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Bound
A/N: Checking in with Donnie. I'm sure he's been just fine.
Fic posted on fanfiction.net >here<.
Prologue on tumblr >here< Previous chapter on tumblr >here<
Fic Teaser: Yoshi is forever changed when he loses a son so soon after his wife and daughter. Life in the lair is far from idyllic as a fatherâs desire to shelter his sons causes friction and rebellion. But as they are bound to him, their lost brother remains bound to others, the life heâd lost kept hidden from him. Fate tore them apart, but now it seeks to bring them together once more.
Chapter Teaser:Â TH-001 had no desire to condemn someone else, but the penalty for disobedience was harsh and not one he was willing to pay.
Bound: Chapter 2
XXXX - TH-001, age X
He was not entirely sure where his earliest memories began. There was a time before he held his current duties, but all thoughts related to such a time were fuzzy, mired in flashes of light and pain. He had been allowed no freedoms then, his young mind grasping at every drop of language in an attempt to decipher its hidden code as pink and grey blurs left smears across his memory. But the monotonous cycle had come to an end the day he first tested the words with his own tongue, finally confident that the sounds coming out of his mouth held meaning. That was the day his mind cleared, and the useless, distorted memories were largely pushed out in favor of more valuable information.
Words soon became his closest companion. He learned that the beings surrounding him were called Kraang while he was, apparently, a turtleâdesignation TH-001. He was in a laboratory on a planet known as Earth. Sometimes when he did not understand the words being directed at him, they would poke him with sticks that shot crackles of pain throughout his body, but the more words he used to communicate his ignorance, the less pain he felt. Over time he came to realize that his capacity for knowledge, desire to learn, and willingness to comply were his greatest assets in keeping the pain at bay, and so words became a constant stream from his mouth, helping him focus while acting as both reminder and update of his progress to those around him.
It was not until he was roughly the height of the main computer consoles that he caught his first real look at his full reflection. It was obvious simply from his chest, arms, and legs that he was different, but the realization of the full extent of exactly how different was striking when looking at his body from head to toe. He had known that a hard, bone-like structureâcalled a shell, he had learnedâwas a part of his back, but still the size of it surprised him considering how lightweight it was. His eyes were the biggest shock, however. He had only ever seen the sharp, garish green of the Kraang before, but his were largely a milky white with dark brown irises surrounding his pupil. They held a softness to them that Kraang eyes lacked. He found himself staring at them, studying them for the reason why they were so different until pain jerked him out of his curious trance and back to what he was supposed to be focusing on.
His tasks largely involved some form of manual labor with the occasional pauses for more thorough updates on his progression or to restore his energy. While usually monotonous and unstimulating, sometimes his tasks provided unexpected boons, small, unwanted treasures and trinkets that no one would question him about if he was caught with them. He would tinker with them during the times he was supposed to be eating or sleeping, learning more and more each day what their function was and how the Kraang used them.
Once, when he had found a piece of technology damaged too fully for him to grasp a complete understanding, he had decided to ask. Questions were often tolerated far less then observations or ideas, with ones such as, "Where did the one known as TH-001 come from?" or "Can the one known as TH-001 replenish that which is known as energy?" having been rewarded with additional stabs of pain. But in response to this particular question, the Kraang had answered him with merely a pause and a cock of his robotic head. Answer in hand, he had contemplated why he had been given it so easily until he came to the conclusion that it was not questions as a whole that were undesirable, but selfish ones. The Kraang were the superior beings and therefore questions regarding their accomplishments were worthy of being answered. From that point on, any inquiries he had about the technology that surrounded him day to day were blurted out with confidence, the pain almost never following.
He continued to grow, both in height and knowledge. Over time he began to notice how inefficient the Kraang's English was. He hypothesized that this was due to them possessing another form of speech that they preferredâone he was not privy toâand therefore they had not bothered to refine their skills with the primitive language. He took it upon himself to do so, however, once he realized how much less time communication took when at least five to ten extra words could be left out every sentence. The Kraang would sometimes look at him strangely for this, but no pain followed, and on rare occasion he could even overhear one or two of them attempting to mimic his speech patterns, usually with only mild success.
But not only had his vocabulary and grasp of basic sentence structure improved, his understanding of their incredible gadgets and devices grew exponentially. There was barely a weapon, a computer console, even a droid body itself that he didn't know inside and out. The cell he slept in was littered with bits and pieces, all in various stages of disassembly and reconfiguration. His thoughts were often on his experiments even when they should have been on whatever current task the Kraang had for him, his constant muttering about them sometimes inviting more painâpain, he now understood, that came from the high current of electricity buzzing at the tip of the stun batons the Kraang carried that, if suffered long enough, could cause damage to his nervous system and internal organs. Knowing the full extent of what could happen to him from prolonged exposure, he made an effort to keep his mind on track, but the deeper he dove into his experiments, the harder that was to accomplish.
