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jestersdlc · 2 days ago

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THE SILLIES!!!! :DDDD

They're all taking a quiet day together :3 (Hence casual wear! Or close enough to it) @the-peculiarity-of-anonymity even if you've already seen it :3

Few lil notes and flats under cut (Tis also my new banner! :D)

Icelandic's tail is so blurry because she keeps wagging it, Pink is not helping this /silly (And whether it looks like it or not....Icelandic's spines ARE lowered and not standing up for once......again whether or actually looks like it or not it is, trust me.)

It doesn't show very well, but Wc is basically sitting on Pink's legs, Wc is also kinda ignoring Pink and Icelandic for the most part as they be sappy, but does occasionally bother them with cat memes (since that's what cards looking at XD)

I had a few versions of Wc's shirt, they may get drawn another time XD (Cass helped pick this one :3)

AND even if it's in NO WAY seen, I had to fight the sketches to pose Pink and Icelandic's legs and feet correctly................which was immediately covered by WILDCARD and the blanket but I know its there at least </3

Flats version :3 (You can also see a lil design detail on Pink better..........I usually forget to add it/too lazy to do it)

#jesterposts #jcrambles #jesterdraws #the slendies #slendlr #hehehe :3

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deoidesign · 5 months ago

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I met the me who made different choices

#idk what this means so dont ask #got the words stuck in my head and this is what I wanted to draw for it immediately #me at my desk. so.#I dont look exactly like this obviously. doesnt matter. anyways #hard time recently in a lot of different ways #lots of work to do!#given up on getting everything done I kind of failed at that. it was too much #so now I'm just trying to get anything done that will make the next 6 months not kill me again #ideally. 3 episodes. or the book #or like at least close enough to that that its basically that #I'm feeling really screwed LOL #I dont know how I've been working every day for so long and still havent done enough...#(its because the work load is way too much)#every time I take 1 hour for myself. to cook. or clean. or draw something else. or play a game. I feel so guilty auauau #I hate webtoon I hate this damn green app...#DOESNT MATTER!!!#what DOES matter is my art is good as hell... look at this shit...#the light. the colors. I love you red I love you green #I need to get more red pants I only have the one pair.#I saw this guy with red pants that had skeleton legs on them and I was like FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!!!!!!!! I need them!!!!#I need to start sewing again. I dont have a sewing machine cause my apartment is too small so I havent sewn in years but I really want to..#I want to make clothes again... I need some vests I need some dresses..#I will not make pants or sleeved shirts because I dont hate myself #sketch #art #vent art I guess LMFAO its not #its just this fun little thing we like to call self expression #also this isnt how my desk setup actually is I scooted things around cause I didnt wanna draw anything twice. fuck it we ball #ok back to work

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potatobugz · 8 months ago

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i feel as if im going mad so im going to just put this out here. real quick. movieunleashers starters ramble.

i cant stop thinking about how mudkip broke down in that one scene in "Typomaniac," when Chespin called him mean. for a second he lets his mask slip a little bit and to me he just... acts his age. he starts crying and calls chespin mean back. maybe im just hyperfocusing on this one detail but mudkip is about 12 years old.

and that just makes me wonder what happened in this guys life that brought him to where he is now. and it makes it all the more tragic how his whole world revolves around chespin, but he is the one bringing him the most pain. and how young he was when he died.

there is a large theme of growing up in "Rare Candy." the characters ages are emphasized in that particular episode, and one of the main conflicts is fennekin wanting to evolve faster.

the thing about characters in these stories is that they're not allowed to just be kids, to have a childhood. so many bad things happen to them. like. mudkips whole, Everything. fennekin when she was famous in typomaniac, or dealing with her own insecurities/pressure from society about her relationship w chespin. and chespin always having to shoulder his friends problems & always somehow managing to stay positive despite everything.

why cant they just. play video games. eat ice cream or something. go to the movies

at the end of the day, i think both mudkip and fennekin are characters who grew up too fast. by distancing himself from them, chespin refused to follow in their footsteps and just wanted to stay a kid.

good for him.

