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Fatherly parallels
#team fortress 2#tf2#tf2 spy#tf2 scout#blu spy#blu scout#dad!spy parallels#this is also a reference to my fic#fridge head fic#i remove the disclaimer because yâall should know by now I tend to make my hcs OOC#dadspy
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every day i wake up and am mad at the end of steves storyline and the full and complete lack of people who GET IT
#steve rogers#stucky#captian america#bucky barnes#captain america the first avenger#peggy litterally found steve alone in a destroyed bar after bucky âdiedâ trying to get drunk or drink himself to death#blameing himself for bucks death#then peggs goes and says âallow barnes the dignity of his choiceâ in reference to him falling from the train#THEN when steve is gonna crash the carrier#BRO LITTERALLY SAYS âTHIS IS MY CHOICEâ#GIRL WE GET IT#you couldnt stand being without him so you decided the only way to join him was in death#but he knew it would be seen as heroic to die that way#THERE WERE OTHER WAYS TO LIVE AND SAVE THE WORLD#but he chose the one that let him claim martyrdom#n e ways#i would and will eventually write many essays about them but for now i am gonna go back to pretending to do homework#also if anyone has fic recs gimme
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at last, knuxadow kiss
#they have matching outfits that are so cute i love them dearly#knuxadow#shadow the hedgehog#knuckles the echidna#sonic fanart#sth#art#digital art#i was thinking about the ending to my fic idea and got sand cause they dont get to have a little kiss or anything#needed to get it out of my system#also these are battle suits or whatever well they looked like space suits at first to meee TwT#i realized early on when i was looking for references but i decided idgaf#NEEDED them in these hehehe
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đ the trail that leads me to you đ
vis dev for Cardine's western AU (it's like~ Oregon Trail but make it jayvik!) that i was so kindly commissioned to do artwork for. <3 i am very, VERY excited to have a good excuse to draw horses! <3 <3 <3
i've already read the first 40 chapters and have so many parts i want to draw that it'll be hard to pick which to do first! hahaha! if you like cowboy shit, angst, and AUs that make use of the majority of the cast i'd definitely recommend it!!!
(bonus: more cowboy!jayvik art >here< now! and also >here< <3)
#arcane#jayvik#jayce x viktor#jayce talis#viktor arcane#arcane AU#this fic also has caitvi and timebomb and meljay and unrequited skyvik - it's got it all!#also a unique characterization of Orianna that i love <3#Cardine has be great to work with! they study american history so they knew exactly what they wanted <3 <3 <3#and they sent me HORSE REFERENCES which DELIGHTED my inner horse girl SO MUCH!!! XDDD hahaha!#Viktor's horse - Rio obvs <3 - even has my favourite coat type#i'm excited to draw her <3 <3 <3#i've had to slow down my art production due to LIFE-tm- and work#but i'm excited to get to work on this! <3 <3 <3#(oT w To) passionate fic authors wanting to work with you is one of the highest blessings for a fandom artist like me <3#*delight delight deligh*#pidgy drew#character sheets#vis dev
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exploring together đŠ
#doodle between work bc i saw this pose on pinterest and had to draw seb carrying clora like this LMAO#i havent played HL in a while but when i did replay everytime i went into a cave or something i was like#....i wonder what seb would think about clora being here by herself LMAOO#who needs a proper HL2 when i have my delusions#hogwarts legacy#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x oc#sebastian x mc#sebastian sallow x mc#choccyart#clora clemons#also i deadass forgot what devils snare was called i kept calling it 'violent vines' in my head bc thats what i referred to it as in my fic#but i couldnt remember the real name LMFAO#brainrot so hard ive even rotted away canon info that i need H ELP ME
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oui
#hetalia#aph france#hws france#also the pic i used as reference is so funny to me like I hope that guy is doing well#francis bonnefoy#he was my fav when i was little bc i read a fic once where he was really sad abt how everyone perceived him#considering the jokes made in bad taste in that era#and i was like aww đąđąđą aww#hes my fav still but i have to like shake my head whenever i see Certain things (gakuen hetalia .. christmas bloodbath)
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[ID: a digital drawing of riz gukgak from fantasy high. in the front is a relatively small drawing of riz juggling books that are falling out of his hand and a phonecall, and he has a huge backpack on. he looks a bit overwhelmed, hair flying in all directions, and has a nervous smile on. in the background is a large shadow of riz, only one glowing eye and a shining gun visible. the background is red, giving an eerie feel. End ID]
Kill your best friend
Cheat your way to your rogue teacher
Announce your presidential campaign
Don't let them know how angry you are
LEARN TO RECOGNIZE A MONSTER
#riz gukgak#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#fantasy high junior year spoilers#ik the 'uh oh i fucking miscalculated big time' applies to all the bad kids BUT riz is my little blorbo so#and he was the first to go full brutal in s1 and was likely the one ppl would've seen it coming from the least#i dont need to justify myself i love all their dichotomies. my homicidal blorbos who're on a slippery slide to becoming the villains#as they grow more powerful but still react to threat with a 'no holds barred' approach#wait wait this isn't an analysis post jskdjsdjk art! had a lot of fun with this one#have the funniest 'sketch' for this that i did that was me drawing w my laptop touch pad (? the touchy mouse thing) w notes so i dont forge#the idea back when i didnt have the juices to draw it and was also in the armchair writing fic and didnt want to move stations#im still experiment with colours and now im also figuring out gradients which is super fun! correction layers my beloved <3#also didn't use my usual canvas size and had to keep making it bigger and bigger so its unfortunately compressed#such is life#did some warmup before this for once bcs i felt like working on my no-underdrawing drawing skills#have this beautiful pen brush and a new big (for me) sketchbook so i went to town with some references open#also working on tackling the wretched face angles. why do our faces Do That#anywayyyy the list is from kipperlilly's pov in case it wasn't clear#im looking forward to eventually rewatching s3 and giving her another chance#like i COULD get sick abt her. theres potential there bcs i do love angry annoying women who stick to their shit#im leaving now i simply have to hydrate its been hours#eyestrain tw#sorry for the late tw i work with so many layers of eye protection on my laptop that it took looking at this on my phone to go uh oh
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A place to rest.
#i nearly died drawing all the materials around him#i had to make a reference sheet just for them#also i think tfh might be the first appearance of the star fragments?#since in ss they were just gratitude crystals#though granted there are some statues in the mm observatory that look awfully similar#between that and the outfit systemâ it's surprising to see how many concepts were carried over into botw#these cicadas are modeled after the sand cicadas in ss#i love the cicada tree in Hytopia#something about it just hits right#my art#hm...yeah i'll tag it as#LU DoppelgĂ€nger AU#lu legend#i'm glad i made this in advance since finals are currently killing me#subtle signs that you need rest: you start imagining your fav fictional characters getting some sleep#hoping to get the next fic in the series up soon but it might have to wait until i'm done with exams
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Me: hm, I want something to put on the TV as background noise... Huh. Looks like YouTube is recommending something called The Last Unicorn. That's perfect, it's probably some old shitty animation that has aged poorly! I can watch it ironically!
Me, 2 hours later as the credits roll: *crying, cheering, buying the book, composing the songs*
Me, 2 weeks later: So I have compiled all of the quotes from the book that I think could make good tattoos, and also, HOW HAVE I NEVER LEARNED ABOUT HOW THE LAST UNICORN FUCKING SLAPS??? This gay-ass little fairytale fed my soul! Watered my crops! Transed my gender! Can't believe I heard of this story from youtube recommendations, of all places!!
