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I still really wanna do it :(. Maybe I just suck it up and settle on a human design I don't hate for us.
#d.i.d system#d.i.d. comic#did comic#trans man#animal hrt#comic#space#damien#star#bruce#fun fact for unknown reasons (probs dysphoria + possible just disconnect from the body#i got this aweful feeling everytime i tried to draw myself accurately as a human. like a literal disconnect. huh. fuck#anyway after a super long gap where i never tried to draw myself. i drew myself with short hair and a flat chest. or#as a furry. literally the only ways my brain would let me draw myself. and now its limited to just the furry version (me)#my alters ig count but they're not me (space). they're them. i think they'd probably feel unsettled drawn human. idk#apologies for my inability to keep from rambling in the tags lol#tis my curse#space. +star i think#very proud of small bruce lol. little guy#space system comic#space art
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Finally home from grocery shopping and ready to write but discord is offline. Oh sprinto bot...why for thou forsaken me?
#yes I COULD just write#but I need to trick my brain with accountability from a kind of judemental computer bot#tis my curse
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@sinisterexaggerator Omg this but it’s Bane and Hondo. XD Gangly limbs errywhere!
Juliusz Martwy - My Mother’s Back Home, 2007
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i wanna be dark and mysterious yet i am doomed to be the bright bubbly one :,(
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the cult
— inspired by the poster for Perfect Blue and borenii's tweet
#batman#dc comics#fanart#bruce wayne#the effects took so fucking long to figure out on krita it might've cursed the rest of my day#also do not tell me anything i'm dumb and stupid and probably blind yes i know the og character is holding a stabby thing not being tied up#i'd just finished reading the miniseries by the time i realized my mistake it was too late
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Why bother? (Why bother?) It's gonna hurt me. (It's gonna hurt me.) It's gonna kill when- (Why bother!) -You desert me! (Gonna hurt me!)
Set after Nightmare. Laios is reminiscing and contemplating.
#laishuro#laios touden#i make a lot of jokes on here since part of the fun of this blog for me is limiting myself to only expressing ideas via drawings#as much as I can to try to see what I can try to convey in the limited time I have to draw each day which is sometimes like 15minutes#but laios idea of who shuro was to him and who he continues to be and how it ties into his own feelings of self worth and self hatred#not to mention being so thoroughly defined by having never been indulged before by the men in his life#are so compelling to me#and then of course you mix in toshiros own mind prisons#and their established dynamic of him begrudgingly putting up with him because he feels he has to and bc hes cursed with obedience#whilst laios genuinely thinks shuro does it because he likes it and likes laios because why else would anyone act like that#when everyone else in his life has not hesitated to Let Him Know#this is what is so fun about relationships like this…forever passing by each other’s true feelings like ships in the night#sometimes i get embarassed how deep i get for some of the characters in this series it really is that deep sometimes but not always#but WHATEVER#i never even engaged in or was interested in shipping the several years i read dunmeshi EXCEPT laishuro lol#which i sadistically wanted to stay one sided and miserable forever. I rarely get fed such genuinely fraught dynamics as their one in manga#so i became obsessed#and walked through the desert alone for 40 years and then checked in as anime started airing that other people ship this and gaf#and decided to unleash the jokes and ideas that my like 2 friend who like anime previously suffered alone as though they were jesus christ#now tho as much as I still enjoy tragedy and pain and emotional suffering I’ve let love and peace and requited fulfilled yaoi into my life#with laishuro. and its great!#my comics
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Helluva Boss Mammon Dating Headcanons
Hi! It's been forever! Please have this supper specific crumb of my interest!
A/N: It’s my curse to fall in love with greed personified characters
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Dating Mammon has its perks, but it’s clear that he takes more than he gives. He is the sin of greed, and no matter how it’s looked at, he will always be greedy. Of course, he’ll try his best to be a good partner- he’ll use pet names, get you everything that you have ever wanted and will ever want, let you live a lavish life with him. However, he expects something in return- he wants you affection and attention. He wants to know that he’s the most important thing in your life. Anyone else is only second to him- he is your priority. As much as he’ll give, he’ll take and want tenfold. It’s all that he knows how to do, to take and want, to keep and hoard to himself. The relationship is always imbalanced, it’s not an equal one, and even if there is an attempt to make it equal, it’s difficult to forget just how powerful he is.
It’s not uncommon to find gifts left for you. You're the only one he’ll ever waste money on. You can’t be dressed in rags when you’re in his presence, and he’s going to make sure that you’re dressed lavishly, that you can have all that you want. It should come to no surprise that he’ll hold it over your head. He gives you all you want, you can go along with an idea of his.
