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Flatline in: Toxicity
Summary: A selection of scenes from the TFP episode "Toxicity", rewritten to include Flatline, my OC.
Author's Note: [Remembers that I can write snippets without necessarily needing to complete a whole fic] Haha cool :)
The ground bridge opened, swirling with green and blue light. Three Insecticons barreled through, wings humming as they touched down onto the volcanic rock beneath their pedes. Gathered around the ground bridge, the three watched Hardshell stalk out after them, with Flatline close behind. The Insecticons regarded Hardshell for a moment, waiting for his command as the bridge closed. Flatlineâs right servo flexed, the syringe digit primed and ready, as Hardshell growled.
âDivide, and do not hesitate to conquer.â Hardshell raised his fists towards the sky in a gesture of strength. Wordlessly, the three Insecticons flew off in three different dimensions. Hardshell and Flatline transformed into their own respective flight modes. Hardshell travelled forward, in the yet-untaken direction; Ill-suited to travelling alone if things went awry, Flatline followed after him.
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Hardshell came back online with a groan. Slowly, he pulled himself to his pedes, shaking off the pain in his circuitry. The beating of chitinous wings filled the air, and the other three Insecticons circled overhead, grim expressions set on their beetle-like faces as they gathered around Hardshell. Flatlineâs pink helm peered out from behind one of the rocks bordering the flat expanse, which had just been Bulkhead and Hardshellâs makeshift arena, and he strode across the space to rejoin the group.
âDo you still think you donât need me?â A smirk crept into Flatlineâs voice as he looked at the twitching nub on Hardshellâs face, which had formerly been his other mandible. Hardshell was sourly looking down, at where the severed end of the mandible lay, stuck into the ground at his pedes. Without moving his visor from the spot, he snarled at Flatline. The medic flinched, taking a quick step back.
âThe Wrecker left me alive.â Hardshell paused, and a hiss escaped his maw. âThe last mistake he will ever make.â With an inhuman leap upwards, Hardshell quickly transformed. He and the other Insecticons veered around, charging through the air on the trail of the relic. Flatlineâs helicopter form flew alongside the sole straggler, rotor blades beating hard.
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As the Insecticon reached inside, muffled beeping emitted from inside of the container.
âNo, wait-!â Hardshell exclaimed. The grenade hidden inside went off, exploding in a great burst of flame and force that shunted two of the curious Insecticons backwards. The third one, who had reached inside the container to begin with, wasnât so lucky - he was blasted off his pedes, landing on his back. Jagged shrapnel of green rock had pierced through the Insecticonâs throat, and he writhed and let out a shriek before falling still, dead within seconds.
The whole thing had happened in less than a moment, too quick for anyone but Hardshell to do anything. But instead of being horrified by the gruesome state of the corpse lying before them all, Flatline perked up in visible interest.
âOoohâŠâ Flatlineâs breathing mask slid over his faceplate, cooing as he hopped forward and crouched beside the fallen warrior. His bright blue optics glimmered with intrigue, and he reached towards the fuming shrapnel. Only for a massive clawed servo to wrap around his shoulder pauldron and yank him back. Flatline stumbled, and he glared at the back of Hardshellâs helm, as the leader stepped forward and leaned down himself. He just as quickly reared back when he recognised the substance, an arm held protectively across his faceplate.
âTox-En.â Hardshell sneered, slowly backing away.
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The Insecticon corpse trembled and wailed, apparently not as dead as it might have initially seemed. Although, that might have been because of Flatlineâs prodding, probing the foul injury with a pair of forceps. He could feel the Insecticonsâ optics on his back, and he heard Hardshellâs grunt of irritation, but all of Flatlineâs attention was focused on their dying compatriot.
âLord Megatron. The object we seek, it isâŠTox-En.â
The Insecticon whined weakly, and Flatline smiled behind his mask as he used the forceps to tilt its chin up, further exposing the wound and allowing him to record a proper reading of the Tox-Enâs toxicity. Itâd been a long time since Flatline had bared witness to the substance, and he wasnât about to waste this wonderful opportunity.
He was vaguely aware that Hardshell and Megatron were still talking over the comm-link. Flatline couldnât hear Megatronâs side of the brief exchange, but based on Hardshellâs growling tone, he assumed the conversation wasnât going well.
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âWrecker!â
Hardshellâs call echoed across the volcanoâs solidified summit. Bulkhead looked up as Hardshell swooped down above, circling and landing across from the Autobot. He transformed, and ordered, âPut down the rock, and allow us to put you out of your misery.â
The rest of the Insecticons climbed over the lip of the volcano, claws and fangs bared. The ch-ch-ch of a t-cog joined the thrum of inhuman growling as Flatline touched down alongside them; his right servo hung by his hip, digits curled and blade primed.