#original#the last unicorn#tlu#peter s beagle#molly gru#schmendrick#schmendrick the magician#two of my favorite characters in anything right there in the center of the story! and I'm glad I saw the film first!#my reading ability has diminished due to trauma disability etc. but it seems like having a visual reference actually really helped!#no wonder i only ever want to read fan fic! turns out reading is not actually Superior to other types of Storytelling. it's just different.#to say otherwise is snobbishness I have been eminently guilty of in my life!#but like it is easier for me to consume tv and movies and that is fine actually. also that's why I'm doing a graphic novel lol#because i wanted to make something i would actually be able to read if i found it at a library. altho the audio book IS gonna be bomb#the audiobook is for visually impaired readers and anyone who wants or needs it! accessible stories for everyone! yeah!!#my gender was already transed but now I've gained an ADDITIONAL gender! which one? I'll never tell đ#i am so powerful i have so much fuckin gender. my wife has no gender. and she is equally as powerful.#and also she has STUDIED THE BLADE#mostly zoro's blades from One Piece#normally YouTube recommends me shit movies like idiocracy or smth this is like if every day ur cat brought you a piece of rotten food and#then one day it brings you a BEAUTIFULLY ANIMATED TALE FEATURING MY BELOVED TWINK FUCK-UP WIZARD FRIEND AND MY ALL-TIME HOMEGIRL MOLLY GRU#and also it's soft and beautiful and funny and fucking weird!! i wrote melodies to the songs in the books on my ukulele
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If you havenât read The Hellblazerâs Apprentice, by @bluelotuswrites this is your sign. Necromancer Jason, magic apprentice Jason, magic mentor Constantine, all blades Jason, sass and ghosts, whatâs not to love?


#this is the first character study Iâve ever done that I liked#this fic means everything to me <3#also the majority of this is just my own headcanons for jason later on in his necromancer era#but the blood turning green is a reference to his necromancer blood and how Constantine knows he has it#this design for the all blades is not at all comic accurate but who gives a fuck#the mask is entirely self-indulgent it has nothing to do with anything except my own headcanons lol#I wanted to make the ribcage kind of like armor with the shoulder plates as shoulder blades but I couldnât get it to work with the angle#jason todd#jason todd art#Jason Todd fanart#jason todd fic recs#john constantine#dc fanart#jason todd dc#my art <3#my art
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Sleepover with two puny mortals that you're in love with (and everything can go right).
Lowkey based on a fanfic I was writing, but as usual I haven't the confidence to post it! Yeah~
Had this in the drafts for months,,,, figured I'd finish it up now so it's done. I like to kinda have some Finished art on the page hahahaha
#me when I'm unable to do streaming and music bc of my flu so I have time to focus on art instead#I recommend having multiple hobbies yall#hobbies you can do in different situations I mean#anyway this fic was so cute I'm ngl#it was meant to be timkon but then Bern materialised and had some extremely sweet moments with Kon and then ended up with the three of them#getting together casually and feeling it out as a three and then BOOM they're all in love#also Tim quit being a field vigilante and became a new comms guy (without alfred Barbara was rly just In A Situation)#and I fixed a few patches in the insane working conditions of the Wayne family business#basically it was extremely self indulgent because Tim's cool and chill vibe taking over WE and also performing a coup so Batman could retir#resulted in the family just kind of chilling out#and so he became free to explore romance and his Tim life (like he wants to do!)#bat workers rights!#art#digital art#fanart#screentone#manga style#illustrationish#tim drake#tim drake wayne#red robin dc#kon el#conner kent#superboy#bernard dowd#timkon#timbern#konbern#timbernkon#oh Tim's new vigilante name was Stalker (I'm not good at naming things) but the fam tends to refer to him as Chat (bc funni)
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my lovely talented friend wrote an F1 AU fic focused on oikage's time at red bull racing!!!

#oikage#oikawa tooru#kageyama tobio#haikyuu#I cried while resding this fic bc it was angsty but so well written and i couldnt believe my art inspired her to write it in the first place#it is accessible to f1 fans (lots of references and easter eggs to real life races see if u can guess what they are) and also non f1 fans#she has very good pacing and writing style that makes it disgestible and lovely for everyone!!!!#pls support her and show her lots of love and comments
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Cold Love/Hot Blood
Miguel OâHara x female reader
Summary:Â âBetween teeth on a broken jaw/following a bloodtrail, frothing at the mawâ
Miguel is struck with something that heâs never experienced before
Tags/warnings: smut (18+), oneshot, dubcon by way of pheromones, fingering, overstimulation, squirting, rough sex, unprotected sex, breeding kink, size kink, feral Miguel, biting, marking, blood drinking, paralytic venom
Wordcount: 3k
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You opened your eyes, blinking at the soft light from the bleary haze. Wincing, you raised your hand to your head. It didn't necessarily hurt, but it definitely felt wrong. What had happened? You were on a mission. That's right. And it had been going so well, until⊠until the anomaly villain threw something at you and Miguel. What was it? It had such an awful smell to it. And, where was Miguel?
You traversed the rubble of the abandoned building you were in. You couldn't see him. You shouted out for him.
"Here, I'm here," you heard him from the distance. Following his voice, you found him under some pieces of sheetrock from a collapsed wall. He was pinching the bridge of his nose through his mask.
"Geez, Miguel, are you alright?"
"Been better." His voice sounded strained. "Got a transmission from Jess that she's got hands on the anomaly. We'll meet her back at HQ. You go on ahead of me."
"What? No, we have to-" you started grabbing at the rubble to pull it off of him. He caught your arm before you could keep lifting.
"Please," he said, trying to meet your eyes from behind his mask. "Just go."
"What the hell is going on, Miguel? You're not⊠you're not acting right. We have to get you out of here."
He brought his hands up, holding his head in frustration. "Please, just do it. Don't make me beg."
"LYLA, please check him," you said, the avatar popping up and saluting you.
"No, don't-!" He tried to catch her in the air but she evaded him.
"His heart rate is really elevated but he seems okay otherwise. I think he's being dramatic. I don't detect any major injuries," she reported. You thanked her and she disappeared.
You crouched down to where he was. "What's going on, Miguel?" Your tone was serious.
He tried to hold your gaze for a moment until he swore and looked away. "That bomb that the anomaly threw⊠it affected me in a way that it clearly didn't affect anyone else, alright? Are you happy now?"
You furrowed your brow. "I don't understand."
He sighed, his breath shaking ever so slightly. "Itwasapheromonebomb." He said it so quickly and quietly.
"...What?"
"It was a pheromone bomb. Just leave me here so I can wait it out. This is so shocking humiliating- I," he sighed again. "Don't make me explain any further."
You blushed, not sure what to say. But you couldn't leave him like that, half-buried and vulnerable. "Can I at least help you up� I promise I won't make fun of you. I just can't leave you defenseless like this."
He seethed for a moment, considering your offer. "...Fine. Grab this stupid sheetrock."
You did so, lifting it off of him with some effort. He did his best to stand up quickly. Despite his best, though, you could see the source of his embarrassment. He had a rock hard erection, and a particularly desperate one, by the looks of it. It laid upward, reaching towards his abdomen and pushing up against the tight fabric of his suit, straining. The size of him was nothing short of impressive.