The first successful test of his own small, brain-powered hover droid left him with a feeling of lightness and accomplishment he had never experienced before. While not a ground-breaking invention by Kraang standards, the fact that all he had to do was think a command and the droid would respond exactly how he wanted left him feeling so euphoric that he forgot to leave his cell at the appointed time. As excited ramblings filled the small room, he danced in circles, wide eyes following the droid as it danced with him until he noticed the two Kraang standing in the doorway.
His invention confiscated, he was roughly dragged out, sharp prods with the stun baton causing him to occasionally lose his footing as he was lead down several corridors to a room he had never been allowed to enter. Suddenly worried he may have for once gone too far, his usual stream of words died on his tongue as he was stood in front of a large screen, a projection of the biggest Kraang he had ever seen staring back at him from it.
They were reporting him to Kraang Prime.
He did not know much about the superior, but he knew enough to understand that his infraction had somehow been deadly serious. The two who had escorted him began telling Kraang Prime how he had been late for his duties and what they had found in his cell when they went to collect him. TH-001 was commanded to speak, to explain what he was doing and how he had done it. The words all left his mouth in a panicked rush, as if they had piled up at his silence and now had no choice but to spill out all at once. He told of the pieces of technology he had been allowed to keep, how he had familiarized himself with them during the times he was supposed to be recharging, and how he had built the device now on full display.
The response he got surprised him. It was a smile.
No longer would he be subjected to the mundane day-to-day tasks he had known his entire life. He was to be transferred to a new section of the facility, one that specialized in robotics and inventions. Confused by the jarring turn of events, his mind tried to parse exactly what it all meant, but as he was lead down to yet another unfamiliar room and the doors opened, his eyes grew wide at the vast collection of chemicals and materials that lay before him.
TH-001 had a new task now, one that both suited his ingenuity and satiated his curiosity. He was to help design and manufacture weapons and tools to aid the Kraang in their invasion of Earth.
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2012
"...do not get distracted. Stay focused on the mission. TH-001 has studied for a time such as thisâcannot get distracted..."
In the back of the van, the turtle quietly muttered to himself as he and two Kraang wrapped in human disguises sat and waited, the ones that had been up front now outside keeping watch for their target. It was difficult for him to refrain from turning around to glance out the front window, his curiosity for the wider world outside of the Kraang facility buzzing at the proximity. He knew what the city and its inhabitants looked like, of course; he had managed to convince the Kraang that studying the human's civilization and culture would be beneficial when it came to designing technology to be used against them. But that had all been from inside the sterile, metal walls of the facility. Knowing the transparent glass of the van's windshield sat directly behind himâa literal window to the alien world beyondâand yet he had to ignore it in favor of concentrating on his first ever mission was agonizing.
Being chosen for such an important task was both exhilarating and terrifying. His expertise lying in designing useful tech, the thought of being allowed to leave the confines of his laboratory had never even crossed his mind until the day he had been tasked with integrating some of his inventions into a battle suit to fit his turtle body. He had been thrilled at the time, dreaming of at last being able to see up close all of the foreign styles and techniques humans had exhibited in their creations over the centuries. But that feeling had been stifled as soon as he had been summoned by Kraang Prime, receiving orders for his first mission: kidnap a young human female named April O'Neil.
While he held no particular love for the humans, the idea of being involved in the kidnapping of one turned his stomach. It was easy to ignore his role in helping one species conquer and wipe out another when he had no direct contact with the victims. But studying up on April O'Neil specificallyâwhat she looked like, her daily habits, the people she came in contact withâlent him a sense of familiarity that made him uncomfortable. He did not know what the Kraang wanted from her; such information was unimportant to the mission and therefore data he was not privy to. But as far as he was aware, he was the only non-Kraang not kept locked away in a cage or tank for further experiments, and if he would not wish his allotment in life on anyone, he could not even imagine being sentenced to an existence even worse. Better to be destroyed than kept alive with no purpose of your own.
TH-001 had no desire to condemn someone else, but the penalty for disobedience was harsh and not one he was willing to pay, no matter how much he hated his marching orders.
"...capture April O'Neil and leave. Just stay focused, remain calm, and..."
As much as he wanted to be out there experiencing as much of the city as he could, a part of him was grateful for his turtle form, its inability to blend in allowing him to act merely as backup in case of trouble. If all went according to plan, he would have little involvement with their human captive, and a successful mission could open the door to more opportunities to venture beyond the confines of his laboratory.
A quick, short knock alerted those waiting inside the van that it was time: their target had finally been spotted.
"April O'Neil is here," TH-001 mumbled, body tensing as he sat ready to spring into action. "Now to listen for the verbal cue to know whenâoh. Right." The Kraang on either side of him aimed their dull stares in his direction as his teeth clicked together, forcing his mouth shut. He listened through his helmet as it picked up sounds from outside the vanâthe heavy, metallic footfalls of the would-be kidnappers, the softer steps coming to a sudden halt with a sighâ
"This is what I get for taking Bleeker at this time ofâhey!"