Bulkheadâs optics narrowed, looking around at the group of Decepticons that currently had him surrounded.
âGotta swat some fliesâŠâ His balance felt uneasy when he shifted his weight to his other pede, but his expression was set, determined.
Bulkhead took another grenade from his belt, flicking off the pin and throwing it at the feet of the nearest Insecticon. It peered at the grenade for the split-second before the grenade exploded, throwing it back against the rock wall. Hardshell snarled and unsheathed his second pair of arms, the taloned ends razor-sharp and ready to tear through green Autobot plating. The snarl deepened to a roar as Hardshell charged forward. Bulkhead planted his pedes, tightened his grip around the chunk of Tox-En, and thrust it upwards into Hardshellâs throat. Hardshell screamed, clawed pedes struggling for purchase on the molten rocky floor. He was held aloft by the Tox-En, spasming as the false energonâs touch dissolved through his neck cabling.
âFair warningâŠâ Bulkhead growled through gritted teeth while Hardshell struggled, âIâm contagious.â
The syringe-blade glanced off of Bulkheadâs armour, narrowly missing its intended target of the gap between the metal. Bulkhead winced and glanced back over his shoulder, in time to see the bladeâs attached length of cable retract back into Flatlineâs arm. Flatlineâs optics were narrowed, and looked just as bloodthirsty as the Insecticonsâ did.
âThen allow me to administer the cure.â Flatlineâs arm snapped forward, the blade shooting forward at the speed of a bullet. It struck into Bulkheadâs back, and Bulkhead bellowed as he felt the weaponised syringe administering something foreign into his body. Flatline rolled his arm with one wide, quick motion. The syringeâs cable hooked up and around Bulkheadâs neck, and yanked. Bulkhead wrenched his helm against it - still forcing the Tox-En forward, not allowing Hardshell any reprieve - but a wave of nausea and weakness wracked his frame, Flatlineâs poison adding to the Tox-Enâs already overwhelming effects, and he hadnât noticed the mad doctor rush towards him until Flatlineâs other servo suddenly dug into his faceplate, ripping him downwards the rest of the way.
The ground rumbled as Bulkhead fell on his back. Freed from the Tox-Enâs burn, Hardshell gasped and stumbled back, falling to all fours.
âYou donât look well, Autobot.â Flatline leered over Bulkheadâs fallen form, the cable still pulling taut against Bulkheadâs neck. Bulkhead blinked wearily, forced to watch Flatlineâs lips curl with satisfaction. The rock was still within his grasp, and he tightened his hold around it - nothing else mattered except ensuring he still had hold of it.
Flatline slipped the syringe free of Bulkheadâs back, brandishing it like a knife while the cable was being used to strangle. Beads of energon dripped from the edge.
âDonât worry,â Flatline pressed the syringe to the gap between Bulkheadâs neck and his chestplate. Flatlineâs pseudo-soothing tone was ruined by a building laugh, âIâll put you out of your misery.â He went to thrust, but Bulkheadâs free servo seized him by the arm. Bulkhead heaved, flipping Flatline over and slamming him into the ground in the same movement. Flatline cried out, plating groaning from the impact, and the syringe had slipped from his grasp. Bulkhead untangled the cable from around his neck and sucked air into his ventilation systems, doing his best to clear his aching processor.
Hardshell hadnât strayed from the battle; he circled Bulkhead and Flatline, still low on all fours like a predator stalking its prey. The growl however was from Flatline, who rose to a half-crouch, the syringe-blade lashing at the air as it winched back into his servo with a soft snick. Bulkhead dragged himself to his pedes, eyeing them both. Flatline lunged forward, attempting to inject him again. Bulkhead pitched himself out of the way and punched Flatline in the back. The medibot wasnât built for fighting, and the impact pounded him back down onto the ground with enough force to make his own processor spin. Bulkhead did himself, Hardshell, and maybe even Flatline a favour by grabbing the Decepti-Doc by the rotor blades and tossing him across the expanse of the summit. Flatline slammed into the rock with a pained shout.
On Bulkheadâs flank, another Insecticon took the opportunity to transform and charge. Bulkhead was ready for it, and swung around the chunk of Tox-En, knocking the bug out of the air. Dazed on its back, it couldnât do anything to stop Bulkhead walking up to it, and slamming the Tox-En down against its stomach.
âHold this.â Bulkhead ordered, as if it had a choice. The Insecticon groaned, horned head falling in defeat. With it out of the way, Bulkhead turned and placed all of his attention back onto his main adversary: Hardshell. The two circled each other, optics locked, and hackles raised.
