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11|01|2024
I have been feeling the entire spectrum of shrimp emotions multiple times in the span of one single day, this week needs to be cancelled. The idea of chopping off most of my hair is still persistent. Would that solve my problems? Not really, but I could use some a big change of some stor to shake me up a bit. So far the solution to my stress and overall existential crisis has been being wrapped in a blanket and brining my blåhaj around the house with me for emotional support. And honestly reviewing my notes while hugging my blåhaj has made things significantly better.
calm hobbit winter activities and productivity:
read first thing in the morning (I think I managed to read three pages but that's better than nothing)
washed my hair instead of proctastinating it
blasted a feel good playlist in the hopes of improving my mood (and you know what? My teenager self knew better because singing along to All Time Low songs was probably the height of my day)
reviewed all my book notes
started what I believe will be my last outloud review of all the notes I need to know for Monday's exam
allowed myself to stop studying earlier since I have been so tired and stressed and continued my rewatch or the witcher to relax my brain
Irish review on duolingo
📖: A Day Of Fallen Night by Samantha Shannon
#this week i am whiny#i am well aware of it sorry#but it's been a few complicated and heavy days#studyblr#studyinspo#uniblr#university#journal#journaling#studying#productivity#book#bookblr#calm hobbit winter#knife gang#mine#the---hermit
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Need the next HoH to be a who can self evict the fastest competition
#bets are on kenney god I’m done maybe we should have let him go week one you guys#it’s genuinely so disrespectful to the cast producers and everyone who would LOVE to be on big brother#like I know it must be hard being in a reality trust me I would never try for one because of that but I am aware of it for a reason#it’s so frustrating because he is only happy when things go his way (won a singular competition) and otherwise he is just grumpy and whiny#about being there anyways Kenney self evict next week at this point challenge#bb26#big brother#in other news tkor slaying 😌 I know crochet queen would not dissapoint I am rooting for her and kimo and rubina my favs so far
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hi guys! i really hate to come on here with more bad news but i will be going on a break for a while. i have already been dealing with a lot in my personal life and the news about jun (& jeonghan) has completely killed the rest of my mood. i hate to sound so dramatic and i won't start rambling about myself rn but the possibility of getting to see svt has been one of the only things i've had to look forward to for months.
for the past few months now i haven't had energy to write for a variety of reasons and as much as i want to keep writing for you all, i just can't do it right now. i love posting but writing would use up the very last of my energy, and i don't want to post things i'm not proud of. i will still be around on tumblr (mostly queueing gifs on my main blog @wenjunehui) but i really don't know when i'll be able to write again. i'm moving back to school in less than 2 weeks so things will be getting busy for me anyway. i promise i'm not abandoning this blog forever, i just need to step away for a while until every aspect of my life isn't so chaotic anymore. i'm so sorry to disappoint. i hope you all have a wonderful week 💗
#[💒] — june.txt#sorry this sounds so whiny im just. idk how much more bad news i can take this week#its not even really bad news im happy he gets to do more acting stuff. but the timing could not be worse#like clearly there are a lot worse things going on in the world rn and i am so lucky to not have to experience it firsthand#-but this on top of everything really isnt helping haha
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#cassy bitches#i am. so fucking tired and annoyed and stressed#our fucking shower hasn't worked in two weeks bc my parter decided to remodel and then didnt finish the job!#and now her fucking sibling fucked up our dishwasher and it leaked water EVERYWHERE including apparently under the floorboards#and im pretty sure i can smell black mold in the kitchen now which! great! another nightmare we're gonna have to fix ourselves#since we cant afford to get a contractor and even if we could no one ever returns our calls when we do try to hire someone#AND my friend went to surgery for appendicitis and that's freaking me out#and ON TOP of that ive been creatively juiced out and feeling like shit about the things i make and my ocs and like. me#like everyone's just been secretly tolerating me all this time and if i disappear no one's going to notice#i feel like nothing i make or am doing is worthwhile and im just GROSS and ANGRY and ANNOYING#and even complaining in tags on a post makes me feel like a whiny baby like. there are wars etc why am i complaining boo hoo#so i cant even talk to people about how i feel bc it makes me so ashamed that im feeling this way to begin with#ive been resisting the urge to just delete everything at this point bc then at least i wont have the urge to check everything and feel wors#why does awful shit always happen right around my birthday. why am i cursed like this
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happy ace week to all the aces that were actually horrified/devastated to realize they were ace. btw.