"The one known as April O'Neil will be coming with Kraang."
Signal given, the two beside TH-001 slammed open the double doors out the back and hopped down to the quiet street, waiting to escort their prisoner inside.
The turtle, for once speechless, felt his jaw drop as the outside air swept over the exposed portions of his body for the first time, almost compelling him to rip off his helmet right then and there. His eyes darted all along the city street as he shuffled toward the open doors, taking in the mish mash of colors and shapes that made up the various buildings and parked vehicles. He wanted to run his fingers along the patch of brightly painted bricks, feel their texture, study their composition. He wanted to taste the unfiltered air, smell the manicured trees lining the road.
"Let go of me, you creeps!"
His attention was instantly reined back in. "Right. April O'Neil," he muttered as his eyes at last fell on the struggling female as she was dragged closer to the van. "Stay focused. The target is less than fifty feet away. Remain vigilant. Failure will not be tolerated. Just stayâ"
"Donnie!"
The unexpected shout caught everyone off-guard, each snapping their head in the direction of the unfamiliar voice. What they saw were three green blurs carrying primitive weapons, each aiming for a different Kraangâtwo toward the van while one duel-wielded swords against the Kraang currently holding April O'Neil. TH-001 knew he should engage, but as the one whirling what looked to be wooden sticks on chains charged the figure closest to him, his felt his muscles tense, breath catching in his throat.
It was a turtle. Not one of the many typical Earth varieties, but one that stood several feet tall, walking upright on two legs. One that was using its mouth to speak and swinging the strange weapons around as if specially trained to use them. One that looked just like him.
The fact that TH-001 existed of course meant that there was a possibility of others, but never in his studies of Earth or glimpses into the Kraang mutagen labs had he come across any. He had assumed he was one of the Kraang's creations, one that had proved his loyalty and usefulness enough to not be confined to a cage. But out here on the streets of the human's city stood not merely one but three others just like him, standing tall with bodies covered in scales, giant shells on their backs.
"Where are youâMikey!"
"Donnie! I can't believe it's really you!"
His eyes were instantly drawn to the turtle wearing the orange mask as it nimbly somersaulted over the Kraang it had been fighting, leaving the one in red to handle two at once. The red turtle did not appear too happy about its situation, but TH-001 had little time to react as the orange one headed straight for him, arms outstretched with a bright smile on its face.
"We're your bros, dude," it said, staring so directly at him that the statement could be referring to no one else, "Splinter's been worried about you since forever! We all have! You belong with us!"
"The turtle is talking to TH-001..." His whispered mutterings again became flowing from his mouth, "Why is the turtle acting as if..."
He knew he should be concentrating on the mission, helping fend the attackers off, but the way it looked at him, those big, round, blue eyes filled with the same foreign softness as his own, caused him to hesitate. He could not help but be captivated by itsâno, his gaze, wondering why two sets of eyes could be so fundamentally different from those that had been directed towards him every day of his known life.
"It's ok, bro." The orange turtle's voice was as soft as his eyes. "I'm not gonnaâ"
The instant the mysterious turtle's hand reached out and touched his arm, TH-001 jerked his mind back to reality, flinching away from the touch as if burned as his eyes darted around wildly. The red turtle had taken care of one of his opponents, while the blue one with the swords was finishing off his second, April O'Neil seeming too stunned and panicked to stand from where she had fallen to the ground.
His heart began to race. "Only TH-001 and one Kraang left..."
"Donnie?"
Without a second thought, TH-001 reached out and touched the turtle wearing the orange mask, activating the stun function he had built into the fingertips of his suit. The other turtle immediately went rigid, eyes wide with shock, but TH-001 kept his fingers pressed against the green skin.
"...two, three, four." Assuming their tolerances were similar, he ceased his assault after the amount of time it had taken the Kraang to cause his own muscles to seize, watching as his victim fell stiffly to the street below.
"Mikey!"
The enraged cry pierced through his thoughts, head jerking up to see the turtle with the red mask disengaging from the last Kraang standingâhalf of its robotic face now exposed as the false skin had been brutally ripped awayâand snarling as he barreled toward him, long, pointed, metal prongs gripped tightly in his hands.
"You're gonna pay for that, you son of aâ!"
"No no no noâ" TH-001 powered up the thrusters on his boots, shooting into the sky just as the furious turtle took a swing at his face, catching only empty air instead. Heart pounding, he did his best to ignore the angry roars being directed at him and opened a channel to his remaining comrade as he spied the blue turtle staring up at him, standing protectively in front of April O'Neil. "Kraang, start the van. TH-001 will retrieve the target."
"Affirmative."
