#this is mostly headcanon obviously
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proudfreakmetarusonikku · 2 years ago
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just wrote like a billion paragraphs on how I write c!tommy’s mentol illnesses whoops
Autism: While chaotic, Tommy does best in structured environments to a degree, needing some sort of routine to function. He's easily attached to comfort items and requires them for his day-to-day life. He struggles with social skills, primarily indicated by his inability to tell when he should stop joking around- he’s learnt surprising emotional intelligence to get around that. In general, he struggles to function on his own despite being fairly intelligent and very vocal, and as such latches into others for support. He’s also got extreme sensory issues, to the point he can only wear clothes he sews himself.
ADHD: Tommy has extremely severe ADHD, to the point it’s debilitating in everyday life. He struggles to stick to one train of thought, and often completely forgets what he’s doing, leading to him often neglecting his own needs (though he also has… other reasons for that). He requires constant stimulation, and boredom is physically painful to him. He’s always moving around and doing something, and he struggles to wait even for a few minutes. His struggles to stay organised are another reason he tends to rely on being a follower to others.
OCD: Tommy struggles with moral scrupulousity of a very religious type, and deeply fears he is a sinner. He spends a lot of his free time in prayer to the Primes he loves, and obsessively honours them in every way he can. He gets intrusive thoughts about sin- especially those he was forced to commit- and he believes these thoughts are the reason his afterlife was so hellish, and has many compulsions he feels he needs to honour to punish himself for being so sinful.
BPD: Tommy has very wild changes in mood frequently, something he struggles to control and which leads to him making rash decisions. He quickly feels abandoned, and stews in the self loathing it causes. He’s desperate for any sort of affection and attention, even if it's warped and abusive. He tends to view people either as wonderful or as monsters, and struggles with grey areas.
Psychosis: Tommy struggles with hallucinations and delusions on a day to day basis. Generally, he mostly grapples with delusions- mostly assigning meaning to objects and people in a very literal sense- and delusions of persecution, and the hallucinations mostly affect him when he’s dealing with extreme stress. He struggles to verbalise and understand his thoughts, and often lashes out.
PTSD: Tommy is hyper vigilant due to trauma and struggles to feel relaxed. Even on a good day, he's always checking the walls and making sure he has a knife in reaching distance. The smallest thing can trigger a flashback, even things he once loved, and as such he's frequently withdrawn and sullen despite usually being outgoing and adventurous. He has severe insomnia, and often doesn’t sleep until his body physically cannot stand it anymore.
Depression: Tommy has severe suicidal ideation and frequently wishes he could die- only his knowledge of the nothingness after death and more importantly the fact he'll inevitably be revived keep him from ending his own life most days. He very frequently self harms, usually by simply letting the elements get to him. He also goes days at a time without eating, both to punish himself and as a method of self harm. He believes himself to be a burden on everyone he loves and that the world would be a better place if he never existed.
Anxiety: Tommy has frequent panic attacks, often so severe he's incoherent (these cause him deep embarrassment). He worries about every action he takes, and most of those he doesn’t. His most frequently worry is about his future- while this is influenced by being threatened with multiple horrific fates, this is something he’s always done. He’s also incredibly anxious his friends don’t love him anymore whenever they’re not as obsessively clingy as him- times like this tend to draw him back into self-destrucive behaviour.
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seleneprince · 6 months ago
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I have a problem
I'm falling on the rabbit hole of the batfamily, most espeficially the x reader fanfics and headcanons, and it's turning into a hyperfixation that's consuming me. I'm not even joking, i've been these two last days obsessively writing in my mind a full au of yandere!batfam x neglected!reader (yes, it's the most common and everyone has seen it already but HUSH). I hate my brain. I'm not even that deep into the dc universe, haven't been in several years. I'm team Marvel ffk
The worst part is that it's not even a deeply defined plot, like my current proyect. I just have the vibes and random scenarios and headcanons about the mc, and a bunch of cliches from all the batfam x neglected! reader put together in a mix. My arcane playlist isn't helping either. And recently I've played Watch Dogs Legion again and it's only giving me inspiration for this au.
So warning: Maybe I'll post a few things about this to get it out of my brain, because I can't be the only one suffering here. Don't worry to those who follow my other writing, I have no intention of abandoning it (not when I have already everything planned), but it's going to take slower than anticipated.
