#this soup is going to Fix Me
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#this soup is going to Fix Me#the recipe is. burger. onion. 2 cans tomatoes with green chiles#beans beans beans. i think i have kidney garbanzo black and some kind of white bean#taco seasoning. ranch seasoning. some water. COOK.#i mean u do the burger and onion first and dont use the grease etc etc whatEVER#top with CHEESE#it's going to beat this cold i can feel it
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they made me regress back to a 9yo
#me soup#im so sensitive when u take me away from literally all my comforts#everything sucks 😞 im crying like an actual little child and nothing is fixing it#i cant do this anymore this heat is literally murdering me and all my spirit#i have nothing left to give im emptied out#too much change too much new things and they also wanted m to take my damn new shoes ugh shut up 😭#FOUR MOUR WEEKS FUCKKKK I MISS MY FRIENDS I CANT DO THIS#now i remember why i was miserable every single year we went its like the worst aprts of all my life mixed in together#ugh and i could pretend so good for JUST like . two days. time feels like its expanding infinitely . im dyingggggfgg.#if i go to hell this is what ill have to go through forever i think#hashtag family vacation hashtag north african traditions hashtag beach hashtag love live scream
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for the ask game, 42 and did it contain basil?
I just had me some chicken noodle soup
No basil, I'm afraid
#basilposting#fistful of basil#no basil#usually i go crazy for soup#but i am ill#i could barely taste it#lets hope im better by Tuesday#cause y'know#school#the long suffering soul i am#that i am at a school that i enjoy being at#and then i get sick#“oh im not that sick#i would get you sick“#<my friend#who did#in fact#get me sick#that “i would get you sick”“ tag was actually supposed to say won't instead of would#but im not going back and fixing it
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2024 affirmation: I will not dislocate my knee
#genuinely will be my thirteenth reason if this happens again and i’m not joking#i don’t think most of the people in my life get it. they don’t get what it’s like for every single step you take to cause you pain#for MONTHS on end. this started in MAY#and they don’t get what it’s like to have pain when you’re just standing up. or to worry that your knee is randomly going to give out on you#and that that’s going to be it this time and you’re going to need a knee replacement#OR; maybe worse; that your Other knee which has never given you a single problem will suddenly decide to give out (maybe due to all the#strain that’s been on it) and you’ll have to walk like a crab until that one heals#or to wonder if you’re just malingering and being too lazy. meanwhile doing all the exercises that your physio recommends you#+ taking a pilates class + buying a walking pad and trying to walk on it 5 days a week#+ going on a diet; cutting down on salt and overly processed food in the hope it’ll give you more energy#so you can exercise more and drop some excess weight so there’s maybe less strain on your knees and ankles#(or at the very least build muscle rather than fat so that the muscles are just better)#not to mention that nobody knows what the fuck is wrong with me. x-ray came back clear apart from ‘fluid on the knee’#which by the way - has never actually gone away? that x-ray happened on the 5th of july. i’d been injured for 6 weeks already by then#i still get this godawful like.. almost Bubble of fluid on the top right of my kneecap whenever i’ve been walking a lot#coming up on five months and i still have swelling. why. i’ve iced it into fucking oblivion#my doctor thought i had a hamstring tear. nope. my physio can’t find anything structurally wrong with me#we fixed the quad lag and my complete lack of ability to straighten the leg#but i still have pain and i still have discomfort and i still limp and i still feel like my kneecap is floating in a fucking soup#at this point i wonder if i have arthritis and nobody has noticed. the knee is crunchy. 🥴#all of it just makes me feel like i’m going insane. i fell and i was like ‘oh i’ll be fine in two weeks’#two weeks later i couldn’t even walk unassisted. like.#what did i doooooooo. why does no one seem to know. why does nothing show up on tests. idgi#personal#rant
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thinking about writing 🧑💻🥰📑💕✏️♥️❤️✍️💖💖💗🐴
actually writing 🧑💻😢😔☹️📝😩😣✍️🤔💭🤨✏️🧐🐴