Trying his best to keep his body from trembling, TH-001 took a deep breath, allowing himself to think only of what needed to be accomplished. "First, the drones. Careful to avoid damaging the target. And thenâAH!"
A sharp piece of metal nicked his exposed upper arm as another embedded itself into the metal plating on his shell.
"âcare who you are, get back down here so I can kick yourâ!"
TH-001 hurriedly dodged out of the way of two more projectiles as four small robots detached themselves from his shoulders and arms, zooming about in the air before raining lasers at both turtles' feet. Once distracted enough to stop pelting him with bits of metal, he raised his palm in the direction of the red one, took proper aim, and fired a wide, thin net out of the bracer on his arm, catching him by surprise. As the wire touched the turtle's skin, it sent just enough of a jolt through his body that he briefly spasmed and collapsed to the ground, groaning and shaking his head.
"Raph!"
It would seem that the blue had a similar reaction as the red to seeing his accomplice downed, exactly the reaction TH-001 had been hoping for. Drawing all of the laser fire over toward the stunned turtle, the one with the blue mask hurried to shield him, leaving his target wide open. He quickly angled his flight trajectory downward, heading straight for April O'Neil.
"Get away from me!"
The human tried to outrun him, but there was no escape. Swooping up behind her, he grabbed her around the waist, giving her a quick shock when she continued to wriggle and scream. Grateful that she finally calmed down, he again spoke to his associate, "Target acquired. Leave on my mark."
Recalling his dronesâtwo of which had been destroyed, it seemedâhe glanced back at the turtles, the red now fully freed while the blue attempted to give him chase. Aiming the palm not grasping April O'Neil behind him, he fired some laser blasts toward his tail, keeping the turtle and his swords far enough away that when he reached the van he had just enough time to slam the doors shut before the driver stepped on the gas.
"Mission accomplished. Target acquired. Mission accomplished..."
Heart racing, TH-001 could feel his limbs shaking as he attempted to regulate his breathing before turning back to their captive. The night had not gone at all as he had hoped. He continued muttering to himself as he took stock of the damageâthree destroyed Kraang droids, one damaged human disguise, the loss of two drones, a piece of sharp metal embedded into the back of his armor, and a minor scratch on his arm. The cost was far higher than it should have been, but the mission was complete, and there before him sat a furious human female, her small arms wrapped tightly around herself as she glared up at him through fierce, wet, blue eyesâeyes that very much reminded him of the turtle with the orange mask he had left lying in the street.
The last he had seen of them, the one in blue had been bearing down on him while the one in red had chosen to return to orangeâto "Mikey".
"Mikey..."
Like the humans, that turtle possessed a name. He had heard the blue turtle call out to the red as well, so presumably they all had one. Not merely a designation, used only as a cataloguing feature, but something that helped form their identity.
"...Donnie..."
As the foreign word slid off his tongue, he could not help but wonder if at some point perhaps he had been given one too.
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A/N: This one was hard. Can only hope I pulled it off successfully.
As always, critics and grammar police appreciated!
Chapter 3 on tumblr >here<
#tmnt 2012#tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#donatello#kraang#kraang prime#michelangelo#raphael#april o'neil#leonardo#splinter#master splinter#hamato yoshi#turtle tots#though not the happy fun kind#my fanfiction#this was hard#and leo is next who i also find hard to write#i hope to do him justice though as he deserves it after raph kinda threw him under the bus in the first chapter lol
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Hey it's that time of the year again :D
HAPPY 413! đ
#my time zone is a little early haha BUT HAPPY 413 EVERYONE <3#this is kind of a redraw of last year's 413 illustration and I'm so glad I could see some progress :)#I tried to make them look their age + keep their personalities and also give them cool GT outfits instead of the pjs ones I often draw#idk how much of that you can see though đ«Ł#ANYWAY I had so much fun drawing them all together again!#homestuck#homestuck fanart#homestuck art#beta kids#413#happy 413#john egbert#rose lalonde#jade harley#dave strider#my art
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can't believe fnaf brought me out of art hibernation man what a turn of events
#my art#clou's art summary#dca fandom#fnaf security breach#art summary 2024#ayo rant in the tags#like everyone else on this planet my 2024 was tough haha#but it was really good artwise#ngl going back to drawing and being unapologetic about it irl was liberating#fr i met some real irl grinches since going to uni#the kind that make you feel bad about liking stuff other than work#i sorta felt ashamed at first and toned it down to focus solely on work#the fnaf dca worms were too strong though lmao#ngl this fandom is awesome#like#last time i checked what was going on in the arcane fandom and this place is a straight up warzone#also it turns out people work a lot better when they're happy how bizarre#no but really this fandom gave me a good deal of confidence in general :D#like YEA i love robots they're so cool how could anyone not like them#YEA i watch arcane every weekend even though i have mixed feelings about s2 it's a literal work of art#though some irl peps used to make me feel bad about enjoying stuff now whenever i meet one i feel sorry for them instead#especially when you ask them about THEIR hobbies instead and they answer 'idk tiktok?' like bruh#hey you#yeah you#if you're reading this don't feel ashamed of your interests#it's not worth it fr#go crazy have fun#draw that character you like#make a playlist for them#draft that fic you were thinking about