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Bulkheadâs servo retracted, deploying his giant mace. He wound back, and hit Hardshell with everything he had.
Hardshell toppled, stumbling back until his heels reached the edge of a hole in the volcanoâs otherwise sealed peak. Barely managing to catch himself, Hardshell glanced down at the smouldering crater, and then back towards Bulkhead. His mouth fell open in a warbling cry as he saw Bulkhead heave the piece of Tox-En towards him.
âCatch!â Bulkhead called. The rock slammed into Hardshellâs empty servos. The force pushed the Insecticon over the last of the distance, and he fell into the crater with a shocked scream.
The air felt clearer, apart from one last presence on the volcano alongside Bulkhead. He turned, locking optics with the last Decepticon left on the mountain. Flatline stared back at him. Bulkheadâs ventilation systems heaved, his shoulders hunched. His gaze bore into Flatline, and his mace was still held at his side, ready to bludgeon whatever threat remained.
Flatline glared at Bulkhead. He looked to the smouldering crater, where the last of his muscle had vanished into, and then back to the Wrecker. Bulkheadâs helm lowered, increasing the furrow in his brow. Wordlessly, Flatline took a step back, and then transformed. He knew his chances were abysmal in a one-on-one fight, so he chose to take off, retreating from the volcano.
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The mission had failed. Megatron was going to beâŠunhappy, to put it mildly. Flatline doubted heâd be able to avoid being reprimanded for his failure, not when heâd been assigned to assist the platoon of Insecticons. Maybe, hopefully, the Insecticons would receive the greater share of Megatronâs wrath. On the bright side, at least Flatline had escaped in better shape than Hardshell or Bulkhead.
And besides, there were other prizes more valuable than a simple victory.
Flatline chuckled, and increased his speed through the open sky. Safely nestled within his cabin, a sealed beaker rattled from the movement of its contents within. Through the flaskâs thick glass, the murky glow of Tox-En shards, which Flatline had stolen from the fallen Insecticonâs throat, swirled with silent promise.
#flatline (oc)#my writing#okay to reblog#Hi :)#this was a lot of fun I enjoyed doing it#sorry I didn't do the middle third of the second fight scene but it was getting to 12am and I needed to make dinner so I decided to leave i
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They deserve to have a quiet moment for themselves (and Zuko is seriously questioning his taste in men)
#this was my klance đđ#i actually enjoyed drawing this a lot#i never have fun with colouring so even tho its not the best the important thing is it was fun to do#look at zukka making me have fun with art!!#zukka#atla#avatar the last airbender#sokka#zuko#art#my art#fanart#digital art
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i can't believe one piece invented gay people
#HELP???????#WHAT#one piece#op#one piece live action#opla#spoilers#min watches one piece#I WANNA MAKE A SEPERATE POST FOR THE NAMIKAYA MOMENTS#DUDE THE LIVE ACTION IS LEGITIMATELY GOOD??#im enjoying it a lot so far#idk what others are saying but it doesn't matter cuz im having fun#even if the characters act a little different than they do in the show#it's something new though! i think that's really cool#lusopp#zosopp#^_^<- insane#monkey d luffy#roronoa zoro#usopp#iñaki godoy#jacob gibson#mackenyu
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At your side [End of Season 2]
[First] Prev <â-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#wen ning#jin ling#wen qing#jiang yanli#a-yuan#It may have taken a year but we did it! The end of season 2!!!#(Granted: this season was nearly twice the length of season one.)#It's been a really fantastic season to draw for. So many iconic moments! It was a lot of work but I had a blast B*)#I also enjoyed experimenting more and more with my comic style. I'm growing as a comic artist bit by bit!#There is even a little bit of shadowing in this one for next season. As a treat. All the fun (and not heart breaking) scenes to come!#Comic talk time: Recently saw 12 angry men for first time and I love the coincidence of the themes aligning here.#They both touch upon the horror of judicial systems - in which the most persuasive argument wins and the truth is a nuisance.#All it takes is one person to stand against the crowd and say 'I do not know what is true. And that is reasonable doubt enough.'#When the majority is for condemning someone guilty - that in itself is persuasive enough.#One will set their mind to what the 'truth' is and refuse to see it any other way. That their perspective is the only correct one.#No one is born with a monopoly on the truth.#Everyone has biases and agendas. Some care not for the outcome - only that they can be on the convenient side.#Lan Wangji is putting everything on the line to say 'I'm not going to go with the majority vote.'#And that is a huge deal in a story that is so politically focused as MDZS is. Everything is a careful chess move to these sects -#and to not play the game is basically sacrificing everything you are and your families name. For some it is unthinkable.#And there is no doubt in LWJ's mind. He would stand there and lose everything if it means upholding justice.#More importantly - these two have each other's backs. The bond is unbreakable. This is the most ride or die I have seen two people be.