You turned your gaze pointedly towards the ground as he moved away from the pile of rubble. Don't react don't react don't react. Could you pretend like you didn't notice? Even though not noticing was impossible, even from a single glance? You swallowed a lump in your throat, your head swimming with unprofessional thoughts.
Miguel turned from you, crouching down, hissing out a slow breath. "Fuck, it's getting worse," he whispered to himself, his body starting to tremble.
You took a step closer, reaching a hand out to his shoulder.
"Your proximity isn't⊠isn't helping." He admitted without turning around.
You stopped, silently moving your hand away from him. Touching him would surely make things harder.
"Miguel, I don't think waiting it out is an option for you. You just said it was getting worse."
He swore under his breath to himself. "I didn't mean for you to hear that. This is- shock it- this is completely foreign to me. Never been hit by anything like this before, it's s-so intense."
You winced at that, you'd never heard his voice so pained. But, what was the other option? You shivered just to think about it, your body reacting in ways that surprised you. How could you possibly propose helping him without making him think less of you? Would he even want help from you? Across from you, he was in turmoil, on his hands and knees trying desperately to control his breathing.
âMiguel⊠how can I help you?â It was a foolish question, a loaded question.
âYou know the answer,â he replied from over his shoulder, his tone cold. He cried out again. âI- I canât- canât do that to you.â
âWhat if Iâm offering?â You asked, a little too quickly, pushing down your fear and embarrassment for even thinking such things.
He turned further to meet your eyes, though you still couldnât see his from behind the mask. You didnât even need to see his eyes, his body language was communicating perfectly on their behalf. His muscles were pent up and quivering. Every breath rocked his massive shoulders. âWhy?â
You didnât think heâd ask that question. You searched your brain for an answer. âBecause it isnât your fault. And I respect you enough that this wonât change my mind.â
His thoughts seemed to be diverting to his baser instincts, his voice becoming a growl. âNeed you⊠to be sure. Donât know if Iâll be able to stop.â
âIâm sure,â you said.
In no time at all, he pounced, bringing you to the ground. He was on top of you, his taloned fingers caging in your wrists against the cracked concrete of the floor, your arms above your head. You landed with your legs apart and with him between them, his hips desperately close to yours. Your eyes widened at his feral energy, your chest rising and falling as you tried to catch your breath. He brought his face into the crook of your neck, inhaling. His exhale was shaky. âYou smell so good⊠always smelled so good.â
Your body grew hot upon hearing that. Always? Had he thought about you in that way before? You smiled to yourself as he nuzzled the nose of his masked face into your neck, his hot breath coming through and ghosting over your skin. You could feel his huge frame shaking around you. He brought his hips down to your pelvis, seemingly being as cautious as possible as he began to grind his hardened length against you. His breath quickened at the contact, and he met you again with fervor, stimulating himself on you. His cock was unbelievably hard and hot, the temperature of him coming through both of your suits to meet your skin and overwhelm you. The feeling of him against you was sending shivers down your spine, the pleasant pressure made even sweeter by the promise of more to come. He positioned himself on top of you in such a way that each rhythmic, grinding rock found your clit and teased it with clothed contact.
You moaned lightly, the sound of it causing him to growl into your neck. You lifted your hips up, meeting him with the same tempo so he could grind into you more thoroughly, your bodies now writhing in tandem. His heavy breathing became panting. "Need to⊠need to touch you." He picked up his head and released your wrists, one hand steadying himself on the concrete, the other reaching down eagerly.
You got the memo, quickly slipping the pants of your suit down and throwing them aside so he wouldn't rip them off for you. You had at least enough hindsight to know you couldn't go back to HQ looking so disheveled. He dismissed the gloves of his suit and retracted his talons as his fingers found you immediately, honing in on the wet heat of your sex. Two plunged inside as he loomed above you, his muscles shaking again as he wet his fingers with your arousal. You shook right alongside him, your reaction bodily, as your back arched and your legs closed instinctively to hold his hand in place and not let him go. His fingers hooked inside of you, already relentless.
"Soaked," he whispered, almost to himself. The word resonated with a deep, animalistic hunger. Without removing his fingers from your warmth, he sat back on his knees and used his free hand to pry your legs open. "Need to see," he said. He watched the length of his fingers disappear over and over. The large hand that kept your legs wide was squeezing the soft flesh of your inner thigh, and he seemed fixated on the way it was yielding to his rough touches. Nearly everyone was small compared to Miguel, but you⊠you were different. He had his hands on you, inside of you, the comparison was tangible. You were small, soft, and his. His mind swam with how he would take you, how he would sheath himself inside of you until he bottomed out, how he would desperately fill you with his hot cum and hold your hips up to keep any precious drops from leaking out. It took everything in him to not reach down and start rubbing his impatient cock through his suit, but his fevered brain convinced him to keep his free hand on your leg so he could watch you fall apart from his fingers alone.
He was delirious as your walls started to spasm around his fingers, white hot pleasure pooling in your core, threatening to overflow as he kept up his efforts. The constriction of your muscles bolstered him, and he began to go faster and harder, starting to overstimulate you. You threw your head back, hands wildly trying to grasp at something on the concrete floor but coming up short. He removed his hand from your throbbing sex to start teasing your clit with abandon, and you moaned as your body lifted up off the floor.
"H-holy shit, Miguel," you gasped out. "It's- it's so much."
His hand moved so fast against your swollen clit that you could hardly think. The feeling was electric, and your orgasm was dangerously close. Your legs started to shake and tried to close around him again, but he kept them forced open as he intently watched, his chest rising and falling with quick breaths. You came and it utterly racked you, your body shuddering as you cried out, hot liquid spewing from you and drenching Miguel's hand and forearm. You squirted on him, because of him. You thought you should be embarrassed, but he gave you no opportunity.
As your head just started to clear, he recalled his mask into the neck of his suit. You quietly gasped at unexpectedly seeing his face. So strong, angular, and handsome. His red eyes looked wild, his mouth was open, his fangs fully extended. He studied his hand, turning it over so the mess you made could catch the light. As it started to dry down on him, he brought the two fingers that had been inside of you up to his mouth, and he licked them both clean. You gaped at him, almost fully unable to process what was happening.
When he was finished, he turned his gaze from his fingers and back onto you, as you sat up on your elbows to watch him. You saw that his cock was still as hard as ever, still pushing to break free. As if reading your mind, he recalled that part of his suit too as he grabbed your legs and yanked you toward him. He rested his cock over your abdomen, once again reveling in just how much bigger than you he was. The hot weight of his manhood on your skin set you ablaze once more and you eagerly awaited him. He thrusted but without penetrating you, sliding himself over you and wetting his cock on your cum. His exhales quaked with anticipation until he could wait no longer. Even on his knees, he towered over you, and so he needed to tilt your hips up further so your entrance could meet the head of his leaking cock. He shifted his grip to your waist, holding firm as you steadied yourself on your elbows and looked to him with bated breath.
He slowly pushed his hips into you, his cock sinking deep into your pussy. The steady penetration had you reeling. You needed to feel him, all of him. Every inch, all at once. It felt like it took ages for him to finally reach the hilt, but when he did, he waited inside of you for a brief, merciful moment. You basked in the feeling of being so full, so complete. He began to pull himself out of you, leaving you cold and empty for a split second until he slammed his entire length back into you, repeating and repeating at an unwavering pace.
