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bitches after reading the line "it's over. it's finished. you can't take loved away"
#its me im bitches#this quote unironically CHANGED ME#it got me reelaborating every instance where i have felt grief in my life#genuinely so beautiful i want to get it tattooed#nona the ninth#nona the 9th#ntn#the locked tomb#tlt#pyrrha dve#camilla hect#palamedes sextus#paul tlt
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sometimes i think about the jibanyan's secret quest and cry.
#puppy rambles#yo-kai watch#yw2#it just. it gets me right in the feels#it's so fucking good. yo-kai watch handles sad moments so well despite being mostly comedic#the quote of āi would die nyine times to keep amy safeā goes so hard#the fucking PARALLELS between it and the whistory lessons quests#<- honestly i think my favorite parallel there is how jibanyan wasn't willing to change history since it'd mean amy dying#but whisper was because it'd mean waitington wouldn't die. that gets me sometimes#how is yo-kai watch unironically so great at handling sad moments like this when it's just funni ghost game it doesn't make sense#and yet here we are-
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mattheo actually craves love and attention, if you give him a egg with silly eyes drawn on them he will be attached to it like its his kid
regulus would love poems, idk if its common sense at this point but for me Regulus is REALLY into literature
draco would love hair dye
blaise would love that little handmade gifts that has the spotify thing to use the qr code on, he's really into music, change my mind
UNIRONICALLY, i feel like mattheo is one of my favorite incorrect quotes. it doesn't matter if it's silly, or would give him a slightly less tough, masculine look; mattheo quickly becomes attached to whatever you gave him and proudly brags that it's his. a present from you. to HIM.
mattheo: what's this bullshit?
reader: ah, you don't have to keep itā
mattheo: [hugging whatever you gave him close to his chest, turning his body to shield it from your grasp] back off. it's mine now.
ā āÆ āÆ ļ¹ šŖ» ā
as for regulus, you gave me an epiphany?! that sounds so much like him. regulus + love poems made my heart ache in a strange way ā¹ļøā nevermind what he says, i know that regulus would be able to write the most gut wrenching, painfully beautiful poem ever. tragically beautiful type of writing.
ā āÆ āÆ ļ¹ šŖ» ā
draco receiving hair dye made me laugh because at first he'd be offended. would look at you as if you had rapped a whole song insulting his family, from his ancestors to his future children.
(he'd still keep the hair dye. no way in hell is he wasting it.)
but depending on how close you are to him, and if you don't make jokes about him bleacing his hair, draco would be so grateful. specially if you bought it because you noticed that his stock was nearly ending. to him, it's the fact that you payed such close attention, and care for him.
ā āÆ āÆ ļ¹ šŖ» ā
AND YOU'RE SO RIGHT ABOUT BLAISE. i totally see him as the type of person that has ten different playlists, for ten different things.
playlist to make out, playlist to shower, playlist while he's working out, another one to study too. would make you a playlist for your first month together, and even one with songs meant to cheer you up, if you're going through a rough week.
would love it if you made a playlist about your favorite songs, because that allows him to discover more songs that he might like, while also getting to know you better. šÆļø
#slytherin boys#headcanons#hp fandom#slytherin boys react#blaise zabini#regulus black#draco malfoy#mattheo riddle#mattheo riddle x reader#regulus black x reader#blaise zabini x reader#draco malfoy x reader#gift giving
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every time you pop up on my feed i swear more and more you're the leader of a lou cult like wtf are you doing??? stop
well you are right on your way to NOT being the next member of my cult! However, you asked what we do so I must tell you:
To be a member you must submit a formal request directly to me. In this request, you must show that you have legally changed your name to Lou (or are in the process of doing so).
You have to know exactly 5 quotes, off the top of your head, from the movie Resisting Roots.
I do a background check and if I find that you, at any point in time, wrote the words "media literacy" or "plot device" unironically, you are immediately rejected.
Every day for one week you must light a candle (unscented, you motherfucker, I don't wanna smell that shit) in the darkness and chant, "Everything I do, I do for Lou. Everything I do, I do for Lou." If he appears to you, you have pleased him thus far. If not, I must come to your house and steal all the eggs you own. I don't make the rules, Lou does.
You must compliment his accent in Outer Banks. If he doesn't believe you, I am forced to find you and cut your face out of every picture in your home. Your family doesn't know you now. Shame.
If you've made it this far, congratulations, you've completed step one. Next comes the blood oath and speaking in tongues.
Also, thank you for this:
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ā© WEEKLY FIC ROUND-UP ā©
All the fics Iāve read and really enjoyed in the past week-ish. Reminder: This list features any and all ratings and themes. Please look at tags and warnings on ao3 before reading.
Miraculous Ladybug
Open My Eyes by buggachat
Adrien smiles as he eats breakfast with Nathalie, smiles as he walks through the halls of his new lycƩe, smiles as people stop him on the street and tell him time and time again what a "hero" his father was.
(Adrien wishes he could've been a hero, too. He should've been. Maybe then his father would still be alive.)
(But he's surviving. Everyone may be treating him as though he were made of glass, but he can still go through the motions, he can prove them wrong, he can still smile.)
āAnd youāreā¦ happy,ā Marinette spoke carefully, a nervous tilt to her voice, ā... right?ā
(Adrien has some things to find out.)
DC
the good, the bad, and the power hungry by konan_konan
dim trake ā @timdrakeceoć»8hr if one more person tweets about #superlex unironically im gonna end it all 391K Views | 200 Retweets | 13 Quote Tweets | 22.1K Likes
j-son of a bitch ā @jsntddć»8hr ā³ replying to @timdrakeceo hurr durr these are the consequences of ur actions bitch 201K Views | 109 Retweets | 4 Quote Tweets | 18.4K Likes
or: lex luthor makes bad choices. and then, so does everyone else.
call me cute and feed me sugar by suzukiblu
Tim Drake had absolutely no intentions of ever becoming anyone's sugar daddy when he met Superboy.
This would have worked out better for him if Superboy had ever had an actual legal identity or an actual legal guardian or just . . . literally anything whatsoever in life. Ever. At all.
Just a bank account, even.
how big, how blue, how beautiful by merils
Kon-El is not good with medical settings. One could even say he's quite bad with them. How bad, exactly?
Well, let's put it this way: Very few things in the world can make him scream for Superman to save him.
(Superman will save him. That's what family's for, right?)
Clone Wars
The Kenobi Chronicles by WobblyCat
General Kenobi isn't actually dead. Someone should really tell that to his troopers, though.
Or: The clones under General Kenobi's command have a groupchat dedicated to him. Cody wishes his subordinates weren't so fucking stupid.
SVSSS
Shen Yuan's Forced Shen Qingqiu Redemption Arc by SpicyReyes
The System's OOC function won't unlock all at once - instead, character traits have to be added individually, through quests. This leads to Shen Qingqiu having to jump through endless hoops just to complete enough side quests to unlock the ability to be a decent person - all while avoiding the effects it has on those around him. If only the cheapskate System wouldn't keep changing the cost of point values - he needs to know what the hell Yue Qingyuan told the others about him that makes them all look so sad when he does manage to be nice! He's breaking his back here, can't we just appreciate his work?!
second-hand alibis by nex_et_nox
"All right. Iām in Proud Immortal Demon Way," he says, once he's had a chance to compose himself again. He sits back up, tossing his stupidly long hair back over his shoulders where it belongs; he is totally calm and ready to grill the System for more information.Ā "Who am I supposed to be?" Please please please don't let it be someone who Bingge violently murders. Though given the fact that he's a man in PIDW, his chances are already skewed, and not in his favor. Ugh. [Bound Role: Shen Yuan, Rogue Cultivator.Ā Weapon: the sword Heng Li. Starting B-points: 100.]
or: Shen Yuan transmigrates as a rogue cultivator, one completely unconnected to any canon characters or events. Right, System? Right?
#my laptop broke :(( can i get an f in the notes#i'm using my super old one from high school rn and i am Struggling#my posts#weekly fic round up#fic recs#svsss recs#dc recs#sw recs#ml recs
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What soft love songs the Fellowship dedicate to you (and why) <3
In the mood to make myself cry, plus Iām in my āi was i wasnāt lonelyā phase of the night.
Pulled most of these from my notes app lmao, and i listened to each one while writing, I highly recommend giving them a listen!
GN! reader, mostly you/your used :) (Obviously some songs will involve specified gender, please correct as you need, and remember that these characters would absolutely make these changes as well)
GIF byĀ legolasimagines
Frodo Baggins - Hopelessly Devoted to You - Olivia Newton-John (Grease)
He definitely has the distinct memory of the classic slow burn moment of āOh. Oh.ā happening, where he realises just how much he loves you. He knew he was head over heels, and he looks at you like you hung the moon. And if you sing it to him- UGHš©š. IN LOVE, HE SHALL BE. He probably hums it a lot when doing work or writing. Of course, the lyrics are quite relatable to him. Frodo has this internal belief that the person/people he love/s canāt love him nearly the amount he adores them. He was willing to sit around and wait on you, in the hopes that you would see him in the same way. His brain knew he should just move on, but he couldnāt let go, and heās glad he didnāt. Heās so devoted to simply loving you.
āHold on to the end, and thatās what I intend to do. Iām hopelessly devoted to you~ā
GIF byĀ frodo-sam
(gotta appreciate that me looking up his name resulted in a bunch of po-tay-toes memes. anyway. back to the hcs)
Samwise Gamgee - Hello, Hello - Elton John ft Lady GaGa (Gnomeo & Juliet)
Heās a sucker for meet-cute stories, and would unironically love this movie, even setting aside this banger of a song. The moment he saw you, he felt captivated by your beauty, whether or not the meeting went well or if you fell on your face. The song is just so cheerful and wholesome. He probably told you that the song reminded him of you, and that sparked the romantic relationship. Every time this sequence plays heāll just look at you (if/when you watch the movie). PLEASE SING THIS AS A DUET WITH HIM AAAA. (He isnāt Elton John, but his voice is lovely š„°)
āHello, hello (Hello, hello), my, my, my, what have we here?ā
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Peregrin Took - Iāll Be - Edwin McCain
Honestly itās hard to explain this one. Itās just so soft and sweet and really describes how he feels about you. Also as the youngest and a, quoting Gandalf here, āfool of a Took!ā, the line āand Iāll be, better when Iām olderā¦ā is just- MWAH. This song reminds me of him honestly. He is, as the song states, āyour crying shoulderā, the āgreatest fan of your lifeā. Everything about you takes his breath away. We all know heās the best singer in the fellowship, and its just gorgeous to listen to him sing it, especially because he means every word. He also probably dedicated this to you early on in the relationship, and it was definitely your wedding song (if you got married).
