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fandom-blackhole · 11 months ago

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For the cafe ask, Caramel Frappe: Favorite video game?

The Last of Us <3

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#both part 1 and 2 #i can an will go on about this game for HOURSSS #:) <3 #tis my happy place #cafe asks

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ninoochat · 10 months ago

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It's okay, it happened a long time ago. Yeah, I don't think that matters.

#all of us strangers #andrew scott #paul mescal #jamie bell #claire foy #spoilers #i am so happy about all the queer media coming out (eheh) these past years #let people love who they love the world would be a better place #i know the shot of the tower doesn't look nice on this photoset but i like it and i want it on my blog so suck it #tis my diary so in 5 years i remember i existed and was doing things

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royaltea000 · 5 months ago

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hey did it hurt

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theroundbartable · 4 months ago

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Once again, me arguing with my dad

My dad: and my wife tells me that it's my fault because I was always working when you were kids-

Me: *incredulous whisper* that was so not the Problem

Dad: then what was?

Me: *internally*

How on earth could she say that? We've talked so many times about this. About how I never felt I could talk to you guys, not because you weren't there but because you didn't listen, because you threatened us, because you hit us when we did something wrong, because you laughed when I decided to trust you with my feelings or told me they weren't real. I couldn't tell you how I was bullied the same way in class, how my childhood friends abused me, how I hurt myself to punish me when I couldn't memorize a poem well enough. The problem wasn't that you weren't there, the problem was in all the ways that you were present.

Me: The problem was that I could never tell you anything as a child. I'm doing it now because I want to fix things. I want to overcome that issue

Him: what did you never tell me then?

Me: *frozen* I can't tell you that now either

Him: *practically rolling his eyes* must have been bad

Me: *silence*

#personal #delete later #and then he goes on a rant about how other parents 'actually' hurt their children #and sure they cut ties with their family #but five years later they have their life in order and are happy #and I'm like:#if i weren't financially dependend on you I would leave as well #at least I have a place to leave to #i'm sorry about my siblings

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o-mellowy · 10 months ago

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Lotty! <3

I have such a crush on her oh my god

#sorry boys she's not for you #MORE DOODLES UNDER THE CUT!!#HAPPY LATE WOMEN'S DAY #bcuz i missed it shoutout to my fem and girl homies ily u all <3 #as soon as i find links to resources ill repost em #my heart goes out to all the women children afab people reporters doctors etc #and everyone say BOOO BECAUSE THE MISOGYNY IN THIS FANDOM IS SO DUMB!!!#BOOOO MISOGYNY!!#because its everywhere!! not just bayverse fans!! the comics arent safe either #do yourself a favour 2nite and spend some time appreciating some female transformers!!#itsnotcurious on twt and tiktok is a great place to start!!#and on a different note #my heart goes out to all the women children afab reporters doctors mothers in Palestine #and all the people who have family and friends or ties to Palestine itself #ill add links and resources to my blog as soon as a find them #make sure to support other artists who are donating to Palestine!! there are some where all proceeds are donated #ok tag time #transformers #mtmte #more than meets the eye #lost light #velocity mtmte #mtmte velocity #Rodimus Prime #Rodimus #megatron #maccadam #maccadams #ohmellow #transformers idw

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palossssssand · 1 year ago

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Really felt like drawing Delta scaling a building

#unfortunately there’s no juicy lore behind this particular scene. I just wanted to draw it #I shall find a place in the story for it since all the scenes in my head aren’t tied to much anyways #slug city #delta #my art #sea urchin #my ocs #idk what it is about delta that makes her so fun and cathartic to draw #I’ve been thinking about her so much #anyways I’m really happy with this rendering style #anthro

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harrisx28 · 15 hours ago

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Christmas Eve in Philadelphia🎄

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wellnoe · 15 days ago

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its sooooo fun to me that all of gojo's little 'leave it to me!' solutions also suck. yuji won't die immediately, but he'll just die later, after being exploited to the utmost by gojo. yuta won't be killed, he'll just be beholden to the 'higher ups' for the rest of his, presumably short, life, caught between what they can make him do and what gojo will stand in the way of. megumi won't be taken in by the zenin, he just has to work as a sorcerer as collateral to support himself and his comatose sister (under gojo's watchful eye of course). isn't gojo such a good teacher?