#starters movieunleashers #rambles #long post #mudkip starters #fennekin starters #chespin starters #NOT TO SAY THAT BEING 12 YEARS OLD ABSOLVES YOU OF ALL CRIME BUT GOOD GOD #i honestly think it was good for chespin to distance himself from them??? especially mudkip. holy cow #he seemed... happier(?) in wild oranberries but tbf its hard to say for sure #bc chespin loves doing this thing called “lying”#also. i saw the end credits sequence #not sure how to feel about it i do not have enough information to go off of #but i suppose itll make more sense... all in due time #but going back to what i said earlier i think the issues a lot more complicated #i worry about chespin that boys friendship is basically just “i can fix him!” like girl. no #THEY ALL NEED THERAPY #INCLUDING THE GANG FROM LAVENDER TOWN #*ESPECIALLY* THOSE GUYS #please. ill cry #i cant help but think this will all end in tragedy #i hope mudkip gets a good ending or at least a bittersweet one #like again. he kills people. but hes also like not even in high school and i feel bad for all of them #anyways IM SORRH GOR YHE LONG RAMBLE I RLLY LIKE THIS SERIES??? AND THIS THOUGHT WAS EATING ME ALIVE SO I RLLY WANTED TO SAY IT #hey gang. new hyperfixation #hm. i should also mention the “watching his close friend die on front of him and feeling responsible for it” to the list of chespins traumas #i domt think fennekin was a “bad friend” as much as i think she just had her owm things toing on #and its entirely chespins choice to dostance himself from her

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laniidae-passerine · 9 months ago

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catch me laughing in the club awkwardly because this season has a 19 year old blonde female companion from London, a space travelling left of law brunette queer boy who flirts heavily with the doctor, absolutely zero writers of colour and no mention of sensitivity readers…….and next season the new companion is a woman of colour. uh oh!

#he’s not stupid enough to do Martha again but be REAL with me. do you think this man can handle writing for a brown woman and a black man #and make it in any way genuinely tasteful. the one race he’s punched down and the other he’s basically ignored during his tenure :/#rtd seems to think because he has the lived experience of the great struggles of being queer in the 80s and onwards #which was a serious struggle and came with its issues #that he understands being a person of colour? like he wrote an episode about racism and then laughed about not needing a sensitivity reader #before he handed it off to ncuti. but it needed one because it was a stupid episode because he’s white and moreover #seems to think he understands WITHOUT actually getting any of the nuance. which makes it worse.#im just concerned to put it lightly #like chibnall’s bad habit was ‘good episode followed by a bad episode so bad you forget the good episode even existed’#but at least he got writers of colour in to make some of those episodes! he actually cared! and also fumbled real bad (nazi uniform… ://)#still. he actually gave it a pretty good shot and opened some doors behind the scenes. like the writer’s room which is just as important #and also in the scenes tbf like yaz and ryan sharing scenes as poc companions during the same run was groundbreaking #and rtd just closed them again going actually no im doctor who’s most specialist boy and we should do my run all over again #stop this man. get someone new in. he is not much better than chibnall rn like he is not batting hits #stop letting the world’s most charismatic doctor (ncuti i will get rid of regeneration to keep you. i love you. wish you had better writing)#distract you from the fact RTD is doing a ‘biggest hits’ tour rn. stop him!!!!!!! please can we have a showrunner of colour! a woman! please #rtd critical #doctor who #dw

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nihiltism · 2 months ago

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i always get mildly shocked when a friend of mine mentions they have a sibling. this is absolutely not rare in fact i think im the odd one out however i being an only child just kind of assume everybodys an only child unless stated otherwise

