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for the ask game, 42 and did it contain basil?
I just had me some chicken noodle soup
No basil, I'm afraid
#basilposting#fistful of basil#no basil#usually i go crazy for soup#but i am ill#i could barely taste it#lets hope im better by Tuesday#cause y'know#school#the long suffering soul i am#that i am at a school that i enjoy being at#and then i get sick#“oh im not that sick#i would get you sick“#<my friend#who did#in fact#get me sick#that “i would get you sick”“ tag was actually supposed to say won't instead of would#but im not going back and fixing it
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lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)
if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.
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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.
I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.
I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.
If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.
#cw: suicidal ideation#cw: suicide#cw: self harm#cw: mental health#cw: depression#i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it#i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague#it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves#so. please dont#for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic#with the state of the world as it is#having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful#but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full#and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead#i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us#there is no fix-all#and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile#i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it#thank you for reading#and please stay alive#stillindigo art#stillindigo comics
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#they took away his curls to give the compainons a chance...#viago de riva#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age veilguard#da4#datv#veilguard#dragon age gifs#woe my low quality gifs be upon ye#the little white line on the last one makes me sooooo mad but im not going back to fix it
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gem's angler fish? pretty cool.
#my art#geminitay fanart#geminitay#gemini tay#hermitcraft gem#hermitcraft#hermitcraft fanart#hermitblr#artists on tumblr#art#digital art#illustration#artist#artistsontumblr#fanart#i hate autodesk sketchbook#tearing things with my teeth#ive never been able to get colours to look the way i want them to the same way i could do with photoshp#deepest sigh subscription programs my beloathed#no idea how to paint but consider this an idea to come back to later and Fix TM#ughghghghghgh#still#i think the vibes of the atmosphere i was going for are kind of there#having a real big hand/skill not matching my eye art moment#but im telling myself 100 bad pots to make one good pot 100 bad pots to make one good pot-#art improvement when#(learn how to paint and get a better program)#(soon)#(Soon.)
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SKYRIM ; scenery 44
#skyrim#dailygaming#gamingedit#gamingscenery#tesvedit#tesv#skyrim screenshots#modded skyrim#riften#.c#.skyrim#.s#fuck it . back to cabbage enb i go . im lazy .#plus using reshade for effects n colour toning is quicker than trying to tweak each and individual enb setting#<- me after i kept saying ''i'll continue tweaking an old enb preset someday'' for the past year#next i will fix my modlist and then play! hahahahha hahaha ahahah hahah ahahah ah h ahaha hahaa aaaa hhh#funny joke !#i hate modding
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Moon 68: Week 3
That Sinking Feeling
I bet on losing dogs.
#clangen#warrior cats#clangen challenge#my art#coyotekit#Quietlilac#wolfstar#i think i need to go back and fix all the tags bc im so inconsistent of whether or not im capitalizing their names or not LOL
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lesbian pride moment 😳🌸
#jolyne cujoh#hermes costello#stone ocean#jjba#jojo's bizzare adventure#deliart#jolymes#i didnt make it in time for pride month. its 3 in the morning#but some for some time zones im just in time<3#focus here was GREEN i just wanted to work with lots of green colors#bc i never do and i need to improve at that#we ended up with neons tho still sorry#also the background was fully rendered so much details n stuff but u cant see it hehe bc i blurred it#that was what most of my time was spent on . btw#anyway. hope u all enjoy the dresses lol#might go back and fix some stuff tho bc i drew this in like 3 days from lineart onward#so i havent been able to rest my eyes inbetween. so ill probably find something i wanna fix later
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dolorosa going through it rn
#homestuck#the signless#the sufferer#the disciple#the dolorosa#signless x disciple#art tag#if u see mistakes no u dont#its 1am im not going back to fix em lmao
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They always say if u love smth then let it go 😔 as a long-standing Sidon girlie I was struggling w coming to grips I fear (which ended up not being all that hard to do bc Lady Yona is so cute I love her.......)