#jujutsu kaisen is a show about exploitation-#anyway this like. little trend #this little tendency of gojo's is why i think people who imagine him playing happy family with the fushiguros are uhh misreading him #like i do think he cares for the kids he takes in. to an extent. but it doesn't stop him from exploiting them yk #i think this also ties to my read on gojo as like. hyperaware of the societal constraints placed on him as the strongest #and the way that makes him....unimaginative maybe is the word i'm looking for? he continues with the exploitation/abuse of jujutsu society #he just pairs it with a recognition of the people he's exploiting as children #maybe #idk i am still thinking through this #w.me

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pettytiredandjewish · 5 months ago

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One of the reasons why I enjoy writing fanfics is that I can fix the original creators mistakes. For example:

- marvel killing of Natasha (still salty about that still) in my fanfics she’s still alive and is happy with her new life with her wife Maria and their many “adopted” kids (yelena, Kate, Wanda, peter…)

- marvel fucking up steves character at the end of endgame. Nope my boy did not stay back in the past. He’s still here and is living his best life with his boyfriend Bucky.

- and…. Marvel fucking up their Jewish characters. Not in this house. Peter Parker is Jewish, Bucky Barnes is Jewish, Natasha romanoff is Jewish, yelena Belova is Jewish, Kate bishop is Jewish, Wanda and pietro are Jewish, and so on…

I may have my own mixed opinions about marvel (I don’t exactly agree with marvel’s and Disney’s board and how they deal with shit) but I do truly enjoy watching marvel movies and reading their comics. Sorry about the long random rant in the tags but I’m tired and I kinda needed to vent.

Another thing I’m adding (since I’m seeing a lot of people saying this) calling the new captain american movie a Zionist movie and using that excuse as a reason to boycott it makes you (drum roll people) an antisemitic ass hat.

#jumblr #antisemitism #marvel #fanfic #I have my own mixed opinions about marvel but #I still like it #enjoy what makes you happy #and fuck the haters #honestly the world is just a shitty place and life is short #so I’m gonna enjoy it how I want to #random ramblings #and a bit of a rant #this kinda ties in with the boycotts #like you are allowed to boycott #but don’t force others to boycott something cuz you don’t like it #this is my 2 cents on the topic #damn I really am tired

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starbuck · 7 months ago

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no okay but in the last few weeks i’ve met/learned about three different lovely couples happily married for >30 years and the secret for all of them was not meeting/getting married until their 30s when they both already had their individual lives figured out… THAT’S the validation that i’m onto something that i needed

#i’m literally SO busy that i couldn’t POSSIBLY date rn #but also like… i don’t even really WANT to??#i’m not ready for serious partnership yet and i don’t want to waste my time with anything else #because i can’t do casual - i’ve tried and i can’t #i’d rather get my life to a place where i’m happy with it and find somebody who fits with THAT version of me #i do not want to be tied down or limited when i’m young and need to be open to every opportunity #i want something mature when i’m older that will work long term #ALL THE RESPECT to the high school sweethearts out there who have made it work #but that could NOT be me #high school me was uh… NOT someone whose relationship instincts i trust #and most folks at my high school were also pretty immature so i can definitely do better lol

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orcelito · 2 months ago

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Did driving practice today. Actually did parallel parking practice this time, even tho I really didn't want to still. Finally got it into my head that I can maybe do this.

SO......

I have scheduled my driving test. For November 13th, 3 weeks from today.

