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i hope u guys know that when i say "im gonna make a post about --" and then i dont it isnt becuz i forgot but becuz i got too technical and now the post is just a floating list of ideas and concepts i dont have the time to figure out

sskk singularity, thesis, and antithesis analysis? i got so invested in the research i started trying to understand taoism

sskk fashion analysis? i have a bunch of tabs saved about time period fashions even though my analysis has nothing to do with the time periods harukawa and bones took inspiration from, i was gonna talk about color and silhouettes

fic rec master list? im 15 pages in becuz i keep on making sub categories

atsushi and multiple personality disorder? i actually did forget about this one

now adding bones worst choices in terms of the art/character designs and atsushis besties outside of the usual juni, akutagawa, dazai, kunikida, gin

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i should make a post about atsushi friendships i dont talk about (since i yap about sskk, atsushi-dazai, and atsushi-kunikida (and also the totally headcanon-ed atsushi gin)

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i know i dont talk about lucy frequently but i rlly think her dynamic with atsushi needs to be highlighted; becuz her understanding with atsushi is so important; its different from akutagawa and atsushi's understanding, its so uniquely lucy and atsushi and i think having someone in your life who just Gets it, becuz they themselves just know how you feel is interesting

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akutagawa's character being all black, from his fully black outfit to his big black eyes, to represent how he doesnt have any light in his life getting grey eyes in the anime is a crime

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((((i dont like danny motta's reactions)))

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i know a lot of my posts r like akutagawa is pathetically down bad for atsushi; but i hope you know that atsushi is pathetically down bad for akutagawa too

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fic where atsushi has the day off but nothing to do since all his friends are still working; he asks lucy when she'll be free, but even she has a normal shift

so he's there alone, pondering what to do, thinking about his friends and how much fun he has with them

then he starts thinking about what a friend is, and gradually comes to teh realization he has one more than he thinks

so he hunts akutagawa down for sport

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imagine pre atsushi 20 yrs old akutagawa time traveling and meeting established sskk

and then he comes back and corners newly arrived atsushi to ask him on a date becuz hes seen the future and he wants it so bad

and if in this au kunikida doesnt show him akutagawas picture on the first date, then ft a very confused atsushi who happily points out that the picture kunikida just showed him is of his weird friend who gives him flowers nad takes him on dates

but if atsushi already has seen akutagawa's pic, then fr a very confused atsushi who was told akutagawa was a killer but this guy is just a cutie who gives him flowers. maybe akutagawa has an evil twin brother

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dead apple au where sskk r trying to find their abilities meanwhile byakko and rashomon r cuddling together, content

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atsushi nakajima u will always be everything to me

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lets get going :)

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i CANT believe i forgot to post this here even though its my favorite atsushi fanart omg

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someone should start a 'different hairstyles akutagawa' series, ill even contribute the first two

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ada throw atsushi a surprise party and put akutagawa in charge of distracting him but forbid him from harming atsushi/picking a fight

after a lot of thinking, akutagawa decides the best way to proceed is to do something that the weretiger would not expect and would leave him defenseless

so he kisses him.

atsushi is flabbergasted

eventually, after waiting for aku to bring atsushi for like 10-20 minutes the ada call him like 'dude u have to bring him in now'

and akutagawa and atsushi show up red faced with bitten lips

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gin calls atsushi when aku's sick and she cant take care of him and she just knows aku will try to escape

anyway, atsushi agrees to come over, makes him food, gives him medicine (both of which he had to tie him down and force into his mouth) wrestles him into pajamas, forces him to rest, etc

anyway, after everything is done, and akutagawa looks better, aku tells atsushi to leave

atsushi refuses to do so until gins back so akutagawa is not alone

akutagawa: i have said i feel better. must you annoy him with ur presence further

atsushi: ah shut up man. ur stuck with me

akutagawa: why are u so adamant to follow gin's order to the--- do not tell me

atsushi: i have this weird feeling that ur getting all the right pieces but somehow putting the puzzle together incorrectly

akutagawa: im never incorrect

akutagawa, summon a weak tendril of rashomon: you are in love with my sister

atsushi: i am not--

akutagawa: seize such foolish endeavors immediately---

atsushi: im not in love with gin. i would be here, putting up with you, even if she hadn't asked

akutagawa:

akutagawa, more angry: to impress her??? using me??? you dare---

atsushi, sighing: im sure theres another me in another universe who's struggling with this same conversation with you

akutagawa: i will kill u

atsushi: yea yea

akutagawa, sleepily: i will maim you

atsushi: uh huh

akutagawa, asleep:

atsushi: dumbass

atsushi, holding his hand and resting his head on the side of his bed: i would be here even if gin never asked becuz i wouldn't want you to be alone, idiot

*later*

akutagawa, waking up only to see atsushi asleep at his bedside: if he keeps this up gin will think he is in love with me and never give him the chance

akutagawa: not that i want gin to give this fool a chance

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"you do not understand, gin. taking the jinko to his first movie before anyone else is pivotal to my plan to kill him. so is knowing his favorite flowers and chocolates. and obviously, i cannot leave things half-done so i must take him to dinner afterwards too. but all of this, its just a ploy to eventually kill him. you do not understand because you do not have a rival. but if u did, you would."

-- akutagawa at some point, probably

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obsessed with atsushi knitting becuz i know he'd knit a wonky scarf for akutagawa and i know akutagawa would wear it with all his usual designer fits