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after azkaban sirius notices the new scars. some fresher than others. winding themselves around remus’ body like jagged wire.
“show me your scars” he says one morning. their legs tangled together beneath linen sheets.
“why?” remus asks, shying away.
“because I want to see how many times you needed me and I wasn’t there.”
#oops made myself cry#inspired by a poem I remember seeing one time#wolfstar#sirius black#remus lupin#marauders#marauders era#post azkaban sirius#azkaban#old dogs#lie low at lupin's#alltoounwellll writes (sometimes)
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What soft love songs the Fellowship dedicate to you (and why) <3
In the mood to make myself cry, plus I’m in my ‘i was i wasn’t lonely’ phase of the night.
Pulled most of these from my notes app lmao, and i listened to each one while writing, I highly recommend giving them a listen!
GN! reader, mostly you/your used :) (Obviously some songs will involve specified gender, please correct as you need, and remember that these characters would absolutely make these changes as well)
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Frodo Baggins - Hopelessly Devoted to You - Olivia Newton-John (Grease)
He definitely has the distinct memory of the classic slow burn moment of “Oh. Oh.” happening, where he realises just how much he loves you. He knew he was head over heels, and he looks at you like you hung the moon. And if you sing it to him- UGH😩💙. IN LOVE, HE SHALL BE. He probably hums it a lot when doing work or writing. Of course, the lyrics are quite relatable to him. Frodo has this internal belief that the person/people he love/s can’t love him nearly the amount he adores them. He was willing to sit around and wait on you, in the hopes that you would see him in the same way. His brain knew he should just move on, but he couldn’t let go, and he’s glad he didn’t. He’s so devoted to simply loving you.
“Hold on to the end, and that’s what I intend to do. I’m hopelessly devoted to you~”
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(gotta appreciate that me looking up his name resulted in a bunch of po-tay-toes memes. anyway. back to the hcs)
Samwise Gamgee - Hello, Hello - Elton John ft Lady GaGa (Gnomeo & Juliet)
He’s a sucker for meet-cute stories, and would unironically love this movie, even setting aside this banger of a song. The moment he saw you, he felt captivated by your beauty, whether or not the meeting went well or if you fell on your face. The song is just so cheerful and wholesome. He probably told you that the song reminded him of you, and that sparked the romantic relationship. Every time this sequence plays he’ll just look at you (if/when you watch the movie). PLEASE SING THIS AS A DUET WITH HIM AAAA. (He isn’t Elton John, but his voice is lovely 🥰)
“Hello, hello (Hello, hello), my, my, my, what have we here?”
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Peregrin Took - I’ll Be - Edwin McCain
Honestly it’s hard to explain this one. It’s just so soft and sweet and really describes how he feels about you. Also as the youngest and a, quoting Gandalf here, “fool of a Took!”, the line “and I’ll be, better when I’m older…” is just- MWAH. This song reminds me of him honestly. He is, as the song states, “your crying shoulder”, the “greatest fan of your life”. Everything about you takes his breath away. We all know he’s the best singer in the fellowship, and its just gorgeous to listen to him sing it, especially because he means every word. He also probably dedicated this to you early on in the relationship, and it was definitely your wedding song (if you got married).
“I’ll be, better when I’m older. I’ll be, the greatest fan of your life~”
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(tumblr needs more Merry gifs istg-)
Meriadoc Brandybuck - Nothing - Bruno Major
Honestly you wouldn’t expect such a lowkey song for such a high energy guy, but he’s a sucker for lazy days and sweet moments. He’s, as he likes to say, ‘work-avoidant’, and just wants to spend all his time on you. He also finds the song easy to sing to you, so thats a plus. The lyrics just resonate with him, similar to my picks for Pippin and Frodo. He’s very competitive, but he honestly doesn’t mind losing to you. He pretends like romantic or soft movies don’t make him cry, even if they do. He gets the appeal of going out and drinking and laughing, but just staying at home with you just sounds so much nicer to him. Its all about the little things in life with him, the small moments, the laughs, and every ‘I love you’ that makes him feel lighter than air.