āIāll be, better when Iām older. Iāll be, the greatest fan of your life~ā
GIF byĀ thorinsbeard
(tumblr needs more Merry gifs istg-)
Meriadoc Brandybuck - Nothing - Bruno Major
Honestly you wouldnāt expect such a lowkey song for such a high energy guy, but heās a sucker for lazy days and sweet moments. Heās, as he likes to say, āwork-avoidantā, and just wants to spend all his time on you. He also finds the song easy to sing to you, so thats a plus. The lyrics just resonate with him, similar to my picks for Pippin and Frodo. Heās very competitive, but he honestly doesnāt mind losing to you. He pretends like romantic or soft movies donāt make him cry, even if they do. He gets the appeal of going out and drinking and laughing, but just staying at home with you just sounds so much nicer to him. Its all about the little things in life with him, the small moments, the laughs, and every āI love youā that makes him feel lighter than air.
āDumb conversations, we lose track of time. Have I told you lately? Iām grateful youāre mine~ā
GIF byĀ thefandomimagine
Aragorn - Dark Red - Steve Lacy
He knows how dangerous his work and life is, and heās always had this fear of leaving you behind (hence the āsomething bad is ābout to happen to meā). He only sees you in his life, no matter who else is wanting for his attention, heās so devoted to you. He only hopes that youāll stay by his side and fight with him, and heās not willing to give up on you. No, he refuses to give up when you are involved, and he fights so hard to keep you safe and protected. The song also is easy to mumble to you when heās tired, and itās soothing for him to listen to. Itās just a symbol of how much you mean in his life, and how he trusts you with his heart.
āOnly you, babe, only you darlinā, only you~ā
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Legolas - Lover - Taylor Swift
Unabashed Swiftie in general, but this song just hits different. So first off he probably already called you his lover, and when he found the song he thought it was perfect. I can definitely see him learning guitar and playing this song for you as well. Into the actual song analysis, this song frames his want to be close to you, the mysterious way he was drawn to you, the way he felt like time flew by whenever you talked. Also I feel like heās made jealous relatively easily, and thatās also in the song. His heart has been borrowed before, but heās glad heās ended up with you, to hear your jokes, save you seats, and call you his lover. He definitely likes to sing this to you late in the night, and i can see him humming/mumbling it whenever the two of you just stand and hold each other. Its so wholesome, and he loves the way your eyes light up when he sings it with all the love in his heart, all of it for you.
āYouāre my, my, my, myā¦ lover~ā
GIF byĀ tlotrgifs
Gimli - If You Love Her - Forrest Blakk
Honestly, heās not a very observant dwarf, but he does pay attention to you. He knows you, and he cares a lot. Protective of you to a fault, but just wants everyone to know that they shouldnāt take you or your heart for granted. He hates to admit it, but he thinks you are precious (IāM SORRy-) and every small thing about you is worth taking note of. And he does, so he knows exactly how to make you happier. Heās your personal hype-man, and truly believes that you are the best thing he has ever had. He uses the song as a guidebook on how to treat you, and while he wonāt say it, or sing it, he does play this song for you and leave in a huff, just hoping youāll know this song is meant to say that he loves you. (He might even dub it over with your preferred pronouns for the big reveal, and itās quite funny)
āTheyāll love you, if you love them like that~ā
GIF byĀ myrkvidrs
Boromir - Summer Love - The Workday Release
Boromir really thinks this song demonstrates his feelings towards you, and how he wishes youād stick around with him. You remind him of the summer, warm, bright and hopeful. It was so simple for him to fall in love (itās like counting 1,2,3). Heās awestruck by your beauty, and doesnāt find it enough to dream about you, he needs to be holding your hand, feeling your presence. He wants to face the world with you there next to him. You always manage to give him a smile, make sense to him, and be honest. Heās not sure how to articulate everything he feels around you, so he just says that he loves you.
āSurely this is love, this is love, this is summer love~ā
WOOOOO IM DONEEEE
Ive been writing for the past 2+ hours and itās late and Iām tired, but I really hope you enjoy. If you want to request a fic, any fandom will do, Iāll get back to you on it, I promise.
Let me know if you want me to do a Part 2 with some other characters <3 Have a great day!!
#lord of the rings#x reader#love songs#music#headcanons#oops made myself cry#frodo x reader#sam x reader#merry x reader#pippin x reader#legolas x reader#aragorn x reader#gimli x reader#boromir x reader#repost from my old account!
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It was 1 am-2 am when I decided: OOOO I should mess with Star's design again... so tell me... Why did it work???
also another long post from the sleep deprived fish lets goo
The cape is ugly af, but the rest of the deign is actually...GOOD??? I am in shock since this rarely happens when I actually like how the colors came out on any character-
UNFORTUNATLY, the cape is what ruins it due to how BLAND it is. Not only that, but it is VERY important to how I design his cape. Like basically:
Yes, that is how important his cape is! I wanna talk about what his cape means in another post where I talk about the Star Realm, but for now, I got this ugly ahh cape.
Not only that, the rims with the colors being gold is actually wrong with how I wanted to make his color pallet. The gold rims (ON HIS CAPE NOT THE REST OF THE OUTFIT) are supposed to be a light blue to signifiy a lake. HOWEVER, I tried to see what it would look like, especially here and in my other post here, where it just does not work with his design. Sure, the light blue is nice, but doesn't fit no matter how hard I try to make it look nice. The gold rims work way too well to where the only light blue where it would work, would only be seen on the back of his cape...WHICH IS UGLYYYYYYYYY
Perhaps I go with either a different cape? Change up the color pallet? Or try to make it work with the lore of the Star Realm? (Yeah I'm being serious, thats how important his cape is and how I represent it. If it doesn't look good or work, then idk... I really wanted to incorprate the star realm onto his cape. I might have to come up with a symbol of the star realm if this doesn't work)
The front however, is actually okay, which is basically the little circle with the ribbon draping over his cape. It is just as important as the rest of the design of his cape, ESPECIALY with those 2 pieces in particular. I dont have a problem with it, since it is what I wanted it to look like in the first place and works well with the design either way.
I don't want to continue empathizing on how important it is to how I represent his cape, but it is overall significant to his design. So I'll talk about the bottom of his design since it is actually where I had trouble with before.
To be specific, it is how I wanted his top to look like. Either I wanted a closed off semi-skirt like what the original or what @signed-sapphire and @chillwildwave did with their star boy's design, or go with a more open skirt like what @oh-shtars and @spectator-zee with theirs. It ofc ended up being more open, just it being shorter. I was unironically inspired by Eugene's outfit lmao but the rest came by easy. I knew I wanted his shoes to be almost up to his knees cause he needs to be FANCYYYYY. I also changed up his sleeves and made it more flowy cause I wanted more fun with his design and works with his character :D
Speaking of character, this somewhat works with his character. SOMEWHAT. He is pretty a optimistic kind of prankster, but I feel like his bright personality is toned down to how dark the outfit came out. I know it is to represent the stars since...you know..he is one, just that (quote from one of my bsfs (TY FOR YOUR INSIGHT BTW)) "the outside is more dark whilst the inside has lighter colors, it makes it look like a glowing star trying to hide, a bit".
I mean, makes sense to why he needs to hide: Maggy wants to make sure he is fucking dead- JOKES ASIDE, it works with context, but he doesn't nessicairly like hiding stuff, like he is pretty open about his feelings for example, but like I said, it also works since he has to hide from the people of Rosas and her parents or else he's seen as the monster (rawr rawr rawr) in their eyes š
That aside, you probably notice I changed up his hair. Why? Because I wanted to try something and make it have more depth. It works, so it stays for now.
Is this the final design for him? No. Its not. Until I get the cape right, I still have to get his design working. At least it is working with how I am envisioning it, minus the few little details that make me annoyed for no particular reason other than it needing to work with his character and world.
My next post is going to be an update to the Maggy silly lil backstory cause...it is REALLY important to the story šš
Until then, GOOD DAY/AFTERNOON/NIGHT
#I swear I am going insane#like I start typing and then I start talking about other bs about my story which opened up plot holes which I am going to cover#in the next post lmao#feeling a bit sleep deprived#disney wish#wish 2023#art#art tag#artwork#star wish#star boy wish#star boy#wish disney#wish star#wish starboy#starboy#concept art#character concept#design#the kingdom of roses and thorns
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Having a crisis over my friends casually repeating anti talking pointsā like the anti-"smut in YA" arguments generally reminiscent of Alice Oseman's statements on the matter, as well as more serious things like believing anyone who ships or wrote (insert taboo topic - in several talking cases it was pedophilia) is a suspicious and untrustworthy person. And everyone around them seemed to just casually agree?? They're not hardcore antis or anything but they clearly believe this is just normal. (Bonus points for the guy who started unironically arguing that pedophiles - real life ones as opposed to people who ship age gap ships - are subhuman and deserve the death penalty. I had an aneurysm giving him a talk about human rights.)
People... when I said I used ao3, I didn't just mean I wrote funny things on there. I have read horrors beyond my comprehension and there are doubtless more of them awaiting my reading list. No amount of moralising disgust will have me agree with you that certain topics don't deserve to be written or read by certain demographics (but the children! - I can't believe they're also parroting right-wing talking points as a group of self-proclaimed progressives). I don't remember where I saw it, but I did manage to change one mind by quoting that post that said a librarian is not responsible for curating who borrows what book, such as not stopping a child from borrowing A Song of Ice and Fire.