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some-mari-thoughts · 1 year ago
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Height and weight
Redesigned my Aubrey slightly, then realized i never posted my other art with weight headcanons from a LONGGG time ago
So here are my thoughts on maybe after 10 years! Plus just the new way i'll be drawing Aubrey, based on her in-game stats.
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lupinescribbler · 17 days ago
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#lotr fanart#lotr#lord of the rings#lord of the rings fanart#digital artist#digital art#art#glorfindel#digital fanart#fanart#fantasy#fantasy art#silmarillion#silmarillion fanart#the fall of gondolin#ngl the tags are about to just be me rambling now so fair warning#but I like to headcanon a sort of evolution within elvish culture through the ages#I mean so much changed for them in general going from large scale wars and infighting to isolationism and skirmishes#so I think it’s a fair headcanon?#anyways I like to headcanon a shift from bulkier/heavier plate armor more suited for wartime and huge clashing forces in the earlier ages#to slimmer/lightweight armor for the quick skirmish type battling they more often do in the third age#additionally I like the idea of ancient elvish armor being more typically gilded or almost gaudy#in comparison more modern armor being sleeker/more silver/ethereal vibes#ofc it would have been a very slow shift as obviously elves live a long time/their stuff lasts a long time/tradition carries for a long tim#but I just like the mental image especially when it would come to someone like Glorfindel#(if you subscribe to the whole 'revived' fanon which I do because it's cool)#imagining he'd still have similar armor to what he wore back in Gondolin times he would almost stand out like a sore thumb#like imagine he looks like a medieval hero just stepped out of a storybook. too gold too showy too much.#that his age and experience and the odd dissonance of history folding in on itself would show in clear view#even in a long-lived and mostly unchanging society
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gingergari · 6 months ago
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i’ve been thinking about her for a while so this is the kid mario and peach would have IF peach ruled openly as a toad 🙏🏽
her name is apricot! when she gets older she also goes by the nickname albie :]
due to the circumstances regarding her existence she has quite the magical reserves and has the potential to eclipse her mom as a mage
but for now, she’s just a kid
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sanjarka · 8 days ago
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this is not meant to be petty i promise but i find it interesting how from the beginning of being in a fandom space, from the beginning of being a part of some sort of community, even if it was just rebloging gifsets at 13, it was kind of a given that i couldn't do it in my native language or within the frame of my own culture? idk if i'm explaining it right but i just wonder how does it feel to share a language with your favorite fictional character and to talk about them in it too.
#and obviously it does depend on what it is that you like but even#but still even if you like some idk norwegian tv show you're mostly going to talk about it in english#like i love dark which is a german tv show but if you go to the dark tag on tumblr it's mostly english#and what's weirder is that whenever i try for example to write some everlark meta in serbian i can't do it#ny vocabulary isn't as clear as it is on english#IT'S SO WEIRD#i mean like any fictional media#but also even the voice inside my head is in english#and it's especially easier to feel in english#cause there is this detachment or like it's some sort of performance#and it's not just language it's the general culture#it's the songs i put in my playlist#etc#it's the way i'm trying to write a modern au everlark fic but i don't know where i want them to live#like the way i see them in that modern au it's so intertwined with the way of life for young people in the balkans#and if i separate it then tge story falls apart#yes this post was inspired because i was listening to a serbian song ane being THIS IS HAYMITCH'S SONG#and then feeling sad that nobody else is gonna get it#because they don't know it 😭#or what if it's sounds weird#to someone who isn't used to a different style of music#it was nedelja by dzej#BUT THAT'S WHAT IM SAYING#this means nothing 😭#like it's never going to be a silver springs moment#AM I MAKING ANY SENSE#LIKE I CAN'T SAY HAYMITCH LISTENS TO TURBO FOLK HEADCANON#nobody understands what that means#but he does though guys trust me#it's just means he's very sad
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cheetahspy · 2 years ago
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Ledger!Joker x Diabetic Reader Headcanons
Warnings: Medical stuff, needles/injections (it’s not very descriptive though), slight NSFW mention (labeled at the bottom)
A/N: Heya! I’ve never posted something like this before haha…Kinda new to it and very nervous so don’t judge me too harshly. I actually write quite often but rarely post it, however I really wanna start trying to put my work out there more. Keyword try. 
Anyway, fun fact about me, I have T1 diabetes. I haven't seen anything about that with J so I decided to make my own headcanons and such :) Sooooo here’s that lol…enjoy??
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You had been diagnosed with T1 diabetes three years ago. You hated it. The needles, the upkeep, the blood, the appointments. It’s scary, a living nightmare for you.