“Dumb conversations, we lose track of time. Have I told you lately? I’m grateful you’re mine~”
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Aragorn - Dark Red - Steve Lacy
He knows how dangerous his work and life is, and he’s always had this fear of leaving you behind (hence the ‘something bad is ‘bout to happen to me’). He only sees you in his life, no matter who else is wanting for his attention, he’s so devoted to you. He only hopes that you’ll stay by his side and fight with him, and he’s not willing to give up on you. No, he refuses to give up when you are involved, and he fights so hard to keep you safe and protected. The song also is easy to mumble to you when he’s tired, and it’s soothing for him to listen to. It’s just a symbol of how much you mean in his life, and how he trusts you with his heart.
“Only you, babe, only you darlin’, only you~”
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Legolas - Lover - Taylor Swift
Unabashed Swiftie in general, but this song just hits different. So first off he probably already called you his lover, and when he found the song he thought it was perfect. I can definitely see him learning guitar and playing this song for you as well. Into the actual song analysis, this song frames his want to be close to you, the mysterious way he was drawn to you, the way he felt like time flew by whenever you talked. Also I feel like he’s made jealous relatively easily, and that’s also in the song. His heart has been borrowed before, but he’s glad he’s ended up with you, to hear your jokes, save you seats, and call you his lover. He definitely likes to sing this to you late in the night, and i can see him humming/mumbling it whenever the two of you just stand and hold each other. Its so wholesome, and he loves the way your eyes light up when he sings it with all the love in his heart, all of it for you.
“You’re my, my, my, my… lover~”
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Gimli - If You Love Her - Forrest Blakk
Honestly, he’s not a very observant dwarf, but he does pay attention to you. He knows you, and he cares a lot. Protective of you to a fault, but just wants everyone to know that they shouldn’t take you or your heart for granted. He hates to admit it, but he thinks you are precious (I’M SORRy-) and every small thing about you is worth taking note of. And he does, so he knows exactly how to make you happier. He’s your personal hype-man, and truly believes that you are the best thing he has ever had. He uses the song as a guidebook on how to treat you, and while he won’t say it, or sing it, he does play this song for you and leave in a huff, just hoping you’ll know this song is meant to say that he loves you. (He might even dub it over with your preferred pronouns for the big reveal, and it’s quite funny)
“They’ll love you, if you love them like that~”
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Boromir - Summer Love - The Workday Release
Boromir really thinks this song demonstrates his feelings towards you, and how he wishes you’d stick around with him. You remind him of the summer, warm, bright and hopeful. It was so simple for him to fall in love (it’s like counting 1,2,3). He’s awestruck by your beauty, and doesn’t find it enough to dream about you, he needs to be holding your hand, feeling your presence. He wants to face the world with you there next to him. You always manage to give him a smile, make sense to him, and be honest. He’s not sure how to articulate everything he feels around you, so he just says that he loves you.
“Surely this is love, this is love, this is summer love~”
WOOOOO IM DONEEEE
Ive been writing for the past 2+ hours and it’s late and I’m tired, but I really hope you enjoy. If you want to request a fic, any fandom will do, I’ll get back to you on it, I promise.
Let me know if you want me to do a Part 2 with some other characters <3 Have a great day!!
#lord of the rings#x reader#love songs#music#headcanons#oops made myself cry#frodo x reader#sam x reader#merry x reader#pippin x reader#legolas x reader#aragorn x reader#gimli x reader#boromir x reader#repost from my old account!
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Have you seen that Connie Burton interview where she says that Cliff showed a lot of signs of someone who knows they’re passing soon and when he was going off to the tour she told him “don’t go” and he responded with “I have to do this” (not the exact words but along the lines of that) and she also mentioned he was reading a book about spirituality or something of that sort
man.
this hurts. at least he was at peace in some way.
there’s a story about the last photo taken of him for the damage inc tour pamphlet; he’s kissing the camera goodbye and wanted the photo thrown out because it was so out of character for him. lars insisted they keep it, and it was printed.
also, his last words. “maybe i will, maybe i won’t.”
in some way, he might have known his time was limited. i believe certain people are more in tune with energies and stuff like that, and cliff was definitely one of them.
i love him a lot
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So it's canon that not only does patton keep romans old costume,
And have virgils card taped over his bed,
but his cat hoodie was also a gift from logan.