Each powerful thrust reached so deep inside of you that it was nearly painful. Immediately, the head of his cock found your cervix and was hitting it with each hard pump that Miguel delivered. Your eyelids grew heavy as your eyes began to roll back towards your skull. His onslaught was so thorough, every smack of his hips against your pelvis reverberating through every inch of your body. The overstimulation of when he fingerfucked you had carried over, and you were already close to losing control all over again. He felt it too, as he growled in response to your pulsating walls.
"This cuntâŠ." He snarled through his fangs. "This cunt is mine."
"Yours," you moaned, meeting his words a little too quickly.
"Going to mark you⊠so everyone knows."
"Mark me, Miguel." You agreed, not quite realizing what he meant. He started to lay you down onto the ground without removing himself from you, continuing to fuck you in missionary as he brought his face down to the crook of your neck. Your pulse quickened with excitement. He opened his mouth, his breath making your skin somehow even warmer. You wished that you could've seen the flash of his fangs before what came next.
He bit down on you, hard, and you could feel the course of his venom like molten lava through your veins. When the searing heat reached its crest, a soothing wash of warmth followed in its wake, leaving your muscles loosened and relaxed. Blood started to drip down your shoulder, the wet trickle quickly cooling as it made contact with the atmosphere. Miguel stayed latched to you as his tongue met your skin, lapping at the red stream, determined to consume it all.
You submitted to him fully, allowing him to position you how he saw fit so he could fulfill his feral need. His strong hands snaked around your torso to your back, lifting you up with him as he rocked back onto his knees. He helped you to swing your legs around his slim waist and to drape your arms over his huge shoulders. You let your face settle against his neck, the clean musky smell of him overwhelming your senses. His hands found your hips and he effortlessly lifted you up and down on his cock, fucking himself with your pussy like you weighed nothing at all. You moaned into him as you clenched around his cock, your limp body succumbing to the overpowering feeling of him. You started to shudder as your orgasm claimed you with a white-knuckled grip. You whined into Miguel's neck as it hit you with shock after shock, your vision going spotty while your cunt tightened around him. Â
He couldn't hold it any longer, and his cock jerked inside of you as he came. You were still getting hit with aftershocks of your own climax, your muscles bearing down to milk every drop of cum that he filled you with. He held you closer and he thrusted himself as far into you as he possibly could, instinctively trying to make sure as little seed would have the chance to leak out of you as possible.
Your muscle control started to slowly come back to you as you and Miguel were chest-to-chest, both of you sweating and heaving. You weakly raised your arms so your hands could tangle with the hair at the nape of his neck. You lingered there for a bit, his strong arms holding you in the place as you played with soft locks of chocolate hair. You finally leaned back to see clarity slowly returning to Miguel's expression, and he looked utterly mortified. He held your gaze as he turned red, removing one hand from your body so he could cover his face.
"Oh my God," he whispered. "What the shock came over me?"
You were struck with sudden fear. "Do you⊠not remember?" The fact that he was still buried inside you should've been a dead giveaway.
"No, I do," he said, nervously. "I remember getting hit with that stupid bomb, and you helping me, then me wanting to split you in half."
You couldn't help but giggle at that.
"I tried to make sure I wasn't too rough with you. I was still in there, the whole time," he said, taking his hand away from his face to smooth your hair. He stopped when he reached your neck, seeing the bite marks he left. "Guess I didn't do all that well, did I?"
"It's fine. I can take it."
"Clearly," he said, raising his eyebrows, mildly impressed. "Thank you. I⊠don't know what I would have gone through if you hadn't been so⊠generous. But⊠for Godâs sake, letâs not go around telling people what happened. We have reputations.â
You agreed, the secret safe between the two of you, the puncture wounds on your neck a silent souvenir.
#miguel o'hara x reader#miguel o'hara smut#miguel o'hara#smut#my writing#not beta read#this one was for me tbqh#i didn't really know how to end it so pls be nice to me#but dear god read the warnings on this one#also another sleep token reference? on my fics?? it's more likely than you think#im nervous to post this one ahhhhhhh
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Jedtavius wedding art!! It doesn't rlly read well but hey, at least I tried
#i do NOT know how to draw jedediah and it shows#how did i even do this#let's all collectively ignore it please#also i made a fic about this#âand to the victor goes my heartâ on ao3 ^^#jedtavius#natm#natm fanart#jedediah x octavius#reference is kiss under the missletoe by Leyendecker
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Don't You Want Me (Baby?) Pt 4
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Steve and Eddie are either hooking up or dating - and are about as bad at keeping a secret as they are dealing with their feelings. (Dustin POV)
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âI donât know DustybunsâŠ. I know you mean well but - â
âBut? I mean well, but what?â
âBut sometimes, well sometimes you get these ideas in your head. And really once you think youâre right, thereâs just no convincing you otherwise. I just wonder if maybe - you donât have a full picture of whatâs going on with those two.â
âSeriously? Theyâre my friends, Suzie. I think I understand them just fine. I mean itâs not thermal dynamics. And even that, Iâve got an understanding of the basic fundamentals!â
âââ
When Dustin got home that night he blew through his homework within the hour. Heâs a sophomore - advanced placements even! Still, the work theyâre giving out this year is childâs play.
He grazed on snacks until he was slightly less bored. Read the X-Men issue that came out this week - guess Jean Grey alive again. Wonder how long thatâll lastâŠ
He tried calling the Wheeler house to see what Mike was up to but he was out, over at Willâs apparently. He tried Lucas after that but he couldnât really talk since heâd had to put Max on hold just to pick up.
Dustin had to kill a few more hours but eventually he was able to get on the radio with Suzie. Hearing her voice - itâs like seeing the clouds part and the sun light up the sky. Never really gets old.
âThat! That tramp!â She said, when Dustin told her about the Flower Situation.
âRight!?â Dustin huffed.
He told Suzie he planned to give Steve a serious talking to, even though Robin had kinda, sorta expressly asked against it. To Dustinâs shock, however, Suzie took Robinâs side.
âI donât know DustybunsâŠ. I know you mean well but - â
âBut? I mean well, but what?â
âBut sometimes, well sometimes you get these ideas in your head. And really once you think youâre right, thereâs just no convincing you otherwise. I just wonder if maybe - you donât have a full picture of whatâs going on with those two.â
âSeriously? Theyâre my friends, Suzie. I think I understand them just fine. I mean itâs not thermal dynamics. And even that, Iâve got an understanding of the basic fundamentals!â
âOh, DustyâŠ. Oop. I hear footsteps downstairs.â She whispered. âI think theyâre doing a bed check. I gotta go.â
âBye Suzie. I love you.â
âLove you too.â He could hear her smiling through the crackling radio transmission. Even from this many miles away he couldnât help but smile back. Suzie paused. âAnd Dusty, just - be careful. Promise?â
Her line cut out. Dustin switched off the ham radio and frowned. Usually Suzie was so smart. Literally the smartest person he knows. How is it possible she couldnât see that his friends were in dire need of help?
No way was he gonna abandon them to make a mess of things by themselves.
Though. Maybe there was something he was missing. Some unknown element.
