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Accepting isolation, craving belonging
#art#digital art#comic#long post#this is kind of vent?#I don't want to be all I had a rough childhood wahh#I just find it bizarre to have so many little aspects of my childhood shape me#I crave isolation#I thrive in isolation#But I want to belong#I want to intimately know someone#and I want someone to intimately know me#This is to all the people who have loved me#even if we dont talk anymore#i love you and have loved you and i want nothing but for you to be happy#original post
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there are a lot of evil people in the world and a lot of darkness in the world and so it’s very important for me to stress that now more than ever is the time to spread kindness and compassion. combat the evil by not only not partaking in it, but actively refuting it. destroy the notion that being compassionate or generous or kind to someone is uncool or embarrassing or even scary. be the change you want to see. start a chain reaction. positivity only breeds more positivity. do an act of kindness for someone so that that person who is too afraid to do it themselves can see you, realize that they’re not alone, and perhaps sheepishly follow your example. and then the next person who is too afraid but sees that person can do the same. when bad news comes out about bad people or horrible atrocities in the world it’s such an easy impulse to despair, and obviously it’s important to feel what you need to feel. grieve. be angry. be sorrowful. be empathetic. but dust off your pants and get up and be a part of a chain reaction that, no matter how small the scale, and spread compassion and love and care. all the reasons why you might not—“it’s hard! it’s scary! people will make fun of me! it’s useless because there’s too much evil!” are all grade A arguments as to why you should. you have no idea how many people you could inspire to do the same. even if it doesn’t get you anyway far, you can at least say you have the nobility of trying. please choose love and please choose life. you are worth loving and you are worth inspiring others to love
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I think Tim would be a little uncomfortable talking about himself to other people and that pisses people off for some reason.
People throw around words like unaffectionate and robotic at him but he really loves them. He just can’t tell them or behave “affectionately”
Someone in the family probably has had a fight with him or something (bc when the fuck are they not fighting) and they yell at him for not caring about anyone and he just like breaks down
He wants to yell at them that he loves everyone so fucking much that it hurts and he’d given up so much for the rest of them, put up with so much shit, but when he opens his mouth, the right words never come out and he just fucks everything up when it comes to emotions so he just… doesn’t talk about it.
A large part of being toxically independent/being surrounded by an environment that romanticises being really independent from a young age, sometimes, is compartmentalising your trauma and therefore your emotions.
Also, he gives off “ableist parents never let me get a diagnosis so I’m always struggling but I’ve always been held up to neurotypical standards” vibes
#kind of a vent?#I’m a pretty private and introverted person and people have hated me for it lol#tim drake#red robin#batman#bruce wayne#batfam#dcu#tim drake angst#fic ideas#jason todd#dick grayson#damian wayne#dc robin
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sorry i let embarrassment dictate what i do what i say my interests how i interact with my interests how i draw how i interact with other people surrounding my interests and my enjoyment of everything Its because i am a creature built from shame and it will happen again and again and again
#i am a metronome that wildly swings between Do whatever you want all the time because its my house and my furniture-#and Oh god everyone is judging me and im so weird and annoying and im losing all and any friends and respect i had#but were working on it. maybe.trying to. Brute forcing it by doing it scared anyways. all the time. always scared. whatever#chat#is this a vent post in public? not really. well i guess it kind of is but moreso i just thought itd be funny to say
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The magic of Majoras Mask is trying to comfort characters who are grieving their future through little acts of kindness. Like, the simple but layered juxtaposition of the joy of marching the chicks around on the third day to a little ocarina tune while the game vibrates every few minutes to signify that the moon is closer and closer to falling....
#snowhead rly destroyed me so have been collecting masks ever since#spent so much time gambling on dogs til i finally got a winner <3#anyway can we all agree that mm is genuinely a game about acts of kindness lmao#like one of the masks u literally just listen to the song of storms guy vent...how often i forget that actively listening is an act of#kindness in its own way 😭#entering incomprehensible posting era again just warning u all
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the voices in my head told me to make this @ombiblombi
#might be funnier in my head but its okay#LMAOOOAOM#at least this gave me inspiration to draw them aagin after ages#cryigg#look its thr stupids!!!!11#the idiots!!!#<333#having fun with formatting too i think tumblr is cool actually#sebastian finding out abt the vent system goes like this now i guess#sebastian solace#painter pressure#sebastian pressure#pretend that im also REALLY good at drawing shadows like so good ur amazed rn and they dont look kind of stupid
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side effects of the Core based on stress doodles i've made at work haha
In other news, I saw Look Back the other night and it completely changed the way I see my own art and compelled me to go through all my unposted stuff RUINED my evening, 10/10
#amphibia#amphibia fanart#marcy wu#my art#Vent#kind of? well I wasn't doing the greatest back then but things have mellowed out a bit :]#sometimes my meds make me feel like my third eye is opening (but in a not-fun way) and I imagine that's how Marcy gets every now and then#was deadass wandering LAX for a layover the other week thinking 'damn Marcy Amphibia was here that's so cool'
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I have really mixed opinions on the “Stolas is a bad dad” debate. Personally I don’t think he’s a terrible dad, like he’s no where near as bad as Cash and Crimson. He’s nowhere near as bad as his own father. I understand Octavia’s feelings however (bit of a vent here). My dad has let me down multiple times throughout my life (he still does sometimes)
Here’s how I know Stolas is somewhat a good parent. He actually takes accountability for his actions and apologises to Via. My dad has not apologised once for the horrible things he’s said to me.