#i got over my being very lonely and wishing i had a sibling when i was like. twelve #but i do think it might have been neat. esp a younger sibling.#im sort of glad i didnt have one growing up bc #gestures vaguely. the family doesnt have enough money to have more than 3 people and also i already didnt get a ton of attention #(nothing against the rents theres Extenuating Circumstances there)#but i do think like. conceptually itd be cool #assigned little buddy at family. i know theyre not always friends but theres A Dynamic at least #<- guy who has a close bond irl with a whole one person. this may be influencing my view here #maybe i just wanna adopt somebody. im sorta bad at having close bonds in general tbh #i can count 3 in total. maybe more #but the quantification between Bonds and friends is. wiggly yknow #eh. its weird. i know people have friends theyve adopted as basically siblings and that might be neat but my view of frienship is also weird #the real thing here is that if i had a little brother or something i could have told them to call me their sibthing #veespeaks

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subbykittyboythoughts · 2 months ago

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yeah sorry im not gonna be active for like. a few days. music grabbed on and won't let go. someone bought me a dj deck and i'm planning a short set to practice. i will do nothing but do neurofunk double drops in my free time

#sorry not sorry.#we in music #like. idk lots of people made dnb seem really hard to mix compared to other genres #maybe its cuz i don't do basic intro/outro fades more often than not but lots of house is surprisingly hard to mix #ok tbf more melodic dnb like dancefloor can be p hard #but heavier stuff like techstep and neuro is so easy?? keys don't matter you can double drop forever #dubstep is usually easy af #or at least color bass #ive not tried mixing a bunch of melodub and brostep #lots of color bass goes perfectly together if they're in close enough keys

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francy-sketches · 9 months ago

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I'm gonna have to work on my final project non stop for like a month straight bc I procrastinated on it too much fuck my stupid baka life

#.txt #also I have to do a movie pitch for it bitch it's an amv with intentionally one dimensional characters 😭 tf do I even say about it #at least the characters are like. knockoff jaime and tommen so its almost like im drawing asoiaf fanart #unfortunately I've come to hate them. the knockoffs I mean #I wanna change the designs a bit so they dont resemble my blorbos as much. i think im gonna give the kid darker hair #ok well discount jaime just looks like him with 2 hands and a blue cape 💀and I cant change him atp #my worst mistake was giving him like. a solid metal skirt armor thing bc its a pain in the ass to animate #at the start of the year I had the most work done out of everyone how did this happen #its bc they started nitpicking the story and I kinda lost motivation to work on it lke this shit is stupid. and cringe #by they I mean the extra screenwriting teachers we had a couple lessons with which like. this is an animation course not a writing course #I'd get it if it was like. a full time school but we have 2 3 hour classes a week we dont have time for this shit man #ig my mistake was that my idea didn't start from the story it started from the song I wanted to make a cool music video for it #its not that the story is nonsensical or anything its just a very basic fairytale esque thing nothing groundbreaking #'but you're not SAYING anything with this' I'm not trying to omg just let me make my little amv :(#does everything need a plot twist or to subvert expectations is it not enough that it looks cool #there's a couple people who are worse off than me in terms of how much they've done but also theres a couple that are nearly done #looking at them like god I wish that were me.....#and also I think I accidentally overwrote a shot I worked on for 3 hours. killing myself #maybe I can restore a previous version but its on the school computer and the school is closed for a week so im not gonna know until then

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thedrotter · 10 months ago

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sweet sweet re:kinder community... I would like to ask y'all how you came upon the game and your experiences with it because i wanna know. im genuinely so curious to hear about other people's experiences and little opinions about this game because of how wild the game is (/pos) I'd love to hear it. do ramble to me about it