How many times a week do you think he holds these items close and just cries about how he's driven his family away?
(at least he has this card from janus now, too...)
#sanders sides#thomas sanders#patton sanders#ts patton#oops i made myself sad#sanders sides angst#angst#analysis#dont mind me im just crying
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prongsfoot and wolfstar in the last chapter of Presque Vu by @starsworth
#re read this last chapter today and accidentally stabbed myself in the heart oops#lowkey forgot how violently emotionally intense and healing it was but ouchiieeeeee#YOU MADE ME A WIDOW??!!!#and not Remus going all red in the face two secs later just to admit he’s in love w Sirius#pls I love that man he’s so ridiculous 😭#also I almost drew the brothers but I was scared to make myself cry again so it’ll be for another time I guess#the prongsfoot scene was so important to me#“they were so bright together—shining so much they created a universe on their own”#ARE U KIDDING ME???#also yes I still hate tumblr for not allowing me commas#“I loved you in life I love you in death”#ZAR WHEN I CATCH YOU#I would send u my therapy bills and ask for financial compensation but also *that’s* therapy in itself so…#anyway#james potter#sirius black#remus lupin#presque vu fanart#hp fanart#mauraudeurs fanart#wolfstar#wolfstar fanart#prongsfoot#iris tries to art#and as always cries in the process
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With today's entry, I was rather surprised and confused that Johnathan seemed to turn around so quickly from the absolute pit of despair he was in yesterday, having newfound determination and energy when he's seemingly been completely hopeless and inactive for weeks now (and for good reason). Not that I ever thought he'd completely given up, but there's definitely been a slow decline in how descriptive his journal entries have been to reflect his declining mental state (more robotic, less of his actual feelings about things), and today was a sharp contrast; it feels more like the early entries again. I thought, well, his mind is probably just so cracked at this point that he's looped all the way back around to being bold and energetic again, because by now he's desperate enough to throw caution to the wind: he either succeeds doing something extremely reckless to escape, or he fails and meets his end in a far better way than if he just waits for his fate by Dracula's hands.
...But having thought about it and reading other posts, I realized (probably stupidly obvious as it is) that his sudden change in mood probably has to do with what happened to the baby. Despite how scared he's been all this time, yesterday he didn't hesitate for a single second to try to save the baby once he realized from the previous incident what was happening, not thinking about his own life at all. And then he despaired when he couldn't save the child, the first time he's mentioned crying in the book at all, and then he had to witness the mother blaming him for her baby's death, and being killed herself for trying to rescue it. Now, the day after that horrific and heartbreaking failure, he's suddenly more determined than he's been in ages to escape. Maybe that was a turning point for Johnathan, and lit a fire under him... maybe he's clinging to the need to escape not just for himself and the people he loves anymore, but for the vain hope that he can put a stop to Dracula's schemes somehow once he gets out, because he doesn't want to let any more children die :' )
#dracula#dracula daily#i'm a new reader so idk how much this is going into headcanon territory or will be backed up later#but i wonder if johnathan feels protective of children because he and mina want kids#i mean he's a good and sweet man so i'm sure he would react the same regardless even if he didn't have a fiance#but if he's planning to one day become a father i'm sure that makes his feelings even stronger :')#he hears those babies crying and thinks about if those had been his and mina's future children. man.#i'm sure that would have made him empathize with the mother even more too; if mina wants to have a child..........#ahhhhhhh i've made myself sad. yesterday's and today's part just made me so sad 😭💔#johnathan you're so good and brave 😭 you're doing your best 😭 it'll be okay in the end 😭#oops i projected paternal instincts onto a soft male blorbo again-#okay but now i need an au where by some miracle he manages to abscond with a baby dracula brings to be killed and it's just#Johnathan And Baby Against The World (vampire)#does that exist. please tell me johnathan and kids content exist cause 🥹🥹🥹#idk how it would work but thinking about it makes me emotional lol :' )
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Okay I know we're all ignoring/very upset about Soap's death in MW3, and believe me, I'm right there with yall
But how poetic is it that he's the one that died
When he's the one that Ghost warned "People you know can hurt you the most"
When losing him has to be one of the worst pains Ghost has ever experienced
I think there's a lot of other nuanced things about Soap's death that can make it poetic, but obviously the developers fumbled the ball and totally fucked it all up.