And in the end that’s what solves the argument for me.

Having my dad hug me and apologise to me and me not feel uncomfortable with him initiating physical contact would heal me so much… but I don’t think it’ll happen. Which is why I’m so jealous I don’t have a dad like Stolas. Also his song “You Will Be Okay” makes me cry. That’s how you know I have daddy issues 🤣
#helluva boss#stolas goetia#octavia goetia#daddy issues#their relationship makes me sick#it makes it so much easier to understand their pain as theyre both relatable#kind of a vent#also if the critics come for me I’m ready for a fight in the notes!!
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Jade please stop making googoo eyes at Rose.
#homestuck#homestuck fanart#homestuck art#jade harley#rose lalonde#jaderose#?#sure. what the hell.#why not.#rosejade#okay time for obligatory tag talking#this was just supposed to be me doodling angry roses to vent out my own anger because yesterday kind of sucked#but then I made an adorable jade#which I think a testament to that fact that my day did very much get better#it does get better after all#spideypawz
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Sometimes... the world can be a little too much.
#cod#call of duty#cod mw2#call of duty modern warfare 2#call of duty ghost#simon ghost riley#manysart#manyrambles#vent in the tags beware#drew a little ghost to see if it made me feel a little better and it did... maginarly...#I have been having the roughest month (roughest year reallly) of my life mental wise...#I feel so drained everything is too much everything is too little#it's like my brain is covered in static and not the good kind#I'm exausted mentally#my nerves feel rubbed raw#feels like I'm so close to snapping#I don't even know why I'm like this that's why it's so frustrating#now I'm gonna work on my assigment that does involve soap so that makes me a little happy#personal stuff yee haw
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ok hear me out????
things that i think stone had to do to nurse robotnik back to health after the end of sonic 2:
-physically dig him out of the rubble and carry him in his arms to safety
-cut his clothes off of him to access his injuries without bending or pulling on anything
-clean, stitch, and bandage wounds
-set broken/dislocated bones
-procure (steal) hospital-grade painkillers and medical equipment
-surgically remove shrapnel embedded in him
-hook him up to an intravenous line to administer (stolen) fluids and nutrients
-build or procure some kind of machine to monitor his vitals and alert him immediately of any changes
-carefully bathe and dress him
-monitor him 24/7 for days, barely sleeping, meticulously cataloging every detail of his injuries to keep track of any slight change in his condition
-kiss him on the forehead (this is what actually made him better he didnt need to do all that other shit)
#im cooking up a bit of a fic on this but slowly bc im out of practice at the writing#its going too slow i need to actually vent these ideas out really quick here#stobotnik#sonic movie 3#thinking about what kind of things stone had to be thinking about logistically#he had to push his fear down and step up to save his life and he couldnt worry about himself...man hold on a second#basically just the idea of stone having all this medical knowledge and ability came to me#and to quote lee majdoub: what cant stone do#it makes a lot of sense to me for him to be capable of all this#agent stone
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his smile could cure the world ♡ [for @morshiberna ♡]
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#btsedit#btsgif#jimin#park jimin#bangtan#bts#mine#mine:gifs#mine:pjm#comp#userdimple#annietrack#rjshope#userpat#raplineuser#this coloring is all over the place dkfjfkfgjfkkhj but it doesn't matter because#IT'S MY BABY'S BIRTHDAY!!!!#HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING I HOPE YOU HAVE THE MOST WONDERFUL DAY <333#wishing you so much happiness and love and luck and fulfilled dreams and laughter and comfort and warmth#i can't believe how grown you are where has time gone :(#thank you for always being so lovely and kind#and for all the giggles and love#and also for letting me vent frustrations and matching my energy djgjfghjkffjfg#you're really just like our jiminie it makes so much sense he's your bias <3#my wish is that life lights your path with the brightest sunlight#and that you always know how amazing you are#how strong and resilient you are#and that you are capable of achieving anything you want#i'm proud of you and you should be too <3#happy birthday sweetheart 🥹💗
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zero's pressure