#re:kinder #not art #so in my case i once saw someone talk about it in a video and some scenes with the very vague context really struck with me #i was like wow...that is so sad... i wonder what goes on #but the thing is i watch videos talking about games like that ALLL THE TIME while im multi-tasking so i FORGOT FOR A YEAR?!?!?#until one day i was sick in pain on my bed could not move. and then it came to me. yes. “RE:KINDER. I SHOULD PLAY IT.” LIKE OUT OF NOWHERE #i will never understand how i dying of pain remembered a game i saw once BY NAME AT LEAST A YEAR LATER when jve heard of so many games #and you wanna know why it stuck with me. i saw in the video an image of the “as if id be reborn as a princess” line #i did not know the context but it was devastating #AND WHEN I PLAYED THE GAME when that scene game i was shocked to silence😭😭 BECAUSE I BASICALLY WENT COMPLETELY BLIND??#I DID NOT KNOW THE LITTLE KID WOULD BE THE ANTAGONIST???? AND THAT HE WOULD HAVE SUCH A SAD STORY??#like. i saw the sad coming i knew it was bound to happen yet i could have never been prepared for how hard it would hit me #I HAD TONS OF FUN but at first when i finished it i was so confused and so lost i was like welll.....what a game... TOO STUNNED FOR WORDS #then i thoughr of it for 20 minutes and bawled my eyes out and realized it was art #so when i got to my second playthrough i CRIED LIKE CRAZYYY😭😭 I WAS BLOWN AWAY IT REALLY HITS YOU #personally it admittedly hit close to home and while it made me bawl my eyes out it was also very comforting i felt very understood #AND IT WAS CRAZY FUN TOO i was not bored once the first time i played through it i was sleepy but i was so excited to keep playing😭😭#its funnt becayse i was initially apprehensive about playing cuz im sensitive to stories where sad things happen to kids #but i played it regardless because i was like “but what if its one of those scary media that hit close to home and i enjoy”#AND I WAS RIGHT. BUT NOT ENTIRELY BECAUSE I DID NOT THINK IT WOULD HIT AS INTENSELY AS IT DID😭😭 IT WAS MYCH MORE THAN EXPEVTED #many ways in which it impacted me but if i started listing them i would not shut up . so for now it is enough #IN SUMMARY WOW.. WHAY A GOOD GAME!! PLAY RE:KINDER!!!#i rambled more than i intended to i do apologize

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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 years ago

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#ay ay ay. now that the soul crushing project is done ive elected to spend the week managing data #which is decidedly more chill than what ive been doing for the last month but also isnt not doing anything and it isnt getting stuff done #for when i have to move. so thats annoying. and ive been drawing again at least but i can feel the escalation in my controlling behavior #so its now very frustrating trying to draw anything. coloring is gonna take a million years rip.#also suddenly everyone wants to b social rn? like tomorrow my boss is organizing a thing with an old lab mate and this weekend a #collaborator is having a retirement party. and next week my lab mates wanna do a trivia night. and i kno that i should go to these things.#and i will try but i really dont want to go to any of it. mostly for driving reasons but also im a husk of a person rn. but the more #devastating thing is that uh next week one of the kids i grew up with is getting married to a rich girl lol. and like we werent that close #bc i was and am such an asocial freak but after the wedding my parents r picking up their new camper and camping their way across the #country with my sisters. and im sure someone probably told me the dates of these things at some point but if u tell me dates i will #instantly forget them. so thats. ya kno. happening over basically the next 2 weeks while i have to kill myself over measurements for a #different study i dont care abt. and like. its fine. ill see them mid may for a different planned trip. it just makes me kinda sad #a product of living halfway across the country i guess. im just inherently more disconnected to everyone. i would suspect thsts semi #intentional subconsciously. u cant b upset abt not being able to connect with ppl if you create enough physical distance that u never see #them in the 1st place. u cant misunderstand me if i make myself absent and unknowable. idk. i was explaining to my mum that i didnt realize #the timeline and she was like. understandable whatever u wanna do! and idk y that upsets me so much. i guess its just that i dont want to b #doing this. its causing me pain but dont kno how to articulate it in a way that makes sense. whatever. my mouth hurts. my lips r so chapped #that the irritation is spread past my lip line. probably doesnt help thst i keep rubbing at it lol. anyway things r still annoying #less soul crushing thsn last week but still frustrating #unrelated

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oopsallmabari · 2 years ago

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still in shambles over all that remains even though this is not my first da2 playthrough but my 2 quick thots are

1) a much as I would love for jelani and leandra to have an actual conversation when leandra is (un)dying in her arms I subscribe to that being varric's authorial influence and a desire to protect his friend's real last moments with their last living parent (he was there so he knows all too well what happened). in reality jelani does talk to leandra and lament that she was too late but leandra doesn't respond, at least not verbally. personally i like it ambiguous as to whether leandra is still 'in there', experiencing the hell of being in a reanimated body that isn't all hers, or if leandra was gone well before hawke+co even stepped into the warehouse, before she could see jelani was going to save her.