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I kept debating how to end this short little mini comic. In the original script, they were gonna hold hands (scandalous, I know lmfao), but I didn't think it hit quite right in comic format when I tried to make it longer. Hence why it ends... like that.
Anyways I wrote like a ton of comic scripts for COTL comics that just didn't hit right / I couldn't commit to making and then when driving home from work last week in the pitch darkness I thought about how nice it is to see like actual stars. And I feel like with the cult grounds being kind of among a lot of trees and all that it might take a short hike to get a really, really, really good view of the night sky and stuff. Thus. This.
It's arguably not my best work (I'm out of practice drawing good night skies and all that) but I'm happy with it. Enjoy this thing I made
#cult of the lamb#cult of the lamb fanart#cult of the lamb lambert#cult of the lamb narinder#cotl narilamb#narilamb#(that's mostly for tagging / filtering purposes... this isn't inherently romantic but it can be read that way i cant tell ya what to do)#cotl#cotl fanart#cotl lamb#cotl narinder#also i like the idea of narinder having like. wrist pain and shaky hands and iffy grip strength upon joining the cult?? cuz chains n stuff#im sure someone has already come up with that somewhere else but like. it's a neat concept. the consequences of ur actions and all that#and cuz. like i gave the lamb a lot of my feelings and stuff. so it's narinder's turn and he gets my wrist pain lmfao#but that's a tangent. anyways enjoy this silly comic it was fun to make
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can't believe im saying this but long time no megumi
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#fushiguro megumi#megumi fushiguro#jjk megumi#jjk art#am i getting my speed back or am i just procrastinating what im Actually supposed to me doing the answer may surprise u#regardless i realized i havent drawn megu properly since waaaaay pre-halloween and i was feeling the withdrawals#i wanted to get a handle on this newish render style with yuuji first bc i think the lighter hair forces me to know what im doing#vs with black u can hide things a lot better so its easy to play it safe and revert 2 usual habits#so im rly happy i did yuuji first bc these bruise-y colours on megumi's hair look SO good i cld cry#im rly enjoying this thing where i put whatever colour down wherever without worrying abt being too precious with it#the bright neon salmons the dusty purples the olive greens these r all colours i would not normally turn to#esp fr skin#but its so FUN it makes the lighting so fun and saturated and interesting to look at#overall this ws nowhere near as meticulous or 'clean' as the yuuji draws but i didnt needit to b so its ok#this ws just an afternoon#n i just needed to draw megumi :'> i abandoned my boy..........#yall im having fun drawing again pro tip if u feel stuck Do New Things#yet another lesson you think i wld have Retained after 21 years of drawing
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tiefling jon's first day at the Archives
#id in alt#the magnus archives#tma#magnus archives#elias bouchard#jonathan sims#tma jon#jon tma#jon sims#tma dnd au#tiefling jon#gammijart#tma s4#so this is that comic i was talking about a few weeks ago. with way too many backgrounds and effort#ill say i did enjoy doing the backgrounds a lot and thats worth a whole lot. but also. if this gets no notes i will. cry#anyways. love drawing a correct perspective grid and then fucking it up in favor of something that is wrong but FEELS right <3#also any anachronisms shall be explained by this being a fantasy setting#always difficult to post something that's not a joke. sincerity. yuck#and this does still have some jokes. just less punchy than id usually post. also no jmart or other ships. whoof#i havent done enough with elias. he's such a slimy bastard - v fun to write#he talks a bit more formally here than in canon but tbf he is an elf so /shrug#EDIT: aaaah between panels 4 and 8 i forgot i gave him an ace ring!!
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Baking
#my fav entry for the week and i forgot to post it hereee#criminal spky behavior#i really wanted to finish this week but i am having hard time on my hecking vacancy can we believe it#i ll probably do some other prompts but very slowly#gentanweek2024#digital art#clip studio paint#csp#kimetsu no yaiba#kny#demon slayer#tanjiro kamado#genya shinazugawa#tanjiro kny#demon slayer tanjiro#kny tanjirou#demon slayer genya#kny genya#genya#gentan#tanjirou kamado#hope you enjoy because this one was a lot of fun
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hiii im sure youâve answered this before but in regards to your twst x PokĂ©mon, how do you choose which PokĂ©mon go give to the cast?? really curious since your choices are unique :O
unique in a good way, I hope? đ
(jk jk I haven't come across too many pokemon AUs, so I was going in without preconceptions, I guess!) I was sorta aiming somewhere between doing, like, a full AU with internal consistency and everything, and just picking entirely based on theme/character, so maybe that's why! basically I just set some arbitrary rules (no legendaries/no repeats/evo stages based on year) and then went on ~vibes~. a couple were also suggestions (thank you guys!) and last-minute decisions, so it was a bit of a delightful mess of ideas!