#running out of gas. running out of money. out of time. out of energy. i'm running out of everything#and ofc my solution is to. avoid it. ignore it. do nothing productive.#zero's pressure turns into zero pressure#i'm trying to be kind to myself. i really have been trying. but it's hard when youre still headed to 0 on everything with no solution#because of yourself#i cant get a job. my art doesnt bring enough. i cant keep producing new products on the regular. i cant finish major comms on time#what CAN i do?#vent#just some adhd things#and maybe anxiety. and bad stress management#sorry for being so raw on main. its therapeutic even if it doesnt really lead to anything. it does force me to confront my feelings ig#i tend to get a burst of motivation after hitting a low like this but its a constant cycle that in the longterm really doesnt improve.#ill probably get some products done and do some quick comms. just one of those alone can cover gas for me#anyway some positivity to toot my own horn: i love the palette of this piece. went harder than i thought
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letting out some steam 😮💨 poem in alt
#i have never shared poetry before and it kind of just Happened so!!!!!! dont perceive me too hard oh god#this vent has been on my mind for a few weeks#feels good to let it out#rat draws#poetry#mister b#oc
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I met the me who made different choices
#idk what this means so dont ask#got the words stuck in my head and this is what I wanted to draw for it immediately#me at my desk. so.#I dont look exactly like this obviously. doesnt matter. anyways#hard time recently in a lot of different ways#lots of work to do!#given up on getting everything done I kind of failed at that. it was too much#so now I'm just trying to get anything done that will make the next 6 months not kill me again#ideally. 3 episodes. or the book#or like at least close enough to that that its basically that#I'm feeling really screwed LOL#I dont know how I've been working every day for so long and still havent done enough...#(its because the work load is way too much)#every time I take 1 hour for myself. to cook. or clean. or draw something else. or play a game. I feel so guilty auauau#I hate webtoon I hate this damn green app...#DOESNT MATTER!!!#what DOES matter is my art is good as hell... look at this shit...#the light. the colors. I love you red I love you green#I need to get more red pants I only have the one pair.#I saw this guy with red pants that had skeleton legs on them and I was like FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!!!!!!!! I need them!!!!#I need to start sewing again. I dont have a sewing machine cause my apartment is too small so I havent sewn in years but I really want to..#I want to make clothes again... I need some vests I need some dresses..#I will not make pants or sleeved shirts because I dont hate myself#sketch#art#vent art I guess LMFAO its not#its just this fun little thing we like to call self expression#also this isnt how my desk setup actually is I scooted things around cause I didnt wanna draw anything twice. fuck it we ball#ok back to work
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I argued with some random asshole on the internet a while ago and I noticed I made them feel really bad with my anger, I decided to at least get them some groceries as a apology gift because I know they struggling too, few days ago I went over to talk about the situation while calm and to properly apologize, made sure to let the person know that they don't gotta talk to me that it's ok if they don't want anything to do with me, they agreed and added me to a group chat with their girlfriend and then proceeded to berate me for the next 4 hours straight taking turns to call me names 😭 and I'll tell you what. To be called creepy and obsessed for sending the money and get berated for that too??? Like I know $50 isn't like a huge amount nowadays but it was half of all the money in my bank account at the time. And it was a tough decision to make because I am already struggling to pay rent and because I'm too disabled to work. I snapped out of it immediately, like wow no wonder I got mad at them in the first place.
The moral of the story is, don't try to fix things with the worst people you have ever met, your gut feeling was right, there's a reason why you got angry. It will only harm you and make you harm them, too, when you eventually get emotional and pissed off over how they treated you and then use it against you. Whatever you do won't be enough and taken as the worst possible thing to do. Simply fuck off. That's the best outcome for everyone that will hurt the least amount of people.
#also like#this is completely unrelated to the point but i have called them a stalker multiple times#and while talking to me they started bringing up that i have been feeling bad lately and if im still dating my boyfriend and are we happy#like what is that about?#how do you see my posts why are you asking me this its kind of freaking me out#or telling me that me and my bf are trying to be them like????????#we dont even think about you and when we do we just laugh at your dumbass in call we do not care LOL#either way this is so insane and i need to vent it out and share my experience to people because what on earth#for context i have blocked them on all social platforms so they have to be following me on burners just to keep up with me#which is definitely normal behavior#my little oniisionling incel stalker saga
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