2) I REALLY LIKE MAGIC THAT FLUCTUATES WITH EMOTION so once jelani realizes that leandra is truly gone and nothing merrill could do would save her the force mage tendencies come out. yes she has her friends with her (varric, merrill, and fenris are there) but she feels deeply alone and devastated by failing once again at what matters. she is untouchable, once the last bit of hope fades a wave of repulsive force comes with it, knocking her friends back and slowing them from coming near her when they try.

#ari speaks #jelani hawke #if you have watched atla it is basically like. when zuko and the gaang team up against azula partway through the earth season #and iroh gets hurt and zuko goes 'LEAVE🔥🔥🔥' when they try to help.#still mulling over what jelani's companions do after the fact but she is at least on the outside lashing out and telling them to leave her #i Do think that of the 3 with her fenris ISNT the first once to reach out. given fenris walked away previously.#i think its merril that tries to break through first maybe? her and jelani are VERY close.#anyway love having a mage hawke like da2 was already suffering enough

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rebellum · 2 years ago

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To me the autism to autism communication thing seems very interestingly like cross cultural communication. Idk it reminds me of how while I love speaking to people from the middle east who moved/are visiting here, because they're SO FRIENDLY by canadian standards, if they're new here then they also often don't know about Canadian personal space bubbles, which are rather large by many cultures standards. Like they'll just stand like.. right there. Just in front of me. Speaking directly into my face. And to them I'm sure canadians seem rather standoffish and a little cold, like how Scandanavians seem to Canadians.

#in terms of v different cultures i find its easiest to speak to ppl from south america mainly brazil i guess? especially women.#like the communication style is relatively close #ppl from china and korea also have similar enough communication styles to us but also im sure canadians probably seem a lil too friendly #to them #west africa and the carribbean have similar styles and it makes me a lil uncomfy but also im used to it bc im half trinidadian so i know #how to act in those interactions at least #WORST is scandinavian i feel so SNUBBED #and then america and the uk and australia are basically the same comm style as canadians #except australians are funny bc their use of swears is different

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the-m0th-king · 8 days ago

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Love that the most recent Invincible was just two episodes in one. It was honestly so good.

#damn it toby #i think i liked it better than the other three episodes this season so far #spoilers in the following tags!! reader be warned!!!#it was honestly really funny I was cackling at the overdramatic narrator in Allen & Nolans part #Mark HAS to have some trauma over killing the Immortal #like I know the Immortal was basically begging to die #and like fair enough you live for centuries watching everyone you love die #that's gonna fuck you up as a person #even just like #outliving civilizations will make you lose it #which to be honest I don't think present day Immortal is totally stable either for that reason but the future him is even more so unstable #so I don't blame Immortal at all for wanting to die #but also Mark worked with the guy and presumably knows him pretty well #even if they're not friends per say I imagine Mark at least respects the guy #and Mark already has issues killing people in general let alone someone he's even remotely close to/has at least some connection with #that's gotta put on some added baggage #Mark was already traumatized and this is certainly making it worse #also the second half with Allen and Nolan was just *chefs kiss*#the overdramatic narration was amazing #it reminds me of those old school superhero movies #its like something you'd hear out of an old superman movie but in a satire kind of way #it was so funny #also I love Nolans attitude in the situation #“this dude annoys me so much” *Allen almost dies* “Wait fuck I can't let my friend die”#also yeah I know the Viltrimites are overall the bad guy but I relate to that one dude #im not dying to a furry either my guy I'd fight back #no hate to furries but I'd be pissed af if one stabbed me #anyway there's only 50 full-blooded Viltrumites left???? What???

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silent-sentinels · 1 month ago

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yeah we've got a guy called Yearning but apparently the kid's bested him with the sheer amount of homesickness she feels.