Earlier today⊠Eddie seemed to know more than he was letting on. Dustin frowned harder.
He creeped downstairs to the landline. Wayneâs at work and Eddieâs a nightwalker so he didnât feel bad about calling at almost 9pm. He didnât even feel bad about calling four separate times.
He shook his head when he was sent to voicemail again. He put the phone back in the receiver.
Dustin huffed.
Only then he remembered - the walkie talkie. It had ended up in Eddieâs trailer after the whole Vecna fiasco⊠Dustin never did get it back. In fact, heâd totally forgotten about it. And if Dustin forgot about it, Eddie definitely had too.
âEddie. Itâs Dustin. Come in, Eddie. Over.â
It took a few tries but eventually he heard a crackly - âsus Christ, how does this thing work, again?â
âEddie!â
âDustin?â Eddie said, deadly serious. âWhatâs wrong?â
âAre you home right now, over?â
âUh, yeah.â
Dustin waited.
âYes, Iâm home. Over.â
âThen why the hell arenât you picking up the damn phone?â Dustin said. âOver.â
âI uh - must be off the line or something.â
âWhatever, look I just got a few questions about - â
âDustin! Is the world ending right now this exact second or what?â
âNo but - â
âJesusâŠâ. Eddie sighed in relief. Then he muttered, âThe last thing I need right now is The Monster-pocalypse Part 2 : Electric Boogaloo.â
âWe are well past that by now. Gotta be on the fourth or fifth straight to TV sequel at least.â
âWell whatever it is, it can wait. I gotta a lot of - I got enough shit going on right now.â
âYou know, youâve been pulling that card a lot recently.â
âTell me about it.â To Eddieâs credit, he did sound stressed out. âAnyway - if this is about D&D, sessions canceled tomorrow.â
âWait, what?â Immediately switching course, Dustinâs thoughts of Steve vanished like smoke.
âYeah, sorry. Jeff was gonna tell you guys tomorrow at school. Thereâs this bar in town, their Friday gig canceled on them. Unlucky for them, our merry band of metalheads were the only ones they could find to fill the time slot on short notice.â
âWhat? Eddie thatâs awesome!â
âYeah, fucking big place too. Me and the boys are there a lot when weâre in the area - The Squeaky Wheel down in Indie. Probably gonna be the biggest crowd weâve ever played for.â
âWell, Iâm definitely coming then.â
âYouâre definitely not. We need to be there early. Leaving for town 2pm, sharp.â
âJeff wonât still be in school?â
âNot if he cuts last period he wonât.â
âWell, what if I - â
âAre you kidding?â Steveâll fucking kill me.â
âBut I still havenât seen you guys perform for real yet!â
âMaybe next time, little man. Look I gotta go, Iâve been trying to actually get some fucking sleep and having the phone going off all night really isnât helping.â
âI thought you said it was off the line?â
âHuh? Right, yeah.â
âNevermind that. You nervous?â
âSo fucking nervous I feel like Iâm gonna puke or something. Just like, go full exorcist. All over the stage.â
âOk yeah, donât do that.â Dustin suggested.
âHah. Yeah.â Eddie chuckled.
âCome on, you guys are amazing! Youâre gonna be great!â
âNo, youâre right. Itâs gonna be good.â Eddie said, clearly trying to psyche himself up.
âWell, I guess good luck. Over and out.â
âBreak a leg you mean. Over and out.â
Dustin sat there fiddling with his walkie for a long couple minutes. There was something kicking around in his brain. A plan, formulating. Even Dustin himself was shocked by its elegant efficiency.
Get to see Corroded Coffin perform? Check. Bring a mob of Eddieâs friends out to support him? Check. Finally get a chance to meet this super secret girlfriend (because who would miss their boyfriendâs bands biggest show yet?) Check! And he can get Robin and Steve on a fun night out together and hopefully smooth over the âflower incidentâ? Check check check!
He tuned his walkie to the open line the party was synced into.
âEverybody, come in. Itâs Dustin. We got a code blue which means all hands on deck. Weâre going on a field tripâŠâ
Dustin had spent the rest of Thursday night and Friday morning making sure everything was in perfect order.
He didnât call until Friday, after he got confirmation from Max, the last person he was waiting on.
Only then did he call Steve.
âCorroded Coffin has a show tonight.â He said as soon as Steve picked up.
It was lunch hour and him, Mike, and Will were outside the school building standing around the pay phone. Lucas and Max were on a lunch table near by arm wrestling - those weirdoâs version of PDA.
âHello to you too.â Steve said, vaguely amused.
âHello. Corroded Coffin has a show tonight and weâre going.â Mike gave him a thumbs up and Will, an encouraging smile.
âOh yeah?â
âAnd before you ask, yes weâve gotten permission from our parents, yes we have a curfew but - we donât have to be home till midnight, the bar is 16 and up, I called, itsallthewayinindianapolis but wait ok, before you say no - â
âWhat time are we leaving?â Steve said.
âI - really? That easy?â He glanced at Will and Mike who blinked at him with hesitant excitement.
âNo. This⊠this is actually perfect.â
âCome on man. I had a whole - thing, prepared. I practiced for this. Flashcards! I made flashcards.â
âWhat time are we leaving?â
Dustin sighed.
âSix oâclock. If we leave Hawkins by then, we can get there twenty minutes before their show starts. Plenty of time to find parking and get into the venue. Were you wondering how everyoneâs gonna fit in your car?â
âYeah, sure.â Steve humored him.
Dustin flipped to the corresponding flash card. âThey donât have to.â He read verbatim. âIâve already taken the time to ensure Jonathan could accompany us as well - also Joyce wouldnât let Will come if he didnât. Jonathan and Nancy are driving Will and Mike. You just have to grab me, Lucas, and Max. Leaving one seat open for you to bring a plus one.â
âRobin.â Steve said, impressed. âVery thorough.â
âIâll see you at my house at 5:30 on the dot. We need to be on the road by 6. And Steve? Please try not to dress like a dork.â
Steve laughed.
âFunny how I could say the exact same thing.â
âAlso donât tell Eddie.â Dustin ordered. âItâs a surprise.â
âDustin, youâre a genius...â Dustin could hear him grinning through the phone.
âI know, I meticulously organized everything down to the last detail.â
âYeah, uh huh.â Steve said, distractedly. âShit, ok, I gotta go - and shower pretty much right now if I want enough time to airdry my hairâŠâ
âWell. That was easy.â He said, hanging up the phone rather anticlimatically.
âBut he said yes?â
âOh, weâre going!â Dustin confirmed.
âââ
Just a few hours later Steveâs Beemer sat on the street out front of Dustinâs house.
Dustin emerged from the house at 5:36 in a huff. He got a few steps before he remembered his mom was out and backtracked to lock up behind him.
HONK.
Dustin jumped, almost dropping his keys.
âIâm coming!â Dustin shouted over his shoulder. When he turned Steve was grinning at him, snickering to himself. He peered over his douche-glasses and gave Dustin a goofy little wave.
Dustin rolled his eyes and tugged at the carâs door handle. It didnât budge. Steve hit the button for the passenger side window and Dustin was forced to wait for it to slowly roll down.
âTaxi to Indianapolis for a Mr. Henderson. Got the right address?â
âOpen the door, Steve.â
âSorry, Iâm gonna need you to confirm the passphrase. Company policy.â He shrugged.