Before that happened I did manage to snap some photos mid-fish domestic. In case I had one last fighting chance
#totk spoilers#totk#tears of the kingdom#tears of the kingdom spoilers#prince sidon#link#legend of zelda#loz#sidlink#lady yona#mfa#realized at the tail end of finishing this that the size difference is wildly off. hate and war on planet venus#pretend link is standing on a barrel or smth#im not going back 2 fix it ive already been to war w all these armor details. struggle of a woman used to just drawing regular guys in pant#anyway sidon DOES have two hands.......#regardless i cant tell u how happy i was just to be back in zora's domain and teamed up w my favorite fish man !!!!! character of all time!
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Driftingstars and dreamcaptor fusion au thing! This takes place right after mabel falls through the portal ig dk what im doing lmaooo
(Dreamcaptor au belongs to @neonross )
#gravity falls#gravity falls au#stanford pines#mabel pines#dreamcaptor au#drifting stars au#also im gonna tag this au w#drifting dreams au#just for my own sanity#this took me over 20 hrs#TT-TT#i think it was a good learning experience though#i dont know what i learned but im sure it was something#my art#i tried to make ford look scary but he just looks silly#i’m very happy with how mabel turned out thought#inconsistebt artstyle be damned#i see so many mistakes now but fuck if you think i’m going back and fixing anything#i have so make ideas#frankly i think mabel should get to be a little fucked up and evil just a little as a treat#she deserves it <3#i’m so stupidly proud of the third panel you have no idea#i love mabel so much yap yap yap yap
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loved ben pausing his freak out to look at zayna's oysters
#literally no hesitation#what a king#got one of the subtitles slightly off but im not going back to fix it#jurassic world chaos theory#chaos theory#jurassic world camp cretaceous#camp cretaceous#jwct spoilers#chaos theory spoilers#jurassic world chaos theory spoilers#video#c posts#my video
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wings n such
#chasing stars au#sīdus the fallen star#prismo the wishmaster#the carmine cavalier#scarab the god auditor#prohibitedwish#fionna and cake#adventure time#adventure time au#hes rlly not used to his back/wings being touched#i completely forgot to draw his jewelry in the second part but im too lazy 2 go back and fix it
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Drew lil scene from @missylink 's dbh fanfic she's currently writing >:3 will link when published!!🫶
#dbh#detroit become human#gavin reed#rk900#reed900#fanart#my art#wip#doing a trade with my sis by me drawing her fic so she continues writing it YIPPEE#it be the trade offer meme#RAAAAA THE FIC IS SO GOOD#anyways might colour this or fix it up later#dbh is my new brainrot and its all i think abt#im so sad the fandom is so dead#can we go back to 2018 plspls
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bonus points to whoever knows which stupid post i got this from
#ev33_4rt#my art#elder dragon#nergigante#velkhana#monster hunter#dragon art#as a disclaimer i am a butch lesbian myself#though i do not have that kind of glorious body. not yet at least#a girl can dream!#ANYWAY!#all of the flagship monsters are lesbians because i said so. god bless. also nergigante x magnamalo are butch4butch methinks#its my first time drawing nergigante and i feel like i havent drawn her body type the way i want to portray it. shes too skinny#but also this is a shitpost so im not going back to fix it
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For the end of pride month <3
#i put kurapikas chains on the wrong hand im acknowledging it so call it a creative choice ok :)#(i dont feel like going back to fix it)#hunter x hunter#hxh#art#kurapika#neon nostrade
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2/3 of da way thru lots goin on with this guy also
#fantasy high#riz gukgak#have actually decided I will simply not go back and fix the grayscale mistakes I made and then spotted taking these caps#it is what it is. striving for perfect continuity with this design is futile. we practice radical acceptance (throws up in mouth a little b#the freckles also kinda make him look like he's blushing all the time... it kinda fits bc this little guy is so easily flustered#gods I like him so much. case in point Im drawing all this#only! six more panels to go!! this next stretch is gonna be Interesting. but the end is in sight!
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