started?

[starkcregan]

What’s wrong?

can’t find it in me to care about anything, feel there is nothing to look forward to, a general sense of personal grief