I'm just in disbelief at the various debates I've had like this among real people. Half of them aren't even what you would call "internet-savvy", and I highly doubt they've been online in ways that makes them terminally online. It seems to have just leaked into the general consciousness in very concerning ways.
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It leaks into the mainstream from fundies, not fandom.
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If me and my mutualās were the Spider-gangā¦
ā¤ļøEMERY AS MILES MORALESš¤ @sunsetsandsunshine
YāALL ALREADY KNOOOOWWWW šššššš
Artist of the group
My Dad is a police officer AND detective soooooooā¦
He has done the āYou gotta say I love you backā thing to me multiple timesā¦
Fucking loves having friends and talking to people
COMIC BOOKS ARE LIFEā¼ļø COMIC BOOKS ARE LOVEā¼ļø
Keeping the collectibles I N S I D E of the box!!! IT STAYS NICE AND FRESH THAT WAYā LIKE PRODUCE YK???!!!
Tries to be quote on quote ācoolerā in front of othersā¦
Newsflash? It never works
š Family lover all the way š
Music is LIFE š¶š¤šµš¼ā¦idfk what weād do without itā¦
A collector of many random thingsā rocks, toys, bracelets you NAME it
Hyperactive as HELL
Has a hard time accepting loss
āNAHā āš« ā āUHMā¦ā āAAAAAAAAHHHHHā
A sketchbook for literally every season
When it comes to friendships, I will try everything in my power to maintain it and try to keep it going but once Iām done? Iām done š«¶š¾
A singer š©š¤š¾
Physical affection š«£šš
Apologies WAAAAAAY too fucking much
H A P P Y. S T I M S.
Suppressed anger issues
Knows way too many people both online and irl
Becomes a whole different person when angry š„øšš¾
Beatboxes and raps horribly
Basically Miles is me and Iām Miles ā¤ļøš¤
š¤JOJO AS GWEN STACYš©µ @shut-up-jo
Cool af legit why the hell are you friends with me manā
Musician of the group šŖš·š»šŗš¹š„šø
Shows up to your house without warning like you owe her money
In a band (most def)
Says the most DIABOLICAL and out of pocket shit known to MAN
š„ Would burn down the kitchen if she ever cooked š„
Listens to Billy Joel š
POPULAR AF
Short af too š¤Ŗš«¶š¼
BAD PICK-UP LINESā¦
Would be cancelled if any of her texts got leaked
āDIEā āKYSā āCHOKEā āSTFUā
Had the WORST 2020 phase (Iām sorry ilysm please donāt kill me šš¼)
AOT lover (as you fucking should )
Honesty is the best policy š
Changes her voice depending on who sheās talking to
Has the most fucking unhinged and cursed FYP page
Doesnāt matter what social media appā¦itās just straight up CURSED
Gives the best advice like oml
Could host a TED-talk but would thereās a 99.9% she would get cancelled
Needs to take a flipping BREAK š
Could make a TV show with her life (with like a million specials and crossovers)
Licks the powder off the Doritos and/or Takiās and puts them back in the bag š¶ā¦
Has burned Barbieās before
Unironically sings 'Dance Monkey' just because
Your so so silly I love you so much š¤š©µ
šSANA AS PAVITIRš©· @itzsana-kiddingmenow
If sunshine were a person š
Has a really toxic fanbaseā¦
āØAnxietyāØ
The best cook out of all 4 of us probably
āš„ŗā āGRRRRRRRā āšā āNAUUURā
Calls people adorable, cute etc but canāt handle when people say that to her š„¹š
Your adorable btw āŗļø
When sheās mad she doesnāt cuss that much but most def just says big words
#TOXICFRIENDSGANG
Takes selfies like every single second š±
Has Snapchat probably
Has listened to JoJo Siwaās Karma WAAAAY too many timesā¦
Would fold like a lawn chair if poked in the side š
FANGIRL
āØ Bilingual queen āØ
Sobbed for DAYS when MatPat dropped his departure videoā¦
Is way too fucking smart š
Has the Ultimate Alpha Sigma Gyatt Rizz but doesnāt know it quite yet šļøš«¦šļø
A tea lover āļøšµ
Would go to antique stores with people to just look at things and then end up buying the whole ass store
Does cartwheels for funsies
Overthinker ā¹ļø
Could solo Bakugou and win
Is going to be a menace one she learns how to drive
Needs more sleep frfr
My lil sugar cream puff over here you guys šš©·
šZEEZIE AS HOBIE BROWNā¤ļø @ziipzeepzop-eez
101% effort in E V E R Y T H I N G
Side-eyes š¤Ø
Has more rizz than the whole Earth population combined
āFWā āTHATāS RACISTā āTWWINNNNā āYUUURRā
EMOJIS EMOJIS EMOJIS EMOJIS EMOJIS EMOJIS
Did I say emojis?
Comes up with the most cutest freaking nicknames for people š„¹šš©·ā¹ļøšāØ
TAKE A BREAK š”š”š”
Can most definitely win a dance battle against anyone but acts like she canāt
Dad jokes š«¶š½
Uses finger guns unironically (through text and in person) šš½šš½
Could make a diss-track about so many people š«¢ā¦
Would have a million cats if she could
Probably had a Gacha Life phase
Would go to a movie theater just to watch cat videos on the big screen
Popular af š
Friends with legit everyone šš½
Would actually murder a man if they hurt one of her friends
Has watched Coraline and The Nightmare Before Christmas soooooo many damn times
Guillmero Del Toroās Pinocchio made her ugly cry (Same here š« )
Could solo everyone here on Tumblr easily šļøššļø
Hates Twitter/X but only has it for the āØdramaāØ
FAIRY LIIIGHTS
Is most def someoneās opp āŗļø
Can multi-task like crazy
So cool and dazzling and aahhhfhfhds šā¤ļø
(If any of this makes any of you guys uncomfy just DM me and I can erase it š«¶š¾)
#Mootie patootie ā”#Zeezie ā”#Sana ā”#JoJo ā”#Emeryās rambles#IDK WHAT THIS IS#UH#YEAHā¦#JUST FOR FUNSIES#Making a pt.2 with some of my other moots with the rest of the spider gang ehehddnsne
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Full Moon Stolitz thoughts
Alright I'm getting on this shit because I am obsessed with Stolitz unironically. Before I start this I want to be absolutely clear that (in my opinion) there is no "right" side in the overall situation between Blitz and Stolas. Both equally have problems that contribute to their miscommunication and I can sympathise with both of them. If you disagree, feel free to ignore this post and scroll on, I don't mind friendly debate with people I know well but strangers on the internet are a different story.
I do generally project heavily onto Blitz which yeah probably impacts my interpretation of this a lot but I'm just a guy on tumblr I'm not here to be 100% right I'm just posing my take on their behaviours etc etc
Mandatory Disclaimer: spoilers start below! Do not click read more if you care about spoilers for The Full Moon episode of Helluva Boss
That all said, I'm splitting this into three parts:
Blitz's behaviour throughout the episode
Stolas' behaviour throughout the episode
Blitz and Stolas' confrontation/argument/interaction at the end of the episode
Part One: Blitz's behaviour
Starting off with "When I See Him", the basics of it (that is played up a bit for comedy and more or less directly stated really at the start) is that Blitz is obviously covering up how he really feels by concentrating entirely on the sex he anticipates having, and acting like that is what is important to him.
Are we okay? Can't really say I'm getting by By avoiding his questions It's so complicated, I hate when it's complicated Why do I always end up in situations that are complicated?
Blitz knows there is something wrong, or off, between the two of them but he'd rather not talk or communicate about it - literally preferring to avoid the topic entirely because "complicated" = bad, and he has no idea how to fix that, despite the fact that most of his relationships have been and/or are still complicated, he doesn't know how to deal with that because he never learnt. He's started to with Fizz a bit at the very least, but he's definitely not in a place to do that with romantic relationships yet - but I digress.
Here I go again, getting in my head So I'll focus on the sexy stuff instead
Not too much to say about this part other than he is actively choosing to disregard his anxieties and worries about him and Stolas by putting on this mask of caring about the sex and nothing else. Honestly, not a surprise with Blitz, this is pretty average behaviour and is very much likely a common coping mechanism of his to avoid serious feelings when engaging in relationships of a romantic nature. Especially since he seems to place a lot of value in himself in how good he is in bed.
When I see him, I'm gonna do that thing he likes No need to change things, I'll just bring the ropes and spikes[/spice*] We've got a nice arrangement And it's working out just fine We'll keep it light
Can't wait to lose ourselves in nasty sex And make that bird squawk We'll just stick with what makes sense
Same as above, he's going to what's familiar and directly deciding he'd rather ignore any issues they have and not talk about them in favour of doing what they normally do on full moons and call it a night.
*my audio processing disorder really did not like that line, and I cannot completely tell if that's right - any mistakes in lyrics or other quotes from the show before or after this are almost definitely because of this so please feel free to correct me.
Moving on from the song, some things Blitz does or says during the conversation with Moxxie and Loona in the office that stick out to me.
It's the full moon, I gotta meet up with Stolas tonight. Felt like dressing up a little since it's been a few months since I've been inside his feathered ass.
This is personally really interesting to me since he's not been known to dress up explicitly to see Stolas before (excluding the posts that have been seen on the instagram accounts but I'm hesitant to count those as 100% hard canon, and they were outfits of a different variety - not a bowtie and suspenders as he's seen wearing in the episode). It's like he's trying very hard to impress him for.. some reason? I'm guessing he sees it as part of his whole plan to really sort of wow Stolas, get in there, get out, no touchy feely stuff. It comes off as the opposite to me though, it shows that he kind of values what Stolas think of him and his appearance - and that he wants to impress Stolas. This could just be him trying to prove his worth to Stolas so he doesn't get cast aside, but it could also be more.
This facial expression is very important to me. It's a split second frame of vulnerability in response to Loona saying the following:
Oh shit, he's getting bored of you.
This is genuine worry and concern on his face, he tried to cover it up with a smile but he is concerned. And yes, it could just be about losing the book, it probably is in part but I think it's more than that.