I love u.
#asexual#asexual week#aegosexual#demisexual#i am speaking to all under the umbrella im just at work and have to be quick with tags sorry loves#if u got euphoria or validation or happy emotions on ur discovery congrats!!! super glad for u honestly#personally though i legitimately wanted to kms lowkey#like it was so incomprehensibly devastating to me#gritting my teeth and learning to accept myself whether i want to or not#idk it just seems like everyone else was relieved to hear it or something to that effect#it was just the 'first' (read: first one to be recognized) lgbt identity i ever found myself in#and yet even with everyone i see talking about experiences that ive never related more strongly to i still feel very Othered for it#i simply cant share in the joy. or at least im trying very hard to.#idk. im whiny.#brainworm posting
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Glad I’m starting therapy so soon after moving out ☝️ I am already feeling the helplessness and loneliness
#vent#<- slightly? not that strongly? this is a pretty chill post like. I feel pretty chill#but also :( sad#I miss my family and friends at home#I haven’t really talked to my roommates#including the one who’s been my friend since high school bc she’s been sick (?) for the past few days#and this semester is definitely going to be A Lot#I got accepted into another choir but I’m most likely not joining bc my schedule is so packed#but the main thing is#I FEEL LIKE A BABY#my parents never really made me cook or clean and I just feel kinda useless#I’m just gonna have to force myself to learn which is fine#and my parents have offered to walk me through stuff over the phone when they can#but idk I just feel really immature bc like. damn I am 20 and don’t know how to cook Anything#I’m gonna go grocery shopping either tonight or tomorrow and get some sandwich supplies and other non-cooking stuff#so we are not completely doomed lol#also I need to do laundry tomorrow.. which. I can do and have done before. but I’m still gonna call my mom for guidance 😅#idk I think the main thing that’s stressing me out is spending money on food vs. groceries#and trying to eat at least some protein and fruits/vegetables etc. while also not spending exorbitantly#bc I am SOOOO irrationally anxious about money. I hate hate hate spending money#so the whole idea of grocery shopping is just kind of filling me with dread 🥲#but I will do it bc I need to Adult at some point#I just. idk I guess most students do this and I’m being whiny about it bc I’m not used to it??#but it just feels like So Much to be taking five classes and doing a bunch of extracurriculars and living on my own for the first time!#like! ahhh! too much at once!#😰😰😰#and I need to get an internship soon 😀 and if I don’t get one this semester I need to at least get a job so I can stress less about money 😀#but I always stress about money regardless 😀😀😀😀😀😀😀 even though I have scholarships savings etc 😀😀 ocd things! 😁 (🥲)#thank god for my meds and the thought that I’ll be starting therapy in the next week or two#and also my mom for being like the sweetest wver
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#today I am sad about something that I know objectively is dumb#my 30th birthday is next week and the party will be next Saturday and I’m having a dinner at a nice restaurant in town#I wasn’t supposed to make it to 30 and never thought I would but now somehow I have and so this birthday is like…#a really huge deal to me you know#and I always wanted to be able to have a big party to celebrate this specific occasion and in my head I pictured all my friends/family there#I figured this would be one of the biggest parties I’d ever get to throw because to me this is the biggest milestone I’ve gotten to so far#but out of all the people I’ve invited the most that will probably reasonably show is about 10#and even that’s a bit iffy because tbh I’m pretty sure my bestie will flake on me like he always does#and if he doesn’t show up that might just end the friendship but that’s another matter entirely#also iffy because I haven’t gotten a lot of responses still even though I made the event and sent invites two weeks ago#I just… thought I had more friends than that if that makes sense#like I had bigger parties with more people attending in high school and I barely had any friends then#I’ve thrown low key Halloween parties in my mom’s apartment that had more people show up#now I’m at the most important moment of my life (so far) and I’ll barely have anyone with me#lately it just feels like less and less people care about me for real despite how many I know around work or how many are on my Facebook#it feels like my world keeps shrinking and I really don’t want that because it’s been small enough as it is#I just feel like I’m never really going to find my