#this is how im venting my anger

[incorrect-batfam-quotes-mostly]

Dear supervisors at work

You do not get to tell me to suck it up

I have endometriosis

I am sucking it up

It's a miracle I'm even at work right now so please

Shut

Up

Sincerely, the kid you shouldn't be getting this mad at over a debilitating and incurable condition

Nia

[curioscurio]

crying a lot more lately.

[ef-1]

[syn4k]

I WON'T ANNOUNCE MY SHEER DESCENT BUT HOLY FUCK THERE WILL BE SIGNS

[glitter-alienz]

Relaxed

[okamiz36]

Literally no context for this one, I stayed up till 6am to see the sunrise, read fanfiction till 7am, cleaned house till like 10am fell asleep woke up at 2pm and saw this on my tablet T-T im 99% sure i drew this at 4am or smth-

Woe upon yee, late night vent art or something I cant remember doing-

[lovsome]

am i so hard to care about?

[des-fangirl]

Hot girls are having a breakdown because of not being able to draw their blorbo. Im the hot girl

[savage-rhi]

Late night magenta.

[fecto-forgo]

the whole thing of treating pets like family members is real cute until you lose the capability of understanding youre caring for animals n not cute fluffy plushies labeled "child"

my mom INSISTED on adopting 2 somewhat big dogs out of pity last year, she insists on getting attached to pets like theyre her children so thats the cutesy way she originally treated them.we do not have enough space for 2 dogs their size n she refuses to ever play w them or take them on walks (im unable to do that myself bc i cant go where theyre kept without help n shed just get mad.i know she would from experience), most of her interaction w them when shes not cutely calling them her kids bc theyre cute to look at is screaming at them for barking, she literally spends the entire day at times talking abt how she wishes she didnt have them n their food is getting way too expensive for how much money we have.so yk she decided to give them away to this guy w a HUGE farm space proper for dogs like them, ignoring how she treats them one could say its noble she realized theyre not well here n let them go somewhere better for their needs

anyways then in less than a day she threw a hissy fit she wanted her "children" back bc she cannot see pets as animals but as cutesy children who need mommy constantly so the dogs r back at somewhere theyll eventually die of boredom bc their only entertainment is barking at lizards bc my mom cant understand dogs have needs n arent there to play cutesy family roles n look nice.its just your responsability for a pet owner to know your ANIMALS needs, n some ppl r literally just not cut to own pets if they insist on seeing them as "essentially people bc its cute to treat them like they r" than animals w specific needs to be kept

like.on base calling pets family is cute.i get the appeal im willing to play along w being the pets sister bc it IS a cute term to use for fun.but when you do it sm you can no longer understand you own animals n not literal children (granted if she treated a child like that shed land in jail immediately) thats just.honestly youre just kinda stupid n obviously get pets bc theyre cute to have, not bc you want to take care of animals

[roseville]

thought dump

[ihearnocomplaints]

More personal things, mainly just asking for help i guess

Hey does anyone know how to like. Buy a car. Or do adult things. Like provide for yourself and move out of the house?

18 years old and I have less than $300 saved. I feel like its ridiculous to expect so much from someone who still feels like a kid.

Im genuinely terrified of moving out or having to actually provide for myself, as spoiled or sheltered as that may sound. I am entirely unsure if I can survive.

I need to move out soon because living with my parents is more emotionally exhausting than I initially realised.

If y’all wanna send me some money, I have a ko-fi (but i’m still not sure how it works. If y’all wanna DM about this stuff, that would help so much.)

If you wanna commission me to draw something for you, I can. I can’t assure you that it’ll be that great and all I can draw is the DCA. But I can try? I’d say a $10 minimum for that. Check out the tag #complaintsconcepts for examples of my art, digital and traditional. (i am willing to mail traditional art if you live in the US)

I know i probably don’t have a big enough audience to get much support, but anything helps. I’d do just about anything to be able to get out of my house. Before i can do that I’d have to get my own car, though.

[5eraphim]

im not entirely sure how i should take this.🧍‍♀️

i just never saw my writing as all that morbid or intense to be entirely honest? (but i grew up reading fanfiction on deviantart, which is like- too unexplainably horny and deranged to describe to those who werent there, so i think that might have given me brain damage or something)

but also, i really dont wanna sound mean, but sometimes i see these comments/anons calling me a freak and i'm like, "do you guys read any actually fucked up literature, or is it just fanfics. be honest now." nothing wrong with not wanting to engage with transgressive literature, we all have our limits, but cmon now, this is nothing!

if i were to list what i would call the most messed up books ive read (exclusively fictional) it off the top of my head it'd be- cows by matthew stokoe, 120 days of salo by marque de sade (didn't actually have the guts to finish this one, not just bc it was REVOLTING, but also it just wasn't a great book :/), haunting by chuck palahniuk, lets go play at the adams by mendal w johnson in the miso soup and coin locker babies by ryu murakami , the marbel swarm by ian banks, prodigal blues by gary a braunbeck, johnny got his gun by by dalton trumbo (i'm sure there's more, but you see what i mean?)

(for the record, i wouldn't really recommend these books as anything more than something to check out if you wanna read something fucked up. i think the only novels i would vouch for beyond their shock value would be the ones by murakami and marbel swarm tbh)

[coffeefromvoid]

Bro im fucking seething, i hate my music teacher with my entire fucking gut. This asshole does not respect his students in any fucking way shape or form, doesn’t let us speak and argue with him over a valid arguments and doesn’t want to hear explanations on why something might be „less than perfect“. For context we had a film project and my friends and i had some complicated while making it(getting really fucking sick, scheduling issues, and problems at the return on the shitty school website thing we have) and he didn’t want to hear a thing, we tried explaining it but he just cuts it off, he acts like hes such a fucking authority figure. Fuck no. He makes students fucking cry on the regular. I hate this sorry excuse for a man.

[sad-leon]

Forgor to clock out but already took melatonin so even if I wanted to make that 30-45 minute round trip, I couldnt ;-;

I know its not a big deal, but the anxiety doesnt know that

This why I liked swiping my badge, much harder to forget to clock out (though also much easier to forget to clock in)

[rottingcompost]

the fact that at this point i dont even feel depressed or scared or anxious whenever i get reminded of my abuser and i instead get angry and start thinking and sometimes even saying the most venomous shit about her and wishing death on her. shes not really in my life much at all anymore but it still pisses me off and i still have to see her occassionally and at this point i feel like next time she tries to come to my apartment i wont even let her in and tell her to play in traffic or something.