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Unsure if I'll have a good spot to put this in the next chapter but I'm quite happy with this draft scene so sharing it here in case it gets cut...
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Merlin's quill was flimsier than the ones he used. Merlin must keep some spare ones around. Arthur began searching the desk drawers and found them as messy as Merlin's desk. No doubt Merlin had his own unique organisation system, based on how he liked to arrange Arthur's belongings. He rustled through the papers and found a collection of battered quills buried beneath them.
He was about to close the drawer when one of the many notes caught his eye. One with his name amongst the words. There was a piece of string looped around it and when he reached for it discovered it was tied to a small wooden box, and there was more writing on it. He'd read enough of the speeches Merlin drafted for him to recognise his penmanship. He took it from the drawer and as he read the note his pulse quickened.
Gaius, If I don't make it home, could you give this to Arthur for me? I'm sure he'll want it back, and please tell him thank you, I'll forever be grateful for it. -Merlin P.S. In case you haven't found it yet, there's a letter for you in the book you gave me.
When he pulled the paper away Arthur recognised the little square box at once. With shaking hands, he opened it and took out the sigil bearing his mother's family crest, that he had given to Merlin so many months ago. He ran his fingers over the familiar engraved bird. It's edges had become smoothed over the years because of how often he used to do this. He tucked the letter away in his pocket, placed the sigil back in the box with care, and returned it to the drawer. He'd leave it there for Merlin to find when he woke up.
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I know I keep saying fuck the writers because of later seasons but also I love you and I thank you writers for giving us one of the greatest love story that I'll treasure forever
#shameless#gallavich#almost made myself cry there oops#i gotta make a top ten ship post one of these days
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whatever you do don’t think about remus saying “mischief managed” right as he’s about to die cause he knew he was the last one left
#oops made myself cry#remus lupin#rj lupin#marauders#marauders era#marauders map#moony wormtail padfoot and prongs#moony ily#remus john lupin#wolfstar#sirius black#james potter#peter pettigrew#moony#wormtail#padfoot#prongs#lily evans#harry potter
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some very very quick costume shorthands!
#&juliet#had the absolute luck of watching this live the other night and it was. truly amazing!!! aaah#rough character designs for the younger leads (excluding like the Grown adult duos..) because?? idk#this is how it always starts. once the character designs start getting simplified like this that's when it all begins#which is hmmm timing but i really can't shut up about this musical it was so so fun. absolute vibes and energy#made me laugh and cry and was such an Experience. i adore them all but may specifically made me sob at some parts dfjkldfh#lots of thoughts! but one of the favs is how they wrote it so the existing songs and actions fit so well.#like in a rhyming bit they had frankie accept a drink and then the song was like ''drink in hand'' and i was all !!!!!!#also maybe it's local censorship? but there wasn't the kisses.. they replaced it w kissing hands and then holding hands#which is like a cute nod to the ''hand to hand holy palmers kiss' or smth but also maybe two guys doing that would not have made it past :/#oh my god i. the way rnj parallels the shakespeare duo... whdskjfhgh. may + not being a Girl kdjhgf. frankie and may. aaagh.#angelique being so so badass. i . the speech about Gender by anne and the Proposal by angelique both made the whole theatre cheer love that#also rotating stage lives in my mind rent free i ADORE the set holy moly.. also also the actors were so good. also the Projections.#also the music and costumes and special effects and aerial moments. and the ensemble. and the choreo#also the cast is so talented. and pretty. and the whole confidence part vs the vulnerability of some bits... whshjfgjkl. hhh#im just listing stuff now but it was so vibes. what an experience ever. it's also shot me directly into 14-years-old again so#spent the morning alone vibing to the soundtrack intensely... i just... sometimes things hold special places in your heart idk!!!#i don't know what to do with these designs though... like the show is such a lovely Spectacle but also idk where to branch out by myself no#there's so much to Absorb again and again. i get the feeling any true work from this i would do in a form of an animatic though.. oops#tldr? 1. &juliet very good just as itself 2. we have History 3. i got to see it live which always propels me into bonkers over musicals!#so so rough but i needed to get smth out and . whatever. an art blog is an art blog. back to hiatus now i think#<reminder to myself: this is essentially an artchive.. there's no quality control if you don't want it! have fun!! ily>