my one regret is that I should have given Riddle a Togedemaru after all. ...you know what, he can have one now, why not
#art#twisted wonderland#pokemon#poketwst#okay i have one other correction to make#which is that i think vil should also have a garbodor#NO LISTEN#i have thought about it a lot but i just do not want to give him a milotic#and this is because -- now hear me out#neige would actually be the one with a milotic#(it fits his personality more and it's even in his colors!)#when they were kids vil had a trubbish and neige had a feebas and vil felt superior until the whole milotic thing happened#and he's secretly kind of bitter about it#but he also secretly loves his garbodor a lot and gets mad when people make fun of it#IS HE NOT BEAUTIFUL ENOUGH FOR BOTH OF THEM#also garbodor ferments poison inside of it! it would be the perfect alchemy assistant!#I'M RIGHT OKAY#(i am also a big fan of trubbish/garbodor and i don't personally think they're ugly anyway)#anyway enjoy this drawing because it completely exploded my computer#(it was not the drawing's fault it was just unfortunate timing)#i've mostly got things working again but oof. it's been. a day. đ
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my dark link thoughts coalesced into wonderful headcanons and crazy amounts of forced perspectives and dutch angles
also sorry HW i would have included your dark link(s) but i do not have passion for your game <3 maybe next time
Some thoughts below
I have thoughts about dark link that boil down to basically two things: 1. it's always the same dark link, and 2. dark link has a very difficult time changing.
No matter how many times dark link is brought into existence, he is formed from the shadow of link usually to test link's will. that shadow can be duplicated (as seen in HW) but generally speaking it's the same guy, sharing the thought space, you know how it is. In terms of sentience/thinking for himself, I don't think there's all that much of it. He is a dark reflection/shadow of link, so shares his abilities and thought patterns (for combat) with added aggression and. evil. i guess.
As said by navi, "conquer yourself", and all that. He's a challenge to the inner will power.
That being said!!! he can have a little bit of individuality, as a treat. Just in the form of being mean and sadistic <3 he's got thoughts, he's not just a combat doll (tho in times of low power, or a greater power having the reins, he reverts to that), so he can be frustrated, vindicated, happy, etc etc. though when your thoughts are mainly "evilevilevilevilevil" your idea of these emotions are a bit skewed.
When he's summoned for each different link, i hc that it's all the same magic, so the same dark link every time. he "remembers" in an abstract sense of his role in the same way a link or zelda "remembers" their own reincarnation. tho his is less of a reincarnation and more being used over and over again. a persistence.
The iteration that's summoned reflects the current link at the time, the part of link that needs testing/defeating, so it's not an existence that he himself can change to match the present. he's locked to that first copy/shadow only. So if he were to have a second encounter with an older link, he'd look like the first time they fought, unless he was specifically re-summoned. i hc he's got limited magic, so this is not something he can do himself.
in a links-meet scenario, his form would be limited to those specific forms of the links, and it would always be the points in time in which he first encountered them, unless there's other magic either he or someone else has access to to allow him to change forms to match.
now you might be saying at this point "wouldn't he be a weaker match if he was put up against an older link?" yeah probably lol. but also!!! i like the idea that with the limited magic he has, he's able to change juuuust enough to stay relatively evenly matched. being able to play to different strengths and all that. but the base stuff is still the same, so he is decently easy enough to read if link remembers the kind of stuff he was pulling back when he originally fought dark link.
dark link also knows about all this so while limited to the particular skillset, is able to adapt slightly.
but yeah been thinking a lot about a links-meet au where dark link is there choosing a different link to be every time he appears to the party.
though there are a couple links that he never impersonates in their games!!! so can't change into those guys unless he gets a new round of copycat magic.
