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The Last Dinner Party lyrics, Prelude to Ecstasy edition

▸ you think it's so romantic but in reality we're both just addicts. ▸ let me make my grief a commodity. ▸ you don't wanna hurt me but i want you to. ▸ i'd break off my ribs to make another you. ▸ you made me bite my tongue and now there's blood in my glass. ▸ this is too good to last. ▸ my darling, believe me, i was born to be with you. ▸ just for a second, i could be one of the greats, be caesar on a tv screen. ▸ when i was a child, i never felt like a child. ▸ everyone will like me then. everyone will love me. ▸ i'm only here for your entertainment. ▸ all the poison, i convert it and i turn it to love. ▸ here comes the feminine urge, i know it so well, to nurture the wounds my mother held. ▸ ain't it fun to hold the world in your hands? ▸ do you feel like a man when i can't talk back? ▸ do you want me or do you want control? ▸ do you want me to care when you just disappear? ▸ i could never give the curse to her. ▸ i could never live with the guilt of lying that people are kind. ▸ i know i'm better off not looking back. ▸ i wish i didn't want you. ▸ bite me again. ▸ when it's 4 AM and your heart is breaking, i will hold your hands to stop them from shaking. ▸ if it takes all night, i will be on your side. ▸ you smiled so sweetly as you threw me down the rocks. ▸ when you're lying here, i believe you love me. ▸ the best a boy can ever be is pretty. ▸ what i'm feeling isn't lust, it's envy. ▸ what good are red lips when faced with something sharp? ▸ i wish i knew you back when we were both small. ▸ there's nothing for me, here where the world is small. ▸ how you touch me, for that, i'd leave it all. ▸ cleanse my soul, make me whole. dance in the morning glow. ▸ hold me, we can't go back. ▸ teach me how to do as you do. guide me, show me how. ▸ picture me in bed under your crucifix. ▸ i wish you had given me the courtesy of ripping out my throat. ▸ i wish that i let you have the dignity of letting me go. ▸ i'd die for you no questions asked. ▸ if anyone could kill me, it probably would be you. ▸ i wish that i had the guts, the dignity, to put up a fight. ▸ anyone could kill me and i'd never ever let it be you. ▸ you can hold me like he held her and i will fuck you like nothing matters. ▸ even when the cold comes crashing through, i'm putting all my bets on you. ▸ i hope they never understand us. ▸ i put my heart inside your palms, my home in your arms, now we know nothing matters. ▸ i'm no good until i cry. ▸ lately i've been thinking, what if i keep sinking? ▸ if i drown, will they make me a star? ▸ i'm just a mirror, break my glass to fix your heart. ▸ i'm just a mirror, i don't exist without your gaze. ▸ i'll leave you flowers but not my name. ▸ lately i've been drinking, i need to stop my thinking.

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A quick and easy plotting guide

Send me ✔ and I will bold my preferences for your muse!

My muse(s):

Do I know your muse(s):  yes | no | a little | tell me about your muse

Setting: our verse | my verse | your verse | modern | alternate universe | other

Pre-established relationships? yes | no | depends on the relationship

Possible relationships: friends | classmate | co-worker | roommate | family, real or adopted | dating or blind date | married | friends with benefits | unrequited love | lending a hand | teacher - student | rivals | allies | partner-in-crime | enemies | protecter - guarded | business partners | spy - infiltrated | manipulator - manipulated | star-crossed | first meeting | other 

I’m in the mood for: fluff | angst | horror | romance | humor | crime | hurt / comfort | action | supernatural | slice of life | crack | dark threads | light threads | any genre | multi-para | shorter para | one-line | any length | plotted threads | unplotted threads | other

Feel free to: message me ooc | message me ic | tell me your ideas | write a starter | answer one of my opens | send a meme | reblog this with your preferences - let’s find common interests!

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"It is what it is" I say as I almost vomit from anxiety

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introduced my mom to yellowjackets and she said she loves natalie 🫣😭

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anyway daisy's birthday is on tuesday and she will absolutely be celebrating it and by "celebrating" i mean haha let's just say. hopital

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shay mitchell being cute while eating food

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Shay Mitchell on The Tonight Show Starring Jimmy Fallon

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↑ he got a little hat 🤭

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A life without collecting trinkets is no life at all

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#SOFT

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❥      NON - SEXUAL   ACTS   OF   DOMINANCE . 

feel free to edit or elaborate as you please .   ( add  ‘ reverse ‘  to your message if you’d like to see how my muse would perform the action ) . otherwise , send in one of these for my muse’s reaction to   …

[ lit ]  your muse lighting a cigarette , spliff , etc. for mine . 

[ order ]  your muse ordering for mine at a restaurant or bar .

[ guide ]  your muse putting a hand on mine’s back to lead them .

[ pay ]  your muse paying for mine at a store , bar , restaurant , etc . ( you can specify where or for what . )

[ open ]  your muse opening a door for mine .

[ dry ]  your muse drying mine off with a towel after a shower , bath , swimming , etc . 

[ instruct ]  your muse giving mine instructions / telling them what to do . 

[ groom ]  your muse adjusting mine’s appearance , such as straightening a tie , fixing their hair , or buttoning their shirt for them , etc . 

[ direct ]  your muse taking mine by the chin and telling them to look yours in the eye .

[ disagree ]  your muse sternly telling mine  ‘ no ‘ .

[ rest ]  your muse resting their arm over mine’s shoulder / s .

[ clean ]  your muse cleaning a smudge of something off mine’s cheek , forehead , etc .   feel free to specify what and how . 

[ answer ]  your muse answering a question meant for mine . 

[ coat ]   your muse holds mine’s coat out for them while they put it on .

[ pilot ]  your muse taking mine by the arm , hand , shoulder , etc . to lead them . 

[ stare ]  your muse staring mine down . 

[ placement ]  your muse telling mine to sit down .

[ teach ]  your muse taking control of mine’s hand , arm , hips , etc . to make sure they do something correctly .  

[ patience ]  your muse telling mine to be patient .

[ tears ]  your muse wiping away mine’s tears .

[ swat ]  your muse swatting mine’s hand away from something they’re not supposed to touch .  

[ jewelry  ]  your muse clasping a piece of jewelry for mine , such as a necklace , or earrings . 

[ enough ]  your muse commanding mine to stop talking . 

[ retrieve ]  your muse requesting or ordering mine to retrieve them something .

[ invite ]  your muse inviting mine to sit on their lap .

[ lean ]  your muse inviting mine to lean into their side while they’re sitting or laying together . 

[ calm ]   your muse telling mine to  ‘ just breathe ‘ .

[ scold ]  your muse scolding mine for something .

[ comfort ]  your muse pulling mine into a reassuring hug .

[ approval ]  your muse complimenting mine on a choice they’ve made .

[ beckon ]  your muse beckoning mine to them without speaking . 

[ laces ]  your muse lacing , tying , or zipping something for mine , such as shoes , a dress , or a jacket , etc .

[ stay ]  your muse telling mine to stay in the car . 

[ defend ]  your muse defending mine’s reputation , dignity , or safety for them . 

[ feed ]  your muse feeding mine something , feel free to specify what .

[ volume ]  your muse demanding mine speak louder .

[ read ]  your muse reading something to mine .

[ refill ]  your muse refilling mine’s glass for them . 

[ possessive ]  your muse resting their hand on mine’s leg or the small of their back while they’re sitting beside each other . 

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anyway, everyone say hi to new/old sav