Loona also says this:
Yeah, man. If someone wants to see you less and less, big red flag. If they give you chances to ditch, they probably want out themselves. Just wanna be more passive aggressive about it, dicks.
When she says this Blitz reacts very on the defensive, repeating what she said mockingly and saying this:
How do you know, Loona?
It's a very defensive reaction and I'd bet he feels at least a little bit bruised and hurt at the thought of Stolas getting "bored" of him - which probably does not help at all with how he's struggling with how he currently feels about Stolas between the agreement for the book and not seeing him in a while.
Immediately after this interaction, he literally leaves his job (which like, yeah, he is own his boss I Guess he can do that whenever he wants but I can't imagine he does it a lot, I Hope, unless he thinks it's important) and goes shopping for more things to impress Stolas. It's a lot of effort to put into someone you don't really super care about, all things considered but let's just go with the devil's advocate here that it's not to lose the book and it doesn't really mean anything. Although I do find his choice to look at candles first interesting, assuming it's not for something else (resident sex repulsed asexual is struggling with thinking about that kind of thing - despite watching helluva boss lmao), Stolas seems to like candles. If I remember correctly, he has some near his bath.
An interesting detail for Blitz to know/remember/take into account, for someone he allegedly does not care about. Anddd that's it for Blitz's scenes in this episode.
Part 2: Stolas' Behaviour
Like with Blitz, I'm gonna focus on how Stolas acts in "When I See Him" first, then move on to what we see of him alone in the rest of the episode (which there's very little of, I think, unfortunately).
The summary of what I think of Stolas in this song is he clearly has a somewhat fairytale view of his relationship with Blitz still (which is only emphasised by how the song is disney princess like in nature), thankfully he knows he has to let him be separate from the terms of their agreement and has found a way for this to occur without horribly impacting Blitz's business. However, he (at least, at first) seems to think after this happens everything will go fine and be perfectly okay and happily ever after, or more likely hopes that is how the situation will end up - but we see more of his worries later on so he's evidently not completely deluding himself.
My derring-do is half disguised Behind a smile
I don't have a lot to say about this just that it shows Stolas is obviously aware that Blitz is performing at least a little when he's with him.
I swore I wouldn't dwell on the divorce
This line just interests me more than anything, it's understandable that he doesn't want to think about the divorce. God knows I wouldn't want to, but's it intriguing to see he's attempting to distance himself from it - I hope we see more about this in the future episodes, maybe.
So for my own health I'll remind myself That when I see him I know that it won't feel so tough I'll believe him And not the voice that says I'm not enough No need for an arrangement It can just be him and me I'll see us free How perfect it could be When I see him tonight
This bit is very sweet honestly, Stolas clearly yearns to be closer to Blitz - and he's trying his best to facilitate that. He just wants genuine connection and love, something he couldn't experience in his marriage with Stella. Stolas is obviously nervous and has some self worth issues to say the least, but he deals with them differently to Blitz. In fact, he finds that being with Blitz helps combat these (likely because he feels loved and/or wanted by someone).
Unrelated to dissecting the episode and the like, the voice acting for this part was incredible and I love the way Stolas' VA (his name has slipped my mind atm) conveys emotion in his voice - even while singing. He sounds very hopeful, yet the cracks and wobbles suggest how nervous he feels for the interaction with Blitz, even if he's currently acting as if he thinks it will end well.
Oh god I'll fucking die alone if this goes bad tonight
This bit really just kind of shows how nervous he does feel about talking with Blitz about giving him the crystal. And that he is scared it'll go wrong, it's nothing too crazy.
The detail of him having none of the medication he takes left is interesting to me though, just that he's still taking it, I guess - could suggest he's still struggling with anxiety etc etc.
Am I doing something I can't take back? Would he want me if he was free? And if he's only here as a prisoner What kind of a monster does that make me
Stolas is clearly feeling a lot of guilt for his past treatment of Blitz, and fear that his feelings aren't reciprocated - but it seems like he's more scared that he's been taking advantage of Blitz, than the thought that Blitz doesn't like him.
My entire life's been written in stone He taught me that I could choose
Blitz is the first person he really chose to meet or associate with, as a child and as an adult. There was no obligation to know him or socialise with him, or to be his friend (or more). In fact, it was discouraged if anything but Stolas chose to do it anyway - and it helped him realise he could do what he wanted, and gain the confidence to do so.
Part 3: Blitz and Stolas' confrontation
Stolas' body language here kills me, he's so nervous for what he's about to do, and despite his hopeful song early he's eerily somber - as if he knows this will end badly.
Blitz looks so afraid here, he's gone through all of this effort to try to impress Stolas and keep him from getting "bored" of him. Part of this is probably because he doesn't want to lose the connection he and Stolas have but honestly it's largely probably the fear of losing the book and his business that he's worked so hard for. Blitz is an incredibly ambitious person, and he's put a lot of blood, sweat and tears (mostly blood) into I.M.P and to have it taken away because of someone else due to not being good enough for them is probably one of his worst fears.
Blitz's immediate switch to trying to seduce Stolas is slightly jarring, but not all that surprising considering how this whole thing started. Blitz is desperate, trying anything to prove to Stolas he's worth keeping around. Meanwhile Stolas looks resigned, as if realising it really was just a performance for Blitz the entire time.
Stolas, please, I- I need this book. Please, I need this book, Stolas. I will do anything.
The immediate switch to begging, mixed with tears, took me off guard honestly. I didn't expect to see him do that but it makes sense considering how badly he treasures I.M.P and he really is just at the whim of Stolas and it could all collapse at any given moment.
I don't understand, why are you giving me this? Am I not like, fucking you good enough? Because I can- I can always do better.
This being Blitz's immediate reaction to getting the crystal from Stolas is upsetting. I was on the verge of tears here, he can't even comprehend that Stolas might genuinely want to give him a gift, not because Blitz isn't good enough, but because Stolas wants him to be independent. Blitz has never viewed himself as "good enough" for people and he puts on a lot of performances to convince himself he's worthy of being associated with others. This probably feels like, to him, a convoluted way of "getting rid" of him, instead of giving him freedom so he and Stolas can interact with less of a power imbalance.
This in an interesting roleplay, never done this one but I can get into it. How's this? Oh, Stolas, I'll stay with you, I love you soo much.
Blitz's immediate response to Stolas' confession being one of disbelief leading him into thinking it's some sort of roleplay or pretense because he can't possibly believe that anyone would actually love him is honestly worse case scenario and probably where all of this starts going downhill.
I have my answer, Blitz. You needn't say anything. I have wanted you, for so long. The fact that you couldn't believe that I might have these feelings about you, that your first instinct is that it's always about... sex. That's enough to know what this is.
This right here, is terrible. Miserable, even. Communication is starting to break down, Stolas doesn't realise or understand Blitz's point of view and I certainly cannot blame him for getting upset but how these two are communicating yet somehow falling victim to miscommunication at the same time is impressive at this point. They're both getting emotional, and it's fucking everything up but to be fair no one can remain 100% logical, this is nerve wracking and stressful for them both.
What? Fuck you, Stolas. You spring this feelings bullshit on me, are you fucking kidding? Can I get a fucking minute to think after everything you've put me through, you pompous rich asshole? Treat me like one of your little butler imps, you can't just dismiss me like that! I mean, you royal fucks think you can do this every time, like you can just play with our feelings because we're smaller and not as important! Well, I'm not letting you, bitch! Let's go!
This, this is incredibly cathartic in a weird way. It's not good by any means but for Blitz these bitter feelings have probably been somewhat simmering beneath the surface for a while and he hasn't been able to express them because of the nature of his and Stolas' relationship. The way he's phrasing this makes me wonder if he has previous experience with a royal demon doing this to him outside of now, and Stolas' father hiring him to be Stolas' friend when he was a child. It wouldn't be too unreasonable but putting that aside for a moment. The anger and lashing out here is probably a defense mechanism on his part, every time something has got vulnerable or upsetting in the past in this show Blitz always seems to get angry (an example that comes to mind at the minute is when Cash was celebrating Fizz's birthday - at the time he didn't say anything to Fizz but he stormed off, angry. Another one could be probably a few of his interactions with Verosika. I'd have to rewatch the show to find something more particular). The point is Blitz lashes out instead of being open and vulnerable, he doesn't mean or genuinely think any of this - and immediately regrets it as soon as he says it. But it's too late, it's been said.
Stolas flinches or pauses when walking a handful of times during this rant from Blitz, each time whenever he has an insult. Before he has even said anything it's immensely clear Stolas is very hurt by this.
Blitz. I think so very highly of you, I didn't realise you think so low of me.
This is the regret I was talking about, it's probably helped along by Stolas admitting he thinks highly of Blitz but god - he is crushed. And he immediately tries to apologise but Stolas teleports him out of there before he can even process it, leaving us on a terrible cliffhanger.
God, it's a fucking mess. They're a mess I'm so scared for the next episode and how they are even going to fix this. Someone get these gay demons a therapist, please, I beg.
All in all, ow my feelings, this episode hurt, I did cry. Stolitz have mastered the art of miscommunication, but that is hardly news. Blitz seems to have got a genuine wake-up call, sort of similar to how he did with Fizz and I'm hoping that kickstarts something to help him improve, because he does need to. At the same time, Stolas has kinda fucked up here, and does need to give Blitz more time to process since I imagine this is very fucking shocking to him. It's all one biggggg mess and god knows how it'll work out but I'm looking forward to finding out and hopefully not having my heart ripped out and spat on by the end of this season.
#helluva boss#helluva boss blitz#helluva boss stolitz#stolas goetia#blitzo buckzo#stolitz#helluva boss full moon#helluva boss s2 e8 spoilers#helluva boss full moon spoilers#helluva boss spoilers#original content things
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In defense of season five Brian Kinney
(this has been in my drafts for months because i'm scared to post it sjkfhs)
We all feel a certain kind of way about season five, it's like... kind of unfortunate from beginning to end lmao. BUT STILL the one thing that I will always do is try to defend that babygirl, I will carry him out of the storm of criticism princess style and take him home on a white horse.
disclaimer: this is a confused stream of consciousness and I will get some things wrong because it's the season I've watched the least lol.