Anyways goodbye guy standing there with standard camera angle, i have dutch angles and forced perspective
#Spirit Tracks#Zelda 2#The Adventure of Link#Ocarina of Time#Legend of Zelda#loz#zelda 2 the adventure of link#loz aol#loz oot#loz st#Legend of Zelda Spirit Tracks#Legend of Zelda Ocarina of Time#Dark Link#dink#link#teehee thinking about this was fun#hope yall enjoy some of my thoughts :0#ofc this all hcs so be nice<3#tho i would love to discuss yalls thoughts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#and yalls own hcs!!!!!!!!!!!!! if you have them!!!!!!!!!!!!#shout out to the zelda 2 official art that's where i got the AoL link design#i kinda want to take the top left one and make it into a full piece#it was a lot of fun to do#such a fun camera angle and perspective <333#man i need to play spirit tracks#there's probably several hacks out there i just need to get my hands on one#also technically the dark link in st is wearing the green tunic but i wanted to draw the conductor outfit cuz that's THE fit!!!!!!!!!!#also he doesn't blink/close his eyes when you defeat him <3#also yes you can tell i have a favorite#peace and love on planet earth <3
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i LOVE how you draw twink krakoa charles he's so...... twink...... your art is amazing
thank you so much !!!! i have a simple vision in mind whenever i draw krakoa charles next to erik, really:
it's significant he looks like a push pin next to erik it's infinitely better this way..
#xmen#xmen comics#krakoa#cherik#professor x#magneto#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#erik magnus lehnsherr#max eisenhardt#snap sketches#and by 'better' i mean funnier. if i cant look at charles and look at erik and go 'good christ thats a lad' i drew something wrong#the size difference is def a part of why drawing krakoa's fun i refuse to lie#like i do like drawing charles a bit. 'stockier' when it comes to tas- NOT A LOT just a lil- and other comic eras but this is Also good#its the drastic difference in shapes and silhouette ig#anyway ! tomorrows halloween thats diabolical because im gonna be busy all day but itll be fun :) <- ignore the back-to-back exams#PLUS I GET TO PLAY SHADOW GEN THAT NIGHT. i like shadow hi thats a very important fact about me#i ordered the special preorder box and it only got to my place tuesday and i only got time to go over there on weekends#gonna be the best hallloween ever ..... also i guess im getting sushi with my brother or whatever but anyways#later everyone ! please enjoy throwable charles while im gone
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So.
Act 5, huh?
Oh, and that.
"You can start breakdown now."
Finished the game couple of days ago and had some thoughts I needed to process a little. Like. Yes.
So anyway I actually didn't plan this and just wanted to redraw some sprites to just make sure I understand how to draw Siffrin correctly (still working on that!)
What did I learn from this? How fun it it to draw on a canvas that literally doesn't let you draw with colors without some layer cheating when necessary. Never tried it.
The beans. Sleeping beans.
Basically what happens when you want to sleep AND draw. Draw characters sleeping on your behalf.
Doesn't help, but at least it's cute.
I have no idea what was going on in my mind as I drew this. Feels like a fever dream of 'I want to sleep' at 4 am and 'Hm...' of thinking random things
Also that phone craft sign. Still too funny to imagine. I had to.
#fanart#sketch#my art#isat spoilers#isat#siffrin#siffrin isat#isat loop#in stars and time#I also tried to draw the Party too! But that one sketch is too rough yet!#And I'll probably never post it it was fun to draw them tho#Anyway I had /thoughts/ playing Act 5#Not great ones too! I would rather they stayed where I would never even know they exist#But I had to while playing so I did#So it took some time to just sit with everything also I spend a lot of time just doing achievements#One left! The annoying one.#NG+ is fun too#I'm still surprised by how much I enjoyed it#Like 'staying until 6 am playing 10 hours straight' kind of enjoyed#From 'hm I wonder what's it about' to 'yeah I cried multiple times so I think it's allowed to live in my head too'#I got sick multiple times on related and unrelated reasons while playing and planning to play that wasn't fun#Anyway it's cool have some sketches because I couldn't stop drawing last night#I love drawing characters being emotionally in pain but that requires specific mood and music to go with#And not overdoing it#Like when drawing first one 'Aishite' was on loop the whole time#It's b&w too! Red layers are added with 'paste' magic love that
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Who's the "real" me?