While he will gift you things, your status will determine if the relationship will ever be public. He’s a lord. A king. He’s Greed. He’s one of the first angels to rebel and fall. He has status. He has people who fear him, who love him, who watch him constantly. If you’re part of the low class, the relationship will more than likely stay hidden. He’s aware of what people will say and think. He values his status and the power that comes along with it. He can’t have people think he’s stooped so low.
Despite that, if there are rumors that the two of you are in a relationship, he won’t stop them. Perhaps it’s due to having his status still intact and people still avoiding you that makes it all worthwhile. He’ll be damned if someone even attempts to flirt with you. You belong to him. You are his. The rumors can say whatever they want about the two of you, as long as it's about the two of you. And as much as he’ll complain about the dating rumors, he loves them.
He thrives off your attention. He needs you to constantly focus on him when the two of you are together. If you look away, he’ll turn your head to look back at him or he’ll place himself in your line of sight. His hands will always be on some part of you- which doesn’t help quell the dating rumors- whether it be your hand, wrist, or on the small of your back. It’s almost like he needs to be touching you, like he can’t go one second without it. He holds onto you, and doesn’t like when you wander off. If he could, he’d latch a web onto you to make sure that he knows where you are. If you leave his sight, he’s spamming your phone constantly asking where you are, who is with you, what you’re doing. He’ll only lessen when you complain about how needy it is.
If the two of you are in public, he needs you to be with him. He’ll make up some lame excuse about it- you’re necessary, or you’re emotional support, or he just needs the extra arms. No one dares to mention that he has extra arms. He just really likes having you around. Ever since he started to date you, he realized how much he likes having company, how he likes to have someone who will give him attention and hold his hands.
It is visible to anyone that the sin is extremely jealous. He does not care for anyone that even dares to come near you. He’s constantly touching you, there’s dating rumors, and he’s a lord. And someone still has the audacity to come near you in front of him? He won’t allow for that type of disrespect. He pulls you close to him and gets in the face of anyone who even dares to approach you. Afterwards, he makes sure that you’re situated right beside him. Along with his jealousy, he’s also protective. You’re his and he won’t let any sort of damage come onto his things. He’ll make sure that you’re well protected if you ever have to leave his vicinity.
He likes when the two of you match to some extent. As the two of you spend more time together, you wear more of his colors- green, gold, white, and black. Even if it’s something as small as jewelry, he wants to make it clear you two are matching. He wears the jester outfit quite a bit, so the decorations on it are often presented in your jewelry. The matching can be subtle, it just matters to him that two of you match. He likes seeing you wear his signature colors. It gives him a reminder that the two of you are together. He isn’t a fan of spending money, but he can’t hide the giddiness when the two of you shop. You’re trying on outfits he’s chosen, the two of you can spend time together, and it’s quite fun to just have more things added to his collection.
If the relationship is public, he has no shame in keeping you near him. Even during the rumors, he was constantly keeping you beside him and that won’t change. He’ll constantly boast about how great you are. Nothing but the best for him. You’re at the center of every show, right alongside him as he announces all that is going on and all his complaints. His hand holds tightly onto yours, and as he walks around and gestures, you’re lifted right alongside him. Merchandise is made with the two of you, shirts, plushies, charms, jewelry- whatever can be sold is. He markets the relationship so well, and you’re along for the ride. Whatever profits are made are unknown to you.
While his webs can be dangerous given how high he likes to place them, he enjoys having you there. It not only gives him an excuse to have you close to him, but no one bothers the two of you while you’re there. He holds you close, buries his face right into the crook of your neck or lays on your stomach. However, if you fear slipping between the webs, he always holds you close to him. It’s not uncommon for him to transform into his bigger size and have you lay on him. When he’s sure that you’re asleep, he often stares at you. His hands are gentle, much too soft for someone so devilish to have, and he'll trace over your features, write his name on your arm and interlace your hands with his. He’ll trace a finger over the arch of your cheek, and pull you close to him. Mammon is greedy, it’s all that he knows how to do, but when it’s quiet and undisturbed, he’ll promise to himself to get you more things, to keep on giving to you.
#helluva boss#helluva boss x reader#helluva boss mammon#helluva boss mammon x reader#I have a day of the dead ask and im super into that one#grad school is time consuming#group work sucks#he’s been on my mind since the episode#im not even a big fan of helluva boss#i even made an oc#im literally in love and i hate it#but tis my curse to love greed
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i can’t stop thinking about how well bolas rojas has adapted to the conditions of purgatory. they embrace whatever suffering and lack of materials they have, they cheer for certain disasters (mainly the fog), they further embrace their insanity, laugh at their lack of mental wellbeing, they physically fight each other and die for fun. they invite the poor conditions like they weren’t missing luxuries like op backpacks and castles a few days ago. they truly embody the hellscape they’re trapped in because they were so utterly stomped to the ground from the start that they have embraced the mud as their new home.
so actually to correct my first point of this post, they haven’t adapted to the conditions of purgatory, they were reborn, created and molded from the flames of it.