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I can teach you how to be just like me
crying all night, sleeping till three
#did I mention that sheâs really sad when she isnt trying to forget the unbearable boredom of being immortal#I heard this song to an animatic and I thought it really suited her so I added it to her playlist lol#I normally draw her in fun bright colors but a lot of the sadder parts of her story get pushed to the side#even if none of my oc stories are really fleshed out I know she has an insatiable nature. her star motif is loosely tied to this I think?#ungrounded and instead of ambitious she can just never find contentness with what she likes or what shes doing#she can definitely be happy though!!! but it always feels fleeting that shes scared the rest of her life is gonna be spent chasing highs#which is way less exciting when u think abt how long youâre gonna be around before everything loses its excitement#what tuck everlasting does to a mf#I think this also kinda bleeds into her relationships and tries to keep her distance so she doesnt get tired of someone she actually likes#it can be confusing since she can be really cuddly utterly in love one second and then kind of distant the next. but she still loves you#her brother I think is on the other end of the spectrum where he tries to live in the moment to avoid thinking abt the future#the avoidance siblings#my oc#oc#Augusta#doodles#my art#myart
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True love is possible only in the next world. For new people. It it too late for us.
(Redraw for @pakhnokh's DTIYS post!)
#better drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangij#Finally I can redraw a pahknokh piece with *permission* B*)#I was so excited to see you (pakhnohk) do a dtiys! It's such a fun skill building activity & I really hope to see more people bring it back#The composition and melancholic feeling of the original piece is so lovely! Thank's for setting this up!#Lighting is still kind of my enemy. In the way that getting curb stomped is my enemy. I had fun trying to figure it out though but...#I have a long way to go and that's okay!#Sadly I feel like I overworked this and made the colours a mess B*( That's *Also* Okay - I learned something from it.#The Robert Kurvitz quote is one that I feel *really* fits the heartache of the yiling laozu and hanguang-jun era.#As painful as it is...No...I don't think there was ever a chance they could have had a true romance in wwx's first life#It was always going to be a tragedy.#Sometimes the right person comes at the wrong time. And when you realize what they really mean to you it is the wrong time once again#They get to try again though! They get to be happy B'*)
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there's no way the bathroom at peppino's pizza is actually that big but ÂŻ\_(ă)_/ÂŻ . hey ummm anyway.... i care them...... anyway there's a lil ramble on my take on fake pep's like psyche or whatever in tags on the og post if ur into that kinda thing :y
hey! it's a series! fake peppino world tour: [noise] [noisette] [peppino]<- u are here [gustavo] [gerome] [noisette again]
#ramble after realtags yeag. shoutout to serrangelic btw suggesting the silhouettes thing bc i would have Died otherwise#pizza tower#peppino spaghetti#fake peppino#gustavo and brick#arting#pizzaposting#so anyway i think fake peppino has like. a general awareness that he is supposed to Be Peppino and that he was Made to do that#and likewise he does generally try to...do that. the thing he does NOT realize is hes like really goddamn bad at it#not to be mean but like...c'mon. they are pretty distinctly different kinds of guys even beyond the physiology yknow.#he's neither on-brand nor fooling anyone dsjdsjjkgfsd. BUT!#since the rest of the cast generally likes him [at least as I play it] he thinks hes doing just fine#he's like 'oh they r happy with me so i must be getting a good grade in being peppino :)'#so getting told that 'yeah you actually really suck at that but that was never the reason people liked you'#and told that by og model peppino no less--yknow THE guy he's supposed to be living up to#who's already a bit intimidating for that and who ALSO totally wrecked him TWICE in the tower#making him acutely familiar with just how formidable the guy is and how much there IS to live up to....#it's a Moment for sure. not really a sad or hurt one though. just... contemplative.#thinking abt people liking him for being the guy he's already naturally been being even though that guy is Not Peppino#i don't think he's gonna be super broken up about realizing he has a bad grade in peppino given everything else hes got now#nor do i really think he cares enough to go like reinvent himself or whatever after the fact#he seems to b pretty clearly having fun with it already so i think he just keeps doing that#and in some cases he still has the pre-installed peppino traits/instincts like to cooka da pizza. and that's fine#is this projection. yes. but if youve been following me awhile you know most of my character writing is ghdhfdgf#gonna kinda expand on all this in the gerome one which is...one after next. itll be a bit but man.#anyway peppino will never admit to anyone and especially not himself that he's gotten a little attached to the guy. hee hoo#pep tends to be kinda surly but he certainly has his ways of showing he cares. all of which are on display here#''that thing is not my son'' says man currently watching thing's antics with the 'bemused dad' arms crossed pose. yeah ok buddy.#gus is totally onto him already but hes not gonna say anything.#if u read all this ur prize is not having to go decode fp's rot13. his lines are ''meant to be you...?'' and ''wrong question.''
