#this will be my eternal dilemma

[hiyogdh]

trying out new markers and pens so heres a quick sqh

[heartorbit]

the sun and the mermaid

[doctorsiren]

I’m not okay 😁

[softpine]

she's looking especially sacrificial lamb today 🥩

[itsbeenliketenyearsitsprettywild]

Thing to remember about Cat’s magician theme: while yes, it does imply there’s some stuff that we just won’t get to see due to it being hidden, it’s also hinting at something meant to help us:

Don’t get caught up in any misdirection.

One of the big things about this music video in particular is that there’s a lot of stuff thrown at us really fast and quick, multiple times. A bunch of busy, flashy, dramatic sequences that are sure to draw most people’s eye and theorycrafting!

But, just as a magician uses their skills to get the audience to look away from the actual trick that they’re pulling, Kazui is subconsciously pulling the same stuff on us. Like, just in considering what one of the slower sections of Cat showed us:

People have already pointed out that the guy in the wedding audience is the same man who was bartending in Half. But I think there’s even a bit more past that that Kazui’s given to us as context. Which is to say: Consider the ring on his finger and the woman behind him.

Know what other woman in Kazui’s videos we’ve seen who has brown hair and been right next to this man?

Which actually puts the bar scene from Half into a completely different context.

The picture above wasn’t Kazui cheating on his wife: it was him getting to know the woman his childhood friend was going to marry. 

By having their meeting in a casual setting, with both Kazui and her sitting right up next to the bar where the guy was working, all three of them would get to talk and hang out when things weren’t too busy. And when things did get busy, Kazui and this man’s future bride would be easy to check up on via a quick look down the bar counter, with alcohol as an added social relaxant so things would hopefully never get too tense and awkward. With all this in mind, I think it’s really important we consider the art of misdirection when looking through the rest of Kazui’s Cat video: If our attention is being drawn to something in particular, look at everything else first.  That’s gonna be how we crack through Kazui’s shell and get to the truth.

[astral-schools]

(linear) time & (empty) space

[inamagicalhallucination]

akutagawa staying sitting on the roof of a building for hours on end becuz him and atsushi were watching the sky and atsushi fell asleep on him and now he cant move

[trypoed]

"So here we are: me, you, and a little gun."

"I'm a dumbass, you're a dumbass."

"The last time I was satisfied was a minute after I was born"

"Coffee blesses the maniacs"

"Carnage is good. Carnage is relaxing"

[departedmars]

ok i'm sorry i keep on posting sketches. maybe some day in the future i'll actually finish something

[trainingdummyrabbit]

☕️ Angela Lobotomy Corporation specifically

this post prettymuch

but hm hm hmmmm... lobcorp specifically... very difficult t come up with anything other than 'i love her i love her so much so so much i love her' because i do i do i do. but iguess if i were to elaborate..

she as a concept is so full of love, to me, but a very specific melancholy kind. theres so so much going on there and th Intricacies and the Situations but also i so badly just wanna give her hands a little squeeze and tell her i believe in her, yknow. playing thru lobcorp is a very particular brand of Difficult because every time she shows up whatever iwas thinking abt is Out The Window there she is there she is angelaaaa angela hi angela iloveyou!!!! every time she says literally anything i just have to. head in hands. auauauhghg

she feels like cold light through shutters, to me. a particular kind of calm stillness. th whir of an ac unit or maybe a ceiling fan. little bird. i literally cannot come up with anything other than I Would Literally Kill For Her. any time i try to come up w something it just circles back around. she means so much to me. i want to tuck her into my shirt pocket while i go out for errands. enrichment, or something.

tldr she can do whatever she wants forever i am correct and NOT taking arguments at this time. explodes u with my mind.

[elemental-daddy-neos]

Okay now that I've gotten the name change out of the way, guess what! I'm returning to my roots! I decided to start rewatching GX from episode 1, and the way I'm doing it is dub first, then rewatch the episode in the sub right after to compare and contrast. It was a lot of fun, so I'm gonna be writing down all my thoughts as they come in and sharing them here! Check them out below if you are interested, fair warning I will never be nice to Syrus <3

First up: episode one dubbed

Now, once more with feeling! Episode one sub thoughts

...And that wraps up the first episode! Hopefully you guys find this entertaining. Yes I know I'm mentally ill about this show, that won't be changing anytime soon.

Just for the fun of it, if anyone wants them, here are all the screenshots I took while watching the show by themselves

[eyrieofsynapses]

having chronic wrist/hand pain and an overactive muse be like

(also applicable to: writing, sewing, origami, literally any and all creative activities that produce tangible objects)

[wiyldefire]

[ego-sum-arbor]

I would like to cuddle another human… but I do not have another human to cuddle

[child-of-hurin]

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wanting to understand acceleracionism without reading acceleracionist theory

[redactedcrowart]

not sure what to draw rn so i'm gonna open requests. i can't guarantee i'll draw everything or if it'll actually be good but i'll do my best