You were still in your…adjusting phase, and didn’t like talking about your diabetes to anyone. Joker was no exception
So, naturally, J took matters into his own hands and did his own research, learning as much as he could about diabetes (without you knowing, of course). How it works, the high and low blood sugar levels, how to manage it, he even figured out how the insulin pump that you have operates. 
You were shocked the day he offered to change the infusion set for you and knowing how to do so. He ignored you when you asked him how he knew.
You were hesitant but quick to give in and let him inject the cannula into your stomach. He hugged you from behind as he did so; you melted into his touch and your fears were comforted. From that day on you opened up more and more about your medical life to J and allowed his help. 
He enjoys being the one to inject the cannula and dexcom, however he still forces you to do it yourself at times, as to make sure you aren’t getting too used to being dependent on someone else. You’re a strong and brave bunny, he wants to remind you of that. 
He will tease you about your dexcom and infusion sets, saying you must be part machine. 
“I’m uh, still convinced you’re a cyborg.” “J!!”
He also forces you to stay on a healthy diet and keeps track of your sugar intake carefully. He’s definitely not a hypocrite. He rarely lets you eat junk food, even though you’re allowed to and tried explaining that to him
“The doctors told me it’s okay if I eat sugar now and then, as long as I have the insulin for it. It’s the sugary drinks I need to avoid more.” 
J doesn’t buy it, nor does he trust your doctor's input. “Mmm. Nuh uh. Can’T have my little bunny go falling into a coma, hm?” You know he’s just concerned about you (even if he’d never outright admit it), so overtime you stopped arguing with him and avoided junk food to ease his mind. Just don’t let him catch you eating it behind his back.
J absentmindedly fidgets with your insulin tube. Rubbing along it, flicking it around, twirling it around his finger, even constantly feeling the cannula end of it against your stomach as if to reassure himself you that it’s still on and doing its job. Don’t worry, he’s only accidentally ripped it out once or twice, and he certainly makes it up to you when that happens. 
Having a low, but forgot sugar to combat it? Not to worry! Joker keeps a juice box or two in his suit juuuust for you. He’s even stacked packages of juices in your pantry so you’ll have plenty. (Don’t ask whether he bought or stole them, you already know the answer)
The low blood sugar episodes hit you hard, but you’ve found curling up on J’s lap and cuddling against his chest while sipping on juice is very comforting. He’ll stroke your hair and rub your back, holding you closer whenever you shake and cry.
“Shhhh sh sh sh. It’s nothin’ you haven’t beaten before. It’ll pass, angel.” 
You hate looking at your stomach and seeing the previous holes and scars from constant injections. J will run his thumb over them and kiss each of them to comfort you. 
Whenever you have a headache or any symptoms, J will immediately interrogate you about your blood sugar level
“Not every pain I get is caused by my diabetes.”
“Shuuuuush. What’re levels right now? Let me uh, lemme see your pum-p. Give. Right. Now.” 
If you’re low on insulin and the pharmacist is late to sending you new vials, J will meet with them personally to have a little chat. 
He’ll then come home and plop the bag of new vials theatrically down on the counter. “Tadaaaa! More insulin for my sweet little sugar cube.”
“Oh, thank you J! Wow, they gave me a lot this time…” 
NSFW:
During the ✨devils tango✨, J will occasionally rip the cannula out by accident. He’ll immediately put a pin in your lovemaking session to get you a new one. Even if you insist you could go an hour or two without it, he’s not taking any chances. After all, where’s the fun in sex if your partner is dying from a seizure??
“J, I promise it’s okay! We don’t have to sto-”
“Now now gumdrop. I know you’re, heh, eager for me, but my patient needs her medicine first.” 
You’re grateful you don’t have to deal with your disability alone anymore. Who knew the Clown Prince of Crime could be such a good caretaker?