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PLEASE DO NOT TAG AS YOUR OWN OC.
Vincent spends all his life searching for himself, searching for his spot in the world. He lives in the past and what will never be, longing for everything he has missed out on and everything he will never have. It is not until he learns he is dying that he comes to realize he has to live in the present, to enjoy life as it comes.; and despite his confusion, fear, and his regrets, he tries to live the rest of his life to the fullest, knowing very well he is living on borrowed time. OC WEB WEAVE SERIES: VINCENT "V" MAYER.
charles bukowski, pulp // by wiissa0 // loneliness for love; lovelytheband // louise glĂŒck, from 'unpainted door' // by biryuza // summer farah, i could die today and live again // tobia photographed by su yang // wake up; run river north // ruhlare // by julykings // lemonade; twin xl // ryan walker photographed by ryan pfluger // mary oliver, from 'marengo' // still not dead; dreamers // by lovelyopalite // by geloy concepcion // lemon drop; raynes // chris abani, ritual is journey // 'die milchstrasse', cover detail // louise glĂŒck, averno // i like cars; caroline kole // by cruellesummer // frances molina, oâdeath
#cp2077#edit:vincent#nuclearocs#nuclearedits#oc web weaves#this one is long sorry. i have a lot to say about vincent#lots of fun to make though i really wanted to add in colors that fit him and stay true to his whimsy while also like#correctly portraying the heartbreak in his story. like in the end he survives so it's all ok!! but he wasn't Supposed to survive#in earlier drafts of his canon i had him die after those six months like the game says because it felt fitting for his arc at the time#but also it made me sad because he deserves the world so i changed it and for the better too because that opened up#options for me to continue the story which is how we got king of fools and all that :]#anyway this weave kind of goes full circle in a way but rather than vincent ending up still searching for himself#he has found peace with the not knowing aspect and instead he just wants to find happiness in it all. he doesn't want to be alone#he wants to spend his life with the people he loves the most and he wants to get the most out of it as possible before it's too late!!!
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We know that Fake Pep really likes belly rubs, but what about belly squishes?
Tbh I just need an excuse to knead him like dough
anything around that area feels great for Fakey, his skin is very sensitive to touch and that's the most sensitive spot of them all! but, sensitive in a good way, you go up to him and do any kind of gentle motions on his belly and he will be very, very happy! âš
and, kneading you say? don't worry, there's an excellent bread kneader here to knead this extra special dough for you!
#perfectly kneaded biscuits are on the way! huzzah! âšâš#more Fakey Fun Facts! you know by now that he can purr! but did you know his purr is very deep?#almost the same as the sounds that crocodiles and alligators make! a very deep rumbling... but it's a happy noise so don't be scared!#my art#pizza tower#pizza tower fake peppino#pizza tower oc#eyhm stuff#really any kind of physical touch is very nice for Fake though! he loves the warmth that people have too!#just be careful.... he DOES get very touchy if you let him! sometimes TOO touchy.... you've been warned! đ
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one thing I have to keep reremembering every time I'm playing a soulslike/similar kind of difficult game -- and that I wish I could internalize elsewhere in my life as well -- is that you always, always have to suffer through the long dark of an inexplicable failcringe era before you can emerge into a fresh new dawn of competence. faceplanting into humiliating failure in ways you hadn't even conceived of before on a loop can sometimes be the herald of great and wondrous things to come soon. don't be so quick to abandon yourself in the early murk of daybreak because you think you just suck!!!