Why does Brian act the way he does? We know why he acts a certain way throughout the series and to me his behaviour in s5 is not that unwarranted or different from the other seasons.
1) At the end of season 4 he asks Justin to move in, he talks about wanting to spend more time with Gus, but does any of it happen? no.
Justin leaves and Brian is happy and proud of him, but honestly I would also see why that would make him feel a certain kind of way. He already thinks he doesn't deserve love and companionship and one of the few times he asks for it he doesn't get it. He prepares a trip to go see Justin, but at the last second he decides not to go, he gets cold feet because it sound like Justin is leaving him forever. Sort of, kind of, but it's enough. The same happens with Gus (imo). Like he's accepted that with time all his relationships will end and no one actually wants him to fight for them, because no one actually likes him enough to want to stick around. But do you know who will always stay by his side? Michael. Until...
2) Confession... I don't hate the assimilation plotline. It was handled horribly, but I still think it's pretty cool they dedicated so much time to it. They were doing this in the early 2000s and now most lgbtq+ media can't handle to seriously get anywhere close to it.
Brian and Michael's roles are on the opposite spectrum of the debate and Justin ping pongs between them way too pointedly, because (imo) the writers decided to use him as a plot device instead of a character. (Unironically to me Justin feels the most like Justin when he is being a dick to his mom about her boyfriend) (and even then I find myself questioning whether s4 Justin would do or say any of that)
ANYWAY Brian sees his best friend/brother travel where he can't follow him. Michael has a family, he is married, he has a house in the suburbs, new, more mature friends and Brian is looking at him from afar, wondering why he suddenly thinks the life they've shared is a meaningless, shameful thing of the past. Not directly, but in a way wondering why Michael can't just accept him the way he is anymore.
BTW Brian might have celebrated the wedding of his friends... but that doesn't mean he changed his mind on weddings as a whole. Actually his wildest marriage nightmares are proven right by the two married couples he knows. He probably looks at Mel and Lindsay destroying each other, stuck in a legal battle with Michael /and/ Ben, looks at the kids trapped in that mess and is glad that will never be him.
UNTIL IT IS. Justin, in his infinite wisdom, decides he wants all of that actually and he tries to "tame" (quoting Cowlip) Brian until he leaves him behind because the domestication isn't sticking and him alone is not worth as much as weddings and kids. There's supposed to be something MORE. Staying with Brian suddenly means settling for something lesser than what Michael has. This process starts way before the break up (talks of... puppies?) and it's there where (imo) Brian just breaks.
No Michael, no Justin, constant talk of marriage and kids and divorce and custody. No one fucking cares Brian has a reason to behave the way he does. It's normal to want different things in life, but no one in the cast has experienced what Brian has and no one tries to understand it and understand what he wants and why either.
Brian's entire existence in the series is being questioned: his worth, what he has to offer, what he can't/won't give as well as what he can/will give, what HE IS, everything amounts to literally nothing. he is being left by everyone, he's wrong and not enough. Meanwhile he hates being alone, he's needy and touch starved and sweet, he needs his special people around, but why would he ask them to stay, when they make it so clear that they think he is not worth anything? (he's left with literally only Lindsay who is so bad at keeping her mouth shut and just offering support and Ted who's mostly just thinking about his own dick 24/7 and is more of a distraction than anything else).
The only gateway to attention and affection he has left is sex except that isn't working as well anymore.
[2.2) (little aside about Justin) To me he is a bit like a moth flying into bright, shiny things. He's still stubborn and driven, but in season five his decisions feel shallow, like he's doing things out of boredom. At the start of the season he's coming back from hollywood, where he was happily living in kinney-like debauchery, and he's disappointed to be back to his old life. So (imo) he finds a new thing to obsess over: marriage. Then he gets to go to new york and weddings, kids and manors are suddenly a thing of the past. This is why to me, in season 5 he's just a big nothing of nothing, genetically modified to accompany the brian/michael assimilation plot line and then Brian's ending.]
3) Confession n 2 I don't hate Brandon and even though the competition is SO cringe, it's meant to be that way (i hope at least), to me the way it ends is what makes it clear. We get a glimpse of season one Brian, broken and lost, terrified, hanging onto the one thing that makes him feel wanted, safe and alive (sex). He wins, but the ending to the competition is not satisfying, Brian doesn't claim his prize (he doesn't want it). We get an unsettling, super close close up on Brian and Brandon instead, the lines are not good, but the visual storytelling carries that scene effortlessly. Past and present looking at each other, the future looming over them right out of frame where none of us can see it.
Aging is a main theme throughout the story and to me it feels very fitting to ham it up towards the ending. Justin spitefully telling him he looks good after sighing and moping around for entire episodes can't fix Brian's lifelong obsession with the loss of his youth. Brian is left to deal with it on his own when it's at its worst. He is old and lonely, Brandon and the competition is an escape, one last glimpse at what it's like to be the young, hot, reigning stud of Liberty Avenue, while being fully aware that his time is up.
In conclusion, Brian has not taken steps back imo, he is struggling to come to terms with the changes around him, while also feeling confident about his own convictions. Sometimes he is bitter and lonely and we get to see him say extreme things, but he's also more well adjusted than he was in season 1. He knows what he wants but he's still scared to admit it. Partly because (and the failure with the moving in thing could be a factor in this) he doesn't think he should ask for anything, partly because the people he loves are expecting him to change even more and against his will.
A the same time, he is able to question himself because he has grown and worked through some of the trauma that shaped him, also he has found a new kind of intense love with Justin, different from the codependency he has with Michael (and Lindsay) and the surface level friendship he has with everyone else, which is something that has made him realise so much about himself and what he wants and would like to be.
For the same reasons he is able to look at his empire crumbling and accept it, because during the show he found other reasons to fight and stay alive. When those same reasons are taken away from him, or he doesn't find the courage to go after them, he tries to comfort himself through sex, even if it's unsuccessful, but he's not closing into himself like he used to. He still thinks he'll get Michael back eventually and he's happy to let Justin go if it means he'll find what he is looking for, Brian doesn't want another relationship he doesn't care for it, the only reason Justin became his boyfriend is because he forced his way into his life and his heart ugh cringe lol. Obsessing over sex, age and fighting with his loved ones is not necessarily a sign of regression, just a momentary way to cope with the world pulling the rug from under his feet.
He went from attempting suicide to celebrating being cancer free. He wants the people who make him happy to be happy, even if it hurts him. He's not possessive and he's not particularly brave when it comes to relationships, but he's also growing constantly, willing and unwilling he changes and moves forward in his own way, sometime turning to look at the past but with no excuses, no apologies, no regr[GUNSHOT]
Then episode 10 comes and a lot more shit happens that i could write another 20 pages about but im done for now lmao ok bye
#qaf#queer as folk#meta#queer as folk us#brian kinney#possibly my last contribution to the fandom rip kinnenvy on ao3#i don't know why anyone would want to read this but i want it in my blog in case i forget how weird and obsessive i can get
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RL characters and their thoughts on the show āGleeā
requested by @oneginn (why did i do this for you)
Cassandra
at first watched it to make fun of it. she wanted to break the rumors that theatre kids loved this show and she thought it was sooo stupid at first
but then she immediately got hooked at first ep from the absurdity of it all and unironically became invested
sheās either super embarrassed to admit that she prefers the glee cover of some songs over the original or she just casually blasts them without a care. depends on the song probably
hated rachel at first (without realizing shes lowkey her) but then began shipping faberry
oh god faberry took over her life. she SPIRALED over this stupid queerbait ship. started reading every fanfic possible of them and shit
would not shut up about how much she hates this show to elena. elena is tired and at this point knows the plot of every episode because of her
fucking hates ryan murphy
biggest klaine hater. not bc she thinks its a bad ship, shes just pissed that the fandom and the writers focuses on those twinks
watched every season but prefers the first three seasons. she kinda lost hope for this show mid season 5 or something
rachelās ādonāt rain on my paradeā performance changed her life, same goes with that bohemian rhapsody scene
donāt ask her about anything in this show otherwise sheād go in an hour long rant and even pull out a (horribly made) presentation
finn hudson hater
Bela
walked in on cass, dani and angie watching the cheesus christ episode and decided to never even consider watching the show herself. she actively avoids it (good for her)
tho she canāt avoid it, they probably made her sit down and watch at least one ep with them
Dani
hasnāt seen the whole show but seen a few episodes with angie and cass. and has seen so many out of context clips
thinks itās hilarious and would watch just to have a good time (also she thinks its funny seeing cass genuinely lose her shit every ep)
iām sorry but i think sheād skip the songs
Angie
hasnāt seen all the eps and only watched because she thinks its peak comedy
says the worst takes on purpose because she knows cass would be pissed
quotes the show all the time but rarely anyone gets it (its for the best)
makes a ācant readā joke every time rachel berry pops up on screen
has glee songs on her playlist but most are ironic like trouty mouth and run joey run
Miranda
are you kidding me. shes literally sue sylvester
but she will never be watching this show
honestly one clip of it could kill her. shes not even surviving that muppet episode
#resident lover#yeah ur welcome vinnie#tried to make it spoiler free as possible in case u do wanna watch the show#bela dimitrescu#cassandra dimitrescu#mother miranda#fuck cassandra dimitrescu#fcd club#daniela dimitrescu#angie beneviento#glee
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X-Files IWTB: First Time React (Part III)
Wherein my anger overcomes my will to finish.
Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeere we go, Part III.Ā
*Disclaimers*: I separate art from artist, acting was great, DD and GA did their best, my reaction is exaggerated for comedic purposes, etc. etc. etc.
Whooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...................Ā
Scratchy beard is over, and there is only pain, I presume, from here on out.Ā
Iām going to try to keep this short and sweet because:
I donāt care about the plot much.Ā
The characters are going to break apart whatever investment I have left in it.Ā
ā¦Thereās nothing really compelling about anyone else but Mulder and Scully. Maaaaaaaaaaaybe? Iāll like Pedo Joeās stand-off with Scully? Doubt it.Ā
I am going to finish this movie with LIGHTNING SPEED because I caaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanāt stand it, despite DDās comedic timing and Mulderness (that is butchered by the script) and GAās balanced grace and angst and Scullyness (that is butchered by the script); and honestly donāt think marinating in the details would be worth my time, despite the glorious opportunity to snark.Ā
I was trying to get back to where I left off and skipped to this image of Pedo Joe:Ā
I believe it represents my viewing experience quite accurately.Ā
Back to it:
This sceneās not so bad: Mulder gets up to shave, working on Scullyās āscratchy beardā hint as an opportunity to free his unconscious mind by doing repetitive movements, eg. moving a razor up and down instead of quoting along to a tv. AND THATāS A NICE TOUCH: itās that domestic softening, that hinting at Scullyās lectures (in a good way) about tv being bad for his sleep patterns and Mulder learning to do other odd things with his hands instead.Ā
And Scully trailing him in and beginning to change her tune when Mulder mentions the tears of blood, etc. Itās nice, itās them. So far, so very good.Ā
Nooooooooooooooow sheās gonna get uber jealous of Dakota WhitneyĀ
and reinterpret everything Mulder does through this stupid lens: shaving while thinking about the crime scene, letting (which he didnāt) Dakota take the fluff off his face, hanging around the FBI instead of following her back to a cozy, domestic life (which he CANāT do because heās tied to the case for good or ill no matter what-- they know where he lives, after all.)Ā
Hoooooooooooooooooooooooow does Scully conclude this is about him finding his sister, hooooooooooooooow. She wasnāt even there for the longing gazes he exchanged with Drummondās? photo, the implication being his behavior is a long-standing pattern of behavior. But as established in the last two parts, it ISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSNāT.
āIt hasnāt stopped you from looking for her. ā¦You cannot save her, not now and not ever.ā THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS CASE, THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS SITUATION, THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH HIS PAST, THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH HIS FREEDOM THAT IS BOUGHT AND SOLD ON THE FBIāS WHIM, THIS IS NOT ABOUT YOUR PAIN AND TORMENT, THIS IS NOT. ABOUT. YOU. SCULLY.Ā
āWe need those men back!ā Mulder yells-- and he is the only person doing the right thing now. And the movie will punish him and his motives for it.Ā
The writers have unironically turned into early seasons' Syndicate men by depicting Mulder as an egomaniacal, unbalanced man on a missionā¦ and Scully is giving him less grace and understanding than her own self how many years ago on their first case in Oregon.Ā
āWhat are you doing?ā asks Scully.Ā
āTrying to ignore you--ā THAT IS NOT MULDER. THAT IS STUPIDLY IMMATURE. WHAT.Ā
PEDO JOE JUST STOOD THERE FOR HOURS WHILE THE FBI DUG AROUND; AND ONLY STARTED FOLLOWING HIS HUNCHES WHEN MULDER ASKED HIM A FEW QUESTIONS??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
I donāt know why, but that insignificant detail broke me.Ā
Iām done. Skipping to parts now.Ā
I skipped to the breakup.Ā
āYou asked for me to get involved, Scully, now Iām asking you to stay involved.ā
YEAH, LIKE YOU PROMISED TO DO BECAUSE THAT WAS HIS ONE CONDITION.Ā
āYou helped them already, you broke the case for them, why donāt you let the FBI deal with it?ā ā¦Scully, the case isnāt broken. I understand you need support because of Christian and Mulder is completely dropping the ball there; but Scully, your medicine has done what it can (or would if you didn't give up on him as well for some reason) for the boy but there are REAL people whose lives are in danger, right now, and need to be rescued.Ā
Scully gave up because Mulder wouldnāt let this go. This COULD, COULD have worked if Mulder was pushing her to join him back at the FBI; but thatās not the case here. Whatās going on here is the fact that heās on a high, heās saving lives, he needs HER help that she promised to give (and hasnāt); and yes, this is hard, yes, this is inconvenient, yes, she feels like Christian is getting second-best; but this is her partnerās freedom, his LIFE (and hers) he is winning back. Just a bit longer and they can breathe freely. THEN they can fight about the FBI, to return or not to return, etc. THEN this fight can and could happen.Ā
Would Scully still leave then? Apparently she did in the Revival; but here and My Struggle I posits it would have been a permanent rift and not a temporary one that was later written in (or hinted at) to blur the lines of the bad writing choices.Ā
Hereās why this scene doesnāt work: Scullyās writing is already so thoroughly broken (written about extensively here and here) that her declaration makes no sense:Ā
she was off-put by pedo compound but on fire while she and Mulder bounced theories after scratchy beard but off-put firmly after Whitney touched his face but then was-- you get the point. On top of that, Mulder-- for as narrow-minded as his focus tends to be-- ALWAYS checks in with Scullyās emotional well-being; and itās usually her that sets her feelings aside so they can plow forward. If Scully has an objection, Mulder will pause or come at it from another angle that will appeal to her. Scully here cannot be appealed to or reasoned with; and Mulder is only āinconsiderateā in his drive because heās, again, WINNING HIS FREEDOM. The very thing that's kept them from meeting their son again, etc.Ā
Mulder is STILL giving her an out: he understands sheās a doctor now, that that isnāt her life anymore (BECAUSE ITāS NOT HIS), and just needs her help ON THIS CASE.Ā
Scully: āI cannot look into the darkness--ā PFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFT, get that writing out of my ears, blegh, blegh, UCKCKCKCKKCC, itās chocking me, eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
āThe darknessā is so wattpad, my word.Ā
āIām fine with it, Scully, Iām okay, Iām good.ā ā¦WHAT sort of response is that? It makes it seem like Mulderās addicted to this-- and in a way, he can be. But the PROBLEM is heās now addicted at the expense of Scully???? Even though Scully has ALWAYS been addicted to it, TOO???? But sheās not now though she still is at times in the script(???) becauseā¦ beeeeeeeeeeeecaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaause????????????????????????????
Mulder: āWhere else would you want me to look to find these women alive?ā
Scully: āIām asking you to look at yourself.ā
Exactly, Mulder. (Unironically the Windows crashing noiseā¦ meme. Whatever.)Ā ā¦Scully, youāre setting yourself up for the āunreasonable little woman at homeā jokes and youāre SCULLY and why are you like this.
Mulder: āWhy? I donāt think Iām the one thatās changed.ā
Based. Likeā¦ you pulled a ābasedā out of me, wow.Ā
Scully doesnāt want the darkness (UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK) in her home anymore. Fair. But heās not bringing it into the home. Also, insert "there are people DYING, Kim" meme.Ā
Another thing: āThis is who I am. This is who Iāve always beenā true-ish, Mulder, but not true enough. It implies you cut out her emotional needs-- which you havenāt since SEASON. TWO.-- for your questā¦ but also, she accepted that about you IN ALL THINGS, WHICH WAS IN SEASON SEVEN. YET. HERE WE ARE.Ā
GILLIAN REALLY DID HER BEST WITH āPUT IT IN A BOOKā JUST LIKE SHE DID HER BEST WITH SCULLYāS REJECTION OF JACKSON IN THE MY STRUGGLE IV FINALE BUT ITāS STILL JUST. SO. AWFUL.Ā
Wait, okay, so, this broke them up and Mulder learned how much he and Scully needed x/y/z for their relationship (despite how STUPID this is); and she explained how sheās at her limit and she doesnāt know what else to do, etcā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦. And history repeated itself in a couple years because Mulder got depressed and gave up on them and justā¦ didnātā¦ doā¦ things.Ā
Sidenote: I HAVE THOUGHTS about the Revival breakup that Iāll talk about sometime (that CC blamed Mulderās depression on Colonizationās failure when, in reality, he went on the run because of other men who feared Colonization and if it DIDNāT come to pass Mulder would have been TRULY free and he and Scully could embrace life and meet William and etc. etc. etc. but instead Mulder just flogged himself becaaaaaaaaaaaaaause reasons despite winning and, yes, William was given up HOWEVER they'd now have the freedom and opportunity to meet him, etc. And yet. And yet. ANYWAY.)Ā
SCULLY, YOU BROKE MULDERāS HEART-- THAT HURT ME. WOW.Ā
HE CANāT CHANGE WHO HE IS AND THIS WASNāT EVEN ABOUT WHO HE WAS BUT YOU BLAMED HIS WANTING TO HELP THOSE WOMEN ON A NONEXISTENT SAMANTHA-COMPLEX, PAINTED HIM AS AN OBSESSIVE NUT WHO THREW YOUR RELATIONSHIP ASIDE FOR THE WORK, AND MOVED OUT WHEN HE NEEDED YOU MOST WHEN YOU PROMISED, FROM THE START, TO BE THERE FOR HIM THROUGHOUT THIS CASE. WOW. WOW. WOW.Ā
SKIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP--
I will say: IWTB Mulder hair supremacy. My favorite of all his looks. Hands. DOWN.Ā
Too late for this joke-- this movieās Scully didnāt earn it.Ā
āHEYā Scully yells; and waits for the villain to turn around before whacking him in the head with a VERY big and probably VERY heavy axe instead of, I donāt know, shooting him. āBut sheās a doctor nowā I say to myself-- erecting a straw man just so I can wear off my angry energy by aggressively beating it to death. I didnāt know that doctors, I counter to myself, who were former SPECIAL AGENTS ANNOUNCE WHEN THEYāRE GOING TO HIT THE BAD GUY WHILE BEING 5ā2ā AND HEAVING AN AXE OVER THEIR HEAD AT SAID BAD GUY.Ā
Honestly me at this point:
Scully walks in and sees a woman in the midst of being chopped into sell-able body parts;Ā
and it justā¦ hit home to me that she wanted Mulder to give up on this case, this lady, and the other women, DESPITE being on fire for other cases relating to women in the past, ala Excelsis Dei, Unruhe, Small Potatoes, etc. etc. GOOD GOING, CHUMP.Ā
Also, Mulderās still tranked outside in the freezing cold, despite there being a team with Scully and Skinner (I think?) andā¦ why didnāt she yell for the team to come help Mulder? Or someone? Or, I dunno, do that NOW rather than just send Skinner out to cuddle him??