#qsmp#qsmp purgatory#bolas rojas#qsmp bolas#qsmp bolas rojas#qsmp red team#correct me if i’m wrong because i mainly just watch red’s pov but#green and blue could exist without the purgatory they could exist on quesadilla#but red couldn’t#they are so tied to the purgatory that in no other conditions could a team like this be created#i kind of hope they are the cursed team because think about how poetic it’d be that the one team fully adapting to this hellscape#completely molded by it#is the one to win it all?#this post is just me spitting out some of my bolas rojas brainrot#that’s all really#going back to being so sick that i can only be awake during qsmp streams god bless#shey rambles
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aptx!kaito au in which Shinichi doesn't know aptx exists and feels insane that his leading theory is "a six year old is the mastermind behind Kaitou Kid"
#no I don't know how this would logically work I just thought it'd be funny#and yes this would fuck up countless meetings and character arcs but consider: the CHAOS#this au is a gift to me from me bc ch1120 is making me pop a vein and I needed a pick-me-up <3#Shinichi humbling arc but it's because he keeps getting outsmarted by (what he thinks is) a literal 6 yo#(given that he never ran into the org and doesn't know shrinking is possible plus Kaito is much better at acting like a normal child)#and KID gets to bully Shinichi. as a treat#pls don't look at the drawing too closely ajdhhdhd tis just a dood in this cheap little notebook I got as a handout#somehow I find it easier to draw in places other than my sketchbook... less pressure to do it well and fill up all the blank space I guess#kuroba kaito#kaitou kid#kid the phantom thief#kudou shinichi#jimmy kudo#does anyone even call him that anymore it's so cursed. JIMMY#dcmk#detective conan#magic kaito#detco#idk what to call this au...#kinda want it to have something to do w the 'the truly impossible' sherlock quote hmmm#redefining the improbable AU#maybe?#shrunken!kaito#aptx!kaito
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Tim I noticed a lot of indigenous patches on your jacket, are you Native?
Idk what my dad was 'cause I never knew him, but yeah my mom is (or... Was.. I guess..) Muscogee, the tribe native to the part of Alabama I'm in.
If I remember correctly she came to Alabama from Oklahoma (where a lot of Natives were displaced to in the 1800s) to "get back to her roots."
But yknow, I was separated from her in childhood (which tbh is upsettingly common for Native families) and I was raised in a very white very Catholic asylum so I'm not as connected to the culture as I'd like to be.
-Tim
#OOC: Olea speaking#this is kind of a self-indulgent headcanon but HEAR ME OUT it adds a lot to Tim's character specifically#we're talking about a character who was separated from his mom in childhood and locked up in a psych ward#suffers from chronic physical and mental illness made significantly worse by the institution that was supposed to be helping him#forced to regulate his emotions more than other people have to so he isnt misinterpreted as a threat#struggles with addiction#had to work twice as hard as anyone else in his friend group just to be given the same opportunities#a much more common experience inside BIPOC communities#and he clearly has ties to the land (especially the park) nobody else has#you know how in season 2 Alex starts yapping to Jay about how the park is cursed?#maybe he was right#maybe that *thing* has been here for hundreds of years#and nobody was ever able to settle the land so eventually the Department of Conservation turned it into a state park#and Tim isnt some random “patient zero”#but he has ancestral ties to the land and was more receptive/at risk to Operator Sickness (but was also more resistant to it long term)#JUST SAYIN 👀#im half Katu and I desire my comfort character to be a halfie with me we need more non-white rep in mh#ask.txt#marble hornets#mh#tim wright#afterlife au#slenderverse#Native!Tim
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errr ahhh um. cfv twst au upon ye (content made for me and only me)
if u couldn't tell kai here is twisted from the beast from beauty and the beast b/c i wanted to make him go through the horrors. i am normal about him
#twst#twisted wonderland#cfv#cardfight!! vanguard#toshiki kai#aichi sendou#ren suzugamori#heartscribbles#btw aichi is twisted from the enchanted rose and ren is twisted from the enchantress who cursed the beast#do u see what horrors i will be inflicting on toshiki kai#can't phrase it right now but there's something there#w/ aichi being a reminder of kais suffering but also someone he feels the need to be near#w/ ren fucking up kai via aichis oblivious ass#w/ aichi discovering that he is irrevocably tied to kais pain and slowly deteriorating#wow this shit is crazy. my god#anyways haha funny disney anime guys lets gooooooo. play spelldrive boy go to class boy turn into an ink monster boy
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Do we think odysseus started pranking Athena and her temples at some point? Because I do. He argued that it was good for sneaking and evading training. And you know what Athena couldn't argue that. Her chasing odysseus across the island was good training.