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Huh. If my life was a quote, it'd be "one of those sad ones with a deceptively happy tune"
#quote from MLP:FIW#sorryyyy been kinda angry about my step family all day#sorry but im so tired of my Stepmom acting like she raised decent kids#my step brother is like 25 and living in my dads home. hes unironically an andrew tate fan and treats his very disabled girlfriend like shit#step sister always got compred to my sister who's the same age and put step sis in the light every time EVEN THO MY SIS WAS LITERALLY BETTER#<- like grades n shit#also both step sibs are gross. never cleans up ever. step brother and his gf are banned from the basement#step bro went to juvy when he was 16 and step sis had a trial last year and almost went to jail#also step sis has mono and would rather die than cover her mouth#i feel bad for SB's girlfriend because she has no other support system and sometimes it feels like SB or SS is trying to kill her?????#my dad threatened to kick out the adults if the house is dirty (adults being SB. SBG. SS. My sister. Aunt.)#My sister does SO MUCH HOUSEWORK and nobody cares and im mad#also bullshit rules recently have made my potential eating disorder worse#i don't think its healthy to rather starve than wash a dish but i actually have cried several times over this#not to mention how much i accidentally starve myself#also our food has been less and less because I don't know what I'm allowed to eat anymore because of my step family#also i have to share the smallest room with my sister. its okay tho ilh and i wouldn't want to get rid of her#sometimes it feels like my stepmom doesn't like me or my sisters because we're “weird”. childish interests and artistic#she lectured me about having missing assignments and I started crying#i said i just forgot to turn in some before the deadline and she called me lazy#<- Oops! so close. its actually THE MENTAL ILLNESS#my sisters and i feel like shit#i feel like my safe space is with my oldest sister.#and you all too! i love you guys#i just feel trapped. trapped by my step family. trapped by my own mind.#i was just starting to feel free from the burden of school and she just made me feel more stressed.#i didn't want to study because she killed the little motivation I had#Spanish exam is now “Fuck it we ball”#sorry for the personal post
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Real quick:
Do you think anyone ever told remus they love him?
#sanders sides#thomas sanders#remus sanders#ts remus#angst#oops i made myself sad#but seriously#think about it#he called himself “unloved” are you kidding me#dont mind me im just crying
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based one a reddit thread of how secretariat/bojack commit suicide involving water.. and aside at being annoyed at people saying he wasn't suicidal because yeahhewas.. . it got me thinking again about bojack idolizing how secretariat offs himself as much as didnt like ana she wasn't wrong bojack did fetishes sadness
secretariat was bojacks childhood hero I fully believe that bojack himself idolized this lowest point of secretariats life and thought it might bring him some sense of peace while his legacy could still live on ..he will be remembered in DEATH. in sarah lynn song it goes end it and your legacy goes on/ Im going out in my terms..
he has such a deep seed fear of being forgotten seeing a man he loved be immortalized after death.. secreatriats death def impacted his 9 year old brain. his parents didnt care if he existed so latching onto fame and a legacy makes so much sense for him esp when its from a man that gave him a minute of his time which is more than his parents bothered with. . . and sadly he just seens to want to end things when he feels he has no one left usually its from pushing people away his brain can't belive anyone of his friends still care about him.. obvtheydo but when your do in despair you cant see that.. so he just lets go nothng matters and i think he tries to find peace in ending it.. . he sees the bubbles after crashing his telsa and seems to wait to see if someone will save him and in one second he just lets go doesnt bother to swim. I love how PB is the one to save him for 2 seconds bojack see,ed happy about this and was just oh this guy cares about me.. I do have someone who loves.. then PB says bojack didnt win an oscar/none of this matters and walks away.. like read the room pb.. that is not what you say to a suicidal man .
his reaction to sarah lynns death not even just driving at 90 hoping to crash until he sees running horses feels like a animal going someplace alone to just eventually die until he meets the fly guy he didn't seem to care at all that he could get hypothermia.
