#this is how im venting my anger
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Dear supervisors at work
You do not get to tell me to suck it up
I have endometriosis
I am sucking it up
It's a miracle I'm even at work right now so please
Shut
Up
Sincerely, the kid you shouldn't be getting this mad at over a debilitating and incurable condition
Nia
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ef-1 · 6 months ago
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curioscurio · 1 year ago
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crying a lot more lately.
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syn4k · 10 months ago
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I WON'T ANNOUNCE MY SHEER DESCENT BUT HOLY FUCK THERE WILL BE SIGNS
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glitter-alienz · 4 months ago
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Relaxed
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foreverxdaydreaming · 2 months ago
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#just needed to vent for a sec but oh god am i tired of people#'friends' both irl and online got me fucked up lately#mental healths been in the shitter almost nonstop this year#familys always got me up the wall#i just feel like I'm constantly treading water and i am *tired*. like so fucking TIRED#it's never enough; it's too much; no not like that; but not that either; it's all wrong wRoNg WrOnG#ik im sleep deprived and possibly pms-y and that is most certainly not helping things rn but...#gods i see less and less of a reason to get out of bed and bother with anything ever again#wtf is the purpose#i can't keep friends to save my life bc im apparently a fuckin doormat and interesting as unflavored rice or smth#how hard is it to feel like you maybe sorta kinda matter and aren't an unlovable worthless piece of shit#years of therapy; trying meds; everything under the sun.... and nothing. lows and highs and dips of every kind and yet ..nothing#and maybe im just very much in my feelings rn and just yelling into the void.. but it hurts and im tired of pretending it doesn't.#i hate how hard it is to make friends as an adult especially irl. and how gossipy and cliquey and gross and mean ppl can be#of getting called childish and naive and boring for wanting to be a decent person and having interests outside of partying#(not attacking those traits but tired of getting attacked for *not* being 'fun' enough or 'social' enuf or 'sensitive' for having feelings)#enough*#i just want to go eat drywall and stand in the rain and let it help me pretend im not crying blood rn.#like every cell in my body isn't trying to spontaneously combust.#'it gets better' ..yeah? when. when i was 14? when i was 23? when im 37? when im 55? 82? WHEN.. bc im so sick and tired#and no this isn't me writing a final note or whatever it sounds like; i just wanted to word vomit bc ive never been good w sadness#and ive got such an overwhelming amount of it rn i can't even turn it into anger & spite & use that for productivity... i just want to rot#to lie down and be covered by plants as i sleep and just slowly fade into a cloud or smth like it's a ghibli movie or wtv.#im like shaking from how stupidly emotional i feel rn. the lack of empathy these days is fuckin astounding#common sense & empathy are lacking in absolutely droves these days. some days i hate the internet & tech for its irreparable damages sm#but here we are and here it shall remain. long after us; and *long* after us ..... *sigh*#anyway ima go try to take a nap or smth. I'll see ya when i see ya. take care my lovelies#if u read all this i prob owe you a cookie lol
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okamiz36 · 5 months ago
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Literally no context for this one, I stayed up till 6am to see the sunrise, read fanfiction till 7am, cleaned house till like 10am fell asleep woke up at 2pm and saw this on my tablet T-T im 99% sure i drew this at 4am or smth-
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Woe upon yee, late night vent art or something I cant remember doing-
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imagoodone-iswear · 1 month ago
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how do you find relationships
and why does everyone seem to have one
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lovsome · 11 months ago
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am i so hard to care about?
#i need to vent and i know u guys cant stand me because i can feel it (and certainly from the anon hate) but i think im gonna have an ulcer#if i dont put this out somewhere#SH s*icide tw !!!!!#i need some advice or opinions because i feel like im losing it#i dont understand why my friends cant care about me#i know !!! i know i seem out of touch and insane because i say this so often and the question to someone reading would come natural: maybe#it is just ur perception…. maybe u suck ass as a friend too#and i do ponder about that!!!!!! i take those possibilities into consideration i do. and i genuinely dont think i suck as a friend. i always#check in. if they seem off i ask how they feel. i ask updates on their stuff. i dont think i deserve this tbh#but especially when i am struggling they just disappear#like even when i reach out and let them know im doing bad. they clearly read my measages and choose to ignore them#these are supposed to be my best friends#these days ive been so bad. and trigger warning again#i just feel so suicidal and i have been hurting myself in the desperate attempt to cope and manage these thoughts#and i dont tell them these things#i dont share the details because 1) it is too much to dump on someone and 2) they dont show any interest even on the surface level of my#problems so i just wouldnt tell them the deeper issues#i am just in so much pain. and i also feel a lot of anger because of their behavior. i feel so so hurt by it. so many years of this going on#of them just not even acknowledging my struggles while i was in the midst of them and trying still to support them and be there for e#whatever they had going on. and getting nothing in return#i hate that i feel so angry but i do. and ive been swallowing this anger and pain for so long i feel it eating my insides#even my therapist doesnt understand why i am friends with people that dont care about me#i dont know what i should do#i want to say something#actually i already talked about this to one of them one year ago exactly and i told her all these things and she just said she didnt know#why i was ignored. and then still kept being a part of it#the thing is i am so upset and my mental health is so so so bad. i am supposed to spend new years eve with them in two days but i dont know#how i can do that feeling like this#but if i speak to them about it i think it will also ruin the mood#if someone has any thoughts or advice it would be very welcome….