#returnal out here reminding me of the great truths yet again#I am crying and screaming my way through the fractured wastes. I may have relinquished all dignity. but I am making progress#returnal#tbf I do find the grind weirdly comforting. this game is Doing something with the strange paradoxical comfort of misery#and it's doing it very well. fills the same 'knocking your head against a wall for the pleasure of it' depression niche#as farming for souls in formsoft games haha. we must imagine the bearer of the curse happy#it's the same thing I'm doing in real life but at least in games you get to see tangible progress within ten hours. not so in life I fear#the only part of the game I haven't loved so far is the nemesis boss fight but that kind of checks out considering what sorts of bosses#I normally struggle with. I love a dance partner boss I hate a 'so much is going on all the time all over the place what the fuck' boss#I could fight malenia for hours but when you fill my screen with noise I am frustrated and defeated lol#fight me man on man you COWARD!!!#thank god the game doesn't force you to replay bosses after you beat them the first time (though the others were kind of fun so)
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HAPPY TFS TUESDAY!!! CHAPTER 22
and join his Claw resistance group
#artbin#fun fact this is the first (maybe second?) time ive ever drawn Shou#oh this is kinda sorta maybe a little bit part of a couple drawings that i was making for your birthday mitch#BUT I WENT OUT OF STATE FOR LIKE TWO WEEKS SO IM JUST FINISHING THEM IM SO SORRY#HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY THOUGH I STILL HAVE MORE STUFF IM FINISHING UP#sorry the first thing you get is kind of unserious but i thought you would appreciate it#ANYWAYS GUESS WHAT#TFS TUESDAY#ISNT THAT AWESOME?? ISNT THAT AMAZING???#the blue eyed stare is real#tfs my beloved
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please please please watch scene 0 im losing my mind over it
#its very fun at least to me#big fan#pocket nagisa is based on scene0 mami's second magia. why is she there. does she just carry that thang around in her pocket or something#and sprry for the amongus. unironically obsessed with it in the year 2024 theres something wrong with me#absolutely obsessed with that green little freak though i really hope she comes back one day#like even just as a background character for .00001 seconds id be so happy#anyways need more people to get obsessed with scene 0 its so fun and i hope other people. also liked it#magia record#mami tomoe#mabayu aki#kind of.#oh and also watch the side stories (same channel) and the magical girl stories (union translations)
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happy mochizuki monday, have a little doodle i made based on a convention i went to this past weekend :)
#persona 3#ryoji mochizuki#minato arisato#lizzy does art#as u can see i went as ryoji. because he's my favorite guy and i love to represent him.#but also i kind of regret it because oof. ima be real guys#ryoji mochizuki would not survive hawaii weather AT ALL it was like 27c đ#anyway i was very thrilled to see that someone went and cosplayed minato...!#i have to say it was. so funny taking a picture with them and then making a drawing based on it because like#im an ant. as you can see. like. minato being taller than ryoji is lowkey cursed#i also saw sumi with joker (metaverse fit) + some guy wearing the yasogami high uniform...#there wasn't that much persona (as in three. there was plenty of five) but i did get a nice print of sees :D#and i got to walk around artist alley with some of my friends which made me really happy!! i love friend shrimp....#i wish i got to spend more time there but oof the heat got me beat đ#but seriously though i cant stress enough how nice it was to spend time with friends i think hanging out with people is so swag...#i hope everyone can make positive and fun memories with people they care about :) happy mochizuki monday!!#i think about ryoji and minato 24/7 and i cant wait to draw them more again u have no idea how much i missed them...#they make drawing so fun for me they're the most guys ever <3
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If the rules are âCatch them allâ ZEX already has a leg up (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Damned#DAX#ZEX#Pokemon#Stoutland#Arcanine#Tangela#Whismur#Larry#Kabu#I mean - of course right? I mentioned Stoutland as one of DAX's matches and Larry loves his Normal types - This Had to happen#And then the idea of how excitable Kabu and ZEX are and what conversations they could have about Pokemon and humans and just-#It all went downhill from there I really had no choice it just Needed to - so I did!#DAX doesn't really understand this whole Petting Large Dog business but it's not actively trying to eat him so that's a mark in its favour#Would he and Larry actually get along or would they brush up against each other wrong haha#DAX Very serious and work-oriented while Larry's just tired and quiet and wants to relax and eat and pet Pokemon#DAX is passionate in his own way but so blasĂ© about humans and other aliens!#Larry something like a cat in that he doesn't really care so goes off to do his own thing - might be too alike to get along haha#I think Kabu and ZEX would get along really well though :D ZEX tries to make friends with so many people so that's not hard haha#And he would have an awful lot of ahem Learning to offer Kabu lol - but so would Kabu in turn! Pokemon knowledge!#Fascinating conversation to be had :) Maybe if they were forced on enough double dates DAX and Larry could get along pft#I almost definitely drew ZEX too short here - maybe he's hunched a little out of excitement lol#But Dexter and Larry would be about the same height wouldn't they! :0 Huh!#It was quite fun to draw Kabu's Arcanine so happy to be getting so many pets haha <3 Cute lad âȘ#Finally following up on Alana's brilliant idea of VUX loving Tangela!! â„ Zarla also mentioned VUX-Tangela vine/tendril communication and ahh#So lovely such fun <3 A specific kind of trainer-Pokemon understanding that can only be had between specific cultures! Yesss#And ending out with a Whismur hug <3 I can't help it those little guys need hugs â„ No shrieking only gentle shushes and comfort
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"The Boy With The Thorn in His Side"(x) - The Smiths Ă 2023 Strollonso moments + pundits' reactions
#baby's first web weave please be kind#frankly i could make a giant masterpost on my opinions on which Smiths songs fit which drivers/ships#i like their music a very healthy amount and I don't spend countless hours daydreaming to it...no....#but this particular song has been haunting me bcs i think it fits them super well!!#with their relationship dynamics and then the way everyone doubts their relationship#though its been hilarious watching the f1tv commentators kind of resign themselves to 'ah well ig this is what AMR/Fernando is like now'#went from being confused and shocked at their on track comradery to just accepting it for what it is#now theyre like 'ah yes lance dutifully lets fernando pass' compared to the previous ouright disbelief and denial#yeah thats right...theyre in love...what are you gonna do about it...#i think one day itd be fun to make a vid comp of all the times the commentators were ?????? at strollonso's lovey doveyness it is fun TO ME#it was really funny to look through shitty articles for negative comments#but the funniest part is that istg all of the articles just quote this one singular man who is hellbent on being a hater#i am in your walls peter windsor.#i think its silly when they bring in 'f1 experts' for their opinions ona drivers motivations and mindset#they act like such armchair psychologists like bruh your degree is probably engineering or journalism calm down!!#hehehe anyways happy with this!! i wrote it out on paper like a whole ass essay draft to brainstorm what to put#and then i scrolled thru the draft while listening to the song and im just EEEEEEE IT FITSSSSSSS#f1#formula 1#formula one#we do a little bit of f1#lance stroll#fernando alonso#fa14#ls18#1418#1814#strollonso#alonstroll#normal posts that catie normally makes in a normal fashion
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P:WotR Portraits: Wenduag & Daeran
I did the one for Wenduag back when I was testing her legs, but today I got the idea to recreate Daeran's portrait image. I think it turned out really well, even if the colors aren't quite right and the pose is a bit awkward.
