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lucyvaleheart · 7 months ago

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#i feel so. pathetic #stagnant and rotting #im..... sso tired. so so tired.#i wish i could disappear #i wish i could stop #i wish it all would just. sstop #so many people would be affected by it i know #but i just. im.....#......i still just want to die #im so tired. everything hurts. its all so fucking hard. i....#....i-i can't do it #positive thinking and all that and i shouldn't say shit like that but i. I.... I can't #I can't do it #its so hard to want to keep going for anything #no reason feels like enough #not anything or anyone #i just can't do it #there's too much. There's too much and I'm so bad at asking for help and there's too much and nobody is close enough to do anything anyway #And everybody is struggling too much to help me anyway and. And #I....#...........im so tired.........#i can't do this much longer #i can't. i can't i can't i can't

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silverkit · 5 months ago

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the girls 2

i did the dark riders too, why not. erissa is not here because my brain stopped at nihili during the emo justin quests

i went a bit more free handed this time, some choices are only for fun. as always, unneeded design explanation in the tags

part 1

#sso #ssoblr #star stable online #i wanted to keep the old hoods but also let them have their own distinct looks #so i did the next best thing - masks #for sabine i did an unholy amalgamation of a equestrian jacket and a vague military uniform #and her helmet is inspired by red hood #sabine got turned from a stuck up equestrian girl to a butch biker for some reason #so i wanted to convey a “serious woman with a mean streak” vibe #she kept her makeup that i turned red instead of lilac #jessica is less “draco malfoy” and more “im going to cut your tires when you're not looking”#and for her mask i decided to do something akin to a gas mask because why not #katya's outfit is merged from her old jacket and the dress thing #shes spiky. she reminds me of icicles #and her mask is a skull thing because of her “ice witch” affiliation #sabine looks like a power ranger. good for her #silverart

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qiekzart · 6 months ago

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day 96 drawing len (and rin) until my preorder arrives

hi chat i read daughter of evil cloture of yellow and didnt cry i didnt cry i didnt cry i was fine i didnt cry i didn

requests open! ☆ 5 in inbox

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vampoth-baby · 1 year ago

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Today I do ... Nikolai agere moodboard + hcs ...

• He usually regresses very very small, but goes from 0-14 . . .

• Very hyper and energetic baby but sometimes he sleepy too . . .

^ It's hard to make the baby sleep.

• They babble and talk a lot . . . Like, everytime . . .

• Stims, shaking arms and everything all the time . . .

• Also pet regresses sometimes . . .

• Likes nicknames like "silly" "pookie bear" "wuggy wuggy" "little one" "little bird" "birdy" "birby" and some more . . .

• Loves coloring and watching funny cartoons . . .

•Probably has those little clown surprise boxes . . .

^ He likes to use it to scare Sigma when they get smoll together and she is usually scared of it . . .

#sigh im sso tired :( /nav #agere blog #vampoth baby.txt #sfw interaction only #sfw agere #bsd #bsd agere #bsd headcannons #nikolai gogol #agere nikolai #i like the lil birby :3 they are so cute . . .#we should be friends !!@#agere moodboard

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dinosaurvalley · 7 months ago

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so im leaning towards ogjoseph having lived in fort pinta as a kid, then moved away for college and come back as an adult. he traded his pickup truck for a failed thoroughbred steeplechaser and became a ranger for a good few years. he hated the snow (just like neo alien joseph) and was annoyed that he got sent to the dinosaur valley outpost where hed eventually get alien possessed and made to kill everyone there. his thoroughbred spooked and ran off when he first encountered the alien but was recaptured by the team sent out to find the rangers who went missing

#his horse’s name is dragonborn because thats my horse’s name ingame #my pc is still busted as hell so idk if i’ll be able to get into the game for screenshots #but im busy as fuck anyway so… who knows #i hate having a job lol #normal guy noises #joseph #sso ocs #this feels very stream of conscious-y #and i want to get more detailed #but im really tired rn #so i’m gonna post this and hopefully add onto it tmr #im just really tiref rn skfjsjkk

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cmentary-drive · 6 months ago

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Victor with his theraphy horse :)

cw: mentions of suicide

Victor was studying to become a doctor, deja vu of the racing college life and academic pressure led to his attempt of taking his own life.

After the failed attempt, he was reccomended to change his enviroment, reconect with nature - have some peace and calm, take his time to heal. He settled in dundull and even tho he dropped out of college - he's working as Dr. Eiren's assistant. Quiet, peacfull slow life - little pressure and doing something useful for those in need. Mistfall offered him all he needed.