I find it interesting how his last attempt his intentions seem to be if he died and went to an afterlife he could get some kind of closure with loved ones ..
I wonder if bojack would benefit from anti depressants like diane I cant imagine him being happy if he gained weight from them but i ponder this sometimes.. or maybe he would over do it or be to afraid to try due to pass addictions hmm. I do love how the show ends with Todd giving bojack advice when he sees him still lack confidence to stay sober/ Diane telling him life's a bitch but you keep living.. ending on view of halfway down would be a terrible message and a terrible ending for a show about a man with severe depression succeeds in death.. as if terrible actions means thats how they should go.. thats not how justice works. the show ended perfectly
sad songs .. sad song time.. part 2 is the pov of people left behind..
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#bojack horseman#sad meta#i made myself cry oops..#id have been PISSED if view from halfway down was the last episode and he just died.. felt liek i wasted to much time if it ended that way#plus him going to rehab getting sober getting better only to end with his death is such a terrrrible message for depressed watchers#Youtube
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grabbing you and shaking you bc u ars like one of three ppl who post abt the silly hello neighbor show. you are doing me specifically a great service in these trying times (being in a fandom with 0 content)
How it feels being one of the big 3 wtrb creators /j
But seriously tho, thank you so much.
I've mentioned it in passing to Kaydin a lot, but Hello Neighbor was the first fandom I was a part of (even before fnaf which has arguably had a bigger impact on my life as a whole). I remember way back in 2016 when I was just a wee lad with very little internet access and the just- joy the alphas brought me. I remember waiting patiently for ANYONE to make videos on the game, for MatPat's theories on it, and so on. Hell, I remember getting so upset about the final game that I swore off Hello Neighbor forever (you can guess how well that went, heck even at the time I couldn't keep away completely from Hello Neighbor 2)
But when I was in those early fandom spaces, like a lot of young artists probably do, I wanted to be up there, wanted to be one of the artists you recognize with their content about a certain series, yknow? And it's cool that while the Hello Neighbor Fandom today is quiet, it's still active enough to share my and Kaydin's art and theories and way WAY over-analyzing.
Maybe this show will be the push this franchise needs to get it back on the water, floating with the other indie series. I mean it certainly dragged me back in.
All this to say that it's so cool getting to be one of the artists making stuff to satisfy the hyperfixation of the rest of the fandom lol. And getting this ask has legit made my week <3
(It's for my own sanity too dw, if I bottled up all this hyperfixation I'd explode, even after dragging Kaydin into it. And that's not to mention my Senior Promise (tm) I've made lmao)
#welcome to raven brooks#hello neighbor welcome to raven brooks#ask response#hello neighbor#artist#digital art#drawing#artists on tumblr#I made myself cry a little oops#I love this broken franchise so much#and unironically#this fandom is so wholesome#There's some bad parts sure but as a ratio it's so nice and lovely#just like the franchise lol
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it's about having something, someone, to lose
it's Ed saying "i don't fear anything" but takes the blame for the murder of Nigel and yells act of grace in terror when Stede's in front of a firing squad. it's him immediately going over to Stede and physically putting himself between Stede and the bullets, it's him signing his life and reputation as Blackbeard away in a heartbeat. anything for Stede
it's Bill never caring about anything other than surviving, his house dim and colorless and full of dust, his town run down and not maintained but openly admits he's terrified of growing old before Frank, how his immediate thought after getting shot is to make sure Frank isn't alone and will be protected, how he never could fathom living in a world without Frank
it's about loving someone so deeply that you live with the fear that you can't keep them safe from harm. and it's because of that fear that you love so fiercely and unapologetically, and pray to god or whatever higher power that it's enough
#oops i made myself cry again#Bill x Frank#gentlebeard#blackbonnet#BillFrank#EdwardStede#The Last of Us#Our Flag Means Death
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