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storygirl000 · 24 days ago
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can i just say catching the giant wave is my favorite of the thea sisters graphic novels and i'm disappointed we never saw gary again
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fernlessbastard · 1 year ago
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Headcanon: Wilbur starts to think about getting a tattoo but Quackity is firmly against it cause Wilbur's a pain slut and no-one's allowed to turn Quackity's masochistic bitch on aside Quackity himself
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rnmifocus · 1 month ago
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R15 - More RenMei WIP (Engagement period era), but this time it's a rough sketch animatic. Will finalize and color this when I get the chance | Audio is from "Mean Girls"
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floorpancakes · 2 months ago
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big fan of headcanoning that kid doumeki killed the class chicken because nobody else wanted to and he was already being picked on for being Inexplicably Weird and Smelling Like Death so his classmates probably thought it would work as a bullying tactic. he handled it like a champ and it makes sense that he would but it's still kind of sad
#big fan of like. taking a random one off comedy line in holic and making it a whole thing#biiiiig big big big fan of doumeki and himawari being Weird Kids that due to various factors appear 'normal' in high school#like himawari mostly masked her problems and became sort of superficially a chill everygirl who is friends w everyone and besties w noone#and meki faced a Lot Of Shit and then managed to shrug it off and his attitude and looks in hs meant he got mega popular#not that he cares or anything#also a big fan of those two either being in middle school or elementary together#i think at a point where meki hasnt become a 100% idgafer but hima already seems 'normal' theres a lot of potential#i also just generally like the idea of them being long term oomfs#like they both kinda saw each other before they solidified fully as the people they would become its so juicyyy#watanuki as the person who seems out of place at a glance but is very obviously among likeminded people oh its so lovely isnt it#i just . ghghhh this friendship trio means so much to meee theyre so cool theyre so neat#i like filling in the gaps in clamps official lore with fun stuff. fun thought exercise#like for example clamp being like 'yeah doumeki went through some Shit due to being sick+gender stuff and it shaped him as a person'#so much to consider...so much to supplement...#this is especially true w himawari where she gets less specific focus it makes me wanna deep dive and make a bunch of headcanons#same for kohane actually but its a bit trickier cause we dont see much of her as an adult and when we do i dont reread that very oftennnnnm#for obvious reasonsss#even though it wasnt even like. romantic it fucks me up a bit#anyway i like the idea that adult hane is kinda like. himari penguindrum#like when himari is introspective and stuff#that kind of hard to explain depth#i also like the idea that kohane could turn out a few different ways depending on the au context cause shes still forming as a person#most of the time we see her#in catverse shes kinda different and manifests a slightly different kinda personality as a teenager bcs i think itd be interesting#idk im just waffling now
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patchedstars · 3 months ago
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thinking about how messy of a child jami actually is like. mari certainly doesn't look after her. she picks out all her own clothes and does the laundry to the best of her abilities but you know she wears these mismatched funky outfits for days and there's probably tears/holes in some of them or they just don't fit right. she doesn't know how to tie her shoes so the laces are just tucked in. she does her own hair but like that's an 8yo-10yo at best so her braids always look a little messy and her hair probably greasy too because she's scared to death of water so getting her to shower / take a bath is a whole ordeal and you know she doesn't do that willingly herself.
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majorshatterandhare · 2 years ago
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Thinking to myself “man it’s a good thing there nine mechanisms to project my disabilities onto, wouldn’t want people to think I’m headcanoning them to have an unrealistic amount of issues.” When it’s like, I have all these issues! And some people have way more comorbidities than me!
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voiddemon · 1 year ago
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types of blocks:
i saw a harryp/hazdinmotel/whatever blog and hate-scrolled it just to block all of their friends, and you two seem quite chummy
bot that followed me, but i didn't report them, because i'm lazy sorry
"i'm not a proshipper or an anti" and fan art shipping real people is roughly three posts down
your fandom opinions are so wrong i could not stand it one chilly winter night at 3:43 am and i forgot about it LOL.
you are awfully good at drawing arm pits, aren't you
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pear1ridge · 1 year ago
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the states dont have crate day how am i supposed to explain what kind of guy wiremu is when u dont understand what it means to be a Crate Day Guy
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amiablyinept · 10 months ago
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This is mostly inspired by something I saw @/beastieblooddd talk about but do you guys think that the bots personality is influenced by their alt modes? It makes sense that the alt mode is designed first and then the personality comes second, a bot with a dirt bike alt mode isn't going to have a dainty and vain personality, however, what if it were a two way thing. A bot before choosing/scanning their alt mode is timid and cautious, but they scan something like a pickup truck or another offroad vehicle and they slowly become more adventurous and "rolling with the punches" kind of guy. Their alt mode allows them to try new things and be more reckless so they adapt and change to fit to the new environment that surrounds them. Likewise, a careless and clumsy bot scans an ambulance and now they have to be delicate and meticulous, about the health of their patient and their own health, cautious not to overwork themselves to the brink, as well as, keeping their tools clean and prepared.
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