#My brain is a little soup today that things got me googling ‘warm synonyms’ and expecting anything better than hot.#Why would there be a secret perfect synonym to warm that I didn’t know about.#also I didn’t have time to go for a walk to the horses today :( (this might be part of why soup yes) but tomorrow!!!!!#I wanna go swimming tomorrow too actually…. its been too long I gotta start building back up to the 1km swims .#back been hurting so bad lately I KNOW a good swim would fix me !!#z talks#not horse game#well it is. but
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#idk it's just really frustrating to think that people will ALWAYS make allowances for people they're romantically in love with but#not make those same allowances for someone else they otherwise care about.#that people will risk things for their partners that they wouldn't for their friends#that it's EXPECTED for you to prioritize your spouse/significant other/etc. at all times but prioritizing your friend(s) is rarely even#considered. and when you're like me and you LITERALLY CANNOT DO THIS SHIT BY YOURSELF...#like I know I go on and on about marrying some theoretical woman all the time (and my ongoing...whatever this is. with Musician Guy)#but genuinely I'm not even sure that I want that I think I just want someone who will fucking visit me in the hospital if I get into a car#crash or fix me soup when I'm sick.#like...yeah. in that one story I wrote I think I distilled it down: we all just want someone to hold us when we're sad#and it SUCKS that the only avenue we seem to be allowed to pursue that is through a romantic relationship#right now I have my dad but if something happens to him...I genuinely do not know what I'm going to do. I'll have nowhere to go#if something terrible happens. I'll have no one to help me be a person. and I just. like I really am going to just have to power through#the next 60 years on this fucking planet alone and by god I'll fucking do it but I wish I didn't have to!!!!#and I think this was why the loss of Her™ friendship (which was necessary. for both of us) was so acutely painful. because even after#she got married she WAS willing to prioritize me when things got bad enough. she DID genuinely care about me in a way I don't think#anyone ever has. and I just really don't think I'll ever find that ever again. and I can't go back and I don't WANT to be with her anymore#but it was this time of the year when she told me she was getting married way back when and my brain has kept that like the World's Worst#Anniversary and all of those terrible ugly feelings are coming back in full force and I HATE that I'm still unpacking this I. HATE. that#this not-even-relationship is STILL doing this to me#WHAT THE FUCK!!! IS UP WITH THAT!!!!!!#*sigh* okay for REAL I am logging off right now because I've already said Too Many Embarrassing Personal Things about myself today#and I do not want to put myself in a position to say anymore!#In the Vents#GOD this is so stupid IT'S NOT LIKE SOMEBODY DIED WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS
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i want pho so bad but i simply do not have pho money. life is hard
#its like. my go-to crying food idk#I'm very full of tears today and crying into a bowl of soup would fix me probably
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where do i even go for soup advice. preexisting blogposts and articles dont cover my issue redditors are idiots discord is ???? scary. i have one day to fix this problem and i dont even know whats causing it BLUH!!!! <- trapped in grainy potato soup torturehell
#soup#food#???? IDK HELP ME :'(#the recipe as it stands works great#but i tried removing the flour roux to make it gluten free#and now its gritty and seems broken#how do you fix that. what is the problem. IU DONT KNOWWWW#i tried asking reddit and they juist repeatedly told me how to thicken it IT'S NOT THIN!!!! IT'S GRITTY!!!! REEEADDDDDDD#chefs i beseech you please please please#im supposed to cook this soup for friends tomorrow and it SUCKS RIGHT NOW and im going to collapse on the floor and turn into seafoam
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not feeling so good
#dont have the strength to pick up my laundry & felt so sure id drop my bowl of soup carrying it back to here#so tired it is difficult to eat soup. and i dont think monster will fix me this time#stuffy nose and head hurts and it has only gotten worse as the day goes on#and in just a few hours imgoing to be screamed at some more but i dont think i have the energy to endure it let alone#be conscious for it i think i am going to just go to bed after my soup
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day ten in less than ten minutes, speedrun let's gooooo.