#Lili has wanted to go home since. forever. for the longest time ''i wanna go home'' was our constant mantra and it still kinda is.#she misses home so badly sometimes it makes our chest physically ache. our little comet. we? she? remembers falling to earth?#might be exomemory. might be just a pretend story. she remembers streaking down with Ceres before our core shattered in the impact.#we somehow picked up the pieces. /were/ the pieces. patched ourselves with what was left and reformed into the 80% of a human being we are.#but Lili was there for when we were a star‚ the sole piece cradled by Ceres before he fragmented. and now she can't go back.#...she likes being human at least (like in this body with us). she and Whimsy and Juliet hold a lot of our romanticizing of the mundane.#humanity can be fun and wonderful and beautiful. she loves eating snacks and petting our cat and looking at jachi! she loves living.#but being human gets so... sad sometimes. difficult. and sometimes she's reminded of home. it's a pang of nostalgia that hits all of us-#because we're monoconcious. it isn't always so bad. it's been mild for a while actually. but when its bad‚ she asks us when she can go home #she wants us to come too‚ her family. she remembers to say please. she's been so good‚ can we go home now‚ please‚ please‚ please?#we know we can't‚ so /she/ knows she can't. but she tries anyway just in case one of us can miraculously change the answer.#is it sadder if she keeps asking or if she gives up hope?#ugh. well anyway we watched ponyo to cheer her up. it's her favorite movie and is basically our collective favorite as well now too hjglkj #Harlowe doesn't believe in what might be our exomemories. things like gods and fallen stars in our system causes half the denial really.#other systems can have them sure! but not us. we're just ''making up backstories'' for ''characters.'' y'know how it is with self-awareness #anyway i won't go into it lest we get into that kind of turmoil too lmao... ponyo watched!! it's really late but we might stay up longer.#(delaying the inevitable) not thinking about it ma'am! :) don't take this post too seriously. we're super peachy rn Distance isn't even-#too loud tonight. anyway maybe a drink? hot chocolate? can we have hot chocolate if we're still sick? who cares lol :3 #the city and the sword #<- not exactly‚ but close enough. just wanted to keep this for reference. lili+core crashed in what is now the headspace garden by the way.

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heyitslapis · 8 months ago

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its times like this when i really wish i had an SO's shoulder to cry on

Because I think i factrued/sprained my foot the other day it happened wednesday but its still pretty swollen and pops when i try to walk on it without hobbling. i know i signed up for health insurance through work. i wrote down the insurance company name as Bayside and I have my personal insurance id number but the card never came in/got lost in the mail (and i already called for one replacement that never came so idk if theyll send me a third) so i cant confirm the insurance name nor call them, but i need to because ive called/visited 5 health care facilities around me and NONE of them have even heard of Bayside. So im calling the phone number that my manager provided me with telling me that was the insurance company. I keep calling the number (and mind you ive called them before to try to get a second insurance card sent to me but that was in like April) and i get that its saturday but theres no answer and the stupid automated machine wont let me leave a voicemail. the automated answering voice on the phone also says that theyre called National Benefit Plans by SafetyNet and google says the phone number im using belongs to National Benefit Plans out in San Antonio Tx (i live no where near there). I found National Benefit Plans' website on SafetyNetPlus dot com but National Benefit Plans doesnt have their own website, just through SafetyNet, and also the SafetyNet website says on a side panel that "this is NOT insurance" and instead keeps saying "health benefits" instead so idk what the fuck ive been paying for for the last 6 months tbh and im having an emotional breakdown bc i dont want to fuck my foot up for life just cause i couldnt figure out my health insurance/benefits shit