Though thatās a nice moment, to be honest. Ā
WAIT, ITāS LITERALLY JUST THE TWO OF THEM-- yāknow what? Forget. It. Why isnāt there backup? No, NO, I am not rewinding to find out.Ā
Skinman Cuddles, ā¢. WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.Ā I'll take it.
I was showing my sis a pic of the house and she had the audacity to say āOh, how very unremarkableā before making her version of a smug face.Ā
Iām too amused to be annoyed; but itās that thin sibling line, yāknow?Ā
I fully support Mulder here: Iād be this annoyed, too. ā¦Iām so tired.Ā
His sarcastic eyebrow twitch made me bust out laughing.Ā
Is he still going to take the majority of the blame that should not be his at all. If so, Iām. gonna. riooooooooooooooooooooooooooot.Ā
Mulder pauses and asks Scully if sheās seen the story: that the FBI blamed Pedo Joe for the case-- and even though the guy was a pedo, this wasnāt on him. And you know what that means?????
THE VERY GROUP THAT PROMISED TO FREE MULDER THEN BACKSTABBED PEDO JOE WHO WAS WORKING IN THEIR BEST INTEREST WHICH MEANS I WAS 100% RIGHT IN MY ASSESSMENT THAT THEY CANāT BE TRUSTED WHICH MEANS SCULLY WAS 100%Ā WRONG IN TRYING TO SHOVE MULDER OFF THE CASE BECAUSE THEY WOULD HAVE WHOOPED HIM, TOO, IF HE DIDNāT HELP.Ā
ā¦.dEEP breaTHS.
AND SCULLY IMMEDIATELY DENIES THE TRUTH AND HIDES BEHIND āWELL, HEāS DEAD NOW.āĀ
WELL, I GUESS SHE WOULD HAVE SAID THE SAME IF MULDER HAD LEFT THE CASE ON HER SAY-SO AND BEEN THROWN INTO PRISON. GUESS HEāS DEAD NOW.Ā
Mulder wanted to at least clear that part of Pedo Joeās name because it is an injusticeā¦ buuuuuuuuuuuuuuut Scully doesnāt care about justice now, even though she actively saved the lives of eviler men to later put on trial. Yāknow, because they were facing JUSTICE.Ā
Oh, the pain and the torment of Scully not caring because he was a pedo and then denying that she believed him ācuz heās dead now and she doesnāt have to face the fact she was a SNIVELLING COWARD who had to be motivated to do whatās right BY A PEDO.Ā
Isnāt this just a beautiful movie.Ā
FINE. SHE ADMITTED SHE BELIEVED. WEāLL GIVE HER THAT.Ā
And Mulder is willing to let it all go if she tells him what she believed-- yāknow, like they used to do back in the day-- but the movie wants you to think this is new character growth for him when itās very obviously not for even the most casual of X-Files watchers.Ā
She has the gall to deny him his requestā¦ after she put him through SO MUCH in this movie byā¦ Iām not reiterating, Iām tired, again.Ā
The movie is trying to say that Scully directly contributes to Mulderās cave troll lifestyle by not communicating with him; which would be cool if the Revival didnāt loom over the horizon, or, more precisely, IF THIS MOVIE DIDNāT BUTCHER THIS INTERESTING IDEA. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANYWAY.Ā
Wait. So, Scully gave up on Mulder to do her job... but was ALSO giving up on her job ala Christian becaussssssssssssssssssssse until the pedo priest told her to keep going and it saved Mulderās life and Christianāsā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦..
Please end. PLEASE, please end.Ā
1:38:00 of 1:48:00 left.
Mulder: āFather Joeās prayers were answered, after all.ā
IāM DONE, IāM OUT, HOW DARE YOU MAKE ME LISTEN TO THE AGNOSTIC SAY THAT HACKED STATEMENT. LET ME RUN OUT INTO THE NONEXISTENT SNOW AND LET ME HURL.Ā
wOW. Pedo Joe has been made into a saint I guess because he didnāt give up. And I guess thatās supposed to be comforting for Scully because she didnāt give up, either, even though she did.Ā
WAIT, MULDER DIDNāT KNOW SHE GAVE UP. HE DIDNāT. KNOW. SHE GAVE. UP.Ā
Okay, see, Mulder was wildly out of character this movie, too; but the above realization isā¦ not even Pilot Mulder, because Scully didnāt have to say a word in the Pilot for him to read her moods. Heās always been in-tune with her (profiling, yadda yadda yadda); so, to suddenly put on blinders to cloak his "ability" just so the writers can extend that miscommunication over the ONE aspect they āgetā about each other is laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaazy, and baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad, and INFURIATING.Ā
I just realized this movie is completely my vibe and thatās why Iām so passionate about this.Ā
Mulder: āIf Father Joe were the Devil, why would he say the opposite of what the Devil might say?ā
I. Died. on the spot.Ā
Look, you donāt have to have a religious background to know that this is the most brain-dead, stupid, inane take ever: cult leaders and other villainous exploiters have used this to their advantage, masking their motives behind religious speak.
(Sis--Iām fake crying from frustration and sheās nearby-- says: āBecause heās the Devil.ā)Ā
Why does Scully get weepy after Mulder says āDonāt give upā and STILL. INSIST. ON LEAVING HIM??? EITHER PERMANENTLY OR TO DO THE SURGERY OR BOTH????? UNTIL HE GIVES HER A HUG, I GUESS??
i. loathe. this. movie.Ā
Now Mulderās sayinā āhey, ābout that kid? If you donāt feel like doinā the surgery doodad, then we can bounce to vacay and let him deal, yo yo.ā Again, Scully wasnāt the only character butchered in this movie. Was this nice of him to say? Yes. Is this a Mulderism? NO. A Mulderism would be to encourage her to do the right thing and promise a vacay AFTER.Ā
1:40:25. Eight minutes left.Ā
Okay, you had your pretty romcom moment, can this END NOW????
I can live with the chest pat. Itās fine. But, again, itās sort ofā¦ a moment from a better movie.Ā
...Credits? CREDITS??? Where's the vacay??????????
(There was a perfectly comedic moment when the music was just kicking up and then POW Chris's face was just THERE while I was trying to figure out what in the world was going on.)
WHAT IS THIS BARBIE DIARIES MUSIC AND WHERE DID IT COME FROM AND WHY IS IT OVER MULDER AND SCULLY ON THEIR COOL ISLAND VACAY??????????????????????????????????????????
IT DOESNāT FIT THE VIBES, FAM.Ā
mOM, PICK ME up, IāM SCARED.Ā
Iām so, so glad I skipped around.Ā
I. despise. this movie.Ā
I knew it was bad; but I thought it would be inane, boring bad.Ā
No, no, my fellow philes: itās cold-sores-and-orange-juice bad.Ā
(Now, to figure out how to write a cool meta from this mess. I have a few ideas, no worries there~.)
IāM OUT.Ā
Thanks for reading~
Enjoy!
#txf#xf meta#X-Files IWTB: First Time React#meta#mine#IWTB#First Time React#Part III#reacting out of blind frustration#first watch through#Mulder#Scully#xfiles#x-files#the x files#Skinner#Dakota Whitney#Father Joe
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BBC SHERLOCK REWATCH - A STUDY IN PINK (REAL TIME NOTES)
From the perspective of someone who watched this show when they were thirteen, made it their whole personality and then stopped being a massive prat.
I thought about organizing this into a cohesive review, and maybe as I go on I'll delve deeper into some of my observations but for now I thought it would be funny to present my findings in raw, mostly unaltered form:
- loud ass opening, my god
- only bit of acting Martin freeman ever does lmao
- dances along to theme against my will
- god the effects and transitions are so shit
- all the shots of the pills are so ugly
- oh yay molly - whoo - yayyy
- the potential withe these two goddamn
- also this sherlock does not drink his respect women juice by god
- fucksake the deduction about john's sister- not only is it translated awfully into this modern setting, it's explicitly a deduction Sherlock is supposed to make once they know eachother a bit better
- THE POTENTIAL
- also sherlock displaying one insecurity when john accidentally insults his stuff- well done moftiss, characterization
- How far away is the crime scene, why it dark
- pls the transitions
- PIPE BOMB, WHOO Phone deductionnnn
- oh my god it's so shit
- uuuuuuuugggghhhh the potential I hate this shooooow
- fuckin deduction as a way for witty one liners and sexism, i hate this place
- 'you were thinking it's annoying' i'm going to send myself off a cliff, CRINGE
- RACHE- moffat, come here a sec- literally putting ACD on par with the police, who are always wrong the sheer audacity- also just a bad change
- these lens flare white lights are so goofy please, you will never be a whole scene of silence with jeremy brett
- benedict cumberbatch is very pretty i will grant
- terrorized by the fact i used to quote this show unironically
- from a writing point of view I understand that John gushing over Sherlock is to show off and emphasize their specialest boy- but, some sincerity is infused into it from an acting standpoint
- 30:02 GIRLIE WHAT IS THAT SOUND EFFECT
- OOH YAY THE PSYCHOPATH/SOCIOPATH STUFF WHOO YEAAAAH
- All the phones calling as john walks past is kinda cool but mostly stupid
- oh anthea, what a rich character lmao
- how long was mycroft posed like that
- First johnlock queerbait whooo
- Where does he fuck off to???
- he just vanishes lmaoooo
- Three patch problem. Bruh.
- I am bored as shit, help
- This music- girl
- Bloated is a very good word to describe some of these scenes
- HERE SHE IS- THE BIG DADDY OF QUEERBAITING
- this scene is insane fucKING INSANE I HATE THIS SHOW
- god how much episode is left fucksake
- the stop/go signs- pick a tone girl
- this episode is so almost good and it's anytime Sherlock makes a mistake lmao
- not the drugs bust :/
- ooh sociopath line- whoo
- "I don't have to [imagine]." OOOH OKAY, WELL, YOU GUYS GET *ONE* POINT FOR THAT SHEESH
- this is so ridiculous- COME WITH ME- girl shut up
- I wanna be done I wanna be doooone.