-it's hard for the gods to bleed, but if you manage to get one to spill some. it's never golden. it tends to be red. but of course, it can vary depending on if the god is made of a different substance, etc.
-the gods don't need to sleep.
-the gods don't need to eat.
-but they like to do so, because it's an indulgence.
-it makes them feel something.
#me laughing i beat midnight but at what cost!!#gosh this looks like it be formatted as a poem WHEEZING#i wanted to post up earlier and gosh i've been saying that lately BUT BEEN BUSY PREPARING FOR THE BOWL OF SOUP#so it's just been bleeding over the next day for a bit aksjwkwk#i was even going to start individual lores but alas not at the moment#ohh well but LOLOL i think i'll fix this one later or do a proper one sometime#I SAY THAT AND WON'T DO IT UNTIL WHAT DAY FIFTEEN LAUGHING#ANYWAYS KASKKW#lore and behold#interpretation may vary
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I'm watching queer eye and like. most times I can understand the fab5 and why they need to change/fix this person and the ways whatever they're teaching will help, but like. they're teaching etiquette to this total country rancher guy bc he wants to find a girl and settle down and he never learned that type of stuff and yeah manners and basic etiquette is important but rn they're focusing so much on dining and the amount of forks!! and no you can't dip your bread in soup you gotta tear a small piece and drop it in!! and you're absolutely terrible if you set your spoon on the table!!
idk man I'm super not vibing w this ep
#ignore me#maddie liveblogs queer eye#still in season 6. the bull rancher guy.#idk this whole ep is making me super uncomfy#idk just anytime the problem is 'peter pan syndrome' where the guy is happy and living his life fine but everyone else has issues w it?#just. as an autistic who also no doubt has 'peter pan syndrome' it just rly rubs me the wrong way#sure his living space and hygiene are less than ideal but idk I don't think he needed a whole intervention for that#and again!!! the etiquette stuff!!! why the frick!!!#who tf cares about which fork to use and soup spoons when he's a rancher cowboy in texas!!!!#and just. the whole time he's So Uncomfortable w everything#they keep playing it like 'ohoho he's just a conservative texan dealing w 5 gay guys for the first time!' but like.#he probably never asked for any of this? and you can tell how resistant he is to change. I get that. it's scary.#and p much everything he does has reason. for his business or for his heritage. it's super important to him and that's valid!!#and the fab5 come rushing in and tell him he needs to change if he wants to find a girl and settle down#and like. ok yes he needs to work on hygiene and his housing situation. but idk man karamo thinking etiquette lessons will be the best fix?#I still have like ten min left but man he's been so uncomfortable the whole time it's kinda heartbreaking#I do like tan and antony listening and going slowly and helping him ease into change#bc what they're doing is such a big change!!! for someone like him he needs to be eased into it#what they're doing is basically tossing him into the deep end of the pool to teach him how to swim and it's driving me nuts#ok sry I gotta shut up I'm just. rly not vibing w this episode and I'm bummed about it :\
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I'm just gonna complain in the tags tw medical stuff tbd etc
#its the final stretch and i refuse to will anything into this universe other than this is the final stretch im having treatment and it ends#this is the end of this here and now i will not continue to live like this i cannot continue to live like this i cannot carry this fatigue#any further genuinely i cannot its not a matter of will not anymore i just... i cannot. im legitimately still hiding at the office#despite everyone else having gone home because it takes too much effort to gather my things and walk to my car and im afraid of falling#i forgot my cane at home and its cold and my body struggles with temperature regulating and seizes up so badly#but the fatigue has finally reached a point where its hard to lift my bag or put my coat on or my jewelry without help#or walk across the parking lot just to get to my car and its not like the usual hey we have to adjust to new level of disabled#it's fatigue kneecapping you put of nowhere with a tireiron until you can barely loft your bag or fix tea or prepare dinner#and the fact the all the joy of food has been robbed from me because everything takes so much goddamn effort now#everything takes ten more steps and an hour