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gavinom123 · 2 days ago

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assorted redhead doodles but mostly battler can you guys tell i like battler i think i need to be put down

#gav doodles #battler ushiromiya #maeno aki #fuuta kajiyama #umineko #umineko no naku koro ni #umineko when they cry #zeno remake #milgram #milgram project #when they cry

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fyofyofyofyo · 2 days ago

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i dont know who i am anymore

im really glad to have put my emotions in this drawing and using my favorite character as my model. nowadays i have been struggling with my mental health, especially existential crisis.

last night at 12am, i was genuinely dissociating so much that i forgot to turn off the water pump in our house, which would have resulted to either a flood in the bathroom or a small explosion.

to help me cope, i drew this, hoping to express existential crisis and not draw my usual like pastel art.

my dreams which mock me don't help at all. i dont like it when it does that, like when one of them said that nothing is real, i am just an illusion, after death is nothing but blank, and that everyone else has the same face except for me.

i have no idea who i am at this point and i feel like i dissociate more often. i do not have a medical diagnosis, but im planning to take one around february 13. :) thank you for liking the concept of the art! i hope i really showed what existential crisis was like for me, only having parts of me show who i am and not me entirely.

aside from the aesthetic, mikoto kayano tops as my number one kin. the words he said in the trailer of trial three made me relate so bad.

i dont know who i am anymore.

#milgram #mikoto kayano #milgram fanart #milgram mikoto #fanart #kayano mikoto #milgram project #mental health #shouldigotoatherapist

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snakes-and-fluff · 1 day ago

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I dunno if I've ever posted my Mikoto theory here so here goes:

I think Mikoto had the intent, but John did the murder. We know Milgram doesn't need you to have actually been the direct cause of someone's death; being the inciter is enough (Fuuta, Mahiru, Kazui). So if Mikoto went out with a baseball bat with intent to kill someone, even if John was the one who actually ended up killing innocent bystanders, according to Milgram's rules that never would've happened without Mikoto's intent.

Which explains the apparent contradiction in the way Mikoto is the one who's affected by the restraints but John isn't, despite everything else pointing to John being the one who did it (yes, I believe what he said in Neoplasm). Because the facts of the case don't line up; people (unclear how many) were killed, at night, by a baseball bat. This is information seen in both MeMe and Double, but there are also multiple discrepancies between them: the biggest one being where the murder happened - on the train (Double) vs next to it (MeMe). I think MeMe shows the murder Mikoto intended, after he got off the train, but Double shows the murder John committed, on the train on the way there after Mikoto was overwhelmed at the stress of what he was planning.

Throughout Double, Mikoto is shown with his eye-lights at the top of his eye, and John with them at the bottom. In addition, Mikoto is associated with white windows, and John with dark ones.