- lamenting the confrontation we had in the unaired pilot
- The 'Frwhoomp' noise as the light goes out, girl
- 20 Minutes left my christ
- BRO- I forgot that bit of ADR wooooof
- and thus begins the scree of Moriarty
- five years, why is Scotland Yard still doubtful of Sherlock's skills? I know he might have been deep in his addiction during some of that, but they evidently kept him around for crime solving.
- Great man/good man quote has me fumin babes, my god, what a fundamental misunderstanding of Sherlock Holmes
- boring ass back and forth
- this piano is giving me war flashbacks
- is it a five orange pips reference?
- also the pills look like that speckled gum that burns your throat
- when is it oveeer
- falling asleep
- bomb under the table but the table is made of glass and hates gay people
- she tooks the kidssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
- 13 min
- love, or rage, dude, come on Sherlock
- i hate this 'enjoying crime too much' theme they've written
- like watching a stupid play
- once more, the potential
- moriarty he said calmly
- also, so out of character for Sherlock do I even need to say
- peaks of what could have been- FUCK
- this mycroft fake out- lord
- also, mummy, fucksake
- cheesy ending BUT IT'S OVER
#like pulling teeth#and it's only episode ONE#anti bbc sherlock#not tagging the main fandom tag because i don't really wanna dunk on the fans#they've been through enough lmao#sherlock holmes#john watson#feral sh rewatch
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I have more than 3 questions if you are comfortable answering them. I really love your writing style so I would be really greatful if you share your secrets ā¤ļø
What is your writing process like?
How long does one story take to write?
How do you come up with your ideas?
Do you ever run out of ideas?
What is your thought process when writing Spencer? I feel like you capture his energy so well.
Who do you imagine as Reader? I feel like I relate a lot to the Reader in we can't be friends story.
Do you ever get anxious when posting a story?
Sorry if these are too many questions. It may sound strange but I am really fond of how you write and I am an aspiring writer myself, I would appreciate your advice. I am unsure of how to describe, but it feels like you put a lot of love in your characters interacting with each other, if that makes sense? You capture the 'feeling' of love really well. Also English is not my first language I apologise for any mistakes š
oh so I can't even begin to describe how incredibly sweet this ask is and how it's left me speechless. truly I was taken aback because I literally never though I'd ever get asked something this touching, and I'm so flattered that you took the time to ask this. also don't worry about your english, you're basically better than I am tbh š anyways essay incoming
my writing process is actually pretty simple. once I have an idea I write it down in my brainstorm doc for later. when I'm ready to write it I make a new doc for that specific fic. then I make a list writing how the story is going to unfold (what the plot will be or what's gonna happen in a scene etc). basically I write anything and everything that comes to mind (scene, dialog, quote, etc). even if it's messy bc I can always sort it out later. once I have that initial planning done I kinda just start writing according to the list. I write as much or as little as my brain feels like, then circle back when more motivation strikes. I also don't always stick 100% to the original list/script because things change and I get new ideas that work better for the story as I write. eventually it all just comes together. once it's done, it's beta read either by me or a kind friend and I just post it with my normal layout.
the amount of time it takes to write a fic depends on a couple of factors. obviously, the length of the actual fic is a big one. I never really know how long or how short a fic is going to be, I kinda just keep writing until I'm happy with how it's unfolded. often times my fics end up being way longer than intended because I'm really bad at writing short form content. also, I can lose interest in a fic pretty fast if I don't emotionally vibe with it. so there's no set answer, it really just depends on circumstance. I've learned to just stop trying to force my pace and let everything flow in its own time.
MUSIC!!! I lovvveeee music (from a listening stand point, I could not produce any part of it to save my life). anything and everything I do creatively sparks from music and how that music associates with an emotion/memory/desire. like for example: we can't be friends. I love that song. I associate the song with feelings of extreme heartbreak masked by delusion. the lyrics are touchy, but the song is upbeat. yet the beat is missing something to me. like it's hollow and what ever it's missing is just within my grasp but I can't reach it (does this even make sense?) and that's how part 1 of wcbf formed. Or malicious compliance is inspired by (TMI!!!) TiO by Zayn because I associate it with a specific memory and so that fic happened. imagining (delusion) is also just one of my strong suits.
no, I've yet to run out of ideas, luckily. I just know that when it does happen it's going to hit me in the fucking ass at my lowest.
absolutely no thought process š I just write him how I want to perceive him and it seems to work out in my favour. Spencer unironically is my type to a fucking T and I know what I want in a partner. what I want magically compliments what Spencer's personality already is. then again, parts of his personality also depend on what season Spencer I'm imagining.
obviously, there are certain aspects of Reader that are parts of me. that can't be helped, as a writer you always project bits and pieces of yourself in there. but Reader is also just as much mixed as whatever type of personality works best to the story, but never in an extreme way. Reader is open to your personal interpretation, there is no one person I imagine to be Reader.
yes ALL THE FUCKING TIME because what if you guys don't fuck with todays tom foolery? what then? thanks for reading my stuff guys <3
and good luck reading this monstrosity. as always ignore all my grammatical errors because I do not proofread my rambles š
also thank you again, anon for your sweet message. I hope I was able to give the answers you were looking for. best of luck for your writing journey :D
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Incorrect MSB quotes, part I have lost count
Carlos: One time I was late to soccer practice and the coach made me run laps. My dad was the coach. And he drove me to practice.
Carlos: Why was Robin even the leader of the Teen Titans? What were his powers? Short and mad?
Ralphie: That's all you need.
Wanda: Piss off a short person and you'll see.
Wanda: Yeeted!
Carlos: Yote!
Wanda: YEETED!
Carlos: YOTE!
Dorothy Ann: I believe the correct word is "defenestrated."
Keesha: I just want to know who threw my cooking utensils out the airlock.
Carlos: Eating chips with chopsticks is unironically galaxy brain. Your fingers donāt get greasy and it lasts for longer.
Tim: Fork
Carlos: Oh, yeah, Iām going to stab my crunchy foods and make them fall apart like an absolute absentminded dunce, fool, clown, juster, like a monstrous moron, an idiot of Shakespearean proportions, a cretin.
Phoebe: Um, you seem to forget that āchipsā can also mean fries. And thatās probably what he was talking about, haha
Carlos: I did not forget anything. I purposely ignore the idea of using British vocabulary to do my part in helping it die out.
Wanda: How long does someone have to be dead before it's considered archaeology instead of grave robbing?
Dr. Skeledon: As an archaeologist, I find this a veRY AWKWARD QUESTION
Wanda: Answer the question grave robber
Carlos: My friend really changed once she became a vegetarian. It's like I've never seen herbivore.
Ralphie: I sighed so loud my mom asked me if I was okay and she's two rooms away
Janet: shut up @ people who still say "science side of tumblr"
Carlos: science side of tumblr why is this person so salty
Dorothy Ann: osmosis
Ralphie: What are you guys gonna be for Halloween?
Phoebe: Sad
Tim: Gay
Wanda: Sexy
Carlos: Goblin
Arnold: "Once you've hit rock bottom the only place to go is up!" You underestimate me. I've brought my pickaxe and I'm ready to dig.
Carlos: Let me get this straight Let me run something bi you
Dorothy Ann: Let's pan this out
Phoebe: Let's ace-ess the situation
Tim: I'm gay
Phoebe: Misogyny check: Let your phone complete the sentence: Women are...
Ralphie: Women are ready to eat pizza when they eat pizza when you eat pizza when they eat pizza when you hungry hungry lol lol pizza pizza ready pizza for pizza pizza ready for pizza pizza for pizza ready for pizza pizza ready for coffee tomorrow morning and eat pizza pizza ready
Phoebe: My talent is identifying birds
Carlos: Okay, what's this one?
Phoebe: Yep, it's definitely a bird.
Dorothy Ann: Wow, humanity has been through some fascinating times! I wonder if I'll ever live through major historical events!
Dorothy Ann: NO NO NO NO NO I WANT TO GET OFF THIS RIDE
Carlos: it was supposed to be space travel. it was supposed to be spece travel. it was supposed to be space travel. it was supposed to be space travel. it was supposed to be space tr
Phoebe: how to pick up CHICKS!!
Phoebe: cup your hands around them protectively
Phoebe: lift them from the ground
Phoebe: gently kiss their fuzzy heads
Phoebe: say "peep peep" calmingly so as not to be pecked
Phoebe: peep peep
Keesha: Found a paper I wrote in 5th grade that I got an 'f' on. My prompt was "Imagine you are sitting on a cloud, what would you do or see?" I wrote, "I would see the ground as I fell because I would fall through it because in sceince you told us that clouds were just water mists."
Carlos: Gentle reminder not to eat too much candy before bed.
Wanda: No
Carlos: This was a gentle reminder, yet your words of defiance bring me ungodly amounts of rage.
Wanda: word*
Carlos: I want nothing mmore than to uppercut you directly to heaven's front door.
Phoebe: I just found out that my gecko's tail works on my phone's touch screen, so I'm gonna let her make a text post and let autocorrect interpret the words.
Phoebe's gecko: Funks go e y y man kill zucchini angst
Mikey: The gecko has spoken
Wanda: Your skin looks great!
Mikey: Thank you! I made it myself!
Ralphie: Momentarily forgot Minecraft skins were a thing. Was very concerned.
Carlos: Can't get authentic Italian cuisine like this anymore
Carlos: *posts picture of gummy worms in a bowl*
Ralphie: I don't even know where to start with this post.
Carlos: One time my little brother Mikey programmed a thing called "coke.exe" and all it did was bring up a little pop-up that asked you if you were thirsty for cola and if you clicked "yes" it opened your CD tray and said "here is a cup holder"
#magic school bus#incorrect quotes#incorrect msb#phoebe terese#carlos ramon#keesha franklin#ralphie tennelli#dorothy ann#mikey ramon#arnold perlstein#janet perlstein#wanda li#tim
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