#not putting much effort because im tired #but at least thats something #im so sad i dont have vetle she's so pretty :(((#still undecided about his horse's name #thoughts on fedora? any suggestions r welcome #ssoblr #star stable online #starstable #star stable tumblr #sso oc #sso #sso art #star stable art #starshine legacy #cmentary victor #my oc #victor lore

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toruq · 2 years ago

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#sso #star stable online #ssoblr #sso linda #linda chanda #linda's purple glasses #sso anne #anne von blyssen #my art #well i must be honest in that i've been spending a lot of time wishing that i would wake up in the hospital #with no responsibilities besides eat sleep and go potty #like #life is so simple in there #and i feel the same kind of tired that i do when im hooked up to morphine in an iv #but real life exists and i have to worry about relationships uni family work living in new country soon #and on top of it all #just more traumatic stuff #that #has recently been hard to process #and i have to process it for anything to get better #and for this stuff to stop happening #at least stop happening from the handful of people who cause it #but for the rest of the world #it is still fucked #its just been feeling like quite the isolating time as of late #i have me my lindas in life #but fuck i need a concorde right now.#concorde is technically self... though #i need my conscience on my side

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psychopomparia · 4 months ago

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SUNDAY DRIPPED RN. SO I JUST CASUALLY SKETCHED HIM

my quickest sketch yet

aufdhah

#im so sufcking tired #im tired and my hand was shaking #but sunday #i had to #honkai star rail #hsr sunday #sunday hsr #ari doodles #sketch #rkgk #rough sketch #sunday #hsr #yeah #im sso hpapy #ari rambles

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vellichorsdesire · 10 months ago

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whshshdgshdhdgdhdghfh f/o yearning hours

#at 5am. i know. i know….#i feel annoying talking about them to my friends rn i’m so sorry to them #i love them so muchhh whebsgdhbgshbh #idk if its the sleepiness doing this or the hyperfixtation but i wanna touch them so bad /nsx i wanna feeel them horribly close to me #wantt them ti give me kisses foreeverrr urgbhhh ughhh #maybe it’s the touchstarvedness too #mmhnnhghbnn i just miss them right noww i miss them soonmuch i dont wana get iut of bed #im sso tired f/o savee me f/o…#❥ vels ramblings

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natduskfall · 2 years ago

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My face reading the global chat

#im a confrontation averse person but i'm so tempted to argue with these losers #booohooo for the first time ever we aren't being represented or catered to :'(((((((((( i will quit the game!!!#bruh its getting tiring reading “skinny people exist too” every day #sso #sso character update

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synamins-sso · 3 months ago

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server suggestions??

i've been on chocolate cupcake (one of the NA servers) ever since i created my acc in 2015. i haven't ever really thought about switching servers, mostly because i don't really interact with other players. however, since joining ssoblr i've been wanting to find other players to chat with and make friends with. so does anyone have an NA server suggestions for me???

#sso #ssoblr #star stable online #im tired of chocolate cupcake guys #all the friends i made on there i made 2015-2018 #so none of them are active anymore

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lucyvaleheart · 7 months ago

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fuck fuck fuck fuck everything hurts so much

ii. i need help i don't know how or why from who but i can't keep this up im in so much pain i can hardly think i can't move i can't pick anything up i can't hardly walk or. fuck

i don't know why I'm posting this please just ignore it

#i can't think hard enough to remember how to. Disable share i #ugh i hate this so much i hate it i hate it #i hate dealing with this so fucking much i can't do it #i can't take this anymore goddammit i can't do it im all alone here and i don't know how to ask for help i don't know how to tell when #someone is sick of me needing help i don't know #ffuck it hurts #It hurts so much i don't know what to do #hhhhhh #all i can do is chug medication that isn't effective and lay down and cry #i can't seem to stop crying anymore #i feel so weak and defeated and I'm so. Sso tired #Im so tired #.....pplease someone help #mmake it stop

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sadie-wolfdawn · 2 years ago

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I dont want to hijack Dorian’s post OR make it sound like this is just a ssoblr issue because its not but.

Stop assuming all masc / butch women are doms. Stop assuming masc / butch women are tops. Stop assuming dom and top are synonymous.

#source: im a butch and i am tired #the whole omg sabine step on me uwu dommy mommy shit is so old lmao #dont get me wrong I think shes hot too but like. be normal lmao #ssoblr #star stable online #sso

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thecedarchronicle · 1 year ago

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i was grocery shopping with my friend today and i was feeling upset at no more comics again (plus annoyed because im running out of star coins i saved from hiatuses for the first time in like, two years but i dont want to buy any) so i was telling her about the marketing debacle and she was like

"a.. horse poop candle? that sounds literally absurd. so you don't want to buy anything because they supported AI or something?"

and i told her no, because they laid off almost 20% of their employees for it, including the comic + loading screen artists (ive shown her those before)

and yall when i say i wish i could show you the look on her face. even non players think the candle was the dumbest shit ever

#this post is nonsenical im just tired and i miss ellis sso universe comics so much she added so much charm to all the characters #im sure ill get used to the new loading screens too but i love the art they made

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queenmouseyy · 1 year ago

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#vent #vent art #cheesy art #i dont wanna keep fgoing #i really dony #but i cabt leave my only friend #she been taking care of me since I was 16 #is just sso hard #why #why do people do this #im tired #i cnat sito crying #i cant do anythiong #im holding myself to not do it #but is so fuckign hard #why is all this happening today #what did I do #just why

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summerriders · 2 years ago

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This!?!?!! I'm also pissed at the fact jorvik gazette has existed forever?? Wdym "produce the first edition" this thing has been around for ages? Am I not getting something??

Like James had this since his update i think

Ah yes, they’ve pushed forward how quickly you unlock epona so much so that now, you need to have epona unlocked to get into Jarlaheim, and not the other way around

Where is their editor. Who still lets this person publish news asdfghjk

#i am confused #we have had this damn thing for so long #dare i say it was in ssl #im so tired of the lore being changed over and over again #may we have some peace and security in this game for once #sso #star stable online #star stable #starshine legacy

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