+ some references for the Rise-related things I included <3
#im reaaaally happy with this one hehe i had fun putting the stuff from different things shes had/worn#i feel like ppl overlook the massive identity crisis & the accompanying depression & internal conflict rise is going through during the gam#like shes trying to figure out who she is seperate from her idol image (which she constantly still clings to despite her insistance that sh#s done with it bc she does still crave that recognition and attention she got from that position. she literally breaks down crying when her#manager tells her kanami has taken her acting role and is more-or-less set to take her spot now)#and then she also struggles with finding what she wants to do with herself now that she doesnt have showbiz to worry about#i think she kinda unintentionally uses the investigation as an anchor for her to hold onto#something to keep her busy in the absence of the hustling idol life#and then she also like. again she keeps clinging to the idol image and the associated bubbly-ness and bold flirtation#because thats the ''her'' ppl liked#i dont think the way she acts during the game is ENTIRELY an act theres definitely a lot of her true self in it too#but she does have a lot of moments where she leans more heavily into the bubbly & flirty cutie act#her sl shows that for all that she wanted to retire from showbiz she isnt really ready just yet#bc she did actually enjoy being an idol. she did enjoy being able to reach out to people in this way & to finally have ppl like & accept he#the problem is she doesnt know who ''she'' is at this point#im rambling but u get my point. yeah. yeah#rise..............#rise kujikawa#persona#persona 4#p4#art#my art#xanders art#digital art#fan art
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my stages of watching columbo
1: hahah hes just a silly detective ;)
2: columbo is actually a cunning manipulative liar that hides his true persona behind the facade of a slow and clumsy middle class detective
3: hahah hes just a silly detective ;)
#columbo#when i was watching for the first time I used to analyze these things a lot#and columbos character always struck me like an unsolved puzzle#cause you cant never say what goes on in his head#but as the show kept going you notice that hes not ill intentioned at all#and he does enjoy befriending his suspects and knowing them#although i do think he lies a lot he doesn't do it to âtrickâ them#but to create intimacy and get to know them better#he actually thinks they deserved to be treated with respect and considers it fun#its kinda rare to a character writing be this consistent#the moments i felt âthis doesnt sound like him at all...â were almost nonexistent#well im just babbling around now
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one of the things that i think we should pay attention to, socially, about the disney v. desantis thing is that it is really highlighting the importance of remembering nuance.
in a purely neutral sense, if you engage in something problematic, that does not mean you are necessarily agreeing with what makes it problematic. and i am worried that we have become... so afraid of any form of nuance.
disney isn't my friend, they're a corporate monopoly that bastardized copyright laws for their own benefit, ruin the environment, and abuse their workers (... and many other things). this isn't a hypothetical for me - i grew up in florida. i also worked for the actual Walt Disney World; like, in the parks. i am keenly aware of the ways they hurt people, because they hurt me. i fully believe that part of the reason florida is so conservative is because it's been an "open secret" for years now that disney lobbies the government to keep minimum wage down, and i know they worked hard to keep the parks unmasked and open during the worst parts of Covid. they purposefully keep their employees in poverty. they are in part responsible for the way the floridian government works.
desantis is still, by a margin that is frankly daunting, way worse. the alternative here isn't just "republicans win", it's actual fascism.
in a case like this, where the alternative is to allow actual fascism into united states legislation - where, if desantis wins, there are huge and legal ramifications - it's tempting to minimize the harm disney is also doing, because... well, it's not fascism. but disney isn't the good guy, either, which means republicans are having a field day asking activists oh, so you think their treatment of their employees is okay?
we have been trained there is a right answer. you're right! you're in the good group, and you're winning at having an opinion.
except i have the Internet Prophecy that in 2-3 months, even left-wing people will be ripping apart activists for having "taken disney's side". aren't i an anti-capitalist? aren't i pro-union? aren't i one of the good ones? removed from context and nuance (that in this particular situation i am forced to side with disney, until an other option reveals itself), my act of being like "i hope they have goofy rip his throat out onstage, shaking his lifeless body like a dog toy" - how quickly does that seem like i actually do support disney?
and what about you! at home, reading this. are you experiencing the Thought Crime of... actually liking some of the things disney has made? your memories of days at the parks, or of good movies, or of your favorite show growing up. maybe you are also evil, if you ever enjoyed anything, ever, at all.
to some degree, the binary idealization/vilification of individual motive and meaning already exists in the desantis case. i have seen people saying not to go to the disney pride events because they're cash grabs (they are). i've seen people saying you have to go because they're a way to protest. there isn't a lot of internet understanding of nuance. instead it's just "good show of support" or "evil bootlicking."
this binary understanding is how you can become radicalized. when we fear nuance and disorder, we're allowing ourselves the safety of assuming that the world must exist in binary - good or bad, problematic or "not" problematic. and unfortunately, bigots want you to see the world in this binary ideal. they want you to get mad at me because "disney is taking a risk for our community but you won't sing their praises" and they want me to get mad at you for not respecting the legit personal trauma that disney forced me through.
in a grander scheme outside of disney: what happens is a horrific splintering within activist groups. we bicker with each other about minimal-harm minimal-impact ideologies, like which depiction of bisexuality is the most-true. we gratuitously analyze the personal lives of activists for any sign they might be "problematic". we get spooked because someone was in a dog collar at pride. we wring our hands about setting an empty shopping mall on fire. we tell each other what words we may identify ourselves by. we get fuckin steven universe disk horse when in reality it is a waste of our collective time.