more planning and special ingredients and yes i know lots of people live like this always#but i haven't and its been a forced short term adjustment period with absolutely no support from medical professionals#and im the only cook in my household/family/immediate social circle so all the labor inevitably falls on me not out of malice#but by default even if they try to help they can only do so much because they dont know what to do#i am literally on the verge of a meltdown just thinking about how much effort dinner is going to take because i cant just#eat a fuckin box of easy mac or ramen with an egg and go to bed no I've got to make a special soup with special ingredients#or a proper balanced meal with protein and veg and whole grain and certain seasoning#and im just so fuckin tired im so goddamn tired if this radiologist doesn't come back and say i can eat freely come Friday#i genuinely dont know what im going to do#food is one of my greatest joys and to be limited even in such bizarrely simple ways requiring so much excess labor#is too much. its too much on top of all this hypothyroidic fatigue. i cant do it.#i dont want to go home and make a fuckin soup. i want pizza. i want take away. i want lamb curry and rice. i want food i dont have to cook.#god im so fuckin tired my body feels so ancient like something wrecked in the seabed being involuntary hoisted to the shallows again#and im not sure its going to survive the process. i mean it has to. we dont have a choice. but fuck.
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8, 14, 16 (aro time)
Hi Soup!!!!! C: <2 Okay I'm laughing so hard about this bc I never actually posted this ask game but I got an ask for it lmao. BUT I do really appreciate the ask and appreciate you thinking of me so I'm gonna answer them anyway, you just can't be disappointed with my answers lol
8. What are some of your favorite arospec characters? This can include characters from popular media or OCs.
Honestly, I don't know very many characters where their orientation comes up at all (unless they're straight of course), let alone arospec characters. BUT fortunately there is Lillly from Other Girls <2
14. What are some stereotypes about arospec individuals that annoy you the most?
The biggest one is that arospec people are always emotionless/uncaring/cruel/cold/etc. (Also hate hate hate that the main argument I see people make against that stereotype is "aro people still feel love" bc some of us fucking don't. But idk if that's a common enough belief to be considered a stereotype itself)
16. Do you have any arospec OCs? If so, tell us about them?
I do not unfortunately :(. I don't think I have any OCs really. Sorry to disappoint
Thanks so much for the ask Soup!!! <2 <2 <2
Link to the game (linking Soup's post since I don't have my own lol)
#ask game#im sorry but i should make it clear that if you ask me questions about characters 99% of the time i dont have an answer#also i originally wrote a whole different response for 14 but i dont think its really a stereotype so its going in the tags instead#but have i mentiond before how much i fucking hate the idea that aromanticism can be fixed?#im sick of coming out and being told 'oh its just bc of xyz. you can change that!'#like even if i could change it i dont want to#do you think im unhappy??#do you think im unworthy??#do you think im a person or just a project??#you dont know my experiences and you don't know my feelings so maybe shut your fucking mouth#ANYWAY#i dont think these responses are any good and im not sure how much sense im making (i am very tired)#but thank you again for the ask soup!!! i really appreciate it!!! thanks for letting me rant a little lol#<2 <2 <2
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#flowers arts#OH WAHT THE HELL twitter users fixed the copy and paste picture problem thanks i guess. leave now?#me me me this is me btw.#ruff#im going to take a bath and sleep nwo GOODNIGHT i mean after i finish my soup but then i will sleep IM TIRED!!
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save me noodle place a 5 min walk from here that i cant go to right now bcause im sick. save me
#bigass bowl of spicy pulled pork soup. this would fix me#unironically. its that good oily spice that i love and it would clear my NOSE#but alas. i cant go in like this i dont want to get the lovely people there sick. but i wantntnttttt. spicy soup#pleasepleasepleasepleaspeokeasepleasepleaseplease
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i wish someone would kick my teeth in but unfortunately i have things to do today
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