#Odysseus#Athena#Epic the musical#Yes this does go along with my other post about how Athena is with odysseus vs. Telemachus#After the fourth time Athena yanked odysseus from his bed at 3 am to drop him into the depths of shark infested ocean#Odysseus didn't even bother going home or drying off once he swam back to shore#He grabbed multiple buckets and filled them with seaweed and sand and crabs and dumped them in the closest temple#The priests are actively sobbing begging throwing up sacrificing because athenas going to kill them#The locals are preparing for dooms day they're going to be cursed so so badly and it's their kings fault#This just in local 15 year old king was seen dumping sea stuff all over athenas temples muttering see how she likes it#The first time Athena was too stunned to do anything she honestly didn't think anybody has had this much audacity before#To desecrated her temples in just a way how would dare who would even think to do that#Odysseus her chosen human apparently#It is admittedly a little funny how freaked out everybody was...not that she would EVER tell odysseus that#It is also coincidentally FOR NO RELATED REASON SHE SWEARS that she slammes odysseus into the palace wall at full strength for the first ti#After all odysseus it's just training what's there to complain about#I might actually have to write out athenas and odysseus's wacky “training” adventures#Odysseus being a rat bastard
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Vibrates intensely in emotional reunion.
Look I know this is now how it went 😔 but I really wanted to use this quote for these two (its from How to Train your Dragon 2), imagine Dainsleif feeling so much joy and relief upon finding the Lost Prince alive and well, him showing more vulnerability than Paimon and Lumine have ever seen. ITS NOT CANON, BUT IT COMPELS ME!!! xD
-NO ROMANCE INCLUDED-
#genshin impact#Kaeya alberich#dainsleif#dainsleif the bough keeper#kaeya genshin impact#dainsleif genshin impact#Isa's fanart#insertsomethinawesome#June2023#The shading on this got so wildly out of control SDFLJSDLKGJSDLGSD#I told myself it would be simple. Then I didn't make it simple#tis my curse. I let these things get out of hand xD#Sometimes its good and fine!!! But other times i need to. Not#So I actually finish projects and don't keep perpetuating my perfectionism#THAT BEING SAID THO I LOVE HOW THIS TURNED OUT#Httyd 2 my beloved#I love this quote in the original context ;;v;;#and I like getting to abuse it for other contexts >:3c#Let dainsleif be soft. and also force him to take a break and a nap asdlfJSDLGKJSDGLKJSD
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currently working on a little something that involves prucan, my underdeveloped programming skills and an almost null knowledge on renpy. im still deciding some of the plot, but the point is that im debating whether to keep it sfw. so i ought to ask the tumblr people on what do they want and think
im also open for suggestions and questions regarding the project. meow :3c
#edit one day after the poll ended. wtf mawn this shit tied😭😭😭#i will curse the soul who voted last#prucan#hetalia#canpru#aph canada#aph prussia#es q aquí me dan más bola y por lo tanto les pregunto a ustedes JAJJRJJ#i want to put as an option ‘get a job’ bc that a running joke when i make polls in my insta#not doing it here….i treat you guys with a bit more seriousness
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finally finished something... emilea jumpscare
#drawn on my phone because i am CURSED and my laptop has broken. alas... all my wips are gone to the void...#so im trying to get used to phone o7 tis fun#lea crosscode#crosscode#my art#crosscode art#emilie crosscode#emilea#isnt entirely Romantic per se so the tag isnt entirely apt? but whatever
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❗️Monster high mummy in the mirror spoilers❗️
*Cleo cursing her mirror doppelgänger*
*Frankie falling in love*
LIKE LOOK AT THEIR FACE
YOU CAN JUST SEE THE HEARTS
#ties back to that post I believe Rat made on their blog a while back#something about Frankie’s reaction to seeing Cleo curse someone#I tried looking for it but I couldn’t find it djdjdj#the way they immediately got doe eyed#like ‘woah my girlfriend is so powerful 🥺’#monster high#frankie stein#mh#g3 monster high#g3 frankie stein#cleo de nile#clankie#monsterhighg3#francleo#frankiesteing3#frankie x cleo#cleo x frankie
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