#speculation nation #IM SO NERVOUSSSSS but i need to do it. i need to. worst case scenario i fail and have to try again another day.#i was actually gonna try to schedule for a week from today but they were full up for the next 2 weeks.#so. 3 weeks! my therapist is gonna be happy for me when i tell her haha #this is. something ive been avoiding for over 10 years now. but i decided at the start of this year that This would be my year.#Year Of Unfuck My Life. and im finally doing it. im going to finally get my license.#it's so. huge actually. a similar level of Holy Shit factor as me graduating.#which seems like an uneven comparison but honestly ive just been so so so scared of this driving test #an insurmountable obstacle bc i was stuck at school away from family to help me practice etc etc #very tied up with me being stuck at school for so long actually. the neverending purgatory of being Stuck In Place.#but my cousin lives closer to me now and hes been helping me out. and i am so very grateful.#augh augh augh augh. life is so busy and it feels like everything is happening at once AAAAAAAAAAAA #but im taking it all in stride. i am. oh god i might have to just practice and then take my audition video all on the same day.#bc i am too tired to deal with it rn and i have an exam tomorrow so idk if i can practice then. also i have to clean.#i will make it work. i will make something work. for the love of fucking god i will make it work.#no time to write barely any time to relax but thats okay i am Go Go Going and trying to keep enough time to sleep #(prior few nights being the..exception lol.)#i certainly wouldnt want to live this way for too long. but just a few more months. i can do it.#next semester hopefully wont be as busy. i'll have 3 hard classes but if im lucky they wont even have much homework.#i can do it. i can get through it. i will get my license in 3 weeks (manifesting) and i will get my own car.#i will find a new apartment to live in. i will Hopefully find a job.#within a year my life is going to be much much different.#my life is Already much much different than it was just a year ago. tho this year has been more... metamorphosis.#in a year's time. i will be 28 years old. and the pieces will Finally be falling into place (hopefully!!!!!)#for now. god i need to rest. will probably go to sleep early tonight. need to be rested for my exam tomorrow.#first tho i gotta shower and feed both me and the cats. yes.

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infinitelystrangemachinex · 8 months ago

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Come on, you know you want to, give us the character bingo for Viktor.

don't mind if i doooo

#ask me #okay there's a lot going on here but first things first #viktor has transcended the favorite character tier where I want to protect him or whatever #like yeah he did that shit! I support him but I also don't! the more trouble he gets himself into the happier I'll be!#do you feel me #like one of the things I love most about Viktor is that I feel so much sympathy for the circumstances he's in that are out of his control #but he has so much agency in his own story that everything he's gained and accomplished are because he makes choices #and GETS HIMSELF places #and now the same thing is happening with his BAD choices and I find that just as delightful if not moreso #he is the agent of his own salvation and his own destruction and I will be in the front row seat with popcorn for both or either #so writing him is mostly me studying him under the microscope poking him until he does something untoward it's very fun #I only hesitantly say that Viktor is like me but the Balkan ties and the grumpy-but-kind and obsessive personality #and the strong opinions about a chosen STEM field #are inescapable okay #mommy issues is not circled because I have mommy issues but bc I have convinced myself that Viktor WILL have them #if Nikola Tesla is anything to go by #the jayce-mel-viktor trifecta is ruled by mommy issues and i will stand by that claim #also viktor is more interesting with no therapy - with as little therapy as possible would be my preference #WITH THE EXCEPTION of the lonely genius shit that Singed planted in his head #that is absolutely the lie that Viktor believes that he MUST discard in order to progress as a character and I am excited for it #I genuinely think that Viktor will be happier and more eccentric as [REDACTED] but it won't last #he will hit a VERY LITERAL -if thy right hand offend thee cut it off- situation and then he'll have peace but he won't call it happiness #I can't say that I'd hate anyone who hurt him because that is half of why I'm excited for s2 #but I will probably lose it at any scene where he loses to [REDACTED] for rivalry reasons #I genuinely do want to see Mel completely own his ass as [REDACTED] though like can you imagine the banter #and both of them secretly having fun with it

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cherrymoonvol6 · 2 months ago

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#just finished act 1 of arcane s2 #i've never devoured something so wonderfully nutritious and delicious #i was lukewarm on caitvi (and caitlyn as a character) but boy oh boy i am so into their drama #she just skyrocketed like 10 places in my ranking of arcane characters #shows you how making a character plot essential AND giving her ties to the main themes in your show can do wonders for them #ehem ehem #and the parallels between silco and jinx are so fucking good #i was pretty meh on silco (outside his relationship with vander) but this made me like him more!!! on retrospect!!!!#i get it everyone. every relationship is a million times better when it's fucked up #GOD!!!!!!! this show knows me in such a deep level.........#sorry i'm over the moon i'll find something to grumble about later #imagine having a show that looks THIS good and has such impeccable direction and production value #AND also happens to have an incredibly interesting and thought-provoking story played by wonderful characters #is this what happiness feels like

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potatothemouse · 2 months ago

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Not a Halloween costume but more of a drawing depicting Hubert, Grace, and Anastasia as teens exploring a haunted house first time Grace and Anastasia first kinda got to know Hubert

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aria0fgold · 4 months ago

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Sorry I'm not your God (神様じゃなくてごめんね) Romaji Lyrics