place or have big groups of friends like everyone else#I’m never going to have a group of friends or people I can rely on to spend time with me when needed#as it is planning things gets harder the older we get anyway just due to needing to tend to adult life#guess I still just want what everyone else has and I don’t know why I can’t have those things#and I know it’s stupid and selfish and whiny but I really want to cry because I’m so depressed that I have barely anyone in my life at all#barely anyone to celebrate something so important to me and so few who even seem to care at all either#I’m grateful for everyone I do have honestly#but that doesn’t offset this weird pain in my chest over this whole situation#maybe I should just curl up and cry until this all passes and I can go back to pretending it doesn’t matter#personal
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will someone please make me mashed potatoes please
#txt#im hungry we have no potatoes im not allowed to cook well.#im sorry for being such a whiny bitch this entire week but well. i am one
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#anyways hahahahaha#i know i literally just got to meet phil#after a LIFETIME fixation#and have so much fun at the show#and i know it was HUGE and so wonderful and im so grateful that i got to be there at all muchless meet them#and everyone was so nice to me even tho i didnt have much energy to give them#and i know it sounds stupid and whiny#but god#i am so FUCKING BURNT OUT#ive been riding on fumes for weeks#really for years but im at an exceptionally thin spot rn#and i cant get thru an hour without crying for no reason#im shaking with exhaustion no matter how much i sleep#and lord i sleep a lot lately#all of my hobbies and interests are just kinda there peripherally#nothing interests me and the things that do interest me exhaust me to even think about doing#its been work home work home work home in an increasingly agonizing cycle for the last little bit#and hey man idk if i can keep doing it#ive been working fulltime for 13 years#the longest ive been unemployed was 5 months (?) and not even consecutively#and i was still doing side jobs then#everything is passing in a haze because I have no energy to extend to it#its everything i can do to get myself up in the morning and drag through my work day#i was at the show last night. that ive been wanting to go to since i was 8#i got to meet phil after 16 years#i got to hug them both#and see a lovely show#and the entire time i just felt numb and exhausted and was aching to just go home and sleep so i could shut off#not to kink post on main#but i used to heavily lean on dom/sub dynamics so that i could have someone else be in charge for at least ONE aspect of my fucking life
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What did they (Dan lol) do now?
if you are referring to my hater era, mainly just vibes
#ask#anon#i am being a bit dramatic but my main beef is with the marketing team/management#basically acting like every show is some super exclusive intimate event#and then announcing a new mini tour literally every week for the past three#bc i think it creates the illusion of tickets being scarcer than they are and there will be people whove bought transport and hotels#maybe paid more for the ticket than they usually would#just for cheaper/closer shows to be announced 2 weeks later#i know that's literally just marketing but it feels a bit shitty#and then theres probably my own parasocial issues with my fave band doing something that im just not super into#which is obviously in no way dans fault or responsibility that would be insane#but its weird feeling alienated from a community im used to being a part of#again not anyones fault but this is also my blog and i can say what i like its not like im in dans dms like blue sky sucks lol#that being said i once again do feel like im being gaslit into believing blue sky is good#but that is a separate issue#tldr dan hasnt done anything i am just a whiny little bitch lol#(but also bring back kyle will and woody i miss them xoxo)
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#Man I love when I’m single momming it out here but I have a whole ass spouse#wtf is up with that#homie decided to sleep in so I had to take kiddo to daycare#this child has been ON one with me for the last week#he’s sassy and whiny and crying#and I am so unbelievably over stimulated#like my god
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I talk a lot about teaching and all the good parts of it and the powerful parts of it and it’s all true and also there is something so deeply messy and ugly and raw and painful about the real life exchange of it all and how much I just put myself on the line to communicate a truth and how little I get given back in any tangible or metaphysical way.