the bigots want you to spend all your time focusing on how pristine and pretty you and your interests are. they want us at each other's throats instead of hand in hand. they want to say see? nothing is ever fucking good enough for these people.
and they want their followers to think in binary as well - a binary that's much easier to follow. see, in our spaces, we attack each other over "proper" behavior. but in bigoted groups? they attack outwards. they have someone they hate, and it is us. they hate you, specifically, and you are why they have problems - not the other people in their group. and that's a part of how they fucking keep winning.
some of the things that are beloved to you have a backbone in something terrible. the music industry is a wasteland. the publishing industry is a bastion of white supremacy. video games run off of unpaid labor and abuse.
the point of activism was always to bring to light that abuse and try to stop it from happening, not to condemn those who engage in the content that comes from those industries. "there is no ethical consumption under late capitalism" also applies to media. your childhood (and maybe current!) love of the little mermaid isn't something you should now flinch from, worried you'll be a "disney adult". wanting the music industry to change for the better does not require that you reject all popular music until that change occurs. you can acknowledge the harm something might cause - and celebrate the love that it has brought into your life.
we must detach an acknowledgment of nuance from a sense of shame and disgust. we must. punishing individual people for their harmless passions is not doing good work. encouraging more thoughtful, empathetic consumption does not mean people should feel ashamed of their basic human capacities and desires. it should never have even been about the individual when the corporation is so obviously the actual evil. this sense that we must live in shame and dread of our personal nuances - it just makes people bitter and hopeless. do you have any idea how scared i am to post this? to just acknowledge the idea of nuance? that i might like something nuanced, and engage in it joyfully? and, at the same time, that i'm brutally aware of the harm that they're doing?
"so what do i do?" ... well, often there isn't a right answer. i mean in this case, i hope mickey chops off ron's head and then does a little giggle. but truth be told, often our opinions on nuanced subjects will differ. you might be able to engage in things that i can't because the nuance doesn't sit right with me. i might think taylor swift is a great performer and a lot of fun, and you might be like "raquel, the jet fuel emissions". we are both correct; neither of us have any actual sway in this. and i think it's important to remember that - the actual scope of individual responsibility. like, i also love going to the parks. Thunder Mountain is so fun. you (just a person) are not responsible for the harm that Disney (the billion dollar corporation) caused me. i don't know. i think it's possible to both enjoy your memories and interrogate the current state of their employment policies.
there is no right way to interrogate or engage with nuance - i just hope you embrace it readily.
#does this make sense#to do be deleted probably yikes#(takes a swing at a wasp's nest)#like i think ppl have started to just be really quiet when they like something 'problematic'#and im like... u can be like -#girl tswift NEEDS to just TAKE A BUS . LIKE?????????????????????#while also being like.#''she's a lot of fun''#if ur personal policy is that u don't support her for that reason that's great#but it's like. eating meat???#like yeah some people won't bc the environment. but the fact i eat meat doesn't mean i hate the earth#like i can say that i think the meat industry is HORRIFIC and also downright cruel to its employees#but like. still enjoy a chicken nugget....#there are people who choose otherwise. it's okay . we are people. i make like no money. u probably don't either#us fighting about whether or not it's Right To Eat The Chicken Tender just distracts from like.#actually turning your ire on the corporation#i hope it's clear what i'm saying here is like. when we fight each other for Purity Reasons#we are just doing the work of corporations . for free. like they WANT us to be doing this lol#it's the fucking DREAM of the upperclass that now ALL forms of responsibility fall on the individual
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In the world I love
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In a different world
#vanitas no carte#vanoé#doomed yaoi save me...save me doomed yaoi#play on the opening song + visual sequence + the fact that vanitas could only ever be happy in an alternate universe also#+ the other fun little fact we learn about him from episode one#i have complex feelings about this anime#its pretty damn fucking good#but im a leeeeetle iffy about the way it developed the female characters.....they had potential and i was actually excited to#to see some good solid female characters even the respective romances with their l/i's felt good at the start#not jeanne obv. they fucked up a perfectly good woman and her whole dynamic with v could have gone sooo well without the reall#really forced flirting behaviour.... i liked the more serious relationship they had it made me actually not hate what they had at the start#but yknow. whatever. sorry about going off about another ship on this but im just....i love jeanne a lot. i wish they didnt do her so dirty#my girl deserves better than this asshole#you want white/black dynamics??? let her get married to domi and then we can talk#i enjoy this show and i enjoy vanoe a lot#very yuriyaoi if you ask me#my art
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