Nee,

Kimi kara mite boku no kao wa

Nani iro ni mieteru no kana

Hontō wa kimi ga egaku yōna

Sunda iro nanka janainda

Monogatari no shujinkō mitaina

Seigi no hīrō no yōna

Kodo to kotoba o nazotta

Sono kekka ga ima no bokudatta dakenanda

Shinzō ni tenteki o sasu yōna utade

Asa o ikinobite wa

Yoru no omosa ni kubi o shimerare nagara

Iki mo tamerare yashinai

Nigiri tsudzuketeita shinzō mo

Dareka no bunda to shitteshimatta

Sono kuse dareka o sukuitakatta

Sore ga hontō no boku nanda

Aa,

Shōdoteki na aide sukuwaretakunai yo

Nante mie o hatte itteshimatta

Kakkoyokunakute gomen ne

Aa,

Sekai yori kimi o erabutte

Minna ni ichatta

Kono ude wa ni hon shikanai no ni sa

Kamisama janakute gomen ne

Aa,

Furimaita nasake ga

Kiba ni natte osōtekichatta

Kitto subete yuruseru to omotta

Tsuyokunakutte gomen ne

Aa,

Tsunaideta te o hanashite

Kimi o oite ichatta

Kimi o mamoru tame no hazudattanda

Kamisama janakute gomen ne

Kitto boku wa yasashii hito

Demo kimi wa boku yori yasashii hito

Yasashii hito bakari kizutsuiteiku

Kono dōshiyō mo nai sekai de sa

Kitto boku wa orokana hito

Demo kimi mo onnaji orokana hito

Dakara wakattekureru to omotta

Sore o negatteshimattanda

Aa,

Kitto boku wa yasashii hito

Demo kimi ga boku yori yasashii hito

Dōka kimi dake wa boku mitaini sa

Hikari o miushinatte shimawanaide

Kitto boku wa orokana hito

Demo kimi mo onnaji orokana hito

Dakara kimi ga nami o omōka wakaru yo

Konna ketsumatsu jaiyada yo ne

Aa,

Tsuranuita shisō ga

Dareka no kokoro o koroshichatta

Sore dake ga tadashii to omotta

Kirai ni narenakute gomen ne

Aa,

Itsu no hi ka nageta kotoba ga

Zenbu kaettekichatta

Kono ondo wa tashika ni aru no ni sa

Kamisama janakute gomen ne

Aa,

Sayonara o shinai tameni

Kōsuru shika nakattanda

Kimi no me ni tayoritaku natteshimatta

Risō ni narenakute gomen ne

Aa,

Zen jinrui o aisu nante koto wa

Dekinakatta yo

Dakara dōka boku o urandekure

Kamisama janakute gomen ne

#aria rants #yaknow while getting the romaji readings of this songs lyrics i realized that i actually wont be able to sing along with it #like-- that was my main reason of wanting the romaji lyrics in the first place. but then in hindsight-- and well-- in many moments #considering how much i looped this song-- i actually wont be able to cuz of how fast paced this song is that id end up tongue tied #but i did it anyway and it actually did help with my japanese language reading needs in that i know what Some kanji readings are!#the meanings tho? ...nnnoo... look im just happy i even managed to do smth like this when i cant read kanji at all but smth possessed #me today to just Do It! for this song just so i can get its romaji lyrics when i couldnt find any of it online so i made it myself #i dont even know if i did the word spacing correctly here. i relied on like-- two sites and my own hearing which is ngl... not reliable #one site is google translate so ya can alrdy tell from that and another site is called nihongodera which helped A LOT! for me #when getting the romaji readings cuz it has an analyzer tool so i can see each kanji's various readings then id confirm which one #through what the song says and its honestly a process id normally not be able to go through at all but ig i just rlly loved this song #that i managed to do it anyway! honestly this entire thing is literally a post By Me For Me at this point like who else wanted this?#no one! but me! so here it is! and im posting it anyway cuz i dont want it lost in my drafts and to make sure it doesnt get buried at all #fave

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s4pphic-sh3nan1gans · 1 year ago

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well...

can't say I'm very surprised 😭

#I'm so happy a sem ti povedal is top #it has a special place in my heart <3 #also top 0.05% goddamn 😭#you can really tell I literally listened to ONLY joker out non-stop from may until like august #before finally listening to others mixed in #spotify #spotify wrapped #joker out #aurora #luke black #wild youth #jan rozmanowski #jann

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