#ive been fucking sobbing on the phone for 20 minutes calling the phone number over and over again #im about to mcfucking lose it and im sad and confused and scared because my foot is still so swollen even though it doesnt hurt very much #and google says if swelling on an injury like this persists after 48 hours to go get it looked at #all the walkin clinics near me dont have any xray techs til monday & quoted me anywhere from $130-$300 if i dont have insurance which i can #provide proof of nor am i even sure i actually have at this point and im ngl my guys i only have like $180 to my name until next friday #but then basically my entire next paycheck is going to Geico #and overall im just having a really really really bad time rn and im scared that if my foot is actually fractured im gonna fuck it up worse #by walking around on it without a boot/cast. yeah ive been sitting at work the last few days #but its front desk at a hotel so at least for the first hour of my shift and last 1.5 hours i HAVE to be standing #my foot was so swollen after work today it hurt to get my shoe off #im just really fucking stressed and anxious and confused and im sitting here sobbing my eyes out realizing theres literally no one i can #call just to vent and cry it out with #cant call my mom cause i busted my foot leaving her place after her husband got in my face & screamed at me for saying you cant hit people #cant call my siblings cause none of them can help/we dont talk often enough that i feel like i can burden them with this #i have a few casual friends but same sitch im not close enough with them that i feel comfortable venting while sobbing to them #i could call my ex but shes got a new boo now/its not her problem/we rarely talk anymore/she cant help so no point in calling #only other person who knows/is worried about me is my ex's mom but she wont be home from work for break til 2pm & its 11:30am rn #not close enough to any of my coworkers either #its times like this that i realize how truly alone i am these days with no one that can physically comfort me #which of course is only making me more upset #thats what i get for being depressed and reclusive the last 2 years and only letting people get an arms length reach from me emotionally #there is a medical clinic i can go to that is a 50 minute drive from me and without insurance you just pay a $20 sliding fee plus a little #extra for the care services but again theyre not open until monday and also its a 50 minute drive from me #so all im learning is i shouldve gone some place thursday morning after it happened and im fucked at least til monday #FUCK my STUPID BAKA life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#whatever. guess imma keep icing it try to keep it elevated and just endure it and hope it doesnt get worse #emma rambles #vent tag #DONT REBLOG

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sharksliveontrains · 1 year ago

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First race of the season in:

everybody wish me luck !

#🍀#its actually a decent time for me whcih is good #usually itd be a conflict with work but they have me closing so slay for me #lando oscar lewis starting in 7th 8th 9th well that should be interesting #alex in 13th :( well at least he was in q2 #its a struggle for me bc im a mclaren fan but its basically impossible for me to root for somone above lewis like #i do need lando to get his first win this season like hes good enough

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relativelyfvcked · 1 year ago

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"basim isnt a warrior so be careful" is a funny way of saying "we didnt give a fuck about the combat so all of your controls feel unresponsive"

#parrying in all of the other games in this era were fine. what happened?#also this is basically an extended dlc and you can feel it in the writing. its such a nothingburger #its a stealth game where if you try to nudge your character they take 5 extra movements forward and get spotted immediately. very cool.#the parkour sucks and is now more restricted #what origins and odyssey did that felt so good was being able to pick your spot and go from there #ppl complain that there werent Any stealth elements but thats just how You decide to play it babey #i miss the Actual freeclimbing ability as in i'm not railroaded into using fucking handholds on long climbs. the parkour is simply not good #enough to do that nor is it interactive enough for me to want to be forced to do that #i'd like the setting more if the freerunning and climbing felt better ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#its next to impossible to get into a good grove. even to get one clean line without randomly jumping off or getting pulled to an unrelated #wall/object. it probably felt better in origins/odyssey because it was so much more open but still closed when in fortresses and such #also? the chain assassination suck. not nearly as fun as being able to chain your own actions #but all of this makes sense when you know that 1. this was originally a valhalla dlc and 2. it was made with the intention of being #ported to ipad. of all fucking things.#whatever i guess im just waiting for the next era cuz thats when the games end up being good again #pretty bummed. especially bc i played thru all of valhalla and didnt like it and am now going through basically an ac1 remake pasted onto #valhalla assets.#and tbh there isnt enough to do in a map this large even though its smaller. ik other people dont like fetch quests but it at least gives me #a reason to go to other areas where like. i havent even been outside the city bc it hasnt set me there. i dont want to just aimlessly wander #i have a lot of issues w this game but i'll shut up now

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