#wrong use of the word metaphysical but I can’t think of the right one so it will just have to do#if I had certainty that it was doing good then I would take any lack of recompense#but you don’t get certainty. that’s just part of the deal#you just get ingratitude and flatness and boredom and also the knowledge that you’re stupid if you expected any different!#yes yes all the good stuff i say is real#but this part of it is real too! I am really struggling with it at the moment#I wish there was a way to wrangle my expectations and get them in order#and just take what I get as par for the course#because it literally is#I also wish there was a way for me to be more professional in my actual profession#And I am not unprofessional#but I guess every time I’m going to want to put it all on the line even for the smallest chance of changing someone’s mind or heart#but like. Truly sometimes it’s just like—-but i don’t know that it’s wise or worth it to do it#Or if it’s doing any good at all#like truly I don’t mean it in a whiny way#Well a little bit lol#But I also just mean: who knows? Who can say for sure? Not me.#there’s not any guarantee. And also I’m sure some of the methods I use could use work. I’m sure in the grand scheme of things I don’t know#what I’m doing!! anyway I’m so so sad#and it has been a hard week!#it will pass. as will the feeling I’m sure#thanks for listening#teaching tag
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yall making me cry ksjmndvjkd
#ᵗʰᵉ ᵗᵃᵈᵖᵒˡᵉ ⁱⁿ ʸᵒᵘʳ ʰᵉᵃᵈ. // ᵘˡᵗʳᵃ ˢᵖᵉᵃᵏⁱⁿᵍ#I am sorry im letting my mood go to shit bc of being sick especially since I wanted to go for a walk so bad yesterday and had no energy to#and depression over my meds being expired and my doc being out for another week#weeps grossly I do appreciate you all I was kinda nervous I'd been seen as whiny
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honestly ppl being surprised that people outright and proudly proclaiming the a hiring of a female doctor is a disgrace Might Have An Agenda for widely spreading that her episodes are bad (from like. before they started even airing. let that be clear.) is like your parents watching fox news and them being shocked that the people running it stoking hatred towards certain groups might have An Agenda for doing so when you tell them about it.
This is like. Honestly funny up to a point. Gee Golly, the people open about their vicious hatred of women aren’t to be trusted as a quality guide or as a place of unbiased opinion on something to do with a woman??? I am Shocked.
They poisoned the well.
#dw shit#i teeter between intense judgement and just laughing at people tbh#the fact that the anti woman bs was tolerated as a valid opinion from the get go is where it went downhill fast#it was not and never will be a valid opinion#it's an acting job to play a species that can canonically change body in any configuration#also colin baker is a king among men and he's the only person i respect anymore.#i have never seen one of his episodes in my life but hell if i give a damn#love that guy#would like to shake his hand (except not for plague reasons)#the only correct response to all this was his shut the fuck up and get over it (paraphrased)#to all the whiny baby misogynists#you don't Cater to people like those#you tell them to get over themselves#tho i do also respect that chibbs just went and hired another woman to Also be doctor like i laughed over that for weeks#Also the correct response to crying man babies#oh you hate it??? have more!#i'll shut up eventually but today i am a dog with a bone#(mostly cuz my executive dysfunction is Bad rn and can't do anything better)#and also it's true
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Heartbreaking: rereading childhood faves reveals them to be dogshit
#this is about i am number four#oh my god he suffers from whiny 15 yr old syndrome so bad#but also sarah suffers from such an all encompassing case of sexy lamp#and its written so flatly#so bland#ive 1000000% read better stuff on ao3 in the last week alone#also it's so funny how dated it is vis-à-vis technology#theres a FAX sent at one point#and a 'brb let me go print off the navigation instructions from my printer at home before we set off on this drive'#and just the little things like phones being 'shut' & having super grainy cameras because this is solidly in the flip phone era#what a throwback#rambles
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getting ur hopes up even a little bit for men is so silly!
#this whole week I’ve been like hmmm maybe I like my fwb lemme see#and then he was so whiny and annoying when we hung out last night bc he had to stay up slightly late#and the sex wasn’t even good#oh well glad that’s clarified lmao#like sir I’m staying up late to see you and am working at 5 am#and you are not working#yet you’re the one complaining???#okay#men are so weak lmao
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