[reference pics and alternate crop of Daeran's portrait under the cut]
#ts4#the sims 4#ts4 fantasy#sims 4 fantasy#fandom sims#p:wotr#pwotr#pathfinder wrath of the righteous#wenduag#wenduag pwotr#pwotr wenduag#daeran arendae#daeran pwotr#pwotr daeran#wenduag's pose is much better bc I didn't make it lmao.#I need to give wenduag different (short) hair though.#and unfortunately I wasn't able to make hers be underground without either building some kind of cave room or going to the hidden lot.#which takes a lot of effort or several cheats so I just didn't bother. Especially since even then it doesn't match what I had in mind.#I am really happy with how Daeran's turned out though. The ''set'' turned out better than I expected and relight made the lighting better.#I made his pose too. It's not very good but it's decent enough for a quick screenshot.#these aren't edited at all aside from cropping and running my usual smoothing and sharpening actions.#but I still like how they turned out.#I'm typing this at 2am but the post is gonna go up at 2am.#hopefully I actually get to play pathfinder tomorrow/later today...#I did have a TON of fun just hanging out with my dnd group tonight though so I'm not mad at all. We all needed a break lmao.#a bunch of shitty days/weeks all around.#(izzy scout if you see this... đđđđđđ)
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my neutral dragon age trait is that 50% of the time i'm like "the more i critique the games, the more i love them. i can appreciate each game for what they are but my criticism and frustration over what they could be are a sign of love" and the other 50% is like "this is the writing of the dragon age series. sure. why not. this may as well happen."
#post inspired by seeing a post where someone was asking a blog like 'hey ive only played veilguard what is a mage circle'#50% biting the bars of my cage over the way lore/plot/priorities have shifted and changed over time#50% along for the ride#but on that first point: looking at the plot of veilguard (stopping solas/elgar'nan and ghilan'nain)#im not surprised the mage/templar shit wasn't a big deal#and honestly any frustration i have with that is more so aimed at dai#bc dai was what first reduced the mage/templar war to 'here are some assholes fighting in the woods'#however.#objectively WILD that someone could play ur whole ass game and not know what mage circles/templars are#and then the confusion over an elven rook's backstory is honestly just laughable to me like akjdsjkdf#theyre dalish but they also lived in a town and if they're a mage they also studied somewhere#like. honestly imo not a big issue but like. a simple dialogue choice could've solved this.#it's so funny to me bc it's ridiculous but also. bring back ambient dialogue choices.#like tldr though#i super enjoyed veilguard and i appreciated it for what it did#and while not perfect. i'm a sucker for a story about friends and bonds.#and i think as an interpersonal story it works really well#and i can at the very least respect the writers/devs making the game not as open world#even though i do miss that a lot (as well as talking to ur companions mechanics)#however. the detachment from previous lore is definitely jarring.#not that i think veilguard needed to be about (for instance) the mages and templars#and honestly im happy we got companions that felt unique#bc i was getting real tired of 'here are the elves who hate each other. here is the one who doesnt trust mages'#etc etc etc#and getting to see all these factions was really nice too (though in a perfect world we'd have a legit origin quest imo)#but even just. some kind of way to bring in prev lore#tldr 2 i have my frustrations with the narrative arc as a whole and find them fun to talk abt#but sometimes im just like. it already happened. it's already written.#i will think abt what could've been while also just having fun w/ what i got#final tldr 3 i think dragon age is just the one series that im not always itching to meta essay on LMAOOO
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