âIs it, weâre already running late so open the goddamn door?â
Steve rolled his eyes but unlocked the door so Dustin could finally get in already.
âAnd whose fault is that?â Steve asked as he started them down the road. Dustin huffed. He was still mad at Steve.
âYours. You said youâd have Robin already - so now weâre behind schedule.â
âIt was please by the way.â Steve glanced his way grinning as he turned on the radio. âWanted to pick something youâd never in a million years guess.â
âHar har.â Dustin said, humorlessly as he buckled in. He eyed Steve. âYouâre in a good mood.â
âI am.â Steve said, checking his hair in his review mirror and flashing himself a grin.
Dustin did a double take when he noticed - Steve was wearing Eddieâs vest. It definitely looked like it had been dragged through the Upside Down. But he had to admit the battle worn look suited it. To Dustinâs surprise, it kind of suited Steve too. He had a white T-shirt underneath, blue jeans, and red converse sneakers. His hair was tall and meticulously coiffed.
Dustin spent quite a while on his own hair tonight, though it wasnât nearly as expertly styled. Never gonna beat the master at their own game right?
Dustin was glad Steve made an effort to blend at least. The rest of the party had too. Dustin was wearing a black tshirt with âCorroded Coffinâ painted in angular white lettering across the front. Dustin had made sure they all brought shirts to school today for Will to paint. Heâs glad he put Will in charge of that because they actually came out pretty awesome.
âWhatâs up man?â Steve asked, taking off his sunglasses when he noticed Dustinâs sour face.
âHowâs Robin?â Dustin asked pointedly.
âUh, sheâs fine, thanks.â Dustin glared at him, unimpressed.
âUh huh.â He said shortly. There was a moment of silence before Steve spoke again.
âSo uh, howâs Eddie?â
âWhy do you care?â Dustin said.
âI donât.â Steve shrugged. âJust makinâ conversation.â He said. There was another pause. Steve was drumming along to the radio on the steering wheel. âYou guys have been hanging out a lot this week.â
How would Steve even know that?
âWhat? Did Robin tell you after we came by the store?â Steve looked over at him, as if confused by his antagonist tone.
âUh, nope. I- â
âShe knows about the flowers, Steve.â Dustin said. Steve squinted side long at him, opening his mouth and closing it again.
âOk?â He said. Waiting for Dustin to continue. Dustin waited until they rolled to a stop at a stop sign.
âWhat the hell Steve!â Dustin said, smacking him in the arm.
âHey! You what the hell.â Steve said, holding a palm up to shield himself from further abuse.
âI canât believe you! I asked her how she liked the flowers you got her and she had no idea what I was talking about!â
âWhat? Ok, Jesus Christ. Dude, how many times do I have to tell you, we arenât dating. Itâs - itâs not like that, alright. Weâre just - Robinâs my best friend.â
âYeah well have you told her that? She seemed really hurt Steve.â Dustin scolded him.
âMan, I donât know what you thinks going on but itâs not. I promise.â
âJust, talk to her ok?â
âWhat, suddenly your the love guru?â Steve huffed.
âYes!â Dustin cried. âYou have a really good thing, Steve. Donât fuck this up. Have you guys even had an actual conversation about this shit? Like talked about what you guys are in plain words even once.â
Steve sighed, beleaguered. Steve stopped at a red light, fully turning to face Dustin. As if he thought looking him in the eye would better get his point across. Or more likely, finally get Dustin to shut up.
âIâm not having this conversation. Youâre a kid, alright. You just donât get it. You donât always need to - spell everything out. Weâre on the same page, trust me.â
âI donât know Steve. That sounds like a really easy way for someone to get hurt.â
âI - â Steve started but then he stopped himself. He paused for a moment, staring into space. The light turned green.
âSteve.â Dustin said, and Steveâs head jerked back up. âThe light.â
âYeah. Right.â He turned onto Lucasâ street.
âSo youâll talk to her?â
âGod, is there a reason you have to be so nosey. Me and Robin have nothing to talk about. We are definitely on the same page.â
âDefinitely?â
âDefinitley.â He assured Dustin. Dustin continued to glare at him.
âLook, Iâll - â Steve sighed, passing a hand through is hair before quickly checking itâs structural integrity in the mirror. âIâll think about what you said ok?â
âYou better.â Dustin huffed, trying to keep up his stone cold front at least a few seconds longer. âI donât want to see you fuck this up. You seem, I dunno - happy? Or - whatever.â
Steve hummed, looking out at the road with a contemplative smile.
They stopped at Lucasâ house to grab him and Max, and then headed to Family Video.
âDude, are you wearing Eddieâs vest?â Lucas said as he and Max climbed into the back seat. Lucas was wearing a matching Corroded Coffin shirt. Max was not. Sheâs too cool to participate in things.
âYou know, just once you could say something like, hey Steve, thanks for the ride. Maybe? Just to keep things interesting.â
âYeah did you really never give that back?â Max said, ignoring him.
âNo, Eddie, he uh, told me to hold onto it.â Steve said, smiling and adjusting the collar in the mirror.
Max scoffed a little laugh, but kept her eyes out the window.
Next they went to pick Robin up from her late shift.
It took a few honks before Robin emerged from the building, calling âThanks, Todd!â over her shoulder.
She crossed the parking lot, struggling to get into her denim jacket.
âSorry it took so long Steve, I had to change in the bathroom and let me tell you, that little - â she managed to crawl into her jacket, then halted when she looked up and saw Dustin in the front.
âYou didnât pick me up first.â She said, standing outside the passenger side door.
Steve shrugged half heartedly apologetic.
âOut of my seat, Gremlinâs 2.â She opened the door and jerked her head in a motion that made it clear she expected Dustin to clear out.
âYeesh. Not even the original?â He said, reluctantly acquiescing and going to jam in with the others in the back.
Robin got into the car stared at Steve intently.
âYou didnât pick me up first.â She repeated. âI told you to come get me first.â
âI - yeah. The kids were closer. Didnât want to waste time backtracking in case thereâs traffic.â
âPft. He was just running late.â Dustin said.
âI bet it was because he spent like, 2 hours doing his hair.â Max snorted.
âAlright, thatâs enough - from the peanut gallery. Sorry, Robbie.â Robin frownedz. âDonât worry, youâre still my favorite.â
âWhy, whatâs up?â Steve said, pulling out of the parking lot so they could finally get on the rode. It was already 6:07! The whole night was turning out to be a disaster.
âNothing. Nothing. Just was hoping to chat.â
âI literally just called you.â Steve raised an eyebrow.
âJust - Nevermind.â She grimaced.
Dustin caught her eye in the rearview mirror and winked.
Her face paled in a mask of frustration and horror. A look that said, what did you do now, if Dustinâs ever seen one.
âJesus Christ.â She murmured quietly.
âHmm?â Steve titled his head towards Robin.
âNothing!â
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Knight in Shining Armor



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Pairing: medieval princess ! reader x knight ! Patrick Zweig
Word count: 3k
Warnings: smut, p in v, fem reader, knives mentioned (briefly in a nightmare?), some Christian biblical imagery and mentions of sin/religious related guilt (I was playing into the whole medieval royalty thing idk)
Notes: Thank you guys for all the love on the moodboard/little blurb on this!!! Without all the support I wouldnât have been inspired to go crazy and write this (I fear this will seem like the most pretentious fic ever written bc I really lent into the medieval thing so the language feels kinda crazy at some pointsâŠidk, if yâall were rocking with the last one, youâll probably rock with this lol) Enjoy!!