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des-fangirl · 7 months ago
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Hot girls are having a breakdown because of not being able to draw their blorbo. Im the hot girl
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savage-rhi · 2 months ago
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Late night magenta.
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xx-psych0-rabbit-xx · 3 months ago
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the whole thing of treating pets like family members is real cute until you lose the capability of understanding youre caring for animals n not cute fluffy plushies labeled "child"
my mom INSISTED on adopting 2 somewhat big dogs out of pity last year, she insists on getting attached to pets like theyre her children so thats the cutesy way she originally treated them.we do not have enough space for 2 dogs their size n she refuses to ever play w them or take them on walks (im unable to do that myself bc i cant go where theyre kept without help n shed just get mad.i know she would from experience), most of her interaction w them when shes not cutely calling them her kids bc theyre cute to look at is screaming at them for barking, she literally spends the entire day at times talking abt how she wishes she didnt have them n their food is getting way too expensive for how much money we have.so yk she decided to give them away to this guy w a HUGE farm space proper for dogs like them, ignoring how she treats them one could say its noble she realized theyre not well here n let them go somewhere better for their needs
anyways then in less than a day she threw a hissy fit she wanted her "children" back bc she cannot see pets as animals but as cutesy children who need mommy constantly so the dogs r back at somewhere theyll eventually die of boredom bc their only entertainment is barking at lizards bc my mom cant understand dogs have needs n arent there to play cutesy family roles n look nice.its just your responsability for a pet owner to know your ANIMALS needs, n some ppl r literally just not cut to own pets if they insist on seeing them as "essentially people bc its cute to treat them like they r" than animals w specific needs to be kept
like.on base calling pets family is cute.i get the appeal im willing to play along w being the pets sister bc it IS a cute term to use for fun.but when you do it sm you can no longer understand you own animals n not literal children (granted if she treated a child like that shed land in jail immediately) thats just.honestly youre just kinda stupid n obviously get pets bc theyre cute to have, not bc you want to take care of animals
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roseville · 4 months ago
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thought dump
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ihearnocomplaints · 1 year ago
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More personal things, mainly just asking for help i guess
Hey does anyone know how to like. Buy a car. Or do adult things. Like provide for yourself and move out of the house?
18 years old and I have less than $300 saved. I feel like its ridiculous to expect so much from someone who still feels like a kid.
Im genuinely terrified of moving out or having to actually provide for myself, as spoiled or sheltered as that may sound. I am entirely unsure if I can survive.
I need to move out soon because living with my parents is more emotionally exhausting than I initially realised.
If y’all wanna send me some money, I have a ko-fi (but i’m still not sure how it works. If y’all wanna DM about this stuff, that would help so much.)
If you wanna commission me to draw something for you, I can. I can’t assure you that it’ll be that great and all I can draw is the DCA. But I can try? I’d say a $10 minimum for that. Check out the tag #complaintsconcepts for examples of my art, digital and traditional. (i am willing to mail traditional art if you live in the US)
I know i probably don’t have a big enough audience to get much support, but anything helps. I’d do just about anything to be able to get out of my house. Before i can do that I’d have to get my own car, though.
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5eraphim · 1 year ago
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im not entirely sure how i should take this.🧍‍♀️
i just never saw my writing as all that morbid or intense to be entirely honest? (but i grew up reading fanfiction on deviantart, which is like- too unexplainably horny and deranged to describe to those who werent there, so i think that might have given me brain damage or something)
but also, i really dont wanna sound mean, but sometimes i see these comments/anons calling me a freak and i'm like, "do you guys read any actually fucked up literature, or is it just fanfics. be honest now." nothing wrong with not wanting to engage with transgressive literature, we all have our limits, but cmon now, this is nothing!
if i were to list what i would call the most messed up books ive read (exclusively fictional) it off the top of my head it'd be- cows by matthew stokoe, 120 days of salo by marque de sade (didn't actually have the guts to finish this one, not just bc it was REVOLTING, but also it just wasn't a great book :/), haunting by chuck palahniuk, lets go play at the adams by mendal w johnson in the miso soup and coin locker babies by ryu murakami , the marbel swarm by ian banks, prodigal blues by gary a braunbeck, johnny got his gun by by dalton trumbo (i'm sure there's more, but you see what i mean?)
(for the record, i wouldn't really recommend these books as anything more than something to check out if you wanna read something fucked up. i think the only novels i would vouch for beyond their shock value would be the ones by murakami and marbel swarm tbh)
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coffeefromvoid · 5 months ago
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Bro im fucking seething, i hate my music teacher with my entire fucking gut. This asshole does not respect his students in any fucking way shape or form, doesn’t let us speak and argue with him over a valid arguments and doesn’t want to hear explanations on why something might be „less than perfect“. For context we had a film project and my friends and i had some complicated while making it(getting really fucking sick, scheduling issues, and problems at the return on the shitty school website thing we have) and he didn’t want to hear a thing, we tried explaining it but he just cuts it off, he acts like hes such a fucking authority figure. Fuck no. He makes students fucking cry on the regular. I hate this sorry excuse for a man.
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