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You did your best to avoid Patrick in court the following days. You were unsure if you could even face him after your dream. But, of course, nothing can last forever. An attempted attack on your wing of the castle (which was, thankfully, stopped by the valiance of Sir Patrick) led to a change that would greatly affect your fate.
As you entered the grand hall of the castle to take your seat in court, you noticed Sir Patrick in his armor âsomething rather unusual to see in the castle, though you didn't mindâ speaking to your father, metal helmet in hand. Your father had always favored Patrick, you presumed for his determination and natural swagger, and acted as such. He was the head knight of the royal guard and spoke with the King frequently. Taking notice of your presence, your father addressed you whilst you curtsied. âGood daughter, what fortune you arrive now of all times. In light of the attack on your wing, I have decided to appoint Sir Patrick himself to be your personal guard. Your safety is of the utmost importance to me and this entire kingdom. It is only right I appoint our best knight.â Your father smiled warmly at Patrick then.
âI thank you, your majesty,â Patrick bows before the King. âI shall be prepared to risk my life for the life of our princess.â At that, he turns to you, offering a look so secretly smug you have trouble maintaining your composure. You simply smile and nod, silently acknowledging the workings of your father and the knight that now create a great dilemma for you.
âFather, I am suddenly feeling quite faint. Might I take my leave and rest for the afternoon?â You just want to get away from him. Heâs dangerous. You can hardly control yourself around him. And whatâs worse is he knows it.
Your father, concerned, approves of your leave, though you feel dismayed when Sir Patrick follows you. âI am perfectly capable of making my way back, myself. Thank you, sir,â you offer, trying to be as strict as you can, for your own sake more than his.
âMâlady, perhaps you did not understand. As your personal guard, I am tasked with protecting you at all times. This would require that I be with you at all times. The King wills it so.â He speaks formally though his tone is far too pleased to be merely dutiful. You had not considered that. Sighing, you merely nod in understanding before turning again to return to your room.
In your room, Patrick takes his station directly outside the door. âI am only a moment away. Do not hesitate should you need me.â He may not know exactly how you may need himâŠ
You nod, though, smiling softly before closing the door, creating a divide between the two of you. You are overcome by desire. You feel dirty, guilty, and wrongâŠbut you know he feels the same. And he is noble; he is a gentlemanâŠwould it be so bad if you acted on your feelings? God, you feel foolish. You have hardly spoken to him in the years he has served at the castle. What feelings could you really be harboring?
Sick of your racing thoughts, you resolve that a nap would be the best right now. In your sleep, though, you dream of enemies breaking through your windows and climbing up the tower of your wing. It is utterly terrifying. You can feel yourself stirring, heart racing and sweating profusely, as your subconscious plays tricks on you. In your nightmare, a cloaked figure, face hidden in the shadows of his hood, plunges a dagger through your heart, causing you to lurch awake with a loud cry. You are breathing heavily, trying to adjust to your new, real surroundings and shake the terror of the dream when you hear Sir Patrick through the door.
âYour Majesty? Are you alrightâŠ?â You do not answer, still shaken and attempting to compose yourself. âI am entering, m'lady.â And before you can tell him not to, that youâre alright, Patrick burst through the door, already reaching for his sword. Seeing you are merely sat in bed, his urgency leaves him, concern taking over. âIs there not a threat?â He observes, then, the state you are in. Dressed only in your thin, white nightgown (which has grown somewhat see-through on account of your nightmare induced sweat soaking through the fabric), Patrick is reduced to nothing but a mere man in love, forgetting himself entirely. Unbeknownst to you, he adjusts himself in his trousers, clearing his throat.
The room is illuminated only by the cold, pale light of the moon shining through your large paned windows. Shadows dance across his features as a breeze blows the trees outside steadily. He has never looked more beautiful. Both concern and lust play on his face, leaving you to squirm just a bit more than you normally would have under his gaze. Looking down then, you reply, embarrassed. âForgive me for my foolishness. There is no present threat. I am sorry to have wasted your time and effort, good sir.â You bow your head in remorse. This on its own is a sign of you respect for the knight before you. Technically, he should be bowing to you, but under his gaze you feel so small, yet so regarded at the same time. It is unlike with any other man, though it is rare you interact with many often anyways. You lift your head, meeting his eyes again and feeling your stomach flip.
A pang of guilt runs through you as you realize you are noticeably smiling at him. Despite his nobility, you believe the two of you would never be. The only way your union: emotional, physical, spiritual, or (more officially) marital would ever occur would be if your father willed it. And though Sir Patrick was your fatherâs right hand man, it was the relationship of that of an employer and his best employee, not that of father and son nor of old companions.
Your smile dropped and so did his. He knew what he was doing, his silent, unspoken, but clear pursuit of you ever since that fateful night was wrong. But he did not care. He had no regard for his own life or death, he was a knight, after all. He risked himself for this kingdom, he would be willing to risk himself for you. He brought a hand up, cupping your face in his large palm, and offering you a sorry smile. âTo defend you, threat or no threat, is my lifeâs honor, mâlady. You have wasted nothing of mine.â His hand brushed your ear as he tucked your hair behind it. Seeing you with your hair down for the first time was something entirely new to him, similar to when you first saw him shirtless that night. In typical court fashion, you would never leave your chambers with your hair fully down. Seeing you so bare, so honest, and unadorned felt novelty. He was grateful for his wit, being able to convince the King that he should serve you personally.
You, however, were so deeply conflicted. You knew better. Your station in society as well as in life did not allow for these endeavors. But your mind, you body, your heartâŠthey longed for your knight in shining armor. His touch, though somewhat chaste, only holding your head in his hands, felt deeply intimate. You considered your options. âSir, might I ask your discretion in asking a favor?â Your felt fearful of your own desires, but conjured up as much confidence as possible.
âAlways, mâlady.â
You tugged your bottom lip into your mouth for a moment, before continuing. âM- might youâŠkiss me?â It was hard to maintain your composure, overcome with shame as you looked up pleadingly into his eyes. It was only the two of you in your bedchamber, the door closed âyet another forbidden thing.
Softening, a smirk gracing his features, he sighed. âI would be a fool not to.â This was exactly what he had been wanting since he first saw a portrait of you. The strength required of his position kept his feelings concealed, but in this one, small moment alone with you, he could reveal them. He leaned in slowly, closing the gap between you as his lips move against yours feverishly. You can feel his tongue dart out and wet your bottom lip, but you pull away quickly before he is able to deepen the kiss.
âI am sorry. This isâŠâ you search for the words, not wanting to be so harsh but wanting to be clear. âThis is sinful.â Your eyes meet his, pleading for him to offer you a reprieve from your consuming feelings by distancing himself. Though, that twinkle behind your eyes and in the corner of your lips betrayed you. He could see you had fallen for him the same as he for you.
He takes a seat next to you on your bed, looking into your eyes earnestly. âIf I it is a sin to touch you, I would become a sinner every day till I am dragged to hell, should you allow me?â He was begging you to let him touch you, feel you, love you. And who would you be to deny him?
You were quiet for a moment, considering your fate and whether or not you would be able to find absolution after giving in. Throwing caution to the wind, you allow yourself, for once, to make your own decisions. "Please, good sir. Touch me. Take me, for I am all yours."
He wasted no time, leaning in to kiss you, his armor clanging against itself as he did so. The kiss was passionate, the years of admiring you from afar being poured out in this one moment. Breaking the kiss, suddenly, he stood, leaving you confused until he began swiftly removing his armor. He made sure to set each piece down gently, so as not to alert and servants lingering nearby of his presence in your chambers. You tried to stifle your smile as his form was revealed more and more with each layer of metal gone. It was new and exciting, and his gentleness despite his clear eagerness was unbelievably admirable.
Once he had removed it all, clad only in a white linen undershirt and trousers, he returned to your bed, leaning over you and pulling you into another deep kiss. This time, he slipped his tongue into your mouth, licking softly into it, his nose brushing against your cheek as he pressed closer into you, as if he longed for your two bodies to be one. It was impossible to be any closer, but you did not mind one bit. Though timid at first, your kisses matched his fervor. You could feel his calloused hand combing through your hair as his other snuck lower, carressing you through your nightgown. You let out a shivered breath at his touch.
"Is this alright, my lady?" He pulled back, looking into your eyes longingly. God, forgive you, but you needed this so badly. You both did.
You nodded, lifting your hips to gather your nightgown up and off of you, casting it aside carelessly. Now, you really felt exposed. But something about Patrick made you want to feel honest; made you want to seek pleasure shamelessly. His eyes widened in tandem with his smirk. He was so pleased and so in love.
"I've never...I-...I'm a virgin," you admitted, looking up at him through your thick lashes. His smile only widened, but not in some sort of sick, smarmy way. It was genuine and kind.
"Oh, I know, your highness. Or...I imagined as much. Not to worry, I am well aware of how to please a woman," he spoke softly, trying not to intimidate you. You would have taken offense at his mention of his previous experience, but you had imagined he was experienced in the first place, as many men and knights of his age are by now. It is different for you, a princess, always expected to remain pure. With him, you did not fear impurity after this. You felt strongly that you would steadfast remain pure in his eyes till the end of time.
He leaned in again, placing hot kisses along your neck. He moved to remove his trousers as he did so, working at the string that held them up quickly. As he did so, your fingers found their way to the tie that held his shirt together, pulling at the string with a new confidence, you brought your hands to the hem and he pulled away from your neck to remove his shirt. Both his bandages and bruises were gone, a good sign, but there was a scar where he had been scratched, a reminder of your previous encounter.
His trousers finally hanging low around his legs, he teased himself around your entrance, causing you to jolt and whimper beneath him. The feeling was entirely foreign but oh so enchanting. He reached a hand down, running his fingers through your folds, smirking at the wetness that gathered on his fingers. "You are like the Lady of The Lake...beautiful, otherworldly, and so, so wet..." Patrick murmured lustfully. It was such a dirty compliment, but you were so deeply moved.
Like your dream, you were both under your layers upon layers of white sheets, so warm, close, and intimate. His fingers danced around your clit, circling it at an agonizingly slow pace. You gasped, sucking in a breath quickly and biting your lip so as not to make any more sound. He did not miss this, leaning in to peck you on the lips before reminding you "The walls are stone, the door thick oak and iron. We should be cautious, yes, but you mustn't be embarrassed to make a sound. It is better, in fact, if you do."
His reassurance brought a smile to your face as you dropped your lip from your teeth, a sign that you were allowing yourself the honesty you so craved with Patrick. He resumed his hand movements around your most sensitive spot, causing you to let out a symphony of high pitched gasps. His fingers moved away then, moving down and slipping inside of you, first one, then another. The stretch was unfamiliar and hurt a bit, something your scrunched eyebrows didn't hide, but he did not move them for a moment, allowing you to adjust. "All will be well," he cooed into your ear, lips brushing against your skin. "I just need to warm you up."
His fingers began to move, first only in and out at a steady pace, but soon replaced by him scissoring his fingers deep inside of you, your walls squuezing him tightly. "Good sir..." you sighed in pleasure.
"Patrick," he corrected. "You may call me by my God given name: Patrick."
"Patrick..." you sighed again as he quickened the pace of his fingers. To your surprise, though, he pulled his fingers out abruptly. You almost protested, but he swiftly replaced his fingers with his cock, pushing lightly at your entrance.
"May I," he asked, looking into you eyes unwaveringly.
"Please," you nearly moaned in response. He followed your request, sheathing himself inside of you slowly, allowing you time to adjust to the thickness and length that so differed from that of his fingers. He watched your reaction carefully, taking in the way your breath hitches and your eyes flutter shut, eyebrows knitting together in both pleasure and pain. You inhaled sharply as he bottoms out, feeling as if he was practically prodding at your stomach.
"Are you ready for me to move," he inquired, eyes lidded and breathing already heavy in awe of you beneath him.
Looking up at him then, as if he were an angel or possibly some type of temptation sent by the devil that you had so easily fallen for, like Eve and the apple, you yearned to take a bite. "Patrick," it felt unfamiliar to address him so informally, but there was an undeniable intimacy in doing so as well. "If I should wait any longer it may kill me."
With that, he began moving, his pace quick but not agonizing, instead quite tender. You cried out, moans, sighs, and gasps leaving your lips repeatedly as his hips met yours time and time again. His gaze didn't leave yours, except when he would close his eyes, losing himself in a particularly deep thrust. His skin on yours was warm, a stark difference from your naturally cold body. "God, Princess, you are better than I've ever imagined."
The thought that he had imagined this with you made you feel elated, but you couldn't even bring yourself to offer a witty reply, overtaken by pleasure. "P- Patrick," you moaned, your whole body feeling hot suddenly. He quickened his pace just a bit, leaning in to suck at your neck as his other hand came up to toy with your hardened nipples. It felt so sinful but so perfect and right. How could something this good ever be wrong?
At his added touch, hips still pistoning in and out of you, it all felt like too much. Your stomach began to tighten, walls clenched tightly around him, bringing him to an almost sorry state as his jaw went slack, eyes closing suddenly and his thrusts becoming sloppier. It was impossible to restrain yourself as your hips began bucking up to meet his. "Please, please, please," you didn't even know what you were asking for but you knew you needed it.
"I'm there too, Princess. Come on, let's finish together..." he moved his hand from your chest to you clit, rubbing swift circles as he slammed his hips into yours. Pleasure finally overtook you entirely as you fluttered around him, body stiffening and falling weak as you reach your high. He pulled out of you quickly, his hand moving to finish himself off lazily on your stomach through stifled grunts. When you were both completely spent, he momentarily laid next to you in bed, both of you looking up at the grand vaulted ceilings of your bedchambers.
"Thank you, Patrick, for showing me a kindness I should never know how to repay," you whisper softly. He sits up slightly, turning to you and offering a chaste kiss to your cheek.
"You should never have to 'repay' me. After all, I live to serve you, my dear Princess."
#again asking you all to walk with me#knight Patrick to me is just so yum I hope yâall get it#also got to put to use my knowledge of Arthurian folklore for a little reference in here lolz#cordelia writes#medieval fantasy au#challengers#patrick zweig#patrick zweig x reader#patrick zweig fic#challengers fic#patrick zweig fluff#patrick zweig smut
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